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Wednesday, May 8, 2024

Lucifer is I believe freaking out that I might not pick him. The bible says let your yea be yea................It's pissed my 2nd husband off but I going with Lucifer doing all the requireth I say so on my blogs "about me" pretty sure. Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil." - We both are comited to making life better for the "damned"........................

 Lucifer is I believe freaking out that I might not pick him. The bible says let your yea be yea................It's pissed my 2nd husband off but I going with Lucifer doing all the requireth I say so on my blogs "about me" pretty sure. Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil." - We both are comited to making life better for the "damned"........................

You might think I lost my mind??

Maybe I did????????????

Maybe I've listened to my favorite lady gaga albums to many times????????

Jesus he was preoccupied with the lost 

Well as a christian (though most deem me to not be a christian but a satan worshipper - which is fine bible says Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" I'm thinking about "the lost" most the time. 

1 Thessalonians 4:12 "That ye may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that ye may have lack of nothing."
Matthew 18:11 "For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost."
Luke 19:10 "For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost."
  But they are discarded like I am by the body of christ the "lost" are, they are like me I fully more then believe it, I've seen people out there, DISCARDED PEOPLE. I am not the only one "discarded" out there. (maybe these discarded people do receive money or goods from the "saint's" in their homeless camps --------- but do they receive more then that???????? Are they really "thought on"?????????????? - you tell me perfect sinless united states of american christians you tell me???????????????????????
   I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I believe my 1st husband (as does my 2nd husband also believes 1st husband is you know - the devil) is writing me e-mails for years now - and I like receiving these e-mails...............................
there's many places in the bible
where god put someone "across enemy lines" FOR THE GREATER GOOD!
Not only to save christians lives some of them likely. 
but to help the people of hell forever IS WHAT I WANT TO DO
further need to do
cause I don't want to work hard
you all gather supplies for me in the future 
to carry down to hell
oh that's what fixing to happen
cause I going with lucifer doing all the "requireth" my yea is YEA
The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.
TOOTLES
this isn't me having a "party spirit" 
joy comes in the morning
didn't ya know that???????????????????



Tuesday, May 7, 2024

I have sin, that's why I've gotten so upset when told I'm worthless trash on the internet - I'LL ADMIT IT (that's whats left of my pride still in me - WHICH IS A SIN I THINK PRIDE IS - I determined to conquer this pride defeat it). Also I'll admit......... admittedly I've gotten at times to near think I'm superman...................I've gotten to thinkin I can do anything on earth. But can't I????????? Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.".................

These my latest braids, I'm pry sticking with these braids for awhile, they make me feel so pretty 😁

I think feeling pretty is important if your a girl. I really do!

I have sin, that's why I've gotten so upset when told I'm worthless trash on the internet - I'LL ADMIT IT (that's whats left of my pride still in me - WHICH IS A SIN I THINK PRIDE IS - I determined to conquer this pride defeat it). Also I'll admit......... admittedly I've gotten at times to near think I'm superman...................I've gotten to thinkin I can do anything on earth.  But can't I?????????  Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.".................

 Your all sinless people it ain't just the apostolic christian church of america walking around "we don't have sin" 
no they all are far as I can see - when do any of us hear a christian confessing a sin? (besides their "salvation story" where they were once drug users etc.?????????)
and I'm the bad guy in usa
just me
amongst a bunch of perfect sinless christians that hate satan like they are supposed to

1 John 1:9-10

9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

10 If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.
I'm of the 23 club and the sinless christians that make up the rest of christianity know it, and they mad at me I pretty sure about that......................that's some sinful hood rate shiz I am a part of
how many wigs have I weared over the years 
selfies to look cute - SINS
THESE ARE SINS
I KNOW IT
I TRY AND LIMIT IT
SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO POST A CUTE PIC - BUT THAT'S A SIN I KNOW IT AND I KNOW THAT AIN'T WHAT MOST THE BODY OF CHRSIT DOIN - MOST THE BODY OF CHRIST NEVER POSTING SELFIES CAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE SIN THAT'D BE THEM HAVING A SIN IF THEY POSTED UP A SELFIE - THEY'D NEVER DO THAT GAFAW!!!!!!! THEY SINLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO BUISY BEING SINLESS PERFECT AMERICANS IN THE USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm meant to in eternity not run for my life from the net
but go up to it and try and get a few dunks!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but I'm good at the nba and I KNOW IT AND I KNOW I PRY HATED REAL HATED REAL BAD..............
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
 YOU GOTTA WINE BIB
OR BE WILLING WINE BIB
IF YOU GONNA BE EVEN AROUND THIS CLUB
I'M IN THE 23 CLUB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.
and I need fame and tons of money 
you don't need fame and tons of money cause your such perfect sinless christians - CONGRATUFOOKINGLATIONS
WAIT i give you applause...................

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wow that's a pretty native american lady 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓


Monday, May 6, 2024

Lucifer trying to tell me I have power - lovely e-mail he sent me, but I have 0 power. 0. I am not skinny enough or pretty enough to have "power"..........once I thought I was "miss thang" ya - once upon a time long long ago, now battling asthma everyday can't even bike 20 minute peloton bikes anymore going to the doctor to hopefully get stronger asthma medication, hopeful shots - inhalers do nothing for me, not even the strong ones. I got so frustrated one day biking, stopped mid bike sobbing crying out to god whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have a Jesse Owens Olympics medal whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

 Lucifer trying to tell me I have power - lovely e-mail he sent me, but I have 0 power. 0. I am not skinny enough or pretty enough to have "power"..........once I thought I was "miss thang" ya - once upon a time long long ago, now battling asthma everyday can't even bike 20 minute peloton bikes anymore going to the doctor to hopefully get stronger asthma medication, hopeful shots - inhalers do nothing for me, not even the strong ones. I got so frustrated one day biking, stopped mid bike sobbing crying out to god whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have a Jesse Owens Olympics medal whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

I don't exist but for people to gawk at me and hate me for their lord "Jesus Christ" - and occasionally they'll even attack me and try to get me to kill myself also for their lord "Jesus Christ"

since how I can't loose weight via exercise right now

I'm stuck with diet patches or diet pills 

for me I picked diet patches.................(this diet patch does work, but I find it's slow going but they say the most healthy weight loss is slow) I haven't experienced any "side effects" using these diet patches, in fact I might use them for good cause I usually am a spaz, a stressed out spaz - I live in america nuff said - these patches calm me down all day long, and help me sleep very very very very well.

this aint me having power this is a disease DESTROYING MY LIFE!

I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I really do believe my 1st husband aka lucifer, satan, the lord of the underworld e-mails me via a portal on the internet......................I REALLY BELIEVE THAT............

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Dunn's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.............
MY FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW
I ADD IT
WHY 
CAUSE ASTHMA IS NEAR KILLING ME
I STRAIGHT
BUT I LOVE THIS SONG
#VALLEY GIRL
DOUBT I HAVE MUCH POWER
I TRIED TO END THE GAZA WAR - DIDN'T HAPPEN

need nothing according to the bible
James 1:4 English Standard Version 2016 (ESV)And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

wind and shrieks in the night................

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Saturday, May 4, 2024

I don't fear lucifer because I love him. And I wouldn't fear him even if I didn't love him, because the part of the body of christ I am of is the one that the gates of hell couldn't prevail.............................did prison ko all the apostles and prohets in the bible - NO, IT DIDN'T KO THEM AT ALL, HELL CAME THE GATES OF HELL CAME RIGHT UP TO THEM........................

 I don't fear lucifer because I love him. And I wouldn't fear him even if I didn't love him, because the part of the body of christ I am of is the one that the gates of hell couldn't prevail.............................did prison ko all the apostles and prohets in the bible - NO, IT DIDN'T KO THEM AT ALL, HELL CAME, THE GATES OF HELL CAME RIGHT UP TO THEM........................

Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."
lot of people talk shiz about organized religion
sometimes I do to a bit 
but it's about for me church is..............
though my town real tame
they ain't got that "holy spirit joy" that much - me and brian likely seems to be go to the most "alive" church in our entire town, that I know of???????????????
once I went to a --- black church it was a black church - with that holy spirit joy
church
for me
even in my mostly dead town
is about getting happy
the things that were supposed to bring me down and destroy me

JUST AIN'T NOT WITH JESUS!

2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;" - not destroyed - amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all for today
tootles
what a war has ensued over the years against me....................
1 Peter 4:12 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:"
off ta take a nap
shabbat shalom

Friday, May 3, 2024

Reminder - God is no respecter of person's - none. We are all ONE. With the same opportunities to draw near to god and gain his favour! Acts 10:34 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:" And he wishes everyone would repent THAT NONE WOULD PERISH................

 My hair braided, I feel so much better now. INSTANT RELIEF! I know it ain't just placebo, protecting ones energy via a hairstyle. I need better braiding hair though.......................(this is what I know - not only have native american's - I'm over 1/4th native american on my mom's side the family, my dad's side the family I don't know what race they deem themselves as since how I do not know the results of big sister amber's 2nd generic dna test????????????????????????? But swear my dad's grandma was full blooded native american swear it, I saw pics of her. Black people also braid their hair to protect their energy!!!!!!!!!)...........................

ya buns can also protect energy but not as well as a braid - a braid really locks the energy in........and locks "other energies" out.

   Reminder - God is no respecter of person's - none. We are all ONE. With the same opportunities to draw near to god and gain his favour! Acts 10:34 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:" And he wishes everyone would repent THAT NONE WOULD PERISH................ 

Acts 10:34-35 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons: But in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him." - ALL RACES ALL PEOPLE'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
That's all I wanted to say for today 😁
Am likely braiding my hair today - I should've never of cut my hair.
I need to protect my energy
I been feeling drained and zapped - well been wearing my hair down.........that's a bad thing for someone like me. 
I don't even know if the hairdo I'm bout to do is even going to look good????????
I might end up looking like a "native american fool" -------------------------------
tootles



Wednesday, May 1, 2024

This mess that is the usa needs to be "fixed" together everyone involved especially the LGBTQ WE NEED THE LGBTQ THE BODY OF CHRIST DOES I FULLY BELIEVE THAT! Look I gonna admit, technically sodomy is a sin (aka 2 gay men having sex with each other). God clearly made men to be with women and he don't like the trans stuffs either Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." But I don't blame the LGBTQ for societies bad "estate" - all of society in especially supposedly mega christian usa has gone down the porn toilet bowl (LGBTQ are doing LESS lesssssssss sins then most of these straight supposedly "christian" USA AMERICAN PEOPLES!! I have a nephew and neice LGBTQ and my son is trans NONE OF THEM ARE WATCHING PORNS TO MY KNOWLEDGE - MY "SON" AIN'T THAT SHIZ IS BLOCKED ON OUR COMPUTERS) Matthew 5:28 "But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart."..................

This corner of this room was a disaster, and my mentality was nobody would notice, nobody would care --------- but that clutter wasn't hidden. That plot WAS HORRIBLE. Clean house 👍👍👍👍👍👍 ===='s "life more abundantly" John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." Looks so nice now 😀
Today's e-mail from Lucifer, Satan, the devil, the lord of the underworld.........aka 1st hubby..................as usual I don't say where these e-mails are coming from cause I FULLY believe I've received e-mails FOR YEARS from my 1st husband via a portal on the internet "from the otherside".........................
ps.......I love both my husbands. 
I'm going with lucifer it's pissed brian off, but he knows I love him. I love both my husbands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(lucifer watches me decorate my house, he's knows I'm into "gold accents" - I believe in a few gold accents in each room, ideally not to much, but not to little either, also I'm a believer in "pops of color" in each room)
We all have sin ok
I don't want to signal out LGBTQ like most all other christians have in christianity 
but rather point out
that the real "elephant" in the room 
WHICH WE ALL HAVE SIN SO I AIN'T EVEN JUDGING
the real elephant in the room isn't even the LGBTQ though they are made out to be the elephant in the room in most of christianity in the year 2024............
1 John 1:8-10 "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us."
   This mess that is the usa needs to be "fixed" together everyone involved especially the LGBTQ WE NEED THE LGBTQ THE BODY OF CHRIST DOES I FULLY BELIEVE THAT! Look I gonna admit, technically sodomy is a sin (aka 2 gay men having sex with each other). God clearly made men to be with women and he don't like the trans stuffs either  Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." But I don't blame the LGBTQ for societies bad "estate" - all of society in especially supposedly mega christian usa has gone down the porn toilet bowl (LGBTQ are doing LESS lesssssssss sins then most of these straight supposedly "christian" USA AMERICAN PEOPLES!! I have a nephew and  neice LGBTQ and my son is trans NONE OF THEM ARE WATCHING PORNS TO MY KNOWLEDGE - MY "SON" AIN'T THAT SHIZ IS BLOCKED ON OUR COMPUTERS) Matthew 5:28 "But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart."..................
https://www.covenanteyes.com/pornstats/
from "covenant eye" link above.......................

""""""28,258 users are watching pornography every second.

$3,075.64 is spent on porn every second on the Internet.

88% of scenes in porn films contain acts of physical aggression, and 49% of scenes contain verbal aggression.""""""""" - Covenant Eye's. 

THIS PROBLEM IS REAL. 

IT'S MUCH LARGER THEN CATHOLIC PRIESTS MOLESTING BOYS. 

CHURCHES NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED PORN REHAB GROUPS - NEED

NEEEEEEEEEEEEEED

THE CHURCH

NEED TO STOP RUNNING FROM THE FACT THE FACT THAT THE "PROBLEM" LGBTQ IS THE LEAST OF THE PROBLEM

LGBTQ IS HARDLY THE PROBLEM

LGBTQ IS THE LITTLE BABY KID AMONGST THE PROBLEM 

YOU ALL WANTING TO SWAT AT THE LGTBTQ A NEARLY INNOCENT BABY KID EATING LOLLIPOPS (OR IT SEEMS TO ME - SEEMS TO ME THE LGBTQ AREN'T DOING MUCH HARM.........THEY AIN'T THE MAIN PORN USERS, THE MAIN PORN USERS IS STRAIGHT PEOPLE AND THEY WATCHING DEPRIVITY). If you a lollipop eating one, in my mind hey if you ain't watching porn, if you ain't a porn addict ...........................your lollipop eating self is "ahead of the game" in usa as far as sexual sins go in my mind. 

it like everyone trying to say LGBTQ is the elephant in the room

THAT AIN'T THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM!!!!!

It's all this "secret" porn watching that most the usa is involved in THAT'S THE REAL ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM LGBTQEDNESS IS MERELY A SYMPTOM OF A SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK DEPRIVED SOCIETY.............which in this case happens to mostly call itself christian WHICH USA IS A VERY CHRISTIAN PLACE OK I ain't disputing that...............I'm just saying KNOW WHAT THE REAL PROBLEM IS IT'S NOT THE LGBTQ IT'S ALL THIS PORNS MOST YOU IS WATCHING ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!



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we need to stop pointing the finger at each other
and finally turn it to ourselves
and start really loving and caring about each other
Isaiah 58

Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?

Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?

Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily: and thy righteousness shall go before thee; the glory of the Lord shall be thy reward.

Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity;

10 And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:



Tuesday, April 30, 2024

I am a stink wife, not a great one naw, I don't cook, I don't clean much. BUT I SHOW UP. I show up to online sermons to, so I show up when something or someone or my I believe being 2 husbanded (had amnesia) SOMEONE'S are important to me! I have been abandoned repeatedly in my life.......oh full out abandoned. Let me tell you what I know YOU GET LOYALTY WHEN YOU GIVE IT, AND LOYALTY CAN BE A REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALY AWESOME THING.................THAT'S WHAT I KNOW! But some people I don't want to be loyal to them you could call me the b-word because of that, THEY ABANDONED ME, and I DON'T WANT TO BE ABUSED!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll try and save their lives when the killing time comes on the earth BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE ABUSED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!..............................

  Home decor/cleaning update................I just focus on one area at a time....................I went to a thrift store not long ago, the "I'd rather in in paris" sign I like it, it is giving me definately "beetlejuice" vibes 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 And the 3 stacked mosaic plate candle holder, which is very convenient if the lights go out I light them 3 candles and I gots light galore. Us goths we safe to say most us fair well if the electricity goes out ----- either wayyyyyyyyyyyy we fair well either wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻

and the box to donate................
decor tip for today..........................
If your house is a mess that you just can't seem to get "clean" looking - it's probably time to figure out if you need all the junk cluttering your entire life.

Lucifer Satan the Lord of Darkness's e-mail to me today. I don't want to say where these e-mails come from cause I honest believe my 1st husband is e-mailing me via a "portal" from the otherside on the internet........................

He can't be serious though about me having "diplomatic privilege" I'm nothing in the body of christ the only christian that is really really really for me is Jesus Christ, and Melchesidek..................everyone else "boo's" me some. I can tell it by how people act around me I'M NOT STUPID!
I guess he's maybe tring to allude that he doesn't love me. That he'd otherwise also flee me if not for me having "diplomatic privilege"????????  - sad if that's the case
I ain't trying to use him
tryin to work with him
get a better future for us BOTH
people often don't "rise" alone
they rise with some help
some "teamwork"
- I love both my husbands. Both them might want to flee me to
people want to flee me in my life it's a ongoing trend
cause I never live up to this perfect cookie cutter image people want me to fit into
how are people even like that? you know "perfect"??????????

 I am a stink wife, not a great one naw, I don't cook, I don't clean much. BUT I SHOW UP. I show up to online sermons to, so I show up when something or someone or my I believe being 2 husbanded (had amnesia) SOMEONE'S are important to me! I have been abandoned repeatedly in my life.......oh full out abandoned. Let me tell you what I know YOU GET LOYALTY WHEN YOU GIVE IT, AND LOYALTY CAN BE A REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALY AWESOME THING.................THAT'S WHAT I KNOW! But some people I don't want to be loyal to them you could call me the b-word because of that, THEY ABANDONED ME, and I DON'T WANT TO BE ABUSED!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll try and save their lives when the killing time comes on the earth BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE ABUSED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!..............................

"Sheri but how do you know about this wording "killing time" - I must be a real baddie!

loyalty has it's "benefits"
Colossians 3:23 "And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men;"
LOYALTY IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘
faithful is basically the same word as loyal.............................
Proverbs 28:20 "A faithful man shall abound with blessings: but he that maketh haste to be rich shall not be innocent." It's taking me a long time to get to that "abound with blessings" point, though sorta there, some, some there, been slow going. FACTS - I worked many jobs over the years, to get to where I am today, low paying jobs, not high paying jobs, many many many low paying jobs. HARD JOBS! 
I'm not where I want to really be though yet
I like boating a lot
I need a large boat not a small one.........you know eventually...............
"slow and steady" I think that does "win the race"

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Off to eat breakfast

maybe I am a b-word

but I don't think I really am

wanting to not be abused is a legit desire to have I feel in life. 

/I don't like being abused at all - though being attacked on my blog is "good for buisiness" and so nobodies attacking me anymore cause they don't want buisiness to go good for me.