HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!!!! I support the LGBTQ (all over the world : ) um accidentally just donated to like great britain LGBTQ organization - BUT ALL OVER THE WORLD YA!!!!!) because hey if they doin shiz potentially sending themselves to hell WHICH OF US IS WITHOUT SIN???????? Matthew 7:1-3 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.".......................I meaaaaaaaaaaaaaan for real right now, I'm a fool, wait let me take a picture for you SO YOU CAN SEE ME REAL GOOD YO............................FOOLISHNESS I ENJOY......................

Update 6/4/2025 Happy pride month!

Dykes on Bikes Portland

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/2225960

I support the LGBTQ (all over the world : ) um accidentally just donated to like great britain LGBTQ organization - BUT ALL OVER THE WORLD YA!!!!!) because hey if they doin shiz potentially sending themselves to hell WHICH OF US IS WITHOUT SIN????????   Matthew 7:1-3 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.".......................I meaaaaaaaaaaaaaan for real right now, I'm a fool, wait let me take a picture for you SO YOU CAN SEE ME REAL GOOD YO............................FOOLISHNESS I ENJOY......................

you might think ahhhhhhhhhhh sheri your not about to walk around several towns maybe states, maybe countries wearing a black horned dragon sling, backpack (it's soooooooooooo comfy, like it was custom made for me for reals to) - ya 😁😂😂😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Matthew 7:1-3 "Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again."

But it took me a long time to grasp the concept of Matthew 7:1-3 because people are often "little bishes" I'M TELLING THE TRUTH! They are often little biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiishes NO HATE ------- they little bishes that love to goooooooooo off on this verse...........................so much so I wasn't ever given a chance neither in church or outside of church to literally read Matthew 7:1-3 most people are so buisy going offffffffffffffffffffffffffffff on this verse being little bishes...........no hate................

Matthew 7:3 "And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?" The way they are little bishes about Matthew 7:3 all the time I just want to enlist them all in the army so they can finally get their butts kicked!!!!!!!!!! If I had magical powers most you all would be enlisted right now getting your butts kicked and never being little bishes anymore with Matthew 7:3. 

#FACTS

  And when they go offffffffffffffff being such little bishes about Matthew 7:3 I always think to myself, well I don't have anything in my eye's MY EYE'S LOOK HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What even are these little bishes going off on??????????

  But when you read Matthew 7:1-2 you get it eventually, don't judge the LGBTQ, or hookers, or anybody that lives different then you. LOVE PEOPLE! 

 Romans 13:8

Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law.

1st I was a emo

then I become goth

the emo is still in my blood though

✌️

you know where I'll be when I come around 

that's right

the cemetary

via GIPHY

1st hubby (not on earth at the moment) his e-mail today - he admitted to keeping me "poorish" on purpose that I learn to be happy without being rich. (I applied for another job yesterday - plotting to work it in addition to my current realistate job)........happiness is often stuffs not costing much money yarn to crochet knit with, plants, rollerskates....................

 1st hubby (not on earth at the moment) his e-mail today - he admitted to keeping me "poorish" on purpose that I learn to be happy without being rich. (I applied for another job yesterday -  plotting to work it in addition to my current realistate job)........happiness is often stuffs not costing much money yarn to crochet knit with, plants, rollerskates....................

bikes (bikes can be affordable)

peloton bikes 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 - or as I do a bike the is like peloton bikes and then I subscribe to the like what $24 a month full like experience um app

coffee (lots of joy from coffee for me on my coffee diet - eat food, drink 2 caffeine coffee's and 1 decafeinated coffee a day....that's what I do - the decaffeinated coffee is part of the diet case your wondering) 

Goth music

kayaking

 Lots of joy all of that, not to much $$$$$$ As always I keep where these e-mails from my 1st husband are coming from secret cause I like getting e-mails from him 😁....................

1 Timothy 6:7-9 "For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out. And having food and raiment let us be therewith content. But they that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition." ---- There pry are rich people out there sleeping with 3-5 prostitutes or more right now (NO HATE) that never had a chance to be happy living a more "simple life".

  1 Corinthians 6:9 "Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,"

it's very possible

ideally in life

there is a time to kayak

and a time to boat

(by boat I mean "putting on the ritz") 

🚢

off ta eat breakfast - tootles

I'm stressed out, but "the heat" on me in life (that's what I call it "the heat" has been good for me) MY DREAMS ARE SPARKLING CLEAN NOW AT NIGHT because 1st hubby watches my dreams at night - oh ya............................if one dream tries and "be spicey" 1st hubby chimes right up..............................

  Update 4/18/2024 (these blog updates are all over the place now since how people are refusing to click lately on my "highlighted" blog post for the week - I'm pretty 100% I'm really, really, really hated). This is a pantry cabinet in the garage - WHICH CAN STILL BE FANCY...............so I added contact paper, and gold tape 😂............

the before boooooooooo..................

Hard at work!

I'm stressed out, but "the heat" on me in life (that's what I call it "the heat" has been good for me) MY DREAMS ARE SPARKLING CLEAN NOW AT NIGHT because 1st hubby watches my dreams at night - oh ya............................if one dream tries and "be spicey" 1st hubby chimes right up..............................

the words "tried by fire" ==== is the same as "the heat"

Zechariah 13:9 "And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The Lord is my God."
1 Peter 1:7 "That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:"Revelation 3:18 "I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see."

I love lucifer

I love his men (some of them have lost their minds at the moment I do believe) 

I love my enemies

(I am clearly done and don't enjoy being attacked - but my enemies bring "the heat" to man they trying to cremate my body in the morgue but THEY BRING "THE HEAT")

But dang I been "stressed out" lately whilst having my wonderfully sparkly clean dreams at night 😂😂😂😂😂😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 love it

sometimes though

you don't need to "change" so much though as look at everything differently in life

2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."

use the things of the earth but not abuse them is the idea

1 Corinthians 7:28-31 "But and if thou marry, thou hast not sinned; and if a virgin marry, she hath not sinned. Nevertheless such shall have trouble in the flesh: but I spare you. But this I say, brethren, the time is short: it remaineth, that both they that have wives be as though they had none; And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that buy, as though they possessed not; And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."

makeup is a tool to look nice for ones hubby!!!!!!!!!!! FYI

some guys are into the makeup

they want that high glamour maybe a little bossy bish life

some guys likes that I TELLING YOU THE TRUTH

TAYLOR SANG IT TRUE MAN......................

Not all guys want a dominatrix though

but some

almost do

tootles

(heat can purify if done right)

1st hubby sheez he's eternities "heat pro"

my dreams have gotten so sparkling clean at night you have no idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Martin's fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose................

I thoroughly believe God created "evil" to serve Him (ideally this doesn't happen with all "bad guys" - cause some "bad guys" they harm that's all they do, they steal, they kill, they harm BUT NOT ALL) lucifer exhibit A. THE SON OF THE MORNING --------- Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" The "scorpion kings" that's what I like to call them AREN'T THE ONLY OF "LUCIFERS PEOPLE" AT LEAST OCCASIONALLY DOING THE WILL OF GOD.........................love your neighbor the bible says well why's that but that MOST OUR NEIGHORS ARE DECENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Including possibly our new immigrants our new neighbors......................

 I thoroughly believe God created "evil" to serve Him (ideally this doesn't happen with all "bad guys" - cause some "bad guys" they harm that's all they do, they steal, they kill, they harm BUT NOT ALL) lucifer exhibit A. THE SON OF THE MORNING --------- Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" The  "scorpion kings" that's what I like to call them AREN'T THE ONLY OF "LUCIFERS PEOPLE" AT LEAST OCCASIONALLY DOING THE WILL OF GOD.........................love your neighbor the bible says well why's that but that MOST OUR NEIGHORS ARE DECENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Including possibly our new immigrants our new neighbors......................

I totally got a point

that's why to "welcome in" um immigrants

but

they look to be most "undocumented" which means we don't know if they are criminals and that is very bad and very dangerous for the United States of America

Leviticus 19:18 "Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people, but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself: I am the Lord."
  I who may be a republican now????????? Am not against giving aid to the immigrants..................................................................
Matthew 5:42-44 "Give to him that asketh thee, and from him that would borrow of thee turn not thou away. Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"

there is dangerous gang activity in haiti 

and other parts of the world are having problems

it could be many of these immigrants to usa have legit reasons to flee their countries

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/what-is-happening-in-haiti-what-to-know/

that's all for today

just a reminder if you see immigrants maybe even illegial ones walking around

love them

they might be "fleeing some YIKES"

✌️

Lucifer and/or maybe he put one of his men up to e-mail me today via "the portal" says "hot now" hot now - I was battling arthtritis day before yesterday!!!!!!! And before that HOT FLASHES........and what they telling me AIN'T TRUE (that then I'll be living the life of the rich and famous) I TRIED TO BE A MARILYN MONROE IMPERSONATOR I WALKED AROUND "HOT" PROPER FOR NOT MONTHS, NOT WEEKS YEARS...................all I got was a job in the realistate industry but I was wearing a tichel looking maybe frumpy the day I got hired for my job! I didn't get no millions of dollors or anybody at all asking me if I wanted to do modeling work - nope 0 nothing (besides a few people did ask me if I wanted to represent their products but a lot of them "opportunities" are almost scams you don't make money - the ones offered to me, where the pay blah blah blah money you save a little money on the items and that's it that "the money" you make ------- YOU SAVE MONEY.............I turned them down cause you had to then post up pics with speical hashtags it just seemed to be to much of hassel and not worth it)...................

pic of me from today...............................................coffee diet works, but it does get one lazy I find, cause when your being thin drinking coffee - why work out a ton??????????

