Lucifer trying to tell me I have power - lovely e-mail he sent me, but I have 0 power. 0. I am not skinny enough or pretty enough to have "power"..........once I thought I was "miss thang" ya - once upon a time long long ago, now battling asthma everyday can't even bike 20 minute peloton bikes anymore going to the doctor to hopefully get stronger asthma medication, hopeful shots - inhalers do nothing for me, not even the strong ones. I got so frustrated one day biking, stopped mid bike sobbing crying out to god whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have a Jesse Owens Olympics medal whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

 Lucifer trying to tell me I have power - lovely e-mail he sent me, but I have 0 power. 0. I am not skinny enough or pretty enough to have "power"..........once I thought I was "miss thang" ya - once upon a time long long ago, now battling asthma everyday can't even bike 20 minute peloton bikes anymore going to the doctor to hopefully get stronger asthma medication, hopeful shots - inhalers do nothing for me, not even the strong ones. I got so frustrated one day biking, stopped mid bike sobbing crying out to god whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have a Jesse Owens Olympics medal whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

I don't exist but for people to gawk at me and hate me for their lord "Jesus Christ" - and occasionally they'll even attack me and try to get me to kill myself also for their lord "Jesus Christ"

since how I can't loose weight via exercise right now

I'm stuck with diet patches or diet pills 

for me I picked diet patches.................(this diet patch does work, but I find it's slow going but they say the most healthy weight loss is slow) I haven't experienced any "side effects" using these diet patches, in fact I might use them for good cause I usually am a spaz, a stressed out spaz - I live in america nuff said - these patches calm me down all day long, and help me sleep very very very very well.

this aint me having power this is a disease DESTROYING MY LIFE!

I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I really do believe my 1st husband aka lucifer, satan, the lord of the underworld e-mails me via a portal on the internet......................I REALLY BELIEVE THAT............

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Dunn's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.............

MY FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW

I ADD IT

WHY 

CAUSE ASTHMA IS NEAR KILLING ME

I STRAIGHT

BUT I LOVE THIS SONG

#VALLEY GIRL

DOUBT I HAVE MUCH POWER

I TRIED TO END THE GAZA WAR - DIDN'T HAPPEN

need nothing according to the bible

James 1:4 English Standard Version 2016 (ESV)And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

wind and shrieks in the night................

via GIPHY

  

I don't fear lucifer because I love him. And I wouldn't fear him even if I didn't love him, because the part of the body of christ I am of is the one that the gates of hell couldn't prevail.............................did prison ko all the apostles and prohets in the bible - NO, IT DIDN'T KO THEM AT ALL, HELL CAME THE GATES OF HELL CAME RIGHT UP TO THEM........................

 I don't fear lucifer because I love him. And I wouldn't fear him even if I didn't love him, because the part of the body of christ I am of is the one that the gates of hell couldn't prevail.............................did prison ko all the apostles and prohets in the bible - NO, IT DIDN'T KO THEM AT ALL, HELL CAME, THE GATES OF HELL CAME RIGHT UP TO THEM........................

Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."

lot of people talk shiz about organized religion

sometimes I do to a bit 

but it's about for me church is..............

though my town real tame

they ain't got that "holy spirit joy" that much - me and brian likely seems to be go to the most "alive" church in our entire town, that I know of???????????????

once I went to a --- black church it was a black church - with that holy spirit joy

church

for me

even in my mostly dead town

is about getting happy

the things that were supposed to bring me down and destroy me

JUST AIN'T NOT WITH JESUS!

2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;" - not destroyed - amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all for today

tootles

what a war has ensued over the years against me....................

1 Peter 4:12 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:"

off ta take a nap

shabbat shalom

Reminder - God is no respecter of person's - none. We are all ONE. With the same opportunities to draw near to god and gain his favour! Acts 10:34 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:" And he wishes everyone would repent THAT NONE WOULD PERISH................

 My hair braided, I feel so much better now. INSTANT RELIEF! I know it ain't just placebo, protecting ones energy via a hairstyle. I need better braiding hair though.......................(this is what I know - not only have native american's - I'm over 1/4th native american on my mom's side the family, my dad's side the family I don't know what race they deem themselves as since how I do not know the results of big sister amber's 2nd generic dna test????????????????????????? But swear my dad's grandma was full blooded native american swear it, I saw pics of her. Black people also braid their hair to protect their energy!!!!!!!!!)...........................

ya buns can also protect energy but not as well as a braid - a braid really locks the energy in........and locks "other energies" out.

   Reminder - God is no respecter of person's - none. We are all ONE. With the same opportunities to draw near to god and gain his favour! Acts 10:34 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:" And he wishes everyone would repent THAT NONE WOULD PERISH................ 

