Tonight this verse convicted me a slew........1 Kings 18:21 "And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word."

Update 1/12/2024 Just got back from Lowe's this is the plant I bought today 😁 On sale so only $4...........well there's one dead and one dieing leaf on this plant............you want to know why??? It's because it's outgrown the pot it's in. Ya. That's it. That's the big reason it's on sale for $4. At this point if you buy a plant in this scenario you have 2 options oftentimes, I can either plant this plant in a larger pot...........or...............and this is the option I'm choosing...........break this plant into 2 plants. 

2 plants 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

(my latest painting, I would light shabbat candles myself cause I like the idea of it, I like the idea of acknowledging the sabbath day as holy via this jewish tradition -------- but it does appear very much to be jewish law, and I'm staying away from the law -------- cause my parents they done nagged me most my life telling me if I heeded one bit of the law I'd be guilty of all of it --------- I need to stay in the "grace of god" bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So this painting will have to be enough for me!..........it's pretty good!

Tonight this verse convicted me a slew........1 Kings 18:21 "And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word." So many days I think like the world a bit, I think to myself "oh, I'll go on you tube watch some makeup tutorials figure out how to use this glitter or whatever"...........it's kinda of glitter flecks of glitter in a primer item I got recently.
THE WORLDS OPINION IS WEAR MAKEUP IT'S FUN, NO HARM IN THAT! 
GO DANCING NO HARM IN THAT!
ETC. ETC.
 The world has a real "opinion" that is very real, I think many of us all to often likely without even knowing it ARE SOMETIMES HALTING BETWEEN TWO OPINIONS!
 And what does "halt" mean ya it means we are stuck, unable to be of use to god!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Timothy 2:20-22 "But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and of silver, but also of wood and of earth; and some to honour, and some to dishonour. If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master's use, and prepared unto every good work."

Are you halting between two opinions today?

Lately I've thought much about the jews (I am of jewish heritage myself) they went after other gods............gods of silver or gold of earthly things, maybe gods of honour, of pride - they went after the things they saw people going after around them in the bible Deuteronomy 8:19 "And it shall be, if thou do at all forget the Lord thy God, and walk after other gods, and serve them, and worship them, I testify against you this day that ye shall surely perish."

 Luke 6:49 "But he that heareth, and doeth not, is like a man that without a foundation built an house upon the earth; against which the stream did beat vehemently, and immediately it fell; and the ruin of that house was great."

I want to live!

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I don't want to talk out loud about the "tribulations" I am currently going through, but to say that I can see how they ARE VALUABLE 2 Corinthians 4:17 "For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;"

Update 1/11/2024 you all will go through "much tribulation" to follow jesus! Acts 14:22
"Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." It is what it is. 

  What I've learned try and make the best of everyday - basically what everyone does!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my hair is like 2 tones right now but I am about to fix that, maybe later tonight. So that it is all blonde again 😁 And then later this week, I'm entirelly changing up my hairstyle, because this ponytail pulls to much on my head...............my hair is thinning, when you have thinned out hair, you don't want tight pulled greately type hairstyles. 

(My latest painting, surfing the "trending" of tumblr one day - bored - came across a painting of a light bulb super real, so I decided that was the thing to paint next a light bulb - course mine isn't super real, my "style" seeped out on this piece, but I like it : )

I don't want to talk out loud about the "tribulations" I am currently going through, but to say that I can see how they ARE VALUABLE 2 Corinthians 4:17 "For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;" (I view tribulation and affiction as basically the same thing, pretty sure it's the same thing bible says............Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." affliction and tribulation wait maybe I go look that up in the dictionary both is grief causing stuffs.............pretty sure near identical definition to those two words ---------- though I guess maybe affliction is something that you feel and maybe isn't indicative of something happening to you in that event then I'm talking about tribulation but it's also affliction to me at the same time - double whammy!) I don't know what sort of tribulation you'd go through that you wouldn't be afflicted???????????????????? I quote myself from this post http://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/05/i-pray-for-smiths-friends.html 

you got beaten it's disturbing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  There is a tribulation in particular that has been exceedingly pressing upon my soul recently (that I completely don't want to talk about) what I'd like to say is ----------

it is light

2 Corinthians 4:17 "For our light affliction.............."

It's not only light it's immensely RIDICULOUSLY...........".......................which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory"

  If you all heard what this "affliction" is it's actually so light you all might bust out laughing at me..............you might chuckle and be like "that's it" "that's whats weighing on your soul big time?"

 ----------------------- Though it's weighing on my soul big time, I'm weary by now, oh I've prayed about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 It is in reality light, and it will only last for a moment......here's the whole bit of verses.............
2 Corinthians 4:16-18 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."

  I hope for this blog post to not be um depressing or whatever, but like undepressing, our afflictions are light and but for a moment (..............if the word of god says our afflictions are light they must be light, there must be a point where god would end a life if a disease advanced to far --------------  I choose to trust god and His word) We all will be put through "tribulations" much tribulations the bible says Acts 14:22 it's for a reason, it's for a purpose,".........worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory" I mean to be encouraging basically. 

  Stuffs can work together for our good in many ways Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."

  If something bad were to happen to any of us, you could realize the staff at the hospitals care, people around me care..................that is some potentially working together for the good. 

  If your homeless and someone gives you a meal, the praise to god you could have in your heart potentially IS A FANTASTICALLY GOOD THING! 

  There's many things that could happen to us following jesus that could work together for our good according the bible "all things work together for good to them that love god"

ALL THINGS!

Hope you all have a great week earth! 

LOVE

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All that is on my mind this thanksgiving is how much god loves us, and my thankfulness for this...............

 Update 1/9/2024 husband has covid 19 again..........me and oldest daughter don't have covid right now. Brian got some special drug so that the covid 19 don't get him having to go to the hospital again bad, like what happened to him last time he got covid 19. 

  Right now I'm battling "dry mouth" I ain't been drinking enough water lately.............the struggle is real. Enjoy this blog post from 2015.......................

All that is on my mind this thanksgiving is how much god loves us, and my thankfulness for this. For a long, long, long time, I didn't believe god loved me that much. Anybody can go to this blog and pick up some "sense" that "oh here is a person trying hard to please god" "here is a person trying real hard to get god to love them" (like more then the tiny amount I deemed god loved me) But the above song is the case, "He loves us, oh how He loves us, oh how He loves us, OH HOW HE LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!"
1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
  That of course doesn't mean "go ahead and sin" you know since how god loves us so much, we should want instead of sinning to be pleasing to god. We are all scarcely saved, and our best efforts are weak and feeble at best often (ya rich people could do a slew of good, but I'm sure even the wealthy have days where they haven't "hit the bar" - where there were family members they should've phoned or friends etc. and they were to tired, etc.) Let's love one another, read our bibles, pray put god first..................
He is a good god
He deserves our love, our worship, our adoration, our time in our days
Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment."

  I finally this year, understand that god loves me. If/when I am chastened by god (people as well - there have been people in my life that have not "held back" the rod or whatever not like a real rod), it is truelly out of love. When people in my life are like "sheri........................................." or when god chastens me...................doesn't feel great for me at the time. Revelation 3:19 "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent." In retrospect I am able to look back and realize how loved I really am : ) 

  --------------- if anyone is interested in knowing this the "biggy" item for me lately, is to put away "childish things".........................................and I'm terrified of being a "adult" like full out I'm saying. And I've came to realize, or I'm coming to realize, that putting away childish things.............won't "KO" me like I think it will. 

 ------------ I have reason valid reason to fear being a full out adult..............cause often it is the adults that think they know everything, that will not accept correction from god or from men. It is often those that are childlike in their hearts somewhere, that I believe are able to take correction. 

.............my complete terror of being a full out adult ever I imagine is more extreme then that though

.............................I know of a few adults. I am terror filled of what they are. 

 We are god's children...........................

Proverbs 3:11 "My son, despise not the chastening of the Lord; neither be weary of his correction:"
Proverbs 13:24 "He that spareth his rod hateth his son: but he that loveth him chasteneth him betimes."

  If you is a "big time adult" out there, it's not to late for you you can become like a little child and get to receiving correction from god again.........Matthew 18:3 "And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven."

  I recogn just keep going to my blog that'll cure you of your "adultism"

(my latest piece of art, I like flowers a lot)

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

PS.............Ya I'm a fan of peter pan!

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If you find yourself in a lowly place on earth - SERVE GOD/JESUS, HAVE ZEAL HAVE FIRE, WE ALL CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOGETHER!.........................

Update 1/8/2024 this morning I went down a you tube rabbit hole, about the january 1st 2024 miami aliens. And the earth's core heating up, the sun being ACTIVE NOW, before it wasn't, now we have "super sun flares". 

I can't talk much..............I really can't...................

but if you want to be human and survive.............................

you bestest figure out what your super human powers are!!!!!!!

DON'T TELL ME YOUR JUST A HUMAN BEING LIES!!!!!!!!!

Acts 10:28 "And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath shewed me that I should not call any man common or unclean."

  Figure out what your super human powers are............

maybe you levitate

maybe you can walk through fire

maybe you have "ultra telepathy" 

etc. 

  Then HONE THEM GET BETTER AT THAT!

for.....................

it's gonna get hard to be on earth......................

Matthew 24:21-22 "For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be. And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened."

If you find yourself in a lowly place on earth - SERVE GOD/JESUS, HAVE ZEAL HAVE FIRE, WE ALL CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOGETHER!.........................
Confession: I'll often go on and on about how lowly I am on this here blog (but I desire glory just like many you all do) not that it's bad to desire that (think long as you ain't actively trying to "vaunt" whatever launch yourself up or whatever, not that that'd even work it's god that raises up or brings down someone Psalm 147:6 "The Lord lifteth up the meek: he casteth the wicked down to the ground.") Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
  I find myself in a lowly place right now.......................we can't control when god decides to raise us up either.1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" Who knows when that "due time" is.
 My point which I'm getting at...........many of us are in "lowly" estates on this here earth at this particular bit of time. STAY HUMBLE! STAY MEEK! SERVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  Let's say god didn't raise me up til I get to heaven, could be heaven is the "due time"..........................Mark 9:35 "And he sat down, and called the twelve, and saith unto them, If any man desire to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of all."
  I am unfortunately plagued with this "succeed" mentality that is all over this planet. I often think if I don't make myself a big time tele-evangelist (yes women shouldn't lead I know that) that I am a big time failure (I'm just telling you all the truth here). Or to big time succeed, I recogn as a worship leader, or church pianist maybe????????????? Like you know be something "big time"
When in reality not only is is ok to be something small, something of what diminuitive stature on this planet - IT'S PROBABLY FOR THE BEST! 
 ----------- Sure there can be a time to be "raised up" by god that also is blessed and good
----------- But also the time of serving god/jesus maybe a bit more, or just clean just the idea of that of being lowly in a lowly place and serving god/jesus THIS TIME OF LIFE CAN ALSO BE VERY BLESSED! VERY GOOD! (even in the event that we aren't raised up til we get to heaven aka the idea behind the bible verse "christ in you, the hope of glory" Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:")
   I am currently pestering the elder and his wife to contact, mike and lisa and/or to have the elder and his wife over to my house...................(oh of the apostolic christian church of america though I no go there no more)

I WANT TO BE THE LEAST AND THE SERVANT OF ALL!

I went recently to one my aunts funerals, and I went up to view her in the casket (and did tear up - I will miss my aunt) I thought hard about how when we die, we end up either in a urn, or a box............probably. The stuffs you bought you cannot take that stuffs with you. 

  What is the meaning of life??????????????

Is it to buy a bunch of stuffs - no. 

I recogn it is to experience the love and mercy of god, and to also give out that same love and mercy to everyone you know. To love. To serve. 

  The devil would have you all to believe "the life" is to be glamorous, and to have lot's of makeup and lot's of worldly goods, and lot's of status............

JESUS REALLY IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE!

John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and thelife: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."

  changed the song there once was a different song on this post

now the song is......................cause this song is talking 

what's about to come upon this earth that will make mens what hearts fail.............

Luke 21:26

Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.

oh - nanu nanu

that's alien for have a great day!

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 yesterday brian cleaned around his computer and found a bracelet I had bought a long time ago, a giant magnetic type bracelet - man it helped my arthritis yesterday. But I still gotta loose a lot of weight quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jesus definately came to bring us life more abundantly I have decided, because life is much more abundant when we love one another, when we even love our enemies.........................

