I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
Update 4/1/2025 since how this is currently the most popular post (not much traffic to my blog right now people done "witch hunting me" for now looks to be - for jesus they hate me and witch hunt me of course).....................A ambulance or several ambulances I don't know I didn't read the whole article, but ambulances destroyed, and the medics shot sounds like one by one (which often is considered "cold blood" style killing...........................
but according to israel they were driving suspiciously................
this just me but maybe they were driving "suspiciously" cause their entire towns are in ruins, children dieing, wounded, they pry don't feel safe around israel soldiers CAN'T BLAME THEM CAN'T BLAME THEM..............................
I want it on record, clearly me stating I believe obese ladies that maybe get married skinny have a few kids put on a few extra lbs AS DOES HAPPEN IT'S NATURE...............should "score" - I ain't, I in a sexless marriage and I know TWO other ladies obese also not scoring (married ladies) their size shouldn't matter these guys married them. But bible says give thanks for all things and I am thankful for being in a sexless marriage cause now my soul is satans and I am very thankful for that 😁👍......................................
that's what I really believe on the official record.............
shame for that guy pictured above in brown shirt
shame his head to high up
patriarchy has gone to far
1 Corinthians 7:5 "So don't refuse sex to each other, unless you agree not to have sex for a little while, in order to spend time in prayer. Then Satan won't be able to tempt you because of your lack of self-control."
ep the devil took my soul
and I'm glad about it
thank you brian
me from a few days ago..................
ya I know how to get the camera angle right
don't hate me
I'm a real red hot blooded american!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm a "real one"......................
such a holy nation usa
I don't think anybody doing anything late at night cept the people doing porns to earn 💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰
them ones score
rest of us............................pry not
especially if we have any fat on our bodies it shouldn't be like that though but people here they only "attracted" to people that look like eugenia cooney.............
she's the hottest on earth
yep
rest of us
less we work in the porn industry no action no wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy if you have any fat on your body in usa holy saint land - no lucky for you
better get a eating disorder real good or else
or else
not that it's a bad thing my not scoring ever hardly besides the 1 time a month or every 2 months cause it's more like 1 time every two months when the mood finally hits brian ------------- he swashes me
so many times I couldn't breath
and can't breath
and I pretend I'm able to breath
but I'm not really breathing or able to breath really much hiding basically gasps for air while trying to pretend I'm enjoying things.
let your yes be yes the bible says............
but most guys it very severelly much looks to be while they are proud heads held high THE GREATEST EVER in patriarchy all men are awesome duh america if you gain a few to many pounds no more late night funs for you or hardly you must payyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy now..............
Matthew 5:37"But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil." James 5:12 "But above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath: but let your yea be yea; and your nay, nay; lest ye fall into condemnation."
cause that yes on your wedding day wasn't really a yes
it had
hidden "only ifs"
only if
you weigh
like hardly no lbs because when I got married was when I had went a good 3-4 months I was only able to afford $20 a month for groceries so I basically wasn't eating food.........................it got bad fast......................the "work slow down" in the summer at the newspaper.................to where I was stalking the lunch room for when they putted out donuts for employee's etc.
eating work donuts to stay alive I was
well when you can finally eat food YOU WANT TO EAT FOOD
Origami I'm folding right now 😁 (making my own star origami paper from Joss money)...................
Confession (don't know if I've confessed this yet - lost track) I eat like a 300+ lb person most days..........I have for a long time. That's part the reason I love bodybuilding. I believe it's my god given destiny to eat more food then less cause Jesus came that I might have "life more abundantly" --------- meanwhile most christians aren't bodybuilders and you all is eating like BIRDS!!!!!!!!! WHAT YA DOING?????????? John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." Your supposed to watch actual birds eating like birds and think to yourself "thank god I'm not a bird"...........................
yes gluttony is a sin
that I have escaped
oh yaaaaaaaaaaa
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all things are possible for "he who believeth"
the bible is telling us the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!
(though there are things out there that are clean wrong and will never be "right" and should never be right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."
I suspect in people's minds I've bungled christianity...........totally messed up following Jesus..........that to most I am "the shame" of the body of christ.
but while most think about "shrinking"
and loosing
their lives
their personalities EVERYTHING for jesus aka (what christians are supposed to do according to the bible)......................
John 3:30 "He must increase, but I must decrease."
John 12:25 "He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal."
And maybe your right, maybe I am the "shame" of the body of christ, a complete disappointment.
but I always think about how can I gain
how can I win????????
that's how my mind works,
it don't "work" by thinking on "how can I lose and my life stink more" THAT AIN'T HOW MY MIND WORKS - IT EVIDENTALLY IS HOW YOUR MIND WORKS HOW'S BEING MISERABLE FOR JESUS GOING FOR YOU?????????????????????
