Um.................my imagination might've "ran off far far away"???????? And in the event I'm absolutely damned - I tried! Sometimes all you can do is try!! I don't think I'm damned though - though I might be???? I think I like relate to like vampires and witches and demons much more then "saints" saints they are like so happy all the time in 2024 or that's what they want us to believe - most em...................only literally walk through cemetaries FOR FUNERALS....................how do they even do it????????? I never say this but the decor in their houses would probably make me gag all day and night. How do they do it??????????????????? Well normies maybe the 5g emf's will help you???????? Or the chemtrails??????????.....................keep breathing.........................I'll keep breathing to.....................

 Um.................my imagination might've "ran off far far away"???????? And in the event I'm absolutely damned - I tried! Sometimes all you can do is try!! I don't think I'm damned though - though I might be???? I think I like relate to like vampires and witches and demons much more then "saints" saints they are like so happy all the time in 2024 or that's what they want us to believe - most em...................only literally walk through cemetaries FOR FUNERALS....................how do they even do it????????? I never say this but the decor in their houses would probably make me gag all day and night. How do they do it??????????????????? Well normies maybe the 5g emf's will help you???????? Or the chemtrails??????????.....................keep breathing.........................I'll keep breathing to.....................

what's in "my advantage" though

is I like being alone

normies - poor things most them need so many friends and likes and followers

not me

not anymore

I need to lay under a nice full moon every now and then drink up the rays of the NIGHT

🌚

I'll get a sun tan this summer to probably - a little bit of one not much

the cares of life the normies have

choking the word of god right out of their souls..............................

Luke 8:14

And that which fell among thorns are they, which, when they have heard, go forth, and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life, and bring no fruit to perfection.

how does one bring "fruit to perfection" 

not tee hee love their enemies

but really love them

-------- well for one realize they are really tortured...................................

They are so desperately tortured

they literally think they are happy all the time..............

via GIPHY

some joy can be real

some

but like

shiz happens

illnesses, people die, etc. etc. etc. 

bible says blessed are them that mourn 

some of us goths are really mournful I believe not to much, but not "to happy" either...............striking or trying to strike a good balance..........................

Matthew 5:3-5 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth."

- the meek won't be super happy all the time, look at moses in the bible he was really somber moses had 0% of the happy happy happy happy that is making up the entire body of christ looks to be these days. 

- why are the ultra meek not super happy????????????????????????????????????? I just know it's the case,

maybe it's because they know how desperately sinful the world is -------- that brings to happy happy happy volume down some

the poor in spirit

are the "poor in spirit" suppppppppppper dooooooooooooooper happy like we see most christians being these days??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I wont name names

but 1 christian lady is such a freak to me in my mind

I just watch her in her "joy ahton" and I gawk soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard - NO HATE

I mean if I were to do drugs I also could "be like that" 

but dannnnnnnnnnnng dang dang that'd take a lotta drugs to be how that one particular christian lady is all the time looks to be I WON'T SAY WHO IT IS. 

that's not natural

which

fallen angels supposedly arent "natural" and I like them

I just lean 

more towards

the dark

in many ways

the quiet

the cold quiet under the moonlight

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mortals

mortals must be a mortal problem being sooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy like that all the time - YIKES

they are so afflicted

so afflicted

wishing you all a great day

the afflicted

and the unafflited 🦇

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