In the storm I will praise jesus.............I will love, and make sure I "hath" Luke 8:18 and be merciful and more it shall be give unto me of GOOD THINGS..........

Update 3/12/2023 I'm having a good time lately making native american choker necklaces (I'm over 1/4 native american on my mom's side of the family, then my dad's side my great grandpa was a jew, and great grandma was a full blooded native american lady)........................I'm of the believe jews are native american's and native american's are jews..............think about it, jews migrated..............native american's migrated..................both migrated and lived in tents (teepee's are tents basically).........

todays "bead haul" from walmart 😀 and close up pic of my latest native american beaded necklace.

me wearing my latest native american beaded necklace 😁

  

I'm 70% sure my aunt is still alive so I said hi to her today because I love her

though I know she wants to tear my eyeballs out as does her whole church.......................

When I wrote this in the year 2013 I thought I was a apostle (at a previous church many laid hands on me and prayed for me and told me I was a apostle), I don't anymore. But back then I thought I was really "something".......................(I was not showed mercy by the Apostolic Christian church of america - I was told I could NEVER become a member of their church and that I was the worst human ever according to the main elder of oregon city and silvertons apostolic christian church of america's). I back then weared makeup and back then that was against the churches "commandments of men" and I was told I couldn't become a member if I weared mascara, or OR if I henna'd a wedding ring because I am good looking and if I didn't have a wedding ring on guys wouldn't leave me alone, I was told henna is against the churches rules "commandments of men" that henna is a tattoo - WHICH HENNA ISN'T A TATTOO. 

0% mercy they showed me ever

and it's my families church

and we still don't know if my great aunt is alive still - I wasn't invited to her husbands funeral --------- I spent a lot of time around them as a teen and going to the apostolic christian church of america for a few years anyways hanging out with them

only to be hated basically cause I hate commandments of men --------- they make other christians seem or feel "less then" and that's horrible

and they give the apostolic christian church of america the right in their own brains to treat people like me very bad many of them treated me very bad

I tried to become a member to get the heck out of that church cause I knew I wasn't about to heed their "commandments of men" FORGET THAT BS

I e-mailed this to 3 pastors a few minutes ago and deemed it blog worthy........................

Luke 8:18 "Take heed therefore how ye hear: for whosoever hath, to him shall be given; and whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken even that which he seemeth to have."

"hath" THAT IS LOVE

"hath" is also uh understanding understanding that the world is under the influence of satan like being lied to by the devil deceived, that jesus paved the way through the veil that is his flesh...................those that are christs have crucified their fleshes to their lusts and desires 

BUT ALSO LOVE

LOVE IS SOMETHING TO "HATH" 

AND IF YOU "HATH" THAT NOT

EVEN WHAT YOU "SEEMETH TO HAVE" AKA OF "UNDERSTANDING" ETC. ETC. IT WILL BE TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU
in my estimation you gots ta love if you want to receive more in this life
there is a saying
"those that show themselves friendly have friends"
I think that is very true
might not be right away
might take a awhile to make friends
but as a general rule if you keep at it keep trying be "friendly" your going to get friends sooner or later this is about to pan out
--------------- you love people you love even your enemies surely someday some people somewhere ARE GOING TO LOVE YOU A LOT YOU WILL RECEIVE "MORE"
(further I think the terrible ones are terrible because they refuse to love people Isaiah 25:5 "Thou shalt bring down the noise of strangers, as the heat in a dry place; even the heat with the shadow of a cloud: the branch of the terrible ones shall be brought low." those "terrible ones" ya they sure could point the finger, MAKE A STORM)

I'm not saying your the terrible ones I'm just saying they are stormy............Isaiah 25:4 "For thou hast been a strength to the poor, a strength to the needy in his distress, a refuge from the storm, a shadow from the heat, when the blast of the terrible ones is as a storm against the wall."

they don't want to love

THEY WILL BE BROUGHT LOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOMADDER HOW BIG A STORM THEY PUT UP NOMADDER WHAT THEY ACCUSE ME OR OTHERS OF --------- BECAUSE THEY REFUSE TO LOVE 3 PASTORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

if you don't love me

WOE TO YOU 3

(that's what I sent 3 pastors a second ago)

 The fab thing is..............if you choose right to show mercy to people, and to love your enemies, and like love people in like general right, and keep at following jesus don't draw back keep fighting this "good fight of faith" but most importantly maybe love you will receive more of that. In loving people and showing mercy ------- you are placing yourself in the path to receive much gain of that stuffs Luke 8:18 "Take heed therefore how ye hear: for whosoever hath, to him shall be given; and whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken even that which he seemeth to have."

  People could if they wanted point alllllllllllllllll kinds of fingers at me right.............say but sheri look here you did this, or you did this or you did this or you said that...............BUT IF I "HATH" RIGHT........................."TO HIM SHALL BE GIVEN"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  And a lot of pastors out there preach about gaining material wealth (I not a pastor though I do yack a lot hahahahahah) the real gains in this world I think to be desired is that people love me, and show mercy towards me I THINK THESE ARE THE GAINS I'M AFTER THAT MOST US ARE AFTER....................money you gain that is your car, house, boat etc. going to forgive you and love you - NO.

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

I recommend to like earth to love and show mercy, love and show mercy, love and show mercy, love and show mercy, love your enemies show them mercy, love everybody love love love love love and show mercy 

I have figured out the "lotto system" 

loooooooooooooooootttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttooooooooooooooooooo

oooooooooooooooo determined I am to love everybody!!!!!!!!!!! And show mercy lot's it ya non-stop. loooooooooottttttttttttttttttttttttttttooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo  looooooooooooooootttttttttttttttttttoooooooooooooooooo

LOVE

Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"...........

Do you ever feel "cursed by god" cause I often do, and I get frustrated cause I'm trying so hard right.................

Video update 3/6/2023 cleaned my room. Talk about my "future room decor plans" new closet but still plans................................

(most "influencers" have clean rooms, clean houses, which is good

nothing like having a clean room and then being able at the end of the day to sit down and read a good book!!!!!!!!!!) 

(painting I'm painting today -- the windmill spins : ) sit it next to a breezy window this is some exciting art hahahha bout to paint another one

Do you ever feel "cursed by god" cause I often do, and I get frustrated cause I'm trying so hard right.................I just listened to "living hope churches" latest sermon online (it's my backup church - don't judge) http://www.livinghopechurch.com/experience-christ/sermons/sermon/2013-12-15/a-moving-target
   Sometimes I will go to living hope and bamn there will be the message I need! My husband never tithes.............and I do feel cursed of god................maybe it's something in my head..........I think oh snap I am still a "homemaker" (getting near taking that "personal trainer certification" exam) we don't tithe SURELY I AM CURSED OF GOD FOREVER NOW! 
  And I would say most days I feel cursed that a curse is upon me..........like somedays my art looks tacky (somedays not) somedays I feel JINXED! When I get a job I believe good plan I tithe for my family MY HUSBAND WON'T DO IT HE WILL NEVER TITHE NOT EVEN 1 TITHE I DON'T BELIEVE IN HIS LIFE!!!!!!!
Instead of focusing on what I ain't able to do right now - aka tithe - focus on what I can do.............WHAT I CAN GIVE.......................................
Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."

   aka paintings to people, and I still doing the baby gift basket thing at church, and we haven't volunteered at the foodbank this month cause this month it's really hard to get a "slot" but I will be FOR SURE doing that more man freakin soon as the month of january begins!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE CURSED!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO ROB GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Malachi 3:8 "Will a man rob God? Yet ye have robbed me. But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee? In tithes and offerings."

  Also what john bishop said really spoke to me, when he talked about that verse about going and visiting the prisoners and caring for the sick etc. etc. THAT'S GIVING!!!!!!!!!! THAT IS WHAT GOD WANTS US TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 25

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

  I want to be laying down my life, and giving to others FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you............" I WANT TO BE BLESSED IN THIS LIFE AND THE NEXT!!!!!!! BLESSED ------- NOT CURSED 

LOVE

Psalm 41:1 "Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble."......................

Today I was told at church I need to be 1 Thessalonians 2:7 "........even as a nurse cherisheth her children:".................

Update 3/1/2023 this week I made 40 hairsticks to be exact, and started wearing my hair in what I think the kids call "space buns"..........................

(and yes that is yet another hair scunchy in the background.........I have about 6 total in various shades so not many)

(and yes that is a goblet that I bought a a renanssaince fair - which I'm so ready for ren fairs this year..........sooooooooooo ready)

Today I was told at church I need to be 1 Thessalonians 2:7 "But we were gentle among you, even as a nurse cherisheth her children:" Not that I am in any ways disagreeing with this here bible verse...........just that I make a horrible nurse.
 Serious do I even look like a nurse????????????

(ok I look technically like I "could" be a nurse BUT I'D MAKE A HORRIBLE NURSE!!!!!!!!!!) 

Patient gaping wound 

me - "ah ya that stinks"

--- alright hold your breath while I pour this hydrogen peroxide on your wound

   terrible nurse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

    But I guess ------------------- like if you look at fellow believers as "the wounded" in the "infirmary", people that are wounded bad THEY OFTEN AIN'T IN A GOOD MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nurses have to be patient, let the patient you know rant or whatever about you know that kid on his bike, or that guy didn't put on his turn signal...............................they pry do need to get that out of their system they wounded bad BAD DAY FOR EM!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

2 Timothy 2:24 "And the servant of the Lord must not strive; but be gentle unto all men, apt to teach,patient," Like a nurse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Church went alright though. As this song details..............when you come to jesus YOU ARE LIKELY WOUNDED BAD.....................................and you do need other christians to be patient with you............maybe for a long time............................

LOVE

   

My 1st string art/painting. Most artists poo poo string art, and velvet paintings, but I like string art, this just a giant scrap off wood that was sitting in the garage I saw it and thought STRING ART TIME : ) HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHH I DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I got the design from http://www.stringartfun.com/product.php/23/free-heart-circle-pattern but I got lost, I was doing fine when it said 17-4, 4-28 etc. but then you were just supposed to follow the 8 billion stings on the drawing and I tried to hold a piece of paper to the computer monitor..........................gave up went all freestyle : )

Yesterday in 2023 while making these hairsticks, I listened to Daystar tv and all day long they were trying to raise money. 

Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."...................

Being made conformable unto jesus's death.......................

Update 2/25/2023 I'm back to growing/drinking wheatgrass........it's part of the reason I haven't aged really. That and I'm dna wise mostly native american..........I was named after the singer Cher. (also Jew dna wise...........I believe native americans are jews really and I believe I'm 4x's over a jew IF NOT MORE). At any rate, the beauty industry is horrible for most women in my estimation, we are most of us made to feel ugly............in this pic below I have no makeup on, wearing one of the latest native american necklaces I made 👍 And I think I look good. I think I'm a good looking native american 👍👍👍👍👍👍

Being made conformable unto jesus's death I find that to be a "process" Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;" Somdays I do flub up..............I think that the thing to do is keep trying, keep moving forward and never give up!!!!!!!! 

 If you crack and buy jewelry or you crack and buy wigs, or crack and buy.................................fill the blank - sometimes the thing to do is get rid of that item. As much as I liked that lady gaga wig I ain't supposed to be conformed to lady gaga!!!!!!!!!!! Instead I need to be "being made conformable unto his death"!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Romans 6:5 "For if we have been planted together in the likeness of his death, we shall be also in the likeness of his resurrection:"

  That's all I have to say for today : ) me moving forward is me moving forward........my husband was a bit annoyed w/me getting rid of my wigs today cause he knows I like them...........as I told him I don't stop being "me" the "essence" of what makes me me is still there!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not my own, I was bought with a price 1 Corinthians 7:23 "Ye are bought with a price; be not ye the servants of men."

  I think it'd be way worse if I would've kept the wigs for the bible says..............Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;" 

  There's many a way to not neglect so great salvation.....................

read your bible everyday

listen to sermons online everyday

pray everyday

  I'm not about to go off and just you know do whatever I want to do in a day and ignore christ I don't want to do that!!!!!!!! I want to live for jesus everyday! 

   And I still get to do fun stuffs.........................I work on my lathe, I paint, it isn't a grueling thing I find at all following jesus..................and the little bit I am having to sacrifice namely - wigs, makeup, worldly music, dyeing my hair every which color in the rainbow, etc. IS WELL WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To have christ in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"

LOVE

Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed." You want to be blessed by God, BLESSED, then bless israel.......................

In the line of fire..................

Update 2/21/2023 I added glass beads to the sides of the chicken coop........it don't look so fancy in this picture, but I'm of the belief that once summer is here these glass beads will look very pretty in the sun..........................

Always pretty blonde chicks are the target at churches or at least from my own personal experience....sheri 2023 is saying this.

(sheri 2013 had red hair but she must've been a hot blonde even back then cause MAN SHE WAS A TARGET)

A lot of the body of christ really clings to these verses AND THEY ARE TRUE Romans 8:30-31 "Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified. What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?" But I think the "line of fire" also exists!!!!!!!! 

  Psalm 38:12 "They also that seek after my life lay snares for me: and they that seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and imagine deceits all the day long." 

 I'm really weary of this earth somedays.............people like to judge each other I find, they don't like to love each other often!!!!!!!!!! (or let me put this another way............a lot of people out there like to look like they are "loving people" while judging others GALORE) Sometimes there is a reason to judge..........if someone is actually doing something bad, you should love that person anyways and pray for them though. Sometimes people out there are judging when there isn't really a reason to judge......................................

Psalm 64

King James Version (KJV)

64 Hear my voice, O God, in my prayer: preserve my life from fear of the enemy.

2 Hide me from the secret counsel of the wicked; from the insurrection of the workers of iniquity:

3 Who whet their tongue like a sword, and bend their bows to shoot their arrows, even bitter words:

4 That they may shoot in secret at the perfect: suddenly do they shoot at him, and fear not.

5 They encourage themselves in an evil matter: they commune of laying snares privily; they say, Who shall see them?

6 They search out iniquities; they accomplish a diligent search: both the inward thought of every one of them, and the heart, is deep.

7 But God shall shoot at them with an arrow; suddenly shall they be wounded.

8 So they shall make their own tongue to fall upon themselves: all that see them shall flee away.

9 And all men shall fear, and shall declare the work of God; for they shall wisely consider of his doing.

10 The righteous shall be glad in the Lord, and shall trust in him; and all the upright in heart shall glory.

  Verse 4 "that they may shoot in secret at the perfect.............." someone who is perfect, there are people out there that will do this that will shoot at someone that is perfect, and they "...........and fear not" they don't even fear god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   But the hopefulness of psalm 64:10 "the righteous shall be glad in the lord, and shall trust in him, and all the upright in heart shall glory" the arrows won't harm me, or kill me, if they are shot at me, long as I keep following jesus!

weary I am of all shooting of anybody!

I no shoot you. I will not shoot nobody determined, to um pursue peace and holiness with all men..........Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord"

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."...................