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Saturday, September 20, 2025

Can I be "candid" one blog post? I believe usa isn't just christian, they rabid christians. Well why is that????????? 51 states - 1 israel LOOK IT UP. Are any of you awake out there???????? Have you watched people on sunday, cause I have for years - they ain't just drank the jesus juice in usa THEY CHUGGED ALL THE JESUS JUICE AND WENT COO COO I BELIEVE (saying that with love for the rest of the body of christ) how can people enjoy praising god "that much"????????? HOW??????????? Did you read your bibles, it's all about suffering in the flesh! DID YOU READ YOUR BIBLES? JESUS IS LORD, I'm saying they obesed the christians in usa are with jesus that "jesus rabbies" is real and usa is INFESTED.........MALLS ARE DIEING HERE....................WORLD SOS MALLS ARE DIEING HERE..........................I can't say how much I believe usa is israel, somedays the percentage is bumped up to 60% CAUSE CHRISTIANS HERE HAVE GONE LOCOOOOO...........................they all about TITUS 2:12 HERE THEY OBESEEEEEEEEEEEED Titus 2:12 "Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world;"................"""""""""""all things are possible for he who believeth""""""" what if usa wanted to become israel so bad, has loved israel so bad, WE BECAME ISRAEL?...........

update 9/23/2025 my look for today, efforts to dress like a girl.................this is the skirt I made yesterday.......and I'm wearing it with sweatpants that clean have pockets on them. (don't judge me and hate me off the marijuana t-shirt it was a item in a storage unit auction I won, and it is comfortable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)..............

ps - the sandals are my house sandals...................

BEFORE YOU READ THIS BLOG POST I'M PASSIONATE ABOUT THIS TOPIC OF USA MAYBE HAVING BECAME ISRAEL fully. Why so many immigrants from all over the world been so desperate to get to america? WEREN'T THEY DESPERATE TO TOUCH THE HEM OF JESUS'S GARMENT IN THE BIBLE????????????????????

Matthew 14:35-36 "And when the men of that place had knowledge of him, they sent out into all that country round about, and brought unto him all that were diseased; And besought him that they might only touch the hem of his garment: and as many as touched were made perfectly whole."  Unlike any other country on the whole planet people flock from everywhere to usa in desperation to hopefully TOUCH THE HEM OF OUR GARMENT! (I'm saying get a minimum wage job - but it's more then that, IT'S MORE THEN THAT WHY THEY ARE SO DESPERATE TO COME TO AMERICA ITS' MORE THEN THAT) 
   Are they desperate to go to what is supposedly israel???????????????????? - no NO
  BUT THEY DESPERATE TO COME TO AMERICA AND GET BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DESPERATE TO COME TO AMERICA AND GET BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DESPERATE TO COME TO AMERICA AND GET BLESSEED IT AIN'T EVEN ABOUT THE MONEY............THEY COMING HERE FOR MINIMUM WAGE JOBS IT AIN'T ABOUT THE MONEY! 

 Can I be "candid" one blog post? I believe usa isn't just christian, they rabid christians. Well why is that????????? 51 states - 1 israel LOOK IT UP. Are any of you awake out there???????? Have you watched people on sunday, cause I have for years - they ain't just drank the jesus juice in usa THEY CHUGGED ALL THE JESUS JUICE AND WENT COO COO I BELIEVE (saying that with love for the rest of the body of christ) how can people enjoy praising god "that much"????????? HOW??????????? Did you read your bibles, it's all about suffering in the flesh! DID YOU READ YOUR BIBLES? JESUS IS LORD, I'm saying they obesed the christians in usa are with jesus that "jesus rabbies" is real and usa is INFESTED.........MALLS ARE DIEING HERE....................WORLD SOS MALLS ARE DIEING HERE..........................I can't say how much I believe usa is israel, somedays the percentage is bumped up to 60% CAUSE CHRISTIANS HERE HAVE GONE LOCOOOOO...........................they all about TITUS 2:12 HERE THEY OBESEEEEEEEEEEEED Titus 2:12 "Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world;"................"""""""""""all things are possible for he who believeth""""""" what if usa wanted to become israel so bad, has loved israel so bad, WE BECAME ISRAEL?...........

