It's ok I lost recently tons of traffic to my blog those were clearly people wanting to get rich and hear me tell them how they can get rich NO I'M GOING TO TELL YOU PRY BEST TO STAY POOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But don't be trying to be in debt, less you really need to be. God wants us to be good stewarts of our money, don't buy $3000 purse if you don't got the money to do that really! Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."............................Yes i own 3 properties total you know how that happened me and brian been saving money and not buying crazy epensive shiz we don't need.................BUT I'M STILL POOR I'M NOT "RICH" but I am rich at the same time per also the bible 2 Corinthians 6:10 "As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things." That isn't "making many rich" per what most pastors in 2026 believe actual $$$$ rich rich, though theres something to that, there's something to managing your money well and god's want all His people to manage their money well I BELIEVE THAT...........but mostly a riches within inside you that's where the "wealth" needs to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................LOVING YOUR NEIGHBORS, LOVING YOUR ENEMIES REALLY LOVING THEM IN DEED AND IN TRUTH..........having in that way the inside of your cup clean then the bible says the outside will become clean also!!!!!!!!!..................

Brian says he wasn't bothered at all by the hideous look of the dining room before "renovations" his family must've lived in the actual city dump that brian thinks that how bad our dining room got wasn't really "that bad at all". 

his parents houses have looked clean over the years??????????

protecting brian's identity by you know blurring out his face...................(his computer area is still there - that's where he's worked all day long cause he'll start work mega early take a bit of a break and then he starts often working again post 10 p.m. cause that's when the india employee's are online)

his computer area is a danged mess it's been hideous this entire time

but I'm chill now

now it looks decent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just ate dinner at that dining room table a few minutes ago - that went well! (I ate alone, brian and ian went instantly to watch one their brittish shows on the tv)

Turn up volume as always to hear evp's from Lucifer, Satan, the devil (oh it's him ok 💓💓💓💓💓💓) I was going to ask lucifer questions but my neighors where outside, well I couldn't start interviewing lucifer with them within earshot - one of them said hi to me that's how close they were). I WAS PLOTTING TO INTERVIEW LUCIFER. Cause that's fun, and why wouldn't i want a fun monday night???????????????????????

 It's ok I lost recently tons of traffic to my blog those were clearly people wanting to get rich and hear me tell them how they can get rich NO I'M GOING TO TELL YOU PRY BEST TO STAY POOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But don't be trying to be in debt, less you really need to be. God wants us to be good stewarts of our money, don't buy $3000 purse if you don't got the money to do that really! Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."............................Yes i own 3 properties total you know how that happened me and brian been saving money and not buying crazy epensive shiz we don't need.................BUT I'M STILL POOR I'M NOT "RICH" but I am rich at the same time per also the bible 2 Corinthians 6:10 "As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things." That isn't "making many rich" per what most pastors in 2026 believe actual $$$$ rich rich, though theres something to that, there's something to managing your money well and god's want all His people to manage their money well I BELIEVE THAT...........but mostly a riches within inside you that's where the "wealth" needs to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................LOVING YOUR NEIGHBORS, LOVING YOUR ENEMIES REALLY LOVING THEM IN DEED AND IN TRUTH..........having in that way the inside of your cup clean then the bible says the outside will become clean also!!!!!!!!!..................

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Luke 6:20 "And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God."
Matthew 23:26-28 "Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness."

Going off what pastors are popular in 2026 it does look to be most in the usa want to be severelly rich fast bad. 

but yo - matthew 5:3 and Luke 6:20 are still real 

and you could tell me

'"well sheri that means to be poor in spirit and not actually poor" 

you know how hard it is to be rich and poor in spirit also?????????????????????

Matthew 19:24-26 "Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.”When the disciples heard this, they were greatly astonished and asked, “Who then can be saved?”Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”"

  You think most of you reading my blog cause it's most of the entirety of usa of mostly christian usa they want to be rich christians they want to be so blesssssssssssssssssed by god they think to themselves that'll be them on the "Easy street" finally 

no rich people 

are tempted more

it's hard for them in a "different way" 

1 Timothy 6:9 "Those who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction."

  And 1 timothy 6;9 is merely talking about people christians that want to be rich aka probably 90%

 of them out there right now want to be rich

I ain't trying to "shade" any pastors but what pastors are popular right now THE PROSPERITY ONES.....................

AI Overview's list....................I merely copy and pasted the names AI Overview listed...................."Kenneth Copeland, Joel Osteen, Creflo Dollar, Benny Hinn, Joyce Meyer, T.D. Jakes, Kenneth Hagin, Oral Roberts, David Oyedepo, Todd White, Jesse Duplantis, Joseph Prince: 

i ain't a pastor

but if i was a pastor

I'd tell you to stay poor!!!!!!!!!!

I WOULD NOT BE A PROSERPITY PREACHER I'D TRY TO STAY AS FAR FROM THAT AS I COULD CAUSE FOR REAL THE BIBLE SAYS..............

Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Luke 6:20 "And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God."

Instead if I were a pastor I''d try to convince people to manage their money better - at least some and tell them to not even desire to be rich that that is DANGEROUS AS THE BIBLE SAYS!

as soon as people found out I am poor they left my blog in drooves like all the traffic is gone now looks to be....................

i'm telling you all the truth right now most churches 90% of them chomping at the bit right now to become rich on this earth they just wanting to rush on into sin and hell full speed ahead

just look at the pastors THEY LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This blog post was inspired by this brothers you tube upload - i agree with him much (i'm not saying joel osteen and some these other propersity pastors don't at times have good sermons - they do!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMQOK7Uo3lg

PS..........pry will donate later, at this point of the day i ain't ate breakfast yet, or took a ice bath yet (my arthritis flaired up bad yesterday................my spine arthritis -yikes, and my left knee is also experiencing a arthritis flair up bad)

I was taught we are "vessels of clay" at a campus of Brunstad Christian church in usa. Which I love that bible verse a ton, it means nomadder how rich I am or "holy" I or you might "seem" WE ARE VESSELS OF CLAY!!!!!!!!!!! AND WE ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Many do taught themselves as some great and mighty - EVEN IN THE BIBLE (see the king james version of this verse 2 Corinthians 11:5) WE ARE NOTHING BUT CLAY IN GOD'S HANDS ALL OF US THE GREAT AND THE SMALL (OR - OR NOT IN GOD'S HANDS IF WE CHOOSE TO NOT BE IN GOD'S HANDS) Isaiah 64:8 "But now, O Lord, thou art our father; we are the clay, and thou our potter; and we all are the work of thy hand."" I am now openly REBUKING MANY PASTORS IN THE USA you have bling, or a fancy car think your mighty and the best ever, sirs YOUR CLAY........................

 I was taught we are "vessels of clay" at a campus of Brunstad Christian church in usa. Which I love that bible verse a ton, it means nomadder how rich I am or "holy" I or you might "seem" WE ARE VESSELS OF CLAY!!!!!!!!!!! AND WE ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Many do taught themselves as some great and mighty - EVEN IN THE BIBLE (see the king james version of this verse 2 Corinthians 11:5) WE ARE NOTHING BUT CLAY IN GOD'S HANDS ALL OF US THE GREAT AND THE SMALL (OR - OR NOT IN GOD'S HANDS IF WE CHOOSE TO NOT BE IN GOD'S HANDS) Isaiah 64:8 "But now, O Lord, thou art our father; we are the clay, and thou our potter; and we all are the work of thy hand."" I am now openly REBUKING MANY PASTORS IN THE USA you have bling, or a fancy car think your mighty and the best ever, sirs YOUR CLAY........................

 Right now I'm watching a you tube video poo pooing "prosperity pastors" ---------- fair I get it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1T5MdapUMYA

but don't think with yourselves that it's wrong to be rich

just know that if you is rich your rich to hopefully BE RICH TO GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 12:19-21 "And I will say to my soul, Soul, thou hast much goods laid up for many years; take thine ease, eat, drink, and be merry. But God said unto him, Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee: then whose shall those things be, which thou hast provided? So is he that layeth up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God."

  I think it's high likely a Christian could get rich....................

Luke 6:38

Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.

that's in my estimation "prosperity gospel" RIGHT THERE IN THE BIBLE. 

and I can't say it's fake........................................

cause I didn't even have to pay taxes on one of my properties this year (happens to be that property we can't build on it at the moment, it's to narrow to build on - but maybe they could've taxed us - they didn't I think that is me being blessed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

My other property that we can build on only $30 was the tax. That's wonderful for us.............makes it easier to save up to build our cabin without having to pay a lot in taxes. ---------- 1st we building a cabin then later on a full out house is going to be put on that particular property. 

but my whole point

my whooooooooooooooooooooole point

is if you know your clay - you can stay humble

great thing I learned at brunstad Christian church "that we are clay"

and also as followers of jesus we should want to be humble.............Philippians 2:7
"But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:" Jesus didn't say "look at me I am the lord the awesomest ever I can build shiz"

on his big "glory moment" ------------- he choose to ride a donkey

was jesus more then clay - he was in the flesh tempted yet without sin --------------- maybe the lord also was "on the wheel" HE WAS TEMPTED

Hebrews 4:15

For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.

he had to crucify his flesh to it's lusts and desires the lord jesus christ did while on this earth 

so I think clay

I think the lord also was clay in a process with a flesh a real human flesh that he had to crucify to it's lusts and desires

and he knew pride wasn't it

but he also knew GOD IS THE POTTER, GOD IS THE WHEEL WE SHOULD ALL WANT TO BE ON JESUS KNEW THAT SO HE HUMBLED HIMSELF Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:" so that god could make him into what god wanted him to be (you know the lord). BUT HE DID THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And god ain't making us into the lord cause jesus is the lord, but god also would like to make us into something pretty great, 

wait 

not necessarily that we be rich

but rich

rich in loving people

2 Corinthians 6:10

As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things.

rich in peace

but some of us also could be or become rich - I think there is some validity to the "prosperity gospel" it's a gospel that has been abused in the church. But still................Luke 6:38

Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.

I want to be rich

I want to be the most rich

well in my mind why not be clay having a really good time??????????????????????? I DON'T THINK I'VE GONE NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The whole planet might dislike me (either they dislike me or I have a quiet cult following??????), but my christian jew butt don't give up cause God is the same God that was the god of my people (the jews) like a zillion years ago and lead us through the desert for uh sometime Jeremiah 2:6 "Neither said they, Where is the Lord that brought us up out of the land of Egypt, that led us through the wilderness, through a land of deserts and of pits, through a land of drought, and of the shadow of death, through a land that no man passed through, and where no man dwelt?" I am nothing but stoked to live for Jesus despite how horrible things have looked for me for you know years...................

   The whole planet might dislike me (either they dislike me or I have a quiet cult following??????), but my christian jew butt don't give up cause God is the same God that was the god of my people (the jews) like a zillion years ago and lead us through the desert for uh sometime Jeremiah 2:6 "Neither said they, Where is the Lord that brought us up out of the land of Egypt, that led us through the wilderness, through a land of deserts and of pits, through a land of drought, and of the shadow of death, through a land that no man passed through, and where no man dwelt?" I am nothing but stoked to live for Jesus despite how horrible things have looked for me for you know years...................

   The verse above more in context: Jeremiah 2:5-7 "Thus saith the Lord, What iniquity have your fathers found in me, that they are gone far from me, and have walked after vanity, and are become vain?  Neither said they, Where is the Lord that brought us up out of the land of Egypt, that led us through the wilderness, through a land of deserts and of pits, through a land of drought, and of the shadow of death, through a land that no man passed through, and where no man dwelt? And I brought you into a plentiful country, to eat the fruit thereof and the goodness thereof; but when ye entered, ye defiled my land, and made mine heritage an abomination." You maybe like me maybe 40 years "in the desert" maybe more years "in the desert"????????

   I believe in the power of God. To provide. And save. And uh ya 👍

  Take heart fellow Jews..................if you is hated out there and have experienced "anti semetism"......................

Zechariah 8:23 "Thus saith the Lord of hosts; In those days it shall come to pass, that ten men shall take hold out of all languages of the nations, even shall take hold of the skirt of him that is a Jew, saying, We will go with you: for we have heard that God is with you."

  I did watch um many episodes of the H3 Podcast today and got really stoked up..................I could be epic??..................

   By the time zechariah 8:23 happens, people gonna realize money stuff things ain't the "thing to chase" but to have god in your life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  (though sheesh I'd like a mansion I ain't hiding that at all, and yes I'd like to be a celebrity, I'd like to be loved by everyone I AM A CHRISTIAN GOTH) And my enemies are very expensive to love, man enemies are expensive. 

   For reals I can't afford anymore anymore enemies then the apostolic christian church of america #expensive

   We've came to expect maybe more from god in america, thanks to prosperity preachers, then what God even has "at the moment" planned for us.....................

sometime god is probably just going to give us food and raiment

 Could there be a time god blesses us "crazy" ya but He might really keep us lowly, in a "lowly place" in life just giving us food and raiment!!!!!! For maybe 40 year or something???????

1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." - ok sheri your blog posts are getting aggresively more idiotic congratulations, but we might "like it"    

Could be your whole life all god provides for you is "food and raiment"?????????

OR MAYBE THAT'S HOW THINGS ARE FOR A FEW YEARS???????????????

My point I try to make is, GOD IS FAITHFUL!

Luke 12

16 And he spake a parable unto them, saying, The ground of a certain rich man brought forth plentifully:

17 And he thought within himself, saying, What shall I do, because I have no room where to bestow my fruits?

18 And he said, This will I do: I will pull down my barns, and build greater; and there will I bestow all my fruits and my goods.

19 And I will say to my soul, Soul, thou hast much goods laid up for many years; take thine ease, eat, drink, and be merry.

20 But God said unto him, Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee: then whose shall those things be, which thou hast provided?

21 So is he that layeth up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God.

22 And he said unto his disciples, Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat; neither for the body, what ye shall put on.

23 The life is more than meat, and the body is more than raiment.

24 Consider the ravens: for they neither sow nor reap; which neither have storehouse nor barn; and God feedeth them: how much more are ye better than the fowls?

25 And which of you with taking thought can add to his stature one cubit?

26 If ye then be not able to do that thing which is least, why take ye thought for the rest?

27 Consider the lilies how they grow: they toil not, they spin not; and yet I say unto you, that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.

28 If then God so clothe the grass, which is to day in the field, and to morrow is cast into the oven; how much more will he clothe you, O ye of little faith?

29 And seek not ye what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, neither be ye of doubtful mind.

30 For all these things do the nations of the world seek after: and your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things.

31 But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you.

32 Fear not, little flock; for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom.

33 Sell that ye have, and give alms; provide yourselves bags which wax not old, a treasure in the heavens that faileth not, where no thief approacheth, neither moth corrupteth.

34 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Have a great day!

Why I think prosperity preachers are good for the body of christ and should be supported (bible verses I have to back my "views") GOD WANTS US ZEALOUS ON FIRE to do "good works" ---- idea of being blessed of god in my estimation sure does get me FIRED UP! And I done know I ain't the only one like that in the body of christ......................

  Update 8/1/2025 dreamt of marilyn manson again last night. We were meeting up regularly to discuss how to make the goth subculture better/stronger and thereby help the entire world.............we didn't nail down any solid plans yet...................(this is a shein shirt but I bought it at a thriftstore)...........................

 Why I think prosperity preachers are good for the body of christ and should be supported (bible verses I have to back my "views") GOD WANTS US ZEALOUS ON FIRE to do "good works" ---- idea of being blessed of god in my estimation sure does get me FIRED UP! And I done know I ain't the only one like that in the body of christ......................
   Job 22:28 "Thou shalt also decree a thing, and it shall be established unto thee: and the light shall shine upon thy ways." I decree'd I am tithing and I am keeping the sabbath to the best of my ability and I am going to thus be doing well financially and walk the high places of this here earth!
  There be's a lot of people that talk some smack about "prosperity" pastors but look at Job 22...................................
Job 22:

21 Acquaint now thyself with him, and be at peace: thereby good shall come unto thee.

22 Receive, I pray thee, the law from his mouth, and lay up his words in thine heart.

23 If thou return to the Almighty, thou shalt be built up, thou shalt put away iniquity far from thy tabernacles.

24 Then shalt thou lay up gold as dust, and the gold of Ophir as the stones of the brooks. (me sheri interjecting, I mean hello world, especially those who likes to smack talk the prosperity preachers --------- "THEN SHALT THOU LAY UP GOLD AS DUST" --------------- I think at the very least................there be's some room for a few prosperity pastors in the body of christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially since how bible clean says Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works." What get's people to be zealous of "good works" is it not the idea that GOD IS BLESSING OR GOING TO BLESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS US!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 

that the body of christ not be filled with lukewarm christians 

but ON FIRE christians 

Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth." Please do preach prosperity preachers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Job 22:

25 Yea, the Almighty shall be thy defence, and thou shalt have plenty of silver.

26 For then shalt thou have thy delight in the Almighty, and shalt lift up thy face unto God.

27 Thou shalt make thy prayer unto him, and he shall hear thee, and thou shalt pay thy vows.

28 Thou shalt also decree a thing, and it shall be established unto thee: and the light shall shine upon thy ways.

29 When men are cast down, then thou shalt say, There is lifting up; and he shall save the humble person. (me sheri interjecting here, when "men are cast down" I don't believe this verse is saying oh men get cast down so all the humble can be lifted up blessssssed

bleeeeeesssssssssssssssssed

hello BLESSED

and saved

and then like "screw all the men cast down" naw - I don't think that is what verse 29 is meaning........................it's meaning 

be a prosperity speaker if not pastor let people know, let em know, let them knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww "then thou shalt say, there is lifting up" - amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

30 He shall deliver the island of the innocent: and it is delivered by the pureness of thine hands.

  And yes I not only listen to Creflo Dollar and some the big time prosperity preachers, at least once I sure did donate money to Creflo Dollar's ministry so that I could get a free book -------- I sure did. It was a good book to. 

  Sometime's like being blessed, count the small things

blessings from god right --------- IS NOW!

Blessings from god can be a future thing as well, but it's also now a now thing I believe. 

 It be's better if we not sit and envy what our neighbors have not to mention that is a 10 commandment on my 10 commandments bracelet Exodus 20:17 "Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's."

blessings from god right --------- IS NOW!

.................................................................

I just proposed to change my computer room to my husband, which is big enough to hold a massive entertainment center in it right......................

put a massive entertainment center in it

and a bench against all the books (cause my husband has a wall of books and those are there permanently - which is fine)

and put our pantry stuffs in the massive entertainment center ---------- I'm talkin a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig entertainment center

We'll be blessed then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  And it's sooooooooooooooooooooooo possible to happen. It'll be lord willing, (pretty sure the lord is willing 😁) ------- it'll be so nice to have a living room

think that's what that's called

we have a family room but my oldest daughter is mega popular and likes to have parties and so we need another room in the house to hang out at.   

  ok I include a song................................

gold chains = #dust...............

Save the children definately appears to be a charity helping the starving kids of gaza................

https://www.savethechildren.org/

I believe "prosperity preachers" might be whether knowingly or not, catering to people itchy hearing 2 Timothy 4:2-4...................

Update 7/1/2024 those worried that my eating disorder might've started back up - IT HASN'T. I am obese, I look thin above but according to the dr.'s office visit I went to last I am obese and not only that the lady dr. chewed me out for giggling about having a addiction to panda express.........she told me I'm about to die that I'm so fat. Meanwhile she was even chubbier then me!

Oh but man she chewed me out for several minutes, telling me, what a "food slob" I am for occasionally liking fast food and thinking it's funny................she said I need to quit eating fast food and don't laugh that it's not funny that I'm about to die and that things are serious cause I'm so FAT she told me. 

Then she said all I should be eating is salads, potatoes blah blah blah cause I'm so fattttttttttttttttttttttt and am about to die any second now and never laugh never laugh that this isn't funny your about to die. Is what she told me.

I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'm obese, the scale isn't pretend well right now 224 lbs THAT'S REAL THAT IS OBESITY

Do I look skinnier then many american's - yes

do I also have tons of muscle on my body so this 224lb number isn't telling the whole story in my estimation yes ------------------------- in 1 doctor at kaiser permanente no I'm just a fatty

was I chewed out for several minutes by a chubbier then me likely jealous of me several obese lady doctor she was very mean for several minutes - also yes

I do have round 50 lbs I need to loose - it's a fact

it's a literally fact

if you believe a doctor has agitated my eating disorder

go complain to kaiser permanente, cause it was a kaiser permanente doctor in portland or actually it was one them towns outside of portland think gresham - brian's drived there not me. 

