I prefer to wear modest attire these days - we are all judged by how we look, this is how it is in society!!!!!...............

Udate 7/20/2023 was attacked a ton this week more then usual................my mental health has took a real bad turn for the worse...............

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/07/i-was-attacked-more-today-keep-going-my.html

now am donating more money to the apostolic christian church of america just to have something not negative to focus on or try. (the church my parents had a pastor marry them - they weren't allowed to get married at the apostolic christian church of america due to my dad being married when they all started dating etc. - WHICH ISN'T ME BEATING DOWN OR ATTACKING MY PARENTS - it's what really happened) I'm not a attacking people bish like I'm being called..........just because I don't always agree with people doesn't mean I'm "attacking them" trying to "destroy them" like people are not only trying to destroy me THEY ARE WINNING, THEY ARE SUCCEEDING MY MENTAL HEALTH IS NOT WELL ANYMORE AND I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE I DON'T WANT TO BE ON A EARTH WHERE THERE IS NO LOVE

pry going to acca church this is sheri 7/20/2023 which pry is a big mistake since how I'm not so liked there. But that is the only church that feels like family to me.............though I not only don't believe heed or follow or want to follow "commandments of men" I rather piss on "commandments of men" 

but I like their efforts to walk the narrow way

straight and narrow is the way to heaven

I am like marilyn monroe

nowhere to go "when the rain set in" - probably not

2 my fave skirts............good length.

I prefer to wear modest attire these days - we are all judged by how we look, this is how it is in society!!!!!! (I snooped on my old church cause it was real easy while I was on facebook yesterday - click) AND THEIR YOUTH IN A PICTURE WERE ALL WEARING jeans and short skirts!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can give the link to it without getting in no copyright trouble............click.................https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.625990717456701.1073741837.525585044163936&type=1
  Bottom pic on link above they all are wearing short skirts and jeans - it was not like that at all when I went to that church. The short skirts don't really make the whole "we are walking the narrow way right now" thing uh appear to be the case! With those short skirts those girls could be heading to the saturday night disco place about to - move and groove. I have no idea what the smith's friends believe these days.....................but what I do see because I am a touch snoopy.............is how they are dressing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  If you are going to follow jesus everyday and put the work into that, in my opinion you want to get credit for that, be sure you are wearing modest attire..............................

   Like yesterday........................(every now and then I'll think I want to watch tv right) and I thought I wanted to watch tv.............I'd describe this phenomina like craving a snack in the refrigerator.............or better yet.............................craving a candy bar in the snack drawer YOU CLEAN KNOW THAT CANDY BAR IS REAL BAD FOR YOU! But I couldn't do it............besides I watched news..........................I wrestlllllllllllllllllled myself yesterday, turn on the tv, then I'd be like 4-5 minutes later NAW NAW turn it off. Then I'd turn it on again 4-5 minutes later NAW NAW turn it off. 

  People judge each other on how we look, that's just how it is on this earth right. As I told 3 pastors yesterday HECK YA I wear the apostolic christian church of america prayer doily everyday.........................but it's the entire image.............the long skirts (when I go to the gym I shoot for wearing a skirt that hits just below the knee - that's as far as a skirt can go and I still be able to work out on all the equipment) You don't want to put in the kind of effort to follow jesus I do.................................AND THEN BE THOUGHT OF BY THE WORLD AT LARGE AS A FRIEND OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   I am completely unable to watch tv anymore THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! because I've been telling god in prayer lately that I am completely done with idolatry, I am smart enough to know that celebrities are modern day idols. And I am of jewish heritage..........well many a time in the old testiment the jews (my ancestors) got all interested in the idolatry in the lands they were in...............it was always really bad for them in the end. Ezekiel 6:9 "And they that escape of you shall remember me among the nations whither they shall be carried captives, because I am broken with their whorish heart, which hath departed from me, and with their eyes, which go a whoring after their idols: and they shall lothe themselves for the evils which they have committed in all their abominations." IDOLATRY ===== NOT A GOOD PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Guys don't whistle at me everytime I step out of my door like they used to..............that's fine!!!!!!!!! I am happily married!!!!!!!!! 

