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Wednesday, December 14, 2011

fastest way to overcome the earth - count the things of the earth as dung I'm sure of this....................

fastest way to overcome the earth - count the things of the earth as dung I'm sure of this. Tonight at church I was relieved to hear this verse Revelation 3:5 "He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels." In the past I think I've even said on my blog (oh I'm a fool for jesus be sure of that) that I was sure that you had to have many a good deed to have white garments and make it into heaven.......but look at revelations 3:5 "He that overcometh, THE SAME shall be clothed with white raiment" that's it, that's what I need to do I've decided overcome this earth!!!!!!!!!
   I'm confessing here, this a fool 100% fool confession, this the kind of fool I am..............I've sat and I've drooled over sports cars for many a year oooooooooo look at that car, look at that car FOOLISHNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I keep my flesh down like paul says..............1 Corinthians 9:27 "But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway." Don't envy the luxuriousness that some this world has THE THINGS OF THE EARTH IS DUNG!!!!!!!!! Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ" sports cars DUNG, diamond rings DUNG, penthouses in switzerland DUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahah I'm serious though. None that stuffs will get you to heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What going to get you to heaven - oh ya, overcoming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  To me it's like so a b c
a -------------- Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh." Want to overcome the world WALK IN THE SPIRIT I highly recommend creflo dollar : ) YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CREFLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and kirk cameron ; ) ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ye is a fool sheri
b ---------------- count all things of this earth AS DUNG....................we are supposed to overcome the world............not be stuck in the "what's the latest fashions this week, uh oh better go to like nordstroms and take a look hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah" hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah ahhhhhhhhh CHUCK THE FASHION MAGAZINES ALL TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupidness
   Fashion IS STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (though yesterday at the goodwill outlet down the street there was a lady that I wanted to like kidnap and dress a bit better - she had on jeans and they were like rolled up as if she was waiting for a flood and then she had tacky fuzzy socks on like all pulled up high and then like boots ---------------- sometime's I don't know, well guess if ya all want to hurt my eyeballs go ahead long as ye's not loving the things of the earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 
   This concludes this fools ramblings for today : ) hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahah if the joy of the lord is my strength like the bible says I'M ANDREA THE GIANT RIGHT NOW take that satan I will not love the things of the earth NO WAY
few things I need in life.........................................
my chickens to watch while I'm drinking coffee (ya know jesus got a 100% fool with me : ) hahahaha
my sauna 
few good christian bands to listen to gotta get my jesus groove on! 12 STONES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya that about covers it 
  fashions so stupid, soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stupid, have a great week earth : ) 
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................
This is bad 2021 me could "corrupt the youth" 
but you really don't need "fashion" 
I mean it's a little important to look nice. 
But you don't need fashion to have "looks to kill"........
Don't worry the apostolic christian church of america 
maybe most of the body of christ very upset with me
what happen to having fun on this earth??????


Have a great day.
ps pics above from a few days ago 2021 


   

Friday, December 9, 2011

1 Corinthians 6:16 You can't pimp yourself out to the world and think you just didn't join up with that............

   This is the song God told me to sing. My rendition of "Fell on Black Days" by Soundgarden. I was taught by the Apostolic Christian Church of America to mostly focus on the outside of my cup......Luke 11:39 "And the Lord said unto him, Now do ye Pharisees make clean the outside of the cup and the platter; but your inward part is full of ravening and wickedness." But it's the "inside of my cup" God wishes to be clean, and for me that =='s me wearing a bit of makeup etc. That I don't look down upon the makeup wearing etc. 
 Friendship with the world is something in your heart it doesn't necessarily have 0% to do with how you look - or the jewelry you wear.
I'm not loved by this world
nobody could tell me I'm loved by this world
the goth's have rejected me because I forgive Marilyn Manson
John 15:19 "If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you." - I have been rejected.
  Original blog post from way back when..................................
1 Corinthians 6:16 You can't pimp yourself out to the world and think you just didn't join up with that.............naw........it don't work that way............1 Corinthians 6:16 "What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh."
  Naw you come out "from among them" AND BE YE SEPARATE don't go pimping yourself out to this world and be's thinkin with yourself you didn't just join up with THAT 2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you." See it, catch it....................come out from among them, and be ye separate..........touch not the unclean thing (aka porn, drugs, mmmmmm yummy yummy drugs, etc. of delightfulness) and then and then when you's done came out from among them and be ye's separate and not touching the unclean things no more..................AND I WILL RECEIVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
    (xoxoxoxox living hope church, apostolic christian church of america and the body of christ in general) and I need prayer, that I keep a safe distance from my "thorn in the flesh" a real good safe distance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Don't be ----------------- earth, god don't want ya joined up with the harlot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He wants ya out of her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't be little ------------------------ (little bit to close to my "thorn in the flesh" at the moment, doing all I can to remedy this """"""""situation"""""""""")
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................


