I have what is called a "addictive personality" which can be a blessing if I'm addicted to good things, or a really bad thing...............

Video update microgreen progress, plants etc. update 1/18/2023.................

Luke 21:10-12 "Then said he unto them, Nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: And great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven. But before all these, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name's sake." - war can cause famine, and people can cause "pestilences" but earthquakes in diverse places...........we know who's letting that happen..........pssssssssss it's god.

sheri 2023 letting you all know when this post was written I thought I was LIKED by members of the apostolic christian church of america. (shortly after this blog post the elder of silverton and oregon city apostolic christian churches of america chewed me out telling me I'm "the worst person ever" again and again again ever after the point I'm on the floor crying he just kept at it, he was yelling loud at me WHILE CHURCH WAS GOING ON, he could definately be heard, and my crying could be heard ---------- nobody did nothing -------- why is that ---------- THEY ALL HATE ME CLEARLY) Ya 1 of them just 1 has tried to be nice to me on the internet................but then in private e-mails they chewed me out to heck. 

THEY HATE MY GUTS AND WANT ME DEAD!

(Matthew 13:25 "But while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat, and went his way." I theorize that the tares they love the world they love the things of the world THEY'VE LET SOME LEAVEN IN AND IT ONLY TAKES A BIT...................there's nothing in this world that is worth that price to me)I have what is called a "addictive personality" which can be a blessing if I'm addicted to good things, or a really bad thing...............http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Addictive_personality
  I've got the bible thank god, and that tells me, steers me, to what I should be addicted to I believe.
1 Corinthians 5:7 "Purge out therefore the old leaven, that ye may be a new lump, as ye are unleavened. For even Christ our passover is sacrificed for us:"
what's the "old leaven" is not the "old leaven" the music we once listened to???????? The shows we once watched on tv?????????????? The things of the world we once loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   I have a cd, god wants me to get rid of AND I AM GETTING RID OF IT, mindful of my "addictive personality" and I can tell when ------ things are nearly getting out of hand. 

  Starts out small for me when it happens.............listen to 1 worldly album, then before you know it your boogeying along to the radio later on in the day, I believe the bible is right............Galatians 5:9 "A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump." 

  I need to 1 Corinthians 5:7 "Purge out therefore the old leaven..........."

   So the cd god wants me to get rid of OH GOD WANTS ME TO GET RID OF THIS CD ASAP....................Shakira "laundry service" came out in 2001 and yep I'd say that's about how long I've been "addictively listening to it" she has a nice voice, she might as well be one those mermaid sirens in the sea or something. IT'S NOT GOOD FOR ME THOUGH A LITTLE LEAVEN LEAVENS THE WHOLE LUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   So I think I'll just wrap said shakira cd in a paper bag and hand it either to mike or ron (2 pastors of my church) LIKE PEOPLE YOU KNOW HANDLE CONTRIBAND THEY WRAP IT IN PAPER BAGS. and walk away. 

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Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"..................

books are a great "vacation" for those who either can't afford one or have to much to do to be able to take a vacation........I fall in probably both them catagories.............

To both the popular and my fellow earth scirges (sheri 2023 doesn't believe I am a apostle anymore 2013 me was TOLD I WAS A APOSTLE a bunch of christians laid their hands on me and prayed over that - apostles get more then 8 views on their blog a day I'm pretty 100% sure about that - I believe I am saved, I have Jesus living inside of me, very holy spirit filled when praising god at church ------ I'm just not valuable I believe to much anybody on earth - most people deem me a satan worshipper I AIN'T A SATAN WORSHIPPER I just have found the devil to be helpful in my life - if I mess up I MESSED UP), it isn't how popular you is or isn't I am convinced it's who you have in your life = Jesus.................................

Update 1/13/2023 started growing duckweed not only to keep my fish tank clean (I will be adding a portal to it so air will be able to be in the tank) but to supplement chicken and duck food....................

(rock paintings in this pic I just painted : ) - yes there are dragon boat medals there I don't dragon boat anymore) Tole painting is my thing these days : )

To both the popular and my fellow earth scirges, it isn't how popular you is or isn't I am convinced it's who you have in your life = Jesus.................................I am like everyone else on this earth, I sometimes compare myself to others. I've decided I've been thinking about that stuffs ALL WRONG.................it doesn't matter - well it never mattered how popular I was or wasn't (in my mind somedays it matters IT SHOULDN'T................but I'm human like everyone else and this is what we sometimes do don't we?????? we compare ourselves to each other) Matthew 13:12 "For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath." IT'S WHO DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE - JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I've clean been told, at least once but as I recall a few times, "you are so talented with your blog and your painting etc. etc........................" people have dimished themselves in their minds and compared themselves to me.............................really the truth is like there ain't a greater or "lesser" in christ we are ONE. Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."
  Maybe this verse is better for what I'm talking about.............1 Corinthians 12:12 "For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, being many, are one body: so also is Christ." Different functions of the various members BUT ONE IN CHRIST, like one. I'm convinced of this.
   Have a great day earth. Love each other...............Ephesians 4:25 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another."

LOVE

Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."

I want jesus in my life more, and want to follow jesus very much so, be "MORE THEN A CONQUEROR IN CHRIST JESUS"..........not be drug down by this world..................

Update video 1/8/2023................showing off my willow plants that have many leaves on them 15 of them am planting today around my 5th wheel : )........................

 I want jesus in my life more, and want to follow jesus very much so, be "MORE THEN A CONQUEROR IN CHRIST JESUS"..........not be drug down by this world..................

  There is something to overcome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I think when the bible it says....................Romans 8:36-37 "As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us." Does that mean that bad stuffs doesn't happen to me????????????? I think struggles and such THEY HAPPEN...........I could be like having "went on the jesus happy bus a touch to much" I don't know??????????????
next few verses...............................
Romans 8:38-39 "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." 

  To me being "more then a conqueror" is when the things that would be devastating to a lot of people out there...................THINGS THAT COULD BREAK A PERSON...................they don't. 

  (I mean though maybe I haven't fully hit that more then a "conqueror" point yet BUT I BELIEVE FOLLOWING JESUS IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Life will not be able to drag me down into some pit of complete despair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I will continue to have jesus in my life, cause I will continue to follow him...............................BE THAT SHEEP "SHEEP FOR THE SLAUGHTER" loose my life, loose it to gain christ. 

  The bible says.......................Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" YOU WILL DIE SOMEDAY, IS ANYTHING ON THIS EARTH REALLY TO BE LOVED????????????????

  My relationship with jesus that THAT will go on for all eternity, that'll never end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (less I gave up and drew back Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul.")

  A apostolic christian church of america pastor recently was talking about the importance of being "born again"...................................I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH HIM.........................John 3:6-7 "That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again"

That which is born of the flesh is flesh

and that is not good you cannot enter heaven that way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 3:3 "Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God." YOU CANNOT JUST STAY LIVING IN THE FLESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND "SEE THE KINGDOM OF GOD"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble."...........................

I'm not floating in space I am docked in god's word and at the apostolic christian church of america.......sheri doesn't attend that church anymore different church now..........(me and my husband went and saw "gravity" staring sandra bullock and george clooney really excellent movie if you going to see a movie)...........................

Update 1/3/2023 charged up with "healing power" in this video (albeit healing power I don't much know how to use on anybody but myself..............BUT I DO HAVE THIS SOMETIMES A SLEW..........it's always when I'm in the word of god a lot)

.........don't laugh at me but sometimes I have seen someone not well health wise and have tried to hold a hand up in their direction and pray for their healing.........please don't laugh at me....................

Me singing "Team" by Lorde a bit in this video..........(cause I am talking about how enemies can become allies, and you never know when or what enemies you have MIGHT BECOME ALLIES) ALLIES ARE GREAT TO.....................

I'm not floating in space I am docked in god's word and at the apostolic christian church of america.................(me and my husband went and saw "gravity" staring sandra bullock and george clooney really excellent movie if you going to see a movie)...........................we have date night every now and then. And then post the movie to my husband I'm like ya, that's like me and the word of god, and me being docked at the apostolic christian church of america ------------ I clean took our movie "date night" and turned it into something having to do with my faith. : ) My husbands like well geez maybe we shouldn't of gone and saw a movie, I'm like no your right it's a good movie we needed to have a date night people do that.........................I ain't about to watch no tv or none that I ain't about to be no friend with the world NAW.
  I was tellin mike, ron and john today aka 3 pastors of the apostolic christian church of america..............the goal is TO OVERCOME THIS EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  The goal isn't to keep on loving the things of this earth..................and keep on walkin in the flesh NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  See when you love the world....................you eventually start loving the things of the world as well ------------- that's my going theory!!!!!!!!!!!!
 1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." Don't love the world or the things of this world DON'T DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Now you can sometimes "use" the things of the world you can use a movie to make a point - in christs favour.....1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."

  Don't go watch a bunch of tv or none that today - I don't recommend "abusing" your what "liberties in christ jesus"  Galatians 5:13 "For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another." DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But don't take my baby gift basket gig please nobody at the apostolic christian church of america or not many you.............................I HAVE A GIG : ) IT'S AWESOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMME

  I ain't about to be watchin like 0 tv today, less I watch some news ok................and I am for sure going to listen to the apostolic christian church of america online today --------------- MAN WILL NOT LIVE BY BREAD ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Luke 4:4 amen to that nasa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Timothy 4:10 "For Demas hath forsaken me, having loved this present world, and is departed unto Thessalonica; Crescens to Galatia, Titus unto Dalmatia."

DON'T LOVE THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!! OR THE THINGS OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  This world is clean passing away for reals, and THE FASHIONS THEREOF. Everything of value is in the word of god! 

  You don't want to be floating in space!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not tethered to 0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No you want to space dock onto the apostolic christian church of america : ) and the word god, and the body of christ in general - BING! 

LOVE 

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."........................

gods word is always true........always............Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

(wearing my pokemon shirt today : ) 

I don't have anything going on really, been doing christmas stuffs past few days like near everyone else this time of year. 

Blog update 12/27/2011 this post was written before the elder of the apostolic christian church of america told me I was the "worst human ever" repeatedly, even after I was on the church floor crying he was going on and on about what a terrible human being I am - but he wouldn't specify why. (we all know why I HATE THEIR CHURCHES "COMMANDMENTS OF MEN") The apostolic christian church of america is a church that never loved me and they never will..........................but back when I wrote this post I had hope for the "general goodness" of people. I knew I wasn't going to be able to become a member of the apostolic chrisitan church of america when I tried to become a member to finally be able to leave that church where I was being often treated very poorly. But I didn't expect the main elder of silverton and oregon cities church TO THIS DAY HE'S RUNNING THOSE CHURCHES..............to bash me like he did "in the name of jesus"............I wasn't expecting that..........it was HATE coming from that elder to me he hates me.............and I do assume very much his whole church hates me like that cause they weren't running to my aid..............they appeared to be AGREEING WITH THIS ELDER (well they love commandments of men - THEY LOVE THEM). 

gods word is always true........always............Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." I just gotta not give up, clean did like 2 more baby gift baskets, and I recogn I just gotta keep at that aka the "well doing"

 I WILL REAP IF "WE FAINT NOT"

SO I WILL INDEED REAP!!!!!!! 

2 Corinthians 5:7 (For we walk by faith, not by sight:) My like eyesight see's me reaping like almost 0..................like a touch more then 0....................just a bit. But I ain't supposed to walk by sight......................but by faith.........................that I WILL.........

 ".........for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

What will I reap - well I hope salvation at the very least!!!!!!!!! I won't in general give up or draw back.............keep workin to not walk in the flesh, keep followin jesus no give up!

YOU BOUT TO FORK OUT THE GOODS TO ME APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA GOOD AND DOOMED YOU IS  (you know you love me)

LOVE

Actually people are right about me, I am nothing, but I gained understanding of these bible verses one day...................

Update 12/21/2022 added fresh pillows and a new blanket to the couch in the 5th wheel ---------- lot's of baby steps will get my 5th wheel looking niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice.............

Actually people are right about me, I am nothing, but I gained understanding of these bible verses one day......(this is a e-mail I sent the three apostolic christian church of america pastors I e-mail, I want to not forget this go back and re-read this days I feel discouraged).......
1 Corinthians 1:24-26 "But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God. Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men. For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called:"
   All god needs is my weakness, this is what god spoke to me one day while reading these verses, all he needs is my folly, AS LONG AS I AM FAITHFUL
GOD IS POWERFUL AND MIGHTELY ABLE FOR HIS "FOOLISHNESS" IS WISER THAN MEN, AND HIS "WEAKNESS" IS STRONGER THAN MEN ----------------- GOD IS ABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have to be much of nothin, just be like the poor widow and give that might, give that dinky bit I have if all that is in a day is that I don't walk in the flesh, I simply deny myself talk up my cross an follow jesus in the most basic of way -------------- god can do a lot with a lowly faithful fool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble.".................

I could work iniquity with blog posts, I could come from some high up kinda mindframe I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT THOUGH.............

Update 12/16/2022 renovating my 5th wheel...........................

Cause my oldest young adult is moving back home when they graduate from college in a year..........and also right now my husband works from home all the time. And our dining room is his office space (like we don't have a dining room table, we haven't had a dining room for a long time - my husband and kids don't want to eat dinner at the dining room table together.........and in my house whatever the kids want they get not cause I let them, my husband ok's everything my kids want)

"only 1 life vest = jesus" 

I could work iniquity with blog posts, I could come from some high up kinda mindframe I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT THOUGH.............Philippians 2:3 "Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves." I don't really see this going on much in the body of christ lately..................I see a lot of people not, "in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves" JUST CAUSE THEY AIN'T GOT A BLOG DON'T MEAN IT AIN'T GOING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I told mike, ron and john 3 pastors today.....................there's sisters in silverton, NOW I DON'T KNOW THIS I'M JUST SAYING THEORETICALLY....................theoretically the ones of them with reeeeeeeeeeeeeal long skirts, one them sisters clean had a skirt ON THE GROUND and I didn't even know how she was managing to walk around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They could be wearing these long skirts AS A OCCASION TO IN THEIR MINDS MAKE THEMSELVES SEEM GREATER THEN OTHERS IN THE CHURCH that have shorter skirts - cough myself. COULD BE, I'M ONLY THEORIZING, only god knows.    
  If they is wearing those long long skirts to make themselves "better" then me THAT IS THEM WORKING INQUITY RIGHT THERE IF THAT'S THE MOTIVE BEHIND THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Some them man they put some importance upon the length of the skirt......................I can't even go on a elliptal at the gym with a skirt any longer then what 3 inches below the knee............................THERE IS A POINT PAST THAT WERE THE MATERIAL IS ALL THE SUDDEN IN MY WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (that and I ride my bike  a lot ----- have leggings underneath my skirts) my lifestyle is not aiken to some floor sweeping skirts AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Now you could wear a long skirt for the right reasons if you were desiring a extra amount to be modest to please god.............................that's coming from the right perspective in my estimation. THAT'S FINE THEN..........................BUT IF YOU ALL WEARING FLOOR LENGTH SKIRTS TO THINK WITH YOURSELF YOUR SO MUCH BETTER THEN ME..............you clean working iniquity right now. Luke 13:27 "But he shall say, I tell you, I know you not whence ye are; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity."
   Iniquity is clean abounding like the bible said it would, I should have a fair shake on this earth and I have not a fair shake in my estimation at all these days. Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."
 13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

Jesus would give me a fair shake, he does everyday. 

will you give me a fair shake?????????????

AND LOVE ME?

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."..............