Oh me - I'm over here minding my own buisiness hard at work : ) 1 Thessalonians 4:11 "And that ye study to be quiet, and to do your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you;"............................

 Oh me - I'm over here minding my own buisiness hard at work : ) 1 Thessalonians 4:11 "And that ye study to be quiet, and to do your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you;"............................

Psalm 107:22-24 "And let them sacrifice the sacrifices of thanksgiving, and declare his works with rejoicing. They that go down to the sea in ships, that do business in great waters; These see the works of the Lord, and his wonders in the deep."

All the way down of course - I'm a dragon 🐉

(if you want a clue..........it's 1 big room full of..........................https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_VAwnU3z1NE "as above so below" another clue, one more clue ▲▼)

if you cold god's happy

if you hot god's happy

if you lukewarm

that really upsets god bad

Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth." - take that bit of understandin roll it into a imaginary blunt and smoke that either way..............most are lukewarm THEY ARE FOLLOWERS......................that lukewarm shiz don't please god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

once I ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff'd with people

I did

but then I hit my "permanent villian era"

💀

I don't want to like even speak to anyone really that is "trying my liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiife"

in my "permanent villian era"

like 

one day 

I woke up like 

"ok tons of people are attacking me online - one trying to get me to suicide myself full out" 

- ok I'll hit the bad button then

🔘

Romans 13:7-9 "Render therefore to all their dues: tribute to whom tribute is due; custom to whom custom; fear to whom fear; honour to whom honour. Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law. For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."

"don't need no drama just need that prada" - agree with chanel but not the prada part.............maybe something rhinestoned...................

via GIPHY

my exhortation for today is..............

read your bible or hit the daily audio bible button.............

https://dailyaudiobible.com/

THE DAYS ARE EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ephesians 5:15-17 "See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, Redeeming the time, because the days are evil. Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is."

  of course I'm including selfies 

I'm "worser then the house of beelzebub" duh..................

Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"

 hahahahhahahahahaha

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 - it

off ta peloton bike for the day 😁

Feeling unblessed by god, no need to "go off the rails on a crazy train aye, aye, aye" for jesus was himself Isaiah 53:4 "Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted."............

Update 1/9/2025 my "old money" look for today, a very nice turtleneck shirt I bought yesterday at the goodwill outlet whilst loading my shopping cart all the way up with things that follow the old money look. Natural makeup, cause old money ------- isn't into sequins, bright eyeshadow......................just me looking classy cause I want to hang out "fit in" with the classy bunch..................

also made my bed and steam clean/swept many floors cause "old money" is also clean they are a clean people usually..............I think be like the people you want to hang out with as much as possible....................

Feeling unblessed by god, no need to "go off the rails on a crazy train aye, aye, aye" for jesus was himself Isaiah 53:4 "Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted." Ya I include ozzies song......................

  I love ozzy, I hope that he finds his way back to a relationship with the lord again. (one episode of one of his shows I sensed some real love for the lord I REALLY DID.........he even said on one episode of one of his shows that he has "crucifixes around his house for a reason"). Yes there are christians out there that seem to have it all, but not having it all, can also be a sign of being uhhhhhh very diligient in following the lord ---- just as much as "having it all" could be (cause god has blessed you a slew). I've been battling that idea lately, that idea that ozzy battles in the song above, this idea that "things are going wrong for me" --------- but I've decided they ain't, not right now, not at the moment.
  I just have not been "raised up" by god yet 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" My mom has insisted to me that everyone likes me, and my blog is super popular AND MAYBE THAT IS EVEN THE CASE...........but is that me really "raised up" by god yet? I don't think it is.
  Though apparently when I finally mentioned my families names, they got hell according to my mom from alllllllllllllllllllllll kinds of people (it's hard to believe for me, I won't lie..........................I don't got people coming up asking me for autographs on the streets or to have photo's taken with me like I see happens to you tube celebrities etc.). But that is what my mom has told me that I am indeed "that big"
   Which now I segway into my other topic I want to address today......................comparing each other to each other, it's so important we don't do that. God definately has different people in the body of christ doing different things..............and some are missionaries and I know I KNOW many of those missionaries appear to be doing a great many mighty good deeds (my church they are some of the macks of my church, they show up and they are like micheal jordans for sure, they always far as I know everytime one them is at our church they get to give a speech).
  Everyone is valuable, everyone has worth you have worth!!!!!!!!!!
Luke 12:7 "But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows."

