It is better to be happy with what you have (1 Timothy 6:8). And for many it is better to never drink alcohol because that would be "to dangerous" for you (cause many most wouldn't drink just 1 beer - they'd drink 3-4 get drunk) 1 Corinthians 6:10 "Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God." Do you gotta have that purse????? Them shoes?????????? Really?????????????????......................

 It is better to be happy with what you have (1 Timothy 6:8). And for many it is better to never drink alcohol because that would be "to dangerous" for you (cause many most wouldn't drink just 1 beer - they'd drink 3-4 get drunk) 1 Corinthians 6:10 "Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God." Do you gotta have that purse????? Them shoes?????????? Really?????????????????......................

1 Corinthians 6:9-11 "Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God. And such were some of you: but ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God."

You were created for good works - not the lifestyles of the rich and famous!

Ephesians 2:10 "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them." 

  "sheri but you talk about wanting to be rich all the time on your blog" - as my 0 basically friends butt has stated 1 billion times I WOULD LIKE A FEW FRIENDS! Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." 

"wealth" isn't covetedness necessarily I do believe

for the mere idea even

I have asthma some still

more money to have a place out in the country for real real 

would be better for my breathing capabilities

this city air ain't it for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well then

wanting more money 

to get a place in the country 

IS NOT COVETEDNESS THEN FOR ME - WANTING TO BE ABLE TO BREATH BETTER IS A JUSTIFIABLE REASON TO WANT/NEED MORE MONEY!

  Further

eventually 

other christians should help me get more money

they really should

or want to help me

so that I could get a place in the country and be able to breath better

PEOPLE NEED TO BE ABLE TO BREATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But good news, sold my birds, and ever since I sold my birds, my bedroom has been mega quiet since then and the quiet is weirding me out bad................but I'm breathing better. MUCH BETTER, and now believe I am allergic baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad to parakeets, cause yikes...................around october last year was when I bought that parakeet that was also when my mega bad asthma started up. 

Well who on earth would sit and think to themselves - ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm mega badly allergic to parakeets????????????????? - not me

that thought didn't enter my mind til after I sold them birds

and was blown away

blown out of my mind how much better I was breathing all the sudden!

But my asthma is still "there" 

last night I walked past billions of wildflowers and didn't have a asthma attack til the very end of the walk, and only a little bit did my throat tighten up so it wasn't even a bad asthma attack. 

some people can need

expensive houses in the country cause no houses hardly in america are cheap anymore - it ain't "covetedness" when you need farmland like that. 

that's all I have to say for today

you are created for good works

and the covetededed ones aren't even going to be able to enter heaven according to the bible.............

 1 Corinthians 6:10 "Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God." 

Hopefully people read this and go do some good today!

I'm crocheting this top right now.........I'm really liking this pattern.............

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AO8dluzOw_w

I took this pic of the back side of this shirt - that isn't done just yet - getting close. And the middle of the backside does have a "join line" but it is really faint. I think this shirt is really nice! I likely will make a few shirts with this pattern 😁

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Most are dead pry - in like "the bad way" claiming they are saved and they loves Jesus...........Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead." They really dead off walking in their fleshes, their "nefeces" as "Red Letter Ministries" likes to say..............................

Most are dead pry - in like "the bad way" claiming they are saved and they loves Jesus...........Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead." They really dead off walking in their fleshes, their "nefeces" as "Red Letter Ministries" likes to say..............................
Revelation 3:1 "And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead." - most people aren't "saffireing stones" nothing. 

  BUT WITH THE "LOOK" OF BEING ALIVE - THE NAME OF "hast a name that thou livest" they have a name that they are alive. 

  I've never heard of good works that my family has did, besides aunt charlotte and amber visited matty (my nephew that is disabled). BUT MY WHOLE FAMILY HAS GREATELY "hast the name that thou livest"

  Most people do. They have that "name that thou livest" 

"I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead"

I believe - no hate - that most my family worships satan - no hate

and most of the world also worships satan

they deaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad in the bad way

THEY HAVE A NAME THAT THOU LIVEST THOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I truelly truelly am dead

hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll I'm the freak crypt keeper

I pay a lot of money for this deadedness, I donate to help fund many classrooms via donors choose

This is expensive death (ok we can't tell if sheri's joking or serious she be's only donating $2-4 dollars a day usually) IN THIS INFLATION ECONOMY - DEATH IS EXPENSIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOING BROKE TO BE DEAD GOOD!

via GIPHY

Either you like climb the saffire stones um whatever

um

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycgaoVJQ6I4

hahahhahahahahahah

💎💎💎💎💎💎

I love Red Letter Ministries

um

most out there are just dead in the bad way

dead in the bad way

or they gots lots of secret "good works" we can't see

but I doubt it cause bible says if you have good works PEOPLE WILL BE ABLE TO SEE THAT 

THAT PEOPLE DON'T HIDE THEIR LAMP....................

