Video blog post: On fire to be as jesus was in this world 1 John 4:17 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world."...................

Buttercup likes to headbutt his brother a lot - he's all earned horns of fire in a picture - love him though. But dang he been starting out the day lately - acting like he's in a thunderdome....................

Video blog post: On fire to be as jesus was in this world 1 John 4:17 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world."...................

So..............update, um ok my friendship ended right cause my ex-friend kept pestering me what was bugging me, and I told her and it involved some extreme poltergeist activity.
  And she said she didn't want to talk about that, and didn't want to be around that fallen angel or speak to him ever again..............which I thought ok our friendship is over and so I said things heck blogged a post about my stance on abortion (she's one them that believe's babies should never hardly ever be aborted................I'm anti abortion but pro choice as I tell my husband god told adam and eve not to eat from the tree of knowledge in the garden of eden.........but I do believe God did give them a "choice" --------------- I believe god is pro-choice but anti abortion clearly He's god).
   I said some things that were a-holeish of me....................she ended our friendship telling me not to say her name or else she'll sue...........well I wanted our friendship ended well if it was going to end.

   It's good to be as jesus was on this earth jesus he loved people!

   Anyways.............................lately I'm still experiencing poltergeist activity......................maybe it's bad but I watch a lot of ghost hunting shows to "console myself" that at least I'm not going through what "they" are going through etc. 

  I'm not any longer like scared, or worried for my life........................for about a few days though I was scared, around the time I made mention of the "situation" to my ex-best friend. 

  Which it's totally horrible to fear loosing a friend, so you stay quiet, they force you to speak and then your fears come true and you loose a best friend that was your best friend for many many years. I told her it should be ok to speak about fallen angels and/or poltergeist activity which might be fallen angel related MIGHT NOT BE! 

   Ephesians 6:12  "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." There is a very real war going on for OUR SOULS, making believe it doesn't exist isn't a solid plan!

  But that's exactly what my ex-best friend wanted me to do just stay shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh don't talk about those things. 

   My parents, many houses we lived at were haunted, but those could've just as well been fallen angels giving our christian family a bad time.................people don't even like consider that a possibliity out there but it's a real possibility. 

 We don't wage a war against flesh and blood though my ex-best friend threatened to sue me as if we do wage a war against flesh and blood no..............Ephesians 6:12  "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." 

   But don't get things to twisted.....................I want lucifer to win armagedon! What do we even want people burning in hell for?????????????????????????????????? 

  Seems a bad plan to me................get em help -------- get em counseling. 

My christian goth self might've gone extra kooky

but I'm only doing as well as I am today

cause there are people in my life that refused to give up on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #FACTS

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Oklahoma Muslim Woman Attacked in Dallas for Wearing Hijab. Fellow ladies we need to stick together.........................this stuff needs to stop!................................

Update 4/26/2025 I'm back to wearing waist trainers. Corsets I like the look of them.............but I never wear them "that much" because they are torture contraptions...........are waist trainers also torture contraptions - a lot of the time yes. 

I though am on a "quest" to find a wait trainer and/or shapewear that is comfortable........wait a minute............

fake it til you make it...................look at that almost hourglass shape wow (advanced 50 year old lady maybe at menopause, at or near menopause I DON'T KNOW WHICH?????????? sarcasm advanced sarcasm) Like supposedly feminism happened, but women are still expected to look like barbie dolls all the time

now I like looking like a barbie doll (lucifer changed the type he's watching this) 

but I hate HATE the pressure society puts on women to be be perfect looking all the time 

(My current blue hair look might offer me some protection from being verbally or worse assaulted by guys???????????? I HOPE SO)

Oklahoma Muslim Woman Attacked in Dallas for Wearing Hijab. Fellow ladies we need to stick together.........................this stuff needs to stop!...............

