My testimony of being delivered out of "bondage to fear" Romans 8:15 "For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father." .....................................

Ducks just make photography to easy for me 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓........................

My testimony of being delivered out of "bondage to fear" Romans 8:15 "For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.".....................................

 Video that inspired this blog post................

Romans 8:15 "For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father."
Hebrews 2:15 "And deliver them who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage."

John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."
Matthew 6:25-34 "Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they? Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature?"

  

"sheri you just can't be a christian goth, cowgirl, valley girl, cross and skullbones for the lordian" 😂

  I done owned 3 sheep, 1 ram only reason we got rid them cause they teared up our yard so bad. (I miss my pet ram bad, his name was eeyore - he was a crazy nut to). 3 turkeys I've owned over the years, to many chickens to count. Now I have quail love them 💋 I rode horses for years - one my best friends had horses in elementary school the one place my family lived at for 4 years straight. I bathed horses. I rode horses several times bareback, always to show various friends that I could cause they many of them didn't believe that. 

  And one year I near got pnemonia so determined to watch the Oakridge Boys (for the 2nd time that day, and me and my friend had already watched their full concert, they had 2 concerts at the fair one year) -------------------- that is some cowgirl dedication right there (but I did want to leave after being in the rain a long time, but my best friend at that time wanted to see the 2nd concert of theirs so bad). After like what 45 minutes of extreme pouring rain I was like ready to go, like I didn't want to go, but like I was like not feeling like that "pnemonia life". 

  I couldn't even count how many rodeo's I've been to, albeit various state fair rodeo's but still they count. 

  And this is off topic...but I've done decided the law is no longer in effect. Therefore 0% christians have to tithe, if you don't want to....................

but how you all don't want to be blessed though??????????? That's what puzzles me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cause god pry'll still bless people that tithe, that TRY HIM.

Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it." I like wasn't able to tithe last month, cause our refrigerator AND washermachine both broke down..................

But like why wouldn't any of us like not want god to rain down

Rain on down God ya please do

so many 

soooooooooooooooooooooo many

so much blessing "that there shall not be room enough to receive it"

MAKES GOOD SENSE TO ME TO WANT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEE HAW!!!!!!!!!! 🤠

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Ya uh me and Katy Perry and Taylor Swift, we is pro- LGBTQ bible it says Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." I pretty sure me and Katy Perry and Taylor Swift at least us 3 we I pretty sure believe Romans 10:9 GOD AIN'T NOOOOOOOOO RESPECTOR OF PERSONS................

Update 8/24/2025 sorry I'm a bit late donating to help the people in gaza. Went to get healthy chinese/japanese food (maybe it's just chinese food sold at that store I cant tell the difference). Went to a new chinese store today (or could be it's a japanese store I have no clue) 99 Ranch is what it's called pretty sure, I liked it a whole lot, now it's clean tie with fubon for me...................

I bout to eat some firey roasted walnuts 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

A local pastor drove me up the wall this morning........on kpdq radio #sabbathing........................going off about how gays and lesbians are headed to hell...................
   So I added this link to my blog link list.....................
https://www.gaychristian101.com/is-it-true-that-i-will-go-to-hell-because-i-am-a-lesbian-and-how-can-i-know-for-sure.html
  There is one verse saying "effeminate" are headed to hell, that's it, girly guys. Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." - that's is the word of god people, and I believe in the power of the word of god. 
    If the body of christ most em don't start actually believing Romans 10:9 I swear I swear I'll put rainbow flag stickers all over my car or something like that - I'm straight but I might will go nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
being gay and lesbian is still..................Romans 1:26 "For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:"
    There are sins we can get involved in that could lead us to hell eventually if we didn't pray confess our sins to god and pray about it.................
1 John 1:7-10 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us." I'll pray about my rock wearing ways for instance, not convinced I've "gone off the deep end".....................but I pray I don't "go off the deep end" - the "deep end" pry exists!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a real hard time staying away from some maybe "off the deep end" uhhhhhh things.
    And if the word is true and god caused the gays to be gays and lesbians to be lesbians...........Romans 1:26 "For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:" Well we are all sinners!

   I mean we are all sinner!!!!!!!!! Saved by grace!!!!!!!!!!

  Acts 10:33-35 "Immediately therefore I sent to thee; and thou hast well done that thou art come. Now therefore are we all here present before God, to hear all things that are commanded thee of God. Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons: But in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him."

I am literally telling you all right now, the bible is "good news" for everybody!

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I weared this hairpiece today - I like it to much..............(it's got fun blonde streaks in it, and sometimes it's such a dead on match to my real hair - you know when I've darkened my hair a touch) looks clean like my hair and it's a ice look!

Judas Iscariot I believe depicts why John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."............Judas felt suicide bad afterwards........sin in him right but also love I think.................

Update 8/23/2025 to hot today, pry reading a book a lot today. 

Judas Iscariot I believe depicts why John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."............Judas felt suicide bad afterwards........sin in him right but also love I think.................
  I think he is the prime example of why the bible says 1 Timothy 6:10 "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows." Many out there have killed for money, out of the love of money and/or betrayed friends or loved ones, or even strangers because they loved money!!!!!!!!!!!
  Pastor at the mega church me and my husband have been attending, mentioned how God is indeed good. Some the very verses preached this last sunday at the mega church me and my husband often attend (our kids like mid-week youth group time at another church)..............
1 John 1:5-10 "This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth: But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us."

  I do not believe Jesus, who god calls himself in the book of revelations, was anything but loving Judas Iscariot, I think there is something to be learned from Judas that most of the body of christ has missed...................
Mark 14:20-22 "And he answered and said unto them, It is one of the twelve, that dippeth with me in the dish. The Son of man indeed goeth, as it is written of him: but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! good were it for that man if he had never been born. And as they did eat, Jesus took bread, and blessed, and brake it, and gave to them, and said, Take, eat: this is my body."

  Many criminalize Judas Iscariot, judge him, label him a horrible desperate sinner. This guy is never spoken of as a human being that I've ever seen at churches (seems to me most my life he has been spoken of as some "lord killing thing"). Judas actually probably had some love for jesus but was BLINDED BY A LOVE FOR MONEY. That he later regreted. Jesus himself, knowing before judas did the deed, that judas was going to kill himself said in Mark 14:21 "....... but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! good were it for that man if he had never been born." Jesus I believe knew, of the pain judas was going to feel, the extreme remorse, for selling the lord for a few coins (I think jesus for sure knew Judas was absolutely going to kill himself). 

   I can't fathom the sort of love that would allow someone to betray you unto death..............to let you be you, to that extreme?????????????? But the bible does say there is no darkness in god. 

  And jesus clearly does "feel for" judas, he is eating with judas in Mark 14:20-22.....................being plenty nice to judas. Feeling in advance for the pain Judas is going to feel. 

  What if we were really like jesus on this earth.................................really loving the prisoners, loving the killers...................not attributing them all as horrible aweful villians that only deserve hate and brutal execution?

  I telling you all what I done know ok...................my dad he worked at jails for years, and there were plenty of nice people there. There was some not nice people there to, but a lot of nice people. I love this footage............................................

We all have sin in us

if we say we don't..............  

1 John 1:8 "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us."

I hope for a peaceful christmas for everyone!

(ya this is my effort to make a christmas post - I like it 👍)

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Today watching the Jim Baker show a book writer said Apophis is actually wormwood and is about to kill many people and I don't think it is wormwood and here's why Revelation 8:10 "And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters;".......................

My pilates hairstyle today 😁

Update 8/22/2025 I copy and paste from "UN news" stats on the horrors that have happened in gaza.......................information is key, the more people know maybe the more they will care!!!!...................

https://news.un.org/en/story/2025/07/1165517

Children at risk – Over 20,000 treated for acute malnutrition; 16 deaths reported
Infrastructure collapse – 70 per cent of Gaza’s infrastructure destroyed
Displacement crisis – “Safe zones” now cover less than 12 per cent of the Strip

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Today watching the Jim Baker show a book writer said Apophis is actually wormwood and is about to kill many people and I don't think it is wormwood and here's why Revelation 8:10 "And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters;".......................
 On the Jim Baker show this morning they got a author on there, this guy say he thinks "wormwood" is really the asteroid that is being called these days apophis. Which is slated to hit potentially the california/new mexico "zone"
""""""""99942 Apophis is a near-Earth asteroid with a diameter of 370 metres that caused a brief period of concern in December 2004 because initial observations indicated a probability of up to 2.7% that it would hit Earth on April 13, 2029.'""""""""""""""
  April 13, 2029. 
  But let's look closer at the bible..............................IT IS WORTH A LOOK............

Revelation 8:10-12 

10 And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters;

11 And the name of the star is called Wormwood: and the third part of the waters became wormwood; and many men died of the waters, because they were made bitter.

12 And the fourth angel sounded, and the third part of the sun was smitten, and the third part of the moon, and the third part of the stars; so as the third part of them was darkened, and the day shone not for a third part of it, and the night likewise.

  I've over the years gotten real keen to pay real close attention to how things are worded in the bible.............verse 10 above says "it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the founains of water".................

bear with me

"fell upon" ==='s this thing ACTUALLY HITTING EARTH

That's for 1 right there and it's in the bible

but you should alllllllllll ask yourselves what is the real wormwood rock made of..........

https://www.docsity.com/en/answers/what-is-asteroid-apophis-made-of/160362/

"Aphophis is 65 to 75 percent olivine. The chart makes lot more sense when you look at the .pdf file. Olivine is mixture of two minerals. fosterite and fayalite, minerals that are predominantly iron magnesium. Apophis is made of rock." -- netuu

   I'm supposed to probably be a american a lot and as thus I'm supposed to be like heck ya Apophis is hitting this earth and killing pretty well everyone in california, texas, arizona and new mexico (cause you know american's we many of us watch the Jim Baker show).......................................

I don't think Aphosis is going ot hit the earth. 

naw

I think wormwood is a whole nother - star falling from the sky 

it has to be made up of "gas"

via GIPHY

  I will tell you why it has to be made up of gas................

gas will make water biter........".................because they were made bitter."

  I do not recommend pouring some gasoline in water and then trying to drink that, I do not want to talk about my experience in this subject matter either. 

  There is a kind of gas, man myself your sounding nerdier then elon musk right now (shhhhhhhhhhhh maybe they'll think your stupid still shhhhhhhhhh myself don't talk) I ain't going to talk to much, ya, that if it hit this earth will make a whole lot of water biter real quick like. (I will say it is a thick gas, low laying to the ground - does not have capability to spread only so far, even if a lot of it hits the earth - which it will be quite a bit)

Of note, how do people the bible say die............

".................and many men died of the waters, because they were made bitter."

  They die either because they drank the water..............or they didn't drink the water and then some them died because of dehydration. They didn't die cause of the impact of the wormwood asteroid, they died because they either drank that there water bad plan or they died of dehydration. 

  If you want to buy his book and freak out america.......................

https://store.jimbakkershow.com/product/wormwood-prophecy-book-tom-horn/

For your donation to the Jim Baker show for $20 or more you can freak out about a asteroid that only according to the internet has a 2.7% chance of hitting the earth. 

No hate, no 0% of that, 

I'm a extra nerd ok

I'm Elon Musk level in many ways

I'm not normal 

And I commend Tom Horn for thinking about the Wormwood star and writing a book about it. 

It's good to think about stuffs in the bible like that. 

mood I'm in..............nanu nanu 👽

This blog post stunk so rewrite 8/21/2025 "strange fruit" at the hands of professed christians nonetheless - isn't a thing merely of the past where black people were being killed, IT'S HAPPENING TODAY AS WELL OH BY CHURCH GOERS...............just in different formats - maybe your not giving money to help starving gaza citizens for example or caring about the starving in gaza....................does every christian care today??????????? Maybe I'm to 'awake"???????????????.................

This blog post stunk so rewrite 8/21/2025 "strange fruit" at the hands of professed christians nonetheless - isn't a thing merely of the past where black people were being killed, IT'S HAPPENING TODAY AS WELL OH BY CHURCH GOERS...............just in different formats - maybe your not giving money to help starving gaza citizens for example or caring about the starving in gaza....................does every christian care today??????????? Maybe I'm to 'awake"???????????????.................

awake is to walk in righteousness

1 Corinthians 15:34 "Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge of God: I speak this to your shame."

that's loving your neighbors all your neighbors your lgbtq ones, your muslim ones, your jew ones, your white ones, etc. 

Mark 12:30-32 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these. And the scribe said unto him, Well, Master, thou hast said the truth: for there is one God; and there is none other but he:"

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I live in the USA and here a lot of people feel "entitled", and I am going to tell you all how to really succeed at life.............mainly serving................

  Update 8/20/2025 it's finally happening, and the world is letting this happen, total killing of the people left in gaza is what this looks like. What kind of hellscape earth is???????????...............................

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 I live in the USA and here a lot of people feel "entitled", and I am going to tell you all how to really succeed at life.............mainly serving................
   I've had a photo just in my brains........glued there for near 24 hours. Someone I know who is riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiich  -------- nice people, rich people, party with not many people their in the photo.
   They are nice people I ain't saying they ain't nice people, but I honest believe, they have been so rich so long, and with such a "entitled" mentality whether they even realize it or not, because they are "gorgeous" and rich.

  So I was looking for a giffy and got all sidetracked due to this Danny Devito Giffy, my family we love Danny Devito in our house. 

via GIPHY

   My youngest daughter painted Danny Devito as a teletubby sun, we are big time fans of Danny Devito like everyone in my house.............this painting is giant the photo doesn't do it justice, and it happens to be the green grass in the field matches the cabinets perfect................love this painting......)  I don't get the "tele tubby" reference myself, but my kids have
watched more episodes of "It's always sunny in philadelphia" then I have.

    But sheri this goes against your whole idea and the bible verse that says the poor will have few friends Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends." - Ya that verse exists, and many a rich people do fair well out there, hence they I do believe a lot of them get really "entitled" in their minds. 

Acts 20:35 "I have shewed you all things, how that so labouring ye ought to support the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he said, It is more blessed to give than to receive." - I'm just telling you all right now the words of the lord Jesus Christ, and he said It is more blessed to give than to receive.

    Well Jesus Christ the lord, would not say that unless it is the actual case. 

    I'm workin up to something here.................................bible says we will reap if we faint not (that don't matter how much money you do or do not have). You can volunteer for free at many local foodbanks, many good things you can do that cost very little, sending letters for instance. 

Galatians 6:8-10 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting. And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not. As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."

    We will reap if we faint not If we faint not. And of note to me Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all." I know I am of the last, I am aware of my low status (though my family don't want me mentioning their 1st names on my blog my mom told me don't mention their 1st names, they are convinced I'm big time a celebrity - which maybe I am????????, a person can be many things at one time). I know right, I post stupid on my blog, and my you tube ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................

   I'd like to not pay attention to to the word "least" in Mark 9:35, and more zone in on "the servant of all" -------- but also not not zone in on the "least" word in that bible verse, because you don't have to have money or be anything great, or OR you could have money....................anybody can serve. 

Think on it, really think on it..................the greatest in the kingdom of heaven "..........the same shall be last of all, and servant of all"

    How much zeal we alllllllllllllllllllll should have to serve one another!

   And if your not a believer and have no desire to give your life to the lord right now (or maybe never), still STILL FOR YOU TO...........................Matthew 10:42 "And whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones a cup of cold water only in the name of a disciple, verily I say unto you, he shall in no wise lose his reward."

Mark 9:41 "For whosoever shall give you a cup of water to drink in my name, because ye belong to Christ, verily I say unto you, he shall not lose his reward."

That is all I have to say for today, I really want to add this lady gaga song which I actually mega like this song, so I'm going to add it................................

Real riches ain't money at all

real riches is friends and family and community and your church etc. etc.

It's ok to be offended, and live who you are...............such great advice I heard today from Mark Bajerski......................(sheri 2025 interjecting, I'm not offended because I wear crystals other people are offended badly Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!" I very much believe and probably know they are offended so bad they have sent their souls to hell - and that is woe). At least it's probably like a whole gigantic committee by now and you won't be alone. You'll get to hang out with the members of the Apostolic Christian church of America forever, saunaing forever while being mad at me THAT'LL BE AWESOME 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍..............

It's ok to be offended, and live who you are...............such great advice I heard today from Mark Bajerski......................(sheri 2025 interjecting, I'm not offended because I wear crystals other people are offended badly Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!" I very much believe and probably know they are offended so bad they have sent their souls to hell - and that is woe). At least it's probably like a whole gigantic committee by now and you won't be alone. You'll get to hang out with the members of the Apostolic Christian church of America forever, saunaing forever while being mad at me THAT'LL BE AWESOME 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍..............

   I maybe tanking myself, trying to be extra "true" to who I am.
   I am a natural witch, that info could tank me. Thing is, I could not wear the stone jewelry that protects me...........and be like pretending right that I am not a "natural witch" even though I'd still be a natural witch, just to make other christians happy.
  But that'd be bad for me, emf's are real, I'm protecting myself...........................you all might gonna die via 5g????????????????? Link to what the FCC is saying.................................The FCC people......................if you ain't "natural witches" you'll be able to protect yourself some if you wear tourmaline, or shungite...............I recommend tiny bit of quartz with that to to amplify things...............
https://ecfsapi.fcc.gov/file/1053072081009/5G%20Radiation%20Dangers%20-%2011%20Reasons%20To%20Be%20Concerned%20_%20ElectricSense.pdf
   I gonna be like more protected then most allllllllllll  you all, cause I'm a natural witch. And you can't even make happen for  yourselves what I can most you all.

Don't hate the player that wants to keep her eyeballs!

👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

  It is horrible apparently to offend any of us that are Jesus Christ's but offences they must come Matthew 18:6-7 "But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea. Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!"

   But anyways, I agree with Mark that people are super easy offended these days, I really like his video above I think what he all said in that video is "well said". I agree with Mark as well that feeling is good, to feel is good. Jesus he overturned the money changers table, god wants us TO FEEL............don't all pc out just to make people happy.....................

  John 2:14-16 "And found in the temple those that sold oxen and sheep and doves, and the changers of money sitting: And when he had made a scourge of small cords, he drove them all out of the temple, and the sheep, and the oxen; and poured out the changers' money, and overthrew the tables; And said unto them that sold doves, Take these things hence; make not my Father's house an house of merchandise."

  We are living in a society that increasingly is about only saying x x x words in schools so that they "don't offend" Jesus Christ the Lord - OFFENDED!

  That's all I want to say for today. 

Have a great day. 

Peace to all. 

Be you!

Be-you-tiful!

(unless you is harming yourself or others or thinking about harming yourself or others, then go to rehab or counseling)

LOVE

Jesus he died for us............I think he went through heaps of pain because he loves us..........................growht spiritual growth happens I think from "feeling" from even allowing yourself to love the unloveables............it's good to feel I believe........................

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My "works meet of repentance" for this week, I donated $5 to St. Jude's children's hospital that does accept paypal, very convenient and a great cause....................

My "works meet of repentance" for this week, I donated $5 to St. Jude's children's hospital that does accept paypal, very convenient and a great cause....................

https://www.stjude.org/donate/pm.html?sc_dcm=254910857&sc_cid=kwp75473&source_code=IIQ190721002&ef_id=EAIaIQobChMI5rf054y25gIVVRh9Ch2vkAewEAAYASAAEgJiW_D_BwE:G:s&s_kwcid=AL!4519!3!386681578030!e!!g!!st-jude&gclid=EAIaIQobChMI5rf054y25gIVVRh9Ch2vkAewEAAYASAAEgJiW_D_BwE

  I am weary of heeding this bible verse I won't lie....................

   Luke 6:26-28 "Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets. But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you."

  It "feels" to me often, that all I have are enemies and by enemies I mean people that don't actually like me.................ya they may say to other people they don't hate me, they may put up a "good front" but do they love me in "deed and in truth" - a lot of the time THEY DON'T (now some do). 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

   I can't do good to everybody. I think for me these charities, is my "loving" not just in tongue not just putting the word in pink at the end of my blog post LOVE as I often have, BUT IN DEED AND TRUTH!

   And it don't matter if it's $5 here and there, it matters THAT I THAT YOU ARE CARING LOVING LOVING RIGHT IN DEED AND IN TRUTH!

  However it is you choose to do that. And ya I got gifts for my family. Brians mailing them out soon.

  It's good to love one another and care.

John 13:33-35 "Little children, yet a little while I am with you. Ye shall seek me: and as I said unto the Jews, Whither I go, ye cannot come; so now I say to you. A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another."

Love our neighbors as ourselves the bible says well our neighbors ARE EVERYBODY!

 I wouldn't "poo poo" my occasional $5 donations cause I'm a zealous messianic jew. 

Romans 13:8-10 

8 Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law.

9 For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

10 Love worketh no ill to his neighbour: therefore love is the fulfilling of the law.

   I just am unable to think like my family and flip off my brothers ex-wife and hate her forever (see previous blog post), like they want me to.......................it's clearly not in my "mentality" that sort of "logic" 

  I love my family, they maybe mad at me forever that to this day I like my brothers ex-wife....................I theorize my brother's ex-wife told her "step daughter" aka my brothers daughter, that she was no longer her mom anymore and didn't mean it in a "mean hearted way" and it was taken badly. That is the going theory I have. 

  Are there totally evil horrible people out there, no chance for them to be saved, or to be "good" or what have you...................ya there pry is.................but my brother's ex-wife I have hope for her. 

  I ain't wanting to curse her to death or nothing I am a messianic jew!

 But in "this world" as far as "this worlds system" goes maybe people are """"""supposed""""""""" to curse one another to death and not care about each other to be............................naturals.................

Shabbat Shalom

Love for all!

My mom told me she knows I'm a "good person" I gonna tell you all the truth Matthew 19:17 "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments." But there is "good" in I believe all people, just some never let their light shine..................

Update 8/17/2025 went to church today (my new phone, it blurs out the background automatic --------- I ain't complaining, it takes mega crisp pictures!)

cracked added some black dye to my hair #goth 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

My mom told me she knows I'm a "good person" I gonna tell you all the truth Matthew 19:17 "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments." But there is "good" in I believe all people, just some never let their light shine..................(usually the people that never "let their light shine", they let "life circumstances" stop them whether past or present, and/or they just don't recover from what all "happened to them").
There is bad you can see in most anybody if you wanted to. 
But there is also good there. 
Sometimes you just gotta wait for it. 
Matthew 19

17 And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments.

18 He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness,

19 Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

20 The young man saith unto him, All these things have I kept from my youth up: what lack I yet?

21 Jesus said unto him, If thou wilt be perfect, go and sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come and follow me.

  Pretty detailed out there I'd say, clear, easy to understand those bible verses. 

  Honoring my parents:
 My mom basically worked and paid for the first two years of my college, my dad took much time out of his life to train me for the Jesse Owens Olympics.................I wouldn't of medaled pry without all that training.
They are so much beyond me as far as family loyalty goes I cannot reach their elite status of perfection and that is the truth. Because there was no way I wasn't going to care about my brothers paralized alone in a hospital in the middle of nowhere montana for several months now ex-wife. 

I had to betray my family and care

I am the dirt of my family

This is me honouring my parents some more cause the bible says I supposed to do that, they do for reals have some extreme loyalty to family, and I didn't know it was expected of me to flip off paralized ex wifes in hospitals but my dad basically told me on the phone that I'm horrible for not basically flipping my brothers ex-wife off. It's a different logic my family has. My headspace isn't where their headspace is..............I'm the type your hurting, I'm going to care don't matter who you is. 

  If at times I have indeed upset a lot of the earth............................jesus said, "............Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments." That is what jesus said. 

   I think, and this is my take on things, people if they is all mad at me right....................if people's panties are actually all bunched up out there....................it's because they have set to high of a "standard" for me or for themselves, OR BOTH. 

now

now

we need the standard high

sin needs to be sin

  But jesus's words is true, there is none good, so there needs to be mercy as well.............. Matthew 19:17 "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments." 

   But I can't call my parents to see how they are doing, naw, I'll get in a fight with my dad, and I know it. Near broke my vocal cords yelling at my dad last time I was on the phone to him "What the hell is this that you all think I should've basically just flipped a paralized in the middle of nowhere montana hospital girl off - what is that?" ----------------- lost nearly my vocal cords my dad upset me so bad. 

   I'm the black sheep of my family and that's it. 

BUT WHAT SHEEP IS WHITE?????????

Heal Palestine Inc.

