At the end of the day it isn't how much I am loved, or how little I am loved.......................but how much do I myself love the church, and people in general that is what is important at the end of the day!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................

Update 7/29/2023 I'm breathing normal again, and the chest/broncial tube pain went away. My main garage sale finds for this weekend...........surprise I am a "weeb"...........like I'm obsessed with the country of Japan and have been for sometime  now, and I have begun watching the anime "Demon Slayer" the future "demon slayer" of the show didn't want to kill a demon............this anime has some real heart to it 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I'll pry watch this anime next of this shirt, 

1st I watch all of "Demon Slayer" 👍👍👍👍👍

I bought like 3-4 anime shirts at a garage sale today - the starbucks coffee cup at a garage sale today to

living my weeb dream life 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

my views are near nothing - but people have been really nice to me in my town lately

my latest attacker that tried to anniliate me view posts around the 7/29/2023 time zone on my blog them comment sections to find one or several people having attempted to utterly destroy me. 

I did bring it on myself in that  I do love lucifer

but I have no regrets

I'm myself these days

my weeb butt self.

(my latest painting)

At the end of the day it isn't how much I am loved, or how little I am loved.......................but how much do I myself love the church, and people in general that is what is important at the end of the day!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I'm currently in the process of becoming a member of the apostolic christian church of america and the elder of the church gave me a assignment (we have a talk every month) to pinpoint my "shortcomings" and try and come up with solutions for them. 

  My biggest shortcoming ----------- I've had this problem where if someone wrongs me (I'll blow it up into this galactic thing).

  I'm good at eventually showing mercy, I've always sooner or later been real diligient about that...........Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

   The bible says..............Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
 I have came up with a solution to this here shortcoming.............to immediately pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I think someone wronged me - go pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And to jump into the mindset to love them.....................to do good to them. (which I think I've definately have started "employing" this technique a bit)

  I think if I have a problem with someone...........if I'm going to talk to anybody about it..................I should go to the person that wronged me and them alone -------------- like skip the whole "evil speaking" scenario right. Matthew 18:15 "Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother." I have since discovered, I do appear to gain more respect that way. 

  Like for now on out...................................if I get upset with someone....................I'm going to take note of that for one.........then go pray, and then do some good - talk with them if I feel I need to (which oh boy..............................................likely a whole bunch of people going to be hearing from me at church often hahahahahahahahahh...................................................................................

way I see it, the bearing of good fruit uh athon right...............................will go along so much more smoothly if I just FORGIVE RIGHT OUT THE GATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mike one the pastors of my church often talks about the devil wanting people to not get along in the church.

  The devil surely doesn't want a church full of people LOVING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!! That is the goal though that we do love each other............John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." Which I think this is happening right now John 13:25 is!!!!!!! 

  The devil he has a short time on the earth the bible says................Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time." I very much believe the devil is hard at work to divide especially churches...........he's not about to be able though to stop John 13:35 from happening!!!!!!!!!!! 

 LOVE

  

The power of thinking on the good.......................

Update 7/27/2023 there was a fire not far away recently, and it potentially burnt chemicals..................THE HORROR. Past few days I've been having a hard time breathing, my husband just came in the room with a oximeter, I'm getting enough oxygen into my system. My like bronchial tube is inflamed, my asthma is so fantastically bad right now ----- hit's off the inhaler do nothing really for me. What has been helping is drinking hot tea, hot coffee's, eating hot foods, and injesting tons of honey...........and not moving much, moving makes it worse.

sheri 2023 is off to take a nap...........says on the internet that an inflamed bronchial tube clears up in 7-10 days........................

there must've been some very bad chemicals in that building..................

(pot holders, and quilted table runners I sewed and am giving to 2 people at church tommorow - this is some the stuffs I sew, I definately have specific items I like to sew)

The power of thinking on the good......................Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." Somedays it seems there is no good, and I know this phenomina well................but even then I think there is good to think on.........if only the good that I am doing right now WHICH IS GOOD TO THINK ON!
   We all can bear good fruit...........................which in my estimation is IMMENSE GOOD TO THINK UPON!!!!!!!!! 
That this week I can bear good fruit and etc. etc. all us can do this.........instead of evil speaking work to love one another.............work to bear the good fruit!!!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."

  Even if people around me, if they hate me right................I CAN LOVE THEM.....................not render choose not to render evil for evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Thessalonians 5:15 "See that none render evil for evil unto any man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves, and to all men."

  However you can manage to "ever follow that which is good" BE ABOUT THAT......both among yourselves, and to all men.........DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If that's writting a letter to someone, or sewing them something, or calling them on the phone!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   God is looking for fruit on this earth.......................it isn't worth sitting around um in some state of woe right cause of the things your enemies have went ahead and done yet again to you this week....................think on the good instead, don't let the evil that is in this world bog you down!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I want to love people more, I want forgive more, I want to be more like jesus! (maybe some people out there don't want to bear good fruit????????????? BUT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!) I want to love people and not even have no more evil speaking come from my mouth ever again.............but good things Luke 6:45 "A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh."

  ---------------- that saying is the cup half empty or half full (if it's full of jesus - IT'S FULL!) We can do good, and love one another, and bear good fruit, follow jesus AND BE SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

This world is so ruff to live in. 

sinead o'conner looks to be committed suicide year 2023 when I'm updating this blog post. 

we need to be kinder to one another

not all can even enter the narrow gate I BARELY AM MANAGING IT (getting rid of all my makeup and jewelry) 

Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able."

 ---- could be their jobs preventing them from being able to enter "at the strait gate"?

--------- could be their REPUTATIONS like high up reputations I'm saying that they don't feel they can afford to loose

it could be some people think they need

worldly tv

and makeup

and maybe for the time being THEY DO FOR THEIR MENTAL HEALTH

such a ruff world we live in

I don't find this world to oftentimes be very "compassionate" oftentimes it can be a really cold place. 

Video blog post: I am convinced "works meet of repentance" are important..................

Update 7/21/2023 you christians will have to do much better in your anniliation of sheri for god/jesus cause SHE IS STILL BREATHING!

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/07/sheri-you-arent-1-real-estate-sign.html

CAUSE SHE CLEARLY CAN'T READ THE ONLY VERSE IN THE BIBLE IS THIS ONE...............

Deuteronomy 20:16-18 New International Version (NIV)

However, in the cities of the nations the LORD your God is giving you as an inheritance, do not leave alive anything that breathes. Completely destroy them—the Hittites, Amorites, Canaanites, Perizzites, Hivites and Jebusites—as the LORD your God has commanded you.

CHRISTIANITY ISN'T A RELIGION ABOUT LOVE

it's a religion about destroying utterly off the face of the earth

the hittites, amorites, canaanites, perizzites, hivites and jebusites

SHERI DON'T KNOW HOW TO READ THAT STUPID BISH!!!!!!!!!!

I am convinced "works meet of repentance" are important. Today at church one the pastors read...............Luke 3:8 "Bring forth therefore fruits worthy of repentance, and begin not to say within yourselves, We have Abraham to our father: for I say unto you, That God is able of these stones to raise up children unto Abraham." "fruits" that entails loving each other, but also I think it also entails some good works to..........cause if you love people your going to do some good out there!!!!!! That's what I recogn!!!!!!! Next few verses down talk about doing good works.................which is a way to bear "fruits worthy of repentance"...................
Luke 3:9-11 "And now also the axe is laid unto the root of the trees: every tree therefore which bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. And the people asked him, saying, What shall we do then? He answereth and saith unto them, He that hath two coats, let him impart to him that hath none; and he that hath meat, let him do likewise."

   I have came to believe that it is very important to "maintain" good works (not like copious amounts right but some) works "meet of repentance"

Revelation 2:5 "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent."

Titus 3:14 "And let our's also learn to maintain good works for necessary uses, that they be not unfruitful."

This week I gave the church coffee stirrers 1000 of them : ) (they didn't have the knives out today, maybe they's using them at silverton I HOPE SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I will be's maintaining good works, so that my lampstand has light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I once was in complete darkness and I didn't enjoy that at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I prefer to be in christ jesus like a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

LOVE

seashell painting giveaway (ended)..........................

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I prefer to wear modest attire these days - we are all judged by how we look, this is how it is in society!!!!!...............

