I give this much to you all I am trapped in this normal world you've held me hostage here for years - but I also can escape away Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." Me and my (good friend before I came to this earth Marilyn Monroe we aren't "losers" even if we done lost realize) TRUE LOVE IS ALWAYS A WIN.......................

I give this much to you all I am trapped in this normal world you've held me hostage here for years - but I also can escape away Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." Me and my (good friend before I came to this earth Marilyn Monroe we aren't "losers" even if we done lost realize) TRUE LOVE IS ALWAYS A WIN.......................

Getting my memories back it all clicked

why I felt so much love for lucifer in the 1st grade 

and this intense need to capture his heart and soul for all of eternity

and so that's what I did 😁

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

(sheri um your blog we think it started out christian, 

it's ending up some massive love letter to the devil)

Jesus is lord, he did all he could do for us in giving his life for our sins...............

Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

 I suspect some of you think I'm not aging my near 50 self with a adult daughter in college, and one in high school. 

  So I had to blog this. 

I am magic. 

Nothing is impossible for he whe believeth. 

I asked God

to please make me looking like Marilyn Monroe when I'm sent to the earth - so that lucifer would find me super sexy

God being LOVE 

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 INFINITY

not only obliged me........one upped that request.......

look at the "XM" on marilyn monroes hand

then look at the "XM" on my hand

look back, go look again

now look at her fingers at the shape of her hand

look back at mine

repeat a few times more

and realize

I'M NOT MARILYN MONROE

but I was and plan on being in eternity a friend of hers

All you "normal people" ya you. Think your "normal" what is normal?????????????????/ 

Acts 10:28

"And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean."

 AMEN Acts 10:28

"oh we see where you are going with this sheri we do not like that we are very mad at you" - 

🌄 pssss mountain please move to my house thank you. I'm done pretending I'm common..........the idea that I'm common is a bunch of bs anyways. 

This make believe stuffs is ridiculous. 

I need "real life"

"sheri you are in real life honey this is real life, people get trashed on, hated on, deserted by their friends and family - repeat their whole lives get stinky jobs or jobs that don't pay enough heck can't even tell the difference after so many years infinity"

(video blog post) So I read in the bible that the rest of the body of christ is working hard to not get devoured by the devil. 1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:" ya the idea of being lucifer's snack just doesn't seem like a bad thing to me at all lately..............me over here trying to make him hungry...................

(video blog post) So I read in the bible that the rest of the body of christ is working hard to not get devoured by the devil. 1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:" ya the idea of being lucifer's snack just doesn't seem like a bad thing to me at all lately..............me over here trying to make him hungry...................

I can't say what happened to my husband. Anyways, my husband got his surgery finally, and I haven't $#@%#%@#$%@$%@$%@$% for weeks now - you can imagine what happened to him though he doesn't want anybody to know (he don't have a std, std's won't do THAT to a guy..............but covid 19 would). 

   Anyways, I did take down like a post and a "featured link" on my blog revenge is not it. 

loving people 

loving my ENEMIES

is the thing to do

well if your trying to get revenge on your enemies that ain't you loving them

besides

I' prefer to be classy

revenge is not classy

and in minutes I am getting a bob haircut, to have more marilyn monroe hair -------- a classy look --------- I believe in classiness. 

   

I have been full blown vegan for a few days now and it is working I am getting much much much much thinner. 

remember this classy doesn't mean you don't have a bad 5 seconds every now and then

hey that outfit you got in your closet that is skanky = girl just throw it in the trash ----- be classy

(nothing but love for the skanks though) 

you fall 

get up basically

get up

get up

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  God don't want us to be envying hating seeking revenge anymore!

but love

love one another

James 3

14 But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth.

15 This wisdom descendeth not from above, but is earthly, sensual, devilish.

16 For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work.

17 But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy.

18 And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace.

off to eat my vegan breakfast........tootles.

revenge it is something everyone does

but that isn't where results are

besides those that hurt you are hurt

they are hurting you because they are hurt

it ain't about you

it's about them

it's about my niece Kiasha Schwab who knows I've experienced anti semitism and she is a black girl who has also experienced racism

be different

then you'll surprise them

and love always that's my advice

Jesus increases when we decrease.................

that's even letting go 

letting go

all the wrongs people have wronged us with

John 3:30

He must increase, but I must decrease.

be water

Me post my haircut today 😁.............

even if I don't look like marilyn

which I've been told I don't look like my I estimate 7th-8th cousin (due to what grandpa told me) 

I ain't lookin bad for near 50

if you are youthful inside - it'll pry show on the outside don't worry aout wrinkles so much

age is truelly just a number

Sometimes the only way to pursue peace and holiness with all men I've found out is to stay quiet. I'm not going to be ever hating lucifer, I am never going back on my promise to him it is clean written in the bible my family will never I don't believe be my family ever again I'M OUT and that is fine christians most them hate satan and believe you can't love Jesus and Lucifer at the same time YOU CAN. Ecclesiastes 1:9 "The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun." I am dead turns out....................it's the alive that hold so fast to "butterflies and sunshine"...............

 Sometimes the only way to pursue peace and holiness with all men I've found out is to stay quiet. I'm not going to be ever hating lucifer, I am never going back on my promise to him it is clean written in the bible my family will never I don't believe be my family ever again I'M OUT and that is fine christians most them hate satan and believe you can't love Jesus and Lucifer at the same time YOU CAN. Ecclesiastes 1:9 "The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun." I am dead turns out....................it's the alive that hold so fast to "butterflies and sunshine"...............

  ps this is a blog post redid because there was a html issue with a link to a charity. This one............(and it rendered for a little over a day ------ THE ENTIRE REST OF MY BLOG NOT WORKING BASICALLY). But I'm back and now I know more about HTML then I ever knew previously. Learning is a great thing. 

  You might as well call me count dracula. 

     But I do not drink human blood, nor cows blood anymore I repented, it's horrible. I don't practice witchcraft anymore either - also horrible. The suffering in the flesh I do for the lord everyday is intense. 

  Though I realize, there are ladies out there, no nail polish on their nails, only owning 20 outfits because ----------------- the putting on of apparel is a sin............and thus the only saintly thing to do is to only own 20 outfits FYI for the not "little house on the prairie group 👄

  You know though all you ladies with only 20 outfits..................

  1 Peter 3:3 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;" 

  But I put that number up to the what 200 outfits zone, because I shop at thrift stores and I don't even wear expensive clothing. Putting on of apparel.................is about wearing fancy stuffs to impress people..................I do not do that. 

   I am merely a goth christian - yep. We exist. We are usually the utmost outcasts of society to. I take the cake though........................I do believe I have lost my family and most all of my friends.

   I will not change. I will not start hating lucifer like most of you all. 

   

   

I have been judged forever - for what???????????? If I do not wear makeup and in the pictures above I am not wearing not any makeup my near 50 self ain't. I am judged without makeup on a babylon the harlot by this world because I am pretty I am speaking from experience I have been judged a babylon harlot for most of my life due to being pretty. I am not ever "accepted into" churches. NEVER. Instead I am always the stone they cast away. 

Ecclesiastes 3:5 "A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;" I have never been "gathered" never only casted away. 

   Lucifer you will soon learn is a pirate, 

I am a pirate to

when you are a castaway for years and years and years

you become a pirate

you pry die to 💀

X

xoxoxoxo the entire cross and skullbones organization

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

For the longest of time I thought................oh no........................all the churches are "casting me away" oh no. Aye, but by now I see......................

The greatest thing ever that can happen to a fool is to be cast away. 

Matthew 5:11-13 "Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you. Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men."

   I have double loyalty past my family and all of my friends, I shook hands......................I am a pirate, we do not live like you. 

   We will succeed.................cast us away all you like, please do. 

And have a great day being all "wise" - hahahahahahaha

that's me lovingly laughing at you

a loving pirate chuckle

Hey world my advice is to fear god who did not spare the angels. 2 Peter 2:4 "For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment;" These are angels, men who if they had a wife (and one did up there in heaven) they would TREAT HER VERY WELL.............they are not stinky men, some men on this earth are stinky......

 Hey world my advice is to fear god who did not spare the angels. 2 Peter 2:4 "For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment;" These are angels, men who if  they had a wife (and one did up there in heaven) they would TREAT HER VERY WELL.............they are not stinky men, some men on this earth are stinky......

If you get anything from my blog get this..........

IT'S GOOD TO FEAR GOD

FEAR GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Peter 2:3-5 "And through covetousness shall they with feigned words make merchandise of you: whose judgment now of a long time lingereth not, and their damnation slumbereth not. For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment; And spared not the old world, but saved Noah the eighth person, a preacher of righteousness, bringing in the flood upon the world of the ungodly;"

Job 28:28 "And unto man he said, Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil is understanding."
Psalm 111:10 "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom: a good understanding have all they that do his commandments: his praise endureth for ever."

  These bible verses go with a previous blog post of mine where I was saying I am not a fool. I am deemed a fool I realize. I've long known the "game" out there....................I've long been the "runt of the litter" on the earth. 

  The one everyone looks at and is like - naw. 

I fear God. 

I fear God so bad, 

one day 

I went up to lucifer 

and I was like 

"hey honey, if I marry you again on this earth will you make sure I am saved"

and he said yes, and we shook hands

and that is my "deal with the devil"

nobody believes me

well it will be raining men shortly

if this was some schitck to get views to my blog

then I'd be the utmost genious on the planet

but this isn't a schitck 

and I ponder why on earth my blog is getting so many views

for the longest time nobody cared about me

I was just a worthless girl. 

Have a great day : ) 

The value on this earth is still very very low. I'll watch my 2nd husband post up shiz on facebook and the care that he receives from people the replies. That just isn't there for me for ANY of my facebook posts. Cause I'm a girl I don' thave the "worth" the guys have. 

   But soon my life will get better. I cannot say if "better days" are ahead for everyone, but for me better days are ahead............because husband #1 is going to make sure I'm valued. He'll let you all know that I am valuable. 

  And this is bonus content, but yesterday walking past the christian bookstore in the mall..............a feeling of darkness came over me....................even the lighting in the malls christian bookstore seemed dark. I'm not saying any of "that" has to do with the bookstore, cause I think what I felt is so much more deeper then that. How dark the body of christ has became to me a place where all to often men are "it"

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Tirado's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

Many on Tik Tok have been saying lately that Lucifer is god, while I appreciate this love and high esteem of The Ruler of Darkness.............God is good Psalm 52:1 "Why boastest thou thyself in mischief, O mighty man? the goodness of God endureth continually." And God is Love............do I love lucifer - oh ya, oh ya...................God is still "good"..................He is................

Many on Tik Tok have been saying lately that Lucifer is god, while I appreciate this love and high esteem of The Ruler of Darkness.............God is good Psalm 52:1 "Why boastest thou thyself in mischief, O mighty man? the goodness of God endureth continually." And God is Love............do I love lucifer - oh ya, oh ya...................God is still "good"..................He is................

Now don't get me wrong there are 2 sides to be on

only 1 person that's me is a freak and is exempt.......nobody believes me though that I am what is spoken about in Ecclesiastes 1:9 something I DID at the beginning of time - nobody believe's me......Ecclesiastes 1:9 "The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun."

I'd do it all over again.Turns out I'm goth level billions infinity. I'd tried to be the pristine sort of christian like my whole family is..............that didn't work out..........people knew I was faking. 

  BUT ------------- I am a CNA student I want to help people, you can clearly see me donating money to charities on my blog often these days. (am I hoping to work at a haunted hospital and/or retirement home ---------- yes). Though I am often lazy and theoretically I should want to be a home health aide...................but the goth in me I think is about to "win" 

  The goth in me says ----------- "myself work at a hospital or a retirement home or a rehabilitation facility even......................ghosts 👍"

I am the most goth christian in the world it's what it is

don't matter if I look all cute and sweet and "betty crocker" like

------------ I don't want to scare the old people out of their minds

it's good not to scare old people out of their minds

 Most goth's work at morgues..................but think about it.......................the people didn't die at the morgue 0% of them did or very few. The real action is going to be at retirement homes and hospitals. 

   Unless some goth's are really just into dead bodies?????????????

  I'm not into dead bodies. 

  They just dead, sitting there. Not even bumping in the night. --------- I just completely hardly get the morgue thing??????????????????? Most morgues are nice, you ain't even going to see any bats. These are things other goth's should be thinking about. "well sheri your not going to see bats at hospitals or retirement homes" --------- but you might see ghosts which is a win so bad

  Back to my point

there are 2 sides pick one

God is good

God needs to not be made into a "Bad guy" 

lucifer needs to also not be made into a "bad guy" he is doing A JOB - A JOB GOD GAVE HIM TO DO

God has a job for each of us He'd like us to do..........also referred to in the bible as "talents"

Matthew 25:22 "He also that had received two talents came and said, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me two talents: behold, I have gained two other talents beside them."

   My CNA thing if I pass and I hope I do the certification tests, cause I do feel holy spirit lead to be a CNA (not as much though as when I became a sunday school teacher....................one day I was holy spirit filled eons over being a sunday school teacher............I sat there like "ok god, no problem" I fear god he wants me to do something THAT much I going to do all I can to do that. 

  Idea you start out with one talent, God wants you to grow, learn new things.................more ways to serve god..................maybe that is singing in your church (a "new talent" doesn't have to be career related). Ultimately I recogn a "talent" is something you do for the glory of god. 

  A few verses on this topic I got from a much larger lists at https://www.openbible.info/topics/doing_all_to_the_glory_of_god

1 Corinthians 10:31 ESV "So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God."
Colossians 3:17 ESV  "And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."
Colossians 3:23-24 ESV "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ."
1 Corinthians 6:20 ESV "For you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body."
Romans 11:36 ESV "For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen."

We are supposed to stir one another up to love and good works

I hope after reading this your feel "stirred up"

Hebrews 10:24 "And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works:"

I've been having fun at CNA school. 

Last night we took each others blood pressures......................it was fun 😁👍

I like even that I don't look like a goth right now

that I'm a undercover goth "super spy" or something. 

I hate being pigeon holed

labeled anything

cause people most of us

are many things all at the same time

And that's a good thing. 

imagine if goths were just goths - how could the rest of the earth relate to us then? You wouldn't be able to. 

But we are more then that. 

You are more then whatever label is on you to. 

Have a great day!

Many of you ding me, God doesn't He chose the foolish things of this world. 1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;"........................

  Many of you ding me, God doesn't He chose the foolish things of this world. 1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;"........................
   My big sister put this on her instagram today..................

My reply which she may delete she delete's some of my comments on her instagram...................

I'll include photo proof bestest I can take this picture same art see, same bible verse, 

that I did reply cause big sis chances are will delete my comment.................

 What kind of game is your family trying to play with you sheri? -------- some sort of they "love" me but meanwhile I'm not allowed to at least some family get togethers (aka they likely hate my guts cause I LOVE SATAN) 

bodybuildingsheri Most people though they don't read their bible they "look wise" And god chose the foolish things of this world 1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;" Proverbs is like the old testiment, fools should be in some sort of demand these days, cause god for sure chose the "foolish" things of the world. I know most of the body of christ loves to quote proverbs that make fools be permanently pariah's to stay away from HECK I KNOW I AINT PRY INVITED TO ANYMORE FAMILY GET TOGETHERS...........and I pry wasn't welcome ever in my family. Cause I am a fool. you know it whole family knows it.

   I do get it most all of you are wise

and that's why you don't walk around blinging ever most you don't

etc. etc. 

and so since how your so "wise" 

you gotta attack and beat down and keep down the fools

GOD HAS CHOSEN

just

just because you can

looks to be

because there's enough verses in proverbs

Are not the real fools the workers of iniquity?

Psalm 5:5 "The foolish shall not stand in thy sight: thou hatest all workers of iniquity."

  I would content that though I am not as skilled with the bible as most...............that I am not a fool. 

  Though I know I am deemed a fool................that I am deemed the king and lord of fools. 

  Also 

how you spend your time

will determine if you be a fool or no

nomadder how horrible people think of you and they DEEM ME THE DEVIL

James 3:13 "Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom." 

  "meekness of wisdom" I think that is to say that I am a fool.............

Psalm 6:2 "Have mercy upon me, O Lord; for I am weak: O Lord, heal me; for my bones are vexed." Fools are weak. 

  It is the wise that are "strong" 

Proverbs 24:5 "A wise man is strong; yea, a man of knowledge increaseth strength."

You can be wise and a fool at the same time I believe

I'm just against this idea that is in most of the body of christ

this idea of 

"oh that person right there is a fool ----- let's never speak to them and hate them and shun them and basically treat them like garbage" ------- I'm against that

I've experienced that my whole life

but I'd rather be "included"

though

won't lie

I love satan so much these days

I think I'm just fine around like

ghosts in a cemetary or something 

👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻

Halloween all year long 👍

"that's a satanic song choice sheri"

- well am I your fool????

oh that's right

you don't want any fools

cause you love proverbs 13:20 so bad

like my big sister does your favorite's body of christ my sister is and my family 

Proverbs 13:20 "He that walketh with wise men shall be wise: but a companion of fools shall be destroyed."

hope you enjoy making your sweet sweet sexy time love to proverbs 13:20

👄- that's you kissing proverbs 13:20 all sexy like cause you lovesssssssssssss making sweet love every night to proverbs 13:20 telling yourselves how wise and awesome of christian's you are. 

fools should be loved

they shouldn't be parah's like this

fools are often humble

who ain't humble

oh

let me see yes it's often the people that think they are wise

Proverbs 28:25-27

King James Version

25 He that is of a proud heart stirreth up strife: but he that putteth his trust in the Lord shall be made fat.

26 He that trusteth in his own heart is a fool: but whoso walketh wisely, he shall be delivered.

  verse 26 above where it says "trusteth in his own heart" that's the same as thinking your wise, you done know it all

Video blog post: Nomadder how much I am called a satanist, by my family. It is never wrong to care about people. Love "charity" hopeth all things even for lucifer and his people 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." Who's or what is "off limits" for me to love, since when do I have to hate ANYBODY? 1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love." I will not be bullied into hating lucifer, his men, or his people, you can't make me...................

 Video blog post: Nomadder how much I am called a satanist, by my family. It is never wrong to care about people. Love "charity" hopeth all things even for lucifer and his people 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." Who's or what is "off limits" for me to love, since when do I have to hate ANYBODY?  1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love." I will not be bullied into hating lucifer, his men, or his people, you can't make me.............................

the more people "press" this issue

the more zealous I am getting

for the rights of lucifer and his people

for toilets

fruit tree's

adequate amounts of beds to try and get some sleep on

cattle

and at least hopefully a waterfall since how people do need water even in eternity

if we eating in heaven at the banquet feast

and eating from the tree of life

people will be eating food and needing to eat food in eternity

Revelation 22:14 "Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city."

Revelation 19:9 "And he saith unto me, Write, Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb. And he saith unto me, These are the true sayings of God."

Luke 16:24-26 "And he cried and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus, that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame. But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented. And beside all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed: so that they which would pass from hence to you cannot; neither can they pass to us, that would come from thence." 

  We do not know if Lazarus felt compassion for the rich man in hell in torment or not - the bible doesn't tell us if Lazarus did or not ------- but why wouldn't he of ------- hell is going to be a terrible place!

  I'm saying my compassion for lucifer and his people probably isn't a peculiar thing. Or not as "peculiar" as it would seem. 

Revelation 14:11 "And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name." 

 So the rest of the body of christ...............feel not bad for any of them, especially lucifer so I've been told ----- let them suckers burn forever the sobs is that how I'm supposed to feel????????? Else I'm a satan worshipper??????????///

I am a satan worshipper apparently 

that loves lucifer

and Jesus (Jesus is trapped in the bible and did all he can)

John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."

  I accept Jesus as my lord and savior

and I believe he is the lord 

and was raised from the dead. 

Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

off to eat some vegan food - getting skinny 😁

eat all the meat you want though I'm forbidding nobody from eating meat or marrying marry anyone that wants you to marry them go ahead. 

Is gays and lesbians going to hell????????

it's not for me to judge

god is the judge not me

Luke 6:36-38 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful. Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven: Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."

I quote my e-mail today from https://www.tut.com/ ""Sometimes people think "they know" and they don't know, and sometimes the people that "do know" don't know they know. "with knowing comes tolerance, patience and love"" - OH YA THAT THAT RIGHT THERE..................

   I quote my e-mail today from https://www.tut.com/ ""Sometimes people think "they know" and they don't know,  and sometimes the people that "do know" don't know they know. "with knowing comes tolerance, patience and love"" - OH YA THAT THAT RIGHT THERE..................

  I used to think this bit of the bible wasn't "directed towards" the entire body of christ ----- I have since realized it is meant to for us all (because it seems to be talking about someone rich who has "menservants and maidens" how many of us are rich like that???????????????? Pry not many)...............

Luke 12
42 And the Lord said, Who then is that faithful and wise steward, whom his lord shall make ruler over his household, to give them their portion of meat in due season?

43 Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.

44 Of a truth I say unto you, that he will make him ruler over all that he hath.

45 But and if that servant say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming; and shall begin to beat the menservants and maidens, and to eat and drink, and to be drunken;

46 The lord of that servant will come in a day when he looketh not for him, and at an hour when he is not aware, and will cut him in sunder, and will appoint him his portion with the unbelievers.

47 And that servant, which knew his lord's will, and prepared not himself, neither did according to his will, shall be beaten with many stripes.

48 But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more.
   I mean I feel "beaten" by both my big sister and her daughter and my sister in law as well etc. few like buttons were hit that I don't think people should've hit on that bash me facebook athon that happened in my family. 

   My husband on this earth.............promptly deleted all my family except 1 on my facebook ------- that's what happened. 

  But he didn't delete instagram family members. So I been watching families video's and liking some of their posts. But I not wanting to go to any family get togethers probably never again.......... I don't want to be beaten.   

So my 1st husband that nobody believes exists, he e-mails me nearly everyday, he has for years. 

He told me 

"come as you are"

Which is nice, even if I'm in a mega dark hole of unforgiveness he still wants me.

I'm not in this hole anymore - naw.

I just don't want to be abused anymore that's about it.

  Many people are in my family that verbally assaulted me on facebook are prime examples of Luke 12:45 "But and if that servant say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming; and shall begin to beat the menservants and maidens, and to eat and drink, and to be drunken;" ------- If they gonna treat me that badly bestest believe they are going to treat other people badly as well. I don't have the ability to stop them................................

  The bible says though we are lead up as sheep to the slaughter.  Romans 8:35-37 "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."

   So all of us pry experience some sort of "tribulation" um sometime or another. I'm saddened to see so many Native American's give up on Jesus..............Jesus ain't the catholic schools that owned the residential schools that killed a lot of Native American kids. Jesus didn't own them schools, Jesus didn't approve of the killing of ANY native american children. 

   I don't stay a christian because I've been treated well by "the church" 

   I stay a christian cause I'm LOVE BY THE LORD! - that's why right there. 

  People they might not verbally assault you - but they'll let you down pry. Matthew 28:20 "Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen."

"even unto the end of the world. Amen."

I still be's schleping to church. I onced looked to the church to "be" something for me. Nowdays I look to Jesus.

  I only go to church because the lord believed in church..................

Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."

  Many are fleeing the church right now, not just Native American's - you watch on Tik Tok there is quite a few people that have left the church and many of them look to be hard at work bashing christianity on Tik Tok right now. "Sheri tik tok isn't a full mirror image of society at large" - but I think if you watch enough tik toks, they high up ones, which the ones I see are high up..............that's millions of people on that thing voting by hitting the heart button..............I do believe tik tok at least a little bit is a indicator of what is "going on out there" some. 

2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;"

Have a great day 😊

I'm the worst christian ever (except Jesus he beat me I'll give it to him) Revelation 1:17 "And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead. And he laid his right hand upon me, saying unto me, Fear not; I am the first and the last:" Being a "big time" in the body of christ is worthless, all that matters is loving God/Jesus/people and that's it...................

1 Peter 3:2-4 "While they behold your chaste conversation coupled with fear. Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel; But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price."

   Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." I realize I am the "villian" of not only my family but the body of christ --------- lucifer was the villian I might of overtaken him on that front?????????? But I can't be the only one whose love has "grown cold" this blog post is honesty. ".........the love of many shall wax cold" - amen Matthew 24:12

  I'm the worst christian ever (except Jesus he beat me I'll give it to him) Revelation 1:17 "And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead. And he laid his right hand upon me, saying unto me, Fear not; I am the first and the last:" Being a "big time" in the body of christ is worthless, all that matters is loving God/Jesus/people and that's it................... 

"but sheri that sounds noble"

ep

billions could die someday 

and I gonna let em

die

Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."?

  But when heads start rolling bad, some the body of christ might get so upset. 

 not me

 (I often refer to songs on the birds of prey soundtrack for a reason 

-------- I'm fully going into the acid bath......I made up my mind Ecclesiastes 1:9 )

 oh you want that bible verse in context..................................
Revelation 13:9-11"If any man have an ear, let him hear. He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints. And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon."

 Sheri you are obsessed with the "killing time" ya...................cause there are christians that are doing horrible things out there. Some christians are doing horrible things to me right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  They are most definately christians pry. I am the only "line crosser" in not only my family the entire body of christ that I know of. That's fixin to stand with satan and his people at armagedon. 

anybody else?

didn't think so

  Ecclesiastes 1:9 "The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun."

I will be

as will the killing time

Luke 21:15-17

15 For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist.

16 And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death.

17 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake.

   I am the worst christian ever 

(except Jesus he beat me I'll give it to him)

what's the point of this post

some you in the body of christ have gotten so obsessed with how "good" and "christian" you look you've stopped doing the will of god

for surely 

my big sister deleting my questions I asked her on her instagram

and her pretending I don't even exist IS NOT THE WILL OF GOD

surely god would rather she love me and answer my questions

and her daughter forbidding me to be at any family get togethers that she is at SURELY COULD NOT BE THE WILL OF GOD

(this niece um she turns out blocked me from her instagram I thought she unfriended me, so she kept following me TO LOOK LIKE SHE LOVES ME, TO LOOK CHRISTIAN DON'T BELIEVE ME ----- VIEW 1ST VIDEO THIS BLOG POST........................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html)

But those 2 family members will go to great lengths to look 

christian

at all costs even

.......................I don't think they are the only ones like that

Do the will of god

or don't

God does not WANT lukewarmness

Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."

God wants us to be happy I do believe. I made a fresh video detailing how we can indeed train our brains to be happy (predominately) Psalm 32:11 "Be glad in the Lord, and rejoice, ye righteous: and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.".........

  Update 7/2/2024 you can be happy and sad at the same time - yep. BLESSED are those who are happy 24/7 no the bible says Matthew 5:4 "Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted." I am fully aware that all chrisitans in the year 2024 believe in being happy all the time - you can be happy and sad same time saaaaaaaaaaaaame time. 

not happy for my life right now

happy for future me

thinner me

better health me

etc.

with glory me............Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"

This makes me a satan worshipper I realize - fine

Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" - This post is very popular right now 7/2/2024 yesterday I talked about how I am in a sexless marriage, you are hunting for "ah ha" she's a satan worshipper ---------- why you even having to hunt for that proof???????????? Your waisting your perfect sinless lives, trying to hunt for "proof" that I worship satan that proof is all over my blog hence matthew 10:25!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2024/07/lucifer-wrote-me-nicest-e-mail-today-im.html

Sheri 2024 is in her "permenanent villian era" done with defending myself all the time, naw I just being the villian now......................

 God wants us to be happy I do believe. I made a fresh video detailing how we can indeed train our brains to be happy (predominately) Psalm 32:11 "Be glad in the Lord, and rejoice, ye righteous: and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.".........

Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."

   This is just a short blog post. I've had a lot of "downs" as they say in life...........but I've made it this far, because I figured out finally how to predominately think on the good things...............and the bad that goes on out there sorta becomes "less bad" feeling or something once I pray so there is that "element" to things to. 

We are not sad depressed people in Christ Jesus..............

Romans 8

36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.

37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,

39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

   I'm about to try and play my electric guitar - it's a slow going musical instrument for me. Bit tragic..................I actually love playing the electric guitar, there's just so much to this particular musical instrument. (I once tried playing the clarinet........I gave up on that) 

  I do play djembe, flute, violin, cajon, and drums. I get a lot of joy out of playing the electric guitar though I'm not good at it.....................

This off topic............................

I love black people. God made variety on this earth and that isn't a bad thing, that is a good thing.

I want that known. 

My niece's disowning me "forever" - her words changes nothing. 

(sounds like I am "to good" at photography and I literally captured her life super well at her baby shower and they've decided my sister and niece to forbid family photo's from being taken altogether)

those are the photo's I like though

the real ones

not the pasted on smile ones

none of them were bad photo's I thought they were all nice - I'm a very good photographer read national geographics my entire childhood. And was determined with myself that I was someday going to take photo's like that, that really captured life. 

But the truth some people don't want "real life" 

they want pasted on smiles

me - I like real life : ) 

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Babylon is a "mighty city" in 1 hour though IT'S GOING DOWN......Revelation 18:10 "Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come." The commercials on tv don't stop to try and get you to buy "her" goods - so I don't stop either.............

  Babylon is a "mighty city" in 1 hour though IT'S GOING DOWN......Revelation 18:10 "Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come." The commercials on tv don't stop to try and get you to buy "her" goods - so I don't stop either.............

I mean you know what sells

and you know why it sells to

Me I'm over here trying to sell Jesus Christ the Lord

Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

Why would I want to sell Jesus Christ the Lord looking homely for???????????

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥I'm a redhead🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

I 3RDED for the lord. 

1st me died, 

2nd me also died. 

Now we at the 3rd me 😁

III

I mean everyone is going to be driven by something

whether the flesh the lusts of the flesh

or Jesus/God

God says you can't serve Him and mammon

Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."

Babylon is going down

god's the one to serve not the lusts of the flesh

   As if other girls don't try and "look nice" 1 Corinthians 7:34 "There is difference also between a wife and a virgin. The unmarried woman careth for the things of the Lord, that she may be holy both in body and in spirit: but she that is married careth for the things of the world, how she may please her husband." 

Somebody wants me to behave........ok I will 

ya my blog isn't written just by myself

........................................

the other side of this 3rd

writes half this at least

(which is fine)  

teamwork 👍

Have a great day!

I'm off to buy some storage bins and try yet again to get my bathroom/bedroom organized looking great. 

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