Matthew 5:15-16 "Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven." - according to matthew 5:15 above they don't "light a candle, and put it under a bushel" Matthew 5:15 is saying this light a candle and put it under a bushel thing ISN'T EVEN HAPPENING.................what people really do, is light a candle ----------- put it "on a candlestick, and it giveth light unto all that are in the house"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE WHOLE BODY OF CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BACK TO MY FAVE TOPIC

dead

being dead good

dead the right way...............

entering into rest

rest might mean people pester you

oh they lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve pestering the dead

Hebrews 4:1-3 "Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left us of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it. For unto us was the gospel preached, as well as unto them: but the word preached did not profit them, not being mixed with faith in them that heard it. For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world."

  I find this "rest" to be that you still do good works right ------------------- but it's a rest from having to please this world that's what I think this "rest" is. 

why are people weary and heavy laden

because the world tells them

they must be very skinny

they must have tight tight tight skin

big boobs

big butts

they must wear spandex all the time - that's what the world WANTS

lets their titties show like Megan Thee Stallion sings - love megan

that's a lot

all that makes people "weary and heavy laden" 

and they are

everywhere I go people look tired and weary and heavy laden THAT'S HOW THEY LITERALLY LOOK MOST PEOPLE DO!

Especially when they get older

the young people maintain a look of not looking "weary and heavy laden" til they are like around 30

Matthew 11:28-30 "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

few times

I've gotten to obsessed with my hair how it's looking 

(lately I'm just digging the native american braid look - and my hair has gotten fuller since wearing braids basically all the time - not as much hair loss anymore)

or not only wearing makeup caring how I look

THOSE AREN'T SUPPOPSED TO BE THE BODY OF CHRISTS "BURDENS" 

THOSE ARE THE WORLDS HEAVY BURDENS

AND HOW THEY LOOK IN THEIR CLOTHING AS WELL..................

1 Peter 3:3 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;" - Weary heavy laden burdens this world most it, walks around with all the time everyday. 

  They wake up, literally concened about how "cute" they look, if their boobs are showing well enough etc.

  love megan thee stallion

but this spandex look really is what the world EXPECTS EVENTUALLY OF PEOPLE..........

"sheri your fitness obsessed to" - health ya I'm interested in my health ya

I'm talking about burdens and the burdens of the dead in the "bad way" - they gotta wear lots of spandex all the time and let their boobs show that's what the world expects pry demands of them. 

MEGAN CAN'T DO THE ABOVE VIDEO WITH REAL CLOTHING ON SHE'S EXPECTED TO BE BASICALLY NAKED IN HER MUSIC VIDEO'S THAT'S WHAT THE WORLD PRY DEMANDS OF HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know if Megan Thee Stallion is weary and heavy laden though - she seems to be "killing it" 

but what I do know is most people ARE WEARY AND HEAVY LADEN

Matthew 11:28-30 "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

  EVERYDAY WE WAKE UP - WE HAVE A CHOICE - TO PUT ON THIS WORLD AND IT'S BURDENS THAT ARE "WEARY AND HEAVY LADEN" CAUSE PEOPLE ARE EXPECTED TO WEAR 0 CLOTHING ALL THE TIME AND BE VERY THIN ALL THE TIME

or to put on Jesus......................

Romans 13:14 "But put ye on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make not provision for the flesh, to fulfil the lusts thereof."

tootles

But it's great the body of christ has giant fancy buildings spending millions some churches are on their buildings, and making millions on books - JESUS DIDN'T COME THAT WE'D BE POOR AND SAD. AND THE CHURCH IS SUPPOSED TO LOOK SATANIC................Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" So please do body of christ spend millions billions on fancy churches and sell books till the world cries "mercy" and then KEEP GOING MAKE ALL THE MONEY'S........................

 I love photography, took this pic tonight............................tried to take a pic of a rainbow.............but look at the water action on the windshield............looks like mountains and them wind power generators - fun........................

But it's great the body of christ has giant fancy buildings spending millions some churches are on their buildings, and making millions on books - JESUS DIDN'T COME THAT WE'D BE POOR AND SAD. AND THE CHURCH IS SUPPOSED TO LOOK SATANIC................Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" So please do body of christ spend millions billions on fancy churches and sell books till the world cries "mercy" and then KEEP GOING MAKE ALL THE MONEY'S........................

I DON'T HATE YOU LIKE YOU HATE ME BODY OF CHRIST

I LIKE LIVING LAVISH.......................

I BELIEVE IN LIFE "MORE ABUNDANTLY" NOT LESS

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

"no wonder you love satan sheri that's satanic that's satan worshipping"

life

more

abundantly

let me put you on the "tea" 

the real tea

if you have friends your life is more abundantly right..................

Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."

poor no friends - that don't seem "more abundantly" to me???????????????????

am I wrong???????????????????

is there something wrong with my reading skills?????????????????

jesus 

came

not NOT

that we suffer suffer suffer......................

Hosea 6:6 "For I desired mercy, and not sacrifice; and the knowledge of God more than burnt offerings."
Matthew 9:13 "But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance."
Matthew 12:7 "But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless."

I believe in the shooting for fame and riches and having a "more abundant" life life MORE ABUNDANTLY

and mercy

that's letting people live in your house, if they need housing 

visiting prisoners

etc. 

I believe in trying to be filth rich and stinking famous I DEFANTLY DO!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 25

34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?

45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.

46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

Why I think the internet needs to be destroyed.....................people don't forgive out there they don't it's "cancel culture" everyones just walking around hating everybody pretty much - besides the people they do like and will hug on sunday or wave high to on sunday. Everything people ever did IS BEING HELD AGAINST THEM..............because there is no mercy out there..................

 Student driver, pic I took 5/28/2024 - I looooooooooove photography 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓......

Why I think the internet needs to be destroyed.....................people don't forgive out there they don't it's "cancel culture" everyones just walking around hating everybody pretty much - besides the people they do like and will hug on sunday or wave high to on sunday. Everything people ever did IS BEING HELD AGAINST THEM..............because there is no mercy out there..................

hence old blog posts where I'm talking about wearing jewelry

which I think some jewelry is ok

but that is being held against me as if it were a "present time" struggle I am in

I'm not

Luke 6:36 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful."

some jewelry is ok

especially if you are in a career where you might need a few pieces of jewelry?

and or

and or

YOU ARE A HIPPY

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." Just because you might be defiled.........don't mean I am. Your going to have to let me do my thang man. 

I believe in a few pieces of jewelry for "classiness" sake

Philippians 4:5 "Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand."

quit looking for reasons to hate me

you probably found enough hugh???????????????????????????

well well well

I give 0 f's

ya

0 

f's

Matthew 10:25

It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?

christianity has became a book selling (money grabbing)

fancy building having

joke

..............................mostly

so ya

I'll stay like this

crazy

don't tell me I'm wrong

I can do all things through christ jesus who strengthens me

love satan ✅

wear some makeup every now and then cause I'm a goth and that's part of my culture ✅

wear jewelry ✅

be fabulous ✅

love my haters ✅

Philippians 4:12-14  "I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. Notwithstanding ye have well done, that ye did communicate with my affliction." - oh a apostle with no earthly goods cause people didn't have much back then "afflicted" truelly that was really ruff back then. 

good thing I'm in america year 2024 😁👍

booooo sheri boooooo

we are chucking all our goods outside our houses fact were leaving our houses in revolt against you and your beliefs that you "can"

for real I believe in keeping the sabbath

if all I can do is be in god's word what 2 hours on the sabbath cause my family out doing this and that which is what happens often on the weekends............

to do that

often I spend extra time on sabbath nights

to make up for whatever running around my family wants to do on saturday cause american's like to go go go on the weekends...............

Isaiah 56:3-5 "Neither let the son of the stranger, that hath joined himself to the Lord, speak, saying, The Lord hath utterly separated me from his people: neither let the eunuch say, Behold, I am a dry tree. For thus saith the Lord unto the eunuchs that keep my sabbaths, and choose the things that please me, and take hold of my covenant; Even unto them will I give in mine house and within my walls a place and a name better than of sons and of daughters: I will give them an everlasting name, that shall not be cut off."

