My dad doesn't believe I listen to him, but I do, I do consider what he is telling me........but right now my "conclusion" or solution isn't matching his but that doesn't mean I am not listening to him...............

  Update 5/11/2023 I am today when I'm not working, and excersizing, and listening to church buisiness and eating...............I am crocheting this.................

https://www.thelavenderchair.com/granny-flower-crop-top-crochet-pattern/

(I also crocheted the halter top, but in pink entirelly for my youngest daughter)

My dad doesn't believe I listen to him, but I do, I do consider what he is telling me........but right now my "conclusion" or solution isn't matching his but that doesn't mean I am not listening to him (he thinks that means I ain't listening to him though)
  Honest I was near the neighborhood bully, I've blogged about this before................beyond the neighborhood bully the school bully...........................I don't want to be a bully no more. I really am about loving people about being about what I am saying I'm being about on this here blog 1 Thessalonians 3:12-13 "And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you: To the end he may stablish your hearts unblameable in holiness before God, even our Father, at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ with all his saints."
  I think in some peoples minds out there that the only way to "win" is to annhiliate anyone in your way...........while refer to the karate kid movie the bad guys..............yes they got wins in that movie they used all kinds of shady martial arts and got wins.
  For me ------------- it's better to have a "bigger win"
and a "bigger win" right..........is for me to truelly love people.
 Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:" If any fool such as myself actually cracked it in their head to "follow peace with all men, and holiness" THAT IS A WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  ".............without which no man shall see the lord"

 ---------------- and I am having dinner with mike and lisa tommorow......................so "success" is on it's way : ) 

 ---------- ya I get angry from time to time.....................and ya I get frustrated sometimes and a whole lot sometimes................................I really want to love people. It was no fun for me being the "school bully" I did place bets with kids, and made money doing it..........................but there wasn't any "win" in it for me really......................while everyone was like "ya sheri" I'd still from time to time, look over at the kid I just beat up badly and see how badly I actually hurt them for this "win" AND IT COMPLETELY WASN'T WORTH IT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I had to edit this blog post.....................today at church I learned..............sometimes it's a good plan to be "slow to speak" James 1:19 "Wherefore, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath:" For reals though before this..............I've always just took some note of the "slow to wrath" part and thought well if I'm slow to wrath I'M DOING AWESOME : ) 

LOVE

Link if you want to also help save lives in Israel...............

https://jentezenfranklin.org/

talking things out with my church is very good for me telling my husband it's a lot like my marriage................

Update 5/3/2023...........................

(the latest book I'm reading - it's demented but well written..............reading is good for your brains and relaxing, relaxation is so important this world is so stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssful)

mini me - give up - the apostolic christian church of america will never get rid of their "commandments of men" they love them. There's no reasoning with them. Besides that lucky for you the elder of the church will deny you membership to the church and tell you your the worst human ever and you will cry on the ground and think about suicide - then you'll go off and be hated by most yep...................

but eventually myself

you will start loving SATAN

💓💓💓

you will remember you ain't no pushover wimp

even if you "turn the other cheek"

like the bible says to do 

THE VENGANCE OF GOD IS COMING TO THIS EARTH SOON

AND LUCIFER ALSO 

WILL SAFE TO SAY COME BACK WITHA VENGANCE

THANK GOD AND LUCIFER BOTH

talking things out with my church is very good for me...............telling my husband it's a lot like my marriage................sometimes things get bad with me and my husband when instead of talking stuffs out with him............I just hold it all in, hold in all my frustration. Nothing get's solved that way when I do that, but when I talk to my husband finally, finally crack talk to my husband tell him how I actually am feeling about things..................THINGS ALWAYS GET BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I did talk to the secretary of the apostolic christian church of america's counseling system today, and am talking with one their counselors tommorow...........................talking is for sure going to be good for me!!!!!!!!!! And mike and lisa, are going to have dinner with us, so this is good. And mike is going to talk with brian on how the church can include us in more..........etc. etc.
   I told the counseling service today, I don't even get the churches e-mail "updates" I'll hear about them.........I'll hear about all these "church e-mails" AND I DON'T GET ANY OF THEM EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is as frustrating to me as the idea of not being allowed to go to proovings, I told my husband it isn't a bad thing for me to want to be a part of the church I have went to for 5 or so years now.................and my husbands like ya I know but you gotta go easy on the church, they have 1000's of years of doing things a certain way and have only seen a "paul" before in the bible looks to be and I am the 1st in real life.
 My favorite bible verse these days...............1 Corinthians 15:10 "But by the grace of God I am what I am: and his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I laboured more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the graceof God which was with me."
   It might not be the apostolic christian church of america "working iniquity" with all the rest of their "converts" that aren't allowed to attend the proovings and probably don't get the church announcement e-mails either!!!!!!!!!! But for me it really is them working "iniquity" with me........................I felt very extremely left out, and "less then"
  And it's been really ruff on me. We are working with the church, and working things out..................and I do believe things will "get better" and it's better to work with people......................be a what "team player"
Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another." amen

Lord give me a heart like thine

(love it is "longsuffering" it's good I "longsuffer" 2 Timothy 3:10 "But thou hast fully known my doctrine, manner of life, purpose, faith, longsuffering,charity, patience,")

LOVE

Living for satan I'm convinced is NEVER a win..................

