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I prefer to wear modest attire these days - we are all judged by how we look, this is how it is in society!!!!!...............

Udate 7/20/2023 was attacked a ton this week more then usual................my mental health has took a real bad turn for the worse...............

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/07/i-was-attacked-more-today-keep-going-my.html

now am donating more money to the apostolic christian church of america just to have something not negative to focus on or try. (the church my parents had a pastor marry them - they weren't allowed to get married at the apostolic christian church of america due to my dad being married when they all started dating etc. - WHICH ISN'T ME BEATING DOWN OR ATTACKING MY PARENTS - it's what really happened) I'm not a attacking people bish like I'm being called..........just because I don't always agree with people doesn't mean I'm "attacking them" trying to "destroy them" like people are not only trying to destroy me THEY ARE WINNING, THEY ARE SUCCEEDING MY MENTAL HEALTH IS NOT WELL ANYMORE AND I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE I DON'T WANT TO BE ON A EARTH WHERE THERE IS NO LOVE

pry going to acca church this is sheri 7/20/2023 which pry is a big mistake since how I'm not so liked there. But that is the only church that feels like family to me.............though I not only don't believe heed or follow or want to follow "commandments of men" I rather piss on "commandments of men" 

but I like their efforts to walk the narrow way

straight and narrow is the way to heaven

I am like marilyn monroe

nowhere to go "when the rain set in" - probably not

2 my fave skirts............good length.

I prefer to wear modest attire these days - we are all judged by how we look, this is how it is in society!!!!!! (I snooped on my old church cause it was real easy while I was on facebook yesterday - click) AND THEIR YOUTH IN A PICTURE WERE ALL WEARING jeans and short skirts!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can give the link to it without getting in no copyright trouble............click.................https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.625990717456701.1073741837.525585044163936&type=1
  Bottom pic on link above they all are wearing short skirts and jeans - it was not like that at all when I went to that church. The short skirts don't really make the whole "we are walking the narrow way right now" thing uh appear to be the case! With those short skirts those girls could be heading to the saturday night disco place about to - move and groove. I have no idea what the smith's friends believe these days.....................but what I do see because I am a touch snoopy.............is how they are dressing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  If you are going to follow jesus everyday and put the work into that, in my opinion you want to get credit for that, be sure you are wearing modest attire..............................

   Like yesterday........................(every now and then I'll think I want to watch tv right) and I thought I wanted to watch tv.............I'd describe this phenomina like craving a snack in the refrigerator.............or better yet.............................craving a candy bar in the snack drawer YOU CLEAN KNOW THAT CANDY BAR IS REAL BAD FOR YOU! But I couldn't do it............besides I watched news..........................I wrestlllllllllllllllllled myself yesterday, turn on the tv, then I'd be like 4-5 minutes later NAW NAW turn it off. Then I'd turn it on again 4-5 minutes later NAW NAW turn it off. 

  People judge each other on how we look, that's just how it is on this earth right. As I told 3 pastors yesterday HECK YA I wear the apostolic christian church of america prayer doily everyday.........................but it's the entire image.............the long skirts (when I go to the gym I shoot for wearing a skirt that hits just below the knee - that's as far as a skirt can go and I still be able to work out on all the equipment) You don't want to put in the kind of effort to follow jesus I do.................................AND THEN BE THOUGHT OF BY THE WORLD AT LARGE AS A FRIEND OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   I am completely unable to watch tv anymore THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! because I've been telling god in prayer lately that I am completely done with idolatry, I am smart enough to know that celebrities are modern day idols. And I am of jewish heritage..........well many a time in the old testiment the jews (my ancestors) got all interested in the idolatry in the lands they were in...............it was always really bad for them in the end. Ezekiel 6:9 "And they that escape of you shall remember me among the nations whither they shall be carried captives, because I am broken with their whorish heart, which hath departed from me, and with their eyes, which go a whoring after their idols: and they shall lothe themselves for the evils which they have committed in all their abominations." IDOLATRY ===== NOT A GOOD PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Guys don't whistle at me everytime I step out of my door like they used to..............that's fine!!!!!!!!! I am happily married!!!!!!!!! 