Udate 7/20/2023 was attacked a ton this week more then usual................my mental health has took a real bad turn for the worse...............

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/07/i-was-attacked-more-today-keep-going-my.html

now am donating more money to the apostolic christian church of america just to have something not negative to focus on or try. (the church my parents had a pastor marry them - they weren't allowed to get married at the apostolic christian church of america due to my dad being married when they all started dating etc. - WHICH ISN'T ME BEATING DOWN OR ATTACKING MY PARENTS - it's what really happened) I'm not a attacking people bish like I'm being called..........just because I don't always agree with people doesn't mean I'm "attacking them" trying to "destroy them" like people are not only trying to destroy me THEY ARE WINNING, THEY ARE SUCCEEDING MY MENTAL HEALTH IS NOT WELL ANYMORE AND I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE I DON'T WANT TO BE ON A EARTH WHERE THERE IS NO LOVE

pry going to acca church this is sheri 7/20/2023 which pry is a big mistake since how I'm not so liked there. But that is the only church that feels like family to me.............though I not only don't believe heed or follow or want to follow "commandments of men" I rather piss on "commandments of men" 

but I like their efforts to walk the narrow way

straight and narrow is the way to heaven

I am like marilyn monroe

nowhere to go "when the rain set in" - probably not

2 my fave skirts............good length.

I prefer to wear modest attire these days - we are all judged by how we look, this is how it is in society!!!!!! (I snooped on my old church cause it was real easy while I was on facebook yesterday - click) AND THEIR YOUTH IN A PICTURE WERE ALL WEARING jeans and short skirts!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can give the link to it without getting in no copyright trouble............click.................https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.625990717456701.1073741837.525585044163936&type=1
  Bottom pic on link above they all are wearing short skirts and jeans - it was not like that at all when I went to that church. The short skirts don't really make the whole "we are walking the narrow way right now" thing uh appear to be the case! With those short skirts those girls could be heading to the saturday night disco place about to - move and groove. I have no idea what the smith's friends believe these days.....................but what I do see because I am a touch snoopy.............is how they are dressing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  If you are going to follow jesus everyday and put the work into that, in my opinion you want to get credit for that, be sure you are wearing modest attire..............................

   Like yesterday........................(every now and then I'll think I want to watch tv right) and I thought I wanted to watch tv.............I'd describe this phenomina like craving a snack in the refrigerator.............or better yet.............................craving a candy bar in the snack drawer YOU CLEAN KNOW THAT CANDY BAR IS REAL BAD FOR YOU! But I couldn't do it............besides I watched news..........................I wrestlllllllllllllllllled myself yesterday, turn on the tv, then I'd be like 4-5 minutes later NAW NAW turn it off. Then I'd turn it on again 4-5 minutes later NAW NAW turn it off. 

  People judge each other on how we look, that's just how it is on this earth right. As I told 3 pastors yesterday HECK YA I wear the apostolic christian church of america prayer doily everyday.........................but it's the entire image.............the long skirts (when I go to the gym I shoot for wearing a skirt that hits just below the knee - that's as far as a skirt can go and I still be able to work out on all the equipment) You don't want to put in the kind of effort to follow jesus I do.................................AND THEN BE THOUGHT OF BY THE WORLD AT LARGE AS A FRIEND OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   I am completely unable to watch tv anymore THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! because I've been telling god in prayer lately that I am completely done with idolatry, I am smart enough to know that celebrities are modern day idols. And I am of jewish heritage..........well many a time in the old testiment the jews (my ancestors) got all interested in the idolatry in the lands they were in...............it was always really bad for them in the end. Ezekiel 6:9 "And they that escape of you shall remember me among the nations whither they shall be carried captives, because I am broken with their whorish heart, which hath departed from me, and with their eyes, which go a whoring after their idols: and they shall lothe themselves for the evils which they have committed in all their abominations." IDOLATRY ===== NOT A GOOD PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Guys don't whistle at me everytime I step out of my door like they used to..............that's fine!!!!!!!!! I am happily married!!!!!!!!! 

  I know though those are young kids in that pic in the link above and those young kids they love the slinky short buisiness, I know that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I hope they know the image that they are actually "putting across" when they are dressing like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you alls week is going good. 

LOVE

Real wealth has nothing to do with money..................bought my mom another diamond painting today but the bible is broken for me it doesn't work......Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." My mom got to tell my she's tired of my "bs" and to "shut up" and she wins on this earth, both my parents win on this earth because I love satan that means I'm worthless trash TO EVERYBODY FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY (BECAUSE THEY LOVE GOD AND JESUS SO THEY MUST SPIT ON ME AND HATE ME FOREVER) AND SAY THEY ARE SICK OF MY BS AND TO SHUT UP LIKE MY PARENTS TELL ME...........

 Real wealth has nothing to do with money..................bought my mom another diamond painting today but the bible is broken for me it doesn't work......Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." My mom got to tell my she's tired of my "bs" and to "shut up" and she wins on this earth, both my parents win on this earth because I love satan that means I'm worthless trash TO EVERYBODY FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY (BECAUSE THEY LOVE GOD AND JESUS SO THEY MUST SPIT ON ME AND HATE ME FOREVER) AND SAY  THEY ARE SICK OF MY BS AND TO SHUT UP LIKE MY PARENTS TELL ME...........

I feel 100% overcome and bullied by most of the earth that is christian, and I can't win, they win...............cause they are "supreme" cause they hate satan most of them. 

all I can do is sit and wait for the rest of the earth to finally comment on my blog and tell me how much THEY ALSO LIKE MY FAMILY HATE ME AND WANT ME TO SHUT UP AND THEY ARE TIRED OF MY BS

 Real wealth has nothing to do with money.............what you going to do with a pile of money if you have not any friends or family around you??????????? Your piles of money would be ok not useless you could buy a pool, you could buy a basketball court...........maybe buy a island make some friends with some dolphins.
1 Corinthians 13:3 "And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing." If you love people you give, I find, but I am at this moment taking good note that 1 Corinthians 13:3 is talking about someone that gave "all my goods to feed the poor" THAT GAVE A LOT! I believe I have figured out how to ensure that we love each other............John 15:13 "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." we pry will all give stuffs to people to, when we have attained John 15:13!

  I recommend giving to people. 2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved." I believe paul fully knew the importance of giving!!!!!!!!  I told 3 pastors yesterday.....................Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again." people think well if I give I'm going to loose all this "stuff" right......................but if you give the truth is if you give right of your time, of your money of your earthly goods.............
That's stuffs is going to come back to you sooner or later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not"

  Now you all can have a chuckle at me for a moment........................yesterday I noticed that there was a shortage of knives at church (we eat lunch at the portland apostolic christian church of america) well people need knives to spread mayonaise on their sandwiches, and mustard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At advanced liquidators look what I got for the portland church for one dollar.........................

The abundant life jesus came to give us I full out believe, that involves a life where we have some (lot of people in the world) but some right solid friendships, and I think maybe even not just 1 set of parents..............Mark 10:30 "But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life." (I took good note in Mark 10:30 where it says "But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time............." NOW IN THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   It's more then possible!!!!!!!!!!! I'm starting to expereince Mark 10:30. 

money the things you could buy with money IS STUPID WHY WHY LOVE ANY EARTH "GOODS"?????????? 1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him."

  pic of my latest painting.............(from a picture I took of a butterfly!!!!!!!!!)..........

LOVE

ME AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS VIDEO ALWAYS.................

Love is louder.......................

Update 7/16/2023 my main garage sale find for this week is this adorable marilyn monroe purse - in new condition costed me only $2.50.................

The video I watched on you tube recently that I found inspiring (love is louder, but even if it weren't louder it's better love is to have that for everyone!!!!!!!!!!)..............
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bT466f5epNY&list=UU9TreTE-iXwfwQl72DzDurA
James chapter 3:10 "Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things out not so to be." 
 ------- church went well today, I liked that ron one the pastors said that he wished more then one person would repent a year (he means at the portland church) I like that : ) 

(what I painted today I really enjoy painting hydrangea's........on the top of the breadbox I decoupaged - orgami paper of all things I've found to be really good for decopauge cause it's a thin paper)

LOVE 

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.".............................