Sunday, November 27, 2011

I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!! Ephesians 6:12....................

Update 10/25/2024 concerning this blog post 2013 was the "turning point" for me...............praying lucifer back into my life. 

how I related to lucifer and his men changed
to bounce thoughts and ideas off of
not "do do do do occult shiz"
the bible says "all things have became new"
2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."
  To most people and christians lucifer and his men are just dark dark evil, to stay away from useless basically 
but jesus christ our lord was lead by the holy spirit into the desert for 40 days on purpose to speak to the devil and hear from the devil.................
Luke 4:1-3 "And Jesus being full of the Holy Ghost returned from Jordan, and was led by the Spirit into the wilderness, Being forty days tempted of the devil. And in those days he did eat nothing: and when they were ended, he afterward hungered. And the devil said unto him, If thou be the Son of God, command this stone that it be made bread."
  Am I the sole and only christian lead to be around lucifer and his men on the regular besides Jesus christ who had a 40 day stint -------------- looks to be. 
  Also looks to be I'm the sole and only christian deemed worser then the house of beezelbub..............besides priests that molest kids...............
Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"
Lucifer and his men 
went from bad do do do to me
to helpful potentially
(also potentially not helpful - but potentially helpful for lucifer telling jesus he could turn stones into bread WAS INDEED LUCIFER BEING HELPFUL TO THE LORD) 
fun picture I took yesterday........................
lucifer and his men HAVEN'T BECAME "NEW" to most people mot christians
they are still merely the bad bad bad guys never to speak to on purpose anyways
2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."
I simply have a different experience then looks to be the whole rest of the body of christ besides Jesus Christ the Lord also had similiar experience as me
old blog post............................
I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!!  Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I wish we all could have a day off to party and do all the drugs we want - I really do! Trust me I really do! We in a war! There no day offs, satan don't rest satan don't nap..............1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:"
   I ain't been winning the war at all either lately.............the good news is now these days at least I can recognize when I'm kinda slipping back into the occult............I'm able to stop myself - via much going to church, much reading the word of god --------- it's a war we all in it!!!!!!!!!! I may be in the thick of things more then most, but we are all surely in this war "against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places" nobody not in this war!!!!!!! 
   I'm totally going to like living hopes living free pry this week, takes going to church 2-3 times a week for me anymore to stay in the light ------- it is what it is ------------- Ecclesiastes 2:13 "Then I saw that wisdom excelleth folly, as far as lightexcelleth darkness." I feel it's better to fight the war then just let the darkness sink in!!!!!!! My aunts church (apostolic christian church of america) man they know what to preach : ) they know they gotta remind me hell is real and often! 
   (can't just sit around and let the darkness all sink in!!!!!!!!!! there's a war to wage!!!!!!!!!!!!! god wants zeal he wants fire!!!!!!! He wants us to fight to be in the light (fight the good fight of faith)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - where there's peace...............John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.") 
  I'm not at all simple I'm pretty intensely complex but I like these verses can I claim them for myself anyways : ) cause I'd like to do that fully : ) Psalm 116:6-7 "The LORD preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the LORD hath dealt bountifully with thee." That's what sin'll do it'll bring you low..............and pain...................PAIN...............................Psalm 116:3-4 "The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul."
  ahhhhhhhhh god'll forgive ----------- don't sit in pain!!!!!!!!!!! PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And get to fighting the good fight of faith Psalm 116:9 "I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living." Where's the land of the living, ah ya it's walking before the LORD - we were once all dead Ephesians 2:1 "And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins;" DON'T BE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!! Be alive in christ Romans 6:11 "Likewise reckon ye also yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord."
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............

