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Wednesday, May 28, 2014

There really isn't such a thing as a "christian jew" I have came to this conclusion.......................

I have to put this up front cause I so viciously attacked on my blog (when people do attack me they try TO ANNILIATE ME "for jesus" oh ya "for jesus")......................
(some christians out there have gotten way to good at serving the lord - YIKES)
Update 9/1/2023 used to have plants hanging on this clothing rack, and I gave them all to my youngest child who has now went off to college. Anyways yesterday I was workign out on the treadmill in the garage by where these plants are - these are the new plants new plant holders I fresh crocheted most them yesterday I crocheted..........
crochet pattern here this is my fave plant holder pattern............
https://www.youshouldcraft.com/boho-plant-hanger-crochet-pattern/
Anyways I COULDN'T BREATH HARDLY yesterday, well it was at that time pouring down rain.......................I didn't think there could be a "red alert" air pollution scenario going on right then. So I'm all puffing puffing puffing off my salt inhaler every 5 minutes try hard to breath. Later that day my husband asks "how was your breathing today" and I tell him HORRIBLE, and then he tells me there was a "air pollution red alert" thing. So I decided that's it, I'm crocheting the rest of them plant holders, cause I know I have more plants indoors, that ====='s me being able to breathe better. (we also have 2 dehumidifiers cause YIKES if the air get's to humid from having lots of plants - HEADS UP THAT CAN IMPACT YOUR BREATHING AS WELL - YIKES - YIKES - YIKES AND MORE YIKES) 

There really isn't such a thing as a "christian jew" I have came to this conclusion.......................if you can prove me wrong - you could try. 
  There is such a thing as being of jewish lineage - that is christian though. 
 Somedays I feel bit you know "special" - that's all in my head I'm sure of it............... 
Romans 11:24 "For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert grafted contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree?" realizing that doesn't make me like so much "special" or something. 
   It's ok..................I am a joe smoe christian. Hello fellow joe smoe christians! I say that with love (and a sense of humour) Acts 11:9 "But the voice answered me again from heaven, What God hath cleansed, that call not thou common."
Ephesians 2:13-15 "But now in Christ Jesus ye who sometimes were far off are made nigh by the blood of Christ. For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us; Having abolished in his flesh the enmity, even the law of commandments contained in ordinances; for to make in himself of twain one new man, so making peace;"
 (this isn't some randomn blog post for me, there's a few verses in the book of leviticus I'm having to stop heeding cause it not good, I need to forgive people LOVE PEOPLE Leviticus 24:19-21) The people that pratice Leviticus 24:19-21 in my family..........(not naming names SO MY IMMEDIATE FAMILY I CAN'T BE BUSTED RIGHT NOW) LEVITICUS 24:19-21 WAS JUST HOW PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY LIVED FOR 1000'S OF YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (rubenstein family)
  At least pry what um ok pry like 2000 years..............................I'm guessing at least 2000 years bc like bc at least if not 3000 bc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! People that are still practicing Leviticus 24:19-21 in my family well besides my few complete full out jewish family members in tennesee AREN'T LIKELY COGNISANT THAT THEY'S EVEN HEEDING THE LAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Or maybe that isn't the law - is it??????????????? What I know.....................JOE SMOE CHRISTIAN : ) Which is for the better anyways so. 
  My unicorn dreams though are still alive : ) Psalm 92:10 "But my horn shalt thou exalt like the horn of an unicorn: I shall be anointed with fresh oil."


LOVE



Monday, May 26, 2014

Video blog post - Told few people in my church some foolish buisiness about being a unicorn for jesus (they could've laughed at me, instead all I saw/experienced was jesus and love).......................

Update 8/26/2023 slow garage sale weekend, but I usually find a item or two......this weeks garage sale deals......................the roller was 50 cents, and the movie was $1...............😊👍
I'm using the roller thing on my stomach to get rid of the remaining cellulite on my stomach (I never get cellulite on my butt or my thighs like ever.............naw ------- every "fat item" is always around my stomach)
wearing my new ionic air purifier - it is definately helping right now there is canada smoke where I live that you can see in the air. I was able to walk around and breathe. 
So funny at the end I hit the wrong button right when I was about to film the garden : )...................
 