THEY ALL AGITATING UP PEOPLE'S EATING DISORDERS AT KAISER PERMANENTE IF MY EXPERIENCE IS THE NORM

BUT I'M FINE

MY EATING DISORDER IS NOT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW

FACT

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE INTERMITTENT FASTING 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

ps..........that particular day I went to the doctor for my asthma, not even for my weight ----------- but got chewed out for like 15 minutes over my weight ----- surprise not. This happens to me often but this time it was worser then usual how much I was chewed out for being fat. I don't go to the doctor's often, rather would actually die........................one day a doctor tried to tell me "please show up here, we are your friends" -------- not

 I believe "prosperity preachers" might be whether knowingly or not, catering to people itchy hearing 2 Timothy 4:2-4...................
2 Timothy 4:2-4 "Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables."
  I think there are as well a great deal of people out there that have gotten tired of being poor!!!!!!!!! Surely there is nothing wrong with wanting better for yourself in life (unless your going about that via means other then god!). To want god to bless you/me this is good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Some people's ears "itch" is worrisome to me.........because we might be not living in mansions until we get to heaven.
  There isn't a verse nowhere in the bible that says any of us that follow jesus will get mansions on this earth...........much is promised though.................
Mark 10:28-30 "Then Peter began to say unto him, Lo, we have left all, and have followed thee. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life." Told my family that doesn't necessarily mean forsake your family cause if your family is christian then you don't need to forsake but instead for me these verses speak about me forsaking my life the life I could've had in this here world for the LORD! 

  Forsaking something....................Forsaking the "broad road" that many go in this world. I haven't been forsaking that lately like I should and I'm determined to get back to forsaking that! 

  Oh here I go, talking like a "prosperity preacher" --------------- I want ""an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life"""

   So that is much blessings, and blessings all christians and people in general should desire for god to bless them with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Matthew 25:23 "His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithfulservant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord." 

You may only have a dinky job like me, and a dinky paycheck (also like me) but if you just be faithful from day to day in the "few things" god has given you and I to be faithful over

OUR MANSIONS IN HEAVEN ARE WAITING FOR US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(((((I believe there is a "earthly trap" many get trapped in, I HAVE, comparing ourselves to one another............YOUR VALUE, YOUR WORTH ISN'T IN WHAT CARS OR MANSIONS OR HOW PRETTY YOU IS

I'M TELLIN IT LIKE IT IS

What does the word of god say..............

Matthew 10:30-32 "But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows. Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven."

  You are valuable!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is this """"""""thing""""""""""" going on in this earth, where people have been at times made to feel of "less worth" due to their clothing, or their older cars, etc. etc. YOU ARE VALUABLE THAT IS JUST STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  YOUR JOB DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR WORTH!

 THE HOUSE YOU OWN DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR WORTH!!!!!!!! 

  YOUR OF IMMENSE RIDICULOUS VALUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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Ms. Kleiner's fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose....................

--------- and if my eating disorder is back thanks to kaiser permanente......................nobody will ever even figure that out

cause according to the weight system of the doctors offices in america I'm always morbidly obese 36% BODY FAT most the time (EXCEPT THAT 36% NUMBER IS NEVER REAL BECAUSE I'M VERY VERY BUFF)

I do have a "fat caliper" and that puts me around last I used it which was awhile ago ----------- it put me somewhere around 22-23% not great but not the 36% that I often am according to merely my height and weight at kaiser BUT THEN THESE DAYS THEY LITERALLY TREATED ME LIKE I'M OVER 700 LBS I WAS CHEWED OUT BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD

but according to literally kaiser permanente doctors I'm faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat

I'm 700lbs +++++++++++ never laugh my fat butt this is serious your about to die any second now

you actually 700+ lbs people

freaking underacheivers I'm forever fatter then you in the usa! at the kaiser permanente!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!