  God is no respector of persons, he values everyone! And he sincerely wishes all would repent 2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

  Whether I am "big" or "not big" bigness isn't even real...................unless we talking about god/jesus. 

GOD IS BIG!

 It's great that the missionaries are so esteemed high at my church - we should esteem each other highly. But nobodies "big" -- nobody...........but we all are valued by god. I'm saying if my blog were as big as my mom told me it is, or if I were to say become a celebrity someday, and/or a celebrity you tuber (which is a real possibility in the future)......................I am a servant of god. God is big, god is who is big, not none of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   It's good to always stay humble. Proverbs 16:18 "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall."

   My works meet of repentance for this week, still making them, these preemie hats I'm sending to http://warmupamerica.org/tiny-hats-tiny-babies

One of the hats pictured above is medium sized, I just have such a hard time believing that most all the babies born in africa are preemies, I'm holding out hope for a few sorta larger sized babies (common medium hat sized babies 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏)

   That's all the latest. 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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I believe "prosperity preachers" might be whether knowingly or not, catering to people itchy hearing 2 Timothy 4:2-4...................

Update 7/1/2024 those worried that my eating disorder might've started back up - IT HASN'T. I am obese, I look thin above but according to the dr.'s office visit I went to last I am obese and not only that the lady dr. chewed me out for giggling about having a addiction to panda express.........she told me I'm about to die that I'm so fat. Meanwhile she was even chubbier then me!

Oh but man she chewed me out for several minutes, telling me, what a "food slob" I am for occasionally liking fast food and thinking it's funny................she said I need to quit eating fast food and don't laugh that it's not funny that I'm about to die and that things are serious cause I'm so FAT she told me. 

Then she said all I should be eating is salads, potatoes blah blah blah cause I'm so fattttttttttttttttttttttt and am about to die any second now and never laugh never laugh that this isn't funny your about to die. Is what she told me.

I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'm obese, the scale isn't pretend well right now 224 lbs THAT'S REAL THAT IS OBESITY

Do I look skinnier then many american's - yes

do I also have tons of muscle on my body so this 224lb number isn't telling the whole story in my estimation yes ------------------------- in 1 doctor at kaiser permanente no I'm just a fatty

was I chewed out for several minutes by a chubbier then me likely jealous of me several obese lady doctor she was very mean for several minutes - also yes

I do have round 50 lbs I need to loose - it's a fact

it's a literally fact

if you believe a doctor has agitated my eating disorder

go complain to kaiser permanente, cause it was a kaiser permanente doctor in portland or actually it was one them towns outside of portland think gresham - brian's drived there not me. 

THEY ALL AGITATING UP PEOPLE'S EATING DISORDERS AT KAISER PERMANENTE IF MY EXPERIENCE IS THE NORM

BUT I'M FINE

MY EATING DISORDER IS NOT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW

FACT

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE INTERMITTENT FASTING 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

ps..........that particular day I went to the doctor for my asthma, not even for my weight ----------- but got chewed out for like 15 minutes over my weight ----- surprise not. This happens to me often but this time it was worser then usual how much I was chewed out for being fat. I don't go to the doctor's often, rather would actually die........................one day a doctor tried to tell me "please show up here, we are your friends" -------- not

