My dad doesn't believe I listen to him, but I do, I do consider what he is telling me........but right now my "conclusion" or solution isn't matching his but that doesn't mean I am not listening to him...............

  Update 5/11/2023 I am today when I'm not working, and excersizing, and listening to church buisiness and eating...............I am crocheting this.................

https://www.thelavenderchair.com/granny-flower-crop-top-crochet-pattern/

(I also crocheted the halter top, but in pink entirelly for my youngest daughter)

My dad doesn't believe I listen to him, but I do, I do consider what he is telling me........but right now my "conclusion" or solution isn't matching his but that doesn't mean I am not listening to him (he thinks that means I ain't listening to him though)
  Honest I was near the neighborhood bully, I've blogged about this before................beyond the neighborhood bully the school bully...........................I don't want to be a bully no more. I really am about loving people about being about what I am saying I'm being about on this here blog 1 Thessalonians 3:12-13 "And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you: To the end he may stablish your hearts unblameable in holiness before God, even our Father, at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ with all his saints."
  I think in some peoples minds out there that the only way to "win" is to annhiliate anyone in your way...........while refer to the karate kid movie the bad guys..............yes they got wins in that movie they used all kinds of shady martial arts and got wins.
  For me ------------- it's better to have a "bigger win"
and a "bigger win" right..........is for me to truelly love people.
 Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:" If any fool such as myself actually cracked it in their head to "follow peace with all men, and holiness" THAT IS A WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  ".............without which no man shall see the lord"

 ---------------- and I am having dinner with mike and lisa tommorow......................so "success" is on it's way : ) 

 ---------- ya I get angry from time to time.....................and ya I get frustrated sometimes and a whole lot sometimes................................I really want to love people. It was no fun for me being the "school bully" I did place bets with kids, and made money doing it..........................but there wasn't any "win" in it for me really......................while everyone was like "ya sheri" I'd still from time to time, look over at the kid I just beat up badly and see how badly I actually hurt them for this "win" AND IT COMPLETELY WASN'T WORTH IT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I had to edit this blog post.....................today at church I learned..............sometimes it's a good plan to be "slow to speak" James 1:19 "Wherefore, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath:" For reals though before this..............I've always just took some note of the "slow to wrath" part and thought well if I'm slow to wrath I'M DOING AWESOME : ) 

LOVE

Link if you want to also help save lives in Israel...............

https://jentezenfranklin.org/

talking things out with my church is very good for me telling my husband it's a lot like my marriage................

Update 5/3/2023...........................

(the latest book I'm reading - it's demented but well written..............reading is good for your brains and relaxing, relaxation is so important this world is so stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssful)

mini me - give up - the apostolic christian church of america will never get rid of their "commandments of men" they love them. There's no reasoning with them. Besides that lucky for you the elder of the church will deny you membership to the church and tell you your the worst human ever and you will cry on the ground and think about suicide - then you'll go off and be hated by most yep...................

but eventually myself

you will start loving SATAN

💓💓💓

you will remember you ain't no pushover wimp

even if you "turn the other cheek"

like the bible says to do 

THE VENGANCE OF GOD IS COMING TO THIS EARTH SOON

AND LUCIFER ALSO 

WILL SAFE TO SAY COME BACK WITHA VENGANCE

THANK GOD AND LUCIFER BOTH

talking things out with my church is very good for me...............telling my husband it's a lot like my marriage................sometimes things get bad with me and my husband when instead of talking stuffs out with him............I just hold it all in, hold in all my frustration. Nothing get's solved that way when I do that, but when I talk to my husband finally, finally crack talk to my husband tell him how I actually am feeling about things..................THINGS ALWAYS GET BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I did talk to the secretary of the apostolic christian church of america's counseling system today, and am talking with one their counselors tommorow...........................talking is for sure going to be good for me!!!!!!!!!! And mike and lisa, are going to have dinner with us, so this is good. And mike is going to talk with brian on how the church can include us in more..........etc. etc.
   I told the counseling service today, I don't even get the churches e-mail "updates" I'll hear about them.........I'll hear about all these "church e-mails" AND I DON'T GET ANY OF THEM EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is as frustrating to me as the idea of not being allowed to go to proovings, I told my husband it isn't a bad thing for me to want to be a part of the church I have went to for 5 or so years now.................and my husbands like ya I know but you gotta go easy on the church, they have 1000's of years of doing things a certain way and have only seen a "paul" before in the bible looks to be and I am the 1st in real life.
 My favorite bible verse these days...............1 Corinthians 15:10 "But by the grace of God I am what I am: and his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I laboured more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the graceof God which was with me."
   It might not be the apostolic christian church of america "working iniquity" with all the rest of their "converts" that aren't allowed to attend the proovings and probably don't get the church announcement e-mails either!!!!!!!!!! But for me it really is them working "iniquity" with me........................I felt very extremely left out, and "less then"
  And it's been really ruff on me. We are working with the church, and working things out..................and I do believe things will "get better" and it's better to work with people......................be a what "team player"
Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another." amen

Lord give me a heart like thine

(love it is "longsuffering" it's good I "longsuffer" 2 Timothy 3:10 "But thou hast fully known my doctrine, manner of life, purpose, faith, longsuffering,charity, patience,")

LOVE