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Sunday, October 30, 2022

This thing called "retirement" what is it really???? All the old people pretty much decide to become mermaids...............NOT USE THEIR TALENTS FOR GOD ANYMORE - EVEN THOUGH I SEE A GREAT MANY ABLE OLD PEOPLE AROUND ME...................they decide to all go "under the sea"...............but if you are QUIET doeth that make you a mermaid? If you do nothing for god - doeth that make you a mermaid. I know you try to be mermaids old people, maybe you watch tons of porn and do a lot of ---------------- BUT DID YOU BECOME A MERMAID - doubtful old people, doubtful................BESTEST GET BACK TO FEARING GOD OLD PEOPLE....................or fearing lucifer if that is the way you "twerk it" NO HATE AT ALL................

This thing called "retirement" what is it really????  All the old people pretty much decide to become mermaids...............NOT USE THEIR TALENTS FOR GOD ANYMORE - EVEN THOUGH I SEE A GREAT MANY ABLE OLD PEOPLE AROUND ME...................they decide to all go "under the sea"...............but if you are QUIET doeth that make you a mermaid? If you do nothing for god - doeth that make you a mermaid. I know you try to be mermaids old people, maybe you watch tons of porn and do a lot of  ---------------- BUT DID YOU BECOME A MERMAID - doubtful old people, doubtful................BESTEST GET BACK TO FEARING GOD OLD PEOPLE....................or fearing lucifer if that is the way you "twerk it" NO HATE AT ALL................

the bible does not talk about mermaids

but I swear mermaids are born that way

LGBTQ say they are born that way many of them do, but what does the bible say...............

Romans 1:26-27 "For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:  And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet."
  The bible doesn't say the LGBTQ were "born that way" no hate at all, love everyone, God loves all and wishes 0% would perish. WE SHOULD LOVE EVERYONE AS WELL.
even love witches hater style christians
But mermaids.....................could be "born that way"
that could be
a real way of "naturally being"
BUT ALL HAVE BEEN GIVEN TALENTS (INCLUDING MERMAIDS)
Matthew 25:14-16 "For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling into a far country, who called his own servants, and delivered unto them his goods. And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey. Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents."
closest verse I found to justify "retirement"
Psalm 71:5-9 "Cast me not off in the time of old age; forsake me not when my strength faileth." ----------- does that verse really mean "do nothing for god now"?????????????????????
Even then 
should not old people
pray
and uhhhhhhhh maybe crochet baby hats
I see a lot of "able" old people around me
not seeming to be doing much of ANYTHING
a lot of them is trying to be mermaids
and you can't just be a mermaid
I am 100%
mermaids are born that way
and that is something your born as
I definately believe even mermaids should use their talents
(sheri hey fool, a few attenders of 1 arianna grande concert know who you is fool, 
that's why they stuck the giant spot light on you
mid a "special song" 
even though you were literally sitting in the back row of the Moda Center
literally the back row) - I know the "jig is up" between me probably Ariana Grande, probably Lady Gaga to since how her and Ariana are friends, and definately at least 2 ariana fans cause as the spotlight was shinned on me the lady sitting next to me whispered in my ear "we know who you are?" ----------------------------------------- YIKES
ADD THIS SONG TO...............
TO ARIANNA GRANDE, PROBABLY LADY GAGA AS WELL
AND AT LEAST A GREAT HANDFUL OF ARIANNA GRANDE'S FANS
I AM STILL IN "STEALTH MODE" 
I ain't talking about no "sin" people
I'm talking about a closet I'm in 
it ain't the lgbtq closet
it ain't the pirate closet - came out of that one and said yep I's a pirate 👍👍👍👍👍
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh please arianna grande shhhhhhhhhhhhh
THEY DON'T KNOW
SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I work in the realistate industry
I ain't working in the sex industry clearly I'm poor
poor for Jesus 👍
have a great day
don't look like marilyn monroe either 
according to like many people






Wednesday, October 26, 2022

The truth.............for awhile this verse has stuck with me............and I know I got to get rid of my rocks all em........IT STINKS THOUGH ESPECIALLY GETTING RID OF MY LEMURIAN QUARTZ'S ---------- Revelation 9:20 "And the rest of the men which were not killed by these plagues yet repented not of the works of their hands, that they should not worship devils, and idols of gold, and silver, and brass, and stone, and of wood: which neither can see, nor hear, nor walk:"..............

The truth.............for awhile this verse has stuck with me............and I know I got to get rid of my rocks all em........IT STINKS THOUGH ESPECIALLY GETTING RID OF MY LEMURIAN QUARTZ'S ---------- Revelation 9:20 "And the rest of the men which were not killed by these plagues yet repented not of the works of their hands, that they should not worship devils, and idols of gold, and silver, and brass, and stone, and of wood: which neither can see, nor hear, nor walk:"..............

worship
that idea
whenever you place any sort of value on something -------- THAT MIGHT BE YOU WORSHIPPING THAT THING
"that they should not worship devils," - before anybody says "but you love Lucifer" 
that verse is plural "devils" 
take the bible in context people!
Deuteronomy 29:17 "And ye have seen their abominations, and their idols, wood and stone, silver and gold, which were among them:)" This verse is talking about fancy wood things, fancy gold jewelry, fancy stone stuffs!!!!!!!
That's what Deuteronomy 29:17 is talking about I believe. 
people love that stuffs
they love gold
and fancy wood shiz
and fancy rocks!!!!!!!!!!
and fancy marble this that and the other!!!!!!!!!!
upon talking about riches.................
earthly riches the discples asked
who can be saved..................

24 And again I say unto you, It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.

25 When his disciples heard it, they were exceedingly amazed, saying, Who then can be saved?

26 But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible.

they weren't just asking "who then can be saved?" of just the rich man in that passage of the bible but "who then can be saved?" PERIOD OF ALL PEOPLE!

 Cause people like fancy wood furniture, and fancy marble this that and the other, and fancy rocks some of us have liked such as myself. most people like nice things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was going to give my rocks to the apostolic christian church of america since how they are worth a lot of money
but am just donating them to the goodwill today
because I never heard back from the apostolic christian church of america (you can send them a message on this site I NEVER HEAR BACK FROM THEM ON THIS SITE) 
https://www.apostolicchristian.org/
So I just gave them more money that's what my enemies want my money THEY ARE MY ENEMIES THE MAIN ELDER OF SILVERTON AND OREGON MADE IT REAL CLEAR HOW MUCH HE HATES ME AND NOBODY OBJECTED TO HIS VERBAL BASHING ME FOR WELL OVER 30 MINUTES



Sunday, October 23, 2022

Update 5/30/2024 now am wearing labradorite - cause /I think it's pretty, and I am indigenous I am not wearing rocks for "witch reasons" I don't use them to curse anybody or anything "magical" I went to multi reservation tribal meetings before school once a week for 4 years - I'm very native american I believe in thinking upon god by thinking upon nature. THEY GONNA KILL YOU AGAIN WITCHES I BELIEVE SOON, THE CHRISTIANS THE REST OF THEM (NOT ME) ARE COMING FOR YOU AGAIN...........HISTORY DOES REPEAT ITSELF IT DOES CAUSE NOBODY EVER LEARNS..............

........people get away from god cause they getting away from nature................
the "beast system" swear up and down and back again...........it's the tv sets, the computers -------- this "attachment" to the tv's and the computers is the "beast system" 
 It's not just that people are going to take the mark of the beast ---------------- 
they will for a long time already have been so inside "the beast system" that taking that mark of the beast will be NOTHING for them
just another day
just more "modernitity" do take advantage of, 
they will of soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo gotten away from nature and from god from being near to god (who I believe his "mark" his mark I'd say his mark can be seen in nature EVEN IN ROCKS)
I very careful to choose a rock that isn't quartz, that isn't "pointed" cause I think the colonizing (no hate) american's you know the white ones that came over on the mayflowers ancestors, they think them quartz points are particularly evil.
I'm actually literally native american aka indigenous
over 1/4th my mom's side the family
swear my great grandma on my dad's side the family was full blooded native american lady I SAW PICS OF HER
(but after big sister from my dad's previous marriage got generic dna tests 2 of them I saw results of 1st one it said 97% finland - so I guess my dad's family thinks themselves finlanders?????????????????????????? My dad's ex-wife was cheating on him when she got pregnant with Amber and I don't think amber is actually dna related to me at all) 
at any rate I'm indigenous
us indigenous folks don't think we ever burned witches?????????????
...................shiz did get out of hand though ---------- cause there are skinwalkers
-------------- IF YOU SEE OR HEAR A SKINWALKER RUN
(I don't whistle in the woods either, neither do I whistle late at night)

 Update 5/30/2024 now am wearing labradorite - cause /I think it's pretty, and I am indigenous I am not wearing rocks for "witch reasons" I don't use them to curse anybody or anything "magical" I went to multi reservation tribal meetings before school once a week for 4 years - I'm very native american I believe in thinking upon god by thinking upon nature. THEY GONNA KILL YOU AGAIN WITCHES I BELIEVE SOON, THE CHRISTIANS THE REST OF THEM (NOT ME) ARE COMING FOR YOU AGAIN...........HISTORY DOES REPEAT ITSELF IT DOES CAUSE NOBODY EVER LEARNS..............

They are after
rocks all rocks whether you wear them or not
yoga
taro cards
pychics
everything in the video above basically
Exodus 22:18 "Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live."
They do horrible things FOR GOD somethings "christians" have did in history
horrible things

THEY DO THIS STUFF IN THE NAME OF CHRISTIANITY THIS KILLING PEOPLE STUFF!!!!!!!!!!

muslims might not kill witches just homosexuals, I know they kill homosexuals....................the like ISIS muslims do.............
from article above...................

""""""""""""""""Michael “Bear” Carson and Suzan Carson declared they were vegetarian Muslim “warriors” in a “holy war against witches” during the five-hour tirade. Then they copped to their killing spree, which began in 1981 with an aspiring 23-year-old actress who gave them a place to stay.

Back then, the Carsons smiled for TV cameras as they admitted to butchering their victims for “religious reasons.”

“Witchcraft, homosexuality, and abortion are causes for death,” the bearded, long-maned Michael, then 32, told two San Francisco reporters during the presser at Sonoma County jail."""""""""""""""""

christians and radical muslims love to kill - some of them (sometimes a lot of them because them salem witch trails looks to be whole town of christians against them witches wanting them dead)

everyone makes the radical muslims to be the freaks these days 

but christians and Jews but jews were literally told by god to kill a few times in the bible "for god" have killed many many many many many more

then the couple above

for 1000's of years "for god" they have killed

and they will kill probably more

it's starts out a little "righteous hatred" then a little more then a little more and before you know it killing all sorts of people is ok in people's minds. 

Luke 16:17 "And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass, than one tittle of the law to fail."
Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live.
if all christians except me, don't start killing witches asap god will spew them out of his mouth to hell (potentially in OTHER CHRISTIANS MINDS)................
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
I flat out refuse to kill anybody
I'm about peace and love
Matthew 5:9
Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
but I know most of the body of christ is likely blood thirsty killers "out of holy zeal" or about to be blood thirsty killers I estimate them all to be, cause they are getting real radical again!
I don't have to kill people to be on fire
freakin starving homeless people everywhere me and my husband have made um food and supplies bags don't know what they are called to hand out to them
and have yet again began this quest
also............

To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:

A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

A time to kill, (me sheri interjecting many christianss love killing witches sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!! MANY OF THEM LOVE IT SOMETIMES) and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;

A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.


Thursday, October 20, 2022

Please do pray for the women of my town they are very beat down if wednesday night bible study at the mega church is any "sign" of the state of things. Ladies you can be a BOSS --------- I know the secret KEEP THE SHABBAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................."OH SHERI GOING TO SPEAK MORE ABOUT HER JEW PLANS TO BE A BALLER OK" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..........................

 Please do pray for the women of my town they are very beat down if wednesday night bible study at the mega church is any "sign" of the state of things. Ladies you can be a BOSS --------- I know the secret KEEP THE SHABBAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................."OH SHERI GOING TO SPEAK MORE ABOUT HER JEW PLANS TO BE A BALLER OK" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA..........................

last night at womens bible study - the guest speaker, before we broke up into our groups...................

literally the guest speaking lady said "repeat after me"...............
"I am valueable"
--------- all the women barely muttered "I am valueable"
"I am worthwhile"
------------- more pathetic muttering "I am worthwhile"
etc. (1-2 more phrases on these "lines" were pathetically repeated by most all the ladies)

the women in my town are beat down
bad
if last night's bible study was "reality" and I have no reason to believe it ain't
they all believing they are worthless garbage - for reals
I ain't surprised, they all earning less money per hour then men, told everyday of their lives that they are less then..........via you know their paycheck
most ladies though
I think they are 100% tragic
it's sad that they are 100% tragic
that is sad
because you all know most of them don't shabbat
they don't
they go to church on sunday that's pry it for most em
so their lives are doomed probably to be totally tragic, unless they give a lot of money to jews
I have the bible verse for that!!!!!!!!!!! Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."
Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it." ------------ Don't sit around and be tragic ladies BOSS UP YO'S KEEP THE SHABBAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to "ride up the high places of the earth"

I do not like the tragic life at all I need to be a "boss b---h"
Guys can "boss up" and keep the shabbat to - sure!
Life is always hard for me - when I get sloppy with the shabbat
but when I shabbat well
..................................smoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooth
and let me tell you
I like smooooooooooooooooooooooooth
👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
I don't like to think to hard
or work to hard
I like God workin for me
God wants to work for you to 😉
God can do a lot
he could raise up billions
turn the whole planet into "high places of the earth" 
HE SAFE TO SAY WANTS TO DO THAT TO
WHY I BELIEVE THAT...............

Luke 11:1-2 "And it came to pass, that, as he was praying in a certain place, when he ceased, one of his disciples said unto him, Lord, teach us to pray, as John also taught his disciples. And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth."

There ain't "low places" in heaven

just high ones

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Wednesday, October 19, 2022

VIDEO BLOG POST: Shabbat is Friday night sundown, to saturday night sundown. Tonight all new people nearly at my bible study IT'S A MESS AT THAT GENTILE CHURCH, WELL NO WONDER THEY DON'T EVEN CHURCH ON THE RIGHT DAY. Mark 16:9 "Now when Jesus was risen early the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had cast seven devils." RESSURECTION SUNDAY THE DAY YOU ALL CHRISTIANS GENTILES CHRISTIANS CALL THE DAY JESUS RESSURECTED THAT'S THE 1ST DAY OF THE WEEK NOT THE SABBATH - either I'm the only person that knows how to read on the earth or of the few Jews that know how to read, or else EVERYONE IS UNDER THE POWER OF THE ANTI-CHRIST!!!!!!!!!! BADLY PRAY FOR YOURSELVES WHILE I PRAY FOR YOUR SOULS..............


shabbat is Friday night sundown, to saturday night sundown. Tonight all new people nearly at my bible study IT'S A MESS AT THAT GENTILE CHURCH, WELL NO WONDER THEY DON'T EVEN CHURCH ON THE RIGHT DAY. Mark 16:9 "Now when Jesus was risen early the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had cast seven devils." RESSURECTION SUNDAY THE DAY YOU ALL CHRISTIANS GENTILES CHRISTIANS CALL THE DAY JESUS RESSURECTED THAT'S THE 1ST DAY OF THE WEEK NOT THE SABBATH - either I'm the only person that knows how to read on the earth or of the few Jews that know how to read, or else EVERYONE IS UNDER THE POWER OF THE ANTI-CHRIST!!!!!!!!!! BADLY PRAY FOR YOURSELVES WHILE I PRAY FOR YOUR SOULS..............
Exodus 20:8-11 "Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days shalt thou labour, and do all thy work: But the seventh day is the sabbath of the Lord thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates: For in six days the Lord made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day: wherefore the Lord blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it."

  I get serious friday night at sundown, til saturday night at sundown!!!!!!!!!!!! 
that is the shabbat
who gonna raise me up on the earth
ya God
not me
not me 
I a dork
God is gonna
"tread the high places of the earth" 
sheri your a girl 
don't matter

13 If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:

14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.

your devalueing of girls will not stop God from causing me to "ride upon the high places of the earth" JUST WATCH GOD DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pic of my baby pomeranian/pin dog. He is going to fluff out, the pomeranian look..............he's got the fluffy furs on his back and around his neck he gonna fluff out 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 This is the cutest dog on earth potentially. 




E-mail I just sent my family while they are driving me crazy: The "melting pot" doesn't erase racial identities necessarily YOU CAN WANT TO WHITE THIS EARTH BAD..................AND MARRY INTERRACE TO WHITE EVERYONE OUT SO WHITE SURPREME ALWAYS, IT DON'T WORK LIKE THAT..................YOUR KID WAS BORN DARK SKIN BIG HONKIN JEWISH NOSE ON MY FACE I IDENTIFY MOSTLY AS A JEW NOT WHITE, NOT WHITE.................

E-mail I just sent my family while they are driving me crazy: The "melting pot" doesn't erase racial identities necessarily YOU CAN WANT TO WHITE THIS EARTH BAD..................AND MARRY INTERRACE TO WHITE EVERYONE OUT SO WHITE SURPREME ALWAYS, IT DON'T WORK LIKE THAT..................YOUR KID WAS BORN DARK SKIN BIG HONKIN JEWISH NOSE ON MY FACE I IDENTIFY MOSTLY AS A JEW NOT WHITE, NOT WHITE.................

NOT WHITE
I BEEN TRYING TO SCREAM IT TO YOU ALL IN TECHNICOLOR MY MENTAL HEALTH SHOULD BE VALUABLE IT AIN'T
MY FAMILY WANTS ME TO KILL MYSELF
CAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN LIVING AS  WHITE PERSON CAUSE I DON'T IDENTIFY AS WHITE
i HAVE TO DONATE ALL THE TIME TO 
AND DO GOOD ALL THE TIME 
ELSE JEW TRIBULATION COMES ON ME
IT DON'T COME ON WHITE PEOPLE LIKE THAT 
I AIN'T WHITE 
I A JEW
Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;
I A JEW
YOU ALL MOST YOU ALL WHITE PEOPLE OR PRETEND WHITE PEOPLE AKA KEVIN AIMEE AND DAD
DON'T DO GOOD DAYS
WEEKS MONTHS YEARS
NO TRIBULATION WITH HAPPEN TO YOU
ME
EITHER 
I'M TRIBULATED RIGHT NOW AND NEED TO DONATE MORE MONEY 
OR MY FAMILY HAS DRIVEN ME OUT OF MY MIND?
But that Jew Tribulation has happened to me........it's happened often
OFTEN
you can't erase me with a white eraser
as badly as my donald trump worshipping family members want me to be "white"
this is crippling to my mental health
for surely I identify as mostly Jew 
not white
Jew
Donald Trump did me no favours cause the Donald Trump cult members of my family are really harming my mental health. 

28 For he is not a Jew, which is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision, which is outward in the flesh:

29 But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

we could get into "replacement theology" with Romans 2:28-29 

but I really do believe there is a special promise for DNA JEWS 

all significantly I don't know how much DNA I AM ENOUGH DNA WISE JEW

I HAVE MUCH 

EONS OF TRIBULATION AND QUICKLY IF I DO NOT DO GOOD FOR ANY AMOUNT OF TIME

I HAVE TO CONTINOUSLY DO GOOD 

ELSE 

TONS OF ANGUISH AND TRIBULATION

COMES ON ME BADLY

NOT WHITE

I NOT LIVING A WHITE LIFE

I HAVEN'T LIVED A WHITE LIFE MY WHOLE LIFE

ALL THE RACSIM

ALL THE ANTI SEMITISM IT'S BEEN ON ME

ALL THE GIRL HATE TO ON ME MY WHOLE LIFE

(In the event I'm feeling "tribulation and anguish" cause I haven't donated enough money, maybe if I donate enough money I'll be Jew in my families mind and then that will get rid of the "tribulation and anguish" I am feeling???????) Either way, I'm a Jew need to donate more money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Fellow Jews I advice to avoid "tribulation and anguish" donate money BE A JEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


My big not dna related to me sister took another generic dna test that only came up 1% Jewish on her father's side so there is NO WAY she is related to me PLOT TWIST MY DAD STILL THINKS HE'S 99% WHITE so white white basically 100% white MAN WITH HONKIN RUBENSTEIN FAMILY NOSE ON HIS FACE DARK JEW SKIN TO ON HIM (course I knew this every since I 1st saw her when I was like 3 years old) Fellow Messianic Jews and Jews in general. For us the bible the "good news", as the gentiles call the bible IS VERY SEVERELLY GOOD! Jeremiah 32:42 "For thus saith the Lord; Like as I have brought all this great evil upon this people, so will I bring upon them all the good that I have promised them.".................

Update 4/5/2024 my latest memory wire bracelet. Oh you think my skin is brown and I bear a resemblance to marilyn monroe a mostly hispanic lady according to the internet..............according to my family I'm mostly white....................................WE ARE ALL HALLUCINATING (according to my mom my dad is a brittish man, white white white white only white he's onnnnnnnnnnnly white..............though I have a cousin in spain passing as a spaniard)

My big not dna related to me sister took another generic dna test that only came up 1% Jewish on her father's side so there is NO WAY she is related to me PLOT TWIST MY DAD STILL THINKS HE'S 99% WHITE so white white basically 100% white MAN WITH HONKIN RUBENSTEIN FAMILY NOSE ON HIS FACE DARK JEW SKIN TO ON HIM (course I knew this every since I 1st saw her when I was like 3 years old) Fellow Messianic Jews and Jews in general. For us the bible the "good news", as the gentiles call the bible IS VERY SEVERELLY GOOD! Jeremiah 32:42 "For thus saith the Lord; Like as I have brought all this great evil upon this people, so will I bring upon them all the good that I have promised them.".................

Can't blame my big not dna related to me at all big sister for wanting badly to be related to me

IT IS GREAT TO BE A JEW!

(I never got the diamond scripture painting - that's fine) 
Jeremiah 32
36 And now therefore thus saith the Lord, the God of Israel, concerning this city, whereof ye say, It shall be delivered into the hand of the king of Babylon by the sword, and by the famine, and by the pestilence;

37 Behold, I will gather them out of all countries, whither I have driven them in mine anger, and in my fury, and in great wrath; and I will bring them again unto this place, and I will cause them to dwell safely:

38 And they shall be my people, and I will be their God:

39 And I will give them one heart, and one way, that they may fear me for ever, for the good of them, and of their children after them:

40 And I will make an everlasting covenant with them, that I will not turn away from them, to do them good; but I will put my fear in their hearts, that they shall not depart from me.

41 Yea, I will rejoice over them to do them good, and I will plant them in this land assuredly with my whole heart and with my whole soul.

42 For thus saith the Lord; Like as I have brought all this great evil upon this people, so will I bring upon them all the good that I have promised them.
TOOTLES
but nomadder who you is
God wants to bless!!!!!!!!!!!

And I will make of thee a great nation, and I will bless thee, and make thy name great; and thou shalt be a blessing:

And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed.

God wishes to bless everyone not curse people just bless is what God wants to do!

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
Tootles
MY FAMILY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. THE PROBLEM IS THE I IDENTIFY AS A MESSIANIC JEW AND I HAVE IDENTIFIED AS A JEW MY ENTIRE LIFE ----------- my whole life I've had this massive rubenstein family nose on my face. In the 8th grade I spoke for hours many weekends to my grandpa, cause I got the chills in history class seeing Jack Ruby on the video screen, I got the heebie jeebies that I was looking at family really bad. 
  So I call my grandpa he goes hours and hours telling me about that side of the family........tells me Jack Ruby is my Great uncle, and that I'm related to Marilyn Monroe and that my great grandpa used to chat with Marilyn.......he visited with her quite a bit. 
   I don't identify as a white person
my whole life 
everyday
I wake up 
look at my honking Jewish nose
and dark Jew skin
EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, October 14, 2022

Both my best friends have ghosted me for years. Recently one them said they wanted to hang out with me, then I told them ask brian when a good time, then they pretended they asked brian but they never did ask brian THINKING I WOULDN'T KNOW THAT THEY DIDN'T ASK BRIAN full out ghosting me right --------- except I know. I forgive them I love satan, so of course they can't be friends with me being that they are "christians" and I'm though torture myself every wednesday night at bible study while ladies frowny face me most the time and I do love jesus but I'm not a christian according to most I LOVE METALLICA, AC/DC, GWAR, OZZY OSBOURNE ETC. WAY TO MUCH TO NOT ALSO LOVE LUCIFER!.......................I'm not like you all listening to Sam Smith I think his name is.............which fine he has at least 1 good song (if your like into that sort of thing).....................

 Both my best friends have ghosted me for years. Recently one them said they wanted to hang out with me, then I told them ask brian when a good time, then they pretended they asked brian but they never did ask brian THINKING I WOULDN'T KNOW THAT THEY DIDN'T ASK BRIAN full out ghosting me right --------- except I know. I forgive them I love satan, so of course they can't be friends with me being that they are "christians" and I'm though torture myself every wednesday night at bible study while ladies frowny face me most the time and I do love jesus but I'm not a christian according to most I LOVE METALLICA, AC/DC, GWAR, OZZY OSBOURNE ETC. WAY TO MUCH TO NOT ALSO LOVE LUCIFER!.......................I'm not like you all listening to Sam Smith I think his name is.............which fine he has at least 1 good song (if your like into that sort of thing).....................

If I'm the on "without" If my family was right

and I'm a satan worshipper because I love satan as well as Jesus Christ the lord

your supposed to walk towards me

that's #1

not ghost my a--

1 Thessalonians 4:12 "That ye may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that ye may have lack of nothing."
 Walk towards me which none you bishes is that's for #1
and for #2 HONESTLY WALK TOWARDS ME BISHES
  --------------------- Mini update I unactivated facebook again. Better for my sanity. I watch all my high school friends on facebook talk to each other, and like up each other's post.................my facebook page - cricket time. And everyone's so popular on facebook or my facebook friends are a lot of them are very popular................................then I have crickets. Months and months and months of seeing that, nomadder how many times I like up their posts I still don't exist. 
  If I loose my family and the whole earth, I am going to stand my ground. 
  Now, now Jesus Christ is lord, and hell I wouldn't have any peace at all without Jesus living in my life none. 
  This is more often then not these days is a ruff place to live at!!!!!!!!!!! People are judgy. 

Ephesians 4:31-32 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
  Most people aren't tenderhearted, forgiving one another, they ain't. There still hasn't been a family get together in my family. 
I refuse to hate Lucifer. 
He is doing a great job, a job God gave Him to do!
I will stand my ground. 
I'm like the Lucifer
ya I have my flaws
but I try and do my best everyday!
you should also love lucifer
he hasn't given up
fact I feel He is the greatest testimony of Loving god
cause He's went ahead
and he's DOING WHAT GOD WANTS HIM TO DO
.......................
he could've maybe of refused to be the devil?????
maybe
maybe hid somewhere?????????
cried 
and cried
he could've cried forever
after finding out he was "the devil"
same with me
after I found out
I was 
below everyone
but God has a will for me to do
and Lucifer gives me courage
to do the will of god
no madder the lowly place I am in

Satan Allowed to Test Job

Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan[a] also came among them. The Lord said to Satan, “From where have you come?” Satan answered the Lord and said, “From going to and fro on the earth, and from walking up and down on it.” And the Lord said to Satan, “Have you considered my servant Job, that there is none like him on the earth, a blameless and upright man, who fears God and turns away from evil?” Then Satan answered the Lord and said, “Does Job fear God for no reason? 10 Have you not put a hedge around him and his house and all that he has, on every side? You have blessed the work of his hands, and his possessions have increased in the land. 11 But stretch out your hand and touch all that he has, and he will curse you to your face.” 12 And the Lord said to Satan, “Behold, all that he has is in your hand. Only against him do not stretch out your hand.” So Satan went out from the presence of the Lord.

all that lucifer walking to and fro the earth, He's doing the job God gave him to do!!!!!!!!!!!

 I don't relate to the rest this earth, I just relate to Lucifer. Everyone else is all sinless n'stuff, or the sins they did were petty and small................and they all are like high ranked in earth everyone else is. 

I relate to lucifer 👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄

but Jesus is lord and I love Jesus to 👄👄👄👄👄👄👄