 I believe "prosperity preachers" might be whether knowingly or not, catering to people itchy hearing 2 Timothy 4:2-4...................
2 Timothy 4:2-4 "Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables."
  I think there are as well a great deal of people out there that have gotten tired of being poor!!!!!!!!! Surely there is nothing wrong with wanting better for yourself in life (unless your going about that via means other then god!). To want god to bless you/me this is good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Some people's ears "itch" is worrisome to me.........because we might be not living in mansions until we get to heaven.
  There isn't a verse nowhere in the bible that says any of us that follow jesus will get mansions on this earth...........much is promised though.................
Mark 10:28-30 "Then Peter began to say unto him, Lo, we have left all, and have followed thee. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life." Told my family that doesn't necessarily mean forsake your family cause if your family is christian then you don't need to forsake but instead for me these verses speak about me forsaking my life the life I could've had in this here world for the LORD! 

  Forsaking something....................Forsaking the "broad road" that many go in this world. I haven't been forsaking that lately like I should and I'm determined to get back to forsaking that! 

  Oh here I go, talking like a "prosperity preacher" --------------- I want ""an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life"""

   So that is much blessings, and blessings all christians and people in general should desire for god to bless them with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Matthew 25:23 "His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithfulservant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord." 

You may only have a dinky job like me, and a dinky paycheck (also like me) but if you just be faithful from day to day in the "few things" god has given you and I to be faithful over

OUR MANSIONS IN HEAVEN ARE WAITING FOR US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(((((I believe there is a "earthly trap" many get trapped in, I HAVE, comparing ourselves to one another............YOUR VALUE, YOUR WORTH ISN'T IN WHAT CARS OR MANSIONS OR HOW PRETTY YOU IS

I'M TELLIN IT LIKE IT IS

What does the word of god say..............

Matthew 10:30-32 "But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows. Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven."

  You are valuable!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is this """"""""thing""""""""""" going on in this earth, where people have been at times made to feel of "less worth" due to their clothing, or their older cars, etc. etc. YOU ARE VALUABLE THAT IS JUST STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  YOUR JOB DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR WORTH!

 THE HOUSE YOU OWN DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR WORTH!!!!!!!! 

  YOUR OF IMMENSE RIDICULOUS VALUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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--------- and if my eating disorder is back thanks to kaiser permanente......................nobody will ever even figure that out

cause according to the weight system of the doctors offices in america I'm always morbidly obese 36% BODY FAT most the time (EXCEPT THAT 36% NUMBER IS NEVER REAL BECAUSE I'M VERY VERY BUFF)

I do have a "fat caliper" and that puts me around last I used it which was awhile ago ----------- it put me somewhere around 22-23% not great but not the 36% that I often am according to merely my height and weight at kaiser BUT THEN THESE DAYS THEY LITERALLY TREATED ME LIKE I'M OVER 700 LBS I WAS CHEWED OUT BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD

but according to literally kaiser permanente doctors I'm faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat

I'm 700lbs +++++++++++ never laugh my fat butt this is serious your about to die any second now

you actually 700+ lbs people

freaking underacheivers I'm forever fatter then you in the usa! at the kaiser permanente!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christianity and "Growing up": Recently I was told basically twice to "grow up" - and I need to grow up some I have decided for the mere fact that I get a bit worked up at hearing someone tell me to "grow up" - it's like that one button left............if I was a vending machine and there was 1 "special" drink left.....................

Sheri 1/4/2024 believe's something much more "sinister" is involved in people sometimes having told me to "grow up" It's a way to tell me to "shut up and take the abuse" When I got excited for a bible verse like last year I think it was, my husband came and chewed me out for mentioning to him my excitement for that bible verse. I blacked out what he told me, I tried desperately to climb out a window I COULDN'T FIT OUT OF. Then later that day, we went to the mega church for "impromptu marriage counseling" and the leading elder brother that spoke to us told me "grow up" He didn't listen to me at all, that my husband knew I am a christian when he was dating me!!!!!!!!! HE KNEW THAT. And not only did he know that...........he told me how he was a candle alter lighting boy the main one for his families lutheran church for years, and how annoyed he was by the "hypocrasies" he saw in the church

but then I'm supposed to shut up I mean "grow up" and never speak about a bible verse again?????????????

