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Thursday, August 29, 2019

I figured out a way to make cool rainbow loom (loom band) chocker necklaces.............add charms to them to, cool ones many great deals to be found on charms on amazon.................jesus he wants us to enjoy life I'm sure of it...................this is great fun for most the family (goth guys could wear these necklaces in black for sure)............................

I figured out a way to make cool rainbow loom (loom band) chocker necklaces.............add charms to them to, cool ones many great deals to be found on charms on amazon.................jesus he wants us to enjoy life I'm sure of it...................this is great fun for most the family (goth guys could wear these necklaces in black for sure)............................

Wishing you all a great day 💖

Monday, August 26, 2019

Do you feel the love tonight? - well it's there............................

Update 6/17/2025 my smiley face bracelets came in the mail, I ain't wearing them all right now, just one smiley.......................
doing good makes one glad
because
Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."
faint not...............
Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."
WE WILL REAP IT IS WRITTEN IN THE BIBLE!!!!!!!!!!
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Do you feel the love tonight? - well it's there. Once a touch due to the sheer quantity of sermons I heard (because the bible says to "walk in the spirit" so in my mind I translated that to oh ok if people aren't speaking about the bible in my actual life, hey listen to a lot of sermons Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit."). You listen to enough sermons about sinners, sinners, sinners.................your "view" of the world can get real colored real dark really fast! - from my experience.
  It is true this world is full of people that fit this description....................................
  1 Corinthians 6:8-10  "Nay, ye do wrong, and defraud, and that your brethren. Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God."
But it's also true that people repent!
 And there's time for them to repent for a lot of them.............I'd imagine some time anyways?????? But besides that even when people fit 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 man the heart out there. Maybe they don't do good deeds yet, they don't bear fruit yet, for the bible says outside of jesus christ you cannot bear good fruit John 15:4 "Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bearfruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me."
 Many people pry desire to bear good fruit! 
Matthew 26:41 "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."
 ------------- I changed after the elder of the apostolic christian church made me cry, by telling me that I am a horrible person. 
  I don't want people, not people I know, or people I don't know to feel like horrible people over ANYTHING I said. 
 Cause they ain't horrible people
maybe some out there ain't yet made perfect
hello - myself included
Philippians 3:12 "Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus."
   There is reason to hope for each other. I realize the time's we are in, a time where people are some them buying bullet proof backpacks for their kids, cause there's been so many school shootings. That it could seem that this world is chalked full of some "desperate fiend sinners" That's very few people and even those god's wants to repent and give their lives to jesus!
Hope I'm saying even for "those ones"
Matthew 7:12 "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets."
  ----------- I ad a disclosure here though, cause if I was doing something unbiblical potentially I'd like people to let me know that, so that is how I roll in my blog and life as well. Let someone know nicely "pssssssssssssssssssssss verse blah blah blah says"
   But I definately work hard to avoid this whole telling people "your are a horrible person" I didn't enjoy hearing that from the elder of the apostolic christian church of america at all. Apparently he wants people to mega beat him down to a bloody pulp verbally cause that's what he did to me one day. ------------ I don't want to experience that ever again. Once was more moooooooooooooooooooooore then enough times for me. 
There is great hope 
and much reason to hope
and love one another much
have a great week!
LOVE

Sunday, August 25, 2019

Small testimony about how God Cares 1 Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you." God put my family in a church that would work for my whole family cause god cares about all the members of my family not just one of us...................

Update 6/16/2025 every year past few years I prepare for the "california fires" I buy plants usually to make sure there is a lot of fresh air in the house. But in the summer it's a problem anyways just like the winter time can be problematic (windows shut to keep cold air out in the winter, windows shut to keep hot air out in the summer) well I started clipping low hanging branches on tree's putting them in vases in water.................well it looks nice.............makes fresh air!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................
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My testimony about how god He is concerned about whole families, cause the church we go to it fits our whole family not just one of us............God I think He does consider whole families the whole not just 1 member of a family  Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
  Today at the baptist church my family been going to for a few years now, we had our I guess you'd call them our sister church???????? Well it's our church...........same church so. They just meet at a building next to the english speaking building and they have church in korean.........but I've chatted with the brothers and sisters of the korean church for years, or least said hi to them..........sometimes I chatted with some them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm saying they have always felt like a part of the church my family goes to CAUSE THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!
  But I am getting sidetracked......................................this church has worked out. My oldest child loves it there, my youngest daughter is a mega kpop fan to the point that she is even a part of some like literal like kpop band's like private page (she showed me that and I'm like "wow") my child is not only the member of some big private kpop page, they gave her the secret password and everything, she got her own little chat like photo etc. on it. Anyways my youngest daughter has been learning to speak and write korean at the korean church for a few years now, by now she is writing and speaking korean pretty good 😃💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
   God surely thought about my kids, with what church we ended up at.
   God really cares for you
Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
  I sorta want to talk about like 3 topics to be exact right now, but I guess I'll go with 2 topics for this blog post 😀
  pray, ask god, go to church 
SHOW UP

Isaiah 40:30-31 

30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall:
31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
  I am a dink in the body of christ....................................don't let my fancy blog posts fool you I am surely a dink in the body of christ - a dink. 
But I go to church - I show up
I pray everyday - I show up
Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."
 I'm a touch zealous today over the topic of showing up. Some pastors say "show up and then let god show off" 👍
  That's all for today. I think it's interesting to actually be able to see god's care for my whole family............I think that's pretty cool. 
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

Saturday, August 24, 2019

If your going to make a marriage work sometimes you need to make sacrifices...........marriage isn't all about the 1 person, it's about 2 people united....................................

My goatee's 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓.....................................
had miserable time taking a selfie with buttercup, both my goats very active goats (they playing with my mini pin pomeranian dog pockie more, they literally chase each other around the yard - oh my goats chasing pockie and him chasing them...........................pockie is living his DREAM LIFE that little dog is so happy)
our dog tried to get the cats to play with him - usually the cats just swat him away (though one cat humours him a little bit). He's tried to get the chickens to play with him - no luck. 
finally he has buddies 😁
it's pride month love your neighbor as yourself.......................
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If your going to make a marriage work sometimes you need to make sacrifices...........marriage isn't all about the 1 person, it's about 2 people united....................................
  I still don't have my brothers new phone number. But according to my mom cause I didn't call my brother post his 3rd marriage I now must pay forever.
  The bible says the 2 shall become one...............................
not two still
one
Genesis 2:24 "Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh."
   So whatever happens to the one should automatically be the other ones concern................and for "better or for worse" should be for better or for worse. 
  The bible it says let your "yay" be "yay" 
James 5:12 "But above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath: but let your yea be yea; and your nay, nay; lest ye fall into condemnation." Well what do people do when they get married, they vow they basically swear before god that they will "stick it out" with each other til death should we both part!
  Malachi 2:16 “For the man who does not love his wife but divorces her, says the Lord, the God of Israel, covers his garment with violence, says the Lord of hosts. So guard yourselves in your spirit, and do not be faithless.”
  My family tells me "it is done" my brothers marriage to his 3rd ex-wife which I do believe the divorce papers etc. have went through. But if it is indeed "done" then my brother should forgive me then for not calling him and letting him cry on the phone for letting a wife just leave him 
THAT I LIKE/LOVE TO THIS DAY!\
(my brother should have some mercy to me then and not be holding some eternal never ending grudge towards me if his marriage is really over) 
but 
drum roll.............................
John 4:18 "For thou hast had five husbands; and he whom thou now hast is not thy husband: in that saidst thou truly." This lady at the well in the bible, she told she clean told jesus that the guy she is with isn't really her husband..........and jesus AGREE'D WITH HER..............................so that tells me for those of you out there on wife #5 or husband #5 etc. God/Jesus pretty safe to say only view 1 of them as your real wife or husband. 
  I'm trying to say the entire idea of divorce, besides for adultery the bible does make exception for adultery..............but other then that the whole idea of divorce is something unbiblical. You made vows before god. 
Vows before God!
  We should all work to have our "yea be yea" especially especially when we are talking about wedding vows made before God almighty. James 5:12 "But above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath: but let your yea be yea; and your nay, nay; lest ye fall into condemnation."
   When my husbands ex-wife lashed out at my brother she was deep in a alcohol problem..........her ex-husband had weeks before taken custody of her sons.  I was the one babysitting their kids while they were at a court hearing over custody I was the one babysitting their kids while they were at a court hearing over custody..........and I was the one at the door when the ex-husband was at the house and the cops ordering me to hand over my 2 little nephews
IT WAS HORRIBLE
WHAT GIRL WOULDN'T GET A DRINKING PROBLEM AFTER THAT???????????????
(The kids were taken across usa at the time my brother and ex-wife #3 lived in montana, before that they lived in georgia, and that is where her ex-boyfriend aka baby daddy lives and where he took her sons)
 And then ex-wife #3 got temporarily paralized....................................why couldn't my brother of waited?
  Waited for ex-wife to sober up??????????
  If he indeed completly gave up on her and my husband tells me he like felt his life was threatened by her while she was paralized in the hospital and he put a what is those things uhhhhhhhh warrant or something for her arrest if she was to try to assault him while she was paralized in the hospital. 
   And if she were to leave, I believe the guy isn't supposed to be like "ooooooooooooooooo divorce time..................get me the papers judge"
  1 Corinthians 7:11 "But and if she depart, let her remain unmarried or be reconciled to her husband: and let not the husband put away his wife." ---------- don't be going to the judge to get you some divorce papers good riddens with that crazy...................NO
YOU MADE VOWS BEFORE GOD ALMIGHTY!