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/4792046

  

Keep the 1st thing 1st MOST IMPORTANT, that is what god told me last night Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment."...............

the black on the upper right corner of this pic is very intrigueing to me - cause I didn't edit this picture in anyway --------- it looks great I ain't bothered by it at all..........but I didn't put that black shadow along the water at the top right of this pic I didn't edit this photo at all!

Keep the 1st thing 1st MOST IMPORTANT, that is what god told me last night Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment." God told me I was getting much to caught up lately in giving Him adequate "tithes and offerings" and that that isn't even what He is after (well god would like us right to give him tithes and offerings else there wouldn't even be a mention of tithes and offerings in the bible and of "robbing god" Malachi 3:8 "Will a man rob God? Yet ye have robbed me. But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee? In tithes and offerings.", but more then anything He wants our hearts). Refer to the bold and underlined bit the the bible below is the gist of what God told me last night.........................................

Mark 12

28 And one of the scribes came, and having heard them reasoning together, and perceiving that he had answered them well, asked him, Which is the first commandment of all?

29 And Jesus answered him, The first of all the commandments is, Hear, O Israel; The Lord our God is one Lord:

30 And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment.

31 And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these.

32 And the scribe said unto him, Well, Master, thou hast said the truth: for there is one God; and there is none other but he:

33 And to love him with all the heart, and with all the understanding, and with all the soul, and with all the strength, and to love his neighbour as himself, is more than all whole burnt offerings and sacrifices.

34 And when Jesus saw that he answered discreetly, he said unto him, Thou art not far from the kingdom of God. And no man after that durst ask him any question.

   So many pastors out there, they'll preach tv ones, donate today and god'll give you back a 7 fold times 7 blessing (many tv pastors like to make up various multiplications of blessings that will come back to you)

As bad as I'd like to have money

and I do want money

I want to rule the world to

God told me to keep Him 1st

This is the point in my blog I'm supposed to choose a song I have no idea what song to choose?????????????????????????????

 "Women they will come and they will go" - Fleetwood Mac

God.................God is worth sticking with. 

I chose this song also due to the lyric.......................

"Now here you go again You say you want your freedom"

If I could I would

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and you know it

------- ya I'd do that to

and that

and that

and that

AND THAT

Bible says don't envy the sinners and stuffs...........................but how?

Proverbs 23:17 "Let not thine heart envy sinners: but be thou in the fear of the Lord all the day long."

 A lot of the time they looks to be the ones having allllllllllllllllllllll the fun. 

  Most nights I stuck at home, cause my genious kids have homework, which hey I can't complain that I have no life for going on 5 years, cause it's great being a genious, geniouses make tons of money usually. 

  Lately I've came like within millimeters of cracking finally and going and you know purchasing a little marijuana's. I haven't. 

  I shouldn't

cause that is what "sinners" do

they buy the marijuana's

and I repent

repent don't mean go and buy the marijuana's

A year now

one our realistate signs is just feet away from the pot shop down the street

A year now

I've sat and watched car after car after car after car drive into the pot shop parking lot

driving in my mind to some green leafed pearly gates

(I sit in the car while my husband takes care of that particular realistate open house sign)

via GIPHY

love god myself

just god

not money

not pot

If you sit here with a boooooooooooooooooooo life and love god that will be making god happy

not the marijuana's

  Some rich young guy friends I had in high school - used to tell me "it takes the edge off" 

makes sense

pot even logically makes sense in my mind

why would you just want to be "on a edge"?????????????????????

  I'd think if you like stayed at the edge of a cliff long enough you might would jump off eventually. 

.........................................I pry do count as a ex-pothead, I completely think like a pothead

1 Thessalonians 5:8 "But let us, who are of the day, be sober, putting on the breastplate of faith and love; and for an helmet, the hope of salvation."

  Being high on pot is a type of not being sober.........................I've heard that people high get in car crashes easy

https://www.nbcnews.com/business/consumer/legalized-marijuana-linked-sharp-rise-car-crashes-n921511

  Well, people that smoke pot get in car crashes easy and a lot cause they ain't sober when they are high I don't believe. 

 ---------------------- yep pry going to have to buy a pinball machine get back into pinball................................................but I have a problem my house is so small where I even gonna put a pinball machine??????????????????????????????????????????????????

Save the children definately appears to be a charity helping the starving kids of gaza................

https://www.savethechildren.org/