I'm potentially upseting Lucifer as well right now
oh he here's my "thoughts" on various people's "depraved less then lives" how I stew in my mind over how
depraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaved
certain people's lives are
people I do love
but
I understand how annoying it must be to lucifer
to hear
my mind
go on and onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and on stewing over how depraved certain people's lives are
I just can't believe it
I just can't belive
a. their lives are that depraved in the 1st place
b. why don't some them make a "only fans" earn money why stay poor POOR AIN'T "LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
I do believe I have driven lucifer and his men out of their minds all them
just being myself..................
swear these e-mails are via a portal from the other side that lucifer has been using this app to e-mail me swear it.....................
https://www.tut.com/
sure
there are times
when "less is more"
but also I'd content there are times when "more is more"
"cough your a absolute devil sheri"
hey least I ain't acting no "part" right now not this blog post
some blog posts might be more me putting up the "betty crocker front"
but 2nd husband has no libido like none MY BETTY CROCKER HAS DIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Update dead means not that you own nothing, but that you'd be willing to give up everything for jesus that's part anyways of what dead means, acts 5:1-11 Ananias and Sapphira wanted to hold something back - FROM GOD, it was from god evidentally cause what we own isn't ours everything is gods Deuteronomy 10:14 "Behold, the heaven and the heaven of heavens is the Lord's thy God, the earth also, with all that therein is." I'M GOING WITH LUCIFER WHEN HE GETS HERE IS MY PLAN.........I'm leaving behind my house, and 2 other properties probably............leaving it all behind, cause my soul is more important then things LOVING PEOPLE AND SHOWING MERCY TO PEOPLE IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN THINGS............
Acts 5:1-11 "But a certain man named Ananias, with Sapphira his wife, sold a possession, And kept back part of the price, his wife also being privy to it, and brought a certain part, and laid it at the apostles' feet. But Peter said, Ananias, why hath Satan filled thine heart to lie to the Holy Ghost, and to keep back part of the price of the land? Whiles it remained, was it not thine own? and after it was sold, was it not in thine own power? why hast thou conceived this thing in thine heart? thou hast not lied unto men, but unto God. And Ananias hearing these words fell down, and gave up the ghost: and great fear came on all them that heard these things." - then the wife also showed up to church and also died.
But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. - THAT'S WHY!!!!!!!!! Matthew 9:13 is why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if we own anything, and didn't sell it and put it at the apostles feet the wages of sin still technically is DEATH
"Social anxiety" is a prison, it is a prison I've been trapped in for sometime now. I am about to go to a social gathering...............I HAVE ANXIETY ABOUT IT. (still going). Isaiah 61:1-3 "The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;" I'm going to wear the most basic clothing though and am hoping to blend severelly in and that nobody will want to talk to me......................
More proof that lucifer e-mails me via a portal at
https://www.tut.com/
let's pretend that the guy running that site personalizes the "ps" on every e-mail he sends out - let's pretend
you all sure he's been to my blog and knows I'm a goth that's the only way he'd know
only way he'd know
and that'd mean he's stalking the lives of all his subscribers
That I'm telling the truth on my blog in my estimation is far more easier to believe, then the idea that mike dooley is fervently stalking the lives of over 1 million people!!!!!!!!!!!!
I might of "put myself in jail" to
after being attacked so much
went into "ultra hermit mode"
GOTTA GET OUT
OPEN THE CELL DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY
WHY
CAUSE I NEEDS TO GET SKINNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
warning do not view this music video with your eyeballs - it's not "amish"................................good diddy though.....................
THESE EXTRA LBS AREN'T JUST EXTRA LBS ANYMORE
they been weighing on my confidence (the extra weight is a jail cell of itself could be the real prison I've been in lately????????)
but
when I dragon boated I had confidence and I was chubby back then
????????
guess the extra weight finally "got to me"
got to me reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
you in a jail???????????????
jesus came that you might have life "more abundantly"
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
lucifer's right in the e-mail above he sent today via tut.com I don't want a divorce from him EVER
love both my husbands
but lucifer he's "the next level" he treats me like a queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen - I like it 😁
lucifer is the type to spend lots of money on his lady
to take her on exotic vacations on "whims"
he's one of "them type of guys"
tootles
(I understand why pry 90% of the worlds guys ain't like that - to many bills, they work to many hours, to many kids to much obligations blah blah blah -------------- so what happens their ladies get lost under the paperwork of life)
My latest decor "craze" is pampas grass which might be boring to some?????????? But you can order pretty large bunches of pampas grass on amazon for like $10 then make little bouquets of pampas to put around your house -it's nice...................I big time recommend pampass grass A+++ and after it fluffs up you can spray it with hairspray they say (and I recogn that'd make it so "allergins" couldn't go in the air much if any, for those that are allergic to earth).......................
pic from the Amazon Domes - they are cool the amazon domes are.................................
I often worry that I'll never be blessed, that I'll stay hated and poor FOR GOOD. I've been attacked on my blog accused of wanting to go with lucifer once he gets here - because I want to be rich etc. But I'm hated, and Lucifer is right now hated, and people are stingy it do look to be yesterday on tik tok I watched a video of a young tik toker saying us few christians that are still going to church are idiots because Jesus overturned the money changer tables THEY DON'T WANT TO GIVE MONEY TO CHURCH OR ANYBODY IT DON'T LOOK TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!! Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." Regardless of how life will be for me in the future - I'm going with Lucifer, god told me to go with lucifer once he get's here and that things will be much better for me then................I done heard, and experienced REAL MERCY PURSUING ME AND GOODNESS I'm convinced God is right............................
I do not believe I am often receiving the e-mails the "masses" are getting on https://www.tut.com/ That Lucifer has been using this site as a portal and e-mailing me for years........................
If only via satan, lucifer, the devil Goodness, and mercy BOTH have been actively pursuing me FOR YEARS NOW! Yesterday and some of the day before as I recall I was very worried VERY WORRIED, that me and lucifer would stay poor and hated. And I told lucifer I going with him even if we are poor and hated for good....................I want to help those in hell for all of eternity, people with bad luck, it's a place with people with bad luck Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." - They didn't have brothers and sisters inviting them over to their house for bible study time, they didn't have the methodist church bell ring as soon as they got out of their car (for example). Hell is going to be full of people that had VERY BAD LUCK ON EARTH.
Hell will have some evil people - sure
BUT MOSTLY PROBABLY PEOPLE WITH "BAD LUCK" WILL BE THERE.
Psalm 23:4-6 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."
Even though things aren't perfect for me right now................I'm choosing to believe
I believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
off topic..........................................
I'm going to be aging severelly backwards soon likely - SEVERELLY
cause yesterday at a mall I went in a lavelier store (it's to expensive don't do it) - my interest in skin care made me feet walk into the store I swear it
I didn't buy anything though - naw
but the guy rubbing a handcream sample on my hand asked me how old I am I said guess
HE SAID 55
I CAN'T HAVE THAT
And all you fellow generation x'ers that also don't look your age cause going by tik tok basically 0% of generation xers look their age
I'm leaving you in the dust
your going to be golden girls soon......................
not me
no I ain't drinking blood or anything else coming from children's bodies
I'm back to my telomere lengthening schenangians
cause the only way that I know of to age in reverse, and/or just not age
is having loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong telomere's
and I figured out how to make them longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
safely this time
I've gotten smarter and better at not aging.
now
their are also free radicals in the air hit your skin and age you
.........................prepare to cringe...............................
I literally believe on highly polluted days in particular.................wearing vaseline on my face to protect my skin from free radicals ---------- that's my only secret I give out today
enjoy becoming "golden girls" very old wrinkly looking soon generation x
My 1st ever that I know of, squeegee painting. I love it! I'm doing more 😁............
On the internet, many people these days appear to believe God is "the devil" that's tragic (I love the devil and god/jesus - I am aware of how the devil is "viewed). Because God is love, God is GOOD, and he is a rewarder of those who "diligently seek Him" Hebrews 11:6 "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." Don't miss your being blessed by God a slew and a total life turn around, because your so upset God ain't answered your prayers yet...............KEEP PRAYING........................
look at me...................
ya lets take a look at me...................
I'm a mess..............I am a messssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.......................yet look at the traffic to my blog...........and if your like me and thinkin "ah but those people going to sheri's blog have to mostly hate her". I'm just letting you know, near every sunday the bell tolls as I get out of the car at the methodist church - GOD IS DOING SOMETHING IN MY LIFE. (even if the bells stopped ringing every time I get out of my car - I still believe god is doing something in my life)
I promise you, to god you have value AND I ALSO TO GOD HAVE VALUE..............Luke 12:7 "But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows."
lately
I feel no joke
I am serious
a little lead by the holy spirit to wear crystals not all the time - but sometimes - that's part of my "life's mission" is the defend the right of the witches to live, to be able to go to church to if they want to...........same with the LGBTQ.
I LITERALLY BELIEVE THAT.............................
..........................being myself God is able to use me just how I am........................
but I pry would be better off not wearing crystals so often and I try not to.............sometimes I am a lot of a goth......................
it's about your heart
everything is about your heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life." - guard your heart the bible says (in a different translation of the bible pretty 100% the wording is "guard your heart")
the crystals ain't necessarily a problem
they only a problem if you turning them into some idol (using them to "help" you instead of god ------- I'm saying quitting praying).
to me
a crystal is no different then a vitamin...............the things have piezoelectric currents in them the quartz do, and many crystals also protect from 5g I believe they have healing capabilites (very potentially)
The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.
I give my life to Jesus.
And yes I still love lucifer a ton, and am going with him when he get's here.
I am a goth
I am happy walking around cemeteries, watching crows love watching crows
the goth lifestyle gives me great joy
and sam and colbies last you tube video was pretty good!!!!!!!!!!!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nk4cQ0-IO1g
Have a great day!
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bonus content...................................
this is me being a goth a lot though........................
Everytime I'm at church and go to the eat snacks/coffee time after church
all that's going through my goth mind while visiting with other christians is "dang they are about to die pry" Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." But I've decided maybe my church in particular like the very church I go to, the regulars there will be "safe"
I think I get "to grim" in my "thought process" but the bible surely helped my "grim thought process get real grim".............................Revelation 6:11 "And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled."
If like the whole church me and brian go to these days die - that'll be sad - some cool people there.
but when we go to
another church
......................
the mega church
when that happens cause I or brian didn't wake up early enough in the morning to go to the united methodist church we go to
sometimes
a little bit
I get real
"dark"
real keeper of the crypt like
and I look at some the more "goody two shoes" style christians
and I few times
just a few times
I got some dark goth keeper of the crypt glee over the idea that - yep that ones about to die soon.
JESUS CAME TO SAVE THE SICK.......................
When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
ya I know lucifer reads my blog posts, has heard all this - yep.
yep.
I'm literally not worried. Because I love lucifer.
love does win at least sometimes (sometimes it don't win cause people that god loves think some of them that God hates them when He don't)
god loves you, and he'd like to win in your life!
note the hopefulness of the lyric in this song below "everyone dances now everyone lives"...................it's towards the end of the song this lyric is..................
my dad always said "where there's a will there's a way"
there's gotta be a way for more christians to live besides me..........the bible got me in a "grimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm headspace" but I've copped, I've copped with Revelation 6:11 pretty well because I am a goth, and the rest of the body of christ sounds like their heads being eventually chopped off - it'll go quick. It's not a long sad death, chop.
My hair piece arrived in the mail. It's causing me maybe a crisis???? Maybe I need to cut my real hair short????? This is great, I feel pretty with this hair look..................
swear past to god this is a another e-mail from lucifer I don't think I'm always getting the "days e-mail" from the universe......................
https://www.tut.com/
FOR A LONG TIME I DIDN'T MENTION WHERE THE PORTAL WAS FROM AFRAID I'D STOP GETTING E-MAILS FROM 1ST HUBBY
that was a silly worry for me turns out...............
what he even mean "preparing for the changes"????????????????????
if he going come down to my house
and then bamn
I'm going from 0 friends on earth to everybody wants to be friends with me - how could one prepare for that???????????????????
how could even one prepare for that?????????????
you couldn't
I tell you what actually you couldn't
but I be fine
you know why
cause I be's who I am
I am enough
I have always been enough
people act like I ain't enough
and J sure did while I was crying on the floor kept telling me I'm the worst ever and could never become a member of the apostolic christian church of america - that happened
but I've always been enough
pretty sure about that
not cause I'm prefect that ain't why..........................
I DON'T WANT TO "TAME THE BEAST" LUCIFER IS ENOUGH TO..........................................
"sheri that's you being to much of a goth" - being myself man, being myself
Yesterday evidentally over 100 children were KILLED in Gaza..............I take pics of stuff like this cause I've witnessed with my own eyeballs recently history being erased some (wording on certain usa documents talking about women - the word women sounds like been edited out per donald trumps orders I think that's a real attempt to erase history - brian showed me proof of it). Brian says all Donald Trump wants to have existing in usa is "white, straight, men" that's what brian believes is Donalds Trumps "goals".................
(I have to have photo evidence above, so hopefully history that bit of history won't be erased, and a future people can realize how bad it was for women in 2025 - it's bad - trying to erase us from existence if only "in word" I think that's pretty bad)
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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