hell is so real to me it's like ridiculous..........you know hell has been caught on tape....oh ya.............

Sheri 8/17/2024 singing a impromptu song titled "Freedom are you even helping me out?"...............

almost once a stoner, never fully became a stoner.....................

I don't deal with stress well, but have figured that out. 

relaxing music

actually playing music

have ended up being my "coping skills"

(UPDATE 2015 - ya I am no longer demon possessed. And I enjoy following jesus these days, his yolk is easy his burden is light! Matthew 11:30 "For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.") the original post though left in it's entirety..................
Enter ye fellow worms into the jesus christ worm guillitine (aka god's word) ------ no worms were harmed in the making of this photo heck no I love worms! The bible well it'll be ok hahahahahaahahahahahaahahahahahaah funky town people f u n k y t o w n
hell is so real to me it's like ridiculous..........you know hell has been caught on tape....oh ya.............scroll down end of this page, you can hear hell on tape...........
http://www.av1611.org/hell.html
Some people dug down to well almost hell and stuck a microphone down in hell bible says.............Amos 9:2 "Though they dig into hell, thence shall mine hand take them; though they climb up to heaven, thence will I bring them down:" I believe not only that it's completely possible to dig to hell, that it has really happened!
I've like visited with satan, I've visited with many demons this stuffs is so real to me, man I tell you all what, I hate following jesus yep, I absolutely hate following jesus, I hate it every day, but listen to this tape at above website, play it a few times, listen good - hell is real! And that's where you go, not following jesus in dead with christ land, you go to wooo ha haaaaaaaaaaa demon land, you can hear the demons in that tape their the louder voices, I've had so much to do with demons I can tell you those are real genuine demons on that there tape, you can't exactly hire vincent ass price to duplicate those vocals! Sorry hollywood you ain't there yet!
My sheri your very morbid, all this death and demons and hell talk, hey bestest we all think about this stuffs now and get saved, get to being dead with christ, then find out later, oops the wooooooo ha haaaaaaaaaaaa demon land is real!!!!!!!
But I do hate following jesus, I really do, somedays it is like the worstest thing ever and to me it is somedays a total hell, when all I want to do is......................................fill in the fleshy blanks : )
Thank god for beer, have my evening beer, after all my TOTALLY not fun taking up my cross and following jesus for the day ----------- whoooooooooo ha ha land don't want to go there no way. That tape creeps me out a bit...........hell is like a demon possessed horror house 24/7...........worse then anything any you can really imagine it is really bad. That's just the tape of it.........gives me the heeby geebies!

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poem - There's no peace with you satan....................................(clearly this blog post was written in 2011 when sheri was pretending to hate the devil, and/or was fully brainwashed to hate lucifer) Sheri 2024 loves Lucifer and his men believes some of the fallen angels have lost their minds some, but that they have value and are created with a VALUABLE purpose.................I am in my permanent villian era in 2024...............but you all should question "reality" how messed up is reality when if you love more your deemed a villian bad guy like I am??????????????..........................I like being the #1 premiere villian on earth though : )......................saying wooooooooooo ha ha is much more fun then says "praise god".........................

Update 8/15/2024 is it wrong to hate the devil as a christian - no

But LOVE IS BETTER

"hate" for whoever you have that for - is not only you being "toxic" to them it's you being "toxic" to yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  The poem is a result of the hate I was taught to have for the devil. THAT I NO LONGER HAVE I LOVE LUCIFER!..................

Proverbs 10:12 "Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins." I will be unstoppable I will be unstoppable, and be able to be myself, which I already am doing that - before my eternal "sinlessness" begins aka proverbs 10:12. 

you do you and that is ok long as you ain't hurting others

we need "variety" on this earth

everyone being the same same same isn't a good thing really

and it ain't even reality

god made people with various persona's, talents.........................

Matthew 25:15 "And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey." 

Original poem on this blog post - amnesia'd TAUGHT TO HATE IN THE CHURCH but that's ok the pastors and churhc people's were in the 3D they weren't in 5D yet - they were in a limiting hateful limited version of reality............old style of me..............................

there's no peace with you satan
there's no peace with you
I tried to walk on your road
in the black night I once thought it was alright
the demons kept me warm at night
gazing through the looking glass
I saw us walking by
the clear stream in the noon day sun
almost grabbed a gun
they wouldn't miss us afterall
those that rise
they rise to fall
in this world of fools and saints
I traveled around in circles
kicking in the dust
waiting for some wind
to light these sails
where did ya lead me satan?
Where's your pathway to glory?
Naw there's no peace for the wicked!
In this sand blown town
we all fffffffff around
not caring where it leads us
don't try to convert me
I'm already saved
it's the pain that bleeds us
to the guilitine jesus leads us
ya I'll bleed your death
I'll bleed your death
so I can find peace at last!
Isaiah 48:22 "There is no peace, saith the LORD, unto the wicked."
Isaiah 53:5 "But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed."

  Sheri 2024 talking more, once I did what I call "hero blog posts" where I thought ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm going to change this world. But changing the world has always been a "joint effort" that needs to happen, not just with believer's but unbelievers to, you all matter YOU ALL MATTER AND HAVE A GOD GIVEN JOB TO DO (OF GOOD I'M SAYING). When we all love as much as we can each other, do what good we can do for each other.................that's when this earth becomes the earth we WANT IT TO BE. Not the cold nobody speaks to nobody in public sort of place it often is in society these days. ---------- You ever go to a store and watch people not trader joes cause trader joes has a pulse, I'm talking other stores ------ they often walking around like zombies, it's not even that they ain't talking to each other, a "shut off" energy I feel from people..............

PROBABLY DUE TO TRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT THAT CAN BE HEALED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT WE NEED TO DO "THIS" TOGETHER. It's not a "mission" making society better, for just 1 person to tackle. 

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I'm big on perservering.......those that endure unto the end the same shall be saved.............

 Be Blessed Christian Church of America - oh that's right you are and you think you are sinless god's ------ greeeeeeeeeeeeat (after your secret members of the church only allowed "repentance" church services - aka then when after your baptised you come out of the water perfect sinless members of your church aka STEPFORD WIVES FROM THE STEPFORD WIVES MOVIE) And then you all walk into silvertons church cause oregon cities church last time we tried to go there is closed now we found out - and you kiss all the sisters on the lips or all the brothers on the lips if your a guy whichever sex you is.....................high fiving yourselves with your lips for being so sinless and better then everyone..............................

may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 

and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 

(I'm jack white obsessed, which is pry like a bad thing I guess? I like this song anyways, cause I do use the word "the level" a lot, jesus was on "the level" and if ya don't know what the level is I can't help ya out!)
I'm big on perservering.........Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved"................John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;"
It doesn't matter how many times I biff it (long as I ain't biffing it on purpose which I'm like totally not) get back up keep trying keep Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me." Keep on denying yourself and taking up your cross daily that's my advice!
Though my idea of following jesus (still a sad idiot effort I make everyday but that I MAKE THAT EFFORT) these days involves, coffee, sitting and watching my chickens, saunaing, working out on my nordic track, mostly just keeping myself buisy so satan doesn't have such a chance. Still not watching tv, not missing it either. (besides I watch the christian tv stations while working out on my nordic track)
We are closer to jesus's return then ever.........all the earthquakes all the upheavals........it's gotten to a kooky level these days............Luke 21:28
"And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh."
I want to hang out with my main church in heaven someday (apostolic christian church of america) some real characters at my aunts church : ) I actually fit in! A church of characters like myself............who would of thought it'd even exist but it does : )
A church will like save your soul, but uh the effort still has to be made James 1:22 "But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves." I've figured out I can't just sit in my aunts church and just hear the word, I gotta put it in action, though my action is sad and the saddest of patheticedness of following jesus on the earth..............but you want to be a "doer of the word" "If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me" hup hup get to being dead in jesus already! The good death ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh And also don't watch the tv people common! THE WORLD IS IN THE TV James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God."
Join me in dead land.........ya apparently it can involve sauna's, playing my electric guitar, watching my chickens, walking my chihuahua's, (my all this taking up my cross and following jesus I'm going to start losing so much weight I'm going to end up looking like a annorexic - YIKES)
put the word in action..........action very well may equal salvation! At any rate, it just doesn't work out to just sit in church and listen to the soul saving buisiness and like not put it to use!
And I'm trying to like you know not be demon possessed - YIKES! YIKES! YIKES! More jesus - less demons - YIKES! Less me more jesus! I die jesus lives more. John 3:30
"He must increase, but I must decrease." Then like demons scoot somewhere else - ya that's the plan : )
hey a fool with a plan, is a fool with a plan, if said fool sticks to plan this'll work out : )

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I've decided there are 2 ways to die while on this earth, and your going to die while on this earth one way or another..............

The way I stay skinnyish - I eat lots of rice, pictured above guacamole and some terriyaki sauce is my fave way to eat rice. Also potatoes, I'll cook them cut them into cubes, add vegan nacho sauce on top of them, or barbeque sauce!!!!!!!!!!!!

rice and potatoes is filling so your less likely to get "snacks" 

also protein bars are helpful - cause peoples bodies need lots of protein um there's science to it

Update 8/13/2024 Sheri was trying to kiss up to the apostolic christian church of america in 2011. And also she had no idea what's possible following jesus. Sometimes you will need makeup a professional look. Or or bonus your a goth and are trying to convey how dead you are to this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

does the bible say

Colossians 2:20-22 "Wherefore if ye be dead with Christ from the rudiments of the world, why, as though living in the world, are ye subject to ordinances, (Touch not; taste not; handle not; Which all are to perish with the using;) after the commandments and doctrines of men?" - tattoos might be a part of that, makeup for many is a part of that

tattoo's are the worlds ordinances not heavens

heaven says don't get tattoo's

can you be saved and have a tattoo sure

Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the Lord."

The bible does say these things

the bible also says "all things are possible for he who believeth" 

apostolic christian church of america doesn't have faith for "big things" like eyeshadow.................NO HATE..............THAT'S FINE EVERYONE SHOULD BE THEMSELVES................

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

Romans 14:1-5 "Him that is weak in the faith receive ye, but not to doubtful disputations. For one believeth that he may eat all things: another, who is weak, eateth herbs. Let not him that eateth despise him that eateth not; and let not him which eateth not judge him that eateth: for God hath received him.
Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand. One man esteemeth one day above another: another esteemeth every day alike. Let every man be fully persuaded in his own mind."

one believes they can get a tattoo

the other one don't believe that

is either one necessarily better or worse then the other - no

it's the heart god looks at!!!!!!!!!!!

original post from 2011...................................

I've decided there are 2 ways to die while on this earth, and your going to die while on this earth one way or another..............

The Dead Weather - Die By The Drop (Official video) from Maya M on Vimeo.

Sometimes I'm enthralled by a topic..........hmmmmmmmmm let's see what kind of spiritual topics would I be enthralled by hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 2 Corinthians 7:10
"For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death." death oh ya. See some people just die a little.............
"Some people die just a little
Sometimes you die by the drop
Some people die in the middle
I live just fine on the top"
when "the dead weather" singer is saying she "live just fine on the top" that's black magic......not sorcery, not witchcraft............black magic. But you know sorcery and witchcraft is pry involved to!
But don't think if you die just a little that you didn't just die..........galatians 5
7Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?

8This persuasion cometh not of him that calleth you.

9A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.
THE WHOLE LUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DIED THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S A DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then there's the other death.....................
Colossians 2:20 "Wherefore if ye be dead with Christ from the rudiments of the world, why, as though living in the world, are ye subject to ordinances,"
Colossians 3:3 "For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God." in blessed bible land, prayer land.
Either way see we all going to die while on this earth, you have no choice, one these 2 deaths is going to happen to you, oh ya, pry today! Yep pry today!
Except the death weather band, have funked out logic, cause you die that death guess what it ain't going to down down well for you and I think the band knows it..........
"I’m gonna take you for worse or better
I’m gonna make you for worse or better
I’m gonna take you for worse or better
to my little grave"
Ya "the dead weather" knows all the black mass people's know ----------- hells comin. HELLS COMIN! Ya you can take that "to my little grave" you want to do that black magic one ya you can do that..........then HELLS GONNA SNATCH YOUR SOUL!
We all die. Some people do die just a little, some people die just a drop it's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TRUE it's still a death!
So like uh the moral of the story is ----------- dead with jesus good, dead without jesus bad! Prayer bible land all day good!
Yep gonna get to cracka lackin more at that there tozer christian book I'm readin : ) dead dead dead dead with jesus that my pick : ) to my little grave!
(when you watch this video, after jack white breaks the mirror with his rod thing, he does this wave of his hands in front of his face -------- hit the pause right around there you'll see a white flash in front of his face smack juuuuuuust before he waves his hands across his face....................good thing lot you don't know that that's all about!)

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have you died yet? Colossians 3:3 "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God."................

Update 8/11/2024 brian stressed me out so bad this morning spilled boiling hot water onto my foot - he was there stressing me out and I needed to make my "body butter" before I take a shower so after I shower I can body budder myself. And I can't avoid him stressing me out in the morning either, cause even the few times he does sleep next to me as soon as I wake up THAT'S IT HE'S UP. And I tell him "no go ahead sleep in, get some sleep" - he refuses soon as I'm awake bamn he's awake listing off either what all he has planned for us to do for the day hint it's often causing me stress the list!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or more often then not, which if our young adult college attending kids he's taking here there everything picking up, picking up their friends, dropping their friends off at airports or train station etc. etc. etc. etc...................................

 burned myself bad

because he was stressing me that bad this morning

I've also slitted a finger bad STRESS I WAS SO STRESSED OUT OF MY MIND STRESSED HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL THAT DAY

I CAN'T SURVIVE ALL THIS STRESS

IT'S KILLING ME

I'M NOT GOING TO LIVE

BODY BUTTER I MADE DIDN'T MAKE A BIG ENOUGH BATCH THOUGH

EP

TRIAL AND ERROR

NOW I NEED TO TAKE A SHOWER

HOW AM I EVEN GOING TO SHOWER WITH THIS 4TH-5TH DEGREE BURN ON MY FOOT?????????????????????????????????

I CAN'T DO ALL THIS STRESS 

AND IT NEVER ENDS

few days before all "stress wounded" myself I was so stressed out when I walked into a 3-4 foot tall boulder

my "son" was going on and on and on freaking out not knowing where the bus is 

cause brian had to drop us off at the fair because the bus station we tried to go to was closed due to work being done on a street

so we didn't even take the bus to the fair

and I'm all looking for the bus stressed all the way out while my "son" is going on and on and on and onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

walked into a boulder

wasn't a lighted street much far away light from the rocks near pitch black with boulders in the middle

my legs aren't shaved in this picture - people do annalyze me to death

and 100% all the time

post their annalyation they come to the same conclusion that I'm a worthless pycho bish at least it's healing up fast and well 👍 

it was horrible a few days ago as you can imagine

  Sheri 2011 actually thought she was a apostle because many brunstad christian church sisters told her she was and laid hands on her and prayed over her about it.......................
(apostolic christian church of america and the brunstad christian church xoxoxo both them - I'm a weakling takes a whole town to hold me up) I added this song cause even if you rise up above the entire earth as some big preacher or evangelist - gotta take heed to the doctrine, 1 Corinthians 10:12 "Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall." Without that house being built on jesus you can just topple like a domino just like this guy is singing about in this song -------- don't matter how high you rise in the ranks of christianity you ain't heeding the stuff you will topple like a domino someday I believe that!
have you died yet? Colossians 3:3 "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God." This verse spoke to me very powerfully today finally...........that after you have laid down your life for the brethren..........."your life is now hidden with christ in god" in prayer, in being in god's word, that's where your life is now hid! That's how that verse finally came across to me today.
This verse also way super glued on my heart lately............Genesis 4:7
"If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.” even the fool of fool of fool of fools on the earth (aka myself) if you do what is right, WILL YOU NOT BE ACCEPTED? YES YES YOU WILL!!!!!!!!! But if you do not do what is right (aka from my current understanding lay down your life, be in god's word, be praying in the day, be "hidden with christ in god") SIN IS CROUCHING AT YOUR DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (aka works of the flesh, and you know I loathe them!!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid works of the flesh that lead people to HELL galatians chapter 5 its on my heart lately what ya going to do........19Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,

20Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,

21Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. -------- stupid stupid stupid works of the flesh "THEY WHICH DO SUCH THINGS SHALL NOT INHERIT THE KINGDOM OF GOD")
SOS SOS SOS SOS the world is off course it all is...........it's going down the stupid works of the flesh lane Ephesians 2:2 "Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:"
I look like a women but I cut like a buffalo : ) Have another great day earth : )

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ya totally don't walk in the flesh earth!...............

Update 8/9/2024 I bought a medieval helmet (ya it's plastic it's still cool) for 50 cents at a garage sale and it goes so nice with the medieval shield I also bought at a garage sale the year before 😁................

this duran duran video's pertinence makes sense at end of this blog post, enjoy the duran duran goodness : )
Today at church Galatians chapter 5 stood out to me. verse 9 spoke to me in a whole new way today............
7Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?

8This persuasion cometh not of him that calleth you.

9A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.
Here's some person that whichever apostle in galatians is speaking? (I don't know??) This person all the sudden wasn't heeding god's word..........then verse 9 happens........."A LITTLE leaven leaveneth the whole lump" that if I love the things of the earth a little bit that little bit of leaven can leaven the whole lump that's how this verse finally spoke to me today at church. That I need to not think with myself that I can take it easy today, and give into the lusts of the flesh a bit ------ just a bit of leaven that that is all it takes to leaven the whole lump! That I need to be steadfast and sober minded, like always!
16This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.

