It is a good system that is intact in the body of christ, of the strong bearing the "infirmities" of the weak.........

Sheri 6/21/2022 update...........

(sheri 6/21/2022 pictured above, I am almost done with this native american bracelet 

pattern can be found here - I got the pattern off of pinterest)

rain is someday going to hit me

I don't think I'll like everyone being nice to me

nope

I live in a world where everyone hates me

so everyone liking me all the sudden - that seems super suspicious

if I am not killed soon

rain probably will finally hit me

Matthew 5:45 "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust."

 And besides when people do good to you they expect stuffs back..............

Luke 12:48

But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more.

  I've ended up liking being "dry af"

(painting I just finished, there's pink flamingo's at the zoo near me and I'm quite the fan of them so I painted 2 them on this box - bottom of the box I added glitter makes a box look metalic : ) god made pink birds IT'S AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is a good system that is intact in the body of christ, of the strong bearing the "infirmities" of the weak.........Romans 15:1 "We then that are strong ought to bear the infirmities of the weak, and not to please ourselves." --------------- like if the body of christ was a american express card......................I've charged that up to wazuu by now......................but I've came to realize, if I'm weak AND I AM, and I'm going through some sort of spiritual, or financial or whatever battle.......................so much better to go to people at church..................to be prayed for, helped whatever.

   Maybe a person could abuse the system, maybe sometimes I just need to just sit and pray myself.........but nonetheless I have found great value in the body of christ paul said and I agree with paul a slew Philippians 4:10 "But I rejoiced in the Lord greatly, that now at the last your care of me hath flourished again; wherein ye were also careful, but ye lacked opportunity." Paul knew that some churches cared for him SO MUCH, they had just been some them lacking "opportunity" to you know love on paul basically. 

  This verse I been much thinking about lately 2 Corinthians 12:13 "For what is it wherein ye were inferior to other churches, except it be that I myself was not burdensome to you? forgive me this wrong." Paul was bringing his burdens to churches............I have on and off been e-mailing clean macleay christian retreat aka the "smith's friends church" I attended for what 10 years ------ sometimes I worry I am burdening the apostolic christian church of america to heavily. 

  And this off topic kinda not for me though.........................last night I listened to a sermon on the radio (I though for sure like near everyday listen to a apostolic christian church of america sermon online!!!!!!!!!!) He was talking about this verse, and he said sometimes we are thinking we are rejoicing in the lord when maybe we aren't - maybe we are rejoicing in things we accompllished etc. instead...............even in the bad times to rejoice in the lord ALWAYS Philippians 4:4 "Rejoice in the Lord always: and again I say, Rejoice." What I sometimes do is I'll have a struggle of some sort ------------- I'll get so honed on that "problem" issue whatever THAT I FORGET TO REJOICE IN THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  And then I'll have sometimes days and days and days where I'm so happy nothing bad is even able to even effect me hardly THOSE THE DAYS I IS REJOICING IN THE LORD ---------- I sayin it works out rejoicing in the lord does!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nehemiah 8:10 "Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our Lord: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the Lord is your strength."

  What a wonderful thing I have in the body of christ that I do like paul have churches, CHURCHES, that if I have some difficulty I can go to.......................mostly I go to the apostolic christian church of america I told them though to quote myself.....................just me directly copying and pasteing part a e-mail to 3 pastors of apostolic christian church of america last night aka mike, ron and john........................

"pps.............................you 3 are supposed to be so happy that you have no lack of opportunity! I PRETTY SURE ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (though to me that's hilarious)
Philippians 4:10 "But I rejoiced in the Lord greatly, that now at the last your care of me hath flourished again; wherein ye were also careful, but ye lacked opportunity."
crack out the pinata partayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hahahahahahahah

 I am thankful, basically that's what this entire blog posts add up to, I am thankful. Have a great week earth!

LOVE

Matthew 25:35 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:".......................

To love what matters aka god/jesus, each other...........

