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Sunday, November 27, 2011

I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!! Ephesians 6:12....................


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I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!!  Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I wish we all could have a day off to party and do all the drugs we want - I really do! Trust me I really do! We in a war! There no day offs, satan don't rest satan don't nap..............1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:"
   I ain't been winning the war at all either lately.............the good news is now these days at least I can recognize when I'm kinda slipping back into the occult............I'm able to stop myself - via much going to church, much reading the word of god --------- it's a war we all in it!!!!!!!!!! I may be in the thick of things more then most, but we are all surely in this war "against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places" nobody not in this war!!!!!!! 
   I'm totally going to like living hopes living free pry this week, takes going to church 2-3 times a week for me anymore to stay in the light ------- it is what it is ------------- Ecclesiastes 2:13 "Then I saw that wisdom excelleth folly, as far as lightexcelleth darkness." I feel it's better to fight the war then just let the darkness sink in!!!!!!! My aunts church (apostolic christian church of america) man they know what to preach : ) they know they gotta remind me hell is real and often! 
   (can't just sit around and let the darkness all sink in!!!!!!!!!! there's a war to wage!!!!!!!!!!!!! god wants zeal he wants fire!!!!!!! He wants us to fight to be in the light (fight the good fight of faith)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - where there's peace...............John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.") 
  I'm not at all simple I'm pretty intensely complex but I like these verses can I claim them for myself anyways : ) cause I'd like to do that fully : ) Psalm 116:6-7 "The LORD preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the LORD hath dealt bountifully with thee." That's what sin'll do it'll bring you low..............and pain...................PAIN...............................Psalm 116:3-4 "The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul."
  ahhhhhhhhh god'll forgive ----------- don't sit in pain!!!!!!!!!!! PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And get to fighting the good fight of faith Psalm 116:9 "I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living." Where's the land of the living, ah ya it's walking before the LORD - we were once all dead Ephesians 2:1 "And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins;" DON'T BE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!! Be alive in christ Romans 6:11 "Likewise reckon ye also yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord."

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............


I love this band so much!
I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............finally getting it, oh that's what the bible means when it talks about jesus setting a person free (I've found it to be something that happens to you when you heed god's word for a bit)  John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be freeindeed." For the longest time I told myself I had all the power and all the control in the occult but it just wasn't the case, I was really bound to that stuffs!
  This is full out my verse for today : ) Titus 3:3 "For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another." I was once so bound to all that stuffs, for so long I've carried around so much hate, so much ick! Recently I've hit this point where I'm like WHOA you have became a cesspool inside..........I don't want to be filthy NO MORE getting clean, being being in gods word in the day being in the light where jesus blood can cleanse me I'm in love with this bible verse lately 1 John 1:7 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin." ARE YOU FILTHY TO OUT THERE??????????????????? You don't have to stay that way!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Instead of riding the top of the occult like I was, I've found it's better to be broken at the foot of the cross Matthew 21:44 "And whosoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken: but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder." where I can be healed set free by jesus
  There's 0 power here for me in this lowest of places, not such the power trip place, but I'm getting clean, it'll take awhile - I'm a little extra filthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally don't want to be involved in the occult no more, I think this time it's really really really for good, that god won, jesus won, I want them to win, I don't want to be filthy no more! Things have gotten way way way way to outta hand lately - I surrendor!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired of being completely filthy, I'm tired of being SICK.
 Isaiah 1:18 "Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." Lot of crimson god, lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot! I'm tired of the filth good and tired. Forking myself over to jesus! I'm yours jesus! 
   I don't want to do drugs, or the occult, or porn,  ------------ I'm done being filthy. DONE. I want to get clean and stay clean, and not be in agony not be bound no more. 

Friday, November 18, 2011

Was at like full out crisis point today - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................