Update 1/6/2024 husband is sick with I guess flu? (he ain't coughing so, he's ruled out covid) And I finally planted the lucky bamboo (I need all the luck I can get - I just have miserable luck always) people hate me, people attack me online often, that's all that happens to me I'm attacked "for jesus". Anyways the bamboo was like $2.50 and the nice tin red pot was only 97 cents I recall at IKEA.....................(I've never planted lucky bamboo in dirt - but I theorize the dirt will help the plant - this lucky bamboo is planted in dirt).............................

Jesus definately came to bring us life more abundantly I have decided, because life is much more abundant when we love one another, when we even love our enemies. Somedays I will put a slew of thought, into how is the life jesus came to bring for us to have "more abundantly"?
The verse I ponder much...............
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
  Cause Matthew 19:27 "Then answered Peter and said unto him, Behold, we have forsaken all, and followed thee; what shall we have therefore?" The bible says we need to love our lives not unto the death!!!!!!!!!!!!
Revelation 12:11 "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death." Basically we all need to do what the disciples did in Matthew 19:27..................crucify our fleshes to their lusts and desires and loose our lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 10:39 "He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." So that's like loosing most all your earthly possessions, and your life to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I've ended up very much relating to peter in the bible in matthew 19:27 "............what shall we have therefore?" And somedays I think to myself, how is this life more abundantly? Would not life more abundantly be me being able to go out and dance some, and drink like 3 beers enough to like not get drunk but nice and "toasty"? There are items in this world that I greately still think would be "life more abundantly" if I could do them some. 

  But I have decided jesus has indeed came that we might have life "more abundantly" 

Cause following jesus I love people! 

I am finding I am able to love my enemies even - 

this is really good! 

 The apostolic christian church of america (I don't go there anymore - I have to mention this cause there's people that might have a seizure if I went there) but they have a song that has a lyric that says "without love, lifeless through this world I'd pass"...........I don't know where this song is located in the zions harp so this one works in a snap...............ya I'm a Tom Jones fan world why wouldn't I be?......................

Have a great week earth! 

(I'd totally go to a Tom Jones concert!)

LOVE

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The truth: Often a "godly woman" doesn't just bamn happen, she's built up by men basically pastor's, her husband, jesus, god etc.........................

Sheri 1/5/2024 isn't allowed to speak even 1 bible verse EVER to my current (2nd husband - he does not allow that - read previous blog post in 2015 for more info on that). But all anybody needs is the bible!!!!!!!!!! John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;" People out there will say you need fellowship, you need to go to church etc. etc. - naw you just need the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's all you need!!!!!!!!! 1 Corinthians 4:20 "For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power." I'll say this much men pastors mens in general brainwashed sheri 2015 real good, she was chirping just what they wanted her to chirp...........................gag................🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮....................

peloton weight lose/ I'm mostly vegan lately (for health reasons, both my asthma and my arthritis had gotten extreme................so I gotta loose weight). I am not sucking it in in this pic, and you can tell I ain't sucking it in, cause my chest and my butt have shrunk as well........like total me shrinking in size is happening 😁👍......................

(my latest galaxy painting)

The truth: Often a "godly woman" doesn't just bamn happen, she's built up by men basically pastor's, her husband, jesus, god etc.........................Proverbs 31:10-12 "A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies. Her husband has full confidence in her and lacks nothing of value. She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life." I don't think any girl/woman/lady out there just could happen to end up like proverbs 31:10-12 without taking on some guidance from some men..............if those men just be jesus/god/holy spirit...............pastor of your church............etc.
  Someone asked me recently "you know your a girl right?"
 You would think that question wouldn't stump me somehow. I feel like if I admit I am a girl, I'm admiting defeat somehow. Admiting I need help.

I DO NEED HELP!

 But I do struggle with the idea of accepting that I am indeed a girl. I didn't build myself up.......................I have been spiritually built up by a mighty army of men!  

  This song holds true for me...........................I am a pile of clay that is, what I started out as, a lowly pile of clay...................................

BUT I AM BEING BUILT UP INTO A MOUNTAIN!

(As a girl, so clearly it can't be the "house of horrors" to be a girl that I think it is in my head, if I am a mountain someday................then that isn't the house of horrors scenario)

Isaiah 64:8 "Yet you, Lord, are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand." I put this verse here cause men, you are no different then us womens, you also are clay.............

either your on god's potters wheel being formed into something fab

or - YIKES is happening to you

(if YIKES is happening to you, repent give you life to jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET ON GOD'S POTTERS WHEEL!)

