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Friday, August 26, 2022

Hello if you is christian and you ain't doing good deeds, my advice get to doing some, get to loving people in DEED AND TRUTH!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 13:21 "Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen."...........We are supposed to as christians MOVE ON TO PERFECTION Hebrews 6:1 "Therefore leaving the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward God," Good deeds with much love for people in our hearts THERE ARE LOTS OF GOOD PEOPLE WELL WORTH LOVING OUT THERE.................all kinds LGBTQ ones, straight people, homeless people etc....................

Hello if you is christian and you ain't doing good deeds, my advice get to doing some, get to loving people in DEED AND TRUTH!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 13:21 "Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen."...........We are supposed to as christians MOVE ON TO PERFECTION Hebrews 6:1 "Therefore leaving the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward God," Good deeds with much love for people in our hearts THERE ARE LOTS OF GOOD PEOPLE WELL WORTH LOVING OUT THERE.................all kinds LGBTQ ones, straight people, homeless people etc....................
   I believe there's many loveable witches and satan worshippers out there - but I know my opinion in that is rare in the body of christ.

  You tube video by Christopher Berlanga that inspired this blog post.........................
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oot_GMwYkXI
 I agree with Christopher Berlanga, that once saved always saved isn't real. (I believe we are saved by grace) but I also believe............you repent and then you live a new life caring about people and doing good deeds. Titus 1:16 "They profess that they know God; but in works they deny him, being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate." If your "reprobate" are you going to heaven?????????
If your reprobate I believe you are currently headed to hell for reals. 
Jeremiah 6:30 "Reprobate silver shall men call them, because the Lord hath rejected them."
2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?"

THIS LITTLE LIGHT OF MINE I GONNA LET IT SHINE
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LET IT SHINE
LET IT SHINE
LET IT SHINE
(LYRIC FROM OLD SUNDAY SCHOOL SONG)


Tuesday, August 23, 2022

Someone (in reply to one of my recent blog post) told me they have low self esteem because they theorize something in the water. God doesn't want us having low self esteem. HOW YOU GONNA BE "MORE THEN A CONQUEROR" IN CHRIST JESUS WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM?????????? Romans 12:3 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith."...........................

Someone (in reply to one of my recent blog post) told me they have low self esteem because they theorize something in the water. God doesn't want us having low self esteem. HOW YOU GONNA BE "MORE THEN A CONQUEROR" IN CHRIST JESUS WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM?????????? Romans 12:3 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith."

  Romans 8:34-39 "Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.  For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
   1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord." I think self esteem is needed. 
Jesus does not want us to be "fearful" 
hiding in the background with low self esteem and fear to walk outside our door
But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.
I know something about low self esteem
you can sure nuff get real fearful when you allow yourself to have low self esteem
and it is something you can choose to have
I feel low self esteem is a choice at some point in time
cause nobody has to stay "low self esteemed"
if you thinkin negative
you can change your thoughts
you can get thinking "positive" did you know that
yep 
you can have self esteem highish it is a choice
it is a choice
god don't want you fearful 
hanging your head down
boooooooooooooo hooooooooooooo
woes me
naw
Psalm 144:15
Happy is that people, that is in such a case: yea, happy is that people, whose God is the Lord.
self esteem highish kay happy happy ☝😁
cause how you think in your brains is so important
if you think in your brains right "I am worthwhile, I am valuable" people like pick up on that 
and people
they like "positivity" 
but moreso then that
having a positive outlook 
is good for your health I believe
https://www.today.com/health/how-live-longer-study-links-optimism-longevity-t161337
optimists live longer it's like been studied yo's
yep I pry'll be around awhile hahahhahahahahaha
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have a great day
think positive
live longer 👍




Monday, August 22, 2022

I'm done buying shein clothing (until their employee's are finally paid well and treated well)...............we need to care about people.....................more then clothing. Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..............

I'm done buying shein clothing (until their employee's are finally paid well and treated well).......we need to care about people.....................more then clothing. Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..............

I do have some bracelets from shein I wear all the time and am addicted to them. 
what I get from the entire bible
is 
love people
Matthew 19:19 "Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."
   Loving people most definately ======'s sometimes not buying from a company that isn't paying their people fairly. 
besides with my whole "corset scenangians" 
I just ordered another corset
.................
I can take a shirt plain from clean like Jo Anns craft store for reals
for reals yo's
add corset
add leggings
add 1 my shirt extenders cause modesty is 👍
BAMN
I look great
I don't need all the items shein offers um for sale on their site!!!!!!!!!!
WE ARE POWERRFUL
we vote everyday with every dollar spent
and we have power voting
and we have hearts all us
love fiercly 
vote with your votes and dollars and your hearts
and change this world for the better!!!!!!!!!!!
........god wants zeal and fire trying to stoke myself and others up often
Revelation 3:16
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
god wants us not lukewarm
he wants us caring about each othere
I thoughoughly believe god doesn't want me shopping at shein anymore until they start treating their employee's much better and paying them much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Friday, August 19, 2022

Many things "boggle" me. 2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;" Many people have quitted going to church - BECAUSE PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE COLD B------- OUT THERE! I my goth self STILL GOING TO CHURCH. But puzzles me is, my family IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they don't go to church, my husbands family also IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they also do not attend church.................how were things even bleak enough for them to quit church WHEN THEY ARE WHAT PEOPLE LIKE?????????????????....................I love both satan and jesus I am what is not liked.......................

Update 8/27/2025 (this is a popular post at the moment so I'm sticking a update here) Isreali armi is promising "generous" aid to the gazans that relocate to southern gaza................
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c4gmrxd8ryno
Conquering lands has gone on for long time..............I don't think it's a good idea though - it breeds hatred.........................Matthew 7:12 "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.".......................
My question to all those that have left going to church, if you so claim jesus some of you (oh I'm even speaking to christian witches THAT'S A THING ACCORDING TO TIKTOK) THEN WHY WOULDN'T YOU BE LIKE ISRAEL IS RIGHT NOW "defending your land"??????????? Cause I do believe the logic of the israel soldiers is that gaza is their land, and they are taking back their land. 
But you ex-christians - just let the current church goes KEEP THE CHURCHES ---------  IF JESUS CHRIST WAS INDEED YOUR TERRITORY WHY WOULDN'T YOU NOT DEFEND YOUR TERRITORY?????????????????????????????????
ps..............please don't kill me I've often defended you I am a pirate myself, I'm just not like you ex-church goers......................I wouldn't want to slight the lord more then I already have so I keep going to church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! John 10:1 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber."
church is ruff though
especially when I'm supposed to talk to people at coffee time after church
often I just sit there quiet - few times I decided to strike up small talk but I LOATH SMALL TALK
so the entire prospects of after church coffee time is 👎👎👎👎👎 in my brains unless I am really thirsty and/or hungry, or am in a unusually chippery mood that day (gag though myself, gag)

Many things "boggle" me. 2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;" Many people have quitted going to church - BECAUSE PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE COLD B------- OUT THERE! I my goth self STILL GOING TO CHURCH. But puzzles me is, my family IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they don't go to church, my husbands family also IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they also do not attend church.................how were things even bleak enough for them to quit church WHEN THEY ARE WHAT PEOPLE LIKE?????????????????....................I love both satan and jesus I am what is not liked.......................
  Hebrews 10:24-26 "And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching. For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins,"
   Not leave church when it is a cold place, nomadder how many churches you go to.
Hebrews 10:24-26 exists for a reason
cause it's "fake light" out there
there is tons of inquity 
MORE THEN THERE EVER WAS
  Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.  But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
 I'm always speaking for the hated in the body of christ the disinfrancised. But I'm really puzzled as to why my family and my husbands family don't go to church (besides my big sister who's dna results I saw, and they said like 97% Finland LIKE I SAW THAT WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS - SHE CAN'T BE DNA RELATE4D TO ME) 
  So big sis does go to church. 
  But my point is ------------ BOTH THESE FAMILIES ARE WHAT YOU ALL LIKE. 
super straight cut
normies
perfect sinless beings that never confess their sins to anybody because they have no faults to confess
James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have no faults at all they are fully 100% the perfect sinless people THAT DO HATE SATAN, oh they definately are foaming at the mouth with burning hatred for satan like all "good christians" are. 
YET THEY ARE NOT ATTENDING CHURCH 
besides big sister she is mega mega popular to 
wayyyyyyy popular
sheesh popular
it just don't make sense
and then
 My husband has a sister who has extreme social anxiety to where she don't attend family get togethers
SHE'S THE NICEST PERSON EVER
THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE
If my sinless family and my husbands sinless family and his sister with intense social anxiety so bad she's stopped going to most family get togethers.............if they have it bad............................how am I going to have any hope to make a friend ever again?
I keep going 
due to a bible verse

3 Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart:

4 So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man.

5 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

I'm off to go listen to the daily audio bible

I realize you all in your minds are in the 

"same boat as me"

but your not hated like me

your not

your sinless

without fault

everyone likes you

you hate satan bad

your liked

it's me that's disliked

they all leaving me cause I ain't deemed "good enough"
and it could be for odd reasons
maybe they don't think I love the lgbtqia enough
or other races enough
I try and love EVERYONE
the best I can
and I've been told I'm a monster for many years by many people
the job I had at the christian thriftstore
(where I often worked 2 days for free and was only paid for 1 day of work)
the add itself that I found out about that job said work for free 3 months and then get hired on
well I thought that meant I'd finally get paid for working 3 months later
I was wrong
anyways at that job
I was buisy like cashiering so I couldn't pay attention to what the girl next to me the co-worker was saying
I WAS BUISY RINGING SOMEONE UP
well then she said 
"ok yourrrrrrrrrrrr not human" 
then she proceeded to tell people as they came up to the cash register
to not speak to me cause I'm not human
that went on for weeks
until my job moved to a larger building that they couldn't afford I found out later
that the electricity for the building was $3000 a month 

and they couldn't afford to pay me

that's why I wasn't hardly paid ever at that job

my point

to god I might be enough




Tuesday, August 16, 2022

I believe women can be of the elect, but this is just me that believe's this in the body of christ. The rest of the body of christ believe's it's only virgin men that can be elect of god, that are jews. Revelation 14:4 "These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb."...................

I believe women can be of the elect, but this is just me that believe's this in the body of christ. The rest of the body of christ believe's it's only virgin men that can be elect of god, that are jews.   Revelation 14:4 "These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb."...................
Revelation 14:4 "These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb."

  I've said this on my blog before but it has been awhile since I have said this.................women can be defiled on this earth by other women. 
I believe this song could defile women..........
no judgement upon these ladies ok
they are very popular
iggy azalea a white chick right also has been a hoar in music video's but her video's aren't as popular, they aren't as "impactful upon society" 
you could watch this video
and video's like it
and really get to thinking 
booty shackin in public is a good idea 
dressing like a prostitute is a good idea
people start doing things FROM WHAT THEY SEE SOMETIMES

 
i GONNA SAY IT

JESUS ISN'T TRYING TO HAVE A BUNCH OF PROMICUOUS HOES IN HIS HOUSE

IN HIS LIKE BODY 

There might be "hoes" in Lucifer's house
but Jesus ain't tryin to live that life #FACTS


8 Nay, ye do wrong, and defraud, and that your brethren.

9 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,

10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.

facts

the lord Jesus christ doesn't want none of us to be hoes

if you are a hoe

jesus wants you to follow him and not be a hoe no more

10 When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee?

11 She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more.

12 Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

being a hoe is a sin - like jesus is telling this lady in John 8:10-12 who was a hoe.........she was a hoe..........like I can read.............she was like a adulterer so like a hoe...........he told her don't sin no more

don't be a hoe no more

have a great day

I myself believe in some figure flattering clothing, you a girl you have curves, nothing wrong with wearing "bespoke" clothing. But I most the time opperate on the "keep it classy" rule of thumb..................some days I'm wearing severelly goth stuffs that isnt' classy per say ----------- but I do try to keep the boobs covered............be modest. 


I advise you all to invest in people. The abundant life, is one of giving. People often are very "money centric" but investing is dealing with a whole lot more then money in reality. Acts 20:35 "I have shewed you all things, how that so labouring ye ought to support the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he said, It is more blessed to give than to receive."......................read the verse before that though Acts 20:33 "I have coveted no man's silver, or gold, or apparel." His eyesight.........his view, wasn't upon the luxurious goods of the earth.....................

  I advise you all to invest in people. The abundant life, is one of giving. People often are very "money centric" but investing is dealing with a whole lot more then money in reality. Acts 20:35 "I have shewed you all things, how that so labouring ye ought to support the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he said, It is more blessed to give than to receive."......................read the verse before that though Acts 20:33 "I have coveted no man's silver, or gold, or apparel." His eyesight.........his view, wasn't upon the luxurious goods of the earth.....................
  Maybe if the lord would've became rich, He would've been ok with that. If say He got a fancier boat, I'm sure he would be glad to have a fancier boat. 

but the things of the earth was NEVER 
in His mind where "real riches" are located
it's our friends
it's our family
real riches aren't money
money
can happen
I do not agree with the apostolic christian church of america who have told me if I were to become rich, then I am a horrible sinner
MONEY CAN HAPPEN
Do no mourn that you do not have what
that person has
or that person has
or that person has
instead look around you, look who God has placed in your life. Think on how you can invest in those relationships. 
because the "holocrux" of "life more abundantly" 
that Jesus Christ THE LORD
came to bring
is one of "investing in the people around you" - AND THEN THAT COMES BACK TO YOU
Luke 6:37-39 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven: Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again. And he spake a parable unto them, Can the blind lead the blind? shall they not both fall into the ditch?"
ps........previous blog post is not me insulting the lord
he is not a pushover
why would we want a pushover lord
that let's people bully him
that would be aweful
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
you forgive people you have life more abundantly - now that don't mean they stay in your life (in cases where they are abusive, or in my experience ACTIVE FUGITIVES OF THE LAW ----------- I found out where my fugitive of the law ex-best friend is living -------------------- I come from a family who worked prison jobs for years, so I'm snoopy........................her and her christian book writing husband.......he don't write books anymore though since how he's a fugitive of the law and everything but his books do still sell you all are buying them up to and he's definately making money from them........................anyways they are living in a apartment now..............they can't buy a house with fugitive of the law criminal records like that I know the law real well)
   It was not sufficient for me to of stayed friends with my ex-best friend
that would of been HORRIBLE
if I had decided to be a friend with a full blown fugitive of the law
I forgive her for insulting me
she had to make "digs" at me to make herself feel better while being a criminal and a fugitive of the law
HAVE A GREAT DAY!
PEOPLE ARE MOST THE TIME WORTH IT
(some sinners though according to the bible you have to deliver to satan the devil to deal with aka my ex-best friend and her christian author criminal husband)
1 Corinthians 5:5 "To deliver such an one unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that the spirit may be saved in the day of the Lord Jesus." - I putted and stamp on them 2 and sent them to lucifer. Feel sorry for the devil cause THAT IS SOME STINKY MAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps ------------ said ex-best friend might not be a full blown fugitive of the law still ------------- I'd have to look that up. But they most definately were full blown fugitives of the law, when I unfriended them and they were fugitives for good 6 months and I was like that's it, I don't want to be friends with criminal fugitives of the law like that. (((((((((they were supposed to be in a particular state, and show up to court ---------------- and they refused for good 6 months they were in hiding))))))))))) Maybe they are still "in hiding"


Monday, August 15, 2022

Violent Jesus is the real Jesus, and He needs to make a comeback on this earth BECAUSE NOBODIES FEARING GOD NO MORE IT DON'T LOOK TO BE. Why would they when Jesus is depicted a nice hippy that hangs out with the kiddos?????? Revelation 19:15 "And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God."..................

 Violent Jesus is the real Jesus, and He needs to make a comeback on this earth BECAUSE NOBODIES FEARING GOD NO MORE IT DON'T LOOK TO BE. Why would they when Jesus is depicted a nice hippy that hangs out with the kiddos?????? Revelation 19:15 "And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God."..................

I don't enjoy that Jesus Christ THE LORD

Is going to outdo Vlad the Impaler - but He is

Most goth's probably would boo Vlad the Impaler not me
I'm a bit of a fan
it's horrible to kill people of course (you can like a killer and not like what they did)
I probably am the most goth in eternity maybe even more goth then the devil himself
?????????????
I mean I could be tie with Lucifer???????????
Revelation 19:17 And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice, saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather yourselves together unto the supper of the great God;

18 That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and the flesh of all men, both free and bond, both small and great.

19 And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army.

20 And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.

21 And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which sword proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh.
   It's like Jesus is taking notes watching vlad
I believe Jesus Christ THE LORD
definately didn't want Vlad to outdo him
and went into the future
watched VLAD
(oh getting zealous capitalizing vlad hugh sheri?) 
ya
and was like
ha
who is this VLAD to me
I am THE LORD
I will give the birds a feast of zillions of bodies
Why would the lord want to be outdone????????
he wouldn't want to be outdone
And the women answered one another as they played, and said, Saul hath slain his thousands, and David his ten thousands.
  Jesus wouldn't want to be such a looser to Vlad the Impaler, so He has made sure that he WON'T BE. 
  I like weared this to church this sunday................
so much fun................
I like shocked my whole current church I am fairly certain of that..........since how most christianity like 99% or whatever thinks jesus is some hippy that likes to sit around with children all day long. 
Have a great day. 
Once I bought into this hippy jesus idea
Luke 22:36
Then said he unto them, But now, he that hath a purse, let him take it, and likewise his scrip: and he that hath no sword, let him sell his garment, and buy one.
Us renaissance fair going goths have bought swords many of us
have a great day
swords are so pretty
guns eh
some the old west ones were cool looking - I've seen a few in prescott arizona museum that were cool
modern guns though
eh
wa wa waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa