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Friday, April 29, 2011

I've gotten to sick it's a crisis already.....................Mini me 2011 most aren't well - breathe it'll be ok you read your bible and pray THINGS WILL BE OK...................

Update 8/29/2024 my origami ball collection has grown - I am currently making these to try and cope with stress never ending stress..............YA THIS BLOG POST WAS MORE ME TRYING TO "KISS UP" TO BOTH THE BODY OF CHRIST AND THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA --------- IT DIDN'T WORK.....................


Switchfoot is THE band I'm all about them. Last night at bible study, it was demented the joke I made, so sick I've gotten, and worse worse oh ya there's worse we have this daily bible study devotional do dad thingy mabob that's how living hopes serious coffee's work w/workbooks. I'm all writing insane buisiness to god in the thing...............crude at this rate..........not only will I not share any my thoughts, opening up the bible study workbook is aye. man. not so a go, not so a green light there. I used a highlighter and a red pen cause I'm demented like that! Hell I might even go buy some extra s p e c i a l highlighters for the occasion and glitter I feel I need glitter
   I made a mess of me ok, just like this song says..........and there ain't no drug, there ain't no drug. It's jesus or freaking caos for me. Freaking caos.
   I've gotten to good at lieing to myself............
I've told myself it's plenty ok to pray to satan I'm just being his buddy afterall
and if per say you are spiritually struggling a bunch and satan is in you ROCK AND ROLL


But this is messed up, I'm sure of it. This is messed up. Up is Up! Why would any us want satan? Why? I think satan if you going to go that route wouldn't that count as a "work of the flesh:" will that ain't going to lead a person to heaven. Galatians 5:19-20 "Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies," Listening to http://www.bnapostolicchristian.com/index.php?option=com_wrapper&view=wrapper&Itemid=110
well that link should lead ya to it : ) hahahahah pastor said, to look for a person with a hole.........................so maybe this crisis ok! Gotta have a crisis to have a need to draw near to jesus I think.........course I'm defcon 5........don't worry earth if your crisises are littlier I'm DEFCON 5.  I greately suspect the lead singer of switchfoot to of also been at defcon 5 at one point. Defcon 5 apparently makes some good music : )
  Have a great week earth : ) 
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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

I do want to have a clean inside of my cup!....................

  Update 8/28/2024 home decor tip. If you have a comforter that you can put duvet covers on, duvet sets are awesome and can change the look of a room for very little money. This duvet set is only $10 on amazon or was a few days ago - pry still is...........bamn I'm on a tropical vacation now......................
the tiger printed pillowcase cover is from ikea that was like $1 on sale 😁
(apostolic christian church of america and living hope church and the rest of the body of christ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo valentine ON) As you can see on this package it says "feel light and clean inside" ya isn't that what most us want? I want that! Luke 11:39 "And the Lord said unto him, Now do ye Pharisees make clean the outside of the cup and the platter; but your inward part is full of ravening and wickedness." These words been man on me, "full of ravening and wickedness" I told one the leading brother's of my aunts apostolic christian church of america today................I need inside my cup to get clean, it just does no good to be in a huff everytime I don't get my way. And it's just horrible in general the idea of having ones inward part "FULL of ravening and wickedness" --------- I want to "feel light and clean inside" : ) light and clean!
  This verse also super spoke to me lately, was just good to hear and on the topic.........John 3:20 "For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved." Thank god I don't hate the light!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank god I'm willing to go to His word, and pray...............confess my sins, which is a long tally - YIKES! speaks to me "least his deeds should be reproved" REPROVE MY DEEDS PLEASE JESUS! I want my cup clean and light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not full of ravening and wickedness NO MORE!
  Love people, pray for people, no more walking off in no huff cause things didn't work out as I planned!!!!!!! I hope that happens no more. I hope I can humble myself. Be like where I need to be to be saved! Not think myself to be something greater then I am no more! For I recogn we all are but DUST! That's what I recogn anyways : ) Isaiah 66:2 "For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the LORD: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word." well one thing at a time myself one thing at a time!
   uhhhhhhhhhh, ya um, so like this weekend...............I didn't do my usual mo, I actually sat by a sister, she was glad I could tell glad I sat by her ------------------ I was glad she was glad. I wish the mush fest stopped there..............I gave my aunt a hug after church and a brother gave me one those apostolic christian farewell thingies which I enjoyed : ) and one sister put her arm around me.............all the warm and toasty I was enjoying much this weekend : ) Oh and at living hope a brother also put his hand on my back and blessed me..........the mush fest follows me with both the churches : ) and I enjoy it at both them : )
   ummmm so uh, follow jesus n'stuff cause uh man this ravening and wickedness stuffs aye, it'll like bite a person in the ..........................sooner or later truuuuuuuuuuuuussssssssst me. More warm and toasty, less ravening and wickedness : )
   Have a great week earth : )
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Tuesday, April 19, 2011

