Being made conformable unto jesus's death.......................

Update 2/25/2023 I'm back to growing/drinking wheatgrass........it's part of the reason I haven't aged really. That and I'm dna wise mostly native american..........I was named after the singer Cher. (also Jew dna wise...........I believe native americans are jews really and I believe I'm 4x's over a jew IF NOT MORE). At any rate, the beauty industry is horrible for most women in my estimation, we are most of us made to feel ugly............in this pic below I have no makeup on, wearing one of the latest native american necklaces I made 👍 And I think I look good. I think I'm a good looking native american 👍👍👍👍👍👍

Being made conformable unto jesus's death I find that to be a "process" Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;" Somdays I do flub up..............I think that the thing to do is keep trying, keep moving forward and never give up!!!!!!!! 

 If you crack and buy jewelry or you crack and buy wigs, or crack and buy.................................fill the blank - sometimes the thing to do is get rid of that item. As much as I liked that lady gaga wig I ain't supposed to be conformed to lady gaga!!!!!!!!!!! Instead I need to be "being made conformable unto his death"!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Romans 6:5 "For if we have been planted together in the likeness of his death, we shall be also in the likeness of his resurrection:"

  That's all I have to say for today : ) me moving forward is me moving forward........my husband was a bit annoyed w/me getting rid of my wigs today cause he knows I like them...........as I told him I don't stop being "me" the "essence" of what makes me me is still there!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not my own, I was bought with a price 1 Corinthians 7:23 "Ye are bought with a price; be not ye the servants of men."

  I think it'd be way worse if I would've kept the wigs for the bible says..............Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;" 

  There's many a way to not neglect so great salvation.....................

read your bible everyday

listen to sermons online everyday

pray everyday

  I'm not about to go off and just you know do whatever I want to do in a day and ignore christ I don't want to do that!!!!!!!! I want to live for jesus everyday! 

   And I still get to do fun stuffs.........................I work on my lathe, I paint, it isn't a grueling thing I find at all following jesus..................and the little bit I am having to sacrifice namely - wigs, makeup, worldly music, dyeing my hair every which color in the rainbow, etc. IS WELL WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To have christ in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"

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Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed." You want to be blessed by God, BLESSED, then bless israel.......................

In the line of fire..................

Update 2/21/2023 I added glass beads to the sides of the chicken coop........it don't look so fancy in this picture, but I'm of the belief that once summer is here these glass beads will look very pretty in the sun..........................

Always pretty blonde chicks are the target at churches or at least from my own personal experience....sheri 2023 is saying this.

(sheri 2013 had red hair but she must've been a hot blonde even back then cause MAN SHE WAS A TARGET)

A lot of the body of christ really clings to these verses AND THEY ARE TRUE Romans 8:30-31 "Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified. What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?" But I think the "line of fire" also exists!!!!!!!! 

  Psalm 38:12 "They also that seek after my life lay snares for me: and they that seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and imagine deceits all the day long." 

 I'm really weary of this earth somedays.............people like to judge each other I find, they don't like to love each other often!!!!!!!!!! (or let me put this another way............a lot of people out there like to look like they are "loving people" while judging others GALORE) Sometimes there is a reason to judge..........if someone is actually doing something bad, you should love that person anyways and pray for them though. Sometimes people out there are judging when there isn't really a reason to judge......................................

Psalm 64

King James Version (KJV)

64 Hear my voice, O God, in my prayer: preserve my life from fear of the enemy.

2 Hide me from the secret counsel of the wicked; from the insurrection of the workers of iniquity:

3 Who whet their tongue like a sword, and bend their bows to shoot their arrows, even bitter words:

4 That they may shoot in secret at the perfect: suddenly do they shoot at him, and fear not.

5 They encourage themselves in an evil matter: they commune of laying snares privily; they say, Who shall see them?

6 They search out iniquities; they accomplish a diligent search: both the inward thought of every one of them, and the heart, is deep.

7 But God shall shoot at them with an arrow; suddenly shall they be wounded.

8 So they shall make their own tongue to fall upon themselves: all that see them shall flee away.

9 And all men shall fear, and shall declare the work of God; for they shall wisely consider of his doing.

10 The righteous shall be glad in the Lord, and shall trust in him; and all the upright in heart shall glory.

  Verse 4 "that they may shoot in secret at the perfect.............." someone who is perfect, there are people out there that will do this that will shoot at someone that is perfect, and they "...........and fear not" they don't even fear god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   But the hopefulness of psalm 64:10 "the righteous shall be glad in the lord, and shall trust in him, and all the upright in heart shall glory" the arrows won't harm me, or kill me, if they are shot at me, long as I keep following jesus!

weary I am of all shooting of anybody!

I no shoot you. I will not shoot nobody determined, to um pursue peace and holiness with all men..........Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord"

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."...................

These days I listen to a sermon online like everyday I love the holy spirit, and jesus, and god..........this world it don't bring me the peace jesus does....................

Update 2/16/2023 I'm staying buisy around the house...........if I'm meant to have friends tell you what GOD WILL GIVE THEM TO ME.........if not..........my house is about to look great. all things work together for the good please stop thinking that if a person is friendless for a moment or even months, or years, that they are "flawed" "broken" "damaged goods" etc. no GOD MIGHT JUST BE HAVING ME ON A "BREAK" OF SOME SORT SO SHIZ CAN GET DONE AROUND THE YARD AND HOUSE!!!!! 

Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."

  I finished birdhouses, and windchimes yesterday. Today I'm starting making sun catchers to replace the quartz crystal ones I made I getting rid all quartz crystals so if fellow christians come to the kill the witches they shouldn't kill me. I have a "general rock" collection but that isn't having to do with witchcraft. Only thing in my estimation "witchy" was the quartz crystals cause I tell you what happens.........................they put the intent in the crystal............AND THAT'S HOW SHIZ GET'S DONE I JUST TELLIN YA WHAT HAPPENS OUT THERE - DON'T HATE ME, PLEASE DON'T HATE WITCHES LET THEM LIVE! 

These days I listen to a sermon online like everyday I love the holy spirit, and jesus, and god..........this world it don't bring me the peace jesus does....................sermon I'm listening to tonight on the AC sermon streamer, pastor said concerning this verse Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;" that sometimes you aren't giving thanks for directly what happened like in this last tornado in uh washington illinois people lost their homes............but the tornado has drawn some the members of that community closer to god and that is what they some them are giving thanks for............that is surely the bestest way to be, thanksgiving surely shouldn't be just one day in a year!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I could relate to what that pastor said to, cause there has been BAD things that have happened to me............................looking back I am thankful for that stuffs cause that stuffs did draw me MUCH closer to god.
 People that "thirst" for righteousness, I don't think that just happens for a person............I think that happens after you've flubbed up, saw your need for "righteousness"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled."
  I have decided, I do not need to be popular in this here world Colossians 3:3 "For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God." I still into bodybuilding, but I do not need to be the greatest bodybuilder ever, it's a hobby, I've decided not to go pro keep it a hobby.
  And I don't want furthermore I've decided I don't want to chase actively chase "popularity" in this world..................cause the real riches COME FROM GOD.............and are you know of spiritual nature and not material goods at all I recogn.......................1 Chronicles 29:12 "Both riches and honour come of thee, and thou reignest over all; and in thine hand is power and might; and in thine hand it is to make great, and to give strength unto all."
   If I tried to make myself "great" I'd pry flop at that completely.........pretty safe to say.

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Bible says to love our neighbor! Well lots of our neighbors um in syria or something where the earthquakes happened, and then 2 trains have derailed with chemicals in usa in the year 2023 THEY NEED HELP!

Mark 12:31 "And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these."...................

In farming fruit doesn't just automatically happen and I think that is how it is in every christians life as well - this is what I've indefinately have decided..................

Update 2/11/2023.............I been "decorating" my back yard, japanese garden style and front yard as well also very japanese garden style decor I have added. And also I have been making terrariums.......................

the lid on this terrarium is a rice bowl 😂 it works and it looks alright I feel. 

(ya it lets a little air seep in, that only means I have to water it maybe 1 time a week or something??????????)

This terrarium is a few days old, and as you can see it is thriving 😁

..........I love plants, but I love them more then I can water them. In my house I've became alllllllllllllll about terrariums and "ressurection plants".......I have moved a few "ressurection plants" outside, but in shady locations under like house eve's.....they don't like drastic weather changes. 

(here's pick of my grapevines - some bamboo in this pic to - we tried to line our entire back fence with bamboo but the bamboo just never grew that fast, this spring sister from my church giving me some grape uh mini plants - she got them growing in green house or whatever right now, I'm plannin on just lining my entire back fence with various grape bushes : )

In farming fruit doesn't just automatically happen and I think that is how it is in every christians life as well - this is what I've indefinately have decided..................if you aren't seeing yourself as bearing much fruit or any fruit yet I encourage you all STAY IN GOD'S WORD - BE IN GOD'S WORD............Isaiah 55:11
"So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it." Keep being in god's word, keep working to heed god's word, DON'T GIVE UP, DON'T DRAW BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul."
  For me this verse proves that fruit takes time Matthew 13:26 "But when the blade was sprung up, and brought forth fruit, then appeared the tares also." I happen to have some grape vines outside, my grape vines didn't produce fruit right away, I don't think the 1st summer they produced fruit AT ALL, the vines were to small at that time, the next year after watering them (well I didn't really water them that often) after they received a years worth of rain and sunshine THEY PRODUCED FINALLY GRAPES.............little grapes cute little ones this year, but like 2-3 bunches of grapes that were so adorable.
  We can hope for a crop in one another at church, and it is good for us to have this hope for one another, and I think there is much reason to have this hope for one another ----------- you in the word of god during the week (I'm saying like everyday walking in the spirit..........Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.") THE GOOD FRUIT WILL HAPPEN, IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN ON THIS HERE EARTH, IT WILL HAPPEN AND IT MOST DEFINATELY COULD HAPPEN IN ANYBODIES LIFE THAT IS READING THIS BLOG POST.

  God's word is powerful!

Isaiah 55:11 "So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it."

  Much reason to have much hope for one another in the body of christ, and it's very hopeful for myself I much believe, I might just be a baby grape right now.........................I don't even know what a full grown grape looks like??????????????? God's word it will happen in my life, I just need to stay in it, and keep working to follow jesus everyday..........................deny myself take up my cross and follow jesus daily to the bestest of my ability and it's about to happen!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good fruit, it's about to happen. 

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AMEN

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."................

I love the apostolic christian church of america I actually do.............................old post 2013 clearly whatever I said in it to begin with was me trying to kiss up to this church TRYING TO BE LIKED IN A AMISH LIKE CHURCH WERE I WAS ABOUT TO BE HATED. GOD THE BIBLE SAYS HAS RESPECT FOR THE LOWLY, IF I AM INDEED LOWLY WHICH I AM Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off." the whole earth nearly continually "turns me down" I include the song "turned down for what".................

I love the apostolic christian church of america I actually do.............................old post 2013 clearly whatever I said in it to begin with was me trying to kiss up to this church TRYING TO BE LIKED IN A AMISH LIKE CHURCH WERE I WAS ABOUT TO BE HATED. GOD THE BIBLE SAYS HAS RESPECT FOR THE LOWLY, IF I AM INDEED LOWLY WHICH I AM Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off." the whole earth nearly continually "turns me down" I include the song "turned down for what".................

2 Corinthians 4:9

Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;

Update 1/2/2025 your hate for me should take a break.................

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here's analytics on my blog that usually only bloggers see but I'm letting you all know this is how much people hate me..........and they appear to want to attack me bad right now...............cause some these blog posts that are popular right now aren't the type of posts I would think that people that really love me would view (problem this witch hunt of me has gone on non-stop and nobody believes me that I was treated poorly at the apostolic christian church of america and ran crying to the bathroom several times ONLY BECAUSE I'M HATED THAT MUCH)...........................

Update 2/4/2023 watched wakanda forever today, it mentioned "ancestors" many african americans mention ancestors on Tik Tok. I worry for them................

Leviticus 19:31 "Regard not them that have familiar spirits, neither seek after wizards, to be defiled by them: I am the Lord your God." -------- Is having ancestors that you speak to the same as having "familiar spirits"???????????????? 

(went to the zoo today, these beavers were wrestling each other)

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Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off." - sheri 2023 only gets 8 or so views a day to my blog I'm still lowly lowliness has it's perks turns out. 

I am weary of the "false prophet" near hysteria that appears to be going on in my church.................

Update 1/29/2023.............my latest friendship bracelet has a concho on it 😁(this is my "bracelet stack" for right now...........I'll be working on more bracelets for my "upcoming" bracelet stack in a few weeks pry it'll happen)............

(Sheri 2023 doesn't attend the Apostolic Christian church of America anymore since how they hate my guts, I quote J who is STILL THE MAIN ELDER of oregon city and silverton "your the worst person EVER" many times he told me that one day after telling me I could NEVER be a member of his church) ------ cause I was refusing not to wear mascara or my wedding ring..........I was adamant and STILL AM that "commandments of men" are bad..................................

I am weary of the "false prophet" near hysteria that appears to be going on in my church.................last night I listened to yet another sermon where the preacher was saying without full out saying it -------- "don't but go read your bible, to many false prophets out there it's to dangerous everyone"
  My mom is currently worried about me that my faith, my church might be consuming my life ------------ this isn't my worry or concern though..............look the bible says.............Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit."
  Romans 8:1 "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walknot after the flesh, but after the Spirit."

  I read those verses and to me they say be full out full boar about the word of god, like all day long, in your words, in you life, in your mind, your heart, your soul. Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment." Fanatasicm however you spell that doesn't even exist in my mind with my following jesus. John 3:30 "He must increase, but I must decrease." I think somedays I do increase, but I'm taught in god's word to decrease so that jesus can increase!

   And.........the bible says don't be "lukewarm" well what is lukewarmness, but a "disinterest" a "indifference maybe even" to the word of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In my experience when I'm on fire for god's word, when I'm zealous for god's word -------- THOSE ARE THE DAYS I'M WALKING IN THE "SPIRIT" REAL GOOD! I'M SAYIN BEING IN GOD'S WORD THROUGHOUT THE DAY! 

  Just being in god's word can stoke up some zeal some fire in me, and actually I ain't in god's word enough!!!!!! (though my mom appears to potentially be considering me a complete near muslim what's that group that goes kills themselves of the muslims???? FANATIC) I do need a vacation though I said so several weeks ago, so that is pry what my mom is picking up on how badly I need a vacation. She also mentioned that me e-mailing 3 pastors that it appeared I was desperate to get attention.......hinting that my husband isn't paying attention to me so I'm trying to get it elsewhere (my mom lives at the other end of the usa from me) ----------------------- my mom should know she gave birth to me........................I have always been a "ham" -------------------------- I ain't saying my husband doesn't ignore me a lot of the time, I'm saying nomadder what I'd be e-mailing 3 pastors HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH 

 ------------------ I can't do nothin about my husband not paying attention to me. 

------------------- I can't do nothin about the fact that I need a vacation very badly but we are not going on one til the end of december either cause my husband runs the house!!!!!!!! The bible says he should run the house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And he has decided we ain't going on no vacation til the end of december!

   Back to my original topic..................I am weary of the "false prophet" near hysteria that appears to be going on in my church...................yes false prophets exist, yes we need to be "on the lookout for them" ---------- some the apostolic christian pastors seem to be taking things a bit far in my estimation and telling their churches.....................don't do nothing but open your bible and read that that is the only thing that is safe (I'm not even sure if apostolic christians EVEN TRUST EACH OTHER) Like there appears to be a "false prophet hysteria" in the apostolic christian church of america and it appears to be real extreme. That wearies me completely......................there's gotta be some people you trust................which for me is hard, I sometimes battle trusting the apostolic christian church of america ------- being honest. I sit there and I think to myself ------------ "wait I have went to this church for over 4 years and I still haven't been made a member what is the shady potential buisiness going on with them in the background potentially that I haven't been made a member yet"?

  Trust --------------- being made a member of the church you attend, that surely helps the "trust department" out you know what I'm saying?

John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA, YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER OR ME - IF YOU ARE SO INTO HAVING "FALSE PROPHET HYSTERIA" THAT YOU REFUSE TO LISTEN TO EACH OTHER SPEAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  False prophets exist, but not everyone is "out to get you" you know what I'm saying here????????????? Sheep exist, -------------- also I might say some sheep have been dented on the head some................I one dented sheep hahahahhahahahahahahah

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Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."

My favorite bible verse..........Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled."

Update 1/24/2023 my chihuahua had to be "put down" last night, my husband came into our bedroom at 2:30 am asked me to watch our dog that has currently a broken leg that is in a cast..........so he could take our other dog to be put down. Our other dog was much dyeing, heaving to breath...........ruff week. 

(sheri 2023 is making friendship bracelet above, I also made recently 2 matching friendship bracelets for my youngest daughter and her best friend 😊 ---------- I like the simple stripe style of bracelet super thick ............the yellow string isn't yellow either though it is photoing that way it is neon yellow green 😁👍 ------- there is a story behind my love of friendship bracelets if anyone cares?????????? In Junior High, I found a bracelet, something like the one above, striped super thick.................I weared it all the time....................kids were complimenting me on it all the time -------- well then the girl that made it came up to me said "that's my bracelet" --------- and thing is...........

this bracelet was different much different then all her other bracelets

and I was like "really"???????????

and then I was like well I found it what about "finders keepers" 

and she almost said I could have it

then she changed her mind

and said she'd make a different bracelet for me if I gave her that one back

my friend near me said "give it back sheri you'll pry get a nice bracelet" 

she gave me back a crochet strand style bracelet the most basic of bracelets it was sad and pathetic

and this girl mind you

was making bracelets for her friends super nice

and my stomach dropped and I looked at this sad bracelet

and thought to myself "this is all I am worth in this girls mind"

since then I've rather regularly made the nicer style friendship bracelets to remind myself to myself that I have value

while living in a world

that seems to value men more then women

and tries to tell me I ain't valuable

I try and make the good style of friendship bracelets often 

and tell myself 

I am valuable

(this blog post was written when I thought the apostolic christian church of america loved me, and before the main elder of that church told me I was the worst human ever even post the point I was on the floor crying cause I took a stand again this churches commandments of men which they have either since gotten rid of or eased up on????? aka - no wedding rings, no makeup, no jewelry, hair must be in a bun, skirts only ----------- that of stuffs bossing women around basically from my viewpoint and demeaning them and making them feel like mega broken garbage from my viewpoint - men only "commandment of men" of that church that they had that was aimed at men no wedding rings and no beards THE REST WAS AIMED AT WOMEN) 

My favorite bible verse...............Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled." Somedays I get in a bad mindframe I get thinking "but I don't have much fellowship..............................." If god gives me lots and lots and lots of fellowship someday that will be awesome. But what I need right now is that thirst for righteousness......................Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled."

  I thank god for that fact/verse, that all I need is to thirst for that...................as I've been doing listening to a apostolic christian church of america sermon everyday at http://www.acsermonstreamer.com/

   I'm not at the epic disadvantage I sometimes get to thinking I am. Can I thirst for gods word??????????? Go get a drink of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How often do we all thirst for a glass of water?????????? Probably often enough, and I will fully admit - a tall cold glass of water is pretty nice...............BUT EVEN BETTER IS THE WORD OF GOD. John 4:14 "But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life."

 Hope everyone's week is going good!

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Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."...................

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