Was at like full out crisis point today (domino effect happens with me, one bad thing, then another, and another and eventually I CRACK) - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................I went to bible study (my estimating with myself it'd help to "get my head together") god was in me so much tonight, He really knew I was big time having a crisis and was determined to reach out and touch me. People hugged me a lot tonight, and the lady running the whole thing rubbed my back which is a miracle cause there are 250+ women at this serious coffee bible study thing.
   Like everyone else in this world I worry about so much, I worry about what's going to happen with me, what's my future look like I worry about it.................knowing I'm that loved at living hope, that I'm that loved - my aunts church to loves me much I know they do...........makes a huge difference for me in my life. And especially that god showed up so big for me tonight.
   Really mind blowing how much god was with me tonight. He's really getting to me lately.............He's cracked in...................He's cracked into my heart. And I'm left wondering with myself - why did I ever sin in the 1st place? Why did I ever distance myself from god in the 1st place? This love HIS love is what I needed all along!
 ---------- I'm going to fess up to something, sometimes I sit and listen to other christians testify thinking to myself it all is so cheese. But man maybe I'm a cheese to god/jesus/holy spirit makes all the difference in the world for me --------------- anything could happen to me and I know long as I got god/jesus/holy spirit I's going to be ok. God showing up big for me tonight letting me know how much He loves me - it's all good! Let the cheese roll : ) it's holy cheese hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahaahahahah (sheri dang you have to much fun being a christian hahahahaahahahahahaaha)

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

I think repentance is supposed to be like permanent, like a continual state of being.................

'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
'Cause deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away 
Finished, passed final exam on my 1st module in medical billing and coding yesterday : ) today I'm on a study break : )
 At my other church living hope, my serious coffee bible study, pricilla shrier think that's her name she said, you like mourn a bit and then knock that off, all living hope is all all about that idea I guess but to me it just didn't hit me as the thing??????? (the rest of the bible study I ain't had no problem with, rest it been pretty good : ) Acts 26:20 "But shewed first unto them of Damascus, and at Jerusalem, and throughout all the coasts of Judaea, and then to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, and do works meet for repentance." it just hits me repentance as a continual state of being in, a present tense word - not stopping mourning the wrong you did........wouldn't that make a person then unrepentant if they stopped mourning the bad they did? And I think it's also important to never forget..........Revelation 2:5 "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent." this verse is talking about christians that have went out of repentance.........."except thou repent" 
 God's laid it on me that this is how I am to be, in repentance, doing works meet of that, if only 2-3 good works a month or week DO THOSE. Why I stay in jesus jail, cause I know I've grieved god a slew in the past, and have grieved myownself I was making myself miserable I was completely in torment torment is the word I'd use Ephesians 5:6 "Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience." I've decided I'd rather be in repentance, then in torment having the wrath of god upon me, it's not like when I do bad bad bad that I don't know oh ya god's pry not happy with me, also I know oh ya if I die today I'm going to hell - not the place to be.
 Psalm 51:16-17 "For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise"
The good news is jesus never forsake me Hebrews 13:5 "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." I went a real stupid road and then I repented (which was totally the right choice - don't stay on the stupid path, go repent) and there was jesus!!!!!!!!!!!! With sooooooooooooooooooo much love for me..........everytime he visits me............my heart oozes with love for him............he has such a heart for me, and so much abundant peace about him the peace I lack by myself!!!!!!!! The peace I NEED! Without jesus I'm a mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Malachi 4:2 "But unto you that fear my name shall the Sun of righteousness arise with healing in his wings; and ye shall go forth, and grow up as calves of the stall." I have found healing in jesus's wings (I not sure what the "grow up as calves of the stall means" god sure likes to use the animal anologies in the bible!) This off topic, but god spoke to me audibly one day (I was in the shower singing a britney spears song having a great time and all the sudden the holy spirit filled the room THICK I knew god was super near, and He told me "come out of her my people" Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues." the worlds system of living laviously buying much goods ------------ I jumped out the shower flew out almost killed myself turning off that radio here I was god caught me sitting having a super fab time singing britney spears of all things I was sure I was about to be struck dead by lightning)
 Revelation 18:7 "How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow." ALL YOU OUT THERE IN THE WORLD MAYBE GOING TO CHURCH MAYBE NOT GET OUT THE WORLDS SYSTEM "COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE" do like me (refer to 2 blog posts down hahahahah frequent rite aid and walgreens hahahahahahahahahahahah ROCK N ROLL)
Revelation 18:15 "The merchants of these things, which were made rich by her, shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing," Someday jesus will return and all those in the worlds system, all buying buying buying buying buying buying they going to have "so much torment and sorrow give her" SO MUCH!
  Repent now! Seek jesus now! And hope your week is going good earth, don't buy nothing, less it's at rite aid or walgreens hahahahahahahahahahahahah (ok sheri let that joke die, ahhhhhhhhhh common though myself it's fab : )
 You can tell I've been listening to the apostolic christian church of america a lot they've had quite a impact on me.............Mark 1:15 "And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel." one the fairbury apostolic christian church of america pastors said on sermon I listened to online this was the whole idea of having a ministry to try and get people to repent and "believe the gospel" and that theses days you hardly hear no preachers anywhere talking about repenting - but that's originally how apostles ministries/and other vocations ministries were prominently about. Psalm 51:16-17 ".............. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise" the proud god knows a far off, he wants us humble, he wants us of a broken spirit in repentance I believe.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Ephiphamy - god doles out his goodies to the upright in heart.................


