I'm told I'm garbage crud that nobody can fellowship with because I love satan, AND BEFORE THAT IT WAS BECAUSE I WEAR JEWELRY AND MAKEUP? GOD HATES INIQUITY. That is what that is that is iniquity, my big sister refusing to forgive me is only her being unmerciful IT'S INIQUITY WHY BECAUSE SHE THINKS AS WELL THAT SHE'S "TOO GOOD" TO HANG OUT WITH ME AS DOES HER DAUGHTER AND MOST OF EARTH..................

 I'm told I'm garbage crud that nobody can fellowship with because I love satan, AND BEFORE THAT IT WAS BECAUSE I WEAR JEWELRY AND MAKEUP? GOD HATES INIQUITY. That is what that is that is iniquity, my big sister refusing to forgive me is only her being unmerciful IT'S INIQUITY WHY BECAUSE SHE THINKS AS WELL THAT SHE'S "TOO GOOD" TO HANG OUT WITH ME AS DOES HER DAUGHTER AND MOST OF EARTH..................
   I do not know how actual "satan worshippers" (no hate and I'd hang out with you all) have friends, cause where I live you love satan YOU ARE DOOMED TO ONE LONELY FRIENDLESS LIFE...........in the name of Jesus Christ of course, iniquity is always done in the name of Jesus Christ from my experience. Big sister --------- ya she's a christian, as is her daughter, who tried to pray for me, and then I prayed for her cause she is the one that was attacking me for days and days and days in private texts on the internet. 

   Luke 13:26-28 "Then shall ye begin to say, We have eaten and drunk in thy presence, and thou hast taught in our streets. But he shall say, I tell you, I know you not whence ye are; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity. There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth, when ye shall see Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, and all the prophets, in the kingdom of God, and you yourselves thrust out."

Luke 6:36 

"Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful."

The elders wife of the apostolic christian church of america I wrote her letters past 2 weeks, and haven't gotten a letter back, but one of their people were sent to my blog to "try and understand me". But I don't think I'm going to actually get a letter from her..................

I don't have a chance to make friends nowhere that I know of

everyone is christian

or loves god

and therefore if you love satan and are a goth they hate me it's over there's no chance for me

  But it's iniquity. 

  But then, I worry about people like Ozzy Osbourne, who things weren't going right for him, like he says in this song I've heard some of Ozzies testimony if you will, and from the sounds of things it does sound like the "church folk" weren't letting him come over saturday night..........like they were EXCLUDING HIM QUITE A BIT. 

  Just cause "church folk" let you attend bible study don't mean your "included" AT ALL LET ME TELLLLLLLLLLL YOU. 

  He got to believing something was wrong with him..............ask me ozzy is a perfectly nice guy...............doing drugs was sin ya he went "off the rails on a crazy train" 

   Ozzy could've been a christian at one time I believe HE COULD'VE BEEN. 

  And the extra crazy shiiz to me is the people judging me, often not always, often ARE DOING WORSE THINGS THEN ME.............

my big sister sued my dad for $1000's of dollars, won, knowing me and my brother and sister little kids back then right would be poor our whole lives.........to me that's pretty bad

then her and my neice and her family most of them BROKE THE LAW 

Like knowingly, on purpose they broke the law...........I wasn't aware of that law in their state BUT          THEY KNEW, and that is why they chewed me out when I tried to post that family photo..............they clean ain't merciful and broke the law. Then they are also "working iniquity" with me, thinking they are "to good" to hang out with me, because I love satan. 

It's ridiculous, 

and the bible says

Love your enemies

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."

  Sure I might've picked my favorite supposed "enemy" to love the mostest aka Lucifer 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Some my enemies, I try and love them, but they have done a lot to make me miserable, but I can love them............

and you know why I can love my big sister, etc. etc. etc. 

They gonna burn in hell forever (it does currently appear to be, cause workers of iniquity, haters, backbiters, they ain't going to heaven bible done says that - you know the people that just stay in that shiz)

they ain't getting away with it

"I know you not whence ye are; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity"

Jesus is a loving guy................

he the type to love everyone

your enemy is hungry give them food the bible says

hey I been in need of friends for sometime

in need

and my enemies

are like "f u" satan loving garbage

like all em

they don't show love

naw

they doing "iniquity"

probably going to hell all em

which is ouch

and tragic

so I can love them

but they don't even want to get my letters

let's be real

I know the truth

I'm not "good enough" for you

cause I love Satan

and for some of you I'm not good enough for you

because I wear jewelry and makeup

but I feel

and jesus feels the same way

that what is worse

is the person that refuses to hang out with me or acknowledge my existance

because I wear makeup

it's your hearts

it's not how you look

god

looks at the hearts

you all are looking at the outward appearance

Romans 2:28-29 "For he is not a Jew, which is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision, which is outward in the flesh: But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God."

 Matthew 23:27 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like unto whited sepulchres, which indeed appear beautiful outward, but are within full of dead men's bones, and of all uncleanness." The whole body of christ seems OBSESSED with the outward look. 

   They are better at that then me, much, much, much better, I FAIL, nobody wants to have fellowship with me, I fail. 

  But I have christ, I have peace, there are days I'm very upset, cause much evil has been perpetrated upon me and nobody in my life seems to care much. Recently I got a touch worked up, cause my name my bad name but is a good name at the same time was being "tainted" by my neice who told her dad I attacked her, when it was her that attacked me.......................why would I attack her I had no reason to verbally assault her for days on end.......nothing no motive at all. 

   But my neice that isn't really related to me, hated me, I don't hate her.........but that's what people do when they hate you...........they attack. 

  Back to my point................

you could be hated bad....................especially at church I think churches are crammed full chalked full of "workers of iniquity" which isn't a horrible thing, they can get saved there. But if you a real christian..........................if your like me..............................

not perfect looking

you pry won't be invited over to anybodies houses hardly ever and you'll be "out" 

  DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL. 

  Some of the supposedly worst people, I do believe, are the most christian. 

Do you continually

volunteer at foodbanks with a love for the poor

or donate online like I do a lot these days with a love for the poor

WITH A LOVE FOR PEOPLE

If you are doing that like I am doing

all the smack

you aunt, your dad, your mom, your pastor etc. has said to you

bulls--t

it's bulls--t

if you love people

I mean really love people not just in word

but in deed

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

  You ain't garbage trash then............and I clearly ain't garbage trash either. 

Keep going!

Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." I might give up trying to be friends with johns wife, it might be a complete dead end NOT CAUSE I DIDN'T TRY. But because to most I am definately not good enough. 

But to God I'm good enough. 

I forgive all those people

I get it

I do understand

I don't enjoy it

who wants to be left out of freakin everything

but I do understand

they need to not be "tainted" by my presence