Sheri 2024 agree's with sheri 2011 -- " I don't want to do drugs, or the occult, or watch porn,  ------------ I'm done being filthy. DONE. I want to get clean and stay clean, and not be in agony not be bound no more."
bible talks about pigs in filth
2 Peter 2:22 "But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire."
The 1st step to freedom
whether freedom from addiction
or porn addiction
or involvement in the occult
it to admit you have a problem!!!!!!!!!!!
I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............finally getting it, oh that's what the bible means when it talks about jesus setting a person free (I've found it to be something that happens to you when you heed god's word for a bit)  John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be freeindeed." For the longest time I told myself I had all the power and all the control in the occult but it just wasn't the case, I was really bound to that stuffs!
  This is full out my verse for today : ) Titus 3:3 "For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another." I was once so bound to all that stuffs, for so long I've carried around so much hate, so much ick! Recently I've hit this point where I'm like WHOA you have became a cesspool inside..........I don't want to be filthy NO MORE getting clean, being being in gods word in the day being in the light where jesus blood can cleanse me I'm in love with this bible verse lately 1 John 1:7 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin." ARE YOU FILTHY TO OUT THERE??????????????????? You don't have to stay that way!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Instead of riding the top of the occult like I was, I've found it's better to be broken at the foot of the cross Matthew 21:44 "And whosoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken: but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder." where I can be healed set free by jesus
  There's 0 power here for me in this lowest of places, not such the power trip place, but I'm getting clean, it'll take awhile - I'm a little extra filthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally don't want to be involved in the occult no more, I think this time it's really really really for good, that god won, jesus won, I want them to win, I don't want to be filthy no more! Things have gotten way way way way to outta hand lately - I surrendor!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired of being completely filthy, I'm tired of being SICK.
 Isaiah 1:18 "Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." Lot of crimson god, lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot! I'm tired of the filth good and tired. Forking myself over to jesus! I'm yours jesus! 
   I don't want to do drugs, or the occult, or watch porn,  ------------ I'm done being filthy. DONE. I want to get clean and stay clean, and not be in agony not be bound no more. 
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Friday, November 18, 2011

Was at like full out crisis point today - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................Sheri 2011 was more trusting of people and in a "goofy mood" Sheri 2024 has "been through it" now I prefer being alone, being hated, and hanging out with goats and listening to music but I might for real become a entire different person cause I just bought a collection of 100 cds and it's not the type of music I usually listen to a ton (not goth music, goth music is expensive to buy a lot of it is)....................

Was at like full out crisis point today - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................Sheri 2011 was more trusting of people and in a "goofy mood" Sheri 2024 has "been through it" now I prefer being alone, being hated, and hanging out with goats and listening to music but I might for real become a entire different person cause I just bought a collection of 100 cds and it's not the type of music I usually listen to a ton (not goth music, goth music is expensive to buy a lot of it is)....................
loving god that's the most important thing though nomadder how many "versions of you" exist over time - Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment."
  When putting these cd's in the cd holder I was like "oh this all might turn me into a whole nother person" and I don't think that's a exaggeration. "It can't be that drastic sheri what you listening to right now" -------------  ROD STEWART CD "Vagabond heart"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................
 I didn't buy like some randomn cd pack either
I bought a "themed" cd pack..........
 This is still sheri 10/24/2024 typing this, it was a different time in 2011..............more compasionate time. Nowdays it's ice at least were I live mostly. (not completely but mostly in my estimation) 
Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."
But even in the coldest winter ice
hope exists
1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."

Was at like full out crisis point today (domino effect happens with me, one bad thing, then another, and another and eventually I CRACK) - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................I went to bible study (my estimating with myself it'd help to "get my head together") god was in me so much tonight, He really knew I was big time having a crisis and was determined to reach out and touch me. People hugged me a lot tonight, and the lady running the whole thing rubbed my back which is a miracle cause there are 250+ women at this serious coffee bible study thing.
   Like everyone else in this world I worry about so much, I worry about what's going to happen with me, what's my future look like I worry about it.................knowing I'm that loved at living hope, that I'm that loved - my aunts church to loves me much I know they do...........makes a huge difference for me in my life. And especially that god showed up so big for me tonight.
   Really mind blowing how much god was with me tonight. He's really getting to me lately.............He's cracked in...................He's cracked into my heart. And I'm left wondering with myself - why did I ever sin in the 1st place? Why did I ever distance myself from god in the 1st place? This love HIS love is what I needed all along!
 ---------- I'm going to fess up to something, sometimes I sit and listen to other christians testify thinking to myself it all is so cheese. But man maybe I'm a cheese to god/jesus/holy spirit makes all the difference in the world for me --------------- anything could happen to me and I know long as I got god/jesus/holy spirit I's going to be ok. God showing up big for me tonight letting me know how much He loves me - it's all good! Let the cheese roll : ) it's holy cheese hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahaahahahah (sheri dang you have to much fun being a christian hahahahaahahahahahaaha)
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011

I think repentance is supposed to be like permanent, like a continual state of being.................

update 10/23/2024 yesterday I burned wormwood incense for the 1st time and now it's my favorite incense by far. 
but only burn 1 stick of it a day or cone of it a day and only with windows open (it might be dangerous if burnt in large amounts, or unventilated rooms)
the scent when it's burning don't smell that awesome - for me it's relaxing - but I could undertand why most would think wormwood smells bad when it's burning
but after it's burned out at least the wormwood incense cones I am currently burning - it leaves a nice scent in whatever room you burn it in for the whole day and all night to
usually when I burn incense the smell goes away pretty fast
oh 
and the smell of wormwood incense like the scent that lingers not the smell of it while it is burning but the after scent is real nice (different smell then when it's burning) 
it's burning out this brass incense burner in pic below though the trails of smoke might be hard to see???????....................
'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
'Cause deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away 
Finished, passed final exam on my 1st module in medical billing and coding yesterday : ) today I'm on a study break : )
 At my other church living hope, my serious coffee bible study, pricilla shrier think that's her name she said, you like mourn a bit and then knock that off, all living hope is all all about that idea I guess but to me it just didn't hit me as the thing??????? (the rest of the bible study I ain't had no problem with, rest it been pretty good : ) Acts 26:20 "But shewed first unto them of Damascus, and at Jerusalem, and throughout all the coasts of Judaea, and then to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, and do works meet for repentance." it just hits me repentance as a continual state of being in, a present tense word - not stopping mourning the wrong you did........wouldn't that make a person then unrepentant if they stopped mourning the bad they did? And I think it's also important to never forget..........Revelation 2:5 "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent." this verse is talking about christians that have went out of repentance.........."except thou repent" 
 God's laid it on me that this is how I am to be, in repentance, doing works meet of that, if only 2-3 good works a month or week DO THOSE. Why I stay in jesus jail, cause I know I've grieved god a slew in the past, and have grieved myownself I was making myself miserable I was completely in torment torment is the word I'd use Ephesians 5:6 "Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience." I've decided I'd rather be in repentance, then in torment having the wrath of god upon me, it's not like when I do bad bad bad that I don't know oh ya god's pry not happy with me, also I know oh ya if I die today I'm going to hell - not the place to be.
 Psalm 51:16-17 "For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise"
The good news is jesus never forsake me Hebrews 13:5 "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." I went a real stupid road and then I repented (which was totally the right choice - don't stay on the stupid path, go repent) and there was jesus!!!!!!!!!!!! With sooooooooooooooooooo much love for me..........everytime he visits me............my heart oozes with love for him............he has such a heart for me, and so much abundant peace about him the peace I lack by myself!!!!!!!! The peace I NEED! Without jesus I'm a mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Malachi 4:2 "But unto you that fear my name shall the Sun of righteousness arise with healing in his wings; and ye shall go forth, and grow up as calves of the stall." I have found healing in jesus's wings (I not sure what the "grow up as calves of the stall means" god sure likes to use the animal anologies in the bible!) This off topic, but god spoke to me audibly one day (I was in the shower singing a britney spears song having a great time and all the sudden the holy spirit filled the room THICK I knew god was super near, and He told me "come out of her my people" Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues." the worlds system of living laviously buying much goods ------------ I jumped out the shower flew out almost killed myself turning off that radio here I was god caught me sitting having a super fab time singing britney spears of all things I was sure I was about to be struck dead by lightning)
 Revelation 18:7 "How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow." ALL YOU OUT THERE IN THE WORLD MAYBE GOING TO CHURCH MAYBE NOT GET OUT THE WORLDS SYSTEM "COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE" do like me (refer to 2 blog posts down hahahahah frequent rite aid and walgreens hahahahahahahahahahahah ROCK N ROLL)
Revelation 18:15 "The merchants of these things, which were made rich by her, shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing," Someday jesus will return and all those in the worlds system, all buying buying buying buying buying buying they going to have "so much torment and sorrow give her" SO MUCH!
  Repent now! Seek jesus now! And hope your week is going good earth, don't buy nothing, less it's at rite aid or walgreens hahahahahahahahahahahahah (ok sheri let that joke die, ahhhhhhhhhh common though myself it's fab : )
 You can tell I've been listening to the apostolic christian church of america a lot they've had quite a impact on me.............Mark 1:15 "And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel." one the fairbury apostolic christian church of america pastors said on sermon I listened to online this was the whole idea of having a ministry to try and get people to repent and "believe the gospel" and that theses days you hardly hear no preachers anywhere talking about repenting - but that's originally how apostles ministries/and other vocations ministries were prominently about. Psalm 51:16-17 ".............. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise" the proud god knows a far off, he wants us humble, he wants us of a broken spirit in repentance I believe.
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Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Ephiphamy - god doles out his goodies to the upright in heart.................