  I know though those are young kids in that pic in the link above and those young kids they love the slinky short buisiness, I know that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I hope they know the image that they are actually "putting across" when they are dressing like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you alls week is going good. 

LOVE

Real wealth has nothing to do with money..................bought my mom another diamond painting today but the bible is broken for me it doesn't work......Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." My mom got to tell my she's tired of my "bs" and to "shut up" and she wins on this earth, both my parents win on this earth because I love satan that means I'm worthless trash TO EVERYBODY FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY (BECAUSE THEY LOVE GOD AND JESUS SO THEY MUST SPIT ON ME AND HATE ME FOREVER) AND SAY THEY ARE SICK OF MY BS AND TO SHUT UP LIKE MY PARENTS TELL ME...........

 Real wealth has nothing to do with money..................bought my mom another diamond painting today but the bible is broken for me it doesn't work......Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." My mom got to tell my she's tired of my "bs" and to "shut up" and she wins on this earth, both my parents win on this earth because I love satan that means I'm worthless trash TO EVERYBODY FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY (BECAUSE THEY LOVE GOD AND JESUS SO THEY MUST SPIT ON ME AND HATE ME FOREVER) AND SAY  THEY ARE SICK OF MY BS AND TO SHUT UP LIKE MY PARENTS TELL ME...........

I feel 100% overcome and bullied by most of the earth that is christian, and I can't win, they win...............cause they are "supreme" cause they hate satan most of them. 

all I can do is sit and wait for the rest of the earth to finally comment on my blog and tell me how much THEY ALSO LIKE MY FAMILY HATE ME AND WANT ME TO SHUT UP AND THEY ARE TIRED OF MY BS

 Real wealth has nothing to do with money.............what you going to do with a pile of money if you have not any friends or family around you??????????? Your piles of money would be ok not useless you could buy a pool, you could buy a basketball court...........maybe buy a island make some friends with some dolphins.
1 Corinthians 13:3 "And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing." If you love people you give, I find, but I am at this moment taking good note that 1 Corinthians 13:3 is talking about someone that gave "all my goods to feed the poor" THAT GAVE A LOT! I believe I have figured out how to ensure that we love each other............John 15:13 "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." we pry will all give stuffs to people to, when we have attained John 15:13!

  I recommend giving to people. 2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved." I believe paul fully knew the importance of giving!!!!!!!!  I told 3 pastors yesterday.....................Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again." people think well if I give I'm going to loose all this "stuff" right......................but if you give the truth is if you give right of your time, of your money of your earthly goods.............
That's stuffs is going to come back to you sooner or later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not"

  Now you all can have a chuckle at me for a moment........................yesterday I noticed that there was a shortage of knives at church (we eat lunch at the portland apostolic christian church of america) well people need knives to spread mayonaise on their sandwiches, and mustard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At advanced liquidators look what I got for the portland church for one dollar.........................

The abundant life jesus came to give us I full out believe, that involves a life where we have some (lot of people in the world) but some right solid friendships, and I think maybe even not just 1 set of parents..............Mark 10:30 "But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life." (I took good note in Mark 10:30 where it says "But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time............." NOW IN THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   It's more then possible!!!!!!!!!!! I'm starting to expereince Mark 10:30. 

money the things you could buy with money IS STUPID WHY WHY LOVE ANY EARTH "GOODS"?????????? 1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him."

  pic of my latest painting.............(from a picture I took of a butterfly!!!!!!!!!)..........

LOVE

ME AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS VIDEO ALWAYS.................

Love is louder.......................

Update 7/16/2023 my main garage sale find for this week is this adorable marilyn monroe purse - in new condition costed me only $2.50.................