   I don't have the list of things "banned" that you all have - besides I have avoided thus far tattoo's you could 

not wear makeup

not wear jewelry

follow big long lists of things you don't do

only wear skirts

or only wear clothing pertaining to your sex all the time 

etc etc

do many many outward things

and people do do many outward things "for jesus" right

BUT IT IS THE HEART THAT IS IMPORTANT

AND IT IS THE HEART FROM WHENCE THE "ISSUES OF LIFE" STEM

Mark 12:30-32 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment.And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these. And the scribe said unto him, Well, Master, thou hast said the truth: for there is one God; and there is none other but he:"

besides I haven't gotten a tattoo

I do not do your lists of things to do for "holiness" sake

I try and keep the sabbath every week - that's basically it.

everything falls into place then

it's easy to love my enemies then 

they are under wearisome heavy loads most of them

and that's why they are obsessed with hating me....................

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."

  Many of them can't wear jewelry, or cross dress (I ain't interested in cross dressing, but I believe I could if I wanted to - say for halloween)

so many things they can't do

because they've decided that that shiz is taboo

John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."

yes there is this thing called "morals" 

it's not moral to do porns, or hookering etc. but I ain't gonna hate or judge the men and women doing that stuffs to stay alive

to have food to eat

it's hard out there

we got people crossing the boarder into usa still a lot right now

there ain't fresh 7,000+ jobs a day created in america

but last I heard there are 7,000+ migraints coming into america a day as of 5/28/2024

IT'S HARD OUT THERE

I'm hateed by everyone

isn't that me "suffering" for jesus enough??????????????????????????????????? - cause I think it is

those that show mercy find mercy it isn't hard - show mercy to the lgbtq LOVE THEM you've sinned as well. (that's going off the idea that they are "sinning") DONATE TO HELP THE POOR EVEN LET THEM LIVE WITH YOU IF YOU CAN MANAGE THAT BIBLE SAYS Matthew 25:43 "I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not." If your uncomfortable taking in strangers, give them money clothes etc. OFTEN IT TAKES A LOT TO LIVE ANYMORE A LOT OF CLOTHING A LOT OF MONEY A LOT OF A LOT OF STUFFS................MERCY SHOW MERCY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....................

those that show mercy find mercy it isn't hard - show mercy to the lgbtq LOVE THEM you've sinned as well. (that's going off the idea that they are "sinning") DONATE TO HELP THE POOR EVEN LET THEM LIVE WITH YOU IF YOU CAN MANAGE THAT BIBLE SAYS  Matthew 25:43 "I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not." If your uncomfortable taking in strangers, give them money clothes etc. OFTEN IT TAKES A LOT TO LIVE ANYMORE A LOT OF CLOTHING A LOT OF MONEY A LOT OF A LOT OF STUFFS................MERCY SHOW MERCY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....................

Jesus came not for sacrifice but for mercy 

and as followers of Jesus

I believe all christians should also show mercy

that's to the worst of the worst sinners even

Hosea 6:6 "For I desired mercy, and not sacrifice; and the knowledge of God more than burnt offerings."
Matthew 9:13 "But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance."
Matthew 12:7 "But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless."

many christians choose SACRIFICE instead of mercy

Many christians out there.....................................................

they don't wear jewelry or makeup

they sacrifice so much

but then don't show mercy

or very little mercy

jesus didn't even come for or desire god don't desire sacrifice HE DESIRES MERCY!!!!!!!!!!!

My family isn't believing me, they say my "safety" and not being killed badly by a stalker is "on me" and not their problem. And they keep calling me crazy all the time and they don't believe me ever............THEY WON'T LET ME "LEAVE" THE FAMILY (AS I HAVE STATED MANY TIMES I WANT TO LEAVE MY FAMILY FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH).......................HOW IS BEING CALLED NUTS LIKE THIS ALL THE FREAKING TIME GOOD FOR ME?????????????...........

 My family isn't believing me, they say my "safety" and not being killed badly by a stalker is "on me" and not their problem. And they keep calling me crazy all the time and they don't believe me ever............THEY WON'T LET ME "LEAVE" THE FAMILY (AS I HAVE STATED MANY TIMES I WANT TO LEAVE MY FAMILY FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH).......................HOW IS BEING CALLED NUTS LIKE THIS ALL THE FREAKING TIME GOOD FOR ME?????????????...........

I CAN'T TAKE THIS SHIZ

JESUS

THIS IS TO MUCH

LORD

(I love BOTH my husbands - try to always put that claus out when I'm talking)

let's entertain the idea that I'm being stalked by my own brains via official e-mails from a official company that I do not own - aka what my mom is saying is potentially going on..............