Update I now have a grounding matt for my feet under my computer - yes I am that buff. And I wasn't expecting what 3 months ago or more to be diagnosed with diabeties 2 that shocked me. It's gotta be the emfs...................dna to but emfs..........................(I also have a grounding blanket on my bed which I've had that for awhile, I don't use it every night ------------ I'm just getting back to using it ------------ went awhile not using it that bad plan)...............................
Ephiphamy - god doles out his goodies to the upright in heart.................Psalm 125:4 "Do good, O LORD, unto those that be good, and to them that are upright in their hearts." 
The story of the man the was rich and lazerus
the rich man went to hell maybe just because he wasn't caring he was supposed to care about lazerus this guy outside with dogs licking his soars instead he stayed in his mansion living very well 
and today we got people doing that to
in their nice homes maybe not mansions - but not caring about the "less fortunate"
Luke 16:19-21 "There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day: And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores, And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores."
Also this verse, that "in works" you could deny god. Then it continues titus 1 verse 16 -------- being abominable, and disobient, and unto every good work reprobate......................
Titus 1:14-16 "Not giving heed to Jewish fables, and commandments of men, that turn from the truth. Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled. They profess that they know God; but in works they deny him, being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate."
people talk about kharma and they mean it if you do bad to someone
but there's more to it then that
if you don't do good - you might upset god and go to hell??????????
I don't know the rich man in Luke 16:19-21 what I know is he didn't help much out lazarus...............HE NEEDED TO HELP OUT LAZARUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the rich man in Luke 16:19-21 didn't realize that til he was dead
your alive if your reading this
------------- back to me talking about grounding and importance of that if you just stick your feet in the dirt 10 minutes a day.....................
we are surrounded by electornics like never before ------ even if you don't include 5g in the "scenario" even though it is a part of the "emf scenario of 2024"
but we have more electronics then ever before most of us do
I quote healthline............"Blood measurements were taken before and after grounding to determine any changes in red blood cell fluidity, which plays a role in heart health. The results indicated significantly less red blood cell clumping after grounding, which suggests benefits for cardiovascular health." link to article here https://www.healthline.com/health/grounding#the-science
heart problems
#1 killer in usa


Tuesday, November 8, 2011

full rewrite of this blog post 10/21/2024. God's word doesn't promise family, friends, shelter, happiness. 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." IN FACT IT'S GOING TO BE BAD FOLLOWING JESUS IS Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."...............

Eventually we will reap if we "faint not" but I'm near 50 - not only has things not gotten better THEY'VE GOTTEN WORSE
they could get better?????????????
according to the bible things will get better
and god told me when I was a baby in the womb he said "things will get very bad for you, you will go through a mega bad time, but when lucifer shows up go with lucifer and everything will be ok for you then" - THAT'S WHAT GOD TOLD ME.
CHRISTIANITY IS SATURATED WITH PEOPLE THAT HAVE PERFECT LIVES
kirk cameron's - no hate
I'm realness
I'm reality
reality america is chalked full of poor people
poor christian people
on food stamps
working minimum wage jobs
for most usa american christians and most christians
they going through "much tribulation"
.............I know what the body of christ sells out there, I'm aware blessings galore, money galore blah blah blah
but reality 
bible says...............
Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."
and Acts 14:22 is the actual word of god that's what the bible says
full rewrite of this blog post 10/21/2024. God's word doesn't promise family, friends, shelter, happiness. 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." IN FACT IT'S GOING TO BE BAD FOLLOWING JESUS IS Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."...............
Psalm 91:14-16 --------- "Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation." - god will deliver you from your attackers, give you long life and save your soul if you put him 1st
  You probably will "much tribulation" the worst live EVER. 
  there is 1 entity
concerned about the "needs of men"...................
Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men."
If you don't mess with Lucifer. 
with god
all you can look forward to for sure is
long life
salvation
deliverance from attackers
--------------- maybe food and raiment???????????????????????
THAT'S IT. 
don't matter how many properity preachers you've all listened to and riches you have thus obtained and fellowship yadda yadda
in reality
long life
salvation
deliverance from attackers
other then that 
crap
crap
long time lots of crap for our lives safe to say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................................
Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."
here's where I am supposed to insert a praise song.................
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Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."




Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Ever just sit and watch people at wal mart, I recommend it.............sheri 2024 interjecting social media IS LIES IT'S LIES AS ABOVE SO BELOW WELL..............Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." That saying "the struggle is real" IT'S REAL..................but so is the "life more abundantly" jesus came to bring us, pry is one of better health, of better mental health you compare youself to people online your mental health PRY WON'T BE GOOD......................

Update 10/19/2024 made a few more bracelets using 22 gauge wire 😁 Ever just sit and watch people at wal mart, I recommend it.............sheri 2024 interjecting social media IS LIES IT'S LIES AS ABOVE SO BELOW WELL..............Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." That saying "the struggle is real" IT'S REAL..................but so is the "life more abundantly" jesus came to bring us, pry is one of better health, of better mental health you compare youself to people online your mental health PRY WON'T BE GOOD......................
But when you realize
wait
wait
I don't need to be "miss thang"
1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."
John 15:19 "If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you."
so nobody but my mom and sister and one instagram friend like my posts on instagram
and a few people there's 3-4 that like my posts on facebook
I'm hated
it's ok
I'm getting pet goats soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and remember fellow christians aka most all of united states of america claims to be christian
if your yoke feels heaven
your burdens feel heavy
might be something other then "your cross proper" you carrying there...........
Matthew 11:29-30 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
   The world there ain't no rest the bible says for the "wicked" Isaiah 57:20 "But the wicked are like the troubled sea, when it cannot rest, whose waters cast up mire and dirt." The "wicked" they gotta gossip and stir up shiz to be in the "limelight" 
  I recogn the "wicked" they gotta work work work work all the time to pay for their giant expensive house, and giant expensive homes DON'T ENVY THEM THEY EXHAUSTED THEIR POPULARITY COMES AT A MIGHTY HIGH PRICE TAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 punk = me
Ever just sit and watch people at wal mart, I recommend it.............I know people like make fun of wal mart, some people hate wal mart pry for good reason, I keep hearing how they are dinging employee's it's kinda like a horror movie to me. I'm like a total people watcher, I love to go a nearby mall and get carmel popcorn and watch the ice skaters and watch the people one my fave things to do (seriously). But man the people watching at wal mart is Par 1...............I can feel how hard HARD some their lives are/were, I can actually feel that!!!!!!!!!!! But I also see, hope all around me! ------------- am I going to get in trouble for saying this...........they ain't given up! Like for reals like 90% of the people at wal marts, if I was them.................................................................
    Little to honest there sheri! Ya but don't miss the highlight of the show that is my blog ----------- I also see hope all around me.
   Job 8:13 "So are the paths of all that forget God; and the hypocrite's hope shall perish:" Hope hope is a beautiful thing, and I saw it ALL OVER THE PLACE AT MY LOCAL WAL MART. What else could account for those people still walking on the earth but that they have hope for something.  And the workers of wal mart I paid attention to them to, really hell would almost seem like a better option to me then working at wal mart..............they never change the decor there for 1, if your a cashier beep beep beep beep beep beep all day long, they wear blue vest don't they some them do HIDEOUS, the lighting the lighting of the place ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh - people work at wal mart and they like end the day and don't kill themselves, amazing to me. hahahahah to honest sheri too a honest
   Psalm 16:9 "Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope."
   If those people's I saw at wal mart can trudge along in live, surely I need to man up n'stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great week earth!
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IT WON'T GET BETTER EITHER PRY...............
But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived.
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Sunday, October 30, 2011

How the goodness of god lead me leading me to repentance......................Update sheri 10/18/2024 was told I am apostle by a bunch of ladies my age and they laid hands on me and prayed for me years ago, and I literally thought I was a apostle (this blog post is mega cringe because of all that). I don't believe I am anymore. These days honest nobodies "special" besides men they are deemed more valuable then women in the year 2024 women don't even in usa sometimes have choices anymore with their own bodies some them are living in states they can't get abortions in - at least one state from what I hear from brian even if your going to die they won't let you get a abortion that women are so unvalued their lives in at least one state THAT'S WHAT BRIAN TELLS ME is of 0% worth all that matters is that usa get's more babies...................

How the goodness of god lead me leading me to repentance......................Update sheri 10/18/2024 was told I am apostle by a bunch of ladies my age and they laid hands on me and prayed for me years ago, and I literally thought I was a apostle (this blog post is mega cringe because of all that). I don't believe I am anymore. These days honest nobodies "special" besides men they are deemed more valuable then women in the year 2024 women don't even in usa sometimes have choices anymore with their own bodies some them are living in states they can't get abortions in - at least one state from what I hear from brian even if your going to die they won't let you get a abortion that women are so unvalued their lives in at least one state THAT'S WHAT BRIAN TELLS ME is of 0% worth all that matters is that usa get's more babies.....................Latest origami star thing I made - yep I bought this star holding picture frame bottle from a garage sale it was probably $1............................
more sheri 2024 not cringe in 2024 just making people mad................we probably should all listen to women...................cause the bible says pay attention to those in a "low estate"................
Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits.
romans 12:16 aka the ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"men of low estate" - ep ain't 0% of them in the usa in the year 2024 - all the "low estated" ones are ladies women don't even have "bodily automony" in usa in at least 1 state brian tells me (bodily autonomy is when a person can do what they want with their bodies ----------- in this case women getting abortions because women are valued and their lives are valued in society - not in at least 1 state in the usa at least brian tells me sounds like it's more then one state and other states are also pushing for extreme abortion laws)

  I don't like to eat food so much these days, my will to live is less, well cept last night I ate like 2 pieces of pie but that's pie people let's not get crazy! Everybody pray that help is on the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. update --- one my friends has talked me down from the ledge (but uh I will like still not eat somedays cause I kinda enjoy it from time to time - jesus came for the sick)
Ya my testimony never ends hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaah................Romans 2:4 "Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?" So like one night I was being attacked by a demon (common fair for me - they get physical with me and everything rather violent little buggers!) they've figured out what scares me --------- I don't even know how they even accessed that info in the abyss of my soul like that????????????? And eventually I couldn't take anymore............I yelled out "god please help me" BAM that demon was GONE. At that moment I felt god's intense love for me, really got to me, that and He was clearly I could tell He was there waiting for me to call out to Him, like a parent seeing that their kid is about to fall off the bike and getting ready to run up and rescue their child! That's what's going to keep me out of the occult - thinking on god's love for me. I don't need the demons I don't need satan............I have god/jesus who love me much and want good things for me (not a dark tortured little hole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
These verses catch my eye to.......................
Romans 2:9-10 "Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile; But glory, honour, and peace, to every man that worketh good, to the Jew first, and also to the Gentile:" That's like present tense "tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man the doeth evil" ya that's how it is for me when I'm stupid and in the occult TRIBULATION AND ANGUISH. And what is "worketh good" I think this my take : ) loving people being decent to each other, not not having to do with the occult, walking the straight and narrow doing like not the evil. So like theoretically I theorize staying in jesus's jail..........I should eventually obtain "glory, honour, and peace" that's the plan : ) in jaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllllllllllllllllll
There's another verse in the bible somewhere talks about being under the wrath of god also on this theme Romans 1:18 "For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness;" See those is christians people with the word of god, but they's up to no good!!!!!!!!!!!!! You up to no good out there BESTEST STOP THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Crud love people, freakin do as much good as you can do in a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't want the wrath of god on ya!!!!!!!!!!! OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO NO NO NO! Hey god, ya I be's after yer brownie points : ) being real good in jail : ) ---------- I'm still a complete punk and last night in particular I was on a roll - it's was bad bad bad bad, went up to a fellow punk not wanting to be out punked like a punk santa with punk presents in my sleigh to dole out. I'm gonna try harder, I totally want god's brownie points for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And His brownies : )
  This verse super spoke to me today to Ephesians 4:1-2 "I therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you that ye walk worthy of the vocation wherewith ye are called, With all lowliness and meekness, with longsuffering, forbearing one another in love;" Where it says "with all lowliness" love it, I got the lowliness thing in the bag ROCK N ROLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sheri that's obnoxious --------- I might be a punk for the rest of my life...........determined to be jesus's punk : )
  Dyed my hair jet black, have decided this is my shade : ) I am a punk let's not pretend otherwise shall we............
Hey myself, hey keep that there cat in the bag ok, do yourself 1 favour, keep that cat in the bag, stay a prisoner of jesus K
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Thursday, October 27, 2011

confessions of a tortured soul a addict not drugs I'm addicted to but a addict................

Update 4/8/2024 Don't worry about me america, I know you are all starving right now - I'm not joking I'm fully being serious (where I live there might be more homeless then people in houses, and then the people in houses ARE ALSO STARVING WHERE I LIVE MANY OF THEM). Things are so bad where I live, most summers schools have "free lunch programs" where I live!!!!!!  
https://www.clarkcountyfoodbank.org/
what my fridge looks like 
hey but go to a foodbank ok today GET FOOD you need to eat!!!!!!!!
it's a touch of a mess at the moment
this is basically what my fridge always looks like condiment city
the pantry actually looks better
I suvive off of eating potatoes - OH FOR REAL and rice

Millions of US women, children risk hunger without more aid funding, White House says

https://www.reuters.com/world/us/millions-us-women-children-risk-hunger-without-more-aid-funding-white-house-says-2024-01-11/
america according to the cnbc video above is 22nd country in the world as far as starvation goes with you know the number 1 ranked country being the most hungry - we high up in the ranks in america with starvation!!!!!!!!! FOR REAL REAL

This blog post was written before, I solved my problem. I have since solved my big problem in life........(ya I went "cross and skullbones" for the lord edition in the year 2013 😁👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓) 
  I am a addict no doubt about it, not to drugs but a addict to something!!!!!!!!!!! YIKES, that this song is apparently having to do with recovery, fitting..........
"All of my devils are free at last
And all my secrets revealed
And your permission is all I
Need to heal"
   A person can stay in the sickness, or get better!!!!!!!!!!!!! I relate to these lyrics from sixx a.m. song to.............
"I wake up in the morning, and it comes back to you I breathe in I breathe out, it comes back to you
I stare up at the ceiling, and it comes back to you
I step out my front door, and it comes back to you
The end of my driveway, it comes back to you
Brakelights on the highway, it comes back to you
I could die in Los Angeles.
It would come back to you."
  Comes back to god for me, look up at the ceiling - yep. breathe in breathe out - yep. I'm a addict. Stoppings so hard. 
  I think non-addicts, ya they have issues and pain, but they must have like some coping mechanism -------- we don't have!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not doing drugs....................naw my addiction is elsewhere................................same result I get from it................removes me from the earth......................I go somewhere else. Far away from here, from reality, this place where people die, and people sin and like don't care and like are like much many going to hell they don't care, a place of pain pain pain, even the saints experience pain, so much pain................makes a person just want to check out (I'm saying it's not so crazy the idea of someone wanting to go to a bar for instance and drink til they can't see straight)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to like 1 AA style meeting and pry should like go to more, realizing I have a addiction.............that's pry worse then drugs. And I also realize that I could go into using drugs with ease.................I'm in continual danger of that.............being already in that mindset. But I don't think any drug would get me, where my addiction gets me..............I'm sayin my addiction get's me higher then any drug would a actual high. Here I am I want to stop, and I still catch myself doing it - well it's a addiction then...............you can't just stop often cold turkey................all sorts of underlying issues that put you in that addict diseased sort of mindset to begin with. 
   Can't even enjoy life in it...........life more abundantly John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." Freakin smell the flowers! I've like tried to say on my blog that drugs are from the devil he comes to steal and kill and to destroy. Jesus wants you to have life, a abundant life, a happy life, not one in a tortured little dark hole.
  I might go to more AA meetings............trying to set up some counseling right now (god needs to work with me here)........to get better ya gotta all talk it out n'stuffs I know. """"""""if you work it, it'll work for you""""""""" 
  I have gotten good at hiding it skilled in it, crazy skilled. Isaiah 29:15 "Woe unto them that seek deep to hide their counsel from the LORD, and their works are in the dark, and they say, Who seeth us? and who knoweth us?" Least I fess up to god, He's watching, He's see's, anything you alls be's doing in the dark He sees!!!!!!!!!!!! Bestest ya go fesser up!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  No snort He don't notice, none under the radar.  mourn, mourn that's my new thing mourning Ecclesiastes 7:4 "The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning; but the heart of fools is in the house of mirth."
  Locked myself up in jesus's jail real good, threw away the key, threw it away GONE..............so that's the good news : ) see I ended this blog post on a real cheery note : ) maximum security. 
black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses, black roses,