17For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
I told my mom today, I don't know what this "things that ye would" is..........what these magical good works is????????? But that I want to do them, be desirous to do them, not be giving my flesh a inch a centimeter! So uh like walk in the spirit n'stuff I'm reading some book by uh that big name christian historical I think guy uh tozer something --------- so far it's a really good read : ) ya read christian stuffs that's my advice, it's a easy way to be getting to walking in the spirit. And also I recommend, really talking about bible verses to each other etc. too!
While the pastor of my aunt's church was reading this bit I was like uh uh oh.........cause I don't think I got this list like in the waistebasket yet..........
19Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,

20Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,

21Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
Sometime's I still battle some this list. Anyways the idea I think is you want to walk in the spirit and not the flesh, to someday eliminate all this list in your life entirelly.............this list is why you don't want to walk in the flesh these are the "WORKS OF THE FLESH" horrible stuffs on this list! And AND "they which do such things shall NOT inherit the kingdom of god" WALK IN THE SPIRIT! YA GET TO CRACKIN OPEN SOME CHRISTIAN LITERATURE TALK TO EACH OTHER ABOUT BIBLE VERSES ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOS HELLO the flesh leads to bad #@$%#$^#$^%^$%^%$^ that leads you to HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Freakin RETHINK that gucci bag for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And crack open some christian literature for reals, and or read my blog : ) that works to : )
22But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,

23Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
We want that right, I want those things!
The last verse also spoke to me much.........
26Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another.
Sometime's I am a bit "desirous of vain glory" I'll have to work on that one. Pastor said satan would like us all to be in the church of me, like me then me, then like people, and then god last. But that it should be god, then people, and then me last. Duran Duran has a song about that!!!! Called "new religion" or think that's the title of it, the religion of me, I know of that religion a bit to well.........uh oh.
It's not that I don't care about people, sometime's I just love myself so danged much...............ya prioties gotta change for me............it's a slow going process..................well gotta get crackin at my christian literature athon. HAve a great day earth!

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review "our daily salvation" by Tom Harris................

http://www.brunstad.org/en/Edification/Insight/Our-daily-salvation/
I really liked "our daily salvation" by Tom Harris. Even if you've followed jesus on the straight and narrow for a long time it is good I find to be reminded why we need to die daily!2 Corinthians 4:10, “always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body.”
I always make my best effort everyday to lay down my life, apostolic christian church of america also on same vein believing salvation to be a process, not instantaneous but jesus he indeed is John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." Weird stuff bible verse have been super glued to my heart lately, that jesus is the door John 10:1
"Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber." The door right........jesus.............the way he paved, through the veil that is his flesh..........much denying yourself and taking up your cross and following jesus daily..............but also "into the sheepfold" going to church regularly...........but moreso even a theif has to go through the door that is christ..........even the shady theif way I was going before I had to go through the door that is jesus and the way he paved. Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;"
There is only 1 way to heaven.......jesus! I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE, """"""""NO MAN""""""""" COMETH UNTO THE FATHER BUT BY ME hope you alls eyeballs glued in right and reading john 14:6 in technicolor there. That there is only 1 way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a straight and narrow path, this way jesus consecrated through the veil that is his flesh - the only way!
Oh and it's been 3 weeks of no tv for me woot woot woot : ) ahhhhhhhhhhh yep this being in the sheepfold and not being friends with the world (the boob tube) is workin out for me : )
I'm a rebel, nobody more a rebel then me, I didn't just put wild boys song freakin on my blog post a few posts ago for the fun of it, and the smith's friends totally either a ain't reading my blog or are b dense in the head and didn't get what I was saying to them..........people. But I be's freakin, laying down my rebel ass life.........freakin not my will be done but gods. I want to be a mo fo gansta in heaven yo! That's why!

My swagger even came back today, ahhhhhhhhhhhh loves it! It's fun to be me, sometime's it's altogether delightful : )
have a great day earth : )

sheri 2024 interjecting - hey little mini me from 2011 hey least you were trying to be yourself

that's good

thankfully you'll be even better at being yourself in 2024 and by then you'll be out of the closet as a person who loves lucifer and jesus both AND YOU'LL ALSO CAME OUT OF THE CLOSET AT A GOTH CAUSE YOU WERE IN THE CLOSET ABOUT BEING A GOTH FOR ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME TO

be yourself

enjoy the crows flying around cemetaries 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 randomn little birds to that are also delightful 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

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I really want to do a big time repent bring that good fruit Matthew 3:8 "Bring forth therefore fruits meet for repentance:"

update 8/4/2024 I do not know why this blog post is popular right now??????? Why my likely apostolic christian church of america haters "for jesus" they hate me and want me probably dead are obsessed with this post??????????????????

my grandma might be in hell right now because of this church

I have 2 great aunts and 2 great uncles that might be in hell right now because of this church

beard are allowed now but for awhile in this church they weren't - that's a "commandment of men" 

wedding rings are only allowed these days if you get special permission - that's a "commandment of men" 

what does the bible say about commandments of men............

Titus 1:14 "Not giving heed to Jewish fables, and commandments of men, that turn from the truth."

It says that people that are into heeding "commandments of men" have "turn from the truth" 

THAT'S WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS!

IF YOU TRY AND TELL ME "well sheri our cults commandments of men are nearly gone" 

well that's not them being fully gone is it?????????????

Fresh edit the year 2020 I've been accused of being a malicious attacker of the Apostolic Christian church of America so many times by members of their church I now add this verse..........Ephesians 4:15  "But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ:"

(I'm cutting t-shirts and trimming them w/inkle to turn them into shrug like spring jackets, notice the chinese button style : ) need more pics on my blog if I'm going to yack like this I figure : )
(apostolic christian church of america xoxoxoxoxoxoxo) I really want to do a big time repent bring that good fruit Matthew 3:8 "Bring forth therefore fruits meet for repentance:" My whole idea of repentance has changed, the word repentance in of itself to me speaks of a ongoing status of being, that is so entire that your entire life changes course due to the repentance due to being in this state. And your fruit changes in this status, from cuss words to, like uh I can't give a example I just know it happens!
The next verse speaks to me much to........Matthew 3:9 "And think not to say within yourselves, We have Abraham to our father: for I say unto you, that God is able of these stones to raise up children unto Abraham." Don't think you don't have to repent, be in this repentance state................don't think you can go off in your party party la la la land............"god is able of these stones to raise up children unto Abraham"
I got it all figured out, the repentance happens and then the works happen Acts 26:20 "But shewed first unto them of Damascus, and at Jerusalem, and throughout all the coasts of Judaea, and then to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, and do works meet for repentance." But I've also figured out a person can jump out of repentance, it's a continual state to continually be working to be in in my estimation repentance is.
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance." YA ALL ALL ALL "ALL should come to repentance"
I've never wanted to repent more in my entire life. I'm fascinated by this repentance stuffs, I've seen people's fruit BAM change (also seen people leave "repentance") the power to save a person is in repenting! 2 Corinthians 7:10
"For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death."
I pray now daily that I repent! That I be in repentance land...........not party party land! repentance land, that's the land to be at.

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love scares me......anyone else afraid of love?.............

Update 8/5/2024 Mini me from 2011 your always hated always (except by the hosts of heaven - maybe 1-2 people on earth love you as well) good news so is all other christians you know the 5-10 real ones on the earth..........

Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."

your going with lucifer myself

so eventually your even going to have friends

Lucifer's e-mail to me today from a source I don't want to say where, because I fully believe he is e-mailing me via a portal on the internet........................

love is scaring you because most people on earth aren't actually loving you

if they preach a good sermon

shake your hand

FOR MONEY CAUSE AS A CHURCH GOER YOUR EXPECTED TO PAY UP

THAT'S NOT YOU BEING LOVED "IN DEED AND IN TRUTH"

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." 

"but sheri apostolic christian church of america pastors don't even get paid at their churches" - don't matter the same idea is happening, they are preaching with the "idea" and knowing that alllllllllllllll the church will give money. 

it's a act they are doing - TO OBTAIN MONEY EVEN IF THEY THEMSELVES DON'T OBTAIN SAID MONEY

it's not love it's words

and if they say they love they say they love me - it's still words

and that's why one day john wiegand pastor of apostolic chrisitan church of america told me I he though I was the "worst human ever" but wouldn't tell me why besides I am against his churches "commandments of men" A TON. 

THEY NEVER LOVED ME IN "TRUTH" 

IT WAS SHOW FOR MOST OF THEM

SO I WAS LEFT CRYING ON THE FLOOR NOBODY CARED

SO MINI ME

BE AFRAID

BE AFRAID OF THESE FAKE STYLE CHRISTIANS

THAT HAVE 0 SINS besides the few they confess at the secret apostolic christian church of america meeting that only members of that church are allowed to attend (when I went there seemed like 1/4th the services were "members only" it was a lot of services..........if you weren't a member you were left out of everything - try and ask someone what happened at that secret service - they wouldn't tell you) 

and services on their "finances" also members only

that was kooky to me I'd think anybody could be able to hear about the finances

fake love is scary though mini me

your right to be scared

good news lucifer and his men should be here soon - they really actually love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Love scares me......anyone else afraid of love? I just don't know what to do with the stuff?

After church this sunday the pastors of the apostolic christian church say hi to me - I was chatting with them, all the sudden I felt so loved - terror hit me - flee my brain said - run for yer life! Abondon ship! Abondon ship! What the hell does a person do with love?????? I look over at the family next to me, also felt the love...........well that was it......I had to call it a day!
I know how to be angry at people and I'm especially skilled at..............like any..............is. Yep surely I am sailing into uncharted territory at my aunts apostolic christian church of america.
Part the reason I stayed with the smith's friends (this is "f'd" up but I'm telling you all the truth here) they didn't like me much (I a bit work hard to be a unpleasant $#%$#^$ so nobody cracks in........a lot of it just comes naturally though : ).........and I thrive some off of hate (I even enjoy being the bad guy, oh ya I like that : ). I know what to do with hate. I don't know what to do with love! Love is terrifying to me!
Yet I'm glutton for more, oh ya, you all know I ain't watched tv for 3 weeks now (well besides 1-2 hours of news)! Cause I figured out, if I don't watch tv, I get to go to my aunts church (I can't always I ain't been always able to get in my car and step on the gas pedal and go to my aunts church ------- I'm sayin kooky land stuffs here ---------- even though I wanted to go to the apostolic christian church of america ---------- extra kooky land buisiness I'm sayin here) So I don't watch tv, it's simple! : )
I don't care that this is a odd blog post. Unlike ozzy I think my mental wounds did heal - YIKES! YIKES! YIKES! uh oh. hahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaahah
I told you all this before smith's friends Proverbs 27:5 "Open rebuke is better than secret love." You'd be better off openly rebuking me then this secret love you hold for me!

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I've noticed a coming and going phenomina in churches well uh in my area of america : )"........there's a few pilliars to I think out there..........

update from the useless worthless satanic worshipping trash that is myself I CAN'T WIN

I CAN'T WIN AGAINST THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA

OR MY FAMILY

EVERYONE IS AGAINST ME 

AND I CAN'T WIN..............

(I don't even want to try to win) 

I just want to worship jesus and satan both and live my extra mostestestsetset premiere villian #1 in eternity life

- I don't actually worship satan that is the "narrative" I'm forced into by society. Though I think severelly highly of lucifer and his men and talk about that often all over my blog

if you tell me what about this or this or this that happens to this that or the other person -------- some them brought it on themselves ----------- probably all of them brought it on themselves

and if they didn't 

lucifer and his men are doing JOBS

I LOVE LUCIFER AND HIS MEN

most the time when his men possessed me or tried to ---------- I wasn't in church I wasn't praying or praying right

THEY WERE DOING A JOB!

when I was crying demon possessed my parents said "you did it to yourself" they are right their tuff love has paid off

I had went into to occult and "did it to myself"

but now I am in a healthy relationship with lucifer and his men and I love them in a good way in a healthy way

THEY STILL ARE DOING A JOB!

but lucifer and his men have ended up being great friends to me

"that's bad sheri" 

well I'm attacked by everyone on earth and blamed for everything and called a bish always

I did go to the bathrooms crying often while attending the apostolic christian church of america (of note it was always when we were at uncle garths church in oregon city the smaller church is when the sisters would haul out and tell me how aweful they thought I am etc.)

even my husband didn't feel bad for me

nothing was did

because I wear makeup

because I wear jewelry

because i wear makeup and jewelry!