  I know though those are young kids in that pic in the link above and those young kids they love the slinky short buisiness, I know that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I hope they know the image that they are actually "putting across" when they are dressing like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you alls week is going good. 

LOVE

1 peter 1:14 "as obedient children, not fashioning yourselves according to the former lusts in your ignorance".......................................

   Been watching videos of this pastor all day yesterday and today..............this verse stood out to me he mentions in this video "1 Peter 1:14 "As obedient children, not fashioning yourselves according to the former lusts in your ignorance:"
   What this world about ----------------------- the lusts of the flesh, the pride of life 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." You have some pride of life cause you have a big house and a big car..................the big house and the big car maybe that in of itself pry ain't the issue, but if you have the "pride of life" over that over owning those things that is "not of the father, but is of the world".
   This world is about.............look at me and my pretty car, and my pretty nails, and my cute shoes 2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you."
 This brother, he's talking about even like christian music being imitating of the world and not such the thing. I do tend to agree with him, the thing is sometimes if you listen to some these christian bands out there they do potentially blur the lines of what is holy, what is good (the band members being a bit still conformed up to the world, in the way they act, in the way they look).  There definately is a potentially bluring of the lines in the body of christ Isaiah 5:20 "Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!" - but this is not the case with all bands, and really honestly I am not a male pastor ok...............so this is not what the men preach hence I am super unpopular..........they preach don't have mercy with anybody. But I feel we need to have mercy with one another --- because we are in a "process" of overcoming the world....................getting victory over the world takes time. 

   You won't hear a pastor preach that.............they look to be all them preach don't have mercy with anybody...........flee anybody that so much as listens to lady gaga or skillet. 

Victory doesn't happen overnight

it takes time

and even when you have overcame 

you might still look like the world...........I speak about that below.............(clothing needed due to your job, etc. etc.)................

    2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the uncleanthing; and I will receive you."

   I give myself and people like myself the "worldly music exception" ---------- if the only way you can "cheer yourself up" is worldly music - thumbs up 👍

  God doesn't I don't believe would rather I be on anti depressant medication. 

  I do full out believe and this is sheri 2021 adding to and editing this blog post........that god would prefer I be HAPPY cheery, listening to the devils music.........then drugged out on anti depressants. "well sheesh sheri how depressed would you actually be without the devils music"  - well let me see I have 81 videos as of now on my you tube and I was trying to be a serious you tuber and only 20 subscribers.........sooooooooooo I'm going with go to the gun store buy some heavy artillery and kill myself repeatedly depressed. 

   Jesus right came to give us life more abudantly so what does that tell you but that "life more abudantly" must not include some of the things this world values. John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." 

  I mean if you have a mansion fine

if you have designer clothing fine (some people need high end clothing for their jobs I made mention of that recently - I also am of that group in the year 2021 when I am editing/adding to this post cause I work in the realistate industry) I need a very polished look, that does include jewelry and nice clothing etc. 

but that should never be what any christian is "about"

 Part of the equation of having life more abundantly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To be spiritually alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is life more abundantly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But to me, life more abundantly is also.........................chess, scrabble, saunaing, biking, tennis, rollerblading, roller skating, crochet, wood turning on the lathe, parafoil kiting, plastic lace keychain making, farming aka turkey and chickens, well I do sew sometimes but not much, video games, nordic walking, and soooooooooooooooon to be riding my moped to the lake and fishing YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (that's my list from 2012, 2021 me isn't to different except instead of "nordic walking" --- Gazelle, I'm back to making inkle, forget "lace keychain making" and turkey farming and fishing and scootering) Add to the list bowflex...........that would be the gym to, except coronavirus is still going strong when I'm adding to and editing this blog post. 
 Gods word it does say come out of this world, be ye separate, touch not the unclean thing, which I think the unclean thing could be many things...............definately is porn don't take a rocket scientist to realize that's unclean, worldly music lady ga ga some her songs YIE, fashion maybe isn't unclean in of itself but it's a definate part of the world I've pegged as being. Come out, come out from that!!!!!!!!!! THE WORLD! 2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the uncleanthing; and I will receive you." Don't stay all buddy buddied up with the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................