Psalm 92:10 "But my horn shalt thou exalt like the horn of an unicorn: I shall be anointed with fresh oil." I like unicorns pry to much, and you all might sit there and be's thinking to yourselves "wait unicorns aren't on this earth anymore" --------- ya that completely doesn't stop me from being a complete fan of unicorns hahahahahahahhaha UNICORNS ARE AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Colossians 3:12 "Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering;" I want to do that much more!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." 
Romans 13:14 "But put ye on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make not provision for the flesh, to fulfil the lusts thereof." Don't put on the world aka don't be a friend with the world BUT RATHER PUT ON CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God."
John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
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---- update ------- still talking to the elder about becoming a member of the apostolic christian church of america, I told him though I like our monthly talks and he can take his time : ) I do want to get baptised again I actually do, for my own personal reasons........................I got baptised at the age of 13, because I was really really really demon possessed at the age of 13 (sleep walking at night and I clean snaped out of it one night as saw my arms moving and my mouth was moving but I wasn't the one talking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this went on for at least a year near nightly) they didn't want to pay the money to get a exorcist - so they really pressured me a lot to get baptised.
  I want to get baptised again and have it be completely my decision this time! Mark 10:39 "And they said unto him, We can. And Jesus said unto them, Ye shall indeed drink of the cup that I drink of; and with the baptism that I am baptized withal shall ye be baptized:"
    I believed jesus was christ back then, was I actually planning on following him back then ----------- I don't think I was.
  But now I know how much better it is to live for jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 6:23 "For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."
LOVE
https://www.savingmoses.org/
James 1:27 "Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.".....................
I "visit" the oropans with my wallet 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍


ENDED: Hand painted shell painting giveaway..............................



The painting has a notch built in on the back of it, to hang it on the wall (it's a "ready to hang" piece of art)

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Repenting it is important............I sat and thought well what is repentance to me???????????????????????

Update 8/23/2023 volunteered at a nearby foodbank today 😁 (the empty box pile behind me, it was really large at the end). I'm still having trouble breathing but ordered 2 more things to help me breath..........
a sea salt inhaler..............it's a thing fellow asthmatics some them inhale a seasalt inhaler in the morning and then again in the evening which is what I'm about to also do
and a air purifying necklace, that some say zaps people --------- I'm totally risking being repeatedly electrocuted all day long to breath better. Might be worth it for me.
Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."......................................
 (me and my youngest at the apostolic christian church of america of silvertons beach house - for all you have haven't completed the solar system puzzle downstairs......slackers hahahahahahhaha)
(on 2nd floor of the churches beachhouse is this fireplace - few of the rocks my grandpa found collected like 1 at least maybe 2-3 are on this fireplace..........I think that's pretty cool : ) I always have few rocks at my house have many fond memories of hanging out with my grandpa, watching him make bookends......everytime I'd visit him he was always excited to show off his new rocks : ) 
Repenting it is important.........................I sat and thought well what is repentance to me??????????????????????? 
  Is repentance, repenting from wronging a lot of people ------------------ I think that isn't primarily what repenting/repentance is for me. 
 Repentance, is me repenting right of WRONGING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Ephesians 2:2 "Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:" When I was in the occult clearly that was me wronging god, but THAT WASN'T THE ONLY WAY IN WHICH I WAS WRONGING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  When I was "walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air......" I WAS GREATELY WRONGING GOD THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  I don't know if people realize that these verses in the old testiment are still applicable or not BUT THEY ARE.................Ezekiel 16:36 "Thus saith the Lord God; Because thy filthiness was poured out, and thy nakedness discovered through thy whoredoms with thy lovers, and with all the idols of thy abominations, and by the blood of thy children, which thou didst give unto them;" Egypt back in the old testiment days WAS THE WORLD.................Ezekiel 16:26 "Thou hast also committed fornication with the Egyptians thy neighbours, great of flesh; and hast increased thy whoredoms, to provoke me to anger."
  God didn't want the jews to go and partake in all that stuffs with the egyptians...................many places in the bible things eventually got bad for the jews and they cried out to god for help ------------ I DON'T WANT TO WAIT TIL THINGS ARE BAD TO REPENT AND PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   Apostolic christian church of america has this saying "at peace with god and man" ONCE I WASN'T AT PEACE WITH GOD AT ALL..................for awhile I blamed Him for everything bad that happened to me......................Luke 13:34 "O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, which killest the prophets, and stonest them that are sent unto thee; how often would I have gathered thy children together, as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings, and ye would not!" HE LOVES US...........LIKE THIS SONG SAYS..............OH HOW HE LOVES US..............................................................GOD WANTS TO GATHER YOU TO "as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings............."..................
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
  Hope everyone's week is going good!
LOVE

