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Monday, August 30, 2021

video blog post: deleting mention of any families names to work peace with them since how they deem it a act of war if I so much as mention their 1st names (my mom ordered me awhile ago to not mention even 1st names). Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God."..................

video blog post: deleting mention of any families names to work peace with them since how they deem it a act of war if I so much as mention their 1st names (my mom ordered me awhile ago to not mention even 1st names). Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.".................. It's pretty important to be a "children of God" I feel as a christian. That could just be my thought though on things, I could be freaky in deeming it important to work peace and be a children of god????????....................

 My life has given me a concern and love for the forgotten, the lost, and so I wouldn't of wished my life to of been any different then it has been. 
 I even see and heck experience rock n roll things you all might deem "the evils of life" or some shiz in a "different light" 
for many it's not people like giving their lives to lucifer
and heck even if it was that
people need to relax
they need rock n roll
I need rock n roll
 To the pure all things is pure. Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."
  The devil himself is completely different to me then what he is to most of you, in a way, in a real sense he is "pure" to me..................
he's not a evil nasty ogre
to all spray raid on myself and avoid at all costs
Did you all know Jesus when he went into the desert 40 days and nights was to give the devil a chance to tempt him. 
THE HOLY SPIRIT PUTS VALUE UPON LUCIFER.............
Matthew 4:1 "Then was Jesus led up of the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil." there was enough value real value upon Lucifer that the holy spirit led Jesus to the wilderness to be tempted of the devil!!!!!! That's real value!
  Ya 0% pastors ever say this stuffs, you'll never maybe ever hear anybody besides me say this stuffs
Lucifer is valuable
valuable
V - A - L - U - A - B - L - E
Luke 4:13 "And when the devil had ended all the temptation, he departed from him for a season." Lucifer is so dedicated to his job, he's departing from Jesus but only "for a season" we done never see dedication to any job on this earth like that!!!!!!!
  That's what you call a "valuable employee" ------ valuable being the key word here. 
  Cause Jesus needed to be tempted. I'm like even zealous about the real value of the devil. 
  Some you all, are so clean perfect, if there wasn't a devil to tempt you you wouldn't sin ever probably.............so you'd never need to repent...............you see where I'm going with this the devil is hecka VALUABLE!
  "That is a weird thing to be zealous about sheri" - ok
least I'm all working peace with my family that I'm hoping won't invite me to family get togethers or even want to speak to me anymore cause I don't want to be made fun of by them anymore ----------- I can't take it anymore. 
  I need to not be bashed by tons of my family all the time anymore. 
Have a great day!

Sunday, August 29, 2021

Is the "traditions" that paul taught, for women to cover their heads when praying, my proof of this likely hood 2 Thessalonians 2:15 "Therefore, brethren, stand fast, and hold the traditions which ye have been taught, whether by word, or our epistle." IT IS IMPORTANT MATTER, for paul the main writer of the new testiment said HOLD THE TRADITIONS YOU HAVE BEEN TAUGHT...........paul said that.......paul..............

 Is the "traditions" that paul taught, for women to cover their heads when praying, my proof of this likely hood 2 Thessalonians 2:15 "Therefore, brethren, stand fast, and hold the traditions which ye have been taught, whether by word, or our epistle." IT IS IMPORTANT MATTER, for paul the main writer of the new testiment said HOLD THE TRADITIONS YOU HAVE BEEN TAUGHT...........paul said that.......paul..............

Are you really christians the rest of the body of christ or are you ffffffffffffoolin me??????????????????

Now I praise you, brethren, that ye remember me in all things, and keep the ordinances, as I delivered them to you.

But I would have you know, that the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man; and the head of Christ is God.

Every man praying or prophesying, having his head covered, dishonoureth his head.

But every woman that prayeth or prophesieth with her head uncovered dishonoureth her head: for that is even all one as if she were shaven.

For if the woman be not covered, let her also be shorn: but if it be a shame for a woman to be shorn or shaven, let her be covered.

For a man indeed ought not to cover his head, forasmuch as he is the image and glory of God: but the woman is the glory of the man.

For the man is not of the woman: but the woman of the man.

Neither was the man created for the woman; but the woman for the man.

10 For this cause ought the woman to have power on her head because of the angels.

11 Nevertheless neither is the man without the woman, neither the woman without the man, in the Lord.

12 For as the woman is of the man, even so is the man also by the woman; but all things of God.

13 Judge in yourselves: is it comely that a woman pray unto God uncovered?

14 Doth not even nature itself teach you, that, if a man have long hair, it is a shame unto him?

15 But if a woman have long hair, it is a glory to her: for her hair is given her for a covering.

16 But if any man seem to be contentious, we have no such custom, neither the churches of God.

  That's all i have to say I have to use big type since how old women ain't covering their heads either and they might have bad eyesight and I'm tellin them that paul taught that tradition. 

Acts 20:27 "For I have not shunned to declare unto you all the counsel of God."

(as far as I know I have, declared unto you all the counsel of God - might've a missed a few pieces here and there but I surely tried)

💀💀💀
RIP myself
X
sometimes I ain't done sure cause how few women are wearing headcoverings out there ------ that sends a really confusing message to me.........they make it seem like that's what 100% taking heed to the word of god looks like.

but then paul really did appear to say

hey ladies cover your heads when praying

he really looked to be said that

you haven't gone crazy myself paul really said that

he really said that

you can read myself

nothing wrong with your reading skills myself

you have not lost your skittles myself

you have not fallen into some extra dimension of space and time in which you have a different version of the bible then everyone else

they have the same version of the bible

they done have the same words spoken by paul in their bible's

you know how to read myself I promise

I must simply be the last christian on the planet

that's it

that's how that makes sense

they are all ffffffffffff foolin you 

or trying

while not wearing headcoverings

which is really low quality 

ffffffffffffff foolin
 




Friday, August 27, 2021

"I'm the righteousness of god in Christ Jesus" - Marcus Lamb just said that on daystar tv Proverbs 18:21 "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits." People like to tell me I'm garbage all the time, my family don't even want people to know they are related to me my mom ordered me to not speak 1st names on my blog (because gasp christians can't actually love the devil - YA THEY CAN!! (you all know that's why they are ashamed to be related to me) GOD WANTS A GOOD NARRATIVE FOR YOU IGNORE THOSE WHO SPEAK BADLY ABOUT YOU OR THINK BADLY ABOUT YOU............

 "I'm the righteousness of god in Christ Jesus" - Marcus Lamb just said that on daystar tv Proverbs 18:21 "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits." People like to tell me I'm garbage all the time sometimes in just my being ignored to be honest, my family don't even want people to know they are related to me my mom ordered me to not speak 1st names on my blog (because gasp christians can't actually love the devil............ya they can. (you all know that's why they are ashamed to be related to me) GOD WANTS A GOOD NARRATIVE FOR YOU IGNORE THOSE WHO SPEAK BADLY ABOUT YOU OR THINK BADLY ABOUT YOU............

Hebrews 13:20-21 "Now the God of peace, that brought again from the dead our Lord Jesus, that great shepherd of the sheep, through the blood of the everlasting covenant, Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen."
   That's not the smack people talk or think about you, that's being made perfect in every good work to do his will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PERFECT AMEN!
(which means the smacks people be's talkin are null and void)
VOID

Psalm 51:6-8 "Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom. Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice." Let it be known that "truth in the inward parts" in the old testiment sense has to do with caring about people...............being a Jew as much as people hate Jews isn't a heartless faith Exodus 22:22 "Ye shall not afflict any widow, or fatherless child." Truth in the inward parts has more to do with than caring for people of course but that is a "element of things" Truth in the inward parts will impact how you treat people, if you have hate inside, envy inside, jealousy inside how you gonna be "whiter than snow" then. 
realize you don't need to envy that person
you don't need to hate that person
"Give it to God" - let it go that hate, let it go that envy...........God may have a different sort of blessing for you then mansions etc. who's to say that as well won't be a FABULOUS blessing maybe even better then -------- that fame you might envy, 
that beauty you might envy
that car you might envy
God knows what we need better then we know! Better then we know. Ephesians 3:20 "Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us,"
  Isaiah 1:17-19 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. If ye be willing and obedient, ye shall eat the good of the land:"
If my family doesn't want me
they try and claim they love me but then they don't want people to know that they are related to me
no worries
God is going to work things out in my life nomadder what
life out to get you you feel
aye
aye
let me remind you who we are in christ jesus right now......oh ya.........

Romans 8:36-38 "As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,"
That's 0 points life - nomadder how bad things seem to you at the moment
1 billion plus infinity points for Jesus Christ the Lord!
we ain't never going to quit






 


Monday, August 23, 2021

I understand hating lucifer though bible does say love your enemies LOVE THEM (because you don't know Lucifer all you know is all the smack written about him in the bible most of you that's all you know) Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," ""sheri what good could we do for lucifer?"" YOU COULD PRAY FOR HIM, that he has much success on this earth...AND LOVE HIM.............

 I understand hating lucifer though bible does say love your enemies LOVE THEM (because you don't know Lucifer all you know is all the smack written about him in the bible most of you that's all you know) "well sheri that smack is like true" - ok

I mean how many of us have "screwed up"???????/ oh that's right all of us

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you," ""sheri what good could we do for lucifer?"" YOU COULD PRAY FOR HIM, that he has much success on this earth...AND LOVE HIM.............
   But I do know him..........
  He keeps his word that's for one, he's not the type to promise people shiz and not near kill himself to make whatever he done promised someone out there to happen
and nobody sits and thinks about it but it pry ain't easy for him to make miley cyrus, and madonna, and etc. etc. these celebrities big time famous people like that (I'm not saying those 2 have deals with the devil, we will not know which celebrities had deals with the devil til judgement day pry) ------------- that probably is no easy feat
he really believed god needed to be stopped in heaven at the beginning of time ------------ he wasn't up in heaven all "ha ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaa" no
if he was all up in heaven
"ha ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"
1/3rd of the angels wouldn't of even of listened to him
if he didn't have some "cause" also 1/3rd of the angels wouldn't of followed him
he had a real reason to feel that god needed to be stopped a reason that 1/3rd of the angels adamantly also supported and THEY MUST'VE HAD A CLUE THEY MIGHT BE RISKING EVERYTHING. People don't just most of them don't risk everything for no reason, unless they is crazy, but lucifer is a super sane guy, he's not crazy
neither am I
though most people I realize deem me crazy,
I like lucifer have gone out on a limb to take a stand for what I believe in.
I'm going to take a nap now. 
Jesus is the LORD
and he did all he could do for us in giving his life for us
being that He was trapped in His word. 
John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
  God was a prisoner
captive
and hostage 
to his word
I ain't making this up it's right there in John 1:1
it's terrible to leave anyone in a "box"
buried in their --------------
off to take a nap now
have a great day betty crockers
in betty crocker cookie baking america
I mean it's fine to be a betty crocker
or a leave it to beaver
but I recommend loving Lucifer - he's a nice guy. 
I would know cause I'm like not betty crocker
I can't even cook hardly


Thursday, August 19, 2021

I tell you a secret most people AREN'T SICK, ya they never wanted to be rock stars, or movie stars, OR EVEN TO OWN A MANSION. (they are whole, most people are 100% whole, always have been, always will be - sure they pry did sin like 1-2 times but that was "tee hee" style, they were never ever "sick" that's pry why they don't listen to Rhianna and I do.........just sayin) JESUS...........HE SHOWED US HOW TO BE LIKE THEM. Matthew 9:12 "But when Jesus heard that, he said unto them, They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick."..........

   I tell you a secret most people AREN'T SICK, ya they never wanted to be rock stars, or movie stars, OR EVEN TO OWN A MANSION. (they are whole, most people are 100% whole, always have been, always will be - sure they pry did sin like 1-2 times but that was "tee hee" style, they were never ever "sick" that's pry why they don't listen to Rhianna and I do.........just sayin) JESUS...........HE SHOWED US HOW TO BE LIKE THEM. Matthew 9:12 "But when Jesus heard that, he said unto them, They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick."..........
   When the body of christ starts praying just after reading the title for your blog post hahahahahahahahahahahh

 you don't need all "that stuff" 
when you are "complete" in Jesus.......

Colossians 2:9-11 "For in him dwelleth all the fulness of the Godhead bodily. And ye are complete in him, which is the head of all principality and power: In whom also ye are circumcised with the circumcision made without hands, in putting off the body of the sins of the flesh by the circumcision of Christ:"
  Don't ask me how the "well" are complete without Jesus????????????????
    The new car I think I need, the newer house I think I need, the land I think I need...................mythos "needs" 
I am complete right now as is with Jesus living in me. 
And so are you if Jesus is living in you. 
Jesus wasn't here for the "things of the world" he could obtain. Either we are a part of this world, or we are campers. 
John 8:22-24 "So the Jews said, “Will he kill himself, since he says, ‘Where I am going, you cannot come’?” He said to them, “You are from below; I am from above. You are of this world; I am not of this world. I told you that you would die in your sins, for unless you believe that I am he you will die in your sins.”
The world is "from below"
you might be reading this blog post whilst being super fond of "the world"
it is "from below"
1 John 2:15-17 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever."
   My hair is red now
(I am a natural redhead, but I like my hair "crazy" red)
(no makeup on, when you are a redhead which I am a real redhead, ever notice a ton of red heads don't wear makeup ---------------- the bright red hair seems to be a "commodity" all of it own)
Shine bright like a diamond.................
My hair is still wet, I might go "full betty bang" 
I'm waiting to see how these bangs look with my hair dry. 

this partial betty bang will pry be enough
------- ya I cutted these
I know a little something something about cutting betty bangs








Sunday, August 15, 2021

I know I'm supposed to want the things most American people want............ I'm supposed to be all about new cars new this new that but where is "life more abundantly" at my family that jesus came to give us??????.............................

  I e-mail I sent to my family today............................
I slept with my braid in my hair last night - this day 2 hair held up well (I used slight hair oil on day 1 not much................my hair is really some thick native american hair for reals - I don't end up with the "fly away" hairs)

I know I'm supposed to want the things most American people want
I'm supposed to be all about new cars new this new that
but where is "life more abundantly" at my family that jesus came to give us??????
is it in this "rat race"????????????
I don't believe it is at all
I believe it is in growing a garden, having maybe some farm animals........living on the land................being a native american basically ---------- I ain't talkin crazy right now. 
 We have chased after something of no value that many of the American people put value on - they do many of them
god gave us what we need
he gave us land
he gave us plants
........................................for many, god get's LOST in the rat race
martha martha you are careful in many things but one thing is needful..................

Luke 10:41-42 "And Jesus answered and said unto her, Martha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things: But one thing is needful: and Mary hath chosen that good part, which shall not be taken away from her."

 American people have bedazzled you all I swear and near done near took your souls.
Maybe the last sentence was me getting carried away in a e-mail to my family - hahahahahahahahahah
  For the longest of time I wanted mansions, fame, etc. etc. to...............well cause that's what we clean see on the tv. And many commercials buy this buy that buy buy buy buy buy. 

16 And saying, Alas, alas that great city, that was clothed in fine linen, and purple, and scarlet, and decked with gold, and precious stones, and pearls!

