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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Titus 3:8 ".....be careful to maintain good works"..................

This verse caught my eye recently Titus 3:8 "This is a faithful saying, and these things I will that thou affirm constantly, that they which have believed in God might be careful to maintain good works. These things are good and profitable unto men." I think it's a good idea to "maintain good works" and this verse super speaks to me where it says "that they which have believed in god might be CAREFUL" to mainstain good works.......to be "careful" to maintain good works, make sure you are keeping them going. I think sometime's I get overcame by evil, Romans 12:20-21 "Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head. Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." Pray for your enemies!!!!!! Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;" I'm still bit zealous to do good to those that hate me of the smith's friends this verse clean says "do good to them that hate you" ya and pray for them!!!!!! Be not overcome w/evil but overcome evil w/good in doing that! There is 1 smith's friend that is very much my enemy that I have done much good to, I've done Matthew 5:44 these days I'm going to hone in on more praying for my enemies then anything ------- but if your enemy is thirsty by all means GIVE THEM A DRINK!!!!!!!!! "if thine enemy hunger, FEED HIM. And do good I recommend much doing good to your enemies not being overcame w/evil but overcome evil w/good. I've stepped up my good works athon, am going to work to be more careful to really careful to maintain good works like it says to do in Titus 3:8 and be not hopefully be not overcome by evil anymore.......the evil can keep their hate and their meaness, and their pride and all the buisiness of hate and badness they have in their dried up siphoned out hearts!!!!!! They can keep that stuffs! 2 Samuel 22:4 "I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies." amen. I'm clean aspiring to be a "Do-gooder" : ) lot's of do gooding and no hating of people no more, no be some dried up siphoned out foaming wave in the sea Jude 1:13 "Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; wandering stars, to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever." The mean, the angry, the evil, they reap that stuffs "RAGING WAVES OF THE SEA, FOAMING OUT THEIR OWN SHAME" evil people reap that buisiness We aren't supposed to be overcome by "evil" people, overcome that stuff w/good pray for your enemies, do good to them (guess don't need to do hoards of good?) pray for them! They'll reap that evil sure enough as the sun rises in the sky. God ain't really a rewarder of evil!!!!!!Hebrews 11:6 "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." yep god's a rewarder of prayer warriors. Pray for your enemies!!!!!!

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................
 
This is my song choice, I'm "feeling so small, down in a hole" after being bashed for years by the Apostolic Christian Church of America 
My rendition of "Down in a Hole" by Alice in Chains"
Sometimes that's where people want you in life, they want you "down in a hole, feeling so small so that they can feel "big" ---- that's why so they can feel big. 



Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Titus 3 "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers............"......................

  This verse caught my eye today......Titus 3:2-4; "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men. For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another. But after that the kindness and love of God our Saviour toward man appeared," Really speaks to me part that verse that says "to speak evil of no man" sometime's in past I have spoken evil of some people ------- "gossiped". For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish (yep amen to that), disobedient, deceived, (yep I was once very "deceived" that's the word I'd use to), SERVING DIVERS LUSTS AND PLEASURES (YIKES - but true), living in (that super speaks to me where this verse says "living in") malice and envy ----------- that's a way to live for sure to live in malice and envy, hateful and hating one another. What a horrible thing to be "hateful and hating one another" I thank god I am getting away from being like that anymore. I much believe things are going to work out somehow for the very best heeding god's word! Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." That's what happening to me lately I've been going through "much tribulation" -------- "we MUST through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God" it's just how it is. If you are in tribulation out there "continue in the faith"!!!!!! Don't give up, don't draw back.........Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." The very bestest scenario is being saved!!!!!!! Being SAVED!!!!!!!! I need to endure even in much tribulation, "continue in the faith" Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." There's a race to run a goal to get to! Not much I could argue w/galatians 5:24 that's it, they that are christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.
"Being saved is like better then not being saved" ----------- (ah 2008 mini me, from that statement I  sheri from 2020 bestow upon you a blue ribbon).................

via GIPHY


so I will continue in the faith, and continue working on crucifying my flesh to it's lusts and desires, denying myself and taking up my cross and following jesus daily. There is a way to go, the way of life in christ, way jesus consecrated through the veil that is his flesh, jesus is THE way, THE truth, and THE life. The life, the bestest life I could live is in christ. 1 Corinthians 15:22 "For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive." In taking up my cross and denying myself and following jesus everyday and working on crucifying my flesh to it's lusts and desires totally not loving the earth or the things in it ------- following jesus ------- IN CHRIST SHALL ALL BE MADE ALIVE!!!!!!! Ya in jesus, in following jesus, on the way of life ---- that is denying myself and taking up my cross and following jesus daily and crucifying my flesh to it's lusts and desires ----- I'll be made ALIVE on this way. """""IN ADAM ALL DIE"""""""" ...........Colossians 2:20-22 "Wherefore if ye be dead with Christ from the rudiments of the world, why, as though living in the world, are ye subject to ordinances, (Touch not; taste not; handle not; Which all are to perish with the using;) after the commandments and doctrines of men?" """""IN ADAM ALL DIE"""""""" Jesus is THE life! That's THE life 1 Corinthians 15:22 "For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive."
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................
pics of me from today 12/21/2020
My crop tops from shein.com are nearly fitting like shirts these days.........that is the goal for most of them to end up fitting more like shirts (with maybe just a touch of a crop to them). And I do believe I will reach this goal. 
I ate fully vegan yesterday. 2 nights before that I ate some mini chicken taco's but today I'm gunning to eat vegan again. (I also take proper vegan pills on the days I eat vegan)

