We walk by faith and not by sight, so if I see nothing tonight (if 1st husband don't show up tonight)...........I going to keep going on living cause I BELIEVE. 2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)".....................

  We walk by faith and not by sight, so if I see nothing tonight (if 1st husband don't show up tonight)...........I going to keep going on living cause I BELIEVE. 2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)".....................

location of these e-mails I keep secret cause I much believe this is a portal that not currently on earth 1st husband e-mails me.................

(it's really late at night - if 1st hubby meant my dreams at night that he's going to show up in my dreams - I don't need dreams)

I'm really near 50

the arthritis and asthma is bad by now

dreams don't get me friends

dreams don't get me NOTHING

and that "row row row your boat gently down the stream" song is BS...........life ain't a dream LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE (full of people that attack me "for jesus") Or hate me "for jesus" or don't speak to me - same as hate often is "for jesus"

fellow christians like to talk about and believe for miracles

sometimes they don't come

sometimes they take awhile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOR BOTH "TEAMS" 

IIT'S A LONG WAY TO THE TOP IF YA WANT TO ROCK AND ROLL............

YOU KNOW I DON'T MERELY WANT TO "ROCK AND ROLL" 

I WANT TO HAVE THE MOST ROCK AND ROLL BLONDE SEIZER OF HAPPINESS AND ROLL OVER AND FREE FALL FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for jesus of course 😁👍

I am a ogre

read like 2 pages of the bible this morning good Jesus Christ time, lots of death and destruction, as many times is in the bible 👍

"sheri they die and get destroyed by god cause god loves them and they sinned" - I know grew up in church,,, ,church,, ,,,lots of church all the time. 

you all to concerned about the sins of other people many of you are, my sins, or the sins or think I have...............

clean the inside of your cup

love people 

LOVE PEOPLE

then the outside it'll get clean to

LOVE GOD

LOVE JESUS

AND PEOPLE

Matthew 23:26 "Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also."

Psalm 37:4 "Delight thyself also in the Lord: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart."

the desires of my heart 

is to be like the next anna nicole and/or marilyn monroe, but like you know keep my clothes on - basically

"sheri your heart desires some fool foolishness" ---------- um ok

anna nicole and marilyn monroe both made some bad choices in life but they were both pretty cool

I relate to BOTH of them

if you all is like the apostolic christian church of america that mostly dresses like members of the little house on the prarie

and that's your "hearts desire" to be pretend cast members of the little house on the prairie - do you bo

do you

I encoutered a potentially suicidal you tuber tonight (they had a live feed, they were saying some really grim stuffs - I e-mailed you tube themselves and my family I told them about it to, that maybe they could go to this persons you tube and cheer them up etc.) 

it's hard out there

as I type this my back is in pain thanks to arthritis, and I'm wearing a corset to try and feel better

faith

faith IS HOPE

AND HOPE IS REAL

Psalm 38:15

For in thee, O Lord, do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God.

my corset self circa a few minutes ago........................off to sauna....................with corset on............................the corset I feel makes the arthritis less bad....................

if your wondering "the gems" I read in the bible today..................................(this is sarcasm)................

Jeremiah 25

31 A noise shall come even to the ends of the earth; for the Lord hath a controversy with the nations, he will plead with all flesh; he will give them that are wicked to the sword, saith the Lord.

32 Thus saith the Lord of hosts, Behold, evil shall go forth from nation to nation, and a great whirlwind shall be raised up from the coasts of the earth.

33 And the slain of the Lord shall be at that day from one end of the earth even unto the other end of the earth: they shall not be lamented, neither gathered, nor buried; they shall be dung upon the ground.

---------- buisy delighting myself in jesus

My advice, think positive, think positive, think positive. Negativity can hold you back did you know that????????? 5th wheel update (I finally sewed drapes for it) POSITIVE THINKING IN ACTION.....................I'm plannin on painting it brown and planting plants that grow 10-12 feet in the 1st year alllllllllll around it...................

 Update 9/11/2026 mini me  thinking positive won't get the extra pounds off of your body your going to have to work hard everyday with your excersize and diet. I made finally for the 1st time a cowrie shell bracelet 😃 Easy to make..............and I'm already confident I can make cowrie shell jewelry using beads as well!.............

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My advice, think positive, think positive, think positive. Negativity can hold you back did you know that????????? 5th wheel update (I finally sewed drapes for it) POSITIVE THINKING IN ACTION.....................I'm plannin on painting it brown and planting plants that grow 10-12 feet in the 1st year alllllllllll around it...................

  Plannin on having my husband put a skirt around the front of it ------ it's just a much nicer look. 

ignore the mold that is also about to be fixed..........and a whole mattress goes where that mold is - which is also about to be fixed (needs new cover that's all). The like sky light cover blew off in the wind, we didn't realize it til many days later, big mess later. But sewed 3 pairs of matching curtains 😁

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

OF NOTE

when that kid brought a basket of fish

Jesus wasn't like

"oh that ain't enough fish"

we better go fish a few hours

Mark 6:42-44 "And they did all eat, and were filled. And they took up twelve baskets full of the fragments, and of the fishes. And they that did eat of the loaves were about five thousand men." - my 5th wheel is a "basket of fish" of sorts, cause I really am about to turn it into something nice. 

  I finally stopped looking at other 5th wheels - thank god

looked at mine

realized

wait this 5th wheel is actually pretty nice!

The thing has cabinets SURROUNDING THE ENTIRE LIVING ROOM AREA!

more my positivity in action

I'm this skinny................still battling either diabeties or near diabeties (both my parents are/were diabetic last I heard my mom had overcame diabeties). Well past 2 nights like 1 night we ate pizza that ko'd me I was up many times in the night going to the bathroom (that's how I know my diabeties or near diabeties is not doing good - I have a glucose monitor but that thing hurts like heck to poke your finger it's like demented). Then last night we had mac and cheese. Most nights most dinners are carbs...............................and my body lately is really rejecting most carbs. 

though I am really skinny

I just got to get even thinner

I will weighted hula hoop the diabeties away!!!!!!!!!

(don't try this at home) 

I've beat diabeties a few times now. 

my big secret.......................

kombucha, and yogurt..............both those foods have uh um probiotics which eat the sugars in your body

(kombucha scobies eat the sugar that you put in the brew below ----------- well often on my 2nd ferment.............there's a little bit of scoby in the kombucha I actually drink...........well that goes right into my stomach AND EATS SUGARS)
  This is me "gaining the system" what size of kombucha scobies does it take to "gain the system" you wonder..............................

bye bye yet again diabeties!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Before dinner I'm plotting to drink some kombucha and that should do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Jesus came that we might have life more abundantly

well your going to have a more abundant life if you think positive!!!!!!!!

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

  Either you have a basket of fish?????????????? Or someone has a basket of fish to give you????????????

The key to life is 

not envying what you don't have

mansions

fancy cars

etc. 

look at the basket of fish either in your hand right now

or that you could get at a shelter giving out clothing for example

Exodus 20:17 "Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's."

  But you pry have a "basket of fish" maybe that basket is some talent you have that you haven't been using right now?????????????????????????????????????????

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Have a great day!

Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."................................

Magic takes faith of a child to - I believe in magic. (miracles basically miracles) Galatians 3:7 "Know ye therefore that they which are of faith, the same are the children of Abraham." And you know what my favorite thing is.................FOREVER..................

 Magic takes faith of a child to - I believe in magic. (miracles basically miracles) Galatians 3:7 "Know ye therefore that they which are of faith, the same are the children of Abraham." And you know what my favorite thing is.................FOREVER..................

Ecclesiastes 1:8-10 "All things are full of labour; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear filled with hearing.The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us."

  Makes sense a guy, wanting a "higher love" -------- positivity pretty well near guarantee'd. Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," Turns out I've been in Jumanjii for a long while...............I was in it when I didn't even realize I was in it. I don't want out.................I think many a people kill themselves cause they believe there's any magic any miracles anymore to have in their lives!!!!!!!

via GIPHY

  So many people are in so bad debt out there - how do they hold on??????????? How do they keep going?????????????? Unless they believe for hope for magic/miracles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Magic/miracles never end

THEY ARE EVERYWHERE

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

I BELIEVE

WHEN YOU FINALLY REALIZE 

WHAT I GONNA PULL OFF

YOU GONNA SWEAR

THAT I'M HOUDINI RESURRECTED!!!!!!!!!

Acts 6:8

And Stephen, full of faith and power, did great wonders and miracles among the people.

  We can all be like Stephen, we can do miracles I tellin you. 

miracles happen everyday

miracles are EVERYWHERE

Matthew 18:3

And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.

via GIPHY

I can have fun blogging #FACTS

So this whole Roe vs. Wade thing being overturned maybe, if you all want to force women everywhere to have babies. Old me would've found that offensive. Cause I am very "pro-choice" Offenses ------------ break apart fellowship! Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!" I am a joke to most of my family and I think my family has completely stopped having "family get togethers" so offended many of them are by the fact that I love Lucifer...........................we are not all the "same" in the body of christ...............some of us ARE EVEN PRO-CHOICE................me : ) LGBTQ supporters also me : )............

  So this whole Roe vs. Wade thing being overturned maybe, if you all want to force women everywhere to have babies. Old me would've found that offensive. Cause I am very "pro-choice" Offenses ------------ break apart fellowship! Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!" I am a joke to most of my family and I think my family has completely stopped having "family get togethers" so offended many of them are by the fact that I love Lucifer...........................we are not all the "same" in the body of christ...............some of us ARE EVEN PRO-CHOICE................me : ) LGBTQ supporters also me : )............
   Romans 4:25 "Who was delivered for our offences, and was raised again for our justification." - ya Jesus died for me (insert chuckle here) hahahahahahahha 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I've been toooooooooooold how offensive I am. 

   God was pro-choice in the garden of Eden, by having the tree of the knowledge of good and evil in the garden HE WAS GIVING ADAM AND EVE A CHOICE................god is mega pro-choice I am 100% sure about that. And if God is pro-choice - He is.............I'm DEFINATELY pro-choice, is abortion horrible ya, it's horrible. 

   We are supposed to "avoid" people that cause divisions and offenses Romans 16:17 "Now I beseech you, brethren, mark them which cause divisions and offences contrary to the doctrine which ye have learned; and avoid them." contrary to the doctrine which we have learned. 

  Man sometimes for me that is such a grey zone...................

you could make a case that something isn't pure right

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." People can make a case, that tons of things are "bad" stay away. But at the same time 

My bible 

and I do know how to read

says

"all things are possible to him that believeth" 

I mean a church - apostolic christian church of america

tried telling me

no jewelry

no makeup

what about Mark 9:23

Also as I stated in previous not long ago blog post, the narrow way is about how you live and not how you look. 

   1 Peter 4:3-4 "For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries:Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:"

I live the most boring life

gym

bout to go to church again in a week or two my husband been "out of commision" as they say

and he get's emergency rubberband temporary solution to his problem surgery next week

back to my thoughts

boring life

I write letters these days

and diamond paint 👍

And diamond painting has been such a blessing to me

and you all might think I am goofy right now.

But I need to relax...........like everyday............

and diamond painting is that perfect relaxation thing.

and

I listen to TBN often while diamond painting

and the more I listen to TBN the more I realize

man, I don't believe the same as a ton of the body of christ

but that's ok

it's none of it "deal breaker issues" for me

instead of division

I hope

we recognize the truth.................

Ephesians 4:4-6 "There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling;  One Lord, one faith, one baptism, One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all."

  Are there pastors out there that maybe do enjoy causing divisions - ya probably..................but they didn't make Ephesians 4:4-6 untrue did they????????????????

Shalom.

Your only powerful when you believe you can do it Matthew 10:8 "Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give."................

  update 7/23/2025 latest braiding hair did not end up looking right............it looks like doll hair braided on my hair................

so right now I'm dying my hair orange again - blonde hair isn't working the orange keeps "popping out" 

and I made 2 double ended dreadlocks

and then I bought orange double ended dreadlocks but the kind that look like white people hair..........wavy loose wavy hair

then few braids popping out ---------- but the braids are more for to add volume to the finished look then anything

I left long length of the blonde loose to make it look even "whiter"

This time I'm really about to have success my hair will look 100% white 

only way any black people will be able to know my new hair is dreads is if they go read that on this blog post

otherwise my new hair is about to look white af

I'M GOING TO LOOK WHITER THEN EVER AFTER THIS HAIRDO

it's going to protect my hair

help it grow

Your only powerful when you believe you can do it Matthew 10:8 "Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give."
  We are supposed to want and do miracles for the lord BOTH John 14:12 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father." -------- pretty blaitant if you ask me John 14:12 is. What works did jesus do?.................

raise the dead ✔

give sight to the blind ✔

heal the sick ✔

Heck I'll just get the coordinating bible verse.................last verse here I'm just trying to speak "in context" so including this whole bit of verses..........................

Matthew 10 

10 And when he had called unto him his twelve disciples, he gave them power against unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal all manner of sickness and all manner of disease.

2 Now the names of the twelve apostles are these; The first, Simon, who is called Peter, and Andrew his brother; James the son of Zebedee, and John his brother;

3 Philip, and Bartholomew; Thomas, and Matthew the publican; James the son of Alphaeus, and Lebbaeus, whose surname was Thaddaeus;

4 Simon the Canaanite, and Judas Iscariot, who also betrayed him.

5 These twelve Jesus sent forth, and commanded them, saying, Go not into the way of the Gentiles, and into any city of the Samaritans enter ye not:

6 But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

7 And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.

8 Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give.

   This bit of the bible is about the 12 disciples/apostles (but that they happen to be apostles get that out of your mind, cause they also are disciples of jesus no difference between apostles and the rest of the body of christ John 17:22 (below is John 17:22).....................................

heal the sick

cleanse the lepers

raise the dead

cast out devils

freely ye have received, freely give

  I've heard people say the 12 apostles are the only "full" apostles. I've heard clean the baptist pastor of my church say that basically that those were the last 12 powerful apostles that could get stuffs done

and now 

we have apostles or so this is what he said and I've heard this said often

but with no power at all or hardly any power

(I don't want to make no differentiation though between apostles and other vocations in the body of christ people are called to............jesus didn't leave ANYBODY out of John 14:12 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father."

  We are supposed to be "one" in the body of christ did you know that??????????????

  Well one isn't one really ranked to wazuu above the rest

John 17:22 "And the glory which thou gavest me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we are one:" - yes there are members of the body of christ the body of christ is supposed to hold in high esteem per the bible 1 Corinthians 12:24

  It's one body

it's a united front

one

that means you all can do miracles

if you wanted and had faith I do recogn

------------------------------ ok...............look nothing wrong with praying people well again ok

what this blog post is about 

is about reminding you

you have value, you have HAVE power (if you believe)

Once I had a friend walk up tell me "we are just a number" 

maybe there is potential truth to that

if we allowed ourselves to be "just a number" maybe then we would be "just a number"???????????

.............but none of us gots to be that

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

Have a great week!

LOVE

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