the horror

last night

I glanced at a costco employee in a wheel chair - he looked rather chipper I noted that

he asked "how are you doing" 

and my husband walking in front of me as he most always does right away said "fine" or soemthing like that

I also said fine

but am I really "fine" 

or have I just been so brain washed to "grow up" to always be thankful

???????????????

cause few days before at IKEA I said "oh ya feel free buy that, get the garage even cleaner" 

and brian NOT ACTUALLY JOKING HIS VOICE WASN'T "JOKE STYLE" 

yelled loudly cause he wants to be heard

"stop your bitchin" 

well he's done that sort of thing for years. 

and I wasn't bitchin

being eager to have a clean garage isn't bitchin

------------------ but see he likes being a victim

everybody likes being a victim out there

they often make me out to be a b----

so I don't even know if I'm ok?????????? In reality???????? If I'm ok or if I've gotten good at playing this "happy little wife role" while being insulted most everyday for 23+ years??????????

sheri 2024 still here.............................1st husband says I told him before I came to earth, that I didn't want him helping me ---------------- well if that me exists..............THAT AIN'T ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME NOW WOULD LIKE THE HELP OF "SATAN".................I'm not sure I'm "ok" at all.......................fact I think in many ways I'm not ok at all, but have been so brainwashed, to always be happy, always be "blessed" for jesus....................

(My 1st two galaxy paintings - so fun : )

Christianity and "Growing up": Recently I was told basically twice to "grow up" (one of the two times of note here recently I was told to "get real" but the way that was said basically was "grow up" --- at hearing this the world might think to themselves "what kind of idiotic spree is this fool on right now?") - and I need to grow up some I have decided for the mere fact that I get a bit worked up at hearing someone tell me to "grow up" - it's like that one button left............if I was a vending machine and there was 1 "special" drink left.....................

I went ahead and looked to see what the bible has to say on the subject matter and it is really interesting, we all know this verse pry Matthew 19:14 "But Jesus said, Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven." 

 Well then there's these verses....................

Ecclesiastes 11:8-10 "But if a man live many years, and rejoice in them all; yet let him remember the days of darkness; for they shall be many. All that cometh is vanity. Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth; and let thy heart cheer thee in the days of thy youth, and walk in the ways of thine heart, and in the sight of thine eyes: but know thou, that for all these things God will bring thee into judgment. Therefore remove sorrow from thy heart, and put away evil from thy flesh: for childhood and youth are vanity."  So interesting to me Ecclesiastes 11:9 is. Basically appears to be god's saying, ok have fun...........but this is about to um, out of love, force god to "bring thee into judgement".
  I've decided being "grown up" doesn't mean you can't have fun, no, that just can't be it. Jesus came that we might have life more abundantly ---------------- well how can we have life more abundantly if we cannot go down the street to chuck e cheese and play pinball????????????????????? John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
   So I've decided growing up, "grow up" when someone tells you that...................
a - if you like me and you get a bit irritated being told to "grow up" YOU PRY NEED TO GROW UP A BIT MORE..........IT'S OK, YOU CAN DO THAT! 
None us has to be stagnant in fact we shouldn't be.
We should if we have a bad habit for instance of cracking many bad jokes we pry should want to quit doing that and "grow up".
  Does that mean we can never crack a joke again - no I don't think that be's the case at all. When the bible says to put away with "jesting" I think it means when you are doing that like all the time. Ephesians 5:4 "Neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks."

I am like so growing up : ) 

well on my way : ) 

probably even BIG : ) 

getting big : ) 

near all grow'd up : ) 

Hope you alls week is going good! 

LOVE

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I know "shut up and grow up sheri 2024" shut up and grow up abuse is all that happens out there that's you "blessed by jesus"