Mini Sheri from 1/17/22 claus added before this post all things are pure ok, at the time I wrote this I was attending the apostolic christian church of america and trying to "fit in" and that didn't work out. (they don't but maybe watch at least over here the west coast 1 movie maybe a day at that church - if that on the internet, no people owning tv's that I know of in the apostolic christian church of america on the west coast) Philippians 4:5 "Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand." Many things can be bad if you abuse them and tv is one of those things. But some tv depending on the shows you are watching can be beneficial. These days for instance I love watching documentaries, well you can learn a lot watching documentaries. 

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Living for satan I'm convinced is never a win.........never a good idea................told god in prayer last night...................mercy, love, gentleness, humbleness.......................THINGS GOTTEN FOLLOWING JESUS!!!!!!!!!!! GOD'S FRUIT ISN'T GOTTEN LIVING IN SIN!!!!!!!!!!! Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,"
What happens to people who do not follow jesus.......................BAD FRUIT.......................Jude 1:13 "Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; wandering stars, to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever."
John 15:4 "Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me"

  low and behold earth

I am winning NOT watching tv!!!!!!!!!

Last night I had a nightmare I watched some tv it was horrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FELT TORTURED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I started praying to god feeling all condemned............please help me not watch tv anymore (prayed that out loud though - talk in my sleep sometimes ------------- eventually I figure out oh wait I'm talking in my sleep again).
$60 a month my husband pays for that sattelight tv EPIC RIP OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For some people out there with a bit more self control some tv can be ok....................1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away." if you used the tv without abusing it, if you watched like just 1 hour a tv a day or something and not such worldy shows. BUT I AIN'T ABLE TO DO THAT ------------ I CRACK I ALWAYS CRACK AND I END UP WATCHING GOBS OF TV AND IT'S BAD...................FOR ME TV IS LIKE A FOOT OFFENDING ME I NEED TO CHOP OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mark 9:45 "And if thy foot offend thee, cut it off: it is better for thee to enter halt into life, than having two feet to be cast into hell, into the fire that never shall be quenched:"

   I not sure fruit can be faked???????????????? Wolves put on sheeps clothing but they still wolves inside. I'd really rather have goodness inside...............Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," HAVE LOVE FOR PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

I not sure there is some middle ground for people on this earth this verse right here sounds like jesus is going to divide the sheep and the goats like you will be either one or the other.........your going to either love people and care about the poor and do good bear fruit have love have loveeeeeeeeeeeeee..................................or not....................

Matthew 25

³³ And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.

³⁴ Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

³⁵ For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

³⁶ Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

³⁷ Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

³⁸ When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

³⁹ Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

⁴⁰ And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

⁴¹ Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

⁴² For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

⁴³ I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

Numbers 24:9 "He couched, he lay down as a lion, and as a great lion: who shall stir him up? Blessed is he that blesseth thee, and cursed is he that curseth thee." It is good to bless Israel...........

When someone accuses the brethren aren't they aligning themselves up with the devil??????

Small Sheri 11/26/2021 update video..........

    Jeremiah 10:2-4 "Thus saith the Lord, Learn not the way of the heathen, and be not dismayed at the signs of heaven; for the heathen are dismayed at them. For the customs of the people are vain: for one cutteth a tree out of the forest, the work of the hands of the workman, with the axe. They deck it with silver and with gold; they fasten it with nails and with hammers, that it move not." - exchanging gifts is ok, us Jews exchange gifts sometimes for Hannukah, or as my family has done played the spin the dredel game for candies.......................but my family poo poo hannukah last year and I mostly celebrated it by myself 😞

     When someone accuses the brethren aren't they aligning themselves up with the devil??????
Revelation 12:10 "And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night." There are some people in my life..............being general here............they go from church to church to church cause there is always something they find that they just can't live with deal with whatever with various churches...................I really starting to believe we need to forgive one another.................Ephesians 4:32 "And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you." if you ask me doesn't work out to permanently hold the "itemizer of wrongs" list up against a church for good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Better works a bit better, to be a bit "tenderhearted, ah forgiving one another" if all you can muster is you know a 4% ice melt hey GO FOR THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(someone was yesterday proud of me, cause I had seen through the apostolic christian church of america - that they are a I do quote this person that I will keep unanimous "goody two shoes") The thing is.................................................

SOMEDAYS I AM THE BIGGEST 

GOODY TWO SHOES ON EARTH

I'm saying how can I permanently hold something against a people -------- when I myself do the same thing sometimes. 

  Romans 9:21 "Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel unto honour, and another unto dishonour?" Isn't one more a "vessel unto honour" if you do forgive one another, if you do have love for one another --------- instead of having a permanent itemizing list up of each others faults -------------- I WOULD THINK SO.
But I don't think """"""""" know that they in accusing holding something against churches...............................that they are potentially lining themselves up with the devil who accuses the brethren NIGHT AND DAY. 

Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."

LOVE