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." You gonna to tell me "well sheri mark 9:23 that can't """"that far"""""""""" for christians ability to make things happen on the earth. Really????????????
  Well sure looks to be a logo which logo's are often POWERFUL AND OF MEANING................saying "50 states, one israel"........................................
all these verses about suffering and then you walk into most christian churches of america they happy happy happy happy happppppppppppppppppy
Romans 8:18 "For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."
2 Corinthians 1:5 "For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ."
2 Corinthians 1:6 "And whether we be afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer: or whether we be comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation."
2 Corinthians 1:7 "And our hope of you is stedfast, knowing, that as ye are partakers of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation."
Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;"
Colossians 1:24 "Who now rejoice in my sufferings for you, and fill up that which is behind of the afflictions of Christ in my flesh for his body's sake, which is the church:"
Hebrews 2:10 "For it became him, for whom are all things, and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons unto glory, to make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings."
1 Peter 1:11 "Searching what, or what manner of time the Spirit of Christ which was in them did signify, when it testified beforehand the sufferings of Christ, and the glory that should follow."
1 Peter 4:13 "But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy."
1 Peter 5:1 "The elders which are among you I exhort, who am also an elder, and a witness of the sufferings of Christ, and also a partaker of the glory that shall be revealed:"
Every weekend you could spin a wheel pick a christian church.........this is the scene................THEY HAPPY................
COULD THAT BE BECAUSE USA IS ---------------------------------------- ISRAEL??????????????????????????????
BECAUSE USA IS ISRAEL???????????????????????
It's weird here in usa
it's always been weird
your supposed to not want to go to church and praise god
your supposed 62% professing chrisitans your supposed to want to go "drink a little wine" maybe "go shopping"
go shopppppppppppppppppping
indulge a little
not suffer in the flesh and then show up to church on sunday all happy - not that
go to the gym
get your sexy bodies sexified
then go buy some cute shiz
....................
and I'm to believe
you telling me
I'm to believe
israel which don't have many christians in it
is actually israel and it ain't usa
usa this weird country WHERE MALLS ARE ACTUALLY CLOSING DOWN!
no ghost malls don't look to be in israel
no they in america
ghost malls
I held back some from donating to israel
but thing is
my husbands back post his surgery looks like this................
not good so.................
Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."
America Gives, Inc.
""""To help and support charitable causes and organizations in Israel."""
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1930253



Friday, September 19, 2025

Dear 62% of usa people's that identify as christians you pry should pray for my 2nd husband CAUSE I NEED A BOAT A BIG BIG BOAT. Else I'll have to much fomo in the afterlife way to much.........Revelation 21:1 "And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea." Maybe there'll be maybe 1-2 tiny lakes in heaven, with tiny wood boats THAT'LL BE AWEFUL............I'M A DRAGON BOATER 3 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................("but sheri, there'll be mansions in heaven that'll be great" ------------------------- sure jane, mansions the thing you all have told me I gotta hate while on this earth so that I'm humble enough and holy enough - mansions that don't have dolphins, or sharks, or killer whales, or octopuses ---------- THOSE SEA CREATURES SURELY MUST NOT HAVE SOULS ----------- they look like they have souls...........................BUT THERE Revelation 21:1 "....................and there was no more sea".................what's god going to do put all the dolphins in plexiglass water containers????????????????????????.........................................

Dear 62% of usa people's that identify as christians you pry should pray for my 2nd husband CAUSE I NEED A BOAT A BIG BIG BOAT. Else I'll have to much fomo in the afterlife way to much.........Revelation 21:1 "And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea." Maybe there'll be maybe 1-2 tiny lakes in heaven, with tiny wood boats THAT'LL BE AWEFUL............I'M A DRAGON BOATER 3 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................("but sheri, there'll be mansions in heaven that'll be great" ------------------------- sure jane, mansions the thing you all have told me I gotta hate while on this earth so that I'm humble enough and holy enough - mansions that don't have dolphins, or sharks, or killer whales, or octopuses ---------- THOSE SEA CREATURES SURELY MUST NOT HAVE SOULS ----------- they look like they have souls...........................BUT THERE Revelation 21:1 "....................and there was no more sea".................what's god going to do put all the dolphins in plexiglass water containers????????????????????????.........................................

 website that says 62% claim to be christian in usa https://www.pewresearch.org/religion/2025/02/26/decline-of-christianity-in-the-us-has-slowed-may-have-leveled-off/


Revelation 21:1 "And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea."

e-mail I sent brian..............................................

We won't have any or many grandkids don't look to be. But we'll have 2 properties we hardly go to cause we need to work jobs. And then we'll die.

die boatless in our old age maybe if we live long - that city life pry shortens lifespans - I try and workout but diabeties already got me
and we'll die
and then go to heaven or hell, and heaven might have lakes???????????????????????? But will it have ------  type of boat i currently want edited out --------- boats??????????????
how will we know if we will have enough heavenly money to buy a ------- boat if heaven has ------- edited type of boat out ------ boats to boat around "if" heaven has lakes - doubtful
doubtful heaven has lakes to boat in
I estimate it might have 1-2 small lakes some ducks
since how god made ducks, pry a few will go to heaven I recogn - it be cruel for god to have ducks in heaven with no water to swim in
clearly whales, sharks, octopuses, etc. they don't have souls.............................cause I seriously doubt there'll be "ocean" in heaven so no souls in whales, sharks and octopuses
we'll sit there
probably boatless in heaven, looking at what sad lake or two there is there
and think
remember that week I wanted to buy a ------ boat
---------- it'll just be more working for god in heaven city life basically i recogn ----------- city life ------------ maybe 1-2 lakes with a few ducks in them pry, maybe a few small wood boats I recogn maybe a few small wood boats --------------- they'll be sad
they won't be ----- name of boat edited out ---- boats pry
since how clearly there won't be ocean in heaven god's going to burn the earth and burn the oceans dry according to most pastors
but there won't be a sun
so if there was ocean
and souls of dolphins in the ocean, and sharks and whales the ------- boats would all have to boat in the dark always cause i doubt the light of heaven would light the entire ocean?????????????
besides jesus never said
"where I go I have many ----- type of boat edited out ----- boats"

John 14:2-6 "In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you."

just mansions - boring
I can't handle being boatless I don't think
and I don't mean a small boat

YOU KNOW I'M TALKING ABOUT A LARGE YACHT

FOMO IS RUFF

I NEED THE AFTERSPLASH OF A FEW DOLPHINS TO HIT ME UNDER THE SUN


Thursday, September 18, 2025

My sister e-mailed me. I ain't read it yet. I'm pretty tired out............had surprise mole removal surgery today and it was a larrrrrrrrrrrrrge mole. It went well. I needed it removed, I was loosing sleep over it and I just sat and watched it grow and grow - on the 2nd time of me going to kaiser and said ep it's still growing that's when they finally decided I was right and the thing was cancer..................THEY DID A REALLY GOOD JOB REMOVING IT....................PROPS TO KAISER PERMANENTE.................


What are the odds that this giant bubble would make a heart shape and I'd manage to photograph that??????? But that's exactly what happened!

My sister e-mailed me. I ain't read it yet. I'm pretty tired out............had surprise mole removal surgery today and it was a larrrrrrrrrrrrrge mole. It went well. I needed it removed, I was loosing sleep over it and I just sat and watched it grow and grow - on the 2nd time of me going to kaiser and said ep it's still growing that's when they finally decided I was right and the thing was cancer..................THEY DID A REALLY GOOD JOB REMOVING IT....................PROPS TO KAISER PERMANENTE.................

I don't know how I'm going to manage sleeping tonight............I'm a side sleeper..........and a maniac side sleeper..........but I sleep well tossing and turning all night

nights I pry am like a all night long hurricane tossing and turning bad - those are nights I'm sleeping AWESOME

WHAT THE MOLE LOOKED LIKE YEAR 2022.....................I wasn't worried about it then.............

what it looked like today...................

I heard something of some value recently. A guy on tiktok said poor people complain about their "woes" royals and rich people plan and stradegize their like next "goal" in life. 
  Mindset is so important. 
  If you right had no limbs, but could get the right friends....................you could own a yacht........or a boat etc. If your alive and breathing - you can have a "next goal" 
  Positivity is POWERFUL.......................Philippians 4:7-9 "And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you."
   I recommend, donating to charities and volunteering - cause these activities a positive. Athons of positivity. 
  People with drug or drinking problems ------- I think they often are in some kind of spiral whether they know it or not of negativity. 
  The bad that happened............it's over. 
there's boats to save up to buy
clubs to join
classes to take
etc. 
 People to forgive maybe give a second or billioneth as the case may be chance to as well. 
I might be staying up late tonight (lucifer just changed the type) I'm really not sure how I'm going to manage sleeping tonight????????????????
off topic I don't agree with charlie kirk on everything ------------- but he had VALUE
whether republican or democrat etc. or whatever faith we is or isn't I wish we'd more learn to value everyone...................
1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."
do some people need to go to jail ya but there is value or potential value with all people
TIME AND CHANCE HAPPENETH TO ALL
0% of us know when a people or person is going to change for the better - MAYBE ONLY CHANGE FOR THE BETTER A LITTLE BIT
Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."
cool song ian has got me listening to a ton.......................
ps.............I like that lucifer unbolded the type above.................he lets me know he's paying attention CARING (that's good I like that 😃)
America Gives, Inc.
""""To help and support charitable causes and organizations in Israel."""
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1930253
"I need to be blessed by god right now" both me and brian had recently surgeries. My wound is healing up (skin cancer) 
brian's is still YIKES
And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed.




God wants us dressing like women, ladies we need to try harder, I think that might be why there is so much "gender confusion" out there. That to many women - to often are wearing pants. Deuteronomy 22:5, which states, "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God" I like weared dresses, and skirts actually pretty often over the years, but I am very athletic so not all the time...........I guess not often enough maybe I did doom my trans son to hell????????????????????? I DIDN'T MEAN TO DOOM HIM TO HELL I WASN'T TRYING TO DO THAT! And trans people changing your name, and getting sex change surgeries don't change your sex in the eye's of god, in the eye's of god everyday you dress like a girl and your a man, or dress like a man and your a girl YOUR A ABOMINATION IN THE EYE'S OF GOD........................can abominations be saved - probably..................should any of us want to be abominations in the eye's of god PROBABLY NOT.......................

My girly look for today, wearing the skirt I sewed last night..............

God wants us dressing like women, ladies we need to try harder, I think that might be why there is so much "gender confusion" out there. That to many women - to often are wearing pants. Deuteronomy 22:5, which states, "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God" I like weared dresses, and skirts actually pretty often over the years, but I am very athletic so not all the time...........I guess not often enough maybe I did doom my trans son to hell????????????????????? I DIDN'T MEAN TO DOOM HIM TO HELL I WASN'T TRYING TO DO THAT! And trans people changing your name, and getting sex change surgeries don't change your sex in the eye's of god, in the eye's of god everyday you dress like a girl and your a man, or dress like a man and your a girl YOUR A ABOMINATION IN THE EYE'S OF GOD........................can abominations be saved - probably..................should any of us want to be abominations in the eye's of god PROBABLY NOT.......................

pleasing god is a biblical concept we should want to please god.............and "abomination" if your a abomination to god, that's like not god pleasing...............

Colossians 1:10 "That ye might walk worthy of the Lord unto all pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God;"

1 Thessalonians 2:4 "But as we were allowed of God to be put in trust with the gospel, even so we speak; not as pleasing men, but God, which trieth our hearts."
------------------ I pry will move entirelly to wearing thigh high socks with shorts for my realestate sign job..............it'll take a minute to cut off all my pants into shorts. (cause thigh high socks as I mention below with shorts is a person dressing "as a girl" -------- is that me "hacking the system" more better to ask yourself when ain't I hacking the system???????????)
Happens to be
I love thigh high socks
and now
finally my legs are small enough that thigh high socks are fitting so great - yesterday me and brian walked clean like at least 2 miles or so.................THEY STAYED UP! 
my legs are the proper "stick style" now for thigh high socks to stay up
last night I sewed a skirt to wear today
I also like wearing sewing sarongs - womens clothing
this is a "simple" blog post right here...............a simple reminder people are always watching............you might think "ah I'm wearing pants what's the big deal" you might be influencing people to become abominations???????????????
I do have to wear pants for my realestate sign job cause few days ago I weared shorts cause it was mega hot and stickers badly teared up my leg. I'm back to near normal but it was pretty bad. 
but
back to my love of thigh high socks IT'S WOMENS CLOTHING IF YOU DONE WEAR THIGH HIGH SOCKS WITH CUTE SHORTS THAT IS YOU DRESSING AS A GIRL 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I love thigh high socks love them