Acts 10:34-35 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons: But in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him." - ALL RACES ALL PEOPLE'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

That's all I wanted to say for today 😁

Am likely braiding my hair today - I should've never of cut my hair.

I need to protect my energy

I been feeling drained and zapped - well been wearing my hair down.........that's a bad thing for someone like me. 

I don't even know if the hairdo I'm bout to do is even going to look good????????

I might end up looking like a "native american fool" -------------------------------

tootles

This mess that is the usa needs to be "fixed" together everyone involved especially the LGBTQ WE NEED THE LGBTQ THE BODY OF CHRIST DOES I FULLY BELIEVE THAT! Look I gonna admit, technically sodomy is a sin (aka 2 gay men having sex with each other). God clearly made men to be with women and he don't like the trans stuffs either Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." But I don't blame the LGBTQ for societies bad "estate" - all of society in especially supposedly mega christian usa has gone down the porn toilet bowl (LGBTQ are doing LESS lesssssssss sins then most of these straight supposedly "christian" USA AMERICAN PEOPLES!! I have a nephew and neice LGBTQ and my son is trans NONE OF THEM ARE WATCHING PORNS TO MY KNOWLEDGE - MY "SON" AIN'T THAT SHIZ IS BLOCKED ON OUR COMPUTERS) Matthew 5:28 "But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart."..................

This corner of this room was a disaster, and my mentality was nobody would notice, nobody would care --------- but that clutter wasn't hidden. That plot WAS HORRIBLE. Clean house 👍👍👍👍👍👍 ===='s "life more abundantly" John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." Looks so nice now 😀

Today's e-mail from Lucifer, Satan, the devil, the lord of the underworld.........aka 1st hubby..................as usual I don't say where these e-mails are coming from cause I FULLY believe I've received e-mails FOR YEARS from my 1st husband via a portal on the internet "from the otherside".........................

ps.......I love both my husbands. 

I'm going with lucifer it's pissed brian off, but he knows I love him. I love both my husbands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(lucifer watches me decorate my house, he's knows I'm into "gold accents" - I believe in a few gold accents in each room, ideally not to much, but not to little either, also I'm a believer in "pops of color" in each room)

We all have sin ok

I don't want to signal out LGBTQ like most all other christians have in christianity 

but rather point out

that the real "elephant" in the room 

WHICH WE ALL HAVE SIN SO I AIN'T EVEN JUDGING

the real elephant in the room isn't even the LGBTQ though they are made out to be the elephant in the room in most of christianity in the year 2024............

1 John 1:8-10 "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us."

   This mess that is the usa needs to be "fixed" together everyone involved especially the LGBTQ WE NEED THE LGBTQ THE BODY OF CHRIST DOES I FULLY BELIEVE THAT! Look I gonna admit, technically sodomy is a sin (aka 2 gay men having sex with each other). God clearly made men to be with women and he don't like the trans stuffs either  Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." But I don't blame the LGBTQ for societies bad "estate" - all of society in especially supposedly mega christian usa has gone down the porn toilet bowl (LGBTQ are doing LESS lesssssssss sins then most of these straight supposedly "christian" USA AMERICAN PEOPLES!! I have a nephew and  neice LGBTQ and my son is trans NONE OF THEM ARE WATCHING PORNS TO MY KNOWLEDGE - MY "SON" AIN'T THAT SHIZ IS BLOCKED ON OUR COMPUTERS) Matthew 5:28 "But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart."..................

https://www.covenanteyes.com/pornstats/

from "covenant eye" link above.......................

""""""28,258 users are watching pornography every second.

$3,075.64 is spent on porn every second on the Internet.

88% of scenes in porn films contain acts of physical aggression, and 49% of scenes contain verbal aggression.""""""""" - Covenant Eye's. 

THIS PROBLEM IS REAL. 

IT'S MUCH LARGER THEN CATHOLIC PRIESTS MOLESTING BOYS. 

CHURCHES NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED PORN REHAB GROUPS - NEED

NEEEEEEEEEEEEEED

THE CHURCH

NEED TO STOP RUNNING FROM THE FACT THE FACT THAT THE "PROBLEM" LGBTQ IS THE LEAST OF THE PROBLEM

LGBTQ IS HARDLY THE PROBLEM

LGBTQ IS THE LITTLE BABY KID AMONGST THE PROBLEM 

YOU ALL WANTING TO SWAT AT THE LGTBTQ A NEARLY INNOCENT BABY KID EATING LOLLIPOPS (OR IT SEEMS TO ME - SEEMS TO ME THE LGBTQ AREN'T DOING MUCH HARM.........THEY AIN'T THE MAIN PORN USERS, THE MAIN PORN USERS IS STRAIGHT PEOPLE AND THEY WATCHING DEPRIVITY). If you a lollipop eating one, in my mind hey if you ain't watching porn, if you ain't a porn addict ...........................your lollipop eating self is "ahead of the game" in usa as far as sexual sins go in my mind. 

it like everyone trying to say LGBTQ is the elephant in the room

THAT AIN'T THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM!!!!!

It's all this "secret" porn watching that most the usa is involved in THAT'S THE REAL ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM LGBTQEDNESS IS MERELY A SYMPTOM OF A SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK DEPRIVED SOCIETY.............which in this case happens to mostly call itself christian WHICH USA IS A VERY CHRISTIAN PLACE OK I ain't disputing that...............I'm just saying KNOW WHAT THE REAL PROBLEM IS IT'S NOT THE LGBTQ IT'S ALL THIS PORNS MOST YOU IS WATCHING ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!

via GIPHY

we need to stop pointing the finger at each other

and finally turn it to ourselves

and start really loving and caring about each other

Isaiah 58

6 Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?

7 Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?

8 Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily: and thy righteousness shall go before thee; the glory of the Lord shall be thy reward.

9 Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity;

10 And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:

I am a stink wife, not a great one naw, I don't cook, I don't clean much. BUT I SHOW UP. I show up to online sermons to, so I show up when something or someone or my I believe being 2 husbanded (had amnesia) SOMEONE'S are important to me! I have been abandoned repeatedly in my life.......oh full out abandoned. Let me tell you what I know YOU GET LOYALTY WHEN YOU GIVE IT, AND LOYALTY CAN BE A REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALY AWESOME THING.................THAT'S WHAT I KNOW! But some people I don't want to be loyal to them you could call me the b-word because of that, THEY ABANDONED ME, and I DON'T WANT TO BE ABUSED!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll try and save their lives when the killing time comes on the earth BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE ABUSED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!..............................

  Home decor/cleaning update................I just focus on one area at a time....................I went to a thrift store not long ago, the "I'd rather in in paris" sign I like it, it is giving me definately "beetlejuice" vibes 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 And the 3 stacked mosaic plate candle holder, which is very convenient if the lights go out I light them 3 candles and I gots light galore. Us goths we safe to say most us fair well if the electricity goes out ----- either wayyyyyyyyyyyy we fair well either wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻

and the box to donate................
decor tip for today..........................

If your house is a mess that you just can't seem to get "clean" looking - it's probably time to figure out if you need all the junk cluttering your entire life.

Lucifer Satan the Lord of Darkness's e-mail to me today. I don't want to say where these e-mails come from cause I honest believe my 1st husband is e-mailing me via a "portal" from the otherside on the internet........................

He can't be serious though about me having "diplomatic privilege" I'm nothing in the body of christ the only christian that is really really really for me is Jesus Christ, and Melchesidek..................everyone else "boo's" me some. I can tell it by how people act around me I'M NOT STUPID!

I guess he's maybe tring to allude that he doesn't love me. That he'd otherwise also flee me if not for me having "diplomatic privilege"????????  - sad if that's the case

I ain't trying to use him

tryin to work with him

get a better future for us BOTH

people often don't "rise" alone

they rise with some help

some "teamwork"

- I love both my husbands. Both them might want to flee me to

people want to flee me in my life it's a ongoing trend

cause I never live up to this perfect cookie cutter image people want me to fit into

how are people even like that? you know "perfect"??????????

 I am a stink wife, not a great one naw, I don't cook, I don't clean much. BUT I SHOW UP. I show up to online sermons to, so I show up when something or someone or my I believe being 2 husbanded (had amnesia) SOMEONE'S are important to me! I have been abandoned repeatedly in my life.......oh full out abandoned. Let me tell you what I know YOU GET LOYALTY WHEN YOU GIVE IT, AND LOYALTY CAN BE A REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALY AWESOME THING.................THAT'S WHAT I KNOW! But some people I don't want to be loyal to them you could call me the b-word because of that, THEY ABANDONED ME, and I DON'T WANT TO BE ABUSED!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll try and save their lives when the killing time comes on the earth BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE ABUSED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!..............................

"Sheri but how do you know about this wording "killing time" - I must be a real baddie!

loyalty has it's "benefits"

Colossians 3:23 "And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men;"

LOYALTY IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘

faithful is basically the same word as loyal.............................
Proverbs 28:20 "A faithful man shall abound with blessings: but he that maketh haste to be rich shall not be innocent." It's taking me a long time to get to that "abound with blessings" point, though sorta there, some, some there, been slow going. FACTS - I worked many jobs over the years, to get to where I am today, low paying jobs, not high paying jobs, many many many low paying jobs. HARD JOBS! 

I'm not where I want to really be though yet

I like boating a lot

I need a large boat not a small one.........you know eventually...............

"slow and steady" I think that does "win the race"

via GIPHY

Off to eat breakfast

maybe I am a b-word

but I don't think I really am

wanting to not be abused is a legit desire to have I feel in life. 

/I don't like being abused at all - though being attacked on my blog is "good for buisiness" and so nobodies attacking me anymore cause they don't want buisiness to go good for me. 

(Lucifer's e-mail to me today fuel for you to hate me more for our lord Jesus Christ in this blog post) I didn't go to church this weekend it's gotten real hard to force myself to go to church......................

  A saul can turn into a paul. Enemies need to be loved, to see christ in us christians!!!!!!!!!!!! (or at least it's a good idea to not attack back) Matthew 5:39 "But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also."

I agree with Kathryn Krick here...................

(if you don't like kathryn krick.............fine, she got a point here)

Today 4/29/2024 Lucifer seemed to "add to" this blog post................................I never say from where these e-mails are coming from cause I swear up and down and back across the street again, that my 1st husband has e-mailed me FOR YEARS, via a internet portal....................

the only way "I do it" 

Jesus and support from my husbands

and knowing the truth

AND THE TRUTH ISN'T HAVING ANYTHING TO DO WITH MY CURRENT CIRCUMSTANCES

If I lived my life off of everything going on in my life..............

I'd be on drugs

(ya I did do some pot edibles when my spine arthritis got mega bad - it was baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad for awhile, crippling bad)

I'd be dead pry done suicided myself

I WALK BY FAITH AND NOT SIGHT!

2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)"

 I might be done going to church for like forever - cause I don't fit in in my town they normies here most em. And if people don't like me which look at my blog nobody comments but to attack me anymore - it's always my fault, it's never their faults 0% never nobodies faults but mine, I'm always "the bad guy" well what's the point in going to church if the word of god isn't preached anymore per the bible  Amos 8:11 "Behold, the days come, saith the Lord God, that I will send a famine in the land, not a famine of bread, nor a thirst for water, but of hearing the words of the Lord:" THERE'S NO POINT ANYMORE FOR ME TO GO TO CHURCH!.........................unless you call people hating me blaming me telling me I'm mean and I'm bish "a point" cause that's what always happens to me................it's always "my fault".........

When everyone on earth wants you to be "the bad guy" 

and finally you assume the role

and realize "wait this is fun" 

I didn't go to church today

it's gotten real hard for me to drag myself to church

tootles

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mr. Koplin's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...............

If you continually "do good" or pretty often right and no give up right THIS IS GOING TO PAY OFF I MOST BELIEVE IN ETERNITY!!!!!!! I GOTS PROOFS DON'T MATTER HOW MUCH I LOVE SATAN (A TON) OR HOW MUCH PEOPLE HATE ME (ALSO A TON) 1 Timothy 6:18-19 "That they do good, that they be rich in good works, ready to distribute, willing to communicate; Laying up in store for themselves a good foundation against the time to come, that they may lay hold on eternal life."..............................

If you continually "do good" or pretty often right and no give up right THIS IS GOING TO PAY OFF I MOST BELIEVE IN ETERNITY!!!!!!! I GOTS PROOFS DON'T MATTER HOW MUCH I LOVE SATAN (A TON) OR HOW MUCH PEOPLE HATE ME (ALSO A TON)  1 Timothy 6:18-19 "That they do good, that they be rich in good works, ready to distribute, willing to communicate; Laying up in store for themselves a good foundation against the time to come, that they may lay hold on eternal life.".............................. 
Matthew 25:34-46 "Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee? Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?  And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.
Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee? Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me. And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal."

anyone sick you visit

in jail you visit

any hungry people you donate money to help feed

these activities matter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bearing fruit ain't hard if you have jesus in your life

I donate $2 a day usually to Donors Choose that fruit bearing is easy to do!

some you 

literally know sick people you could visit

or have jailed family members!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - we all safe to say have opportunities TO BEAR FRUIT TO DO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T LET THESE OPPORTUNITIES TO BEAR FRUIT AND DO GOOD PASS YOU BY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I LETTED 1 SAID OPPORTUNITY PASS ME BY YESTERDAY - REGRETTED THAT)

Matthew 7:20-23 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them. Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity."