I forgive the republicans of my family that hate me, and I'm kicked out of my family now...................it's been a year since I've been invited to a family get together and 2 maybe 3 republican family members have told me they absolutely don't read my blog deeming me a worthless democrat................

Update 5/1/2024 I put my "updates" on my popular posts since how I'm so hated (or so I am lead to believe) that nobody is clicking on my """"highlighted""" blog posts for the week.........

decor tip for the day...............

it's ok to move decor items around til you get them where you want them - it's your house ------- be happy....................yesterday at the thriftstore I bought these 2 gold wall uh geometric shapes and so moved my latest floral painting to put between them...........I like this look 😁.......................

 I forgive the republicans of my family that hate me, and I'm kicked out of my family now...................it's been a year since I've been invited to a family get together and 2 maybe 3 republican family members have told me they absolutely don't read my blog deeming me a worthless democrat................

Letter I e-mailed my family....................
a- of course she hates me she was going to anyways she's pro life like m- both them the republica of donald trump basically, basically.


I understand why a- needed to sue dad for back child support to make me and k- and a- poor - she needed money
I forgive her
I already was poor
wouldn't make sense to hate her for that or for anything
but I'm out
I'm deemed sh-t
and I'm out

 me this e-mail: I wrote the wife of the apostolic christian church of america elder that hates me again, so my readers of my blog should be prepared to see me attacked all over my blog (I want to be friends with this person but I know I'm deeemed to much s--t by seems everything, seems everyone is a christian and that means you hate anybody that loves satan, even if that person is me who also loves Jesus and accepts him as my lord and savior) That's not "good enough" I must hate satan I have been told, else I am sh-t, and not worth speaking to, or reading my blog especially since how I am a pro-choice democrat. That I support LGBTQ rights. 

people I believe should be loved and valued

all people

(if you bring the arguement to me unborn children are people the alive mothers who might be killed having a child, or be left in debt 30,000-60,000 cause they don't have insurance though the numbers are $13,000-22,000 according to the "Value Penguin" I guess you know if you bargain shop around 

https://www.valuepenguin.com/cost-childbirth-health-insurance#:~:text=The%20average%20cost%20of%20childbirth,care%20and%20delivery%20is%20%246%2C940.

, that have low paying jobs at mc donalds

but since roe vs. wade is overturned

and they forgot to take "the pill" a few days to many

now have 3-4-5 kids

and now that whole family is starving

are also people)

If you only care for the unborn.........in my mind your not being that holy elect of god in that. You want to be holy, elect of god ALSO care about the living. 

  And the living sometimes need to get a abortion...............

to stay alive

to keep their sanity

to stay out of poverty cause that unisured 13,000-60,000 medical bill would hurt many

Mercy is real

and it's needed

I am merciful but I'm living in a world I feel that is less and less and less and less merciful everyday. 

I don't like this unmerciful "cancel culture" world

I want a merciful more loving world back please!

That would put a priority on a living mother..........over a unborn child, because that living mother should be valueable to us all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luke 6:36 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful."

roe vs. wade desperately needs to not be overturned please................. 

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Johnson's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.............

So this whole Roe vs. Wade thing being overturned maybe, if you all want to force women everywhere to have babies. Old me would've found that offensive. Cause I am very "pro-choice" Offenses ------------ break apart fellowship! Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!" I am a joke to most of my family and I think my family has completely stopped having "family get togethers" so offended many of them are by the fact that I love Lucifer...........................we are not all the "same" in the body of christ...............some of us ARE EVEN PRO-CHOICE................me : ) LGBTQ supporters also me : )............

  So this whole Roe vs. Wade thing being overturned maybe, if you all want to force women everywhere to have babies. Old me would've found that offensive. Cause I am very "pro-choice" Offenses ------------ break apart fellowship! Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!" I am a joke to most of my family and I think my family has completely stopped having "family get togethers" so offended many of them are by the fact that I love Lucifer...........................we are not all the "same" in the body of christ...............some of us ARE EVEN PRO-CHOICE................me : ) LGBTQ supporters also me : )............
   Romans 4:25 "Who was delivered for our offences, and was raised again for our justification." - ya Jesus died for me (insert chuckle here) hahahahahahahha 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I've been toooooooooooold how offensive I am. 

   God was pro-choice in the garden of Eden, by having the tree of the knowledge of good and evil in the garden HE WAS GIVING ADAM AND EVE A CHOICE................god is mega pro-choice I am 100% sure about that. And if God is pro-choice - He is.............I'm DEFINATELY pro-choice, is abortion horrible ya, it's horrible. 

   We are supposed to "avoid" people that cause divisions and offenses Romans 16:17 "Now I beseech you, brethren, mark them which cause divisions and offences contrary to the doctrine which ye have learned; and avoid them." contrary to the doctrine which we have learned. 

  Man sometimes for me that is such a grey zone...................

you could make a case that something isn't pure right

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." People can make a case, that tons of things are "bad" stay away. But at the same time 

My bible 

and I do know how to read

says

"all things are possible to him that believeth" 

I mean a church - apostolic christian church of america

tried telling me

no jewelry

no makeup

what about Mark 9:23

Also as I stated in previous not long ago blog post, the narrow way is about how you live and not how you look. 

   1 Peter 4:3-4 "For the time past of our life may suffice us to have wrought the will of the Gentiles, when we walked in lasciviousness, lusts, excess of wine, revellings, banquetings, and abominable idolatries:Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:"

I live the most boring life

gym

bout to go to church again in a week or two my husband been "out of commision" as they say

and he get's emergency rubberband temporary solution to his problem surgery next week

back to my thoughts

boring life

I write letters these days

and diamond paint 👍

And diamond painting has been such a blessing to me

and you all might think I am goofy right now.

But I need to relax...........like everyday............

and diamond painting is that perfect relaxation thing.

and

I listen to TBN often while diamond painting

and the more I listen to TBN the more I realize

man, I don't believe the same as a ton of the body of christ

but that's ok

it's none of it "deal breaker issues" for me

instead of division

I hope

we recognize the truth.................

Ephesians 4:4-6 "There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling;  One Lord, one faith, one baptism, One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all."

  Are there pastors out there that maybe do enjoy causing divisions - ya probably..................but they didn't make Ephesians 4:4-6 untrue did they????????????????

Shalom.