We walk by faith and not by sight, so if I see nothing tonight (if 1st husband don't show up tonight)...........I going to keep going on living cause I BELIEVE. 2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)".....................

  We walk by faith and not by sight, so if I see nothing tonight (if 1st husband don't show up tonight)...........I going to keep going on living cause I BELIEVE. 2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)".....................

location of these e-mails I keep secret cause I much believe this is a portal that not currently on earth 1st husband e-mails me.................

(it's really late at night - if 1st hubby meant my dreams at night that he's going to show up in my dreams - I don't need dreams)

I'm really near 50

the arthritis and asthma is bad by now

dreams don't get me friends

dreams don't get me NOTHING

and that "row row row your boat gently down the stream" song is BS...........life ain't a dream LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE (full of people that attack me "for jesus") Or hate me "for jesus" or don't speak to me - same as hate often is "for jesus"

fellow christians like to talk about and believe for miracles

sometimes they don't come

sometimes they take awhile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOR BOTH "TEAMS" 

IIT'S A LONG WAY TO THE TOP IF YA WANT TO ROCK AND ROLL............

YOU KNOW I DON'T MERELY WANT TO "ROCK AND ROLL" 

I WANT TO HAVE THE MOST ROCK AND ROLL BLONDE SEIZER OF HAPPINESS AND ROLL OVER AND FREE FALL FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for jesus of course 😁👍

I am a ogre

read like 2 pages of the bible this morning good Jesus Christ time, lots of death and destruction, as many times is in the bible 👍

"sheri they die and get destroyed by god cause god loves them and they sinned" - I know grew up in church,,, ,church,, ,,,lots of church all the time. 

you all to concerned about the sins of other people many of you are, my sins, or the sins or think I have...............

clean the inside of your cup

love people 

LOVE PEOPLE

then the outside it'll get clean to

LOVE GOD

LOVE JESUS

AND PEOPLE

Matthew 23:26 "Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also."

Psalm 37:4 "Delight thyself also in the Lord: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart."

the desires of my heart 

is to be like the next anna nicole and/or marilyn monroe, but like you know keep my clothes on - basically

"sheri your heart desires some fool foolishness" ---------- um ok

anna nicole and marilyn monroe both made some bad choices in life but they were both pretty cool

I relate to BOTH of them

if you all is like the apostolic christian church of america that mostly dresses like members of the little house on the prarie

and that's your "hearts desire" to be pretend cast members of the little house on the prairie - do you bo

do you

I encoutered a potentially suicidal you tuber tonight (they had a live feed, they were saying some really grim stuffs - I e-mailed you tube themselves and my family I told them about it to, that maybe they could go to this persons you tube and cheer them up etc.) 

it's hard out there

as I type this my back is in pain thanks to arthritis, and I'm wearing a corset to try and feel better

faith

faith IS HOPE

AND HOPE IS REAL

Psalm 38:15

For in thee, O Lord, do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God.

my corset self circa a few minutes ago........................off to sauna....................with corset on............................the corset I feel makes the arthritis less bad....................

if your wondering "the gems" I read in the bible today..................................(this is sarcasm)................

Jeremiah 25

31 A noise shall come even to the ends of the earth; for the Lord hath a controversy with the nations, he will plead with all flesh; he will give them that are wicked to the sword, saith the Lord.

32 Thus saith the Lord of hosts, Behold, evil shall go forth from nation to nation, and a great whirlwind shall be raised up from the coasts of the earth.

33 And the slain of the Lord shall be at that day from one end of the earth even unto the other end of the earth: they shall not be lamented, neither gathered, nor buried; they shall be dung upon the ground.

---------- buisy delighting myself in jesus

It's true we don't know how "successful" these vaccines will be. But my bible says to not "live in fear" and before I got the vaccine I was living in fear. God don't want us living in fear but walking in faith (now for some that means not getting the vaccine ever potentially) 2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)"".......................

  I got my 1st covid 19 shot and I feel better cause I was so spazing out of my mind over the idea of getting covid 19 - now I feel I can focus on the important things in life "walking in the spirit" Romans 8:1 "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit."...........

  You don't need to buy things it's a fact for the most part. Walk in the spirit instead that's the best 👍 (I feel though everyone needs every now and then fun trip to the dollar tree and/or target - just sayin)
   I am in a complete "spiritual drought" at the moment. But tonight driving to the vaccine sight, I said a prayer, and on the drive there Jesus's spirit extra was all "with me" 

   It's true we don't know how "successful" these vaccines will be. But my bible says to not "live in fear" and before I got the vaccine I was living in fear. 2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)" We use this same kind of "faith" when we get on airplanes. We use it probably everyday when we get in our cars and drive anywhere. And sure any given day something bad could happen to us. But isn't it so much better to walk in faith........................instead of fear????????????

  Mark 4:39-40 "And he arose, and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea, Peace, be still. And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. And he said unto them, Why are ye so fearful? how is it that ye have no faith?" I suppose you could "walk in faith" by just trusting in God to keep you safe from covid 19 without the vaccine............but for some of us............when it comes to covid 19 and vaccines. That faith walk involves getting the vaccine. 

  I did wait what 1 1/2 years or so for god to stop the covid 19 storm.................I prayed, and I prayed for it to end. He might still do it to???????? But what if the solution is the vaccines??????????? 

   God does use doctor's. Despite what the anti vaxx think most them --------- all of medicine isn't out to kill us. 

   Are drugs prescribed to people that do not need them but for the sake of making money - yes sometimes I believe.

they are in a buisiness

   It don't mean they are heartless soulless killers out to doom us all - as it looks to be some of the anti vaxxers deem doctors. 

   The government though not perfect, GOD has His hand upon I do believe all the leaders of the world. If they end up doing something He don't like HE TAKES THEM DOWN.

1 Samuel 2:6-8 "The Lord killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up. The Lord maketh poor, and maketh rich: he bringeth low, and lifteth up. He raiseth up the poor out of the dust, and lifteth up the beggar from the dunghill, to set them among princes, and to make them inherit the throne of glory: for the pillars of the earth are the Lord's, and he hath set the world upon them."

  Colossians 1:15-17 "Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature:For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: And he is before all things, and by him all things consist." God's in control..................lucifer, all the fallen angels they all in "god's plan"  Same for all the leaders all over the world. 

  Can some them do wrong ya

no need to live in fear God is in control

sorry this blog post isn't better.........i really am in some "spiritual drought" at the moment. 

Wishing everyone a good day.