  And you might think hmmmmmmmmmmmm this sounds like a dang personal issue to you sheri - ya it is.
  I'm struggling at the moment though, cause if I wear a tichel and/or hijab cause I often will switch off between the 2 styles of headcovering. Am I safe wearing either style?????????????????????????? not really, that's the answer right there.
  But if I don't wear a headcovering..............................
like no joke
noooooooooooooooooo joke
a few times now guys, it's always young guys but still it's scary......................they drive past me screaming rather violently
a few times this has happened to me
all the ways they want to --------------------- you all know what --------------------------------
   This kind of thing never used to happen to me.
  The headscarf is such a weird thing for me, I feel safer and not safer both at the same time wearing it.
  It would be the actual solution for me, if this world wasn't chalked full of people that hate muslims and jews!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   But I should be able to be safe, or feel safe, and all women should care, cause what if someday your daughters get the same treatment???????????????????????????????? It might be nice for them someday I'm saying to wear a headcovering.
   But then things are even more complex cause ======= I near died of a heat stroke a few years ago (and it's a problem I've battled a few times over the years ----------- once I went momentarily deaf and blind at the same time in arizona)...................I left my body in the ambulance for a solid 15 minutes seemed a long time I was floating over my body, my head at my feet, looking up at the ambulance roof it was all white, and had a super weird view of the street at the window at the end of the ambulance and I thought it was so cool. Then I was put back into my body.
  So I'm afraid of hot weather.
  I think I'm afraid of violent sounding young guys though more.
............................................this isn't a world where all guys are super nice to women and they respect the ladies all of them. This is a world where WOMEN DO GET RAPED!
   And I've heard people say on the internet that women that wear hijabs get raped to. But I always, always, always, ALWAYS..................
I'm telling you earth.
  I always get the mega bad attention from guys when I'm not wearing a headcovering. When I had blonde hair exactly like 2-3 days ago I dyed my hair mostly blue (which I believe blonde hair provokes them..................I mega believe being a "hot blonde" super provokes them) --------- it's always been when my hair is showing.
  When I'm wearing a headcovering I get left alone. But I also fear, I fear being harmed by people that hate muslims or jews.....................I fear being discriminated against as well.
 You all should care! Any any violence, hate, discrimination.........that happens to a hijab wearing muslim lady, or a tichel wearing jewish lady, or any vaiant thereof 👍💓💓💓 Should be allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll of everybodies concern!
   That women of all races and nationalities and ethnicities be treated well should be very important to you alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!
  I'm worried to about the non-headscarf wearers to.............................I am concerned about the treatment of all women.
  That we be treated well.
  but right now................mkay..............................
the young guys in my town
got me thinkin 
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe wearing a headscarf and risking a heat stroke this summer is a solid plan!!!!!!!!!!
   Let me make this very clear to you all..............................
whether you are wearing a headscarf and are pro headscarf or anti headscarf
If young guys are yelling violently at me while in my car......................that is a problem. 
   I don't know if I'm the only one this has happened to????????? What I do know, is this #metoo movement has begun women in the usa that were once quiet about being gropped etc. etc. by guys are now coming forward.
  Keep doing that ladies!
  Your coming forward does help. Cause a problem can't be addressed if it is "hidden under the rug"

rape should never be ok
molesting or groping women or kids should never be ok

never

In my estimation, it is hecka scary out there right now, whether you have a headcovering on or not, to be a girl.
  Though 0 of these guys have actually threatened like violence to me...................................very violently have they yelled at me while I am in my car about how they want to --------------------------------------------- me. And that is scary.
   That isn't like the olden days when guys would just whistle, back in the day, that's what I'd get I'd get guys whistling at me.

I don't feel safe in the town I live in. 

And that's whether I wear a headcovering or not................

hate to say it

and I gonna upset people who read this

I think I'd feel safe in a muslim country wearing a hijab.....................

muslims been real nice to me many them. 

    My mom says I'm like a rockstar these days that I'm so massive on the global scale............I hope she's right and what I've experienced isn't the norm out there.

 It's scary being a girl rockstar then............................YIKES................................I'm a massive Billie Eilish fan so.....................................I'm looking like her twin these days, my own kids mentioned that I look like Billie Eilish these days, I think so to...........................

PLEASE VALUE WOMEN THANK YOU!

I love gays and lesbians but I need prayer that I have the worst time of my life tommorow at the pride parade cause the bible says to not NOT take pleasure in that stuffs..........................

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I love gays and lesbians but I need prayer that I have the worst time of my life tommorow at the pride parade cause the bible says to not NOT take pleasure in that stuffs............................

what if they hand me rainbow flags or stickers.........I could like rainbow flags and stickers I'm saying?
I mean what if they play good music on boom boxes?

I need prayer everyone. Skip to verse at end...........says don't enjoy the pride parade basically..................

Romans 1

25 Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.

26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:

27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet.