 I am getting sidetracked right now, this bit of the bible is so nice......................Titus 2:11-13 "For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ,"

Girl yep, and that's ok. 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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Christianity and "Growing up": Recently I was told basically twice to "grow up" - and I need to grow up some I have decided for the mere fact that I get a bit worked up at hearing someone tell me to "grow up" - it's like that one button left............if I was a vending machine and there was 1 "special" drink left.....................

Sheri 1/4/2024 believe's something much more "sinister" is involved in people sometimes having told me to "grow up" It's a way to tell me to "shut up and take the abuse" When I got excited for a bible verse like last year I think it was, my husband came and chewed me out for mentioning to him my excitement for that bible verse. I blacked out what he told me, I tried desperately to climb out a window I COULDN'T FIT OUT OF. Then later that day, we went to the mega church for "impromptu marriage counseling" and the leading elder brother that spoke to us told me "grow up" He didn't listen to me at all, that my husband knew I am a christian when he was dating me!!!!!!!!! HE KNEW THAT. And not only did he know that...........he told me how he was a candle alter lighting boy the main one for his families lutheran church for years, and how annoyed he was by the "hypocrasies" he saw in the church

but then I'm supposed to shut up I mean "grow up" and never speak about a bible verse again?????????????

the horror

last night

I glanced at a costco employee in a wheel chair - he looked rather chipper I noted that

he asked "how are you doing" 

and my husband walking in front of me as he most always does right away said "fine" or soemthing like that

I also said fine

but am I really "fine" 

or have I just been so brain washed to "grow up" to always be thankful

???????????????

cause few days before at IKEA I said "oh ya feel free buy that, get the garage even cleaner" 

and brian NOT ACTUALLY JOKING HIS VOICE WASN'T "JOKE STYLE" 

yelled loudly cause he wants to be heard

"stop your bitchin" 

well he's done that sort of thing for years. 

and I wasn't bitchin

being eager to have a clean garage isn't bitchin

------------------ but see he likes being a victim

everybody likes being a victim out there

they often make me out to be a b----

so I don't even know if I'm ok?????????? In reality???????? If I'm ok or if I've gotten good at playing this "happy little wife role" while being insulted most everyday for 23+ years??????????

sheri 2024 still here.............................1st husband says I told him before I came to earth, that I didn't want him helping me ---------------- well if that me exists..............THAT AIN'T ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME NOW WOULD LIKE THE HELP OF "SATAN".................I'm not sure I'm "ok" at all.......................fact I think in many ways I'm not ok at all, but have been so brainwashed, to always be happy, always be "blessed" for jesus....................

(My 1st two galaxy paintings - so fun : )

Christianity and "Growing up": Recently I was told basically twice to "grow up" (one of the two times of note here recently I was told to "get real" but the way that was said basically was "grow up" --- at hearing this the world might think to themselves "what kind of idiotic spree is this fool on right now?") - and I need to grow up some I have decided for the mere fact that I get a bit worked up at hearing someone tell me to "grow up" - it's like that one button left............if I was a vending machine and there was 1 "special" drink left.....................

I went ahead and looked to see what the bible has to say on the subject matter and it is really interesting, we all know this verse pry Matthew 19:14 "But Jesus said, Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven." 

 Well then there's these verses....................

Ecclesiastes 11:8-10 "But if a man live many years, and rejoice in them all; yet let him remember the days of darkness; for they shall be many. All that cometh is vanity. Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth; and let thy heart cheer thee in the days of thy youth, and walk in the ways of thine heart, and in the sight of thine eyes: but know thou, that for all these things God will bring thee into judgment. Therefore remove sorrow from thy heart, and put away evil from thy flesh: for childhood and youth are vanity."  So interesting to me Ecclesiastes 11:9 is. Basically appears to be god's saying, ok have fun...........but this is about to um, out of love, force god to "bring thee into judgement".
  I've decided being "grown up" doesn't mean you can't have fun, no, that just can't be it. Jesus came that we might have life more abundantly ---------------- well how can we have life more abundantly if we cannot go down the street to chuck e cheese and play pinball????????????????????? John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
   So I've decided growing up, "grow up" when someone tells you that...................
a - if you like me and you get a bit irritated being told to "grow up" YOU PRY NEED TO GROW UP A BIT MORE..........IT'S OK, YOU CAN DO THAT! 
None us has to be stagnant in fact we shouldn't be.
We should if we have a bad habit for instance of cracking many bad jokes we pry should want to quit doing that and "grow up".
  Does that mean we can never crack a joke again - no I don't think that be's the case at all. When the bible says to put away with "jesting" I think it means when you are doing that like all the time. Ephesians 5:4 "Neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks."