@hocuspocus42069 #thighhighsocks ♬ original sound - Sheri Walz

Wednesday, September 17, 2025

If you no mercy show me, because I am a lesbian (I'm straight I just making a point), or a muslim, or black, or oriental etc. THAT AIN'T THE WAY IN LIFE IF YOU BE'S A CHRISTIAN OR A JEW I BELIEVE..............Romans 9:18 "Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whom he will he hardeneth." I love my family they ain't e-mailing me lately (I'm really hated in my family thought of a satan worshipping garbage I KNOW I AM) and the apostolic christian church of america elder that told me I am "the worst ever" and could never be a member of their church --------- GOD HARDENS HEARTS OF WHOLE CHURCHES THESE DAYS IT'S WHOLE ENTIRE CHURCHES............jesus said "they know not what they do" they don't their hearts are HARDENED BY GOD!..................

If you no mercy show me, because I am a lesbian (I'm straight I just making a point), or a muslim, or black, or oriental etc. THAT AIN'T THE WAY IN LIFE IF YOU BE'S A CHRISTIAN OR A JEW I BELIEVE..............Romans 9:18 "Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whom he will he hardeneth." I love my family they ain't e-mailing me lately (I'm really hated in my family thought of a satan worshipping garbage I KNOW I AM) and the apostolic christian church of america elder that told me I am "the worst ever" and could  never be a member of their church --------- GOD HARDENS HEARTS OF WHOLE CHURCHES THESE DAYS IT'S WHOLE ENTIRE CHURCHES............jesus said "they know not what they do" they don't their hearts are HARDENED BY GOD!..................

I billions believe some the israel soldiers and nethyaho however his name is spelled their hearts many of them have been hardened by god THEY HAVE TO BE VERY HARDENED BY GOD RIGHT NOW
CAN GOD SOFTEN HEARTS YA
LET'S HOPE HE DOES CAUSE YIKES
I believe in being merciful I believe in that..............I really do.....................

Psalm 37:25-27 "I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread. He is ever merciful, and lendeth; and his seed is blessed. Depart from evil, and do good; and dwell for evermore."

love your enemies

do good to those who spitefully use you................
Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"
not better then them
more lucky
more lucky that my heart isn't hardened
I'm total "time and chance" and lots of good luck
I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.
I'm cancelled ya
hardly no traffic to my blog anymore
we can imagine why.................................................................
they need money not to repent most them don't need god/jesus/salvation - they need money
don't we all
don't we all.......................
could be just a song
either way
...............................cause sometimes showing mercy can be really, really sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
proof of how my blog don't have traffic anymore - I'm that hated...............
just said to my family............
 I edited out names...............................I derived much inspiration from a mystery christian author, my ministry and blog is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy different then their books - but I was greately inspired. (I bet nobody would figure out what author in billions of years - you never would) 
I also greatly added to what the mystery author not 2025 said in his books. But because I'm a girl - ignored

but honest I believe I'm more then a girl
and girls are more then girls
I think the demeaning of women needs to end




Saturday, September 13, 2025

Everyone thinks that the narrow path is easy to find, that of course duh it means no jewelry, makeup, hairstyles, wedding rings be a apostolic christian church of america member OF COURSE IS WHAT MOST PEOPLE THINK HENCE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA IS THE MOST GLORIFIED AND THEY GLORIFIED THEMOWNSELVES LOOKING AS HOLY AS THEY DO ON EARTH AND THEY ARE WORSHIPPED BY ALL. IF ONLY IN SECRET. but the bible says the narrow path FEW FIND IT..............and I believe it is a pathway that doesn't involve how you look BUT DO YOU LOVE?????????? AND HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE EVERYONE EVEN YOUR ENEMIES - I THOUROUGHLY BELIEVE THE NARROW PATH IS ONE OF THE HEART OF PUTTING GOD 1ST. (you can watch some tv I believe that is ok, to the pure all things are pure the bible says)

 

Everyone thinks that the narrow path is easy to find, that of course duh it means no jewelry, makeup, hairstyles, wedding rings be a apostolic christian church of america member OF COURSE IS WHAT MOST PEOPLE THINK HENCE THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA IS THE MOST GLORIFIED AND THEY GLORIFIED THEMOWNSELVES LOOKING AS HOLY AS THEY DO ON EARTH AND THEY ARE WORSHIPPED BY ALL. IF ONLY IN SECRET. but the bible says the narrow path FEW FIND IT..............and I believe it is a pathway that doesn't involve how you look BUT DO YOU LOVE?????????? AND HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE EVERYONE EVEN YOUR ENEMIES - I THOUROUGHLY BELIEVE THE NARROW PATH IS ONE OF THE HEART OF PUTTING GOD 1ST. (you can watch some tv I believe that is ok, to the pure all things are pure the bible says) 

Matthew 7:13-14 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."
  Matthew 7:13-14 ain't saying everyone easily finds the "gate and narrow the road that leads to life" ONLY A FEW FIND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ONLY A FEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mark 12:30-32 "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[b] There is no commandment greater than these.” “Well said, teacher,” the man replied. “You are right in saying that God is one and there is no other but him."
you everyday determine in your mind to serve god - you put god 1st your on I believe that narrow road that leads to life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it ain't the world the way of the world ain't going to lead one to life
I believe
I thouroughly believe
god knows some of us have jobs where we need to wear makeup, maybe some jewelry LOOK GOOD
GOD KNOWS THAT
moderation I think is key
not buying to much makeup
or to much jewelry - that's hard for many of us
but the broad road ----------------- on that broad road makeup and jewelry could become "more time consuming" maybe even more important to some people then god
the narrow way I believe is a thing of the heart

you cannot serve both god and mammon

you will either hate the one or cling to the other

Matthew 6:24
“No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.
(I know for a fact a different translation of matthew 6:24 says mammon instead of money) it's the kings james here we go.......................
Matthew 6:24
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.
god knows we need jobs right
so it helps to look nice I'm saying - if your a lady wearing some natural makeup likely would help many women in their careers ---------- if your a professional realistate person like I am there's a look that goes with that and god understands that
most of us gotta work jobs
we gotta
the broad road ----------------------- is one of excess -------------- buying to much shiz
putting maybe to much value on "mammon" not enough value on god
and we can see out there people that go to such lengths for designer this that and the other and there's no problem with owning some designer things ------------------ it's your heart that is important ---------------- where's that most of the day???????????? is it thinking about purchases on the internet...................or are you praying in the bible????????????????????????????????????????/
YOU WILL HOLD TO ONE - AND DESPISE THE OTHER
YE CANNOT SERVE GOD AND MAMMON
Matthew 6:24
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.
god can raise me up and I still believe He will
and he can raise you up to!!!!!!!!!!!!
Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:
mammon - you see "empties hauls" mammon RUNS OUT
not god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hear me, O Lord; for thy lovingkindness is good: turn unto me according to the multitude of thy tender mercies.









E-mail to my family in the event they can't or don't understand this bible verse, explaining it to them. Matthew 12:7 "But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless." (we need to forgive one another, also god wishes to forgive us - read this post please cause I work up to something).............................this is me talking about having been fully condemned by the apostolic christian church of america told I couldn't become a member ever and am "the worst ever" many times over while I was on the floor at the church crying............elder just stood over me kept saying "your the worst ever" I MIGHT NOT BE "GUILTLESS" PRY NOT..................MY POINT GOD WANTS US TO BE MERCIFUL......................

 E-mail to my family in the event they can't or don't understand this bible verse, explaining it to them. Matthew 12:7 "But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless." (we need to forgive one another, also god wishes to forgive us - read this post please cause I work up to something).............................this is me talking about having been fully condemned by the apostolic christian church of america told I couldn't become a member ever and am "the worst ever" many times over while I was on the floor at the church crying............elder just stood over me kept saying "your the worst ever" I MIGHT NOT BE "GUILTLESS" PRY NOT..................MY POINT GOD WANTS US TO BE MERCIFUL......................

ps though if you can't understand the bible...........

But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless.
that god wishing us to have mercy on each other
and also god prefers to have mercy upon us then sacrifice...........................not wearing jewelry, or makeup, and only x x x dress suits and if you a guy of the apostolic christian church of america your hair has to be cut a certain way THAT'S THEM DOING SACRIFICE
THEY OVER THERE DOING SACRIFICE I ain't 100 I'm "guiltless" but not as guilty as they made me out to be "ye would not have condemned the guiltless" they over there condemning people that god wants to show mercy to GOD IS MERCIFUL PEOPLE SHOULD BE ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLOWED TO JOIN CHURCHES. -------------- I did complain about being attacked online verbally by apostolic christian church of america members..........and being treated badly in general. (i TALK MORE ABOUT THINGS END THIS POST)
but then take that further...................
churches are condemning the lgbtq many of them

wait i'm just copy and pasteing this on my blog
Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering.
my family don't e-mail me I think they all made at me, nobody comments on my blog like ever hardly but to attack me. But still colossians 3:12 says bowels of mercies. 
I'm fully cancelled, maybe some my fault
I do love lucifer and his men and give my life to jesus am trying to but pry stink at it
but bible says
show mercy
do that
and that god wants to have mercy to us
I CAN READ
...............MORE ME TALKING ABOUT HOW I'M VIEWED AS A BISH BECAUSE I'M NOT HAPPY AND JOYOUS WHEN ATTACKED. I'M SUPPOSED TO ENJOY BEING TREATED BADLY BY ALL PEOPLE'S.....................BECAUSE I DON'T THAT MEANS NOT ONLY AM A BISH IN PEOPLE'S MINDS THE ULTIMATE WORSTEST ACCORDING TO ELDER OF APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA "THAT WORST EVER" THE MOST WORST SATAN WORSHIPPING AWEFUL BISH OF TOTAL WORTHLESS TRASH EVER..........EVER IN ETERNITY.................
NOT WORTHY TO BE LOVED ACCORDING TO THE 1ST OF THE TWO FAMILY MEMBERS THAT THREATENED TO SUE ME i CAN'T SAY THEIR NAMES THEY WILL SUE ME 
I EXPECT THEIR LAWYERS ANY DAY NOW 
MY BROTHER SAID HE'S SUE ME, BRIAN AND MY KIDS TIL WE ARE DESTROYED THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD BRIAN ON THE PHONE "FOR EVERYTHING" TIL WE ARE DESTROYED
And I realize I'm supposed to not only turn the other cheek I'm supposed to let men rape me, beat me, have their babies always even if said babies are missing limbs and important organs republicans don't think abortion is ever ok..........and then I'm supposed to be happy happy happy all the time that's it.
DON'T COMPLAIN
I'M ONLY SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY 
that's been beated into me real good and that I am a worthless satan worshipping bish because I love satan and jesus both and I dared to complain. 
only worthless bishes complain (but then I'll see other people complain and it's ok when they do it) ---------- because they ain't hated like I am THAT'S WHY
I don't want to live really..........life isn't enjoyable for me..........I try but how much can you enjoy life with no friends, and no family really cause brian's sisters never letted me go to the bars with them I ASKED..........and then to "solve the problem" they just quitted hanging out with each other their hate for me is so extreme or just plain dislike, they quitted hanging out with each other so they wouldn't have to ever hang out with me.
it's miserable being hated by everyone like this I DON'T LIKE IT, AND FURTHER I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT IT -------------- SO I'VE JUST ACCEPTED AND EMBRACED THAT I AM A BISH
AND EVERYONE THINKS I AM A BISH
AND THEY HATE ME FOR JESUS CAUSE I AM A BISH