friday night starts the sabbath according to the jews and I think it really is DON'T HAVE FUN FRIDAY NIGHT OR SATURDAY LOOK.........Isaiah 58:13 "...................not doing thine own ways, nor finding their own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR REALS WORLD!..................

I bought dreadlocks but won't be installing them in my hair, because black people hate white people to much................

I'm instead going to just put these extensions away (maybe use 2-3 strands to make a little "bun flair") and maybe just you know look at them from time to time, whilst living my miserable life. 

stuck 

a harlot jezebel witch piece of worthless trash

because society won't let me have a hippy look

because that's cultural appropriation

so 

I have to look like a worthless trash jezebel witch

(my husband fenced in my wheatgrass - 3 pots to the right so the cats couldn't eat it : ) 
---- putting clause at the beginning of this post my husband tells me the sabbath keeping it is obsolete and it appears this is the opinion of 90% or so of christianity that one of the 10 commandments is null.............I do find this verse to be useful to not judge people that don't keep the sabbath aka 90% of christianity Colossians 2:16 "Let no man therefore judge you in meat, or in drink, or in respect of an holyday, or of the new moon, or of thesabbath days:" So that means nobody can or should judge me if I choose to keep the sabbath, and I shouldn't judge you if you decide not to keep the sabbath which most you don't! (stating the facts here) I told my husband my love of the 10 commandments and how I view this verse concerning the 10 commandments Matthew 19:17 "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments." My husband believes keeping the sabbath day holy is a null and void no longer valid 10 commanment.............https://www.gci.org/law/sabbath

I fear god - it's a 10 commandment!

in my mind when the bible in the new testiment says "keep gods commandments" 10 commandments sitting there real well in my brains. 

friday night starts the sabbath according to the jews and I think it really is DON'T HAVE FUN FRIDAY NIGHT OR SATURDAY LOOK.........Isaiah 58:13 "...................not doing thine own ways, nor finding their own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR REALS WORLD!
http://www.eliyah.com/sabhow2.htm
Isaiah 58:13 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

  I can't light shabbat candles but I've been thinking about them lately and thinking a lot about the sabbath lately a lot more then I typically do. Verse 14 I added above cause I'm greately at the moment thinking about the blessings god has for us.............if we observe the sabbath day and keep it holy........

which I was taught as a kid that means go to church

but it clearly means more then that!

you aren't even supposed to speak your own words on that day - or have fun! "........nor finding thine own pleasure"

 Many people think of the weekend as a time to go have fun --------- friday evening and saturday in my estimation cause the jews view the sabbath as friday and saturday and sunday is a fake sabbath time instigated by the catholic church from all my studies! 

 You can have fun sunday...................................sunday should be funday. 

 Friday and saturday til saturday at sundown pretty 100% so we are not including saturday night in this....................

saturday night

or

sunday

let the fun times roll : ) 

I'M 100% SERIOUS WORLD!

Nehe 13:15 (NKJV) In those days I saw [people] in Judah treading wine presses on the Sabbath, and bringing in sheaves, and loading donkeys with wine, grapes, figs, and all [kinds] [of] burdens, which they brought into Jerusalem on the Sabbath day. And I warned [them] about the day on which they were selling provisions. 16 Men of Tyre dwelt there also, who brought in fish and all kinds of goods, and sold [them] on the Sabbath to the children of Judah, and in Jerusalem. 17 Then I contended with the nobles of Judah, and said to them, "What evil thing [is] this that you do, by which you profane the Sabbath day? 18 "Did not your fathers do thus, and did not our Elohim bring all this disaster on us and on this city? Yet you bring added wrath on Israel by profaning the Sabbath."

Don't buy or sell on the sabbath day either!!!!!!!!!!!

or speak your own words

or have fun

the bible mentions raising the standard! As funny as this blog post might seem......I'm trying to help raise the standard (the bar) to where it needs to be. This ain't the exact bible verse about raising the standard I'm thinking about but it applies Jeremiah 50:2 "Declare ye among the nations, and publish, and set up a standard; publish, and conceal not: say, Babylon is taken, Bel is confounded, Merodach is broken in pieces; her idols are confounded, her images are broken in pieces." Do we like want "babylon" to all uh be all like la la la la la

NO

BABYLON IS TAKEN!!!!!!!!!! (or will be : ) like destroyed annilated pretty well..............cause I know I won't be the only one to raise the standard! 

Don't buy or sell on the sabbath day either!!!!!!!!!!!

or speak your own words

or have fun

saturday night

or sunday fun fun fun

chuckle if you wish

(Last night I noticed two hearts on the street in my backyard, now the interesting thing about this image is I DON'T THINK IT'S NATURALLY POSSIBLE for two hearts to just end up like that........that is not a natural ATV pattern. I think jesus drew it. ---- laugh at me if you want to)

HAVE A GREAT WEEK EARTH!

LOVE

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Tonight this verse convicted me a slew........1 Kings 18:21 "And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word."

Update 1/12/2024 Just got back from Lowe's this is the plant I bought today 😁 On sale so only $4...........well there's one dead and one dieing leaf on this plant............you want to know why??? It's because it's outgrown the pot it's in. Ya. That's it. That's the big reason it's on sale for $4. At this point if you buy a plant in this scenario you have 2 options oftentimes, I can either plant this plant in a larger pot...........or...............and this is the option I'm choosing...........break this plant into 2 plants. 

2 plants 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

(my latest painting, I would light shabbat candles myself cause I like the idea of it, I like the idea of acknowledging the sabbath day as holy via this jewish tradition -------- but it does appear very much to be jewish law, and I'm staying away from the law -------- cause my parents they done nagged me most my life telling me if I heeded one bit of the law I'd be guilty of all of it --------- I need to stay in the "grace of god" bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So this painting will have to be enough for me!..........it's pretty good!

Tonight this verse convicted me a slew........1 Kings 18:21 "And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word." So many days I think like the world a bit, I think to myself "oh, I'll go on you tube watch some makeup tutorials figure out how to use this glitter or whatever"...........it's kinda of glitter flecks of glitter in a primer item I got recently.
THE WORLDS OPINION IS WEAR MAKEUP IT'S FUN, NO HARM IN THAT! 
GO DANCING NO HARM IN THAT!
ETC. ETC.
 The world has a real "opinion" that is very real, I think many of us all to often likely without even knowing it ARE SOMETIMES HALTING BETWEEN TWO OPINIONS!
 And what does "halt" mean ya it means we are stuck, unable to be of use to god!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Timothy 2:20-22 "But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and of silver, but also of wood and of earth; and some to honour, and some to dishonour. If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master's use, and prepared unto every good work."

Are you halting between two opinions today?

Lately I've thought much about the jews (I am of jewish heritage myself) they went after other gods............gods of silver or gold of earthly things, maybe gods of honour, of pride - they went after the things they saw people going after around them in the bible Deuteronomy 8:19 "And it shall be, if thou do at all forget the Lord thy God, and walk after other gods, and serve them, and worship them, I testify against you this day that ye shall surely perish."

 Luke 6:49 "But he that heareth, and doeth not, is like a man that without a foundation built an house upon the earth; against which the stream did beat vehemently, and immediately it fell; and the ruin of that house was great."

I want to live!

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I don't want to talk out loud about the "tribulations" I am currently going through, but to say that I can see how they ARE VALUABLE 2 Corinthians 4:17 "For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;"

Update 1/11/2024 you all will go through "much tribulation" to follow jesus! Acts 14:22
"Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." It is what it is. 

  What I've learned try and make the best of everyday - basically what everyone does!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my hair is like 2 tones right now but I am about to fix that, maybe later tonight. So that it is all blonde again 😁 And then later this week, I'm entirelly changing up my hairstyle, because this ponytail pulls to much on my head...............my hair is thinning, when you have thinned out hair, you don't want tight pulled greately type hairstyles. 

(My latest painting, surfing the "trending" of tumblr one day - bored - came across a painting of a light bulb super real, so I decided that was the thing to paint next a light bulb - course mine isn't super real, my "style" seeped out on this piece, but I like it : )

I don't want to talk out loud about the "tribulations" I am currently going through, but to say that I can see how they ARE VALUABLE 2 Corinthians 4:17 "For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;" (I view tribulation and affiction as basically the same thing, pretty sure it's the same thing bible says............Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." affliction and tribulation wait maybe I go look that up in the dictionary both is grief causing stuffs.............pretty sure near identical definition to those two words ---------- though I guess maybe affliction is something that you feel and maybe isn't indicative of something happening to you in that event then I'm talking about tribulation but it's also affliction to me at the same time - double whammy!) I don't know what sort of tribulation you'd go through that you wouldn't be afflicted???????????????????? I quote myself from this post http://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/05/i-pray-for-smiths-friends.html 

you got beaten it's disturbing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  There is a tribulation in particular that has been exceedingly pressing upon my soul recently (that I completely don't want to talk about) what I'd like to say is ----------

it is light

2 Corinthians 4:17 "For our light affliction.............."

It's not only light it's immensely RIDICULOUSLY...........".......................which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory"

  If you all heard what this "affliction" is it's actually so light you all might bust out laughing at me..............you might chuckle and be like "that's it" "that's whats weighing on your soul big time?"

 ----------------------- Though it's weighing on my soul big time, I'm weary by now, oh I've prayed about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 It is in reality light, and it will only last for a moment......here's the whole bit of verses.............
2 Corinthians 4:16-18 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."

  I hope for this blog post to not be um depressing or whatever, but like undepressing, our afflictions are light and but for a moment (..............if the word of god says our afflictions are light they must be light, there must be a point where god would end a life if a disease advanced to far --------------  I choose to trust god and His word) We all will be put through "tribulations" much tribulations the bible says Acts 14:22 it's for a reason, it's for a purpose,".........worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory" I mean to be encouraging basically. 

  Stuffs can work together for our good in many ways Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."

  If something bad were to happen to any of us, you could realize the staff at the hospitals care, people around me care..................that is some potentially working together for the good. 

  If your homeless and someone gives you a meal, the praise to god you could have in your heart potentially IS A FANTASTICALLY GOOD THING! 

  There's many things that could happen to us following jesus that could work together for our good according the bible "all things work together for good to them that love god"

ALL THINGS!

Hope you all have a great week earth! 

LOVE

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All that is on my mind this thanksgiving is how much god loves us, and my thankfulness for this...............

 Update 1/9/2024 husband has covid 19 again..........me and oldest daughter don't have covid right now. Brian got some special drug so that the covid 19 don't get him having to go to the hospital again bad, like what happened to him last time he got covid 19. 

  Right now I'm battling "dry mouth" I ain't been drinking enough water lately.............the struggle is real. Enjoy this blog post from 2015.......................

All that is on my mind this thanksgiving is how much god loves us, and my thankfulness for this. For a long, long, long time, I didn't believe god loved me that much. Anybody can go to this blog and pick up some "sense" that "oh here is a person trying hard to please god" "here is a person trying real hard to get god to love them" (like more then the tiny amount I deemed god loved me) But the above song is the case, "He loves us, oh how He loves us, oh how He loves us, OH HOW HE LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!"
1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
  That of course doesn't mean "go ahead and sin" you know since how god loves us so much, we should want instead of sinning to be pleasing to god. We are all scarcely saved, and our best efforts are weak and feeble at best often (ya rich people could do a slew of good, but I'm sure even the wealthy have days where they haven't "hit the bar" - where there were family members they should've phoned or friends etc. and they were to tired, etc.) Let's love one another, read our bibles, pray put god first..................
He is a good god
He deserves our love, our worship, our adoration, our time in our days
Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment."

  I finally this year, understand that god loves me. If/when I am chastened by god (people as well - there have been people in my life that have not "held back" the rod or whatever not like a real rod), it is truelly out of love. When people in my life are like "sheri........................................." or when god chastens me...................doesn't feel great for me at the time. Revelation 3:19 "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent." In retrospect I am able to look back and realize how loved I really am : ) 

  --------------- if anyone is interested in knowing this the "biggy" item for me lately, is to put away "childish things".........................................and I'm terrified of being a "adult" like full out I'm saying. And I've came to realize, or I'm coming to realize, that putting away childish things.............won't "KO" me like I think it will. 

 ------------ I have reason valid reason to fear being a full out adult..............cause often it is the adults that think they know everything, that will not accept correction from god or from men. It is often those that are childlike in their hearts somewhere, that I believe are able to take correction. 

.............my complete terror of being a full out adult ever I imagine is more extreme then that though

.............................I know of a few adults. I am terror filled of what they are. 

 We are god's children...........................

Proverbs 3:11 "My son, despise not the chastening of the Lord; neither be weary of his correction:"
Proverbs 13:24 "He that spareth his rod hateth his son: but he that loveth him chasteneth him betimes."

  If you is a "big time adult" out there, it's not to late for you you can become like a little child and get to receiving correction from god again.........Matthew 18:3 "And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven."

  I recogn just keep going to my blog that'll cure you of your "adultism"

(my latest piece of art, I like flowers a lot)

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

PS.............Ya I'm a fan of peter pan!

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If you find yourself in a lowly place on earth - SERVE GOD/JESUS, HAVE ZEAL HAVE FIRE, WE ALL CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOGETHER!.........................

Update 1/8/2024 this morning I went down a you tube rabbit hole, about the january 1st 2024 miami aliens. And the earth's core heating up, the sun being ACTIVE NOW, before it wasn't, now we have "super sun flares". 

I can't talk much..............I really can't...................

but if you want to be human and survive.............................

you bestest figure out what your super human powers are!!!!!!!

DON'T TELL ME YOUR JUST A HUMAN BEING LIES!!!!!!!!!

Acts 10:28 "And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean."

  Figure out what your super human powers are............

maybe you levitate

maybe you can walk through fire

maybe you have "ultra telepathy" 

etc. 

  Then HONE THEM GET BETTER AT THAT!

for.....................

it's gonna get hard to be on earth......................

Matthew 24:21-22 "For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be. And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened."

If you find yourself in a lowly place on earth - SERVE GOD/JESUS, HAVE ZEAL HAVE FIRE, WE ALL CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOGETHER!.........................
Confession: I'll often go on and on about how lowly I am on this here blog (but I desire glory just like many you all do) not that it's bad to desire that (think long as you ain't actively trying to "vaunt" whatever launch yourself up or whatever, not that that'd even work it's god that raises up or brings down someone Psalm 147:6 "The Lord lifteth up the meek: he casteth the wicked down to the ground.") Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
  I find myself in a lowly place right now.......................we can't control when god decides to raise us up either.1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" Who knows when that "due time" is.
 My point which I'm getting at...........many of us are in "lowly" estates on this here earth at this particular bit of time. STAY HUMBLE! STAY MEEK! SERVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Let's say god didn't raise me up til I get to heaven, could be heaven is the "due time"..........................Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all."
  I am unfortunately plagued with this "succeed" mentality that is all over this planet. I often think if I don't make myself a big time tele-evangelist (yes women shouldn't lead I know that) that I am a big time failure (I'm just telling you all the truth here). Or to big time succeed, I recogn as a worship leader, or church pianist maybe????????????? Like you know be something "big time"
When in reality not only is is ok to be something small, something of what diminuitive stature on this planet - IT'S PROBABLY FOR THE BEST! 
 ----------- Sure there can be a time to be "raised up" by god that also is blessed and good
----------- But also the time of serving god/jesus maybe a bit more, or just clean just the idea of that of being lowly in a lowly place and serving god/jesus THIS TIME OF LIFE CAN ALSO BE VERY BLESSED! VERY GOOD! (even in the event that we aren't raised up til we get to heaven aka the idea behind the bible verse "christ in you, the hope of glory" Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:")
   I am currently pestering the elder and his wife to contact, mike and lisa and/or to have the elder and his wife over to my house...................(oh of the apostolic christian church of america though I no go there no more)

I WANT TO BE THE LEAST AND THE SERVANT OF ALL!

I went recently to one my aunts funerals, and I went up to view her in the casket (and did tear up - I will miss my aunt) I thought hard about how when we die, we end up either in a urn, or a box............probably. The stuffs you bought you cannot take that stuffs with you. 

  What is the meaning of life??????????????

Is it to buy a bunch of stuffs - no. 

I recogn it is to experience the love and mercy of god, and to also give out that same love and mercy to everyone you know. To love. To serve. 

  The devil would have you all to believe "the life" is to be glamorous, and to have lot's of makeup and lot's of worldly goods, and lot's of status............

JESUS REALLY IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE!

John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and thelife: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."

  changed the song there once was a different song on this post

now the song is......................cause this song is talking 

what's about to come upon this earth that will make mens what hearts fail.............

Luke 21:26

Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.

oh - nanu nanu

that's alien for have a great day!

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 yesterday brian cleaned around his computer and found a bracelet I had bought a long time ago, a giant magnetic type bracelet - man it helped my arthritis yesterday. But I still gotta loose a lot of weight quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jesus definately came to bring us life more abundantly I have decided, because life is much more abundant when we love one another, when we even love our enemies.........................

Update 1/6/2024 husband is sick with I guess flu? (he ain't coughing so, he's ruled out covid) And I finally planted the lucky bamboo (I need all the luck I can get - I just have miserable luck always) people hate me, people attack me online often, that's all that happens to me I'm attacked "for jesus". Anyways the bamboo was like $2.50 and the nice tin red pot was only 97 cents I recall at IKEA.....................(I've never planted lucky bamboo in dirt - but I theorize the dirt will help the plant - this lucky bamboo is planted in dirt).............................

Jesus definately came to bring us life more abundantly I have decided, because life is much more abundant when we love one another, when we even love our enemies. Somedays I will put a slew of thought, into how is the life jesus came to bring for us to have "more abundantly"?
The verse I ponder much...............
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
  Cause Matthew 19:27 "Then answered Peter and said unto him, Behold, we have forsaken all, and followed thee; what shall we have therefore?" The bible says we need to love our lives not unto the death!!!!!!!!!!!!
Revelation 12:11 "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death." Basically we all need to do what the disciples did in Matthew 19:27..................crucify our fleshes to their lusts and desires and loose our lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 10:39 "He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." So that's like loosing most all your earthly possessions, and your life to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I've ended up very much relating to peter in the bible in matthew 19:27 "............what shall we have therefore?" And somedays I think to myself, how is this life more abundantly? Would not life more abundantly be me being able to go out and dance some, and drink like 3 beers enough to like not get drunk but nice and "toasty"? There are items in this world that I greately still think would be "life more abundantly" if I could do them some. 

  But I have decided jesus has indeed came that we might have life "more abundantly" 

Cause following jesus I love people! 

I am finding I am able to love my enemies even - 

this is really good! 

 The apostolic christian church of america (I don't go there anymore - I have to mention this cause there's people that might have a seizure if I went there) but they have a song that has a lyric that says "without love, lifeless through this world I'd pass"...........I don't know where this song is located in the zions harp so this one works in a snap...............ya I'm a Tom Jones fan world why wouldn't I be?......................

Have a great week earth! 

(I'd totally go to a Tom Jones concert!)

LOVE

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The truth: Often a "godly woman" doesn't just bamn happen, she's built up by men basically pastor's, her husband, jesus, god etc.........................

Sheri 1/5/2024 isn't allowed to speak even 1 bible verse EVER to my current (2nd husband - he does not allow that - read previous blog post in 2015 for more info on that). But all anybody needs is the bible!!!!!!!!!! John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;" People out there will say you need fellowship, you need to go to church etc. etc. - naw you just need the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's all you need!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 4:20 "For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power." I'll say this much men pastors mens in general brainwashed sheri 2015 real good, she was chirping just what they wanted her to chirp...........................gag................🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮....................

peloton weight lose/ I'm mostly vegan lately (for health reasons, both my asthma and my arthritis had gotten extreme................so I gotta loose weight). I am not sucking it in in this pic, and you can tell I ain't sucking it in, cause my chest and my butt have shrunk as well........like total me shrinking in size is happening 😁👍......................

(my latest galaxy painting)

The truth: Often a "godly woman" doesn't just bamn happen, she's built up by men basically pastor's, her husband, jesus, god etc.........................Proverbs 31:10-12 "A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies. Her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value. She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life." I don't think any girl/woman/lady out there just could happen to end up like proverbs 31:10-12 without taking on some guidance from some men..............if those men just be jesus/god/holy spirit...............pastor of your church............etc.
  Someone asked me recently "you know your a girl right?"
 You would think that question wouldn't stump me somehow. I feel like if I admit I am a girl, I'm admiting defeat somehow. Admiting I need help.

I DO NEED HELP!

 But I do struggle with the idea of accepting that I am indeed a girl. I didn't build myself up.......................I have been spiritually built up by a mighty army of men!  

  This song holds true for me...........................I am a pile of clay that is, what I started out as, a lowly pile of clay...................................

BUT I AM BEING BUILT UP INTO A MOUNTAIN!

(As a girl, so clearly it can't be the "house of horrors" to be a girl that I think it is in my head, if I am a mountain someday................then that isn't the house of horrors scenario)

Isaiah 64:8 "Yet you, Lord, are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand." I put this verse here cause men, you are no different then us womens, you also are clay.............

either your on god's potters wheel being formed into something fab

or - YIKES is happening to you

(if YIKES is happening to you, repent give you life to jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET ON GOD'S POTTERS WHEEL!)

 I am getting sidetracked right now, this bit of the bible is so nice......................Titus 2:11-13 "For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ,"

Girl yep, and that's ok. 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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