28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;

29 Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,

30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,

31 Without understanding, covenant breakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:

32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.

So for the record I can love gays and lesbians and I do love gays and lesbians............but I'm pretty billions percent sure 

I need to have the worst time of my life at the pride parade!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I need to not only not enjoy rainbow stickers or flags, I need to feel like I'm laying on a bed of nails all day long.........but like hmmmmmm.............like a bed of nails with like snakes and scorpions that'll do it, not the snakes that'd be nice.....................but scorpions. 

 I bestest not actually say how miserable of a time I need to have at the pride parade ---------- cause that is demented. 

via GIPHY

ps...............fresh you tube video talking about my hair......................I can't handle the grey hairs is what this all amounts to, and they are pesky white white white hairs, 

the kind you dye

and then they are there again 2 days no joke later (less you dye your hair green/blue ha ha ha grey hairs I win)

Facts: I was born extra and then my family took me to church. 

Have a great week!

 

LOVE

let me put all old people on the "tea" not only can you hide grey hairs with wigs, or hair toppers HATS HATS ARE ACTUALLY AWESOME....................

Ian told me last night that berets really work out on me - I like that : ) I agree with ian : ) 

Lucifer battling pride, well what kind of people/fallen angels battle pride is it not the VERY PERFECT ONES?................................

Update 4/14/2025 anyone that reads this will deem me a idiot..................but god chooses the "foolish things" to confound the wise. 1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;"

  I am so glad I'm back to wearing twilly scarves (because they are made of cheap satin most of them, or polyster and "babylon the harlot" doesn't wear cheap fabrics like satin or polyester............Revelation 18:12 "The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble," That babylon the harlot chick she just likes the expensive shiz. 

  Jesus is right he came to bring us "life more abundantly" 

when you have no friends for instance - you have more time to go to cemetaries and hang out with the dead THAT SO MUCH MORE LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Also even costume jewelry is spendy in bulk it's expensive

twilly scarves though

let me put you all on the twilly scarf teaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........................

Even if you a guy man, hell I'm sure these could be folded up into hankerchiefs!!!!!!!!!!! All people need is a pop of colour!!!!!!!!!!! Whether that pop of color is on your purse, your hair, folded as a hankerchief in your pocket. ====== classy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WORK IN THE REAL ESTATE INDUSTRY IT'S MY JOB TO LOOK CLASSY!

you can't buy 60 pieces of jewelry for 20 bucks and even if you could it's pry be really cheap chinzy looking jewelry that wouldn't give that "classy look" 

sure you could buy 1-2 nice nice pure gold piece get classy lookin

but this is 90 pieces of classiness FOR 20 DOLLARS JESUS AIN'T LIEING HE CAME TO GIVE US LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

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Lucifer battling pride, well what kind of people/fallen angels battle pride is it not the VERY PERFECT ONES?
Isaiah 14

12 How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!

13 For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north:

14 I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High.

15 Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit.

  God god HIMSELF, is calling lucifer "son of the morning" and I elaborated what all "son of the morning" entails, it involves lucifer finally being on this earth amongst us and bringing real light on this earth. Of course I realize people would say "sheri you have believed some illuminati stuffs now" --------- well does the bible not say lucifer is the "son of the morning"??????????????????

------------- yep it does

#illuminati confirmed 😂💓💓💓💓💓

hahahahahahahhahahahah

  But anyways, you just don't get pride like that if you are the "stank of the universe"

  To get pride like that.....................you've done some actual GOOD! And not just a little bit either and you pry love a whole ridiculous slew of people to!!!!!!!!! I'm saying............nobody get's pride like that nowhere nomadder where they is in eternity, unless there is some """""""""reason for that pride to creep all inside someone"""""""""""""

   I have people to "buffet" me --------- who buffets lucifer?????????

1 Corinthians 4:11 "Even unto this present hour we both hunger, and thirst, and are naked, and are buffeted, and have no certain dwellingplace;" Buffet means people trying to get me to be better and do better WHICH IS GREAT! 

   Also proof that god is love.................he gives lucifer the morning star and I know this is talking about lucifer cause just 2-3 verses about satan is mentioned. God giving lucifer "the morning star" stands to reason CAUSE GOD IS LOVE................

Revelation 2:27-29 

27 And he shall rule them with a rod of iron; as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers: even as I received of my Father.

28 And I will give him the morning star.

29 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.

   It seems like I'm getting sidetracked right now but I'm not, cause if lucifer is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo perfect that god can give him "the morning star"

Something holy something of immense spiritual significance! Well it would stand to reason lucifer would eventually battle pride.........cause he ain't god, all us that ain't god if you stick us in some fancy smanchy spot in life like that.................we probably going to get real proud. Unless people buffet us.........but who could or where is the buffet for lucifer?????????????????????????????????????????

  And lucifer is cross and skullbones, yep. I'm cross and skullbones for the lord. You don't get to be "cross and skullbones" without some real ummmmmmmm value to yourself. 

(he's tired of this old world cause he's cross and skullbones #FACTS)

 I recommend praying for lucifer, and having some love for him. He's a "victim of circumstance" I'm telling you all. 

  Jesus wants more for most the rest of us...................he wants us overcomers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

overcoming the lusts of the flesh and the temptations on this here earth

as paul said

1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all thingsedify not."

  Judge much less love more 👍

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

Ps.........if I upsetted muslims with my last blog post I not trying to bash the religion of islam at all, far from that, I'm trying to say the religion of islam there's things about it "so on the mark" that that religion I believe to be a "big player" in the future. -------- So I not bash. 

I love everyone #FACTS. 

I'm dead. 

I'm dead like jack white in this song....................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImbW-p4c4gQ

I ordered a "cross and skullbones" ring to from www.wish.com (well it's a ring with a skull but you know it's a cross and skullbones ring................us dead folks in the cross and skullbones whether cross and skullbones proper, or "cross and skullbones for the lord" we look at skulls to remind ourselves.................

yep I'm dead

dead is best

not no friend of this world

not living like people living on the "earthly plain" live

I ain't my own, I'm bought with a price!

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Does the word "allah" mean lucifer??????? According to a 4000 year old book it does apparently........................

Update 4/13/2025 I'm about to sauna in a second because my back is in pain, I feel right now that my body is done, it's done with me.................

what you own in this life AIN'T GOING TO SOMEDAY MATTER WHAT'S GOING TO MATTER DO YOU LOVE PEOPLE?????????? DO YOU HATE THAT SO MANY ARE BEING KILLED DAILY FOR MONTHS MONTHS IN GAZA..................DO YOU CARE????????????????? DO YOU LOVE??????????????? THAT'S WHAT'S GOING TO MATTER WHEN YOU DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................

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John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit."
John 15:4 "Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me."
John 15:8 "Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples."

Matthew 25:35-40

For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

original blog post.........................

This blog post isn't even for you to read right now earth people's of the year 2019, I am posting this up so you can't tell me.........................."sheri you didn't warn us that lucifer is that powerful and that he's coming to this earth - you didn't tell us"
  Does the word "allah" mean lucifer??????? According to a 4000 year old book it does apparently........................

Did you know the name "Lucifer" is only mentioned 1 time in the Kings James Bible and that he is tied into the muslim religion apparently (or so a guy says on you tube video below)..........but at any rate the idea that the very name "satan" means god.....(a god in our minds not the 1 true god) .........
https://www.biblegateway.com/quicksearch/?quicksearch=lucifer&qs_version=KJV
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"

 Have you noticed earth how powerful the muslims are getting 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓I LOVE MUSLIMS 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 and fully believe god is very much wanting them to be saved, and listens to their prayers. But man the muslims are getting powerful, we had the "war against terror" in iraq and iran that few years ago, president bush talked much on..............................notice how little talk there is on the war on terror these days??????????? Yet Isis and other muslim terrorist organizations are thriving. 

--------------------- well if they are doing lucifer's will, and are members of lucifers church (whether they know that or not doesn't matter)..............it would stand to reason that they would be quite a bit successful. 

   What other groups of people on the whole earth, could have many terrorists groups like that and be seemingly UNSTOPPABLE??????????????????????????????????????? 

  Do you know of any besides the muslim terrorist organizations?????????????????? I do not know of any??????????????? 

  Yes there are some mobs in japan I've heard, like gangs.........................maybe some mob activity in the USA to this day................but those are small small potatoes compared to the power and death sometimes daily accumilated by terrorist groups in Islam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lady Gaga who is a christian sings "capital HIM" ----------- admitting in that song that there is a lowercase him.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BsLd4Y060Q
Note in the verses below """""and which have not known the depths of Satan"""""""""""""" And that god will give """""And I will give him the morning star.""""""

Revelation 2

20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols.

21 And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not.

22 Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds.

23 And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.

24 But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and which have not known the depths of Satan, as they speak; I will put upon you none other burden.

25 But that which ye have already hold fast till I come.

26 And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations:

27 And he shall rule them with a rod of iron; (me sheri interjecting I believe this verse is speaking of SATAN) as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers: even as I received of my Father.

28 And I will give him the morning star.

29 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
   I believe "that woman Jezebel" in Revelation 2:20 is not merely the Jezebel earlier mentioned in the bible BUT LIKE HER women like her who will................"seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols" I believe this because Revelation 2:22 it says "Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds." Well you cannot cast  the jezebel from the old testiment of the bible into "into great tribulation" because she is dead, she like fell or something and like her body was left for dogs to eat. It's hard to imagine the body of christ getting that corrupt, but I believe it most assuredly is going to happen................and is currently happening.

   Though understand "fornication" fornication is giving yourself over to idolatry I do believe I will explain.................1 Corinthians 6:14-16 "And God hath both raised up the Lord, and will also raise up us by his own power. Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid. What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh."
   If you look at the verses around 1 Corinthians 6:14-16 in "context" those verses are talking about fornication. But I much believe there is more then 1 type of "fornication" ------------- could just be I've hanged around to many super ubber mega super on the narrow way christians for so many years. There is a certain though "fornication" in my mind to idolatry...................I'm saying if you view celebrities as something super great..............and you are super super into them. And let's say you start immitating them......................at some point you could be "one with a harlot" or so I theorize.
    Bible says don't judge by looks but by fruit and I believe that, cause there are people that look glamorous like myself but have fruit, and also the opposite exists people who look FAR REMOVED from the world but their fruit is lacking Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them."

  It could be, makeup is super bad to wear............jezebel we all know jezebel what are the key things about jezebel in the bible?

--- she looked very pretty and WAS VERY PROUD BECAUSE OF IT

------ she didn't appear to respect men, to repect "authority" (I respect men)

------- and uh..............ya that about covers it. 

  It wasn't just a look though, it was a "spirit" that jezebel had. A "I don't need god" spirit in my estimation. 

So I making it clear, it isn't how you look...........it's how things are in your heart. 

  Do you love GOD? 

  Are you in HIS word?

(my ex, friend got onto me cause I didn't captilize god in phone texts...........so now I'm trying a bit to make a point to capitalize all that............per lady gaga it's capital HIM)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BsLd4Y060Q

  It's very dangerous to look at how a person looks............cause I am convinced, the "jezebel spirit" that people online talk about, and just reading about jezebel in the bible....................it's more of a problem within her in her heart...................

it wasn't her looks

there's many pretty women out there that god is just fine with them being pretty

just like there are handsome men out there and god is just fine with them being handsome

It is the heart god looks at it is our hearts!

1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."

"for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart"\

 I have no doubt many have looked at me and written me off over how I look, but "the Lord looketh on the heart". 

 Have a great week earth!

LOVE

PS...............I believe you can avoid the harlot spirit, and still wear makeup and jewlery (albeit cheap costume jewelry) by dressing modest

I am a huge fan of dressing modest

and I would wear hijabs and tichels much more cause I enjoy that more modest look

CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE NO JEZEBEL!

But I'm a jew and there are so many white supremacists in the united states of america, that I feel safer wearing the tube scarf style headcoverings, which I believe to be a very modest, and not a friend with the world sort of look. A look of respecting god in my estimation..................

there's something to modest attire

something that's not of the "jezebel spirit"

I much believe jezebel weared very provative clothing..........yes she had a "spirit" about her................but that "spirit about her" had something to do with how she dressed I theorize. 

--------- if jezebel was super homely looking, would she of had the kind of power over men she seemed to have (or at least some men in the bible) ---------------- I believe if she wouldn't of had that sort of power over them...............she also wouldn't of had the pride she had........................it was a whole combo of things with jezebel........................she looked very pretty, she dressed very provacatively, many guys noticed her and let her do whatever she wanted.........and then her heart got very prideful. 

modest attire 👍

I have learned the when the bible says John 8:32 "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." it's understanding finally the consequences to my actions!!!!!!!!!!! Cause when you think there's no consequences to your actions, why would you stop????????........................

Update 4/12/2025 I'm back to wearing twilly scarves, cause I've given up jewelry besides my wedding ring........................to heed the bible that says "come out of her my people" her being the harlot. The harlot wears jewelry..............

Revelation 18:16 "And saying, Alas, alas that great city, that was clothed in fine linen, and purple, and scarlet, and decked with gold, and precious stones, and pearls!"

  Satin scarves are not what Revelations 18:16 is talking about, or scarves in general................unless they are made of "fine linen" I guess. I think the gist of Revelations 18:16 is don't be wearing expensive fabrics, or jewelry cause gold and precious stones and pearls is talking about jewelry A LOT OF REVELATIONS 18:16 IS TALKING ABOUT JEWELRY. 

AND 

AND THE BIBLE SAYS EVENTUALLY GOLD WILL BE CAST OUT INTO THE STREETS GOLD.................

Ezekiel 7:19 "They shall cast their silver in the streets, and their gold shall be removed: their silver and their gold shall not be able to deliver them in the day of the wrath of the Lord: they shall not satisfy their souls, neither fill their bowels: because it is the stumblingblock of their iniquity."

  Right now we got christians buying up gold, buying that shiz upppppppppppppppppppppp.............eventually everyone going to cast gold clean gold, GOLD out in the streets. 

 Anyways, was able to find a use for old bracelets some of them........................NOT AS JEWELRY.......................cause that'd be horrible babylon the harlot shiz and I'm out of the harlot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I heed the bible and fear god....................

chain bracelets are great to help tie on a twilly scarf real nice 😁

I'm so glad about this

GOOD PROFESSIONAL LOOK.................maybe I am insecure a ton.........but who could blame me I've been mostly attacked for years now. And laughed at a lot, 

I was laughed at by most all my friends in high school one day (2 defended me, they didn't know I heard I heard - I was in a different room) 

laughed at by a neighbor at the house I rented after college and by his friends (the walls of that apartment/house were thin) 

laughed at in elementary school for awhile 

I've worked in the realistate industry for over what 5 years or more long time I lost track --------- WELL THAT AIN'T A JOKE!!!!! 

but I'm insecure anyways having been picked on so much

I have learned the when the bible says John 8:32 "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." it's understanding finally the consequences to my actions!!!!!!!!!!! Cause when you think there's no consequences to your actions, why would you stop????????........................
John 8:30-32 "As he spake these words, many believed on him. Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed; And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free."
  I've decided that "continue in my word" means literally continue reading the bible being in god's word!!!!!!!!!
32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
    Cause I wasn't free'd from a pornography addiction until I had been in god's word for awhile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For a long time I was sure that pornography was even great for my marriage, cause I just didn't for a long time no any better. 

  But it's so much more then that the things to be "free'd" from................fornication for instance.............................

1 Corinthians 6:18 "Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that committeth fornication sinneth against his own body."

  fleeing fornication is FLEEING PORN AS WELL, flee, fleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee looking at half clothed people looking sexy..............fleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fornication. DON'T EVEN GET NEAR IT IT'S BAD!

  If you weren't in god's word and maybe you watched a lot of jerry springer...........maybe you could get thinking "ah that ain't that bad" ------------ NO IT'S BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   Sinning against your own body is EXTREMELY BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 6:8-10 

8 Nay, ye do wrong, and defraud, and that your brethren.

9 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,

10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.

  This is a list of very horrible stuffs, we allllllllllllllllll need to be in god's word I believe so we can get free from the whole list of 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 flee that stuffs flee that horrible list of badness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   I going to continue in god's word I'm determined my whole life..................I don't want to do anymore none of 1 Corinthians 6:8-10. 

Cause the people doing the stuffs listed in 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 are headed to hell it's bad stuffs BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!

That's all I'm like zealous for at the moment, none of us want I don't imagine to be regularly doing 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 stuffs for good, cause that would lead us to hell for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

via GIPHY

Have a great week!

LOVE

There are a lot of homeless people in oregon it's bad - so I have many "concerns" on earth right now.............

Oregon Food Bank

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Went to the apostolic christian church of america today (I'm their big time enemy cause I no like their last "commandment of men") to love them : ) Gods ways is the bestestest...........................................

Update 4/8/2025 I'm hard at work right now trying to let people know how bad it is right now in Gaza - love your neighbors the bible says. Luke 10:25-37 "And, behold, a certain lawyer stood up, and tempted him, saying, Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life? He said unto him, What is written in the law? how readest thou? And he answering said, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thyself. ..."

women and kids were killed in gaza in the last 24 hours evidentally - this needs to stop

this is so bad................https://apnews.com/article/mideast-gaza-israel-hamas-war-latest-04-08-2025-8d3267ffb9a9cd392570ab636ad7327c

Gaza Soup Kitchen

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Went to the apostolic christian church of america today (I'm their big time enemy cause I no like their last "commandment of men") to love them : ) God's ways are the bestestest.............................I guess they are a touch of a enemy to me as well cause I couldn't become a member of their church. And I don't appear to stand a chance to be actually a part of their church.
  But paul he does say

1 Corinthians 4:11-13

11 Even unto this present hour we both hunger, and thirst, and are naked, and are buffeted, and have no certain dwelling place;

12 And labour, working with our own hands: being reviled, we bless; being persecuted, we suffer it:

13 Being defamed, we intreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are the offscouring of all things unto this day.

  Even though the apostolic christian church of america to this day feels like family to me according to 1 Corinthians 4:11-13 I am not supposed to have "and have no certain dwelling place" And you might think to yourself "man sheri if these are actually your big time enemies - you got it made girl"...................ya I know. 

It's ruff to not have "no certain dwelling place" that's totally ruff though, but what am I going to do about it, I'm totally what is ! corinthians 4:11-13. It's god's will for my life basically. And I gave money in their offering thingy to, and had lunch sat and visited with people that actually are like family to me...................................

my life is weird

  They did preach it up right today to, you wouldn't think wedding rings were banned the way they were preachin today. Straight up said they are covered by the blood of jesus, and saved via grace and not works and not no lists of rules. 

  --------- I got in a fight with one of my best friends if you want to call it a fight, she called me possessed and said she didn't want to speak to the fallen angel in me ever again, or be around it anymore, and that she was mourning the loss of my soul. Well that put me in a "mood" -------- and I was a a-hole to my friend, I admit it. 

  But like even then right.....................................I love this friend of mine. When you's done in a mood..........surely I ain't the only one, it's pry best not to speak then...........but I went ahead and said allllllllllllllllllllllllllllll that was on my mind to my friend (well almost everything....) 

  When you done with said fight, it's like "ok that was stupid"

  I don't like being called possessed, or people mourning the loss of my soul and I guess I'm going to have to figure out how to be ok with that????????????????????????

  I don't think I have much pride though, but maybe some, maybe some if I'm holding onto wanting to not look demon possessed. That's pry some pride that needed to be letted go of.........hence I am thankful that if you turn up the volume on many of my instagram posts, and my you tube video's etc. you will hear the voice of a fallen angel (a guy laughing usually is what you will hear.....................it's lucifer yep, most the time anyways)

  Few years ago........................................I was walking at a trail near my house, and I was telling myself in my head how fabulous I was, how I was the greatest christian ever. And a fallen angel instantly said to me "sheri remember that day you did........................................" And I doubled over as if I was in agony, as if I was actually punched in the stomach..................though I wasn't. This went on a few times, until I just was like ok humble it is 👍 That day I was hard at work trying to go on the most peacock walk ever......................with a nice john travolta stride to my step. 

  Could be even some days I think it isn't even fallen angels buffeting me but actual living humans. Either way is great! Bestest I not be walking around with a ego to wazu. 

  Even the angels of heaven in a bible verse said don't worship me I'm just a servant of god........the angels of heaven they ain't walking around thinking they are "god's gift". 

Revelation 22:8-9 "I, John, am the one who heard and saw these things And when I heard and saw, I fell down to worship at the feet of the angel who showed me these things. But he said to me, "Do not do that I am a fellow servant of yours and of your brethren the prophets and of those who heed the words of this book. Worship God."

   ---------------------------------- to further back this idea...............this idea of things working together for the good........................

Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the calledaccording to his purpose."

  Even though all things do indeed work together for the good to them that love god, to them who are called according to his purpose, some things can be reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal hard to go through. Real hard. 

  Life is hard. 

...............................though I will alot that probably the apostolic christian church of america is my "big time" enemies on this earth...................and they are like family to me, so I have things easy in a way. 

  We each have different challenges in life is what it is. 

Have a great week!

LOVE