the importance of being lowly, meek, humble, not gaining this world even if I could.........

Update 8/12/2023 My main garage sale find for this week, though this week, one for the record books cause we got guinea pig cages and supplies $20 at one garage sale, and guinea pigs --------- they are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute and nice. I'll post pics later of them. But anyways, THE BEST GARAGE SALE WEEKEND OF MY LIFE PROBABLY.......................

and entire box of hats fancy like "derby style" hates BUT SO MUCH FUN TO WEAR EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!  Like 12-13 hats in this giant box, all of them really really really fun, Also in this box (I bought all the contents in this big box) a fur scarf thingy - cute. And like 5-6 clutch style purses, one is probably a antique...........all very cute one has a lipstick holder - which would hold lip gloss for me and a mirror - I like that. 

I'm finally breathing normal. Well figured out, that I have SILENT GERD, well silent gerd YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT'S THERE (sorta like "silent sin" which I also think is a thing.............where like you know makeup and jewelry is like babylon the harlot stuffs but you all wear it thinking "you can do all things in christ jesus" - YIKES

Revelation 18:4

And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.

hats are ok

ya hats are like headcoverings which the bible 👍👍👍👍 for us ladies a lot

back in the like 1800's when like women got historically sick of covering their hair................like this is real history I'm telling you...............ladies switched over to hats. HATS ARE HEADCOVERINGS!

1 Corinthians 11:5

But every woman that prayeth or prophesieth with her head uncovered dishonoureth her head: for that is even all one as if she were shaven.

IF YOU LIKE A CHICK AND YOU WANT TO PRAY FANCY, LIKE I HAVE A IDEA WHAT HATS TO WEAR HAHAHAHAHHAHA 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💝💝

 But back to my silent gerd for the maybe 2 people that click on this cause people hate me baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad I like started drinking alkaline water again AND THAT'S WHEN I WAS ABLE TO START BEING ABLE TO BREATH AGAIN (without a tight chest/tight throat when merely walking like anywhere - that went on for over 2 weeks) 

  This morning I test the ph on our tap faucet 6 ph IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE 7 PH it's 6 ph it's acidic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I was drinking acid water, cola's, eating junk food.................no wonder I was at the brink of death!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 Now I am very skinny, but health trust me, super skinny me IS BREATHING BREATHING IS IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! - YIKES. (my husband I showed him the ph test strip and showed him it's 6 ph and acidic our tap water is, and he's about to get a filter to fix that)

WHERE THE REAL WEALTH IS LOCATED!

the importance of being lowly, meek, humble, not gaining this world even if I could.......I'm not a very popular person on this earth, if you notice most my posts nobody replies if they do they reply "annymous" most people it don't look like even want the world to know they went to my blog so lowly I am. And I know what I could do to WIN MORE FRIENDS basically................Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" I've decided it's clean not worth it, that I'm better off with my handful of friends. Proverbs 13:7 "There is that maketh himself rich, yet hath nothing: there is that maketh himself poor, yet hath great riches."
Pry poor in this world, and poor as in not having so many friends it's pry a double poor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."

 Nobody hardly heeds this verse on this planet....................Romans 12:16 "Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits." People instead do what's written in proverbs 14:20 there they go to the rich................and I think they go to the rich assuming that the rich have been greately blessed by god (which is sometimes the case!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

  But also I think "be of the same mind one toward another".............means just that, towards the rich and the poor alike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But Romans 12:16 tried to tell people tried to remind people to "mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate" I take that to mean ----------- DON'T FORGET YOUR POOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T JUST "MIND" MIND MEANING............SPENDING ALL YOUR TIME SERVING TALKING TO WHATEVER "HIGH THINGS".....................don't do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ya talk to your rich, fellowship with your rich in your church................................but....................."be of the same mind one toward another"!!!!!!!

   This is me nearly getting off topic but I'm convinced it's better to abase myself..................Luke 14:11
"For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

  The rich can't help it that they are rich though, some them, some thems GOD'S PLACED THEM THERE.................but we can all be humble.......................be lowly......................"be of the same mind one toward another"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  It is harder though for a rich man to humble himself, it is harder for a man that is in a "high place" on this earth to humble himself ----------------- I believe though the apostolic christian church of america might like to think themselves to be a bunch of poor and lowly people..........................I do believe actually many them are likely very rich! From my perspective they are but I'm so lowly what I know????????????

   If god's given you a lot, lots of wealth, lots of friends, lots of "high status" ------------ it could be harder for you to humble yourself, to be truelly humble and lowly.......................I have a suggestion though..................condescend to those of "low estate" I speak from experience, there is something humbling about doing that. 

  The "pride of life" people that experience that a lot..................I don't think those people are really condescending to people of low estate much...................1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."

 Ya I basically wish things could get better for me! But at any rate I prefer to be lowly...........even if it costs me the entire world. I agree with paul........................Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"

UPDATE:::: getting a ultrasound potentially today, real soon! (failed the pregnancy blood tests, but what I've read about the "hook effect" people pregnant with twins or triplets do often fail the blood tests as well)

LOVE

Actually people are right about me, I am nothing, but I gained understanding of these bible verses one day...................

Update 12/21/2022 added fresh pillows and a new blanket to the couch in the 5th wheel ---------- lot's of baby steps will get my 5th wheel looking niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice.............

Actually people are right about me, I am nothing, but I gained understanding of these bible verses one day......(this is a e-mail I sent the three apostolic christian church of america pastors I e-mail, I want to not forget this go back and re-read this days I feel discouraged).......
1 Corinthians 1:24-26 "But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God. Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men. For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called:"
   All god needs is my weakness, this is what god spoke to me one day while reading these verses, all he needs is my folly, AS LONG AS I AM FAITHFUL
GOD IS POWERFUL AND MIGHTELY ABLE FOR HIS "FOOLISHNESS" IS WISER THAN MEN, AND HIS "WEAKNESS" IS STRONGER THAN MEN ----------------- GOD IS ABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have to be much of nothin, just be like the poor widow and give that might, give that dinky bit I have if all that is in a day is that I don't walk in the flesh, I simply deny myself talk up my cross an follow jesus in the most basic of way -------------- god can do a lot with a lowly faithful fool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble.".................

I could work iniquity with blog posts, I could come from some high up kinda mindframe I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT THOUGH.............

Update 12/16/2022 renovating my 5th wheel...........................

Cause my oldest young adult is moving back home when they graduate from college in a year..........and also right now my husband works from home all the time. And our dining room is his office space (like we don't have a dining room table, we haven't had a dining room for a long time - my husband and kids don't want to eat dinner at the dining room table together.........and in my house whatever the kids want they get not cause I let them, my husband ok's everything my kids want)

"only 1 life vest = jesus" 

I could work iniquity with blog posts, I could come from some high up kinda mindframe I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT THOUGH.............Philippians 2:3 "Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves." I don't really see this going on much in the body of christ lately..................I see a lot of people not, "in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves" JUST CAUSE THEY AIN'T GOT A BLOG DON'T MEAN IT AIN'T GOING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I told mike, ron and john 3 pastors today.....................there's sisters in silverton, NOW I DON'T KNOW THIS I'M JUST SAYING THEORETICALLY....................theoretically the ones of them with reeeeeeeeeeeeeal long skirts, one them sisters clean had a skirt ON THE GROUND and I didn't even know how she was managing to walk around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They could be wearing these long skirts AS A OCCASION TO IN THEIR MINDS MAKE THEMSELVES SEEM GREATER THEN OTHERS IN THE CHURCH that have shorter skirts - cough myself. COULD BE, I'M ONLY THEORIZING, only god knows.    
  If they is wearing those long long skirts to make themselves "better" then me THAT IS THEM WORKING INQUITY RIGHT THERE IF THAT'S THE MOTIVE BEHIND THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Some them man they put some importance upon the length of the skirt......................I can't even go on a elliptal at the gym with a skirt any longer then what 3 inches below the knee............................THERE IS A POINT PAST THAT WERE THE MATERIAL IS ALL THE SUDDEN IN MY WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (that and I ride my bike  a lot ----- have leggings underneath my skirts) my lifestyle is not aiken to some floor sweeping skirts AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Now you could wear a long skirt for the right reasons if you were desiring a extra amount to be modest to please god.............................that's coming from the right perspective in my estimation. THAT'S FINE THEN..........................BUT IF YOU ALL WEARING FLOOR LENGTH SKIRTS TO THINK WITH YOURSELF YOUR SO MUCH BETTER THEN ME..............you clean working iniquity right now. Luke 13:27 "But he shall say, I tell you, I know you not whence ye are; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity."
   Iniquity is clean abounding like the bible said it would, I should have a fair shake on this earth and I have not a fair shake in my estimation at all these days. Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."
 13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

Jesus would give me a fair shake, he does everyday. 

will you give me a fair shake?????????????

AND LOVE ME?

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."..............