Friday, May 16, 2014

Good news : ) turned out to be non-cancerous golf ball sized ovarian cyst that caused all the problems -- and I have a fatty liver and need to excersize a slew asap................

Update 8/20/2023 my main garage sale find for this week 😊...........
It was $3 and all it needed was a fresh lightbulb. (I'm still having "extreme asthma" problems - started drinking peppermint water and that is clearing up my lungs. I believe these rock salt lamps clean the air some) The eifle tower I got at a garage sale a previous weekend for I think 25 cents, might've been a dollar though? That garage sale was a few weekends ago.
Good news : ) turned out to be non-cancerous golf ball sized ovarian cyst that caused all the problems -- and I have a fatty liver and need to excersize a slew asap................the cyst got so big (some golf ball thing filled with fluid) that IT TRICKED MY BODY INTO THINKING IT WAS PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday after the ultrasound and I found out I wasn't pregnant I ran 6 miles.  And nordic walked 3 miles this morning............already have gotten my waiste back down..............for two weeks I had to just "assume" I was pregnant.............cause I didn't know if I was or not???????
    If you are this big or larger.....................................I recommend excersize, my dr. said if I didn't get in better shape, eventually I would have fatty schlerosis of the liver ------------------- ya I'm going to excersize a lot : )
  The pain is subsiding.............running tonight nother 3 miles.
Thankful sums up what I am right now....................
Psalm 30:11-12 "Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing: thou hast put off my sackcloth, and girded me with gladness; To the end that my glory may sing praise to thee, and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks unto thee for ever."
  Hope everyone's week is going good! 
Stuck with me "lord willing" for long time apostolic christian church of america
LOVE
Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed." - PEOPLE IN 2023 HAVE NOTHING BUT CURSED ME (mostly people especially in private text messages but also annymously on my blog love to try and entirelly anniliate me for Jesus), GOOD THING I AIN'T AFTER MEN/WOMEN "BLESSING ME"..................................(PREVIOUS FEW YEARS ALL I WAS WAS CURSED TO BY PEOPLE - LOST MY FAMILY TO - CAUSE I LOVE GOD/JESUS AND SATAN) but i feel all that hate for me "for the lord" was there all along, my saying I love lucifer just brought all that "pre-existing hate" out to the forefront. Something about telling people you love god/jesus and the devil evidentally gives them the entire thumbs up to anniliate you and hate you and SEPARATE COMPANY WITH YOU...................
Matthew 5:11-13
Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you. Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
  Matthew 5:11-13 wasn't really happening to me until I said on my blog and everywhere openly that I love lucifer and his men. I explain why in detail on my blog in a few posts. Forgiveness - is the best - I was in the occult right but hurt, but hurt for awhile over stuffs I brought on myself. People gonna hate to read this but these days I have a healthy relationship with lucifer and his men and Jesus/God etc. Taking accountability for your own actions is so important! 
  AND DON'T THINK I'M A TOTAL ODDITY. Having lucifer and his men at peace with me..........................Proverbs 16:7 "When a man's ways please the Lord, he maketh even his enemies to be at peace with him." I am a goth...........................but I am not a freak I do not believe I am a freak. In my mind I am 100% normal, doing good 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 I understand normies usually hate lucifer and his men ------------ don't get why?????????????????? 
men/womens blessings mean nothing anyways!!!!!!!!!!! - they love most them only in word
when god's blesses on the other hand HE REALLY BLESSES!!!!!!!
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Sunday, May 11, 2014

Video blog post Ephesians 4:3 "Endeavouring to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.".................

Update 8/16/2023 I'm like donating money to my husbands church (my church being the Apostolic Christian church of america - though my husband says we can only attend that church once a month, rest the time we are supposedly going to attend his church which is a methodist church that supports the LGBTQ WHICH I DO SHARE THEIR IDEAS ABOUT LOVING EVERYONE) But all this narrow way shiz below -------- guess where I was hearing that back in what 2014 when this blog post was typed up..............yeppo the apostolic christian church of america (and before that brunstad.org back in like what man uh 1994...............1994.............I STARTED HEARING THE ACTUAL WAY TO HEAVEN YA THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW WAY).....................................(MARILYN MONROE SELFIES MAKEUP AND JEWELRYLESS CAUSE STRAIGHT IS THE WAY THAT LEADS TO HEAVEN AT BOTTOM OF THIS BLOG POST YOU KNOW SHERI 2023..................I AIN'T WANTING TO BE THE 1ST OF THE BODY OF CHRIST - I LIKE BEING OF THE LAST : )....................

Ephesians 4:3 "Endeavouring to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace."
Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live." Your battleships will sink if you live after the flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pastors of my church talked about "winds of doctrine" today............................that is my #1 motivating factor to work peace with the apostolic christian church of america..................that and it says to do that in ephesians 4:3 if a bible verse says do something like that then that's what I'm going to work to do!
I know with the apostolic chrisitan church of america ------- I won't hear no "winds of doctrine" no "sleight of hand" Ephesians 4:14 "That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive;"
I like to that all everyone uses at the apostolic christian church of america is the king james bible..........other churches lot them USE ALL KINDS OF TRANSLATIONS OF THE BIBLE...............problem with that is IT'S REAL EASY PROBABLY TO GET SOME "SLEIGHT OF MEN" SOME "CUNNING CRAFTINESS" RIGHT ACROSS THE TABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even using though the king james bible solely..................there are verses I don't have memorized, ephesians 4:3...................not only do I not have that verse memorized THAT VERSE WASN'T EVEN LIKE IN my like mind before today!!!!!!!!!!!!! Add on different translations - that'd be ruff for me. I ain't about to add on different translations, I'm going to stay right with the apostolic christian church of america...........a church I know "sleight of men, and cunning craftiness" isn't going on!
  I ain't having 0 to do with none that sleight of hand buisiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's just to risky for me. Hope you alls week is going good! (I am taking a break from volunteering at the foodbank due to maybe being pregnant with twins!!!!!!!! : ) my big thing has became writing letters to people in the church!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S WORKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE
SOME MY LATEST PAINTINGS : )




getting so skinny
include this last pic cause health is so important

Friday, May 9, 2014

the importance of being lowly, meek, humble, not gaining this world even if I could.........