I am like so growing up : ) 

well on my way : ) 

probably even BIG : ) 

getting big : ) 

near all grow'd up : ) 

Hope you alls week is going good! 

LOVE

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Ms. Amaya's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose................

I know "shut up and grow up sheri 2024" shut up and grow up abuse is all that happens out there that's you "blessed by jesus"

I strongely believe "replacement theology" needs to be done away with JESUS BROKE DOWN THE WALL Ephesians 2:14 "For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us;"...............

Sheri 1/3/2024 pretty sure the war in gaza is still going on - it's a bad look for Jews I feel.........this whole gaza war thing. Even the traffic to my blog is nil..................so I'm uploading this update for basically nobody to see it........................

It's amazing how a war I didn't ask for or want, could cause so much devastion in my already severely devastated life. But Jews should be loved because...............Genesis 22:18 "And in thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed; because thou hast obeyed my voice." When we heed the word, the earth get's blessed. Now most judge us way harder then they do everyone else ------------

if they didn't I'd have more views to my blog but I don't so that's either insane jew hate out there and/or insane levels of jew judging. 

   Just waking up reading my bible in the morning, is ME HEEDING GOD'S "VOICE" 

Deuteronomy 6:5

And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.

i'M JUDGED AND HATED WAY TO MUCH

AND ALL US JEWS IS

AND IT'S NUTS

CAUSE WE ARE THE CATALIST TO THE ENTIRE EARTH BEING BLESSED!

THE ENTIRE EARTH!

(my 1st galaxy painting : )

I strongely believe "replacement theology" needs to be done away with JESUS BROKE DOWN THE WALL Ephesians 2:14 "For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us;" Now I know sometimes I am ridiculous on this here blog, I'll talk up so much how I am of the rubenstein family ---- and I know I need to knock that off (though occasional mention of that has to be ok.....................well I have no idea for 100% if I've ever """""""went to far""""""""""????????????). I wonder with the replacement theology if other christian pastors aren't putting up wall with that there replacement theology because they view those of jewish lineage in their churches as having some kind of "wall" up towards them???????????????? That's what I ponder???????

  There needs to not be a wall no more.

((((((((thankfully there is some effort being made in christianity to be "pro jews"))))))))))))) 

Zechariah 8:22-23 "Yea, many people and strong nations shall come to seek the Lord of hosts in Jerusalem, and to pray before the Lord. Thus saith the Lord of hosts; In those days it shall come to pass, that ten men shall take hold out of all languages of the nations, even shall take hold of the skirt of him that is a Jew, saying, We will go with you: for we have heard that God is with you."
 The "replacement theology" days is numbered or near a end entirelly, (I hear pastors on christian tv, talking about how the "replacement theology" needs to be done away with entirelly).

Cause all it does the replacement theology is make the jewish people feel like they are like garbage and can't be christian  ---------------- it does something bad for them.

truth is.....................Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

there's no need for the replacement theology there never was
there is no wall of
jew/christian or christian/jew
jews could try and build up a wall between them and christians
and christians with their replacement theology could try and build up a wall between themselves and jews but............................

jesus destroyed the wall

Ephesians 2:13-15 "But now in Christ Jesus ye who sometimes were far off are made nigh by the blood of Christ. For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us; Having abolished in his flesh the enmity, even the law of commandments contained in ordinances; for to make in himself of twain one new man, so making peace;"

  Now I ain't about to stop wearing my tichel everyone. It's for me a comfort item by now, I believe god wants me to make this effort to dress modest........................and a tichel is a big part for me of dressing modest. I know myself well enough, if I had a snazzy hairdo, when I have had snazzy hairdo's in the past..............................

