Update 10/25/2024 concerning this blog post 2013 was the "turning point" for me...............praying lucifer back into my life.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
I've decided we all are in a war, and there's no getting out of it, satan and the demons aren't just going to disappear!!!!!!!! Ephesians 6:12....................
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011
I was once a real bound up person, to the occult, to the lusts of the flesh............
This is full out my verse for today : ) Titus 3:3 "For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another." I was once so bound to all that stuffs, for so long I've carried around so much hate, so much ick! Recently I've hit this point where I'm like WHOA you have became a cesspool inside..........I don't want to be filthy NO MORE getting clean, being being in gods word in the day being in the light where jesus blood can cleanse me I'm in love with this bible verse lately 1 John 1:7 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin." ARE YOU FILTHY TO OUT THERE??????????????????? You don't have to stay that way!!!!!!!!!!!!
Instead of riding the top of the occult like I was, I've found it's better to be broken at the foot of the cross Matthew 21:44 "And whosoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken: but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder." where I can be healed set free by jesus
There's 0 power here for me in this lowest of places, not such the power trip place, but I'm getting clean, it'll take awhile - I'm a little extra filthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally don't want to be involved in the occult no more, I think this time it's really really really for good, that god won, jesus won, I want them to win, I don't want to be filthy no more! Things have gotten way way way way to outta hand lately - I surrendor!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired of being completely filthy, I'm tired of being SICK.
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Friday, November 18, 2011
Was at like full out crisis point today - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................Sheri 2011 was more trusting of people and in a "goofy mood" Sheri 2024 has "been through it" now I prefer being alone, being hated, and hanging out with goats and listening to music but I might for real become a entire different person cause I just bought a collection of 100 cds and it's not the type of music I usually listen to a ton (not goth music, goth music is expensive to buy a lot of it is)....................
Was at like full out crisis point today (domino effect happens with me, one bad thing, then another, and another and eventually I CRACK) - god showed up so big for me today I know He loves me....................I went to bible study (my estimating with myself it'd help to "get my head together") god was in me so much tonight, He really knew I was big time having a crisis and was determined to reach out and touch me. People hugged me a lot tonight, and the lady running the whole thing rubbed my back which is a miracle cause there are 250+ women at this serious coffee bible study thing.
Like everyone else in this world I worry about so much, I worry about what's going to happen with me, what's my future look like I worry about it.................knowing I'm that loved at living hope, that I'm that loved - my aunts church to loves me much I know they do...........makes a huge difference for me in my life. And especially that god showed up so big for me tonight.
Really mind blowing how much god was with me tonight. He's really getting to me lately.............He's cracked in...................He's cracked into my heart. And I'm left wondering with myself - why did I ever sin in the 1st place? Why did I ever distance myself from god in the 1st place? This love HIS love is what I needed all along!
---------- I'm going to fess up to something, sometimes I sit and listen to other christians testify thinking to myself it all is so cheese. But man maybe I'm a cheese to god/jesus/holy spirit makes all the difference in the world for me --------------- anything could happen to me and I know long as I got god/jesus/holy spirit I's going to be ok. God showing up big for me tonight letting me know how much He loves me - it's all good! Let the cheese roll : ) it's holy cheese hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahaahahahah (sheri dang you have to much fun being a christian hahahahaahahahahahaaha)
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011
I think repentance is supposed to be like permanent, like a continual state of being.................
At my other church living hope, my serious coffee bible study, pricilla shrier think that's her name she said, you like mourn a bit and then knock that off, all living hope is all all about that idea I guess but to me it just didn't hit me as the thing??????? (the rest of the bible study I ain't had no problem with, rest it been pretty good : ) Acts 26:20 "But shewed first unto them of Damascus, and at Jerusalem, and throughout all the coasts of Judaea, and then to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, and do works meet for repentance." it just hits me repentance as a continual state of being in, a present tense word - not stopping mourning the wrong you did........wouldn't that make a person then unrepentant if they stopped mourning the bad they did? And I think it's also important to never forget..........Revelation 2:5 "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent." this verse is talking about christians that have went out of repentance.........."except thou repent"
Psalm 51:16-17 "For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise"
Revelation 18:15 "The merchants of these things, which were made rich by her, shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing," Someday jesus will return and all those in the worlds system, all buying buying buying buying buying buying they going to have "so much torment and sorrow give her" SO MUCH!
Repent now! Seek jesus now! And hope your week is going good earth, don't buy nothing, less it's at rite aid or walgreens hahahahahahahahahahahahah (ok sheri let that joke die, ahhhhhhhhhh common though myself it's fab : )
You can tell I've been listening to the apostolic christian church of america a lot they've had quite a impact on me.............Mark 1:15 "And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel." one the fairbury apostolic christian church of america pastors said on sermon I listened to online this was the whole idea of having a ministry to try and get people to repent and "believe the gospel" and that theses days you hardly hear no preachers anywhere talking about repenting - but that's originally how apostles ministries/and other vocations ministries were prominently about. Psalm 51:16-17 ".............. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise" the proud god knows a far off, he wants us humble, he wants us of a broken spirit in repentance I believe.
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Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Ephiphamy - god doles out his goodies to the upright in heart.................
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011
full rewrite of this blog post 10/21/2024. God's word doesn't promise family, friends, shelter, happiness. 1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." IN FACT IT'S GOING TO BE BAD FOLLOWING JESUS IS Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."...............
Psalm 91:14-16 --------- "Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation." - god will deliver you from your attackers, give you long life and save your soul if you put him 1st
If you want to be blessed
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Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Ever just sit and watch people at wal mart, I recommend it.............sheri 2024 interjecting social media IS LIES IT'S LIES AS ABOVE SO BELOW WELL..............Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." That saying "the struggle is real" IT'S REAL..................but so is the "life more abundantly" jesus came to bring us, pry is one of better health, of better mental health you compare youself to people online your mental health PRY WON'T BE GOOD......................
John 15:19 "If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you."
Little to honest there sheri! Ya but don't miss the highlight of the show that is my blog ----------- I also see hope all around me.
Job 8:13 "So are the paths of all that forget God; and the hypocrite's hope shall perish:" Hope hope is a beautiful thing, and I saw it ALL OVER THE PLACE AT MY LOCAL WAL MART. What else could account for those people still walking on the earth but that they have hope for something. And the workers of wal mart I paid attention to them to, really hell would almost seem like a better option to me then working at wal mart..............they never change the decor there for 1, if your a cashier beep beep beep beep beep beep all day long, they wear blue vest don't they some them do HIDEOUS, the lighting the lighting of the place ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh - people work at wal mart and they like end the day and don't kill themselves, amazing to me. hahahahah to honest sheri too a honest
Psalm 16:9 "Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope."
If those people's I saw at wal mart can trudge along in live, surely I need to man up n'stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great week earth!
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