The video I watched on you tube recently that I found inspiring (love is louder, but even if it weren't louder it's better love is to have that for everyone!!!!!!!!!!)..............
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bT466f5epNY&list=UU9TreTE-iXwfwQl72DzDurA
James chapter 3:10 "Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things out not so to be." 
 ------- church went well today, I liked that ron one the pastors said that he wished more then one person would repent a year (he means at the portland church) I like that : ) 

(what I painted today I really enjoy painting hydrangea's........on the top of the breadbox I decoupaged - orgami paper of all things I've found to be really good for decopauge cause it's a thin paper)

LOVE 

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.".............................

video blog post concerning having zeal for good works...........................(my family desperately needs prayer - the ruby family - they are all demon possessed according to the bible - like foaming at the mouth time pretty safe to say -- ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE MAN THEY FOAMING AT THE MOUTH BAD).....................PS only love for Lucifer and his men from me 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 infinity....................................

Update 7/11/2023 I am writing my family that hates my guts cause I love satan, (as well as God/Jesus) and they are christians and are christians very much looks to be if you love the devil then they must hate you forever for Jesus. 

(Ruby family hasn't had a family get together maybe 3 years strong now, since me not only declaring that I love Lucifer and his men ------- refusing to recant that adamantly)

as I told my husbands mom and husband......IT'S STUPID TO HATE EITHER PEOPLE OR FALLEN ANGELS/LUCIFER......I was involved in the occult many years right, then left. Well I needed for forgive fallen angels, one them warred me many days. Well I don't know how anybody can forgive WITHOUT LOVING PEOPLE AND/OR IN THIS CASE LUCIFER AND HIS MEN. 

for me love

has ALWAYS been a criteria needed to forgive

Jesus says..........................as far as humans go "they know not what they do"............

Luke 23:34 "Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."

  And my logic for loving lucifer and his men (well I love lucifer for "bonus" reasons as well) THEY ARE DOING THE JOB GOD GAVE THEM TO DO!

Original blog post below...................

Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works." I think that if you do 2-3 "good works" regularly and are really zealous for them - that's the idea. The bible says.............Galatians 4:18 "But it is good to be zealously affected always in a good thing, and not only when I am present with you."

  Going to church tonight and dropping these two baby gift baskets off - I also volunteer at the foodbank both these activities I enjoy...........my husband volunteers at the foodbank to, he has frequently help put together these baby gift baskets to........my husband tells me "we are a team" and we are! 

  Have a great week !

  LOVE

because according to the bible my family is foaming at the mouth demon possessed bad..........

I'm getting better at this bearing good fruit stuffs : )..........................

Update 7/3/2023 my main garage sale find for this week 😁👍...........the steel window thingy got it for only like $3 bucks maybe it was 4$?????? Great deal : )............

(the grey shelf was a garage sale find from the week before pretty sure we paid $3 for that - this is when you 1st walk in the house, it's looking good thanks to garage sales this area of the house is 😀👍

I passed my personal trainer certification exam - I did it!!!!!!!!!!!!

(pic of my lats these days.........I'm "leaning down" right now a lot, going to have to work on my back more - biceps are 14 inches unflexed, 16 inches flexed : )

I'm getting better at this bearing good fruit stuffs : ) I've learned a few things over time.............I've learned, to not let the sun go down on your anger (CAUSE BEING MAD IS SO BAD FOR ONES FRUIT) go pray, go have a talk with that person (cause maybe you misunderstood what they said to you which in my experience is the case often.........100% of the time I'd say) ------------- make sure the sun does not go down with you still angry at the end of the day.Ephesians 4:26-27 "Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil."

  Thinking on good things helps my bearing good fruit along, thinking on the good I do see in people around me Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." (an active desicion I am making these days to not hone in on the faults and flaws I sometimes see in people in my life) Or if I do for a day for a moment - think on something bad, or as is recently the case bothered by something real bad right..........................next day got back into thinking on the good. 