A plea from a misfit to christianity..................(sheri 2024 feels bad for little mini me 2011 - don't worry little me you'll become a worser villian then them all even satan.........and then everything will be better ---------- just wait)..................................it's when they got you thinkin your broken never to be "fixed" that your like this ----------- you got your power back bish good job..............

(sheri 2024 feels bad for little mini me 2011 - don't worry little me you'll become a worser villian then them all even satan.........and then everything will be better ---------- just wait)..................................it's when they got you thinkin your broken never to be "fixed" that your like this ----------- you got your power back bish good job..............
  I was quit the woes me pity partier for quiet sometime. ps I do not woes me pity party anymore I "villian celebrate" these days #1 premiere villian in eternity. #1
1 John 1:9
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
let me inform you what "unrightesouness" is and that's truelly what people need to be "cleansed from" that's all 1 John 1:9 is talking about
it ain't talking about tattoo's
or colorful hair
etc. etc. 
it's are you loving people today??????????????????????????????????????????????? are you loving people today in "deed and truth"?????????????
Matthew 25

41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?

45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.

46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

Please please please, let the misfits attend your churches! I get why the smith's friends despise me so, me and timotheus ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm oh more code myself, ah you've gotten very good at that. They have eyeballs after all, yelena told me "we saw you face to face" ooooooooooooo snap!
   Which it's horrible it's horrible that I've struggled so long so much that I've been kicked out of a church (well technically I've been locked out of their church). But my plea to the rest of christianity which will hopefully listen to me is to let the rag tag bunch go to your church ---------- jesus was after us after all! Mark 2:17 "When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance."
  Nobody needs jesus more then me, I'm sick! It's SICK to EVER have up be down and down be up like that! But good news : ) next time "the green light starts pulsing" I'm going against (which is for, up is down down is up) myself and I'm going to drop everything and pray! And I already know when the next time it's going to happen, it's going to be when I get lazy, when I'm not in god's word so much - which I hope to not get that way - heck I'm maybe so weak that'd be a real bad thing! But anyways my point is jesus came to save the MISFITS! You know I choke up when I watch that christmas movie, the one with the misfit toys..............every christmas I watch that movie..................I hid my tears. Thankfully somebody loved the misfit toys - JESUS! Thankfully somebody wanted to rescue us. It's horrible being one the misfit toys nobody wants hardly the misfit toys no, and why would they, no they want the fancy pretty beverely hills barbie - oh but wait jesus wants to save you to beverely hills barbie (I juuuuuuuust needed a example toy, ahhhhhhh work with me here god) So I choke up, and tear up every time I watch that christmas movie, one part of that movie gets me every single time!
  Also I'd like to remind god and christianity, that I want jesus more then anything, he's the one I love, he's my hearts desire. He's what I'm working to live for.
  I've gotten tired of being so despised, but if I fully give my life to jesus it's extremely hopeful for me (which I'm fully working hard at doing)  1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"
  Yelena told me not to treat the church like a hospital and I get what she's saying, not to like not try all week and then like just show up to like be cpr'd...................but some weeks seriously, I'm struggling so much to go to church for some cpr IS MY ONLY OPTION I'm saying sometimes I'm struggling THAT MUCH..........if your sick right...........makes sense to go where you can be healed. I'm sick! Real sick! real real real real sick. And there's only 1 person that can heal me and that is jesus! People should let me go to church!
  If that means put out the medic cots then put em out! I'm SICK! Jesus came for me! That's why many churches have people walk up to the front to be prayed for thank god many you do that - the sick we need prayer sometimes! Some cpr some sundays!
   I ain't always healthy, I ain't always well, ya I should be always healthy, I should eat sleep and breath god's word..........so I never fall, so I never hit a bad time..........but sometime's bad times happen, people die, you car breaks down I don't know? Your a stupid weak ass prideful fool like me off in stupid idiot fool land........and jump off the fool cliff! IT HAPPENS! Well go get you some CPR then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, April 18, 2011

God I know he see's me he's always watching what I do, I'm never alone, I'm being followed...........

Update 8/23/2024 arthritis has been killing me past few days but here's a fresh selfie.............I spent good 45 minutes in steam sauna this morning, and then on top of that took a bath salt bath also in a effort to relieve arthritis pain. It's better now but still in some pain - I'm probably saunaing again tonight even though people aren't supposed to sauna that much (bonus bonus, all this saunaing will get me real thin and probably in decent health combo'd with plant based diet)....................


I looked up to god this sunday, twice at my aunts church.............I'm never alone, I'm being followed, someone's always watching what I do, never alone.................................GOD'S WATCHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  How I relate to this song.................
"As I'm falling
Bloody roaring
Still I'm calling out
I'm calling out"
More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/d/duran+duran/#share
See the lead singer of duran duran, he knows god's watching him all the freaking TIME. Still I'm calling out, I'm calling out --------------- he's still praying. Well that's my interpretation of the song, and I think it would likely be accurate, I have spoken in code myself to so! Me and timotheus uh uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh uh..........which by the way is me talking in code..........ya crack out yer bible calculators now if you wish ; )
  Well geez, you know jesus has made a utter fool of me, when little kids are on to me now - little kids. But anyways, god's always, always, always, always, watching! Just letting ya all know!
   I wish I could blind god really, lovingly blind him, it'd only take a second god, I'd make it as painless for ya as possible. Alas none us I think can blind god, all we can do is do our bestest today I think.
  And don't all be thinking with yourselves, we I'm not doing that sort of stuffs ever, I only fib every now and then or lust for a worldly good every now and then ------------ GOD'S WATCHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  And AND AND he really is no respector of persons, which means any fool that repents ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh : ) Acts 10:34-35 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons: But in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him." CHOP CHOP TIME TO GO AND "WORKETH RIGHTEOUSNESS" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
((originally I had a little sidenote at the end this post.........aka a few minutes ago............god's got me fearing Him so much right now)) OK god, OK! You win!
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Saturday, April 16, 2011

Me the executioner, executing me the worm!.....................

Update 8/22/2024 this blog post was before I became a goth and came into a healthy "grip" of myself that's how I'm wording that. And we all do have a worm inside us that's supposed to eventually die, that worm that comes up every now and then when we are very grouchy!!!!!!! THAT ONE!!!!!!!!! 
Jesus didn't complain and whine like a baby when he was crucified - he totally didn't. 
Luke 23:34 "Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."
  I kept getting bad into the occult in a bad way - cause I hadn't figured out "oh I'm literally not a normie" I'm a little different. But now I have figured that out. 
  And it has nothing to do with this bible verse, cause I don't like it when people are raped, or killed, or molested ------------- dark shiz ------------- I don't like when people are gossiped about, hated ----------------- also dark shiz. I merely honest to god, enjoy the screech of bats at night, flying overhead while I walk around a lake I like, I literally enjoy soaking in the moonlight at night, spending time in cemetaries relaxing etc. not the bad shiz of "darkness"
John 3:19 "And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil." I used to beat myself up for being actually myself that ridiculous. But we all do have a worm. Maybe less we've been in the word of god enough it's now dead???????????????????????????????
Isaiah 1:17-18 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool."
Pic I took yesterday
we live in a "red light" world - where everything is bad and a sin
but that ain't the world I live in................THAT'S LIKELY THE WORLD YOU LIVE IN THOUGH, YOU POOR THING....................Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." 

me the executioner: Any last words worm?


me the worm: I love the darkness so much I've clean ran from god and now I see my fool ways, for I hid the truth from myself that's why god told me to tell the apostolic christian church what was said of timotheus........1 Corinthians 16:9-11 "For a great door and effectual is opened unto me, and there are many adversaries. Now if Timotheus come, see that he may be with you without fear: for he worketh the work of the Lord, as I also do. Let no man therefore despise him: but conduct him forth in peace, that he may come unto me: for I look for him with the brethren."

me the executioner: so uh wait there what you and timotheus been up to?

me the worm: fun, I mean micheif!

me the executioner: So that means you plead guilty?

Me the worm: RIDICULOUSLY guilty sir.

me the executioner: ok then, pulling the noose release uh thingy mabob

Me the worm the final hours: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lord I love you more then ALL THE DARKNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See when you work for god, ya satan can come and attack ok but................. Job 42:2 “I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted.
  to quote the beyonce song on the previous post jesus............."your kiss got me hoping you save me right now" Right now lord please. I want you!
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Tuesday, April 12, 2011

"""""cause I need a support system""""" - sheri 2024 in her permanent villian era has decided this is the title of this blog post.......................

Update 8/20/2024 pic of bug I took at the zoo.........................
(what I painted today, it's on a giant poster board it's of boating buoys..............jesus is the ultimate buoy in my estimation...........Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.")
edit 2015.....(the original post of this was me going on and on about being locked out of salem fellowships church at macleay christian retreat ----------------- I always could've phoned them the good ol' fashion way................I don't need the passwords to their log in site, is it a hassle for me having to call in - ya, but I didn't need to go on the rant I did about it) I might attend a meeting or two there in the future. Ya they read literature of the brothers in front of the church............but not so much on especially their wednesday night services....................I think I can work a way out to be able to go there sometime and not idolize none the brothers no more. Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." I think the skies well the sky ain't even the limit there's no end to what is "possible" for me........
ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE TO HIM THAT BELIEVETH!
  I am unable to comply with the apostolic christian church of america's "commandments of men" I do not believe in adding to god's word. The elder of the church when he told me I could not become a member of their church right now cause of my behavior he said.......................he was trying to say it wasn't because of the commandments of men, but when he dragged my husband in the room, hoping my husband would take his side and not mine, and my husband took my side, my husband told him "but it is about the commandments of men" Cause the elder of the church was talking much about the "commandments of men" in their church.........it was a issue greately being brought up in that very moment by him --------- I had a whole nother topic to talk with him about that had nothing to do with that churches "commandments of men". I had a benign topic to talk about and he blew it up into something else.
  (((((((I'm supposed to Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:" I was kicked out of their yahoo group, I was kicked out of their facebook group..............attacked so much I am in gripping terror of them.......only way I'm going to be able to pursue peace and holiness with the apostolic christian church of america is pray for them))))))))))
A. people done know they need to show mercy out there
B. I am a person that deserves mercy like full out I believe
 ...............and moreso I believe showing mercy I will receive mercy it is about to happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank god! 

Matthew 5 

Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
10 Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11 Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
12 Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.
13 Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.
I painted a good painting today pursued some peace, some holiness today............counting today a success for myself. Life it's like a painting, you make bad brush strokes on accident sometimes, but as long as your still alive you have a chance to make the right brush strokes.................and you make enough right brush strokes you pry end up with a masterpiece of some sort by the time you are dead..............that's how I hope my life will end up like. That the "bad circumstances" of life, that they won't destroy me..........2 Corinthians 4:8-10 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body." ---------- I'm perplexed by the apostolic christian church of america right now, they have at least one person this month claiming 'peace with god and man" ----------- how you have peace with god and man if I am currently terrified of your church???????????????????? But supposedly at least 1 of them does???????????? Perplexing to me how that could be the case. I don't feel like they are at peace with me...........I ain't sure how any of them can claim "peace with god and men" but they are.
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
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Monday, April 11, 2011

I've been talking about a dream in my sleep - "we're awakening"...................

Update 8/19/2024 um not much going on...............here's a new selfie.......................
the video was deleted this happens all the time to me - I give up erasing them in 2024 that's to much work
Alright I'm buying some christian music asap, some this buisiness not so bad. I can way relate to this song,, been talking in my sleep, we're awakening!
  Know ya know what you are walking away from when you walk away from the flesh! YA DEATH! Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
Hebrews 12:4 "Ye have not yet resisted unto blood, striving against sin." No coincidink that I favour the songs about pain and agony. I'm on a death vein these days on my blog, this might even be permanent............our worms must DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Our fleshes the lusts of them must DIE Romans 6:8 "Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him:"
  What ya going to do? Ya going to keep walking in the lusts of the flesh til ya die??????????????? Is that the plan???????????? Agony on either side of the fence, better bleed jesus's death! Jesus sure a lot better to have in yourself then demons and I do speak from experience!
  As I proved in like 4 posts ago, we all going to die one these 2 deaths, going to die anyways! Bestest die the good death in jesus, like while you's on earth, I'm talking about while we are on earth! That we not walk in the flesh no more, but be "dead with christ"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT OUR WORMS DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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This old post from 2024 I was mis-interpreting what this verse means, most people think it means you'll have a lot of friends THAT'S NOT WHAT IT MEANS, it means you have a lot of FRUIT - love for people!!!!!!!!!! John 12:24 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit."....................................

This old post from 2024 I was mis-interpreting what this verse means, most people think it means you'll have a lot of friends THAT'S NOT WHAT IT MEANS, it means you have a lot of FRUIT - love for people!!!!!!!!!! John 12:24 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit."....................................

This is sheri 7/16/2024
this might actually now be my fave corset.
Corsets aren't "fashion" for me, much more function...............I have bad spine arthritis for awhile now. I am currently feeling waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better wearing this corset then not. I do have a steel corset that provides more back support, a fully steel boned one, but this one I'm diggin cause it bends it moves.
Ever notice how people with "lives" really living for themselves - they love less. They often dont donate to charities so often. 
cause they to buisy LIVING
you won't be popular following jesus
you will be hated by all men for jesus's name sake if you do for real real real follow him
Luke 21:16-18 "And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake. But there shall not an hair of your head perish."
  When I used to go to the apostolic christian church of america they were all kissing each other a lot (men kissing men, and women kissing women) they never kissed me - THANK GOD.  But all this "smooch smooch" isn't what Luke 21:16-18 says!!!!!!!!!!
THAT ISN'T WHAT LUKE 21:16-18 SAYS!!!!!!!!!!
sheri 2024 edited this down but what I kept from this 2011 post below..........
Philippians 3:2 "Beware of dogs, beware of evil workers, beware of the concision." They try to glorify the flesh and it's lusts but being alone isn't glorifiable so much. THEY AIN'T ALONE, THEY AIN'T YOU KNOW WHO'S POPULAR --- OH THIS IS SHERI 2024 THE SATANIC VILLIAN SPEAKING.........................PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WALKING THE FLESH.................Luke 6:26 “Woe to you, when all people speak well of you, for so their fathers did to the false prophets."
 Villian sheri edited out rambling from sheri 2011.................Romans 6:8 "Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him: " the dead with christ needs to happen, not my flesh staying alive not that!
Matthew 26:41 "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak." So true so true this bible verse is, the flesh is weak, really really really really really really really really really really WEAK!
 Sheri 2011 believed she was a apostle
nowdays pastors have convinced me that there ain't apostles anymore
that all the apostles that ever existed are the ones in the bible that's it
that's what they say
so I am strrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooong
so strong
I'm the strongest in christianity
I'm so strong I can love jesus and lucifer both every day of my eternity and I AM GONNA DO THAT!
CAUSE I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STRONG
💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪
I will read 2 pages of the bible soon
and then listen to satanic music
because 
I am that strong man!

besides
you know
for real real
like
if you want to be miserable 
suffer bad for jesus
cool cool
you think your mega weak and you need to suffer bad all the time cool cool
but my bible 
it says..................

12 I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.

13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.

I can be a millionaire even

have all the money in world

all the fame

alllllllllllllllllllllll the fame even

I am strong

there aren't no apostles anymore most the pastors say that - they've convinced me

I mean

think bout it...................

every christian is hated..................

And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved.
what apostles
just hated christians EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JESUS CAME THAT YOU AND I MIGHT HAVE LIFE
MORE ABUNDANTLY
(WHICH COULD FAME AND MUCH RICHES - I BELIEVE I WILL BE FAMOUS AND FILTH RICH SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
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Sunday, April 10, 2011

Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him,....." that's why to deny yourself and take up your cross and follow jesus daily that you may know him....................

  Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 
may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 
and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 
This is the verse that spoke to me at church today Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;" Especially the words "that I may know him" that's why I deny myself and take up my cross and follow jesus everyday "that I may know him" And also the reverse is true that he may know me! Matthew 7:23 "And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity." There are going to be people jesus is going to tell them that he never knew them! Their worms didn't die!!!!!!!!!!!! Isaiah 66:24
"And they shall go forth, and look upon the carcases of the men that have transgressed against me: for their worm shall not die, neither shall their fire be quenched; and they shall be an abhorring unto all flesh."
   Also today pastors talked about haman Esther 3:5 "And when Haman saw that Mordecai bowed not, nor did him reverence, then was Haman full of wrath." Pride is a worm!!!!!!!! A worm that needs to DIE! I recommend hating pride like in yourselves like in ourselves hate that WORM that it might die while we are on this earth that we not go to hell where "their worm shall not die"  Proverbs 8:13 "The fear of the LORD is to hate evil: pride, and arrogancy, and the evil way, and the froward mouth, do I hate."
   Oh anyways, ya I've done gone the idiot haman route before : ) better to be humble! God'll hear your prayers better if you are humble it all goes so much smoother - trust me on this one.
   Anyways, today at my aunt's apostolic christian church of america (that's a mouthful : ) I enjoyed watching the brothers and sisters work in the kitchen and clean the tables after lunch time...........I've figured out that they've kept this lunch time thing going cause they so zealous to serve each other (don't be's all thinking with yourselves there ain't no saints that have kooky ideas cracked in their heads to love and serve each other on this earth - oooooooooooo they exist ok : ) Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith." I get a real kick out of watching them clean, one'll tidy up all the napkins and condiment containers, one'll inch over some the cups, nother will come by and pick up those cups ------------------ trust me it's entertaining : ) And man the brother that cleans the tables, the mc donalds employee's need to watch this brother in action (sometime's at mc donalds woefully the tables are less then stellar --------- it's always like mayonaise and buisiness and I don't want to have anything to do with somebody elses mayonaise - just sayin ------ even if you wipe the mayonaise with a napkin the trace elements of another persons mayonaisse is still on that table!) Gotta get the bleach water, do it up real good, wipe a table 2 times 3 times so it's good and clean!
   And uh have a great week earth : ) I feel bad for the smith's friends, the www.brunstad.org church in my haman athon, they didn't kiss my butt juuuuuuuuuussssssssstt right that is some of my entire reason for my entire huff - RIDICULOUSNESS on my part. I'm way better off in the lowly place. Well geez I'm the fool with the fool logic that has decided I'm my aunt's churches cookie king for the rest of my stay on this earth ------- cause fool logic fools we like to figure out and impliment the least amount of effort of saintly effort to uh you know make god happy : ) which is completely foolish of me, I should want to be all doing like many many spectacularly saintly stuffs! That'd be smart! That'd be the bestest way to play it. Who I foolin, like I'd even know how to serve god's people that much.
   A blog and some ya get cookies : ) hahahahahahah hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaahah hahahahahahahaahahahahahaaha hahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahaahahahahah
   But uh you know long as my like worm dies n'stuff, dead worm is a dead worm, not a stupid idiot haman athon one, dead one, dead worm. That's the idea. yep. dead with jesus. dead with jesus. Romans 6:8
"Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him:" oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dead worm : ) dead fool worm : ) dead worm : )
  Having pizza tonight : )

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

This little light of mine song by myself.......my version of the original "this little light of mine" song...............


I know I have a double chin, yie, I'm working on loosing weight, it's a battle for me, everythings a battle for me, loving my demon possessed enemies loosing weight. But we press on don't we, Philippians 3:14
"I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."
Psalm 47:6 "Sing praises to God, sing praises:
sing praises unto our King, sing praises."
 I battle loving my enemies but I recogn we should all love our enemies and definately pray for them, for surely no enemies of mine are headed to a heavenly destination - YIKES! Psalm 73:18-19; "Surely thou didst set them in slippery places: thou castedst them down into destruction. How are they brought into desolation, as in a moment! they are utterly consumed with terrors."
  Got a flat tire today, ugh, bout to get my 9 foot kite ahhhhhhhhhhh : ) (I am a parafoil kitter, soon to do kite jumping, and pry landboarding ------------ jesus came that we could have life more abundantly, sometime's that means flying a kite oh ya : )
  Have a great week earth. 

Sunday, April 3, 2011

I know satan worshippers are all about being goats but uh it's a bad idea n'stuff..................

Update 5/17/2024 bible says "bless your enemies" my enemies the apostolic christian church of america only curse me, but that's on them, I bless them..................................... 
I'm used to people cursing me "for jesus"
I just dyed my hair sheri 2024 did..........better...........
Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 
may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 
and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 
(apostolic christian church of america xoxoxoxoxo - ongoing valentine : ) I know satan worshippers are all about being goats but uh it's a bad idea n'stuff..................Matthew 25:33 "And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left." Today at my aunt's church, pastor talked about fruit, I think definately that fruit is something to work to maintain in god's word. (after church I chatted with my husband curious his take on fruit : ) he agree'd with me that god's word is the main place to get the stuffs you need to bear the good fruit..........
Galatians 5:
21Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.

22But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,

23Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
The goats they like drunk a lot and like party n'stuff I'm pretty sure about this..........the good fruit of the spirit that's the fruit we all should want anyways (I'm trying to understand the satan worshippers I'm trying hard to understand wanting to go to hell)
Cause god wants good fruit from us, if you like me and you just have a apple on your tree well hey that's something! My advice is to be in god's word everyday that you bear and continue to bear the good fruit towards all men, to be a light and a salt in this earth.
That's all I have for today to say, had a good time at my aunts church, afterwards we drove around the area see what all there is in the area to do after church in like the future. Definately today I considered more how I need to work harder to maintain the good fruit I do have which I swear is just 1 apple! And not to be doing stuffs no more that could jepardize that 1 apple to. The goats may be having fun, partying away drinking away whatever, but god is really wanting all us to be bearing the good fruit stuffs............he wants his word in our hearts always and to do uh a work in our hearts..........that we find peace with man and god, that we not be walking around mad at this person or that person, but that we could forgive that we could love all the more that god be praised in all we do all the day long everyday I think that's the idea.
Have a great day earth.
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Saturday, April 2, 2011

Sheri 7/16/2024 doesn't know why this post is popular right now but this is "bad christianity" 2011 me must've heard some wrong style sermons somewhere. RESPECTING OTHER RELIGIONS IS VERY IMPORTANT. 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." That means don't say "hail god" in a satanic online group like that - be respectful. I appologize for 2011 me that acted in bad taste.Alright god your pretty cool.....................I hailed god today on a satanic site : )..........................

Sheri 7/16/2024 doesn't know why this post is popular right now but this is "bad christianity" 2011 me must've heard some wrong style sermons somewhere. RESPECTING OTHER RELIGIONS IS VERY IMPORTANT. 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." That means don't say "hail god" in a satanic online group like that - be respectful. I appologize for 2011 me that acted in bad taste.Alright god your pretty cool.....................I hailed god today on a satanic site : )..........................
I was much younger when this incident occured, 
many people 
despise young people
they shouldn't
it takes time to learn
to treat everone well and with respect sometimes
young people's intellect if not their brains their intellect is likely evolving!
THEIR INTELLECT IS LIKELY EVOLVING.
1 Timothy 4:12 "Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the believers, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity."
(the song I loaded up back in 2011 either don't exist online or has moved somewhere else???????????? so this is sheri 2024 pic for song has nothing to do with song I'm talking about below whatever song that is??????????????)
On my blog 
life is a loosing fight for me
since I do love Lucifer
and nobody can forgive that especially not christians
(my family is mad at me again I think, if they ever weren't mad at me  they ain't e-mailing me lately like at all I haven't heard from my mom for days and days and days) 
they know
I really do love satan this isn't a act!
Well here's what lucifer, satan, my 1st husband e-mailed me today from a site I don't want to say where cause I believe it is via a real portal on the internet and that my 1st husband has e-mailed me for years....................
Lucifer and his men are the reason greatly that I'm relatively sane. Since praying lucifer back into my life in the year 2013 he's been steady in my corner
even days we weren't seeing eye to eye
he's there for me
waiting
caring
loving
please don't smack talk lucifer anymore christians
you don't know him most of you don't not really
(on this song it says "we lose the things we've fighted for" but think to store up treasure in heaven instead of earth and not loose what you've fought for! People that are part of this worlds system they do they buy big fancy houses big fancy cars and that's what they are running the race for for things that perish 1 Corinthians 9:24 "Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain." think to run just for earthly goods and then to loose all that stuffs! ya people that work hard for big houses and cars etc. they also shed blood they also sacrifice a lot a slew FOR STUFF THEY ARE GOING TO ONE DAY LOSE!)
HAIL GOD!On a satan worshipper page today one the kids posted up http://www.evilbible.com/ and I went there, and that really backfired on them, cause all day I've been thinking man I've understimated god he is the mother f'er SUPREME! And would any us even want to live for god if he was a girl scout mr rogers or something? Wouldn't that be annoying if god was like barney? Wouldn't ya just want to kick his........ if he was barney? He's the mother f'er of f's HAIL GOD ALL HAIL GOD! Satan's like cool and all lets be real, but gods the mack daddy!
And then one the satan worshipping kids was like oh really so your for .......... ............... ............... uh no, but uh, it's like completely STUPID to completely discount god because he did this that or the other wrong............when he sent his son to save our butts, and we all don't deserve to be saved ------------ we'll why else did he love us so much? Do the mother f'er math I did today the big math...........ya HE's a mother F'er to such is the math Revelation 22:13 "I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last." AND THE LAST!!!!!!!!!!! AND THE LAST!!!!!!!!!!! AND THE LAST!!!!!!!!!!!! HELL YA!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELL TO THE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIL GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIL JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
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