what I do today always comes back to me tomorrow
I tell mike I can't escape myself where would I run???????????????
Ephiphamy - god doles out his goodies to the upright in heart.................Psalm 125:4 "Do good, O LORD, unto those that be good, and to them that are upright in their hearts." bestest ya all go to church on sundays, and watch christian tv shows like I do..........eat that (having to edit myself god is watching his prisoner after all) up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   What happens to everyone in my vocation (cause we all battle being upright in heart it's a battle for everyone in my vocation if it weren't I don't think these verses would exist or if they did it'd say "with the exception of those kinda wiser fools" or something --------- like I'm not the only one battling this)....................1 Corinthians 4:11-13 "Even unto this present hour we both hunger, and thirst, and are naked, and are buffeted, and have no certain dwelling place; And labour, working with our own hands: being reviled, we bless; being persecuted, we suffer it:"
  Psalm 7:10 "My defence is of God, which saveth the upright in heart." It's the destination for me, I'm still on the journey.
  In jesus's bathtub................ 1 John 1:7 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin." getting clean, getting clean, lot's of dirt, lot's and lot's and lot's of dirt. Walk in the light, stay in the light that's where.............the bath is..................."and the blood of jesus christ his son cleanseth us from all sin" ---------- gone there hugh sheri..................................ya, I don't want to be filthy no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

you want long life - turn to god.........


god didn't appear to like my original video choice for this blog post, ahhhhh more sixx a.m. god then k : ) 
This is a topic I'm especially passionate about having a long life ------- somedays I'm a bit of a butt to god, and I told god I'm sorry it was bad I'll try to do better, and I told god.............Ezekiel 18:21 "But if the wicked will turn from all his sins that he hath committed, and keep all my statutes, and do that which is lawful and right, he shall surely live, he shall not die." surely live, and shall not die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I turned from the sins (more then just the wicked stuffs, this verse speaks to me it says "all his sins" not just the """"bad"""" ones but all them even the sins that you think aren't that bad)!!!!!!!!!!! You turn from that and you shall surely live and not die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 It's possible to make sure you live a long life Proverbs 3:1-2 "My son, forget not my law; but let thine heart keep my commandments: For length of days, and long life, and peace, shall they add to thee." (as I tell mike today, a long life could mean 50 years, or 60 years??????????????? but anyways you know awhile : ) 
  DIrect copy and paste some of one my e-mails to mike today..............Psalm 91:14-16 --------- "Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation." I tell god in my defense at least I'm not walking in the flesh no more, though I be occasionally completely obnoxious so that's some improvement............who is god going to show His salvation to ya he who hath "SET HIS LOVE UPON ME"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT THE EARTH OR THE THINGS OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then you get long life, and salvation most definately!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   You might tell me well sheri what about that bible verse that says to learn to number your days........................................ya I numbered them : ) hahahahahahahahahaahaahahahahahahahahah 
    I've said this before on my blog for the currently ill.......................up your faithfulness that's my #1 advice give to the poor I don't know knit hats for orphans....................Proverbs 3:7-8 "Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil. It shall be health to thy navel, and marrow to thy bones." really speaks to me this verse, that departing from evil is actual real tangible "health to thy navel, and marrow to they bones" DON'T DO NO EVIL OUT THERE YIKES
    Most pastors on tv these days all about telling christians how they can get wealthy but for me wealth ain't what I'm desiring no more --------- it's health - it's a long life..........also I took note.............Job 2:6 "And the LORD said unto Satan, Behold, he is in thine hand; but save his life." God like let satan afflict job with illnesses and boils etc. but notice, god said clearly to satan """""""but save his life"""""""""" you all catchin what I'm saying???????????? It's hella good a to turn from alllllllllllllllllllllllll your evil............hella good to .Psalm 91:14-16 --------- "Because he hath set his love upon me,............." SET YOUR LOVE ON GOD NOT THE EARTH OR THE THINGS OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!! A person really really really can obtain long life, and health ---------- well satan can like smite some us with some illnesses --------------- but god did not allow job to die...............somethings I highlight with a big neon marker..............he did not allow job to die! 
   Money is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy overrated earth the televangelist just haven't gotten that memo let me give it to ya money's overrated. Listening to fairbury's apostolic christian church of america this morning pastor mentioned this verse and I much agree...............1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content."
  Long life people that's the thing to try and grab : ) the scirge of the earth not making this up!!!!!!!!!!!!! (my very spot in the body of christ I've turned into a occasion for a laugh - you know here and there - I try to all be sober in the day and am doing much better with that, but laughter it surely does get me through a day)
 ----------- side note at the end of my blog.............I telling god today I used to like mess up and really beat myself up, like I used to like super beat myself up everytime I bought a piece of jewelry (ahhhhhhh look at me, I'm just like the world, I'm weak and worthless -------- those were the thoughts that used to run around in my head) I've since learned "finishing the course" it's a whole process  2 Timothy 4:7 "I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:" I don't think paul said that til he was really old!!!!!!!!!!! I could be wrong but I'm pretty sure I'm not, paul was old when he finished the course I'm pretty 100% about that. -------- I'm not though saying just go on a free for all go on a gucci spree ----------- if you do crack and buy a designer stupid 500 dollar purse uhhhhhhhhhhh I guess enjoy your stupid purse at that price YIKES hahahahahahahahahahahahahah women and their purses I'm a tom boy I usually don't carry a purse I feel bad about it, like I'm like not even like much a girl freakin can't even make myself carry a purse. (so I be's not tempted to buy no 500 purse hahahahahahaha ??????????????????????????spending 500 for a purse................99 cents : ) 99 cents and throw in a free makeup bag : ) ok I'll stop.
  I realize I might be ridiculously bad for the economy ------------- ahhhhhhhhh but think of all the things you can buy at rite aid and walgreens hahahahahaahahahahahahahahaahahahahaahahahahahahahaahah bubble bath yep that's jesus ok, hand lotion yep grab that, perfume well don't think jesus wants us stinky, hahahahahahahaahahahahahaahah ---------- trying to not snowplow the economy. Designer purses though : p it's always better to be a good steward with your money if you already bought a stupid 500 dollar purse fine just don't do that again - why cause 500 dollar purses are lamo it's a purse you tote it around and you put crude in it...........clearly I don't get the earth and am not a part of it.
 oh and don't look at my 2 previous posts and connect the utter fool of the earth dots k : )

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Ever just sit and watch people at wal mart, I recommend it.............


 punk = me
Ever just sit and watch people at wal mart, I recommend it.............I know people like make fun of wal mart, some people hate wal mart pry for good reason, I keep hearing how they are dinging employee's it's kinda like a horror movie to me. I'm like a total people watcher, I love to go a nearby mall and get carmel popcorn and watch the ice skaters and watch the people one my fave things to do (seriously). But man the people watching at wal mart is Par 1...............I can feel how hard HARD some their lives are/were, I can actually feel that!!!!!!!!!!! But I also see, hope all around me! ------------- am I going to get in trouble for saying this...........they ain't given up! Like for reals like 90% of the people at wal marts, if I was them.................................................................
    Little to honest there sheri! Ya but don't miss the highlight of the show that is my blog ----------- I also see hope all around me.
   Job 8:13 "So are the paths of all that forget God; and the hypocrite's hope shall perish:" Hope hope is a beautiful thing, and I saw it ALL OVER THE PLACE AT MY LOCAL WAL MART. What else could account for those people still walking on the earth but that they have hope for something.  And the workers of wal mart I paid attention to them to, really hell would almost seem like a better option to me then working at wal mart..............they never change the decor there for 1, if your a cashier beep beep beep beep beep beep all day long, they wear blue vest don't they some them do HIDEOUS, the lighting the lighting of the place ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh - people work at wal mart and they like end the day and don't kill themselves, amazing to me. hahahahah to honest sheri too a honest
   Psalm 16:9 "Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope."
   If those people's I saw at wal mart can trudge along in live, surely I need to man up n'stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great week earth!