 Lucifer and/or maybe he put one of his men up to e-mail me today via "the portal" says "hot now" hot now - I was battling arthtritis day before yesterday!!!!!!! And before that HOT FLASHES........and what they telling me AIN'T TRUE (that then I'll be living the life of the rich and famous) I TRIED TO BE A MARILYN MONROE IMPERSONATOR I WALKED AROUND "HOT" PROPER FOR NOT MONTHS, NOT WEEKS YEARS...................all I got was a job in the realistate industry but I was wearing a tichel looking maybe frumpy the day I got hired for my job! I didn't get no millions of dollors or anybody at all asking me if I wanted to do modeling work - nope 0 nothing (besides a few people did ask me if I wanted to represent their products but a lot of them "opportunities" are almost scams you don't make money - the ones offered to me, where the pay blah blah blah money you save a little money on the items and that's it that "the money" you make ------- YOU SAVE MONEY.............I turned them down cause you had to then post up pics with speical hashtags it just seemed to be to much of hassel and not worth it)...................

this is from I believe a portal on the internet and so I don't want to say where even this portal is from I enjoy getting these e-mails from 1st hubby................

these pics were from uhhhhhhhhhhh what 3-4 weeks ago, so I'm still marilyn monroeing it just for fun everyone hates me. But to make me happy, for my joy i'm still marilyn monroeing it from time to time.......................(but then I am also able to pull off marilyn monroe look very easy with red hair or whatever shade of hair I want as well)...........................

looking like that

how much money that got me

0 FACTS

FACTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mrs. Loertscher's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

"hot, wow, now" 

whoever wrote that to me today

try having a few hot flashes then write me again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(my mom thinks my 1st husband isn't e-mailing me, my mom literally thinks my entire house is bugged and my brains are bugged to and sinister satan worshippers are e-mailing me near daily pretending they are my 1st husband PRETENDING TO BE MY HUSBAND)....................that's what my mom believe's

but

if she like believe's that

why has nobody sent the cops to my house?????????

I assure you

you go walk around here looking for microphones you will find nothing

it's a portal

it's a portal from the "otherside"

I like redhead marilyn look the best lately anyways. 

"hot now wow"

hot now wow then rain me some money from the sky cause that's the only way I'm gonna to make money via my looks right now less I become a prostitute or a stripper or do "video's" -------------- but I ain't doin non of that cause I'm christian and I think that all that stuffs demeans all to often women and/or men.

hot now wow

do they not see me globbing onto my arms menopause cream every night??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Jeremiah 31:25  “I will refresh the weary and satisfy the faint.” - me me me

(for those that don't know hot flashes - are exhausting in my estimation................and I can't be the only one that feels this way)

try

I thrive off being the least

I thriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive off of that

------- I'm willing to try some but 

the body of chrsit going to keep on with them "jezebel" sermons and give me dirty looks if I dare to go to church looking like a marilyn with makeup on cause christian women aren't supposed to wear makeup at all ever

they ain't supposed to "try" 

trying to look nice will harm me

cause it always does

How to get the usa to cave and accept a new world order, open the borders!!!!!!!!!!!!! Documentation NO PROBLEM, you a gang member, drug dealer COME TO AMERICA........................

How to get the usa to cave and accept a new world order, open the borders!!!!!!!!!!!!! Documentation NO PROBLEM, you a gang member, drug dealer COME TO AMERICA........................

Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."

they want us in a "new world order"

and that is probably um like uhhhhhh socialism

the invasion of america has happened

to make the new world order happen

they need lots of criminals everywhere so that you all will lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve socialism and the new world order

I ain't sure about the "safety" of walking outside alone anymore in USA???????

remember though

when it comes

you know

the new world order

Romans 13:1-14 "Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God. Therefore whoever resists the authorities resists what God has appointed, and those who resist will incur judgment. For rulers are not a terror to good conduct, but to bad. Would you have no fear of the one who is in authority? Then do what is good, and you will receive his approval, for he is God's servant for your good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword in vain. For he is the servant of God, an avenger who carries out God's wrath on the wrongdoer. Therefore one must be in subjection, not only to avoid God's wrath but also for the sake of conscience."

YOU GOTTA GO ALONG WITH IT to the new world order and socialism

don't get the mark of the beast that'd be bad plan

but you might have to pay in the future 1000 a month taxes - maybe????????????

or

or

what if it works out the new world order

so much so

and your so much better off

that the lusts of your fleshes is tempted soooooooooooooo bad

Mark 13:20

And except that the Lord had shortened those days, no flesh should be saved: but for the elect's sake, whom he hath chosen, he hath shortened the days.

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad that even the "strong" of you would be lead potentially to the uttermost depths of hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but go ahead

fear socialism america listen to PASTOR WHO'S NAME I WON'T NAME WHO SPOKE ABOUT THE EVILS OF SOCIALISM big time pastor (people think I'm the most b-word ever, they think I'm a satanic witch ultimate b word like the most b word ever so I try not to speak any evil or negative or disagreement as in this case about anyone cause I'll just be attacked more and called a worthless evil satanic b- word like people like to attack me these days and I'm really tired of being attacked by now "for jesus" it's always "for jesus" they are attacking me). I just don't think socialism is absolutely the worst thing ever.............jesus said.................Luke 18:22 "Now when Jesus heard these things, he said unto him, Yet lackest thou one thing: sell all that thou hast, and distribute unto the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come, follow me." He didn't say hog up all your goods, don't share with anybody. 

forgetting all this time

who your real "adversary" is

the devils game isn't to make your lives so hard you run to jesus and repent

it's to make your lives so great you run from jesus so your flesh stays ------------------------------- happy

(donated to maybe muslim orphans today - IT'S MUSLIM CHARITY MIGHT BE MUSLIM ORPHANS??????) This world they do this thing - if your poor, or without friends - they tell you (I mean church pastors do, people in general do to they both do) that it's something either you did or you didn't go enough of aka donate money. But FOR SOME OF US - WE SITTING NEXT TO A EMPTY SEAT GOD JUST AIN'T FILLED YET.............................not everything can be "my fault" I KNOW YOU ALL BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS TO ME IS MY FAULT...............it literally can't be all my fault...................

(donated to maybe muslim orphans today - IT'S MUSLIM CHARITY MIGHT BE MUSLIM ORPHANS??????) This world they do this thing - if your poor, or without friends - they tell you (I mean church pastors do, people in general do to they both do) that it's something either you did or you didn't go enough of aka donate money. But FOR SOME OF US - WE SITTING NEXT TO A EMPTY SEAT GOD JUST AIN'T FILLED YET.............................not everything can be "my fault" I KNOW YOU ALL BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS TO ME IS MY FAULT...............it literally can't be all my fault...................

i didn't have 0 to do with any of the gaza war and I hate war

I hate allllllllllllllllllll of war!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(some charities have a "leave a note" option I left a note saying that not all us Jews hate the muslims - I believe my grandpa but I the only one that does - when he said I'm part Jew) 

This is the good thing about being able to donate to charities we don't have to sit and just let people die (whether via war or starvation or both) - WE CAN DONATE MONEY TO HELP PEOPLE LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1ST OFF EVERYTHING BAD HAPPENING TO YOU PRY AIN'T YOUR FAULT NOT ALL IT, especially if your a christian but even non-christians bad things happen............it ain't always your fault..............if you for instance are starving in africa right now TO MUCH SUN HIT YOUR TOWN THAT AIN'T YOUR FAULT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................

John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."

I realize I'm a nobody right now

and honest lately I'm starting to believe some I'm a nobody (at times - I have the worst luck ever, most all the time) 

until weird dreams happen to me

and by weird I mean weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiird

buckle your seatbelts..............

I was at a arena

and I knew people were going to die in this dream

I'm the 1st one allowed to walk into the arena seating (meaning I'm not one of the people that's about to be killed, I'm just watching the whole thing) 

I walk past 

ELABORATE seats made out of full skeletons

like each one was DIFFERENT

to almost the very end of the like 1st aisle of these "skeleton seats" cause there were more normal seats to down below

I find one that looks super comfy like it was custom made for me

I sit there

very goth looking seat

I sit there notice how comfy it is

like a little "bone seat cacoon" 

and a blanket comes out from nowhere

very cute mermaid style black goth blanket - had them mermaid scales on it

covers my legs so I'm EVEN MORE SNUG AND WARM

and I look over to the chair I walked past - the one right next to me

and THERE'S A JESTERS HAT ABOVE IT

AND IT CLEARLY MATCHES THE CHAIR I WAS SITTING ON IN THE DREAM and it was empty

then the dream ended

me sitting in this chair

WAITING

Genesis 22:3-4 "And Abraham rose up early in the morning, and saddled his ass, and took two of his young men with him, and Isaac his son, and clave the wood for the burnt offering, and rose up, and went unto the place of which God had told him. Then on the third day Abraham lifted up his eyes, and saw the place afar off."

oftentimes in life we only maybe can see where we are headed "afar off"

nomadder if your christian

not christian

wanting change for the better is a thing a lot of us want

so most of us need to make a "leap of faith" let's do that - let's let people know WE CARE