Sheri 6/19/2022 update, my latest diamond painting is finished now : )..........

(Sheri 2022 - this blog post is from when I still believed I was a apostle, cause I was told by many people of a church one day that I was a apostle they all laid hands on me and prayed for me and everything)...........................................

To love what matters aka god/jesus, each other...........Today I was talking to 3 pastors about the movie "the lord of the rings" which I did see at the theater way back when, how gollum he called "the ring" "his prescious" he like near killed people to protect A PIECE OF JEWELRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Telling them how important it is to have your heart your treasure BE AT THE RIGHT PLACE............Luke 12:34 "For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also."
  Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God andmammon." For those of you that still watch tv out there (me I quitting the tv, besides christian tv determined to be a virgin) watch "survivor" think on what those people some them are willing to do FOR MONEY FOR A SUBSTANCE THAT WILL ENABLE THEM TO BUY DORK STUFFS OF THE EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!! People get very cut throat sometimes on that tv show -------- which I not watching anymore done done done with tv!!!!!!!!!

  This might be proof I'm a dork or something but this ended up being such a life defining moment for me so please try hard to stiffle ones laughs...............................

    

Ok I had some friends jr high/part high school (family moved a slew) that were pretty skillful at sinning..................that's how I'm choosing to word that. Michelle won a giant gumby stuffed animal, well the problem was both my friends were throwing darts or whatever fair game that was AT THE SAME TIME, and they both claimed to hit the big win balloon or whatever......................so 2 my friends just took off running down the fairway tugging at this 6 foot tall gumby.........................this true story sorry I sorry earth. 

   And I sat there next to erin (omiting their last names) wondering...........

have my friends clean lost their minds this is 

just a giant stuffed gumby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I remember telling erin, "our friends have just lost their minds this is just a stuffed giant gumby" It's just a stuffed giant gumby right erin???????????? So me and erin just went and rode rides had a good time didn't find michelle and our other good friend til much later in the evening. 

  One the pastors of portland said it well one sunday............he said that there were garage sales everywhere of people selling stuffs "that was once treasured to them" that's how I find the things of the earth to be...............if you do like love them a bit or for a moment or whatever..............eventually their worth to you isn't there anymore. (in most cases)

  Ask anybody they will likely tell you if you ask them what's important to you ------------- friends family, they ain't going to say often (my car, my yacht...........maybe people do love that kind of thing but I think deep down in their hearts and in all actuality the bulk of us what we do indeed value the most is friends and family ------------ hoipefully jesus/god to)

  That giant stuffed gumby that one day, it put things in perspective for me. I don't want to be loving the things of this earth I don't want to be like despising god's word, or god, or church, or jesus, or OVER STUPID EARTHLY THINGS THAT DON'T REALLY MATTER Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."

LOVE

Matthew 25:35-37 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?" This organization BOTH feeds and clothes people, and is ran by the like police bureau so ------ legit....................

Faith is maybe the most powerful thing in the world Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."...........................

Small update video from 6/14/2022 (showing off my current diamond painting which is almost done and probably will be finished today 😊 and my new headcoverings 😊..........

  Listened to a sermon today from the apostolic christian church of america online cause I have decided I don't ever want my soul to look like the inside of a abandoned mall! (the above video is one the more classier abandoned malls on you tube IT'S STILL EMPTY!!!!!!!!!!!!) Romans 8:13
"For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
Faith is maybe the most powerful thing in the world Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." I don't have to be the awesomest christian on earth......................I do believe it's enough to believe, and follow jesus you know deny myself take up my cross daily and follow jesus.
I'm all about this bible verse these days Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul." I believe it, I believe following jesus I will be saved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  LOVE

Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble.".................

I used to judge people a lot and I still battle that from time to time but these days mostly I want to love people, pray for people..................(sheri 2022 having a problem with this title by sheri 2013 trying to "blend in" -------- you don't judge people myself your at the BOTTOM OF THE BARREL, you merely look up and hope someone will grab your hand!!!!!!!!!!!)....................

Update video sheri 6/8/2022 at the beginning of this post...I no donate to charity this week to depressed, instead bought a few black hijabs from modanisa supporting the muslims. Do good to all men the bible does say (and this is just a great store) Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."

(fourth of july hair bun tye I crocheted today : ) combining this pattern http://crazysockscrochet.blogspot.com/2012/04/crochet-pattern-hair-spirals.html
and this pattern http://thegreendragonfly.wordpress.com/2012/06/26/frilly-flowery-hair-ties/)
I used to judge people a lot and I still battle that from time to time but these days mostly I want to love people, pray for people. I am currently hard at work to be a virgin with a trimmed lamp (to not listen to worldly music or watch worldly tv, don't walk in the flesh be instead in god's word in the day, don't buy stuffs less I really need to buy something not to live in some life of excess and lavioushness Revelation 18:7 "How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow.") Matthew 25:7 "Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps." (not all the virgins arose and trimmed there lamps there were some foolish virgins that chose not to trim their lamps...............next verse 8 "And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our lamps are gone out.")
  In particular I can relate to lady ga ga, and well one her struggles....................those particular lyrics wouldn't be appropriate for a apostolic chrisitan church of america blog, but I have definately battled at least 1 thing written in one of her songs (aka bad diahrea of the mouth sometimes) I AM GLAD TO SAY THOUGH I'M STARTING TO WIN THAT BATTLE : )
   With jesus I believe I will be more then a conqueor Romans 8:37 "Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."
  And I know the kind of lure the world and the things in it are................even paul he said...........Matthew 26:41 "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."
  Even when I think I stand, when I think I'm doing it all right I find I still soooooooooooo need to pray and be in god's word everyday and deny myself and take up my cross and follow jesus daily 1 Corinthians 10:12
"Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall."
  It's I do believe a ongoing process til the day I die following jesus is...........................but will I be victorious following jesus - I believe I will be Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul."

James 4:8 "............and purify your hearts, ye double minded"...................

Sheri 6/3/2022 adding to what sheri 2013 was sayin

you cannot serve god and mammon

you gonna serve one or the other today

it's either god

or mammon

you CAN'T SERVE THEM BOTH

Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon." - one your will hate and one you will cling to

(me at the foodbank volunteering last night had a good time : ) 

James 4:8 "Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded." For years and years and years I WAS DOUBLE MINDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know going to church on sunday, loving god, loving jesus (which I think in my mind I loved god/jesus much back then) BUT ALSO HAVING A FOOT IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Galatians 6:7-8 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."

Luke 16:13-14 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. And the Pharisees also, who were covetous, heard all these things: and they derided him.."  That speaks to me verse 14 to in luke chapter 16 that the pharisee's WHO WERE COVETOUS ---------- what did they do "and they derided him"

 I think maybe the pharisee's though weren't like visibly giving into lot's of the lusts of the flesh????? Maybe some them were just "covetous" aka double minded! Luke 16:15 "And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God."

Luke 10:27 "And he answering said, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thyself." I want to love god that much everyday not be no more double minded having one foot in the church and one foot in the world --------- the pharisee's in luke 16:14 "WHO WERE COVETOUS" ya they were highly esteemed among men the pharisee's where  

"but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God"

Not only is god not mocked "for whatsoever a man showeth he also shell reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption....." "....................God knoweth your hearts" even if like the pharisee's everything looked good on the outside. You can repent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Join me, join me in "...................and purify your hearts, ye double minded"

            Every christian on earth is supposed to be a virgin I'm convinced! Matthew 25:7 "Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps."

James 1:27 "Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world." Wholly given over to serving the lord. 

LOVE

just like people become vegetarians you can stop I believe having to do with the world and become a "virgin".............

 Small update video for 5/27/2022.........my 2nd diamond painting is finally done.........

Small update video 5/27/2022, finally finished my 2nd diamond painting...........