17 For in one hour so great riches is come to nought. And every shipmaster, and all the company in ships, and sailors, and as many as trade by sea, stood afar off,

18 And cried when they saw the smoke of her burning, saying, What city is like unto this great city!

off to church in a second but insert some native american music 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I'm glad I'm over 1/4th native american
I've been lucky to of spent most my life including my life now around native americans (I married a native american man that could get full government benefits but wants to work a job for his money)
I'll admit somedays I've been cray cray
but this country everyday is pushing commercials and things at us..........THAT ARE CRAZY
WE SHOULD WANT GOD/JESUS - NOT STUFF, NOT FAME, NOT MANSIONS, NOT STUFF, GOD/JESUS
LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY ISN'T IN THE THINGS YOU OWN
it's in the love you have for people
it's in the love you have for God/Jesus
it ain't located in "stuff" - but that's what the world tells us is where it's located.........world has lied to us


  



Saturday, August 14, 2021

video blog post: I'm supposed to be upset bad with the LGBTQ according to a show I'm watching on Daystar tv today. I'll admit it's good to identify as something you actually are, if you are born native american like I am then identify as that (I give this example cause my bob hair cut grew several inches in a week, and now I'm back to wearing my hair in a native american braid WHICH IS PRETTY my native american hair is pretty). If you were born basically with a pee pee, or a va jay jay YOU WERE BORN WITH THEM.....................

 video blog post: I'm supposed to be upset bad with the LGBTQ according to a show I'm watching on Daystar tv today. I'll admit it's good to identify as something you actually are, if you are born native american like I am then identify as that (I give this example cause my bob hair cut grew several inches in a week, and now I'm back to wearing my hair in a native american braid WHICH IS PRETTY my native american hair is pretty). If you were born basically with a pee pee, or a va jay jay YOU WERE BORN WITH THEM.....................

people born with BOTH va jay jay and a pee pee - how are they a mistake either??????????

What is this idea that god makes "mistakes"????????

(though those born with both I would think in god's eye's for them to pick a sex is fair...........for them to be comfortable)

Genesis 2:22-24 "And the rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman, and brought her unto the man. And Adam said, This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of Man. Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh."
  The person in my family that identifies as part of the LGBTQ - believes they were born attracted to the opposite sex..............nomadder that the bible literally says............
Genesis 2:24 "Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh"
  I am unable to convince them "otherwise" - they believe they were born attracted to the opposite sex and they believe "this" as if it were the bible.
  I've tried to tell my family hey that isn't what the bible says, they literally won't listen to me, you could walk up to them be like 
Genesis 2:24 "Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh"
They be like nope god ordained some people to be born attracted to the other sex...that they were "born that way".......some imaginary bible verses they have.........in imaginary bibles. 
  But the bible doesn't say they were born that way at all it says......................
Genesis 2:24 "Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh"
  I don't think god made no mistake with me
I'm a girl
I'm meant to be a girl
I intend to be a straight girl my whole eternity
I don't think god makes mistakes like that. 
He made you with a pee pee he means for you to be a straight guy. 
He made you with a va jay jay he means for you to be a straight lady. 
BUT SOME PEOPLE SOOOOOOOOO HAVE A IMAGINARY VERSION OF THE BIBLE
I NO MAKING THIS UP
They not only have a imaginary version of the bible - they believe that bible profusely. 
my husband you couldn't convince him that the make believe bible in his brains isn't the holy inspired word of god. 
you couldn't

my niece she told me she is going to ignore me
and so she's just stopped replying to my texts ect. "in the name of Jesus" because no doubt she has a imaginary version of the bible that says you can ignore people all you want and that is elect of god to wazuu. 
PEOPLE HAVE LEFT THE BIBLE

Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine.

For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears;

And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables.

fables

the words of lady gaga in this song they consider the holy word of god

that they are "born this way" baby.........

ya you were born some way

either with a va jay jay 

or a penis

I don't anything but love the LGBTQ

If I've been brainwashed man I blame the republicans for brainwashing me

the republicans did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love the republicans to but I no like maga hats you can't make me like maga hats I won't or flags I don't like maga flags either you can't make me