Matthew 5:32 

But I say to you that everyone who divorces his wife, except on the ground of sexual immorality, makes her commit adultery, and whoever marries a divorced woman commits adultery.

Matthew 19:9

And I say to you: whoever divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another, commits adultery.”


Marriage is actually that serious

some you don't appear to know that so I telling you. 

Thursday, August 22, 2019

Lucifer is our "adversary" but also "son of the morning" ------- he ain't making people sin, tempting yes, but he's often given way to much blame............IT'S OUR HEARTS WE NEED TO KEEP GUARD OF, that we don't love the things of the earth, but the things of above, people and god........................

I've been sewing this morning and this is my favorite diy tunic for today...........cause this shirt is very stretchy so I was able to get a lot of fabric on the bottom of this shirt..............and the plaid pattern below, it's a old skirt I repurposed!!!!!!!!!.....................
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Ms. Silva's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.............
Lucifer is our "adversary" but also "son of the morning" ------- he ain't making people sin, tempting yes, but he's often given way to much blame............IT'S OUR HEARTS WE NEED TO KEEP GUARD OF, that we don't love the things of the earth, but the things of above, people and god........................

I watched ok, daystar tv like a day or two ago, one big pastor not saying his name going on and on about how lucifer could ------------------------------ (just imagine all the negative things a pastor would pry say on daystar tv). Most all christians won't speak well of lucifer I'm of the few that I know of.
I have nothing but good things to say about lucifer there were days I needed to be confronted!
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"
 Let the word of god be true and every man a liar the bible says, well what does the bible call lucifer "O Lucifer, son of the morning!"
Romans 3:4 "God forbid: yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged." When Romans 3:4 says "let God be true" well his word is his word, the bible is the holy inspired word of god!
  But anyways, our hearts need to be guarded........................cause this is I believe what is happening in this world.........................(I wanted to show a clip from the stephen king movie "needful things" but it's gory so..............)
God said people is worshipping the "creation" over the "creator" and like like beyond that though..............so placing, value on things on this earth that this is happening on black fridays..................
I originally had a black friday video of people fighting here, but it has since been deleted on the internet. 
Which it does look to be "black friday" is named correctly!
"Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen."
 Worshiping and serving AND SERVING..........................the flesh...............the things of the flesh................................"more than the Creator"
  Giving god that sunday nod. 
Potentially trampling over one another once a year at "black friday" and then going to church and giving god some "wee nod" on sundays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   That's all I have to say for today. It's ok to have things of this earth..........god wants us to have things.............but don't let those things become #1
Keep God 1st
And love people not stuff
stuff should never be so important that people can be trampled over on black friday
 I know though God wishes all them black friday trampolers like repent if they ain't yet.............repent................................2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
  Pray for me my oldest teen wants me to watch stephen kings "It" the original movie (I usually really dig stephen king movies but I'm just not into killer clowns........that's like not my thing). 
Fight for love not earthly goods with me.........

Tuesday, August 20, 2019

my thoughts on divorce - edited due to threats of lawsuit.......................(I was concerned about the state of someone's soul, because the bible says fornicators, adulterers won't make it to heaven - people that do fornication and or adulterery REGULARLY) This person thinks their career right now are threatened by me being concerned that they are potentially (it does look to be) on a fast track trip to hell.....................yelling at brian on the phone for several minutes 6/5/2025 we expect cops to show up at our house today and deliver restraining orders cause this person threatened to sue us for everything and get restraining orders on us and get us arrested all that. Though how many divorces this person has is public record, this persons current or future employee's will pry know this person has been divorced many times PUBLIC INFO I was saying nothing on my blog that isn't full out public info..........easy for employers to look up even public info..............................