 Just like people become vegetarians you can stop I believe having to do with the world and become a "virgin"....................I just told my husband this to cause he's sitting right next to me right now, cleaning the computer room : ) Matthew 25:7 "Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps." I think some people potentially look at that verse and get really daunted or discouraged I KNOW I HAVE IN THE PAST "oh snap, I ain't no virgin" was the thoughts that have went through my mind in the past.
  But a meat eater ----------- didn't start out a vegetarian now did they? No they were a regular meat eating person like all the rest of the meat eating people in the world -------- well usually the vegetarians go full boar vegan.............I look at veganism as near a religion.................you ever talk to a vegan which I have known quite a few over the years IT'S LIKE A RELIGION........they believe so strongly over the benefits of what they ain't eating no more........................
isn't there benefits for us to not watch the worldly tv I THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not listen to the worldly music anymore I THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not." lawful all things sure but NOT EXPEDIENT NOT A GOOD IDEA............also I think that when matthew 25:7 says the virgins trimmed their lamps.........to me trimming your lamp means your getting rid of that last tv show you liked........................that last worldly album you liked to listen to....................THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (that last thing of the world you liked - GET RID OF THAT)
   Don't matter either how filthy one was beforehand 2 Corinthians 7:1 "Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God."
the old man I think - WASN'T A VIRGIN RIGHT
the new man I think - at any rate I believe IS SUPPOSED TO BE A VIRGIN
LIKE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE VIRGINS
if we are really really really really really "christians" in my mind that is what christian is = virgin
or in the case of myself ------------ hard at work to be a virgin finally

cough sheri 2022 "goth virgin"

#lots of bauhaus and Sisters of Mercy and cemetaries for me 😀👍 

Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble.".................

most my life I have been a "non-conformist" - god's word is changing that...........................

Update video 5/21/2022, self defense tips for the ladies, etc.....................

 I use this verse as a "marker" for how far I am out of the babylon system..........Romans 1:25 "Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen." Who are you worshipping and serving????????????????? Is is god, or someone else?????????????????????

(my oldest daughter wearing the fish t-shirt this at the awards ceremony for the honour roll kids, 3.68 gpa my oldest has - but even if she didn't have that gpa I'm beyond proud of her, she recently told me and my husband and my youngest child that she was "not well behaved" my child is the exemplifary like whatever of the perfect citizen of the usa - I'm sayin the apostolic christian church of america has became real skilled at that getting people to repent stuffs) 

most my life I have been a "non-conformist" (the type to just do what I want when I want how I want to - that's how I was for a long long long long long LONG time) - god's word is changing that.
telling 3 pastors this morning.....................
It's worth it to "conform up" (to the word of god I'm saying heed that) much as I don't enjoy it...............

   you gotta realize with yourselves and even if you didn't have the bible look around and realize 

a - god is real ok

b - safe to say is holy

c - THERE ARE SOME DEMON POSSESSED SATANIC NAUGTY NAUGTY "children of disobedience out there" AND IT'S A BAD IDEA TO ALLLLLLLLLL JOIN THAT CAMP!

   Colossians 3:6 "For which things' sake the wrath of God cometh on the children of disobedience:"

Ephesians 5:6 "Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience."

  I REALLY WOULD LIKE PURPLE HAIR THOUGH - LIGHT PURPLE 3 PASTORS BBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDD

significantly better I instead stick w/the stupid bun and no makeup gig 

and like don't watch worldly tv

and watch christian tv like you know have my treasure be up in heaven 

"be rich towards god in the day" that's my thang these days I tell god in prayer all the time that I'll be rich towards him in the day

Luke 12:21 "So is he that layeth up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God."

Galatians 6:7 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."

now that is regardless of whether I blog or have many blogs in the week

really what I need to do 

IS "SOWETH TO THE SPIRIT" IN THE DAY

DO THAT BE "RICH TOWARDS GOD" 

NOT THIS EARTH 

NOT BEING FRIENDS WITH THAT

LOVE

Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble.".................