I was then tempted to slather on the makeup bad

tempted to also wear more revealing clothing

...............................I am saying it is a domino effect that has happened with me in the past...................................a domino effect that can be started with a curling iron and a touch of hair spray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOR REALS!

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

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Mrs. Weber's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

The power of believing of faith Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."....................

Update 1/2/2024 night before last night I read Isaiah 58:7 "Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?"

  And you might think my donating to "Donors Choose" isn't me dealing bread to the hungry.........but since how I have for many years volunteered at foodbanks I know facts usa 1 out of 5 kids is hungry.............THAT'S USA...................

For those that don't know Donors Choose, is a school funding site for low income schools/communities WHERE THE STARVING KIDS IS!

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Ms. Lloyd's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose....................

And sheri 1/2/2023 feels bad for sheri 2015 - most people thought sheri 2015 was fat - cause she was but she thought she was so skinny and athletic, sorry sheri 2015 you were fat, you were Anna Nicole chub land #FACTS no hate at all I love chubby anna nicole and skinny anna nicole (I technically prefer chubby anna nicole a little more just wish she never did drugs and like lived). But myself in 2015 people should've been kinder to you, they weren't, this earth is a ruff place. Least 2023 you, will be mostly vegan and peloton biking most everyday aka actually skinny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................

The power of believing of faith Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." This week I'm setting out to get crazy in shape..............I mean crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And most people would be like ahhhhhhhhhhhh sheri I don't think it can happen really tim. But samson who was like a man with flesh and blood, he broke apart the um columns of a building in the bible cause he had faith in god's ability to answer his prayer so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Judges 16:28-31 "And Samson called unto the Lord, and said, O Lord God, remember me, I pray thee, and strengthen me, I pray thee, only this once, O God, that I may be at once avenged of the Philistines for my two eyes. And Samson took hold of the two middle pillars upon which the house stood, and on which it was borne up, of the one with his right hand, and of the other with his left. And Samson said, Let me die with the Philistines. And he bowed himself with all his might; and the house fell upon the lords, and upon all the people that were therein. So the dead which he slew at his death were more than they which he slew in his life. Then his brethren and all the house of his father came down, and took him, and brought him up, and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the buryingplace of Manoah his father. And he judged Israel twenty years."

THAT REALLY HAPPENED!

 And I was told by someone that bodybuilding could be "vanity" and that is the case bodybuilding """"""""""could""""""""""" be vanity

 But for some of us, we might just be a bunch of samsones...............wanting to use our faith..................wanting to believe we ain't stuck with no beer bellies, no spare tires, (less they are tires in our backyard we are using for plyometrics), NO DOUBLE CHINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ---------- AMEN!!!!!!!!!. 

 From my perspective jesus came bible says that I may have life and have it more abundantly.........................well my life isn't abundant in my estimation or as abundant as it could be if I be's having no 

saggy nothin

double chin 

spare tire 

......................now arthritis it might happen to me again, seems I've conquered arthritis at the moment. I'm done with this double chin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONE!

------------- TODAY at living hope church john bishop said "we are conquerors" "we are god's children" and I knew what he was up to with that, workin to get his church to believe that about themselves

which is totally what pastors should do

there's enough people out in the world that might put us down

 But more then that if they, if you, if I, can get believing more for ourselves.................WHERE'S THE LIMIT TO WHAT WE CAN ACCOMPLISH THEN? Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." 

I just got done working out and admitedly have "the pump" at the moment.......................I want to like bend some iron right now for reals. 

HERCULES!

(Not all you want to be zena the warrior princesses and I understand that - but surely you all have goals John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.")

IT IS POSSIBLE IF YOU BELIEVE IF YOU PERSERVERE IF YOU DON'T GIVE UP!

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  Now for the gratuitous picture of myself flexing for good ol' time sake....................................

Bodybuilding is a schitck for me..........................I think samson was like me to. His muscle right was pry something god gave him.....................................and he ended up using that to like god's glory basically. I relate to samson a lot. Each one us has some talents god's given us that He wants us to use..............Matthew 25:14-16 "For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling into a far country, who called his own servants, and delivered unto them his goods. And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey. Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents." Being unusually buff is for reals one my talents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

I'm going hungry to

but it's a different hunger

Amos 8:12

And they shall wander from sea to sea, and from the north even to the east, they shall run to and fro to seek the word of the Lord, and shall not find it.