I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
Update 7/1/2024 those worried that my eating disorder might've started back up - IT HASN'T. I am obese, I look thin above but according to the dr.'s office visit I went to last I am obese and not only that the lady dr. chewed me out for giggling about having a addiction to panda express.........she told me I'm about to die that I'm so fat. Meanwhile she was even chubbier then me!
Oh but man she chewed me out for several minutes, telling me, what a "food slob" I am for occasionally liking fast food and thinking it's funny................she said I need to quit eating fast food and don't laugh that it's not funny that I'm about to die and that things are serious cause I'm so FAT she told me.
Then she said all I should be eating is salads, potatoes blah blah blah cause I'm so fattttttttttttttttttttttt and am about to die any second now and never laugh never laugh that this isn't funny your about to die. Is what she told me.
I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'm obese, the scale isn't pretend well right now 224 lbs THAT'S REAL THAT IS OBESITY
Do I look skinnier then many american's - yes
do I also have tons of muscle on my body so this 224lb number isn't telling the whole story in my estimation yes ------------------------- in 1 doctor at kaiser permanente no I'm just a fatty
was I chewed out for several minutes by a chubbier then me likely jealous of me several obese lady doctor she was very mean for several minutes - also yes
I do have round 50 lbs I need to loose - it's a fact
it's a literally fact
if you believe a doctor has agitated my eating disorder
go complain to kaiser permanente, cause it was a kaiser permanente doctor in portland or actually it was one them towns outside of portland think gresham - brian's drived there not me.
THEY ALL AGITATING UP PEOPLE'S EATING DISORDERS AT KAISER PERMANENTE IF MY EXPERIENCE IS THE NORM
BUT I'M FINE
MY EATING DISORDER IS NOT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW
FACT
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE INTERMITTENT FASTING 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
ps..........that particular day I went to the doctor for my asthma, not even for my weight ----------- but got chewed out for like 15 minutes over my weight ----- surprise not. This happens to me often but this time it was worser then usual how much I was chewed out for being fat. I don't go to the doctor's often, rather would actually die........................one day a doctor tried to tell me "please show up here, we are your friends" -------- not
I believe "prosperity preachers" might be whether knowingly or not, catering to people itchy hearing 2 Timothy 4:2-4................... 2 Timothy 4:2-4 "Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables."
I think there are as well a great deal of people out there that have gotten tired of being poor!!!!!!!!! Surely there is nothing wrong with wanting better for yourself in life (unless your going about that via means other then god!). To want god to bless you/me this is good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some people's ears "itch" is worrisome to me.........because we might be not living in mansions until we get to heaven. There isn't a verse nowhere in the bible that says any of us that follow jesus will get mansions on this earth...........much is promised though.................
Mark 10:28-30 "Then Peter began to say unto him, Lo, we have left all, and have followed thee. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life." Told my family that doesn't necessarily mean forsake your family cause if your family is christian then you don't need to forsake but instead for me these verses speak about me forsaking my life the life I could've had in this here world for the LORD!
Forsaking something....................Forsaking the "broad road" that many go in this world. I haven't been forsaking that lately like I should and I'm determined to get back to forsaking that!
Oh here I go, talking like a "prosperity preacher" --------------- I want ""an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life"""
So that is much blessings, and blessings all christians and people in general should desire for god to bless them with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 25:23 "His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithfulservant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord."
You may only have a dinky job like me, and a dinky paycheck (also like me) but if you just be faithful from day to day in the "few things" god has given you and I to be faithful over
OUR MANSIONS IN HEAVEN ARE WAITING FOR US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(((((I believe there is a "earthly trap" many get trapped in, I HAVE, comparing ourselves to one another............YOUR VALUE, YOUR WORTH ISN'T IN WHAT CARS OR MANSIONS OR HOW PRETTY YOU IS
I'M TELLIN IT LIKE IT IS
What does the word of god say..............
Matthew 10:30-32 "But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows. Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven."
You are valuable!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is this """"""""thing""""""""""" going on in this earth, where people have been at times made to feel of "less worth" due to their clothing, or their older cars, etc. etc. YOU ARE VALUABLE THAT IS JUST STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR JOB DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR WORTH!
THE HOUSE YOU OWN DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR WORTH!!!!!!!!
YOUR OF IMMENSE RIDICULOUS VALUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
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--------- and if my eating disorder is back thanks to kaiser permanente......................nobody will ever even figure that out
cause according to the weight system of the doctors offices in america I'm always morbidly obese 36% BODY FAT most the time (EXCEPT THAT 36% NUMBER IS NEVER REAL BECAUSE I'M VERY VERY BUFF)
I do have a "fat caliper" and that puts me around last I used it which was awhile ago ----------- it put me somewhere around 22-23% not great but not the 36% that I often am according to merely my height and weight at kaiser BUT THEN THESE DAYS THEY LITERALLY TREATED ME LIKE I'M OVER 700 LBS I WAS CHEWED OUT BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD
but according to literally kaiser permanente doctors I'm faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
I'm 700lbs +++++++++++ never laugh my fat butt this is serious your about to die any second now
you actually 700+ lbs people
freaking underacheivers I'm forever fatter then you in the usa! at the kaiser permanente!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Update 6/26/2024 usually the scale for me sticks at 240lbs, it's moving now 16-8 intermittent fasting.............................even my toes have loose skin on them now I'm getting to skinny....................................
(I crocheted a holder for my shofar : )
I've been told a few times in my life that I am going to fall, by so many people I have been told this that I NEARLY GOT BELIEVING IT! Micah 7:8 "Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy: when I fall, I shall arise; when I sit in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me." I've noticed in society in general there is a lot of people that WANT TO SEE PEOPLE FAIL! (and I understand this desire to see people fail, so that you can think to yourself that your so much more "righteous" or "better" then the people around you, I understand this here idea) I want to see people get saved (.........repent if need be).
This whole bit of the bible I just find great to read today, I have no idea if things are anywhere nearing as bad as what's illustrated in these verses (we are in the "last days" though) how good those last 2 verses are though!...............
Micah 7
2 The good man is perished out of the earth: and there is none upright among men: they all lie in wait for blood; they hunt every man his brother with a net.
3 That they may do evil with both hands earnestly, the prince asketh, and the judge asketh for a reward; and the great man, he uttereth his mischievous desire: so they wrap it up.
4 The best of them is as a brier: the most upright is sharper than a thorn hedge: the day of thy watchmen and thy visitation cometh; now shall be their perplexity.
5 Trust ye not in a friend, put ye not confidence in a guide: keep the doors of thy mouth from her that lieth in thy bosom.
6 For the son dishonoureth the father, the daughter riseth up against her mother, the daughter in law against her mother in law; a man's enemies are the men of his own house.
7 Therefore I will look unto the Lord; I will wait for the God of my salvation: my God will hear me.
8 Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy: when I fall, I shall arise; when I sit in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me.
I could use prayer for today, I'm about to fast for lunch (I can't manage a breakfast fast..............shooting for lunch fasting and then to eat once the sun goes down tonight). I have a lot of muscle on my body and it is really hard for me to fast.............often if I try and go few hours without eating I'm usually in agony, much stomach pain.
Quoting the rabbi at the christian jewish church I often attend online...........just happens to go with this blog post 100%...................
"don't let someone determine your future, let god determine it"
I'm likeing Yom Kippur : )
Have a great week!
LOVE
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Ms. Wolfe's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose........................
Update 6/19/2024 finally planted fake plants and real plants in a bunch of pots..........have a little "floral area" in the backyard. Have no privacy in my backyard, and large chunk of my town see's my backyard............tried putting up 2 slat fences they were broken up by high schoolers and sun damage it was a combo deal going on ------- I'd see high schoolers behind my fence chipping the fencing off I SAW IT. Then we have a roll style bamboo privacy that also didn't last - but it lasted longer. Eventually we gave up, we only have privacy on 1 side of our yard, so people are looking at me always, and to top it off my husband and oldest "son" are home most the time as well ------------------ I'm doing good. I've learned """""""""""""extreme coping skills""""""""""""""""""" No new mice kills for today and last night - maybe they are all dead now or gone ---------- hope so.
sheri 2024 ------------- sheri 2017 believed herself to be a apostle because she was told she was a apostle and people laid hands on me and prayed for me even........................
No iniquity is abounding with me cause I stink so much - man I'm thankful for this #rejoicinginmyinfirmities.................2 Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."
The pastors wife at the church I go to these days well one of two (it happens to be a baptist church, but it's "one body" people your make believe denominations actually mean like nearly 0 --------- other church is a a christian jew synagogue, I really enjoy hebrew music a lot, and my people's culture I enjoy : ) CULTURE SHOULD NOT BE A CRIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But anyways, pastors wife at the church I go to, she said "you commoner people's" she was clearly joking.........................got me thinking. Pastors/pastors wives they gotta probably be thinking about this bible verse Matthew 24:12
"And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."
Iniquity could be a few things, it could be being prettier then everyone around you (and maybe like you using it a lot to your advantage........but surely being pretty can't be a crime, many pretty women and good looking guys in the bible ---- well I assume must've been alright looking guys in the bible cause they got "the chick") Iniquity I recogn could very well be.................................................being in a "privy" spot in the body of christ that other christians around you right.............have cracked it in their heads is pretty "privy".
Where are you going with this sheri????????????????
Well the bible right says Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." That means things is out of "skew" I recogn.
Cause like how it's supposed to be, is people like me is supposed to be #1 big time in the body of christ like as if we were freaking air. THAT'S GOD'S WISH FOR A REASON.
1 Corinthians 12:23-24 "And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness. For our comely parts have no need: but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honour to that part which lacked. That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another."
That all the members should have the same care for one another. I adding this song, love this song...............
I say hey, hey, hey, hey
living like we're renegades
THIS SONG SLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS SO MUCH! LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ps..........................when I got my latest "emo" hair cut, which this is hardly the 1st time I've had emo hair, I've had emo hair a few times over the years (ok at least 2 more times that I can recall but still that's a pretty solid emo track record there) I felt relief, like a ton of bricks was lifted off of me. Looking completely like everyone else just was hell for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT AIN'T ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm saying I'm aware of my own "comliness"
I gotta work harder not to buy no more jewelry..........don't all go of the rails and go "gonzo".
I have a theory on "iniquity" -------- my theory is people have gotten good at stuffs cause think about it, inquity for it to "abound" it has to be able to abound!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like maybe everyone right around me, besides me, I'm still sloppy hahahahahahahahhahahahaha love it so much. 2 Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."
Everyone right maybe has gotten goooooooooooooooooooooooood at things, or is getting gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood at things.
You all getting good at wearing nice sensible outfits, doing your hair just right in bland nice comforming styles..................these are more then theories though I pretty 100% I'm directly right on the money with this here idea. Cause for sure, for iniquity to abound, people gots to be able for it to abound (I'm saying people have got to have gotten "good at things").
Now...........................as a biffer of life......................I ain't saying it ain't bad to get good at things, for surely for most THAT IS A GOOD PLAN (some us god made different, I'm 100%, I'm 100% as paul said by the grace of god I am what I am..............................I'm 100% if I am comely if I am less then in anyway that it is in the will and plan of god for my life and not something to my detriment but for my and everyone around me as wells benefit) But anyways, I guess like pretend you ain't good at stuffs people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I recommend you all heed 1 Corinthians 12:23 "And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness." Heeding that verse right there, should stop I do believe a lot of iniquity from abounding.
Though if iniquity does indeed abound I do fancy that "renegades" song a slew : )
Have a great week!
LOVE
These days I'm being told often that I'm a normal person. We are members of one another the bible says. I think that very well does mean no one is "greater" then the other. Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."
no one greater
no one lesser
but each unique and special - yes??
Let's not try and "one up" one another. But work together, that's the idea I think???????????? Iniquity abounding is a bad idea!!!!!!!!! baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad idea.
You know why the gates of hell won't prevail against the body of christ cause it's a team a unified whole! Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hellshall not prevail against it."
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I haven't been donated to fund classrooms so much lately - cause it's stalled off the whole thing has..........people aren't donating much right now.
Ms. Ebling's fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 There are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.....................
Update 6/13/2024 this is the picture I took today the whole combo of this scene interested me - two american flags. Red, White and blue all 3 signs. "No tolls" aka freedom, right freedom...............and then a towing sign........................
This towing sign is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more upstanding usa citizens then most towing companies it's "veteran owned"
how all the towing companies that aren't "veteran owned" even manage to stay in buisiness in the USA?????????????????????????????
??????????????????????????????????????????
(adding a marilyn monroe look alike esque picture of myself for the people that might get a kick out of that ----------- I'm so done with myself though. Ya I enjoy this fluffy valley girl stuffs ok............stupidness. love is what matters)
LOVE IS STRONG AS DEATH...............many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it.................................
Song of Solomon 8:6-7 "Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death; jealousy is cruel as the grave: the coals thereof are coals of fire, which hath a most vehement flame.Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would utterly be contemned."
There is 1 person in my life I love so much.....................
If my house was utterly "contemned" for this love..................I'D RATHER HAVE THIS LOVE THEN A HOUSE!
Houses are nice, it is sure enough good to have shelter my life would be a empty useless void without love!
1 Corinthians 13:1 "Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.".................amen 1 corinthians 13:1
Nomadder how bad things get in my life or your lives. REMEMBER WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT
LOVE
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm I don't have anything else to blog today ummmmmmmmmm. Ya I've gotten maybe "sidetracked" ----------- I have "whoa's me" skillz. Somedays a "whoa's me list" has spun through my head...............
whoa's me my fingernails aren't perfect
whoa's me I don't have fantastic designer clothes all throughout my closet
whoa's me I still need to loose another 20 lbs (ya I'm 20 lbs away from perfection, sure of this, maybe only 10 lbs since how I just always replace the fat with muscle)
whoa's me I don't have a beach house - valley girl
that whoa's me list is a bunch of stupid at best
bible says
with food and raiment be ye's content
1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content."
I'm about to totally hit that there whoa's me checklist and check that stuffs off.................but love, love, love, is everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My idiot list, is just that a idiot list!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I've felt some sort of hmmmmmm uncontentedness with my life how it is............you can be "content" with food and raiment and still want to move yourself forward in life.
Forward - spiritually
loving more people
Forward - physically
Should always be "room for improvement" for everyone......and that isn't a bad thing.
I'd be hmmm I'd be well I'd pry be like poop on the ground without love..........I don't even imagine I'd have use to myownself without love.
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Update 6/12/2024 I entitle this photo that I took "peekaboo"...............
this is one of my greatest photo's I've taken thus far..........it really should be made into a puzzle I feel. The american building grim location in this pic - chefs kiss 👄💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Marilyn Monroe is right "give a girl the right shoes and she will conquer the world" -- for me the "right shoes" is the bible.
I've been a volunteer at my work for a year now, I have grown a bit weary of it, only getting paid every 2 weeks $100 (I put in quite a bit of volunteer "free" time in every week). THANKING GOD I HAVE A JOB THOUGH! (there are a few people in my life who have not jobs, and their lives appear greately dimished to me)
God's recipe for success (aka "give a girl the right shoes and she will conquer the world")...................... Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."
So I've decided with myself I am determined not the "faint" in the past I do believe I have been quite the fainter (((((((((I never reaped before like nothing that I know of?????????????)))))))))
Why throw away a winning lottery ticket????????? It's the word of god, it can be trusted Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." What will I reap??????????????????????
Don't know????????????????????????????
But I do know I gonna ride the high places of the earth cause I keeping the sabbath, as if I were a professional wrestler. Isaiah 58:14 "Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."
And if I do not reap "money"..........well most of us all ain't just about reaping money now are we??????????????????????? I'd say it's safe to say pretty well anybody reading this is after more then just the gringo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Though ----------- new and improved ----------- ya I'm going with new and improved : ) Marilyn monroe look alike me, finds money useful. All the nice classy 50's outfits I'm about to buy.................I need money for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So money can be very useful.......tithing great to have money to tithe so to up all the ways in which god can bless you...........................having money to give to the poor as well, so that god can bless you much.
#blessedlife
Think of all the ways god can bless you, you are supposed to be zealous for this Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works." Think about it people, why would I or any of you, be a "peculiar people, zealous of good works" less you knew god is about to bless you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God is about to bless me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This verse alone should work up some zeal IN EVERYONE....................
Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it."
There isn't even going to be room to store all the blessings of which god is going to bless some of us (cough liking tithers.................I MAKE A POINT TO TITHE EVERY PAYCHECK)
LET THOSE SWEET BLESSINGS FROM HEAVEN RAIN GOD!
YA!
PS...........keeping texas in my prayers that the flood recovery will go smooth!
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Update 6/11/2024 today Lucifer is calling me a cheap skate, and blaiming me for my low income, on how little I donate he says.............and I don't tell where these e-mails are coming from because I am realllllllllll sure they are coming from Lucifer "via the otherside" via portal on the internet.................and I'm interest to see how he's going to insult me the next day and/or pressure me and cause me even more stress.................
Once I thought it was so sinful to want to be wealthy. There is a idea out there that people with fancy cars, and fancy homes, and luxurious vacations etc. are "sinful" I do not believe they necessarily are.
Recently I saw a article about Melinda Gates and I was mega impressed, and I could relate to her...............I can relate, cause she is pry thought of as "spoiled rich" ---------- though I don't have a lot of money I do know how I am viewed. I am aware, I am very aware I am viewed as a privleged part white, part jewish, part native american chick! I'm viewed as probably being spoiled rotten I am saying!
I looked up what is Melinda Gates religion ----- catholic. People have pry thought bad for a long time about melinda and bill gates, just for the mere fact that they are wealthy.....................they pry have been deemed of the "last" such as myself.............................Matthew 19:30 "But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first."
I'm glad to see all the stuffs the gates are doing! https://www.gatesfoundation.org/
Cause just cause they are a bunch of rich people don't mean they are "out of the race" at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And they've mega been a encouragement to me to keep up with my "works meet of repentance" blog posts!!!!!! Cause I'm like them a person people would like to discount completely!
But back to my point, it isn't sinful to be wealthy........................god wants us to be blessed!
Deuteronomy 32
12 So the Lord alone did lead him, and there was no strange god with him.
13 He made him ride on the high places of the earth, that he might eat the increase of the fields; and he made him to suck honey out of the rock, and oil out of the flinty rock;
14 Butter of kine, and milk of sheep, with fat of lambs, and rams of the breed of Bashan, and goats, with the fat of kidneys of wheat; and thou didst drink the pure blood of the grape.
15 But Jeshurun waxed fat, and kicked: thou art waxen fat, thou art grown thick, thou art covered with fatness; then he forsook God which made him, and lightly esteemed the Rock of his salvation.
In the old testiment bit of the bible........................god MADE "made" made him RIDE ON THE HIGH PLACES OF THE EARTH --------------------------- blessed places, wealthy, rich very blessed places!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then verse 15 happened, and Jeshurun, "forsook god which made him, and lightly esteemed the Rock of his salvation"...................probably things went bad for him after that bit further down
Deuteronomy 32
23 I will heap mischiefs upon them; I will spend mine arrows upon them.
24 They shall be burnt with hunger, and devoured with burning heat, and with bitter destruction: I will also send the teeth of beasts upon them, with the poison of serpents of the dust.