   I don't recommend not watching the news  ----------- watch the news and then............go pray that's my advice. (which I need to do that myself cause there are some really bad "conflicts" out there)

   Another thing I've learned over time which ya I'm only 30 something, but somedays I feel 90. 

   Do alllllllllllllllllllll you can do to stay humble to be humble. (which links up to my last blog post be rooted and grounded in love.........Ephesians 3:17 "That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love,")

  ---------------- a few times in the past I've gotten into a real dangerous mindset of "woes me" it goes like this...............

woes me nobody hardly....................................................

and woes me nobody hardly...........................................................

When I am of that mindset I have discovered that is when there is a touch of pride somewhere in me...........when I am that covinced I am "worthy" to be served. Not that I'm saying you will be stuck serving serving serving and never reap that is the fantastical thing WE WILL REAP IF WE FAINT NOT.............Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

  The greatest in the kingdom of heaven someday will be the actual what was on this earth the least FOR REALS THE LEAST, and the servant of all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (I find this verse to be comforting which may sound really odd???????? Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." the idea that I don't have to have that stress that I once had to make myself into something big - it's enough to just serve I am 100% that on this earth  I am that one person on earth that would NOT even be able to make myself into something big at such a low status I find myself on on this earth WHICH IS ACTUALLY A MASSIVE BLESSING FOR ME)

  Jesus came not as a high and mighty king demanding everyone serve him........Philippians 2:7-8 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men: And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."

  The need is great out there..............there are a great deal of people that could use "a nice letter" or a "phone call"................and the "needs" I know exist in the people in my own life are greater then I even imagine I could even like "fulfill" ------------- I clean get overwhelmed by how large this earth is. 

 Deuteronomy 11:13 "And it shall come to pass, if ye shall hearken diligently unto my commandments which I command you this day, to love the Lord your God, and to serve him with all your heart and with all your soul,"

LOVE

Started some seedlings yesterday - this is just the 1st batch of seeds, this year I'm making a real go of gardening cause I found out you can make "ollies" for your garden (take milk jugs fill them w/water freeze them then poke holes in them, then bury them in the ground around your plants, and screw the lid off add water in them every day or two or whatever) pretty sure I'm about to have a really fab garden this year : )

James 1:27 "Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world."........................

https://oinusa.org/

(ya it's a muslim charity, muslims do plenty of good, I've learned to trust muslims)

Off to the races..........1 Corinthians 9:24 "Know ye not that they which run in a race run all........."............

Update 6/29/2023 a tire went flat - very hot out, a guy stopped and help my husband change the tire. (to the spare tire) 

husband putting air into the "donut" tire cause it needed air. Scary driving on donut with not much air in it to the gas station - we survived. 

me at said gas station taking a cute selfie

1 Corinthians 9:24 "Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain." I am not 100% that even everyone out there knows that we are in a race............1 Corinthians 9:24 "Know ye not that they which run in a race run all.........................."

  All run in a race!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I recogn it is very important who you are running to..........

Are you running to the world to be friends with the world???????

James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God."

Are you chasing after the money?????????? Loving some $$$$$$$$$?????

1 Timothy 6:10 "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows."

Or are you.........................

Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me."

   aka........"So run, that ye may obtain"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope everyone's week is going well. (I had a good time at church this weekend, the apostolic christian church of america of portland they do this verse for me........Ephesians 3:17 "That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love," --------------- if I didn't go to a church, if I did not belong to no church nowhere.............I do believe I'd likely have a bloated ego, I probably would then think more highly of myself then I should Romans 12:3 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith." Lately I'm I'd say pretty thouroughly "rooted and grounded in love" I'm very thankful for that. And if anyone out there doesn't have a church at the moment that you regularly attend I recommend finding a church be "rooted and grounded in love" 

LOVE

photo credit: Eduardo Amorim via photopin cc

Matthew 25:35-40 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee? Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee? And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."

More food for you Jesus 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓................