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Sunday, May 29, 2016

To be a "pure and spotless" bride for jesus, I've decided I NEED TO NOT NO LONGER love the world or the things in this world, and I admitedly have been struggling lately..........................

Update 2/1/2024 if "time and chance" happeneth to me in a way that I end up to hell, which I believe it is. Well whilst having this "bad luck" 
I WILL LOVE PEOPLE.................
(My latest painting)
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That's all the "content" I feel up to adding today 2/1/2024............I got a really bad, cold, might be more then a cold got a fever to. Spent all day yesterday in bed, bout to go nap some.
To be a "pure and spotless" bride for jesus, I've decided I NEED TO NOT NO LONGER love the world or the things in this world, and I admitedly have been struggling lately..........................I feel all alone in this struggle to I feel like I'm the only one in the whole planet in this battle 1 Peter 5:8-9 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world."
  Many days the "things of the world" don't look horrible to me at all, they look like what I recogn a beautiful harem of women must look like to a sheik.................like a feast.................Go to ebay behold do these goods not look pleasant to ones eye?.................
http://www.ebay.com/
  Are there not many a earthly good like vashti the queen in the bible whom the bible says was "fair to look on" very well she must of been easy on everyone's eye's to look on...............Esther 1:11 "To bring Vashti the queen before the king with the crown royal, to shew the people and the princes her beauty: for she was fair to look on."
   You all know what being a "harlot" is???????????? It's when you are given over to earthly goods..............to cheap earthly goods (instead of god). Judges 16:1 "Then went Samson to Gaza, and saw there an harlot, and went in unto her."
 The bible didn't mess around it just called harlots out, just full out called them what they are........

harlot

/ˈhɑːlət/
noun
1.
a prostitute or promiscuous woman
http://www.dictionary.com/browse/harlot
Isaiah 1:21 "How is the faithful city become an harlot! it was full of judgment; righteousness lodged in it; but now murderers."
  Clearly not all "harlot's" are prostitutes or even "promiscuous women" or even women men can just as well be harlot's loving all kinds of things of the world and/or the world.......................THAT IS HARLOTRY!
  You can completely be not good looking, but be given over to all kinds of idols, all kinds of harlotry.
  Confession time: I once lusted after men on www.bodybuilding.com. Nowdays all I do is admire physics, which one can do and you know, you know the difference if you are merely admiring a physic or if there is some kind of lust in your flesh when you view certain photo's of people.
  But then I thought on it.....................How I was cheapening myself in that activity. 
  For I desire, for a guy to only love me, cherish me, adore me..............FOREVER! And how can I someday Dare to expect this from ANY GUY.................if I myself were cheapening myself ever by looking lustfully at any body?
  I'm saying if I desire that from a guy and I do......................I need to also put that level of faithfulness out.
Jesus wants a pure and spotless bride.................he don't want us to be cheap harlots clade in fanciful clothing and jewelry etc. etc. etc.
2 Corinthians 11:2 "For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ."
Ephesians 5:27 "That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish."
1 Peter 1:19 "But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:"
  Jesus himself is without blemish and without spot....................but somedays I know I sometimes get it in my head, or I must that..................
"oh just this one spot the grace of god will cover that"
But if/when I make myself into a harlot or as the bible says "play the harlot" in a verse..................I CHEAPEN MYSELF GREATELY IN THAT! 
  I do believe jesus christ wants the church to end up like him someday Ephesians 5:27 "That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish." NOT A HARLOT! NOT SOMETHING CHEAP! BUT EXPENSIVE BOUGHT WITH THE BLOOD OF CHRIST!
  ------------- whether you are single or married or whatever your status I recogn the lusts of the flesh is something to flee from. All this lusting after men and women all that I recogn something to flee from 2 Timothy 2:22 "Flee also youthful lusts: but follow righteousness, faith, charity, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart."
  Don't cheapen yourself by "playing the harlot" or being a harlot. 
Let's pretend I was a harlot....................................and I was goreous and I had all the jewelry I wanted, and all the makeup I wanted, and all the expensive clothing I wanted, sorry gwen stefani I'm using your song........................(now gwen stefani is going to church, and honestly I think there is much reason to hope for her, I'm one to hold out hope for great a many people GOD/JESUS IS ABLE TO SAVE and I full know oftentimes the people that have fallen the farthest, get the bestestestestest vision to see and hear the bible the bestestest................I'm saying there is reason to hope much for us massive screw ups) Ya I'm hard at work beating myself up for a bit of fake hair and a few bracelets......................................I think I should be............grevious to my own soul somedays. 
  I like to look pretty, and I sit there and think to myself...............well should I look ugly for jesus????????????????????
  How much should I torture myself for jesus????????????????????????
 BUT DO I WANT TO BE A CHEAP HARLOT - HECK NO!
(see I can have no fellowship or hardly any and try and say "well god I'm at a disadvantage in life....................................but I make the choice to cheapen myself................if I were to lust after a worldly good..............or another person)
lot was one the only righteous men in sodom and gamora..................he didn't cheapen himself
noah also in a land chalked of harlots --------- he didn't join them
Was noah and lot did they end up ok, and protected by god and alright - ya. Did the sinning people around them............not really.
It's my choice to make --------- I need to stop blaming the world around me "well it's to tempting" yadda yadda...............no myself Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh."
  I've been called many a time a "ranting b------------" on my blog by many a people, and this is a bit of a rant. It's good to think about things, don't just jump down the same cliff you see most this world jump off of, most of the world I think is involved in harlotry/idolatry. 
Think on that stuffs. 
Think on who bought you...............1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's."
  I don't want to play or be the harlot (somedays it's beyond enticing to me, and somedays I battle much............................I want to be something expensive) With jesus I know I am the expensivististist..............................not with this world, the world and it's good could only cheapen me. 
Have a great week! 
LOVE


Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Proof you should keep the 10 commandments or at least 5 or 6 of them if you are a christian.............luke 18:18-20 only lists 5 commandments......

Update 1/30/2024 All the commandments are sumed up via loving each other. 
Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law." - that's it that sums up the entire bible I believe, love god and love each other. 
Mark 12:30-32 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these. And the scribe said unto him, Well, Master, thou hast said the truth: for there is one God; and there is none other but he:"
um I literally have no "update" so enjoy this original post from 2015.........clearly I don't believe all of this anymore - love people, love god...........that's it. That's it, and that's all one needs to know from the bible in my 2024 estimation. 
eat whatever meats to want as often as you want 
love god and people - that's it that's "the thing" 
My latest painting : ) 
Proof you should keep the 10 commandments or at least 5 or 6 of them if you are a christian.................luke 18:18-20 only lists 5 commandments......
Matthew 19:17-19 "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments. He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."

Mark 10:17-19 "And when he was gone forth into the way, there came one running, and kneeled to him, and asked him, Good Master, what shall I do that I may inherit eternal life? And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God. Thou knowest the commandments, Do not commit adultery, Do not kill, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Defraud not, Honour thy father and mother."


Luke 18:18-20 "And a certain ruler asked him, saying, Good Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life? And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? none is good, save one, that is, God. Thou knowest the commandments, Do not commit adultery, Do not kill, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Honour thy father and thy mother."

My parents always told me, sheri don't keep none the old testiment, don't keep none the law, else you will go to hell basically cause like nobody can keep the law successfully. But uh, looking through the bible for the magic verse they have used my whole life I found this....................
Romans 2 13-14 "(For not the hearers of the law are just before God, but the doers of the law shall be justified. For when the Gentiles, which have not the law, do by nature the things contained in the law, these, having not the law, are a law unto themselves:" The law never could save, never will save, jesus is all that saves, but the law I recogn it's still good. Don't become a pride filled extra judgy pharisee right. 
 Wait I find the verse that my parents use to tell me most my life to run like crazy from all the law.............my parents though look further at the context your magic bible verse is located in............
James 2:9-11 "But if ye have respect to persons, ye commit sin, and are convinced of the law as transgressors. For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all.
For he that said, Do not commit adultery, said also, Do not kill. Now if thou commit no adultery, yet if thou kill, thou art become a transgressor of the law."
  Ya it sounds scary, if you "offend in one point" you are guilty of all. It's sounds terrifying, and it is a solid logic, to not pay much heed to nothin in the old testiment cause that's law stuffs and dangerous stuffs. Like I get the logic. The logic is of course eat lots of ham, get tattoo's...................we are covered in the blood of christ. I get the logic I think : ) 
 I work hard myself not to eat pig products cause they is gross animals and I believe god wouldn't of commandment it for no reason - fact people do get PARASITES! Well badly cooked meat is a culprit...............I'd greately estimate badly cooked pigs meat would be very very bad................. HAM THINK ON IT PEOPLE IT NEVER LOOKS THAT WELL COOKED!
(Ya, I be's stickin with regular cow meat or chicken meat burgers predominantly from burger king : ) 
Hebrews 7:19 "For the law made nothing perfect, but the bringing in of a better hope did; by the which we draw nigh unto God."
  Yep the law made nothing perfect, it is the facts. Only jesus saves, he is the way the truth and the life! But the law, I don't think is something to run away from in terror from. The pig meat idea alone.................think about it people. Ok bacon is well cooked. But ham????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
And what you all want to be eating that grease for anyways??????????????
  Ain't burger grease enough?????????????????????????
I don't get this world somedays?????????????????????
I wouldn't want no parasites crawling all in my stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now shellfish which god also poo poo'd I don't know????????????? I don't know if that'd cause parasites???????????? Not the parasite expert, but I do know a few things, I know some meat is more dangerous, and pigs meat is a 5 fire alarm worth of danger. 
  Kosher hot dogs are super tasty to, I've decided they are AWESOME! xoxoxoox kosher hot dogs xoxoxoxoxo
Have a great week earth! 
LOVE
I'm the kosher freak of my family - it's awesome : ) 
oh but back to my point with the James 2:9-11 "But if ye have respect to persons, ye commit sin, and are convinced of the law as transgressors..........." love everyone ya that's my takeaway from that there bit of the bible. The next verse to me isn't saying run for your lives from the law " For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all." it's saying love people --------- that's how important loving people is. 
Jesus wants us to bear good fruit to love people
love our neighbor
love each other
love love love love love love
are you different from me???????
PROBABLY YOU ARE
PROBABLY YOU EAT PIGS MEAT!
AND LOTS OF AHHHHHHHHHH NOT KOSHER! IT'S OK...........IT'S OK...................It is true, the blood of christ
There is power in the blood of jesus
you can go ahead and join me eating kosher hot dogs if you wish : ) 
but nomadder
JESUS SAVES!
OK MY KOSHER HOT DOG EATING SELF IS DONE BLOGGING FOR TODAY : ) HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
FUN : ) 
It ain't what you do sometimes that matters to god............................it's your heart.............do you love people????????????????????? 
ps............back to wearing bracelets
loving people!!!!!!!!!!!! 
hard at work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I tell you all what many weeks I just volunteer at the foodbank --------- that's something, or visiting a sick friend also something.................................don't discount yourselves......................god's noticing everything..................noticing not only what we do, but our hearts when we do that stuffs I recommend loving each other.........................
do what you can
I don't know what that is for each of you?????????
something please
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Friday, May 13, 2016

It is perfectly normal for everyone to want to succeed to "stay low" to appear humble THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE.............

 Update 1/29/2024 for those who've been on my blog for awhile, you'd know I speak to the devil, satan, lucifer basically daily cause I prayed him back into my life 2013 (I was feeling lonely, depressed) well that prayer solved 1 out of 2 problems. 
  Can you please please, go view this guys ASMR channel................some these foreigner guys are so nice..............they have dreams to, and I want their dreams to come true I really do..........but for that for many of them, they need "likes and subscribers"................
https://www.youtube.com/@FAZIASMROFFICIAL
 ASMR Aldi is my #1 fave ASMR but fazi almost tie. Such nice people they both are...........or look to be. (I believe they are nice guys, I know though how most people out there think EVERYONE is b---- and a---- h----- ------ I realize in "cancel culture 2024" how much most everyone hates everyone) I'm really hoping life get's better for me and these 2 asmrers! 
  My new hair look 😁..........................................
It is perfectly normal for everyone to want to succeed to "stay low" to appear humble THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE.............
1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"
The idea isn't to stay a "nobody" for good!
Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
"Well sheri you should give up, your blog isn't doing that great, that ""due time"" per 1 peter 5:6 it don't look like it's happening for you"
Oh it will...................for god's word is true..................
Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."
AMEN!
(I make real sure to keep the sabbath day holy I go by my towns official jewish shabbat candle lighting time I don't light the candles cause that's keeping the law maybe so I stay away from that aspect of keeping the sabbath...........from sundown friday night til sundown saturday holy time for me)
 I don't want to stay "down". I don't need to god's word is true Isaiah 58:13-14 is going to happen to me, cause I'm keeping the sabbath day holy it's only a matter of when. And I'm no longer opposed to being a celebrity.................
it's bad to idolize them
but the idea of god raising me up to celebrity status is perfect........I hope he does that
I need that
I need attention, there are people that are good with being in the background of life, and that is where they are comfortable they are called "introverts" then there are "extroverts" of which I am of that classification, and us extroverts sometimes we are the class clowns in school WHICH I DEFINATELY WAS I clean got kicked out of economics in high school and put in a remedial economics class. I have a extreme case of attention deficit disorder, so it was more then one thing going on.........there was another "class clown" in that class and we both ganged up on this teacher which it's bad in retrospect bad. Somedays this kid would crack a joke, and I'd have a complementary joke to crack..................
plays like the scene from a horror movie to me by now
Teachers have hard jobs, kids should be respecting their teachers............even if as the case was with this economics teacher I didn't like him. I'm saying I went to far, and I feel bad about it. 
  I do have attention deficit disorder bad as well, so I was dealing with some triple double few whammy's there. 
   Us extroverts we thrive off of attention we need it. It makes us feel alive, we feel dead without some attention, I'm telling the truth! My mom got all upset with me few months ago called me "attention hungry" but she's a introvert, and I don't think introverts always understand us extroverts......................some you introverts view attention the need to have it as a negative. 
  Even the bible says...................
1 Thessalonians 4:11 "And that ye study to be quiet, and to do your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you;" Be a good introvert, study be quiet, work, be quiet, be a good hard working introvert thumbs up : ) 
  But at the same time ok.............nobody can tell my attention deficit disorder self...........that we shouldn't want and fully expect to be raised up by god. 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"
  Ok if I'm like raised up am I not speaking to you all, are you not listening to me then....................I WOULD SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHETHER I BE'S A GIRL OR NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  That's "exalt you in due time" in my mind...............or god making me into a celebrity that works to - a christian celebrity of course. 
  And further all you all not "exalted in due time" yet that are all mellow and chill, you might should be wigging out some 1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you."
  Stay low???????????????????????? Stay low?????????? What is that??????????????? Logic says, at least want a day for the suns rays to hit you nice and refresh you a touch. If that means you excell at your job, hey maybe that's it??????????????????? Something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Something!!!!!!!!!!!! God exalted us "in due time" SOMEHOW Ya we need to humble ourselves under the mighty hand of god for this to happen. Point I'm trying to make to all the introverts which is most the population is it's perfectly normal, sane and good, to desire to be exalted someday..............I would say to even desire some attention. If you didn't want nobody to pay attention to you, to me that's odd. To me you pry need to go to counseling some, if you don't want nobody to pay attention to you. I'm a complete extrovert though...............I had a friend that was a stripper and man I thought about becoming a stripper once, I sat there and I watched my friend make $3,000+ a month for a huge span of time, I have no qualms about nudity, it's sinful it's not the christian thing to do so I didn't do it. But I have no qualms about it. I am a extrovert
which ===========
I have to put a few selfies up for reals, I need attention. If nobody pays attention to me....................if it got bad I might loose my mind and run through the streets naked. I know it's hard for introverts to understand this, and I know that. 
  This ain't a christian song, and I know that but even the self professed highway walking kids they thinkin about being rasied up.........................so how normal is it really to want to stay "down"?.......................
This blog post could drive the body of christ cray, I have no idea???????? This is where my logic is located. The good news is, I will be raised up cause god's word is true, all I gots to do is keep that sabbath day holy all that verse Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."
  Have a great week earth!
LOVE
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Monday, May 9, 2016

(ended) Red and brown striped weaving (wall hanging) giveaway - ended...........................



I always attach a larger picture because the thumbnail photo is so small on this giveaway template.................
Wishing you all a good day! 
(I'm a believer in doing good cause together we all can make this world better.........I believe that) 

Friday, April 22, 2016

Goodbye white washed tomb "religiosity" hello loving people and caring for one another.......................

Update 1/24/2024 hair is a mess - just woke up so...........bought yet another sale plant at lowe's yesterday. The grass that is in a coffee cup (which coffee cups make really cute planters - I'm going to have to be on the look out for cute coffee cups from here on out)................
Goodbye white washed tomb "religiosity" hello loving people and caring for one another 1 Corinthians 12:25 "That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another."
  I fancy all these verses as well...........
Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law."
Galatians 5:13 "For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another."
  The pharisee's they looked good...............and FOR YEARS I was obsessed with not wearing jewelry (even though I actually have always liked to have a pile of bracelets on my wrist and really it's really a comfort thing for me by now...........but I have spent years hanging around some "potential" pharisee's...............or at least the kind of people that big time poo poo the idea of jewelry, or short skirts........bangs.............hair styles other then buns -------- for reals for over what 15 years)
1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."
  I'm going to talk crazy right now, if you have jewelry to wazuu, and the entire line of mary kay makeup KNOW GOD LOOKS AT YOUR HEART........I mean that in a hopeful way.......
Luke 18:10-14 "Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican. The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
  The pharisee he did everything right...............except I notice in luke 18:10-12 he was exalting himself a bit there -------- going by what's said in verse 14, that's my take on the "situation". 
   But lately, I've way thought on how god looks on the heart................
IT'S MAN THAT LOOKS ON THE OUTWARD APPEARANCE NOT GOD! READ THIS VERSE AGAIN MAN DOES................
1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."
   The apostolic christian church of america has in the past banned bangs, and beards, and are way concerned with the outward look of people.................hey they are human beings, and this is what people often do. 
  I've done it.......................
there's been years where I was the pharisee in luke 18:10-14 saying "ah god look at me I do x and x and x just right" thinking myself in my own heart to be so much superior to those around me. 
reality ya - I'm the "publican"
Have a great week!
LOVE
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Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Do you have oil for your lamp? Are you on fire for jesus? Or has the world crept in? Has lukewarmness crept in?.........................

 I worry about pertinere the whole body of christ, cause you gots people going to church on sunday.............and who even knows if they gots some zeal and fire or oil for their lamps????? I can't tell by just watching them all sit and watch the pastor preach on sunday - can you all????????
Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."
 Nicki Minaj has a song that speaks about pounding the alarm...............I'd like to pound a alarm right now if any us wants to get saved we need to be pipping hot for jesus - fire - zeal, oil in our lamps!!!!!!!!!! pounding the alarm!!!!!!!
(since how I can't add nicki minaj "pound the alarm" to my blog - I go with this ditty).........try and pick the song very carefully, hope this is a solid pick..........sometimes my current mood is in effect to.........not convinced anybodies "sounding the alarm" enough in the body of christ at the moment............
I volunteered at the foodbank last week, I ain't no dummy bout to volunteer again this week there..............it's some zeal and fire, it's something................I recogn it like bodybuilding "gains" it's something I can look at and see "ok this is some gains right here ------ this is some proof of some zeal and fire" James 2:26 "For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faithwithout works is dead also." 
Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works."
 I gonna be good and "peculiar" this week to volunteer at the foodbank again get me some "gains" ------- get me some more "gains" in the gym to. 
  Have a great week! 
LOVE
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Tuesday, February 23, 2016

My dad sent me rocks they all appear to be stollen, but as god restored job I know He will also restore what has been lost to me!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................

Just woke up hair a mess - DON'T CARE. 
Bought these perfumes actually cologne's at Big Lots for only $5 - big lots near me has a big sale going on right. We had to get out of the house.............being snowed in like this is ruff. 
Sheri 1/19/2023 thinks that life is often so much drama. And I've decded the bish "no hate" that is "drama starter #1" is the devil - ya. This bish today has some nerve......like this bish did the day before. I ain't into no "teachable moments" I ain't here for "oh the touchy feelies give my permanent villian self some warm and toasties satan with your Mr. Rogers holy virgin mother mary self on the out skirts of heaven self thoughts on my happiness to me right now, so I can done learn something and we can have a touchy feely moment together ------------- boo boo you now what boo" - cough "mean girls"..............................
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2024/01/evil-has-some-n-e-r-v-e-in-his-e-mail.html
"sheri you can say ""boo you hoar"" hoar isn't a cuss word - according to the person whose name I can't say cause she threatened to sue me, if I said her name, and she's a maybe still a full out fugitive of the law --- oh and her husband was a christian book author................she told me crap is a cuss word, these criminal christian fugitive of the law "little house on the prarie people" THINK EVERYTHING IS A CUSS WORD.................
Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." TRUELLY "boo you hoar" to all the hoars in the whole world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  (as always i don't say where these e-mails are coming from - because a online portal has happened on the internet - like what happened at the mall in miami beginning of 2024 cept this portal is on the internet.................).......................
ignore this pic from me from 2016 - I literally thought I was skinny in this pic - boo hoar...........................................
(I lost a lot of weight recently..........don't want to say what the scale is at, but it is significantly a lower weight then what I often am at - I'm consistantly loosing weight week after week on the "3 day diet" http://www.rociolaura.com/2014/09/how-to-lose-10-pounds-in-3-days-safely.html)
My dad sent me rocks they all appear to be stollen, but as god restored job I know He will also restore what has been lost to me!!!!!!!!!!!!.
  I now have a different perspective of what happened to job in the bible. 
  I'd hear this bit of the bible preached often and I wonder what is this bit of the bible preached for ------------ am I supposed to be encouraged that if I'm of the faithful of the earth god might actually appear to want me to be tested BAD. And I often really left church scratching my head a slew thinking to myself well am I supposed to want to be righteous right now..................or is this sermon supposed to want me to sin bad so I ain't "sifted like wheat" by the devil YIKES! I for a long time didn't know what to make of this bit of the bible, why would god put this in the bible????????? Look at this god clean was like "how about job" he's very righteous go try him some......................

Job 1:7-9" And the Lord said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it. And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? Then Satan answered the Lord, and said, Doth Job fear God for nought?"
  I figured it out lot's of bad things happened to job but then EVERYTHING WAS RETURNED TO HIM! 

Job 42:11-13 "Then came there unto him all his brethren, and all his sisters, and all they that had been of his acquaintance before, and did eat bread with him in his house: and they bemoaned him, and comforted him over all the evil that the Lord had brought upon him: every man also gave him a piece of money, and every one an earring of gold. So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses. He had also seven sons and three daughters."
Everything that has been taken from me will be returned fully...........I just don't know when! GOD WILL MAKE FOR THAT TO HAPPEN! 
I will have a job 42:11-13 experience!

Job 22:29 "When men are cast down, then thou shalt say, There is lifting up; and he shall save the humble person."
  Also I've been tithing profits from my store and I recommend tithing much because I believe "the devourer" is real Malachi 3:10-11 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts."
  I believe everything I have lost will be returned to me, clearly I am speaking about more then just some rocks that appear to of been stolen. (cause there was at least 4 packages of rocks my dad sent me, to sell on my esty store, and I at the moment only know where one package is, and I looked all over the house ------------- well one them was a giant ups box, HUGE, it would've been hard to steal) I can't find the thing I've looked everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ended up ordering more cabachons online cause I'm enjoying making and selling bolo ties at my store : ) 
lesson to learn here is.....................................serve jesus, serve god......it is a good idea. That's my take away lesson I've ended up learning from that whole section in the bible about all that happened to job. 
ps.......my husband is sure the rocks are somewhere in our house........but I really have looked all over the house today.
UPDATE: found em............cleaning my computer room, most of us get to be disorganized messes, so put em all in one container..........(or most of them, there's some I've bubble wrapped etc. the ones I've already made into bolo ties etc)........
But I'm not about to delete this post because............god is a restorer and a lifter up. 
Mark 10:29-31 "And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last first." 
Jesus = a good deal! 
good value! 
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I am trying to show people something
but I don't know if they see what I see
but when/if they come killiing me for god
what exaclty are they prooving????????????
they pry wont ever kill me
cause killing me "for god" would proove 0%