Isaiah 58:13-14
13 If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:
14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.
I am 100% that "ride upon the high places of the earth" has the same meaning in Isaiah 58:14 as in Deuteronomy 32:13..........................wealthy, well off..........blllllllllllllllllllllllessssssssssssssssed!
It's not a sin to want to be blessed like god like that!
But bible says to not covet right..........................and surely with great wealth comes great responsibilityLuke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more." I feel that bill and melinda gates are currently well giving out to the community well. They are making it happen! ---------- my point is the "grass always seems greener on the other side" but it isn't a sin to want to go walk over to the other side.............because I really do need a nice long island vacation and that ain't a sin either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 19 years I've been married and I've never once been on a exotic island getaway I know shocking because I'm so good looking......................
(if I was married to me, I'd want to be all the time at exotic beach locations with me)
I got on craigslist recently a box full of romance novels, my husband he proposed to me after taking me to a fancy restaurant, with roses lined to my bedroom (small apartment he was either trailing them to the bedroom or the kitchen), complete with candles, and then he proposed. Well back then he was romantic, and I thought I said "I do" to a romantic guy. Well weeks after being married THAT ALL ENDED. These days he tells me he's "non-demonstrative"
So now I can read about all the romance I thought I was about to get when I said "I do", and all the romantic vacations I thought I was going to get when I said "I do". We only went on a honeymoon, since then it's only been family vacations, we've never went alone on a vacation besides our honeymoon and that was to disneyworld in florida and not romantic at all really!!!!!!!!!!!!! UPDATE: post me writing this stuff on this blog brian is taking me on a cruise vacation (I have no hopes for any romance though, like none................books I have lots of romantic books)
This is the book I'm reading right now! My parents also got me hoping for things that didn't happen in my life, they said when I was in college, maybe some in high school as well "I can't wait to have grandbabies I'm going to spoil them rotten" ----------- well I literally thought my parents weren't about to move away from me, I THOUGHT THEY WERE SERIOUS AND THEY WERE ABOUT TO SPOIL THEIR GRANDBABIES ROTTEN.
Well I learned the truth, when we went to visit them when they lived in Pasco, washington....................brian was arguing with them and me a lot, and my parents could tell oooooooooooooo brian misrepresented himself a slew (cause he was refusing to go with me to do some "fun things" I suggested as I recall). So my mom and my super model sister took me to the neighborhood restaurant/bar (basically it was a bar.............but my parents lived in a fancy golf course community...........so it was a golf course bar but it was a bar!!!!!!!!!!!!) and my mom asked me after she had bought me as I recall a vodka a real strong drink and drank a bit she asked me "Sheri you at least at fun in college right?" ------- and I said not really, cause my parents talked me into going to the college I went to and it was a "teacher" college, not the kids faults at all that I didn't blend in with them well (nice enough kids and eventually I became friends with several of them). Many nights in college I sat alone in my apartment......................wasn't really "fun times"
------------- to fill people in, when my parents lived in pasco washington, that was a 3 hours at least, pry more of a drive away from where I live. And they lived there maybe a year and a half?????? That was the closest they lived to us for most of my 19 years of marriage..............they weren't around to spoil my kids rotten, like my dad in particular liked to say he was looking so forward to spoiling his grandbabies rotten - I HAD NO REASON TO NOT BELIEVE HIM, TO THINK HE WAS LIEING!
ps.....................don't covet your neighbors goods you don't need to.............. just keep the sabbath holy -- God wants to bless His people!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
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Crochet Apostolic Christian Church of America headcovering, prayer doily, and/or french twist "flair"....................................................
using a size E hook (3.5 mm)
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Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!