Was at like full out crisis point today - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................Sheri 2011 was more trusting of people and in a "goofy mood" Sheri 2024 has "been through it" now I prefer being alone, being hated, and hanging out with goats and listening to music but I might for real become a entire different person cause I just bought a collection of 100 cds and it's not the type of music I usually listen to a ton (not goth music, goth music is expensive to buy a lot of it is)....................

Was at like full out crisis point today - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................Sheri 2011 was more trusting of people and in a "goofy mood" Sheri 2024 has "been through it" now I prefer being alone, being hated, and hanging out with goats and listening to music but I might for real become a entire different person cause I just bought a collection of 100 cds and it's not the type of music I usually listen to a ton (not goth music, goth music is expensive to buy a lot of it is)....................

loving god that's the most important thing though nomadder how many "versions of you" exist over time - Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment."

  When putting these cd's in the cd holder I was like "oh this all might turn me into a whole nother person" and I don't think that's a exaggeration. "It can't be that drastic sheri what you listening to right now" -------------  ROD STEWART CD "Vagabond heart"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................

 I didn't buy like some randomn cd pack either

I bought a "themed" cd pack..........

 This is still sheri 10/24/2024 typing this, it was a different time in 2011..............more compasionate time. Nowdays it's ice at least were I live mostly. (not completely but mostly in my estimation) 

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."

But even in the coldest winter ice

hope exists

1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."

Was at like full out crisis point today (domino effect happens with me, one bad thing, then another, and another and eventually I CRACK) - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................I went to bible study (my estimating with myself it'd help to "get my head together") god was in me so much tonight, He really knew I was big time having a crisis and was determined to reach out and touch me. People hugged me a lot tonight, and the lady running the whole thing rubbed my back which is a miracle cause there are 250+ women at this serious coffee bible study thing.
   Like everyone else in this world I worry about so much, I worry about what's going to happen with me, what's my future look like I worry about it.................knowing I'm that loved at living hope, that I'm that loved - my aunts church to loves me much I know they do...........makes a huge difference for me in my life. And especially that god showed up so big for me tonight.
   Really mind blowing how much god was with me tonight. He's really getting to me lately.............He's cracked in...................He's cracked into my heart. And I'm left wondering with myself - why did I ever sin in the 1st place? Why did I ever distance myself from god in the 1st place? This love HIS love is what I needed all along!
 ---------- I'm going to fess up to something, sometimes I sit and listen to other christians testify thinking to myself it all is so cheese. But man maybe I'm a cheese to god/jesus/holy spirit makes all the difference in the world for me --------------- anything could happen to me and I know long as I got god/jesus/holy spirit I's going to be ok. God showing up big for me tonight letting me know how much He loves me - it's all good! Let the cheese roll : ) it's holy cheese hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahaahahahah (sheri dang you have to much fun being a christian hahahahaahahahahahaaha)

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