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Sunday, August 28, 2022

People maybe hating on gabby hanna, but if your christian and you know you gonna die - YOU'D WANT TO BE THE QUEEN OF HEAVEN..............you'd want to live..................(or the "mother of god" as gabby hanna called her - but she's not the mother of god ------------- she's the daughter of god I do believe).....

People maybe hating on gabby hanna, but if your christian and you know you gonna die - YOU'D WANT TO BE THE QUEEN OF HEAVEN..............you'd want to live..................(or the "mother of god" as gabby hanna called her - but she's not the mother of god ------------- she's the daughter of god I do believe).....

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1 John 4:9 "In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him."
  So your saying the queen of heaven is God "only begotten daughter" you do believe............. mmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmm
   Gabby Hanna is evidentally a Christian
evidentally doesn't want to die
well that is sane I wouldn't hate on her or make fun of her
is she bi-polar - apparently
but people cope out there
they cope
sometimes
they need to tell themselves they are the "mother of god" 
to cope 
with likely impending death - you know "for jesus christ the lord" 

Matthew 10:21 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death."
  My family doesn't even e-mail me, most of them - I e-mail them often including not dna related to me sister because the bible says "do unto others as you'd have done unto you" Well I'd like to exist and matter and feel like I matter in my family --------- I don't. 
 But my point...............................they pry gonna try and betray me badddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. 
 Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddddddddddddd. If most them don't reply to my e-mails as it is. 
  In my brother and my sisters like both them their 1 e-mail to me for the year right
they both said they love me
but what the bible say
it says
there ain't loving families
Matthew 10:21 "And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death."

peace hippy Jesus is a fake version of jesus
you know the version of Jesus that you think is gonna spare you from the tribulation even though the elect of god is going through the tribulation......................
Mark 13:20 "And except that the Lord had shortened those days, no flesh should be saved: but for the elect's sake, whom he hath chosen, he hath shortened the days."
Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.  For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."

Don't hate on Gabby Hanna 

that is merely a chick that wants to live!

   
322 forever 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
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revelations come in 12 I'll say it again
from https://www.indilyrics.in/2018/06/tu-ruby-ruby-ho-ja-rubaroo-Song-lyrics-english-translation-real-meaning.html
roo song Lyrics with English Translation and real Meaning

Tu... ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby
You... O Ruby....
Ho ja rubaroo
Come in front of me
Tu... ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby
You... O Ruby....
Ho ja rubaroo...
Come in front of me

Ho jaaun main... dhuan dhuan
I’d become smoke
Aaun wahaan tu ho jaha..
(And) I’d reach all the places you go
Chhoo ke tujhe baadal banoon
I’d touch you and I’d turn into clouds
Badla hoon main sapne bunoon....
I am changed, I see dreams now (I am hopeful about future)

Ruby ruby... Meri ruby...
O Ruby.. You’re mine
Tere bina ruby...
Without you, O Ruby
Dil ki hai naiya doobi
My heart’s boat is sunk
Senti to hogi tu bhi
I know you must be sentimental right now
Ruby ruby...
O Ruby...

Bari matmaili dushman duniya
This world is so dirty, it’s an enemy
Hai sabse bari uljhan duniya
This world is the biggest riddle
Hai tohmat yaa lanchaan duniya
This world is dark and shameful
Mujhe raas nehi hai ye
I can’t tolerate this World
Phaans rahi hai ye duniya...
This world is tricking us

Chal ruby ruby ruby tu bhi
O Ruby come on
Mere jaisi ho jaa hubahoo...
Become exactly like me

Laalaa... lalal_lalal_lalal_ lalal_lala
Laalaa... lalal_lalal_lalal_ lalal_lala
Laalaa... lalalla.. lal..lallalla... lalalalala...


Tu... ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby
You... O Ruby....
Ho ja rubaroo...
Come in front of me

Ho jaaun main... dhuan dhuan
I’d become smoke
Aaun wahaan tu ho jaha..
(And) I’d reach all the places you go
Chhoo ke tujhe baadal banoon
I’d touch you and I’d turn into clouds
Badla hoon main sapne bunoon....
I am changed, I see dreams now (I am hopeful about future)

Ruby ruby... Meri ruby...
O Ruby.. You’re mine
Chadta jaaye.. ruby nasha hai
Ruby is an intoxication which is possessing me
Badhta jaaye.. nasha nasha hai
This intoxication keeps on increasing
Utrega na... Ruby nasha hai
The intoxication of Ruby won’t fade away
Maine maara... Nasha nasha hai
I am addicted to this intoxication now
Bahar naache... ruby nasha hai..
The drug of Ruby dances outside
Andar jhoome... nasha nasha hai...
And inside me it’s all Ruby’s intoxication
Mujhe raas nehi hai ye
I can’t tolerate this World
Phaans rahi hai ye duniya...
This world is tricking us

Laalaa... lalal_lalal_lalal_ lalal_lala
Laalaa... lalal_lalal_lalal_ lalal_lala
Laalaa... lalalla.. lal..lallalla... lalalalala...

Tu... ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby
You... O Ruby....
Ho ja rubaroo...
Come in front of me





Friday, August 26, 2022

Hello if you is christian and you ain't doing good deeds, my advice get to doing some, get to loving people in DEED AND TRUTH!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 13:21 "Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen."...........We are supposed to as christians MOVE ON TO PERFECTION Hebrews 6:1 "Therefore leaving the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward God," Good deeds with much love for people in our hearts THERE ARE LOTS OF GOOD PEOPLE WELL WORTH LOVING OUT THERE.................all kinds LGBTQ ones, straight people, homeless people etc....................

Hello if you is christian and you ain't doing good deeds, my advice get to doing some, get to loving people in DEED AND TRUTH!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 13:21 "Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen."...........We are supposed to as christians MOVE ON TO PERFECTION Hebrews 6:1 "Therefore leaving the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward God," Good deeds with much love for people in our hearts THERE ARE LOTS OF GOOD PEOPLE WELL WORTH LOVING OUT THERE.................all kinds LGBTQ ones, straight people, homeless people etc....................
   I believe there's many loveable witches and satan worshippers out there - but I know my opinion in that is rare in the body of christ.

  You tube video by Christopher Berlanga that inspired this blog post.........................
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oot_GMwYkXI
 I agree with Christopher Berlanga, that once saved always saved isn't real. (I believe we are saved by grace) but I also believe............you repent and then you live a new life caring about people and doing good deeds. Titus 1:16 "They profess that they know God; but in works they deny him, being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate." If your "reprobate" are you going to heaven?????????
If your reprobate I believe you are currently headed to hell for reals. 
Jeremiah 6:30 "Reprobate silver shall men call them, because the Lord hath rejected them."
2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?"

THIS LITTLE LIGHT OF MINE I GONNA LET IT SHINE
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LET IT SHINE
LET IT SHINE
LET IT SHINE
(LYRIC FROM OLD SUNDAY SCHOOL SONG)


Tuesday, August 23, 2022

Someone (in reply to one of my recent blog post) told me they have low self esteem because they theorize something in the water. God doesn't want us having low self esteem. HOW YOU GONNA BE "MORE THEN A CONQUEROR" IN CHRIST JESUS WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM?????????? Romans 12:3 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith."...........................

Someone (in reply to one of my recent blog post) told me they have low self esteem because they theorize something in the water. God doesn't want us having low self esteem. HOW YOU GONNA BE "MORE THEN A CONQUEROR" IN CHRIST JESUS WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM?????????? Romans 12:3 "For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith."

  Romans 8:34-39 "Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.  For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
   1 Corinthians 15:58 "Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord." I think self esteem is needed. 
Jesus does not want us to be "fearful" 
hiding in the background with low self esteem and fear to walk outside our door
But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.
I know something about low self esteem
you can sure nuff get real fearful when you allow yourself to have low self esteem
and it is something you can choose to have
I feel low self esteem is a choice at some point in time
cause nobody has to stay "low self esteemed"
if you thinkin negative
you can change your thoughts
you can get thinking "positive" did you know that
yep 
you can have self esteem highish it is a choice
it is a choice
god don't want you fearful 
hanging your head down
boooooooooooooo hooooooooooooo
woes me
naw
Psalm 144:15
Happy is that people, that is in such a case: yea, happy is that people, whose God is the Lord.
self esteem highish kay happy happy ☝😁
cause how you think in your brains is so important
if you think in your brains right "I am worthwhile, I am valuable" people like pick up on that 
and people
they like "positivity" 
but moreso then that
having a positive outlook 
is good for your health I believe
https://www.today.com/health/how-live-longer-study-links-optimism-longevity-t161337
optimists live longer it's like been studied yo's
yep I pry'll be around awhile hahahhahahahahaha
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have a great day
think positive
live longer 👍




Monday, August 22, 2022

I'm done buying shein clothing (until their employee's are finally paid well and treated well)...............we need to care about people.....................more then clothing. Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..............

I'm done buying shein clothing (until their employee's are finally paid well and treated well).......we need to care about people.....................more then clothing. Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..............

I do have some bracelets from shein I wear all the time and am addicted to them. 
what I get from the entire bible
is 
love people
Matthew 19:19 "Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."
   Loving people most definately ======'s sometimes not buying from a company that isn't paying their people fairly. 
besides with my whole "corset scenangians" 
I just ordered another corset
.................
I can take a shirt plain from clean like Jo Anns craft store for reals
for reals yo's
add corset
add leggings
add 1 my shirt extenders cause modesty is 👍
BAMN
I look great
I don't need all the items shein offers um for sale on their site!!!!!!!!!!
WE ARE POWERRFUL
we vote everyday with every dollar spent
and we have power voting
and we have hearts all us
love fiercly 
vote with your votes and dollars and your hearts
and change this world for the better!!!!!!!!!!!
........god wants zeal and fire trying to stoke myself and others up often
Revelation 3:16
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
god wants us not lukewarm
he wants us caring about each othere
I thoughoughly believe god doesn't want me shopping at shein anymore until they start treating their employee's much better and paying them much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Friday, August 19, 2022

Many things "boggle" me. 2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;" Many people have quitted going to church - BECAUSE PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE COLD B------- OUT THERE! I my goth self STILL GOING TO CHURCH. But puzzles me is, my family IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they don't go to church, my husbands family also IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they also do not attend church.................how were things even bleak enough for them to quit church WHEN THEY ARE WHAT PEOPLE LIKE?????????????????....................I love both satan and jesus I am what is not liked.......................

Update 8/27/2025 (this is a popular post at the moment so I'm sticking a update here) Isreali armi is promising "generous" aid to the gazans that relocate to southern gaza................
https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c4gmrxd8ryno
Conquering lands has gone on for long time..............I don't think it's a good idea though - it breeds hatred.........................Matthew 7:12 "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.".......................
My question to all those that have left going to church, if you so claim jesus some of you (oh I'm even speaking to christian witches THAT'S A THING ACCORDING TO TIKTOK) THEN WHY WOULDN'T YOU BE LIKE ISRAEL IS RIGHT NOW "defending your land"??????????? Cause I do believe the logic of the israel soldiers is that gaza is their land, and they are taking back their land. 
But you ex-christians - just let the current church goes KEEP THE CHURCHES ---------  IF JESUS CHRIST WAS INDEED YOUR TERRITORY WHY WOULDN'T YOU NOT DEFEND YOUR TERRITORY?????????????????????????????????
ps..............please don't kill me I've often defended you I am a pirate myself, I'm just not like you ex-church goers......................I wouldn't want to slight the lord more then I already have so I keep going to church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! John 10:1 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber."
church is ruff though
especially when I'm supposed to talk to people at coffee time after church
often I just sit there quiet - few times I decided to strike up small talk but I LOATH SMALL TALK
so the entire prospects of after church coffee time is 👎👎👎👎👎 in my brains unless I am really thirsty and/or hungry, or am in a unusually chippery mood that day (gag though myself, gag)

Many things "boggle" me. 2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;" Many people have quitted going to church - BECAUSE PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE COLD B------- OUT THERE! I my goth self STILL GOING TO CHURCH. But puzzles me is, my family IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they don't go to church, my husbands family also IS WHAT YOU ALL LIKE and they also do not attend church.................how were things even bleak enough for them to quit church WHEN THEY ARE WHAT PEOPLE LIKE?????????????????....................I love both satan and jesus I am what is not liked.......................
  Hebrews 10:24-26 "And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching. For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins,"
   Not leave church when it is a cold place, nomadder how many churches you go to.
Hebrews 10:24-26 exists for a reason
cause it's "fake light" out there
there is tons of inquity 
MORE THEN THERE EVER WAS
  Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.  But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
 I'm always speaking for the hated in the body of christ the disinfrancised. But I'm really puzzled as to why my family and my husbands family don't go to church (besides my big sister who's dna results I saw, and they said like 97% Finland LIKE I SAW THAT WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS - SHE CAN'T BE DNA RELATE4D TO ME) 
  So big sis does go to church. 
  But my point is ------------ BOTH THESE FAMILIES ARE WHAT YOU ALL LIKE. 
super straight cut
normies
perfect sinless beings that never confess their sins to anybody because they have no faults to confess
James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." They have no faults at all they are fully 100% the perfect sinless people THAT DO HATE SATAN, oh they definately are foaming at the mouth with burning hatred for satan like all "good christians" are. 
YET THEY ARE NOT ATTENDING CHURCH 
besides big sister she is mega mega popular to 
wayyyyyyy popular
sheesh popular
it just don't make sense
and then
 My husband has a sister who has extreme social anxiety to where she don't attend family get togethers
SHE'S THE NICEST PERSON EVER
THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE
If my sinless family and my husbands sinless family and his sister with intense social anxiety so bad she's stopped going to most family get togethers.............if they have it bad............................how am I going to have any hope to make a friend ever again?
I keep going 
due to a bible verse

3 Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart:

4 So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man.

5 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

I'm off to go listen to the daily audio bible

I realize you all in your minds are in the 

"same boat as me"

but your not hated like me

your not

your sinless

without fault

everyone likes you

you hate satan bad

your liked

it's me that's disliked

they all leaving me cause I ain't deemed "good enough"
and it could be for odd reasons
maybe they don't think I love the lgbtqia enough
or other races enough
I try and love EVERYONE
the best I can
and I've been told I'm a monster for many years by many people
the job I had at the christian thriftstore
(where I often worked 2 days for free and was only paid for 1 day of work)
the add itself that I found out about that job said work for free 3 months and then get hired on
well I thought that meant I'd finally get paid for working 3 months later
I was wrong
anyways at that job
I was buisy like cashiering so I couldn't pay attention to what the girl next to me the co-worker was saying
I WAS BUISY RINGING SOMEONE UP
well then she said 
"ok yourrrrrrrrrrrr not human" 
then she proceeded to tell people as they came up to the cash register
to not speak to me cause I'm not human
that went on for weeks
until my job moved to a larger building that they couldn't afford I found out later
that the electricity for the building was $3000 a month 

and they couldn't afford to pay me

that's why I wasn't hardly paid ever at that job

my point

to god I might be enough