Update 8/12/2023 My main garage sale find for this week, though this week, one for the record books cause we got guinea pig cages and supplies $20 at one garage sale, and guinea pigs --------- they are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute and nice. I'll post pics later of them. But anyways, THE BEST GARAGE SALE WEEKEND OF MY LIFE PROBABLY.......................
and entire box of hats fancy like "derby style" hates BUT SO MUCH FUN TO WEAR EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!  Like 12-13 hats in this giant box, all of them really really really fun, Also in this box (I bought all the contents in this big box) a fur scarf thingy - cute. And like 5-6 clutch style purses, one is probably a antique...........all very cute one has a lipstick holder - which would hold lip gloss for me and a mirror - I like that. 
I'm finally breathing normal. Well figured out, that I have SILENT GERD, well silent gerd YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT'S THERE (sorta like "silent sin" which I also think is a thing.............where like you know makeup and jewelry is like babylon the harlot stuffs but you all wear it thinking "you can do all things in christ jesus" - YIKES
And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.
hats are ok
ya hats are like headcoverings which the bible 👍👍👍👍 for us ladies a lot
back in the like 1800's when like women got historically sick of covering their hair................like this is real history I'm telling you...............ladies switched over to hats. HATS ARE HEADCOVERINGS!
But every woman that prayeth or prophesieth with her head uncovered dishonoureth her head: for that is even all one as if she were shaven.
IF YOU LIKE A CHICK AND YOU WANT TO PRAY FANCY, LIKE I HAVE A IDEA WHAT HATS TO WEAR HAHAHAHAHHAHA 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💝💝
 But back to my silent gerd for the maybe 2 people that click on this cause people hate me baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad I like started drinking alkaline water again AND THAT'S WHEN I WAS ABLE TO START BEING ABLE TO BREATH AGAIN (without a tight chest/tight throat when merely walking like anywhere - that went on for over 2 weeks) 
  This morning I test the ph on our tap faucet 6 ph IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE 7 PH it's 6 ph it's acidic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I was drinking acid water, cola's, eating junk food.................no wonder I was at the brink of death!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 Now I am very skinny, but health trust me, super skinny me IS BREATHING BREATHING IS IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! - YIKES. (my husband I showed him the ph test strip and showed him it's 6 ph and acidic our tap water is, and he's about to get a filter to fix that)
WHERE THE REAL WEALTH IS LOCATED!
the importance of being lowly, meek, humble, not gaining this world even if I could.......I'm not a very popular person on this earth, if you notice most my posts nobody replies if they do they reply "annymous" most people it don't look like even want the world to know they went to my blog so lowly I am. And I know what I could do to WIN MORE FRIENDS basically................Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" I've decided it's clean not worth it, that I'm better off with my handful of friends. Proverbs 13:7 "There is that maketh himself rich, yet hath nothing: there is that maketh himself poor, yet hath great riches."
Pry poor in this world, and poor as in not having so many friends it's pry a double poor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."
 Nobody hardly heeds this verse on this planet....................Romans 12:16 "Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits." People instead do what's written in proverbs 14:20 there they go to the rich................and I think they go to the rich assuming that the rich have been greately blessed by god (which is sometimes the case!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
  But also I think "be of the same mind one toward another".............means just that, towards the rich and the poor alike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But Romans 12:16 tried to tell people tried to remind people to "mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate" I take that to mean ----------- DON'T FORGET YOUR POOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T JUST "MIND" MIND MEANING............SPENDING ALL YOUR TIME SERVING TALKING TO WHATEVER "HIGH THINGS".....................don't do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ya talk to your rich, fellowship with your rich in your church................................but....................."be of the same mind one toward another"!!!!!!!
   This is me nearly getting off topic but I'm convinced it's better to abase myself..................Luke 14:11
"For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
  The rich can't help it that they are rich though, some them, some thems GOD'S PLACED THEM THERE.................but we can all be humble.......................be lowly......................"be of the same mind one toward another"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  It is harder though for a rich man to humble himself, it is harder for a man that is in a "high place" on this earth to humble himself ----------------- I believe though the apostolic christian church of america might like to think themselves to be a bunch of poor and lowly people..........................I do believe actually many them are likely very rich! From my perspective they are but I'm so lowly what I know????????????
   If god's given you a lot, lots of wealth, lots of friends, lots of "high status" ------------ it could be harder for you to humble yourself, to be truelly humble and lowly.......................I have a suggestion though..................condescend to those of "low estate" I speak from experience, there is something humbling about doing that. 
  The "pride of life" people that experience that a lot..................I don't think those people are really condescending to people of low estate much...................1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."
 Ya I basically wish things could get better for me! But at any rate I prefer to be lowly...........even if it costs me the entire world. I agree with paul........................Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"
UPDATE:::: getting a ultrasound potentially today, real soon! (failed the pregnancy blood tests, but what I've read about the "hook effect" people pregnant with twins or triplets do often fail the blood tests as well)
LOVE