I give my life to jesus, jesus is lord and I want to go to heaven. But I am BELIAL and thank god I am belial, what fellowship can concord have with belial - none. Sweet peace and quiet man. I have entered into "rest" as the bible speaks of..............Hebrews 4:3 "For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world." I AM WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEELZEBUB XOXOXOXOX Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" Thank you Beelzebub, your pry going to hell I feel bad about that, but thank you......................

ear infection update 7/31/2025 went yet again to the doctor over this ear infection, cause the ear drops they gave me weren't working besides they helped eliviate pain. Now I'm on anti- biotics and am "tentatively" diagnosed with a entire ear infection (before the diagnosis was swimmers ear) The doctor said my ear drum is pink and that isn't how ear infections usually look like, but he cleaned out my other ear which the other doctor didn't look at my other ear for reference, and my other ear drum was a dull grey color. 

well I already took one the antibiotic pills

I'm hearing better, the pain on the side of my face is going away

IT'S WORKING!

Went to my swamp 💓💓💓💓💓 People still very friendly in that town. But city folk I don't hold nothing against them, they all are in debt and they are miserable - THAT'S THE FACTS.

 I give my life to jesus, jesus is lord and I want to go to heaven. But I am BELIAL and thank god I am belial, what fellowship can concord have with belial - none. Sweet peace and quiet man. I have entered into "rest" as the bible speaks of..............Hebrews 4:3 "For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world." I AM WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEELZEBUB XOXOXOXOX Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" Thank you Beelzebub, your pry going to hell I feel bad about that, but thank you......................

THEY WANT TO REACH ME

THEY CAN'T

I ESCAPED

didn't need what they need

if the world was a dream, or if the world was a nightmare, or a bit of both...........................................................

🔑

I'm going with lucifer

my mom tried to e-mail me

won't work 

I'm belial

she's a christian according to herself as is my whole family according to them

what fellowship does concord have with belial 

none

2 Corinthians 6:14-16 "Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people."

I value freedom

I don't want to be "debted" to anyone

the bible says....................

Romans 13:8-10 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law. For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. Love worketh no ill to his neighbour: therefore love is the fulfilling of the law."

I prefer loving my family from far away never talking to them again or seeing them again is my preference............cause they threaten lawsuits. 

bible says as much as it is possible to live at peace with all men

well only way I can live at peace with my family cause they like many of them do to threaten lawsuits........................is far away never speaking to them again, never seeing them again. 

Romans 12:18

If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.

thank god my family can't "get me back in" to the family I'm saying I'm BELIAL

AND THEY ARE CHRISTIANS ACCORDING TO THEM

and the united methodist church can't fellowship with me either, that's perfect I am belial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

can't donate to help charities right now to miserable with swimmers ear infection it's still going strong

about to eat garlic and nap though napped for hours already today but what can I do????????????????????????

already put ear drops in the ear

lucifer I'm really ready for you to come to earth and come get me.............you could get me better medical attention for my ear ---------- you really could.

after napping for hours, it's middle of the night now (my ear still is badly off)..........

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Letting you all know most goths knit and/or crochet baby booties and hats to donate at the hospitals all the time (I don't think I'm fully being sarcastic, everyone is elect of god in christian usa very puritan pretty much), they ain't worshipping satan. There probably is only 2 goths that love satan - me and marilyn manson, the rest of them just enjoy wearing black, putting on black eyeliner..................me and marilyn --------- we got tattoo'd in reverse ------------- I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS JUST GOT BACK FROM CHURCH ------------------ JESUS IS LORD AND CHRIST -------- HELL STINKS I AGREE ----------------- BESTEST DO SOME GOOD LOVE SOME PEOPLE ----------------------- DO I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE SATAN AND HIS MEN YES AM I GOING WITH LUCIFER YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..................................

Letting you all know most goths knit and/or crochet baby booties and hats to donate at the hospitals all the time (I don't think I'm fully being sarcastic, everyone is elect of god in christian usa very puritan pretty much), they ain't worshipping satan. There probably is only 2 goths that love satan - me and marilyn manson, the rest of them just enjoy wearing black, putting on black eyeliner..................me and marilyn --------- we got tattoo'd in reverse ------------- I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS JUST GOT BACK FROM CHURCH ------------------ JESUS IS LORD AND CHRIST -------- HELL STINKS I AGREE ----------------- BESTEST DO SOME GOOD LOVE SOME PEOPLE ----------------------- DO I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE SATAN AND HIS MEN YES AM I GOING WITH LUCIFER YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..................................

This blog post is inspired by a goth that everyone thought she was a satan worshipper and she didn't like that....but I also found similiar concerns on reddit..................................

I might still be a witch don't know how could I know???????

I merely been lighting a candle for lucifer

like people light candles at funerals

except 

this is a "backwards funeral"

you all might be so upset when lucifer comes to earth

not me

I'm fitting to be glaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

and joy does come in the morning

and lucifer is the "son of the morning"

Isaiah 14:12

How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!

Psalm 30:5

For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.

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It's is crazy out there.......on tik tok right now, men are a lot of them saying they are the "victims" because women initiate divorce and they don't. WHY ON EARTH DOES EVERYONE NEED TO BE A VICTIM???????????? Meanwhile my marriage ain't perfect, I ain't getting no divorce no way you know what I'm doing....................I'M WORKING OUT!.......................................

 It's is crazy out there.......on tik tok right now, men are a lot of them saying they are the "victims" because women initiate divorce and they don't. WHY ON EARTH DOES EVERYONE NEED TO BE A VICTIM???????????? Meanwhile my marriage ain't perfect, I ain't getting no divorce no way you know what I'm doing....................I'M WORKING OUT!.......................................

meanwhile brian is re-arranging our youngestest bedroom cause she has her own apartment (that we help pay for ------- brians idea - FINE) 

MOST HAVE GOTTEN WAY TO SKILLED AT BEING VICTIMS

do what you can do to "affect change" 

I've went at the "mo" once of trying to guilt people to change

didn't work

they only gonna change if and when they want to

-------------- you can affect change in your life

both negative and positive

going to the gym or working out at home - and eating better ------------------- can make for positive change

YOU ARE NOT POWERLESS

NOT A POWERLESS VICTIM

YOU HAVE POWER TO MAKE POSITIVE CHANGES IN YOUR LIFE

maybe dress better?????????????????? - that's a positive change

stop cussing

stop doing drugs

make a vision board (I need to do that myself even though I know what would be on it, lot's of chanel logos, yachts, mansions ------ obnoxious shiz I know it - whatever) 

and listen to megan thee stallion

trust me on this one....................

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Tina Snow 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

GO AHEAD PUT UP SOME SELFIES START FEELING GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF....................DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...........................

And don't let nobody tell you - you some basic bishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

don't let them

correct that man or lady 

let them know you a baddddddddddddddddddddddd bish A1

and you do love people all em ya 

but you to buisy 

to give most time 

cause your butt needs to work shiz outttttttttttttttttttt

you on buizness

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No hate for anybody - especially not guys I am straight - ok --------------------

but all you mens all debbie downing on tik tok 

US TINY SNOWS YOUR IN LUCK WE'LL MAYBE WAVE HI TO YOU (LITERALLY I'M TALKING ABOUT JUST WAVING HIGH) WHILE WE SKATE ON PAST YOU...............................................................

OR YOU FEEL OUR BREEZE GOING BY............................................................................

cause us tina's us bad bish A1 tinas we don't have timmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to woes me like thattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

we on buizness

debbie guys for real though listen to megan thee stallion GIVE THIS CHICK A LISTEN SHE AIN'T NO DEBBIE THE DEBBIE WAY AIN'T THE WAY ----------- READ YOUR BIBLE - PRAY - GO THE GYM MAN BE WINNIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN

Past few nights heard on christian radio sermons about if you keep any of the law that's it your damned to hell and not even a christian (by keeping the law the pastor is actually talking about the commandments of god aka don't get tattoo's, don't eat bacon)..........................I feel it's a outright attack against me.................and the thing is the pastor preaching that PRY DON'T HAVE TATTOO'S HIMSELF............you know he pry don't, many verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry tattoo less pastors all over america fact can anybody even find me a pastor with tattoo's at all anywhere???????????????...................................whether I have tattoos or not, or am lgbtq or not I'm straight but the bible says and i quote Romans 10That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. ----- I could be a freaking witch and do that do romans freaking 10 verse 9 WOOOOOOOOOOO HA HA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...................................GAWK AT MY CRYSTAL BLOG POSTS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................................

new hair...............there's no pull on my head at all, because though all black people shouldn't read what I'm about to type, I'm excessively good at installing dreadlocks (that will make them mad pry). I like not only know where to put the dreads, like I know what clumps of hair to use to braid --------------- I'll try and describe it to you, a like round section of hair, or a square section of hair ---------- not the nair hair rip strips that are tape ins where it's straight across. I TRIED HARD TO LIKE TAPE INS I MOSTLY HATE THEM. 

I know how to shampoo this hair and condition it. It's like not hard at all for me, I'm talking on the regular several times a week - it's not hard. 

I know how to keep the wavy dreads separate

this is easy hair for me to manage and maintain

I HATE BRUSHING MY HAIR I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO OVER BRUSHING MY HAIR I LIKES THESE DREADS PICTURED ABOVE

WAKE UP BAMN PERFECT HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Past few nights heard on christian radio sermons about if you keep any of the law that's it your damned to hell and not even a christian (by keeping the law the pastor is actually talking about the commandments of god aka don't get tattoo's, don't eat bacon)..........................I feel it's a outright attack against me.................and the thing is the pastor preaching that PRY DON'T HAVE TATTOO'S HIMSELF............you know he pry don't, many verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry tattoo less pastors all over america fact can anybody even find me a pastor with tattoo's at all anywhere???????????????...................................whether I have tattoos or not, or am lgbtq or not I'm straight but the bible says and i quote Romans 10That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. ----- I could be a freaking witch and do that do romans freaking 10 verse 9 WOOOOOOOOOOO HA HA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...................................GAWK AT MY CRYSTAL BLOG POSTS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.............................

I occasionally eat a ham and pineapple pizza

I don't like to do that

and I try and pick hams off these days

I get it "saved by grace" 

I get it

but the bible says.............

Romans 10
Romans 3:31 "Do we then make void the law through faith? God forbid: yea, we establish the law." (are you establishing it or pissssssssssssssssing all over it, cause one pastor on kpdq christian radio seems to be shitting on it ON THE DAILY lately - course now that he's read this blog post he'll change course for a second)


4 For Christ is the end of the law for righteousness to every one that believeth.

5 For Moses describeth the righteousness which is of the law, That the man which doeth those things shall live by them.

6 But the righteousness which is of faith speaketh on this wise, Say not in thine heart, Who shall ascend into heaven? (that is, to bring Christ down from above:)

7 Or, Who shall descend into the deep? (that is, to bring up Christ again from the dead.)

8 But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach;

9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

11 For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed.

12 For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.

god said

don't get tattoo's

don't eat bacon etc. 

to me

it's not the worst most hellish stuff that I make a effort to please god like it is to your usa pastor christian men

going to start boxing 

and I'll think about these law hating pastors with every punch.............

let my aggression out...............

IGNORE A JEW..................

YOUR HAMN AND PINAPPLE PIZZA'S AREN'T THAT TASTY NO THEY AIN'T

NO 

THEY AIN'T

MMMMMMMMMMMM - PIG GREASE - not that is not tasty not not in obese usa where we need to loose weight

naw

naw

nawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

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I live in a world full of fellow christians and people that flee demons.........and I run to them. I make a effort continually to run to "god/jesus" to. I'm still overweight diabeties 2 probably, about to get my a1c tested but pry not victorious yet, it is a "rain" a storm in of itself truly, illnesses are I do believe STORMS Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock." The value has to be on things other then what we own!!!!!!!!!!!! On god/jesus (for me anyways lucifer and his men as well) etc.................

I live in a world full of fellow christians and people that flee demons.........and I run to them. I make a effort continually to run to "god/jesus" to. I'm still overweight diabeties 2 probably, about to get my a1c tested but pry not victorious yet, it is a "rain" a storm in of itself truly, illnesses are I do believe STORMS Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock." The value has to be on things other then what we own!!!!!!!!!!!! On god/jesus (for me anyways lucifer and his men as well) etc.................

I've been battling depression

that's the hardest part of battling illnesses in my estimation is the depression that can result

I try and I try and I try

and the scale don't want to move

it reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally doesn't

I think my legs are looking skinny

damnnnnnnnnnnn myself thems skinny legs

went to the mall 

while waiting to buy the shirt, sat smelled perfumes, bought "lightly bloom" at zara

it's a really nice scent

perfume cheers me up

shopping cheers me up

the "storms" of life could be people attacking us verbally

but they actually could be just illnesses we battle

battling the # on the scale

THOSE ARE REAL STORMS

is life a calm lake --------------------- no ------------------------------ life is a raging sea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cause illnesses happen

deaths happen

job losses happen out there

volcanoes erupt

tornado's

wild fires

stock market

crazed shooters

buffalo stampedes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-------------------- my big sister gave me a amazon gift card - oh I am using it

we have to much hate

to much racism right now

to much war right now

love

what the bible says we should have for one another - seems so scarce

this is a warground on earth

it ain't supposed to be easy

I don't know why???????????????

going to the gym in my house after I post this blog post

you should keep going to

we aren't our "storms" - don't let them storms "ko" you ok - your more then your weight, your more then whatever illnesses you have, your more then the $$$ of the house you live in, or car you drive -------------------- 

sure people pry do judge us all over how we look, what we own --------- but that's just stuff ------------- and your way more valueable then all that stuff never forget it

The day I heard god speak to a brother at a old fashioned holy ghost revival church meeting. When the brother then shook my hand after god told him who I am, he didn't say "wow your ------------------" nope that wasn't the "important thing" nor should it be. He said "your going to help a lot of people out that's great" Jesus came as "he who serves" and he said "wash each others feet" SERVE, he didn't even have a home...........I'm not sure he would like at all the "hub bub" that is most churches today churches be having elaborate decor, giant speakers, etc........................one church jesus said "i know you have the name that you live" the title of living, but their works were HORRIBLE (well I wonder if that ain't most churches and people today...........I'm not saying it is for sure, could be people are doing much in secret??????????) Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead."...................

 The day I heard god speak to a brother at a old fashioned holy ghost revival church meeting. When the brother then shook my hand after god told him who I am, he didn't say "wow your ------------------" nope that wasn't the "important thing" nor should it be. He said "your going to help a lot of people out that's great" Jesus came as "he who serves" and he said "wash each others feet" SERVE, he didn't even have a home...........I'm not sure he would like at all the "hub bub" that is most churches today churches be having elaborate decor, giant speakers, etc........................one church jesus said "i know you have the name that you live" the title of living, but their works were HORRIBLE (well I wonder if that ain't most churches and people today...........I'm not saying it is for sure, could be people are doing much in secret??????????) Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead."...................

Today I do believe todays e-mail from Tutt the universe was lucifer sending me a message yet again.................cause it's weighing on him how sometimes traffic picks up on my blog I get hopeful maybe now people are finally liking me. And then they always start clicking on the crystal blog posts (looking to be hating on me) and then sure enough most all the traffic goes away yet again to my blog..............

https://www.tut.com/

For years people have been "en masse" for just a few days usually going to my blog to "inflate the numbers" - so the "total number" of how many people have gone to my blog seems big...........but it ain't painting the full or even potentially the real "picture" ------- that I'm likely hated the most on earth.............................

and I think 

I suspect most christians don't dare get a blog because they know they'd be some liked --------- they'd be wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more liked then me and they fear that happening to them (ya safe to say you'd probably be liked more then me - that's HIGHLY LIKELY) 

but 

it isn't how liked we are

it's "our works" 

sardis popular church safe to say had the equivalent to giant speakers, rock concerts every sunday, safe to say a mega church, pastor on whatever is the equivalent to tv back then..................

Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead.".

---------------- all the hub bub enough works to have a reputation that they "livest" AND ART DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"sheri are you saying zeal and fire is related to how much we serve" - YES I THINK IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND MORE IMPORTANTLY HOW MUCH YOU LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I have huge problem when self righteous christians list off things that are leading people to hell - crystals, yoga, labubu's, tarot cards, they make lists often on tiktok fellow christians do. Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." That's what the bible says the end...................................

 I have huge problem when self righteous christians list off things that are leading people to hell - crystals, yoga, labubu's, tarot cards, they make lists often on tiktok fellow christians do. Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." That's what the bible says the end...................................

THIS AIN'T MY WAR THOUGH

THIS IS GODS WAR

works are what god's seems most concerned about in the bible in particular having zeal for good works - not whether a person wears crystals

or any "sins" 

also bible says "you will know them by their fruit - do they love - are they doing good works" that has nothing to do with necessarily if they wear crystals, black eyeliner

(sure tarot cards could be actually evil but 

but

but

many tarot card people make that seem "holy" they talk about god a lot of them do

well the bible says the way of man is good in his eye's..............

Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts."

 They ain't killing people because they don't feel "justified" in doing that maybe a bunch of people were really mean to them - THEY MUST'VE BEEN. If that is a real christian on a killing spree............2 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."

  But people in general the bible isn't just talking about christians in proverbs 21:2 proverbs 21:2 is TALKING ABOUT EVERYBODY. 

  The witches (no hate at all) all them out there far as I can see, believe they are doing "good" even while cursing people they think that's for those people's good it does appear to be. 

Romans 12:14 "Bless them which persecute you: bless, and curse not."

 Try and help your persecutors with better knowledge...........cause it surely starts in their brains, this "I'm going to treat them bad for their own good" thought process, in their minds they are doing you GOOD! 

  Even when they threaten lawsuit for all you have and your husband and your kids which happened to me recently by a family member (they called brian on the phone chewed him out not me, and brian said the lawsuit threat went that far) to sock it to us for our own good 

I did learn something

don't mention names ever

at anytime in life

cause people will sue you - especially christian people they love sueing!!!! EVERYBODY AND IF I'M THE NORM THEY LOVVVVVVVVVVVVE SUEING OTHER CHRISTIANS THEY ARE ALL ABOUT THAT ON FIRE IN THEIR HEARTS WITH ALL THE HEARTS AND SOULS FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST WITH A BURNING ZEAL LIKE JESUS WANTS THEM TO HAVE AND SUE EVERYONE FOR HIM

THAT IS THE ONLY THING

THAT CAN PLEASE THE LORD

YOU MUST TAKE EVERYONE'S MONEY THAT IS YOU LOVING THEM SO BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH A LOVING FAMILY

I HAVE THE MOST LOVING FAMILY

I AM THE MOST BLESSED

but anyways...................

"I know thy works" 

is what god often seems to be "caring about" in the bible

it's a real trend I know how to read

I realize we live in a day where chrsitians are on tiktok and other places making "lists" and crystals are always on their list

but god

god is caring about 

how much do  you love people

I worry about these "lists" 

lists of lgbtq, crystal wearers, tarot card readers, yoga doers, that these lists are made TO HATE PEOPLE

Revelation 2:2 "I know thy works, and thy labour, and thy patience, and how thou canst not bear them which are evil: and thou hast tried them which say they are apostles, and are not, and hast found them liars:"
Revelation 2:9 "I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan."
Revelation 2:13 "I know thy works, and where thou dwellest, even where Satan's seat is: and thou holdest fast my name, and hast not denied my faith, even in those days wherein Antipas was my faithful martyr, who was slain among you, where Satan dwelleth."
In Context | Full Chapter | Other Translations
Revelation 2:19
I know thy works, and charity, and service, and faith, and thy patience, and thy works; and the last to be more than the first.
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Revelation 2:23
And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.
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Revelation 3:1
And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead.
In Context | Full Chapter | Other Translations
Revelation 3:8
I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name.
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Revelation 3:15
I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

don't worry the hate out there will continue in mass cause nobody goes to my blog I'm way to hated for people to go to my blog unless they are on a "witch hunt" THAT'S MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE TRAFFIC GOES UP RIGHT BEFORE PEOPLE OFTEN ATTACK ME BAD WHETHER ON MY BLOG OR OFTEN IT'S PERSONAL E-MAILS

I'm glad I'm bad with names to

I don't know or understand why christians at church ever want to know my name or tell me their names when it does look to be alllllllllllllllllll christians want to do is sue!!!!!!!!!! 

cause my family claims they are christians and 2 of them have threatened lawsuit (not because I was telling false info - to my knowledge to my knowledge I wasn't telling false info at all..............but because they don't want some things "out there") 

that's evidentally christianity

evidentally christianity is the lawsuit religion full of lawsuiting lawsuiters

and they appear to like to cancel each other especially if you were crystal necklaces or do yoga or own labubu's or are lgbtq

and sue each other if they can if names if you dare to mention even while walking on the street and they hear you their name!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..............i think I'm finally out of my family for good --- that's real stressful for me having to worry whens the next time they going to threaten to  sue???????????????????? 

now I might be free

maybe

I could be free : ) 

hated but free - not bad

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I believe in being classy. There have been times where my look wasn't as "put together" as it should've been. Arthritis has been ruff lately, switching my hair back to braids - in my mind braids are often the most cleanest look - maybe I've gotten to good at braiding my hair??????? And the fastest to do look. Hair down you gotta brush that throughout the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It gets messed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Braids ---------- braid your hair and bamn you good to go. Jesus came to the earth that we might have "life more abundantly" well your life ain't more abundant if your spending to much time getting ready every morning..............John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." I believe it's ok a little "self maintenance" if your stuck living the "bargain lady life" at least always look like a few 100 dollar bills I believe is a good plan for your self esteems sake!!!!!!!!!!!! I was told one day live like you are rich.................person that told me that they kept their house very clean, and they kept up their appearance to...............happens to be then they also eventually became rich this particular couple did..................

 I believe in being classy. There have been times where my look wasn't as "put together" as it should've been. Arthritis has been ruff lately, switching my hair back to braids - in my mind braids are often the most cleanest look - maybe I've gotten to good at braiding my hair??????? And the fastest to do look. Hair down you gotta brush that throughout the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It gets messed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Braids ---------- braid your hair and bamn you good to go. Jesus came to the earth that we might have "life more abundantly" well your life ain't more abundant if your spending to much time getting ready every morning..............John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." I believe it's ok a little "self maintenance" if your stuck living the "bargain lady life" at least always look like a few 100 dollar bills I believe is a good plan for your self esteems sake!!!!!!!!!!!! I was told one day live like you are rich.................person that told me that they kept their house very clean, and they kept up their appearance to...............happens to be then they also eventually became rich this particular couple did...................

faithful in a few things the bible says

how clean our house is something to be faithful in

and I believe our appearance to

these little things do matter cause they are things to be faithful in

Proverbs 14:1: "The wise woman builds her house, but with her own hands the foolish one tears it down." Proverbs 31:27:."She watches over the affairs of her household."

you should want to be the best version  you can be

we shouldn't want to cuss

we should want to have manners

open doors for people

get people glasses of water - jesus came to serve

and in general be classy

then when you are attacked

you aren't destroyed

cause you know who you are ------------ a classy man or lady!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all I am doing in a few minutes is cleaning my hallway bathroom some

1 room a day to clean is what I often "shoot for" 

people like people that serve or are willing to serve

you want to be liked??????????????????????????????????????

then I recommend being willing to get someone a glass of water

keeping a clean house/room (room for those in college in dorms) - also kids keeping their rooms clean it's a good practice for kids to keep their rooms clean..........cause I believe that leads to adults that also care about cleanliness

could you be thought of as less in some cases???????????????? even if you clean and serve...........maybe..............

maybe.....................................

but the bible says..............................

Mark 10:31 "But many that are first shall be last; and the last first."

I believe many that are "last" in society right now that serve

that serve us everyday at drive throughs

in their homes keeping clean homes, preparing healthy meals for their families 

some of the "lowlies" that we deem "lowly" WILL BE FIRST IN HEAVEN. 

keep going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sure

win with that quiet meek spirit......................clothed in good works.............

you can do all these verses below

skin looking fresh clean moisturized

hair brushed and/or a clean style such as bun or for us indigenous we likes the clean braids

cause you want "life more abundantly" bestest look good......................and act right polite, not cussing...........................just start today if this is new for you repeat the next day, repeat the next day etc. until this is your life...................

1 Timothy 2:10 "But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works."
1 Timothy 5:10 "Well reported of for good works; if she have brought up children, if she have lodged strangers, if she have washed the saints' feet, if she have relieved the afflicted, if she have diligently followed every good work."
1 Timothy 5:25 "Likewise also the good works of some are manifest beforehand; and they that are otherwise cannot be hid."
1 Timothy 6:18 "That they do good, that they be rich in good works, ready to distribute, willing to communicate;"
2 Timothy 3:17 "That the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works."
Titus 1:16 "They profess that they know God; but in works they deny him, being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate."
Titus 2:7 "In all things shewing thyself a pattern of good works: in doctrine shewing uncorruptness, gravity, sincerity,"
Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works."

how you live speaks way more about you then dollars 

Back from the portland pride parade - I went with the family this year : ) While my back was in pain had the kids get me freebies : ) they were standing in fronf of me (did have some I believe chinese food, a like fish wrap sandwich it was so good and match tea ----------- the tea must be something in matcha that helps with arthritis???????) pic of some of the loot..................everytime I saw some freebie being handed out I liked I nugged the kids (that are young adults in their 20's) if your loving people and there are also freebies being handed out ----------- get freebies!!!!!!!!!!!.......................

 Back from the portland pride parade - I went with the family this year : ) While my back was in pain had the kids get me freebies : ) they were standing in fronf of me (did have some I believe chinese food, a like fish wrap sandwich it was so good and match tea ----------- the tea must be something in matcha that helps with arthritis???????) pic of some of the loot..................everytime I saw some freebie being handed out I liked I nugged the kids (that are young adults in their 20's) if your loving people and there are also freebies being handed out ----------- get freebies!!!!!!!!!!!.......................

someone had a sign said "love is the future" 

I hope so I'm done with war!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sunglasses in pic above - free

lgbtq pin - free

marti gra beads - free

also I got a free water bottle : ) 

also free lgbtq bracelets : ) 

I'm especially jazzed about the sunglasses - I like that style of sunglasses a lot - they fit me real well to!!!!!!

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I'm to tired to blog something edifying. 

off to take a nap

but

hey if you love people a group of people um - you did the thing for the day........................

Matthew 22:37-40 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets." We can try and say ep no tattoo's no bacon, no lgbtq sex, but Matthew 22:37-40 """""""""""""""" on these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets"""""""""""""""" THOSE ARE JESUS'S WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  LOVE GOD

LOVE PEOPLE 

SOUNDS RIGHT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOUNDS LIKE JESUS IS TELLING THE TRUTH TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not a witch at all anymore if I was I'd be popular. Flopping in life is great - be weary when everyone likes you Luke 6:26 "Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets." But I still like wearing crystals THEY BLOCK EMFS............................THEY REALLY DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO................and I love witches they are people with feelings, and they don't want to be losers well who wants to be a loser?....................

  So we have 2 giant tree's in our backyard, that we bought years ago at walmart..........fruit tree's. Brian thought they were crab apple tree's, I just knew they were fruit tree's but they had grown so massive they weren't but producing mini baby fruit that was to small to be eaten..........until now..............

I think they are pear tree's (we've been pruning these tree's cause the goats like eating the leaves)

so now I'm wanting brian to saw the tops off of them, cause if we shorten them some, THEY WILL FULLY BEAR FRUIT THAT WE CAN EAT, OR THE GOATS CAN EAT EITHER WAY WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not a witch at all anymore if I was I'd be popular. Flopping in life is great - be weary when everyone likes you Luke 6:26 "Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets." But I still like wearing crystals THEY BLOCK EMFS............................THEY REALLY DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO................and I love witches they are people with feelings, and they don't want to be losers well who wants to be a loser?....................

the khardasians who knows if they are witches???????????

they are popular though - tragic for them...................

"well sheri if you telling the truth on your blog, your about to be the MOST popular" 

that's ok

it's ok

because 

I've suffered enough

it's not my "place" in the body of christ to suffer suffer suffer suffer suffer

....................

GOD MADE ME HOW I AM I BELIEVE FOR A REASON ------------ the "plain jane and john" types they bring people to jesus, but so could preppy guys and girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

the bible talks about being willing to be "hospitable" have people over to your house that's if they want to hang out with you..............

Romans 12:13 "Distributing to the necessity of saints; given to hospitality."

well are christians only supposed to go to each others houses???????????

living "life more abundantly" wouldn't christians also go to each others yachts sometimes???????????????????????????????????

or their golf course where they have a membership and can get you in for a discount price for example?????????????????????????

I would think so!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Today I am going through my closet

.......................it's so ruff where I live

I like am it does seem to be never dressed well enough

well finally finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllly 

got my hands on some higher end clothing

feel better - maybe that's terrible that I feel better wearing more expensive clothing

the type of clothing I don't sleep in, cause it's to nice to sleep in at night - so at night often I'm changing into sleep clothes (which is something people do, probably what people are even supposed to do) 

I can't keep up though with fashion

fashion moves so fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but I've decided the important thing isn't that I make friends at all - it's fine that I'm not liked

it's that I feel better about myself that my self esteem could maybe even move up past 3%!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this whole blog post is for a reason

if your also 

forgotten on earth

forsaken maybe

lowly

THAT'S PROBABLY NOT A BAD THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cause you don't want the pride of life is you is a christian...........

1 John 2:16

For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

somebody can't say who cause everyone wants to sue me I'm not allowed to mention names on my blog and really I think ---------------- brian --------------- don't like me mentioning him

look

I'm going with lucifer

but brian is a great husband in many ways I love both my husbands

he doesn't even rest hardly

constantly he's driving our 20+ year old kids around cause neither of them have their driving licenses yet

right now 

he's dealing with the last part of my new hobby which he wishes wasn't my new hobby

but to late it's my hobby 

but I told him "I'll slow my roll" 

...........I'll slow my roll

yes

I am having fun

don't want to say what my new hobby is don't want to jinx myself

and I don't want more people doing my hobby ---------- (people could if they badly wanted to, could figure out how to do my hobby and that would be aweful for me............I don't have much competition right now) 

smile

be of good cheer if you is lowly and hated

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