I'm having the best time sewing..............and I'm starting to realize there was a ton of clothing in my closet I wasn't happy with really ------- I was "putting up with" many items in my closet. This is really my look, or one of them........
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1 Corinthians 7

9 But if they cannot contain, let them marry: for it is better to marry than to burn.
10 And unto the married I command, yet not I, but the Lord, Let not the wife depart from her husband:
11 But and if she depart, let her remain unmarried or be reconciled to her husband: and let not the husband put away his wife.
12 But to the rest speak I, not the Lord: If any brother hath a wife that believeth not, and she be pleased to dwell with him, let him not put her away.
13 And the woman which hath an husband that believeth not, and if he be pleased to dwell with her, let her not leave him.
14 For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy.
  1 corinthians 7:9-14 isn't mentioning oh just divorce every freaking body!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just fling all your wives and your husbands to the trash heap cause they stink - no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
unless a person get's divorced under the grounds of adultery
(or if the divorce is annuled for some biblically sound reasons)
I don't get divorce, 
I don't live in a world where I'd want to divorce guys left and right
or be divorced
what on earth would I ever want a guy to chuck me away
no
I'd rather him fight through the pits of hell for me if need be!
if love is a "battlefield" 
hey fight for that
and if you don't fight for that - did you ever love at all in the 1st place??????????
serious matter divorcing people
1 Corinthians 6:9 "Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,"
 - nor adulterers 1 Corinthians 6:9 says

 

Shrek song lyrics I relate billions to "I can feel his approach - like the fire in my blood" - we all need a hero, some of us 2 hero's (ya I'm of the 2 hero camp myself).................JESUS IS LORD not saying jesus isn't lord and we all need jesus for sure ========= but the night as it's dragged on, and I can see things aren't going to pry get better for me til "he comes".....................

Update 6/12/2025 somedays I enjoy sewing more then anything. So much funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn............................
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(this was also a shirt I bought to look like a realtor for my job in the realistate industry - oh it's a Ann Taylor shirt - yep. I never liked it much til now that I added the bottom flair to it. I can imagine someone wearing this sweater with slack, some high heels liking this shirt, that person does exist out there somewhere)
Shrek song lyrics I relate billions to "I can feel his approach - like the fire in my blood" - we all need a hero, some of us 2 hero's (ya I'm of the 2 hero camp myself).................JESUS IS LORD not saying jesus isn't lord and we all need jesus for sure ========= but the night as it's dragged on, and I can see things aren't going to pry get better for me til "he comes".....................
ya I mean lucifer the "son of the morning"
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" - "sheri your blog has gotten very immensely goth and dark" ----- well I Jack Sparrow from pirates of the caribbean 3 says if you deem lucifer "dark" uhhhhhhhh yaaaaaaaaaaaa Isaiah 14:12 calls him "O Lucifer, son of the morning!"
  Jesus is lord and we all need jesus - I agree. 
I have been a secret fan of the shrek series
the amount I love the shrek movies.......oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo a slew
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
  Let me see can I relate to a movie about ogre's that aren't that smooth..........not quoting the kings james bible quite as good as brother xxx (insert name here of freaking most christians that are like so much more "fancier" then me). OH THEY ARE!
   I mean...................
just ask some apostolic christian church of america members from their church in portland maybe probably silverton to..............ask them if they've heard me rip a loud belch off at lunchtime. 
  Sometimes I gotta belch, and if I don't belch, look that might turn into gas ok...............................hey I'm just saying ok. 
  The Shrek movie isn't amount smoothness
it's about heart
  I wonder if when the bible says "fall asleep" the bible don't mean.......................getting into ruts, daily ruts, where we aren't considering the poor like we once did???????????? Matthew 25:5 "While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept."
  I am certain real life, really living, doesn't entail gossip, or hating people, but loving each other!
  Jesus the lord what heart he had...................
what heart he had that we should also have in us................................

John 2:14-16 

14 And found in the temple those that sold oxen and sheep and doves, and the changers of money sitting:
15 And when he had made a scourge of small cords, he drove them all out of the temple, and the sheep, and the oxen; and poured out the changers' money, and overthrew the tables;
16 And said unto them that sold doves, Take these things hence; make not my Father's house an house of merchandise.
  Cause the focus from my perspective it wasn't on loving people it wasn't on god, it was on "stuff" 
  I like the lord I see many a "money changers" tables in the body of christ.................the tables that goods are being sold on are different these days............but I believe they exist. 
I believe we need to love each other
and be driven by love
and not by 
uhhhhhhhhhh
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the desire for good's
um bible it be's saying seek first the kingdom of heaven and all these thins shall be added to you.......................................

Matthew 6:32-34 

32 (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.
33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
   Love that's it, that's first and second comandment.........................
Mark 12:30-31" And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these." - shrek's wife has now spoken for today!
Have a great day!
LOVE