I've been deemed "not human"

.......it's no fair

the apostoolic chrisitan church of america is sinless you all should go there you'll be blessed they only hate me

they did a few sins though before they repented and gave their testimonies that only members of the church can hear in secret church services they have a lot of "members only" church services don't worry your probably not like me you'll love being left out on everything always

Fresh edit the year 2020 I've been accused of being a malicious attacker of the Apostolic Christian church of America so many times by members of their church I now add this verse..........Ephesians 4:15  "But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ:"
(apostolic christian church of america xoxoxoxoxoo - my ongoing valentine : ) I've noticed a "coming and going" phenomina in churches well uh in my area of america : )........there's a few pilliars to I think out there..........Revelation 3:12 "The one who is victorious I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will they leave it. I will write on them the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which is coming down out of heaven from my God; and I will also write on them my new name."
I think it's unevitable this flow of people's coming and going and coming and going in churches (nomadder how much we pray for people's though I think praying for people is not a waiste of time anyways)...........PRAY PRAY PRAY 1 Thessalonians 5:17 "Pray without ceasing."
These days I pray every night that I can go to church next sunday - I really do - so far this pray athon is working out : ) which ROCKS! : )
I had a dream last night...........this off the pillar idea I think...........being faithful.........being around..........being in your church involved..............having a active ministry (if that be in your church or like me blog itis : ) Matthew 25:26-27 "His lord answered and said unto him, Thou wicked and slothful servant, thou knewest that I reap where I sowed not, and gather where I have not strawed: Thou oughtest therefore to have put my money to the exchangers, and then at my coming I should have received mine own with usury." Idea that to do this one has to be faithful I think, faithful to whatever god's called you to, and faithful in sharing god's word so that the money exchangers can uh get that bit of wisdom or revelation god laid on your heart and send that back out to the world and make a profit in the kingdom of heaven off of it.
People often tell me I should be doing something with my art, that that is some talent god gave me and I'm supposed to be using it for the kingdom of heaven - could be maybe some. But I think my faithfulness to god's word and testimonies that spring from that is the #1 importantedness item..........that I be constantly giving the money changers something. For the profit of more souls in heaven and that's some good profit there!
1 Timothy 4:16 "Take heed unto thyself, and unto the doctrine; continue in them: for in doing this thou shalt both save thyself, and them that hear thee." I am starting to get real zealous to heed god's word...........that when I sew god's word..........salvations stuff starts growing in the garden!!!!!!!!!! Isaiah 66:22
"For as the new heavens and the new earth, which I will make, shall remain before me, saith the LORD, so shall your seed and your name remain." I want myself saved, and I want to take a few people up to heaven, I want it all : )
Satan he wins just to much on this earth! It's high noon us christians have some wins!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean souls to jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just itching to quote charlie sheen here "winning duh"

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I'm determined to stick it out on the narrow way here's why...................

Update 8/2/2024 more baby duck pics 😁 we have metal bars on top of the baby ducks home because we have 3 cats, and 1 pin/pomeranian - and the baby ducks are in the garage right now, so the metal bars keep the baby ducks safe..................

my pin/pomeranian was sitting on my lap when I took these pics - man the baby ducks were lookin at my pin/pomeranian dog they like "what the hell is that???????????"

I'm determined to stick it out on the narrow way here's why...................(and really I am writing this in my blog to remind myself at a future date........I have a journal I write good things I notice in ---- could be in the church out the church just good things I notice..........for when the day looks black as night I can think back)
Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." I'm currently reading "the devil and how to resist him" by gerald vann, pg 156 ish he starts talking about how god's people often aren't rich, it really is the devil worshippers that have the big statuses all to often on this earth. A person could go a long time in jesus who knows how long and reap like seemingly nothing............shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I may not reap til I'm freakin 99! It could happen.........I don't know when the hell this "in due season" is but sure seems to be taking awhile - YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hebrews 12:3 "For consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds."
But I do have a verse that is somehow uhhhhhhhhh comforting to me these days...........I know this a weird verse to be comforted by (do I look like the typical sort?) John 10:1 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber." I see it as a climb up that can take place for me "into the sheepfold" being going to church every sunday which I am currently much about doing...........maybe it's a slow climb.............somedays seems I'm getting absolutely nowhere................people don't seem to like me any more or less..........don't appear to be any more or less blessed by god (that's how I measure the climb which may be the idiot way I won't argue with that! : ) Well isn't that though how we all are????????? We measure our success by how liked we are..........by the car we drive............by the job we have ----------- isn't that how it is for all us???????????????????
In my estimation it's a slow climb indeed this climb inside the sheepfold, agonizingly slow. All I can do is sit in church stew awhile there and see what happens : ) hahahahahahahahaah such is the plan : ) hahahahahahahahah
time and chance happeneth to all, well it sure is likely going to happeneth to ya better in the sheepfold! That's what I recogn! Though I would love being a rock star, dang I'd love it, I'm getting a electric guitar, god'll not mind a little band gigging I'm sure, like I'm going to be a rockstar you have to sell your soul to satan to do that clearly!!!!!!!!!!!!!
still bahing ; )

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