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Saturday, November 30, 2019

Donating money to help feed starving kids in Yemen this week..........aka my "works meet of repentance" for this week.......................

Update 8/8/2025 since how this is one of my top posts at the moment, yes in 2019 I sometimes had no bible verses to speak of, just posted "shining my light"..........
Matthew 5:15 "Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house." And isn't that enough anyways? Does a christian blogger or human really have to quote billions of bible verses with every blog post, or instagram upload etc.????? THEY DON'T! 
Donating money to help feed starving kids in Yemen this week..........aka my "works meet of repentance" for this week.......................
if you want to donate to this cause to here is the link...................they accept paypal....................
https://www.gofundme.com/f/feed-starving-kids-in-yemen?pc=pd_personal_url&rcid=r01-157515147481-a1f97832044648e0

(and I went to a holiday bazaar today got this way cool Jack Skeleton necklace - only $5
ya I know I got the best buy in the whole United States of America at least 😃)

   I think real christmas is like all year long.............it's about giving.

Matthew 25

33 And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.
34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:
35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:
36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.
37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?
38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?
40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
Save the children definately appears to be a charity helping the starving kids of gaza................
https://www.savethechildren.org/

Friday, November 29, 2019

If you don't have real life friends, or hardly any like myself - watch christian tv that is my advice, cause I tell you all I've seen people that don't go to church (basically not around christians or much AND THEY AIN'T MERCIFUL well if all they is watching is garbage on tv 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners." and/or all they gots is non church going friends that cuss a lot)...............

Update of the update 8/11/2025 they ran tests on brian's heart found nothing wrong................so he's being put on a heart monitor for like 3 weeks - he likely has a heart eurythmia!!!!!!!! (((((Update 8/10/2025 I am unable to post up pic of donations I did today (might take a break today cause yikes brian is in the hospital right now, woke up this morning, sit at my new computer desk and hear brian outside "my heart is beating fast, my heart is beating fast on the phone))))).
life is back to normal I have new phone : )
I have not figured out how to upload some images facing the correct direction yet on my new phone - um - I'll try and figure that out tommorow...........
Gaza Soup Kitchen
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477
If you don't have real life friends, or hardly any like myself - watch christian tv that is my advice, cause I tell you all I've seen people that don't go to church (basically not around christians or much AND THEY AIN'T MERCIFUL well if all they is watching is garbage on tv 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners." and/or all they gots is non church going friends that cuss a lot)...............
  Philippians 2:1-3 "If there be therefore any consolation in Christ, if any comfort of love, if any fellowship of the Spirit, if any bowels and mercies, Fulfil ye my joy, that ye be likeminded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind. Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves."
  Colossians 3:11-13"Where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcision nor uncircumcision, Barbarian, Scythian, bond nor free: but Christ is all, and in all. Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering; Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye."
  I am CONVINCED right now, you will be like the people you surround yourself with. But those people right...........maybe very well be prodominately people you's watching on christian tv. ("Sheri that is sad, you clearly don't have a life") Ya I don't have a life, I live in the boringest town ever, I think it's near possible to die of boredom and I've pry been thus at the brink of death for years now.......................or that's how it feels. 
  The town I live in, is so boring, it MIGHT COULD SAVE YOUR SOULS JUST LIVING WHERE I LIVE Luke 17:33 "Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it; and whosoever shall lose his life shall preserve it."
   Half the time I ain't sure if I hate my town or love my town??????????????????????? (cause sometimes I think I'd like a life - but probably my town is doing me a favour.............so drum roll I think I love the town I live in) Nobody can have a life where I live, I'm pretty sure about that nobody. Like a restaurant opened up nearby - mind you a normal restaurant..................that is at least at a few areas of the boring town I live in.................I'm talking a fairly common restaurant...........................we went there like during like opening week I do believe it's opening week for that restaurant (maybe it's been open 2 weeks????? pretty new) IT WAS JAMED PACKED...................the whole town was there. Having a "happy days" time.....................................
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH
(No offence indended to the Happy Days show love that show, watched it my whole childhood)
  "A" pastor one sunday preached that you could be dragged down by being married to a unbeliever (my husband is a self professed agnostic). 
  That's not always the case. 
Proverbs 11:14 "Where no counsel is, the people fall: but in the multitude of counsellors there is safety." There is real counsel to be obtained while watching christian tv, I switch off between daystar and tbn. """"""""""counsel"""""""""" may not be real actual breathing people in your life. 
  People in general view me as a fool, and I do believe most people on earth deem me, not "good enough to speak to" - cause they view me as a fool and therefore beneath them I've survived watching christian tv. 
   Not everyone in the body of christ is going to have like 3-5 strong, faithful, christian friends to all go to for "counsel" ---------- we don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 Christian tv A++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
  And, yesterday while watching Joseph Prince preach he said people can't get saved if they don't listen to a pastor I AGREE..................We aren't supposed to forsake the congregating of one another (Hebrews 10:25)
...........but if you can't make it to church one sunday for reals christian tv!
Romans 10:14 "How then shall they call on him in whom they have not believed? and how shall they believe in him of whom they have not heard? and how shall they hear without a preacher?"
  ps I ain't no pastor, this is not a sermon, I am not a pastor at all ----------- I don't have the gift of pastoring...........naw.................I do though have the "gift" of christian blogging 😁
    ...............your not necessarily going to get "tanked" by having a few unbeliever friends. 
  A christian's job is to make disciples out of all nations, to witness to the "bad company" at least some of them it's good to "walk toward them that are without" cause if you ain't trying to be a good example to someone and help change their life for the better ARE YOU EVEN A CHRISTIAN THEN AT THAT POINT????????????? 
Luke 19:10 "For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost." - you want to follow jesus christ the lord, you want to be like jesus, well this is what the lord did.
Colossians 4:5 "Walk in wisdom toward them that are without, redeeming the time." 
Ya I doin fine being married to a guy who professes himself agnostic, "A" pastor one sunday preached that my husband would tank me basically............naw...............I watch daystar tv and tbn - POW!
LOVE FOR ALL!
Just done with people trying to tell me I'm doomed to hell.
Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."
  

Wednesday, November 27, 2019

Service, Jesus came to serve, so us christians should also have the mind of christ Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:".............

Update 8/9/2025 I'm a little late (donating to charities etc.) today because I had to empty out my computer desk and put all the contents of my computer desk into my new computer desk..........new desk pictured................(before me and brian didn't have matching computer desks, now we do - I think it looks great............brian bought these on amazon these desks when they were on sale he told me he spent like $120 for the both of them #gooddeal)....................
Gaza Soup Kitchen
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477
Service, Jesus came to serve, so us christians should also have the mind of christ Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"
   I might be a part of the illuminati, I'm not saying like I am like for sure a part of the illuminati, but like I know stuffs basically.......serving is how one get's ahead in life.
WE ARE LIVING IN A TRIANGLE!
▲△
"Sheri the earth is round" - technically
  For some of us, we are living the birmuda triangle and going NOWHERE! YOU NEED TO SERVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Hello you are going to have to serve somebody - preach it Bob Dylan!
  Where am I going with this..............................somedays I worry like "oh no do people view me as the b word" 
serve myself
serve
serve some more
serve some more
you are a servant of the people
  Am I perfect? NO. Have I probably po'd some if not all the planet....................it's likely. Christians probably ain't supposed to want lucifer to win armageddon and for people of hell to be treated well.............christians us christians are supposed to probably hate all them pieces of ---------- sinners -------------- good riddance to them in the everylasting flames forever, that's probably supposed to be how we supposed to think. And I don't think that way. 
I want lucifer to win armageddon badly!
 Sometimes I "doubt the process" or get unsure of myself
well 
not many people commenting on my blog is there
not many people viewing my you tube right now is there no
But not on this earth I do have "encouragement"💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
  If my family doesn't like any of my latest blog posts tell me I'll delete them, I'd rather delete them then you stay mad at me if you are indeed mad at me. Despite potential popular opinion of me, I ain't trying to be a "b - word" 
yes I have extreme views that aren't the norm
I realize us christians are supposed to "tee hee" love our enemies but actually want them burned forever potentially their souls destroyed in hell. 
  We ain't supposed to love lucifer as christians, we supposed to hate him and call him our "enemy" even though the bible calls him our "adversary"
1 Peter 5:8  "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:"
  Which doesn't make not one dime of sense to me cause the bible says love your enemies and lucifer whether you call him your enemy or your adversary hello if you be's heeding the bible you supposed to love the devil, satan, lucifer. 
  I know though I ain't normal. And I think I'm failing as a goth (so buisy trying to get fluent in spanish again), but probably, I'm like not failing as a goth, but fantastically being a goth 
billions 
and billions 
and billions 

  

Tuesday, November 26, 2019

Time to wake up body of christ --- If the devil can't take your soul he gonna take YOUR FIRE..................

Time to wake up body of christ --- If the devil can't take your soul he gonna take YOUR FIRE. The pentagram is just going to be a bomb detonating on all you if you don't wake up soon. Listen to smokey the bear, all his talk about preventing forest fires.
  Right now - there should be sinners sweating at church due to what pastors be preaching. 
  But the sweat I be's seeing, 1:34 in this video - that african american lady has to fan herself off.....................

The forest fire has began! 
Matthew 25:5 "While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept."
Isaiah 51:17 "Awake, awake, stand up, O Jerusalem, which hast drunk at the hand of the Lord the cup of his fury; thou hast drunken the dregs of the cup of trembling, and wrung them out."
Isaiah 52:1 "Awake, awake; put on thy strength, O Zion; put on thy beautiful garments, O Jerusalem, the holy city: for henceforth there shall no more come into thee the uncircumcised and the unclean."
1 Corinthians 15:34 "Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge of God: I speak this to your shame."
Ephesians 5:14 "Wherefore he saith, Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light."
   On christian tv I heard a pastor - actually a few of them lately, preaching don't let anybody see your good works
hello 
they are not your friends some of them pastors

Matthew 5:15-17 

15 Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.
16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.
17 Think not that I am come to destroy the law, or the prophets: I am not come to destroy, but to fulfil.
  My own parents been brainwashed by pastors that preach "don't let anybody see your good works else you won't get thanks from god" (edit my mom says that dad told her that we are supposed to have good works that people can see and she "believe him" ------- when this happened?????????)
Hello fully asleep body of christ what about Matthew 5:15-17??????????????
besides the meanings of these verses have been twisted by many if not all the pastors............
Matthew 6:6 "But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly."
Matthew 6:18 "That thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and thy Father, which seeth in secret, shall reward thee openly."
 These verses are talking about fasting and prayer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hello asleep body of christ Matthew 6:6 and Matthew 6:18 are talking about fasting and prayer NOT YOUR GOOD WORKS!
  You have been lied to you have been "played" --------- but it's not to late, no. Nooooooooooooo. This is still the day of grace or whatever, you can still heed god's word. 
  "What about you sheri you haven't done a works meet of repentance blog post for a few weeks" - ya I realize, at the moment our water pipe is broken.................................I'm in a second going to take my last shower for a bit.....................try and consider how much I like eating at mc donalds cause they have toilets that work.....................................................................(before the water get's turned off again, it might be baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad - it's lookin bad). The pipe has burst in our neighbors front yard, which my husband going to have to be careful digging, he don't want to dig up actually their whole front yard. It's quite the situation. 
  And it's near christmas time, I'm like everyone else, when this holiday get's nearby, I GET BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's it that's all I got's to say for today. 
I guess enjoy getting suckered and played by your pastors if you ain't done believing me. But a bomb about to go off, and it's going to go off, you bestest believe that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great day!
LOVE
  Gaza Soup Kitchen
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477




Thursday, November 21, 2019

The Lord Jesus Christ one of the first mega big you tuber/bloggers? I think he was...........2 Corinthians 6:9 "As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed;" .............

Update 8/7/2025 actual picture I took of some birds yesterday while on a walk 💓💓💓💓💓.......................
Jurassic park style walks are my fave 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
The Lord Jesus Christ one of the first mega big you tuber/bloggers?  ---------- I think he was........................
paul said................................
2 Corinthians 6:9 "As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed;" And paul was a follower of jesus and jesus was also basically big on you tube. 
  You might think - I am a dork official. But I really actually believe these things.............I mean was paul not known, or was he known????????????????????????????????????????????????????
  Ya you could just be "known" at your church, or like your town, and that's like the same thing. But really I think jesus was more "known" then like "a town", if you sit and think about it he was basically a big time you tuber, so was paul. 
  But at any rate, in this more "recluse" society where most people are comfortable merely commenting on blogs and or you tube video's.................
Be out in your community especially if you are a christian - be known!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Like many churches I been to focus on like going to your next door neighbors as if you were jehovia witnesses or mormons and telling them about jesus (which if you got someone to go with you and you want to do that hey that's literally what the disciples did actually do in the bible
Mark 6:10-12 "And he said unto them, In what place soever ye enter into an house, there abide till ye depart from that place. And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear you, when ye depart thence, shake off the dust under your feet for a testimony against them. Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for Sodom and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city. And they went out, and preached that men should repent." ----------------- Ya I said I believe jehovah witnesses and mormons to be cults but here I am HONORING THEM! Totally am. They are doing something that jesus told disciples to do in the bible. 
  But I digress..........................if paul right did go "door to door" I definately don't believe that was alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll his "mode of operandi"............................he was sure to be "known"
   I don't myself view one tactic uhhhhhhhhhh more productive then the other, I think both tactics have a "place" 
  You'd near even think I am a mormon or a jehoviah witness, cause I for sure think having maybe 5-10 people in groups of 2 going to houses..........................I for sure not only think that is a good idea, that that is totally what jesus wants the body of christ to be doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #convinced
  But either way BE KNOWN - amen! 
 Be bold
the bible says..............................
Proverbs 28:1 "The wicked flee when no man pursueth: but the righteous are bold as a lion." -------- Last night Kathy Lee Gifford said something that I thought was so cool. She said even on the show she was on with Regis, she mentioned the bible etc. and that she believes jesus is her life and therefore..............just going to be mentioned etc. (I thought that was neato.............she wasn't meaning it in a preachy way, but I totally billions relate to Kathy Lee Gifford there ---------------- if just like randomly mentioning a bible verse I've totally done that before, not in a preach way at all). 
  If your mind is on the things of above, your speech should be at least some to Ephesians 2:3 "Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the children of wrath, even as others." 
   Anyways I thought it was cool, all that that Kathy Lee Gifford said, and she said she's super bold these days, cause she's nearing the end of her life -------- she seemed to discount her previous boldness, but I think she was bold before to. 
  But anways, maybe in the spirit of being bold as a lion. I uh added a actual intro to my you tube channel........................
  Doesn't much matter if I'm the last of the body of christ. You know what I'm saying right now. Cause jesus done said..........................................
Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all."
  I am sometimes insecure, but I'm mostly undaunted by my "dinkiness"
maybe even my dinkiness gives me boldness?
hmmmmmmmm?
Well if you need to be dinkier to get boldness it's pretty easy if you ask me
wear a lot of stupid makeup real bright colors
uhhh I'm about to wear doc martens again so that might help you
uhhhhh drive really annoying cars that make lots of race car noise
#life changer
😂hahahahahhahahahahahahahah
Jesus the real life changer...........................................
Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. Delaplain's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................




Monday, November 18, 2019

Kanye West giving props to and deffending Joel Osteen, this is why to honour all men, you don't know who's going to defend you someday and honour you?...................

Cutest polka dotted goat 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..........
Kanye West giving props to and deffending Joel Osteen, this is why to honour all men, you don't know who's going to defend you someday and honour you?...................

 Not only do I believe Kanye West is saved, I believe god is using Him immensely...............I'm glad about that!
  If you demonize people out there........................that's horrible for #1 and I've seen people try and demonize Kanye West (horrible things I have seen on you tube and the internet).  Christianity shouldn't ever EVER be a club only for the perfect super fantastic looking "saintly enough" people.
  Honest I believe in my life and in Kanye West's life
God let us both "screw up" several times
SO THAT GOD COULD SHOW UP IN OUR LIVES!
And show people the power of God!
(I'm not saying what I want to say that well, but I'm tryin)
1 Corinthians 1:27-29 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are: That no flesh should glory in his presence." I believe me and Kanye West are exibit A and exhibit B of exactly the type of people god chooses............................not due to any fantasticness me or kanye did..........................................But so that to God be all the glory, honour and praise -------- well HE'S GOD GOD IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Am I god
are you go
no neither one of us is god
so who should the glory and honour go to us or God???????????
God is the correct answer!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."

 "Hey I've got to dance yeah!
Oh the nasty things that people say
But I'm gonna make it anyway,
Dance yeah!
Got canned heat in my heels tonight baby"
Save the children definately appears to be a charity helping the starving kids of gaza................
https://www.savethechildren.org/


Saturday, November 16, 2019

I know I'm supposed to deem lucifer my big time enemy, but I went to a church for many years that preached much Romans 16:20 "And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen.".....................

prettiest colored goat ever.............................💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
I know I'm supposed to deem lucifer my big time enemy, but I went to a church for many years that preached much Romans 16:20 "And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen."
  The one of three churches I go to, the one I went to today. Talked about satan's tactics. And how he is all believers enemies was I do believe a part of the sermon material if only implied. I'm supposed to be like many christians out there,
waging a war against satan so bad
or so I imagine.
  The sermon the rabbi today gave was great, I'm just not sweating my "enemy" and I use that in quotes.....................I loathe the word enemy. To me that word so often is used to denote some lack of love for someone.
Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."
  "Sheri we don't want to love satan, we to much holy church goers to holy for that" ------------ Luke 6:35
  I've went on and on and on honouring lucifer, satan, on my blog, honouring him which he is of "all men" 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." How he is often a help to me, and not a uhhhhhhhhhhhh unhelp. THAT IS THE TRUTH!
  Take today for instance.....................................while I was listening to the sermon the rabbi was preaching - a good sermon - the whole time I'm the one person in the synangogue totally not considering satan my enemy. I did a bit boast in my mind...........for a moment, then satan rebuked me basically, 
ya I'd be "pegged up on his radar" bit chatty 
  I thought to myself at church today........................."enemy my butt, I gonna dinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnne at banquet table have big ol' feast with my enemies"
swear lucifer hearing that......................cause I'm on the "fuzz's radar" ----- and he said "eat shit" ------- the devil has a cussing problem - either that or he knew if he didn't use very strong language he wouldn't get through to me? 

Psalm 23:4-6 

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. (I'm mega zealous about that bit of the bible)
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
  And then I explained though to satan, that I have spent my whole childhood nearly watching copious amounts of wrestling.........I'm naturally a "big talker" like that what the young kids call a hype beast......but I get it. 
  I do get it. - Satan wants me to stay humble. 
  And I realize there are fellow christians that will read this and be like "sheri that is your enemy Tim"
your enemy

whatever.................................still the bible is true
via GIPHY
   I get potentially wanting to buffet me bad, to get me sweating satan/lucifer my supposed so big time enemy. I get that though.
 I just have like a total different mentality these days. And satan/lucifer has helped me out so much in the past, even today, I didn't enjoy what he said to me today...............................but I know his intent was indeed to wipe the boast right out of my brains.
  I am lucky, that's it, lucky.
yep
  It is better I not walk around all cocky, thinking to myself I'm such the mack etc. ------------- lucky that's it.
Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." - time and chance that's it, I'm lucky. 
  But also you know how you spend your time, matters, that's key..................................spend your time in god's word I recommend so that time happens to you good Isaiah 55:11 "So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it."
  Have a great day!
LOVE 
ps.........tithed today for the month. But it's keeping the sabbath that I've most noticed the "impact" thus far (though I did tithe quite a bit my wages from the job I had before my realistate job and my realistate job is almost paying 10 times more then my previous job.....................so tithing I know it works) 
  But keeping the sabbath your supposed to "delight" yourself in the lord..................the rabbi brought the torah um scroll around for people to kiss their hands and then touch it. Usually I'll kiss my hand and a touch it with some love some respect.................
today all that was amped up so much ------- I SHOCKED MYSELF
it's gotta be all this keeping of the sabbath I've been doing that's all I can recogn 

Isaiah 58:12-14 

12 And they that shall be of thee shall build the old waste places: thou shalt raise up the foundations of many generations; and thou shalt be called, The repairer of the breach, The restorer of paths to dwell in.
13 If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:
14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.
My lucky blessed self is ending this blog post now. 
Shabbat Shalom
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Thursday, November 14, 2019

I get tired of having to fight all the time to be treated == to what I'm actually worth. To be valued === to what I am actually worth. But I'm going to have to just accept this, cause this world isn't full of a bunch of loving christians is it?


So I tried to submit photo's 5 them to be exact to shutterstock all were rejected, I think I'll include the rejects for this post................it's not shutterstocks fault.   Turns out a robot views the photo's to begin with and you don't even get people viewing your photo's until one photo actually get's approved into shutterstock.
 I'm not giving up
if I gots to buy a better camera - hint to brian.....................................🎄🎅
  I went on a athon in a e-mail this morning, so frustrated, even though I know it was a robot that denied my photo's..............so convinced I am absolutely comprable to the best in the entire world when it comes to lensball photography.
  And it ain't even me braggin..............cause I got a college degree in art. I took tons and tons and tons of photography classes in my past, I learned. I NEED A BETTER CAMERA THAT'S MY CURRENT ISSUE. Ain't my photography skills.
  I was frustrated vocalized my feeling real well in e-mail this morning, it's not the shutterstocks fault, their robot brought up pre-existing frustration I have had with basically earth............................
㈯㊏🌍🌎🌏㈯㊏
ya I add the Jesus cross cause all earth nearly is christian or at the very least they allllllllll saints
they allllllllllllllllll out there you ask em
"hey you a saint"?????????
they gonna say something pious pry like "I believe I am a good person, I do many good deeds" -- SAINTS COMMON
YOUR A SAINT
OH YOU READING THIS: SAINT I KNOW IT, YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME I ALREADY KNOW IT
   I get tired of having to fight all the time to be treated == to what I'm actually worth. To be valued === to what I am actually worth. But I'm going to have to just accept this, cause this world isn't full of a bunch of loving christians is it?
NO THIS WORLD IS NOT FULL OF A BUNCH OF LOVING CHRISTIANS, IT IS FULL OF..................

Galatians 5:18-20 

18 But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law.
19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,
20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,
 Only a remnant shall be saved Romans 9:27 "Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:" If you not a jew, your "grafted in" well as being a graftedinian you are then counted as part of "the number of the children of Israel" ---------------- but even if that is as "the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved" ----------- the rest is definitely
definitely
definitely
most em
not following me on instagram
oh they ain't (I relate to childish gambino, when he sings about how american's owe him some followers on instagram...................
 Christian country so christian where everybody be's loving everybody well then how many followers on instagram should each person actually have then if that is the real case???????????????
I'm not saying that should be uhhhhhhhh I don't know how many people are in america???????????? Uh 50 million followers, but like if I am loved right
and this country everyone christian - loving
math === like a few 1000 anyways...........that's pry the real bottom tier even if I totally trashed my instagram bad
but reality........................195 followers at the moment
I tryin to say something right now
in this country where everyone is supposedly "christian"
gonna get my money

I tell you all if you done still judging me over wanting to have money
look
god wants us to be zealous and on fire
well to be successful is a zeal
it is a real zeal
and you know what you can't donate to many charities etc
IF YOU DON'T GOT MUCH MONEY!
That robot on shutterstock is real picky cause I think this photo is niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice
like print it out poster size and hang it on my wall nice.
I'm also very fond of this photo.
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Tuesday, November 12, 2019

The seriousness of gossip needs to be understood Proverbs 11:9 "An hypocrite with his mouth destroyeth his neighbour: but through knowledge shall the just be delivered." a hypocrite destroys his neighbor with words DESTROYS THEM...............but it's not worth it....................the gain I think people think they get via gossip isn't real...................

Update 8/4/2025 went to the united methodist churches (our current church - we ain't church hopping) potluck. That's why we parked in different spot in the parking lot. I was very careful to try and eat mostly healthy and not to much food either............I didn't just heap shiz on my plate "old me would've just heaped shiz on my plate...............
The seriousness of gossip needs to be understood Proverbs 11:9 "An hypocrite with his mouth destroyeth his neighbour: but through knowledge shall the just be delivered." a hypocrite destroys his neighbor with words DESTROYS THEM...............but it's not worth it....................the gain I think people think they get via gossip isn't real...................
Galatians 5:18-20 "But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law. Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,"
  Some people can't help themselves that's them "winning" in their minds.
  If they literally believed that wasn't them "winning" they wouldn't do those things anymore would they??????????????????????????????????????????
   But they e-mail a tasty morsel of gossip.............they believe they are really getting ahead, or you tube some smack talk of somebody they think they are getting the view and getting ahead do they not???????????????????
or practice some witch craft
love for the witches though

There's been days I felt trapped,  cause there is scandalous things going on around me allllllllllllllll the time, that I could gossip about.
  And sometimes you get thinking - well what if I don't gossip will I even have anything to say then...................................times I don't deem my life exciting at all.

But maybe for most of us - WE WOULD.

Still a bible to talk about ain't there?????????????

Still all men to honour isn't there???????????????
1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."
   I include pictures of my family room remodel how it's going....................
got a cool goth looking solid super heavy wood entertainment center 😀 it's going to store stuff.
As you can see our new family room is a small room (it was my computer room so) tv is about to be installed on the bookshelf. Once all the boxes and junk is put into the currently empty entertainment center, it's going to be a nice little family room 😀 going to lord willing fix my coo coo clock and put that next to the entertainment center and that'll look real good in my goth family room 👍

Got this desk at a thriftstore, and it does fit in my bedroom...............and all this remodeling was just in time cause my oldest daughter is having a bunch of friends over this week probably.
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