Monday, October 27, 2008

Jesus consecrated a new and living way through the veil that is his flesh!.......................

So uh went to one the 2 mainstream christian churches I frequent (I have love for the mainstream christians I just don't think I'm one of them at all - sheri year 2020 injerjecting bzzzzzzzz wrong little mini me from 2008 your a CHRISTIAN IS'T ONE BODY YO!!!!!!!!!!! ONE Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another.") I sat there I'm like wow I'm a smith's friend I really am a member of "brunstad christian church" www.brunstad.org jesus he really did pave a way to go..............Hebrews 10:19-20 "Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus, By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" I have a brand spanking new going theory, that mainstream christians just focus of where it says "by the blood of jesus" and totally ignore "by a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say his flesh" that's my new theory, cause they want to get people in the door -------- well after you through the door and want to really be saved I recommend going directly to www.brunstad.org!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause there you'll hear about the way jesus consecrated for us to go through the veil that is his flesh as I was telling my husband John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." THE WAY!!!!!!!!! The way the new and living way jesus consecrated for us ---- "through the veil, that is to say his flesh" the truth and THE LIFE the way he went he is THE LIFE he who was made perfect in the things he suffered!!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 2:10 "For it became him, for whom are all things, and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons unto glory, to make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings." 1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." First I got to be willing to suffer in the flesh!!!!!!!!!!! And crucify my flesh to it's lusts and desires!!!!!!!!! Galatians 5:24-25 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit." First I must suffer in the flesh then I to like jesus after I have "suffered a while" god will "make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you" Real way jesus paved, and it was through the veil that is his flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm maybe really a smith's friend. No use being in the closet about it.

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................
I meant to say at the end I'm only attacked lately by the apostolic christian church of america on my you tube these days, because I'm giving money to the apostolic christian church of america every week on my blog that === them not attacking me for you know as long as I give them money pry. 


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I going to work to daily "soweth to the spirit" be in god's word..............

Update 8/29/2025 I still plenty believe in doing good to them which hate me.............elder of the church of silverton oregon apostolic christian church of america said one day I am the "worst ever and could never become a member of the apostolic christian church of america" - which is fine I only tried to become a member because brian refused to quit going there and I told him many of the sisters were being very mean to me well several times I ran to the bathroom crying due to things some of their sisters said to me mean. And brian tells me to this day he thinks I ACTUALLY WANTED TO BECOME A MEMBER OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA! NOOOOOOOOOO. 
 not unless they decided to be nice to me and get rid of their commandments of men, let me wear my hair how I want, my clothes how I want, and wedding rings however I want etc. ------- and they just couldn't do that for their lord jesus christ all they were able to do was insult me and make me cry on sundays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(don't worry people nobody at that church gave any f's about me at all, the day the elder told me I could never become a member of the church I was on the floor right outside the congregation, crying on the floor that elder standing over me he just kept repeating loudly that I'm "the worst ever" because I wanted only to become a member of a church were I'm accepted AS I AM LOVED AS I AM TREATED WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL but to them that's just me being a demanding dick hole piece of TRASH - WE WERE RIGHT OUTSIDE THE OPEN MIND YOU DOOR GOING INTO THE CONGREGATION CHURCH HAD STARTED UP AGAIN - nobody cared nobody)
Apostolic Christian HarvestCall
Galatians 6:7-8 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting." I'm going to work to read my bible today, make time to "soweth to the spirit" work to make that time everyday I believe that is important we will reap what we sow if we just sow to the flesh "he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption" I happen to be big on crocheting these days, but I going to make sure to crochet and read the bible everyday ----- be a "sowing to the spirit" prettied sweatered wearer : )
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

brian didn't care about me ever running crying to the bathroom cause he safe to say believes in "commandments of men" and believes women shouldn't have makeup, wedding rings, jewelry, etc.
I'm just a worthless satanic bish to everybody, probably even lucifer himself I'M STARTING TO BELIEVE THAT IS THE CASE!
  Last night it's 8/29/2025 in my sleep one of lucifers men randomnly chimmed "hoar"
now keep in mind LUCIFER BESTEST BELIEVE ALLOWED THAT TO HAPPEN
OH I BELIEVE HE'S MY 1ST HUSBAND OK ------------- I can evp him whenever I want I can record his voice
I hear him ALL THE TIME
and like him
I'm also "in the air" - I'm the smell of gardenia

Sunday, October 12, 2008

That my outward man perish daily!!!!!...............

   I am gripped to not be anything but a pilgrim on this earth not be friends w/the world!!!!!!!!! James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God." That my outward man perish daily!!!!!!!!!!! That I don't be walking after the flesh no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But keep on having my inward man "renewed day by day"............2 Corinthians 4:16-17 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;"

   I'm working super hard lately to die daily, have that outward man perishing, listening to brunstad mp3's every day now -------- that my inward man be renewed day by day (I get tired of reading the bible everyday sometime's) We should all ask ourselves ------- are you alive are you thriving in this earth is your flesh very thriving????????? Or is some real crucifying of your flesh to it's lusts and desires going on?????????? I want my outward man to perish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To die daily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 15:31 I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily. I am super gripped to die daily ------ it's a fab thing.........that I could draw nearer to jesus!!!!!!! That I could be his bride someday!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................


Saturday, October 11, 2008

Bible verse that spoke powerfully to me today..........

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I was listening to kpdq the christian radio station I listen to have for many years now this the verse that sooooooooooooooooo spoke to me this morning...........1 Peter 3:18 "For Christ also hath once suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that he might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh, but quickened by the Spirit:" That jesus our forerunner right he was "put to death in the flesh" that it even plainly states that right there, so speaks to me........jesus he paved the way to go through the veil that is his flesh........Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" 1 peter 3:18 super spoke to me, this is the way jesus went that he was clean "put to death in the flesh" I'm deteremined to follow jesus on this way he paved w/all my heart.
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................


Monday, October 6, 2008

Mainstream christians jesus paved a way to go through the veil that is his flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................

I don't get this hippy variety of jesus the mainstream christians believe in that's all lovey dovey and if they all love him and believe he's christ they are saved ------- no he consecrated a way to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ARGUE WITH ALL OF THE ENTIRETY OF MAINSTREAM CHRISTIANITY..........Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" Smith's friends are right about like the whole enchilada docturally they are just wrong about me. A NEW AND LIVING WAY Romans 8:4 "That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit ." WHO WALK NOT AFTER THE FLESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT AFTER THE Spirit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I view my beliefs as way way way eons more bible basedd then this hippy love jesus idea mainstream christians have ------ no they can't really walk accoring to the flesh like they think they can cause jesus was a hippy and believe on him an you are saved no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ----------------Romans 8:4 "That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." The slaves to sin, to their fleshes will not be heirs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ------Galatians 43So also, when we were children, we were in slavery under the basic principles of the world. 4But when the time had fully come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under law, 5to redeem those under law, that we might receive the full rights of sons. 6Because you are sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, "Abba,[a] Father." 7So you are no longer a slave, but a son; and since you are a son, God has made you also an heir. This is what go spoke to me..........slaves you see, slaves they are stuck giving into the lusts of the flesh!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE SLAVES TO THAT!!!!!!!!!!! "So also, when we were children, we were in slavery under the basic principles of the world" SLAVES TO THAT STUFFS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you can reread this verse and piece the puzzle together I have Romans 8:4 "That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." THAT THE RIGHTEOUSNESS OF THE LAW might be FULFILLE IN US (SONS) sons are they) who walk NOT AFTER THE FLESH BUT AFTER THE SPIRIT. It is the slaves SLAVES who walk in the flesh!!!!!!!!!!! "o you are no longer a slave, but a son; and since you are a son, God has made you also an heir" then god makes one a heir when they no longer walking after the flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ain't buying mainstream christianities lovey dovey jesus hippy believe on him walla you are saved thing. I no want to be no slave stuck a slave to the lusts of my flesh! If you walk according to the spirit ye shall live ------ who will die ---------- ya those who live after the flesh!

Galatians 6:7-8

7Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.

8For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.

It's not the flesh it is not the things of this earth that we should shoot to sow towards but the spirit ----- THEN we reap "life everlasting".......and the more we sow the more we reap I think as well.......2 Corinthians 9:6 "But this I say, He which soweth sparingly shall reap also sparingly; and he which soweth bountifully shall reap also bountifully." More we listen to pastor's or read bible, pray, fellowship I'd imagine the more we will reap - I think it is definately possible to "soweth bountifully" in fellowshipping w/one another in reading god's word and praying etc. and also "reaping bountifully" smith's friends always talking about that having much joy, having much thanksgiving, having much faith, much hope, much this stuffs from being in god's word much. I think this bountiful reap is possible -- also it is possible to sew sparingly and reap sparingly --------- but when we are in god's word much and praying much and fellowshipping much I think we do reap!!!!!!!!!!!
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................