Thursday, August 12, 2021

confessing my sin video blog post - I used a cuss word though not directed towards anyone or anything, while being viciously verbally assaulted by my big step sister and I was upset and I pry should've just hanged up the phone on her that pry was the correct most "christian" thing to do. It's good to NOT walk around like ahhhhhhhhh I'm perfect, like most people are doing these days cause Proverbs 16:18 "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall." The bible talks about confessing our faults to one another - we are supposed to HAVE FAULTS.................mine is sometimes I cuss when I get upset I going to work harder to not do that............

 confessing my sin video blog post - I used a cuss word though not directed towards anyone or anything, while being viciously verbally assaulted by my big step sister and I was upset and I pry should've just hanged up the phone on her that pry was the correct most "christian" thing to do. It's good to NOT walk around like ahhhhhhhhh I'm perfect, like most people are doing these days cause Proverbs 16:18 "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall." The bible talks about confessing our faults to one another - we are supposed to HAVE FAULTS.................mine is sometimes I cuss when I get upset I going to work harder to not do that............

  I think I won't be invited to anymore family get togethers and I'm glad about this, cause I need to not be attacked by my family anymore. It's most of my family that lives near me attacking me. They don't verbally assault each other, just me, I'm the "Target"................
Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."
proud people verbally accuse people of stuffs
Proverbs 16:17-19 "The highway of the upright is to depart from evil: he that keepeth his way preserveth his soul. Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall. Better it is to be of an humble spirit with the lowly, than to divide the spoil with the proud."
proud people often look great
it is likely even that many a proud christian is walking around dividing QUITE THE "SPOIL"
it is better the bible is saying to be of a "humble spirit"
with the "lowly"
with the actually low of rank on this earth

I love lucifer I've been told I can't be a christian and love lucifer by my family, maybe the world feels "that way"
well that is a lowly place to be
I stay here

you go ahead stay in your
perfect
sinless
highly exalted castles of perfection
and go to family get togethers and talk smack about me if that is what "floats your boats"

please pray for me though
that my family quit attacking me
the 2 that are massively attacking me
cause I need a break from that badly
James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much."
Wishing everyone a great day even the person in my family no doubt going to verbally assault me all day today 
she's at home all day with a baby I don't think it's "going well"
she claims she doesn't have postpardum depression.............but this non-stop assault on me is coming from some hormonal imbalance I'm 100% about that




Tuesday, August 10, 2021

It is a mistake to chuck away sinners and deem them worthless garbage - time and chance happeneth to all, that means nomadder how satanic a person looks THEY COULD END UP LOVING GOD AND GIVING THEIR LIFE TO JESUS - you could be the person that makes that "difference" and you never know when or with what person that could happen to...............

  It is a mistake to chuck away sinners and deem them worthless garbage - time and chance happeneth to all, that means nomadder how satanic a person looks THEY COULD END UP LOVING GOD AND GIVING THEIR LIFE TO JESUS - you could be the person that makes that "difference" and you never know when or with what person that could happen to...............

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."
  There may be a time to "cast away stones together" but if you really with the Lord Jesus Christ --------- your going to be 100% about gathering people in. 
Luke 11:22-24 "But when a stronger than he shall come upon him, and overcome him, he taketh from him all his armour wherein he trusted, and divideth his spoils. He that is not with me is against me: and he that gathereth not with me scattereth. When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest; and finding none, he saith, I will return unto my house whence I came out."
  A time to "cast away stones" in my estimation though I know most the body of christ disagree's with me...........is when a person is harming other people like killing people um because they are a member of ISIS. AND THAT'S IT IN MY MIND. 
Ecclesiastes 3:5 "A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;"
  In my mind
if you love Lucifer like I do - your gatherable
if you do drugs - your gatherable (you can be persuaded to go get rehab sober up)
if you ummmmm are LGBTQ - gatherable but please don't force them into "that therapy thingy" whatever it's called -------------- let god work in their hearts................gather them in.............don't judge............be nice.........................and let god do a work in their hearts PLEASE
Them's my main examples
  Cancel culture is in the body of christ rampant right now, and it's rampant in my own family and I'm the one that has been cancelled and it should not be........christians should be gathering people in!
  That's all thats' on my heart for today. I know I am a sinner saved by grace. I know I'm not anything "that fantastic" please don't cancel me
please don't cancel the LGBTQ etc. 
please
keep attacking me though if you want my family
and pastors
you can't harm me X
cross and skullbones for the lord forever
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ping 
ping
ping
goes the bullets trying to hit me
hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahah




Friday, August 6, 2021

When you are a mermaid you are MORE THEN A CONQUEROR IN CHRIST JESUS because "deep waters" is where you clean LIVE (ain't a problem I'm sayin if you clean live there) only a problem that is for land folk Psalm 69:14 "Deliver me out of the mire, and let me not sink: let me be delivered from them that hate me, and out of the deep waters."..................

   When you are a mermaid you are MORE THEN A CONQUEROR IN CHRIST JESUS because "deep waters" is where you clean LIVE (ain't a problem I'm sayin if you clean live there) only a problem that is for land folk Psalm 69:14 "Deliver me out of the mire, and let me not sink: let me be delivered from them that hate me, and out of the deep waters." My big sister put this on her instagram today............

  My big sister often don't say stuff when she posts up these bible verses, so I'm left having to be "pychic" but I'm left having to be pychic with all my family cause I'm like not allowed to be a part of my family cause I love Lucifer, and according to them the conscencious seems to be you can't love Lucifer and Jesus at the same time, that I simply must be satanic garbage to chuck away aka cast away stones............Ecclesiastes 3:5 "A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;" -  Churches also have chucked me away always bad. 
   I can only estimate that my big sister thinks she is "going through it" but I told her........EVERYONE LOVES HER.................she is super popular. World she like hangs out with church ladies they like like her and she like puts up photo's on the internet hanging out with church ladies and women friends in general and they allow her to post up those pics on the internet because she is that "beloved"
  She not only has women friends to hang out with - she gets to take photo's with them - AND post them on the internet......................she's a rockstar. 
   Me I'm the trash.
  But anyways bible says.............
Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."
  And Romans 10:9 is good for you land folk to - but I don't know how God's gonna make that happen for you all????????????
  If you all in "deep waters" and that is so baddddddddddddddd for you, whilst being beaten or something I can only imagine. I'm not saying my sister ain't going "though it" but she is a hair stylist that rents a hair salon station so she don't really have a "boss" to all verbally assault her. And then her friends I done know love her and her church friends and her family. So where these "deep waters" could even exist for her??????????????? And her marriage far as I know is going well. I haven't heard even that her daughters baby has died. 
    My sympathies to all you 99% of you that ain't mermaids, things gotta be sometimes at least real ruff for you, and eventually most of you will be in the "frickasee" and that's real ruff for reals. 
Don't worry
Be happy
Nehemiah 8:10
Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our Lord: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the Lord is your strength.
  That's what I've been told by other members of the body of christ. Never be sad, never, only happy all the time, else you are being a bad christian. THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD REPEATELY. 
  But at any rate, happy is a "stronger" way to be, there is strength in having "the joy of the lord" in being happy. 
  There is strength in being thankful. 
  It is when you are unhappy or unthankful - maybe then that is when the devil comes and tempts you and/or you sin?????????????????????
  👄 Lucifer though
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
I'm a real mermaid!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great day!










  
   


Tuesday, August 3, 2021

(video blog post) Honouring my parents. Deuteronomy 5:16 "Honour thy father and thy mother, as the Lord thy God hath commanded thee; that thy days may be prolonged, and that it may go well with thee, in the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee."......................

My dad he always went to work, I did not see him much because he often worked overtime and many long hours (well he was back years and years and years of back child support to my big sister - just saying).
Deuteronomy 5:16 "Honour thy father and thy mother, as the Lord thy God hath commanded thee; that thy days may be prolonged, and that it may go well with thee, in the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee."
 I got this for both of my parents birthdays........
I am a big believer that how your house is "decorated" will impact your mood and how you feel about yourself. 
I so much believe in "feng shui" that recently I talked my husband into moving all the coats back into the coat closet ------ because before they were by the door but like where you could see them like maybe 50 coats............that "visual clutter" will impact you. But the idea of "feng shui" isn't to have 0% decorations in your house, or things "seeable" but instead to be mindful of what art, what plants, have a plan. That there never be or "feel like" there is randomn clutter everywhere. 
   I don't see people really honouring there parents out there at all ---------- maybe everyone is suicidal????????????????????
  ??????????????????????????????????????????????
  Hope you get liking life more. 
 This song has nothing to do with this post I just love Lana Del Rey. I've been told I'm a satan worshipper, I accept Jesus christ as my lord and savior, I've been told I'm a mislead desperate sinner. But I didn't have a childhood, my mom battled cancer most of my childhood and teen years. What do people do once they can finally live??????????? Or I should say what do people want to do once they can finally live........................live "come off of the shelf" as lana sings, ya that's right lana!!!!!!!!!




Monday, August 2, 2021

Some people are shocked I've heard that there are so many old people that don't have family visiting them - I'm unshocked (it's sad don't get me wrong) Matthew 10:35 "For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law." Jesus IS supposed to be more impactful then covid 19 the delta variant. I ain't trying to talk smack about the lord he is truelly supreme and #1 (that is NOT me being sarcastic). But I should be "the norm" out there having been all attacked badly by most of my family --------- THIS SHOULD NOT BE A "LEAVE IT TO BEAVER" WORLD................cause the lord has came and he did NOT come to "send peace"...............

 
 Some people are shocked I've heard that there are so many old people that don't have family visiting them - I'm unshocked (it's sad don't get me wrong) Matthew 10:35 "For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law." Jesus IS supposed to be more impactful then covid 19 the delta variant. I ain't trying to talk smack about the lord he is truelly supreme and #1 (that is NOT me being sarcastic). But I should be "the norm" out there having been all attacked badly by most of my  family https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html --------- THIS SHOULD NOT BE A "LEAVE IT TO BEAVER" WORLD................cause the lord has came and he did NOT come to "send peace"...............
   Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."  
  That is why the bible says I do believe that we walk by faith and not sight..........there will not always be "good times"
  In fact bible says...............
Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."
   I am working hard to not just "grab bible verses" out of context......2 Corinthians 5:6-8 "Therefore we are always confident, knowing that, whilst we are at home in the body, we are absent from the Lord: (For we walk by faith, not by sight:) We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord."
   Does that mean bad times for good on the earth - no. 

Mark 10:29-31 "And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last first" 
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  This far I've only owned 1 house, the one I'm living in right now. Only one land, the land I'm living at right now. BUT I BELIEVE MY BLESSING IS COMING! It may be late
I may be the last person god blesses on this planet
BUT I DO BELIEVE GOD IS GOING TO BLESS ME!
(I mean really bless me, bless me so much I won't question "is this god blessing me"? I'LL KNOW)
I'll know every morning I wake up
and every night I go to sleep 
FOREVER
and that is fine with me
I'm ready to be blessed by god. 
(might've been a few moments in my life I was mega "dark" and not wanting to praise god, so you know also not wanting to be blessed by god)
But god is good
and He is worthy to be praised

Psalm 18

18 I will love thee, O Lord, my strength.

2 The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.

3 I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.

4 The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid.

5 The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me.

6 In my distress I called upon the Lord, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.

7 Then the earth shook and trembled; the foundations also of the hills moved and were shaken, because he was wroth.
To all people that are more "surpreme" then me - most everyone I'm of the last 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
all this fighting to be #1 it's crazy
just go ahead be "better" then me
I'm chill
I'm chill over here
I WILL BE BLESSED GOD WILL BLESS ME
I don't need to try "that hard" 
I done telllllllllllllllllllll you all the truth
what I need to do 
only 2 things each day
pray and read my bible or listen to a sermon or something
THAT'S IT GOD'LL DO THE REST!