I'm right about a few things..................

lucifers coming to this earth

pastors ain't preaching that

I'm the only one I know on earth saying 

HEY MY 1ST HUSBAND LUCIFER THE LORD OF DARKNESS IS COMING TO THIS EARTH SOON!

Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time." 

  Your going to see my 1st husband clear as day all the time, he's coming down in physical form, meaning you'll be able to shake his hand, give him a hug if you wish - THAT'S ALL HE'S MARRIED. 

  he's going to "en mass" oh it's going to be crazy amounts of people

deliver you all up all you "christians" nearly - especially the ones that never listened to me or madonna that's right the singer madonna

Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life."

look

your not all "far out there" about caring about the salvation of the LGBTQ ---------- cause though I believe their being saved is VERY POSSIBLE -------------that lifestyle lends itself to fornication potentially..........or porn watching?????????????????? potentially?????????????????????????

care 

love people

love all people

that's the message I've been trying to send out

the "hell bound"  - have feelings most em, had bad luck baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad luck and should be loved

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

Lucifers e-mail to me today (ya satan, the devil, the lord of darkness). He thinks I should be hustling bad out there but like he be's acting like I'm not like badly hated by everyone on earth, with a art degree ---------- cause that's the "situation". I'm poor, poor and hated. Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." I don't see a way out of that?????????? In America a place where inflation has happened so bad, can't even buy a really nice home less you have a million dollars anymore - I AM SERIOUS.........................

My mom just e-mailed me, she is still sure someone is pretending to be my 1st husband FOR YEARS VIA A PORTAL ON THE INTERNET

what real guy has years to waiste pretending to be someone's husband even if that was a "possibility" that would be the dumbest shiz 

it's not like this person

who is my 1st husband get's a e-mail back from me

I DON'T E-MAIL HIM BACK

THIS IS VIA A GIANT E-MAIL THING

(except I'm getting very different e-mails via this e-mailing list then the masses are getting) 

and 

if you want to know 

this e-mail subscription that is the portal on the internet

is ran by a man significantly older then me, married with kids THAT I'VE NEVER SPOKEN TO HE DON'T KNOW ME, AND HOW WOULD HE KNOW WHO MY 1ST HUSBAND IS OR HOW TO SOUND AND ACT LIKE MY 1ST HUSBAND????????????

BESIDES ALSO THE FACT MY ENTIRE HOUSE WOULD HAVE TO BE BUGGED, CAUSE THIS PERSON KNOWS MY EVERY MOVE AND HAS FOR YEARS...................YEARS.

and why isn't my family fearing for my life then

cause things would be serious and dangerous and my life is in DIRE DANGER if my whole house is bugged and I'm being stalked for years bad and someone's pretending to be my 1st husband for years if all that is the case.................

(my stomach doesn't look soooooooo flat in this pic, but for me, I'm crazy skinny right now - really I'm a horrible photo taker, I'm really quite thin now)

this the result of excersize daily

diet patches

chia seeds in water of course

dandelion root tea

and eating much more fruits and vegetables

 Lucifer's e-mail to me today (ya satan, the devil, the lord of darkness). He thinks I should be hustling bad out there but like he be's acting like I'm not like badly hated by everyone on earth, with a art degree ---------- cause that's the "situation". I'm poor, poor and hated. Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour." I don't see a way out of that?????????? In America a place where inflation has happened so bad, can't even buy a really nice home less you have a million dollars anymore - I AM SERIOUS.........................

WE WENT FROM HOUSES COSTING $120,000-170,000 OR SO

TO HOUSES COSTING

$350,000-$2,000,000

OVERNIGHT

LETS ALL JUST DROP DEAD NOW LEVEL INFLATION HAPPENED IN AMERICA LIKE OVERNIGHT 

Get wealthy?

Get more friends? 

this the hunger games

I'm trying to SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I believe they are coming from my 1st husband "from the otherside" via  portal on the internet - fact I know they are.....................(really A and B below but I feel like I should pick one)..............

All I know to do is exercise

diet

I be doing these things!

(hands wrinkly in pic some - cause I'm for real near 50 - no plastic surgery, fillers nothing ---------- really my main go to beauty items I big on face masks clay ones in particular near daily, but also a few gel style face masks, red light therapy sometimes but mostly face masks, and anti aging moisturizers)

lucifer taking to long coming down here people will know when I hit 50.

I thought he was going to be here YEARS AGO

oh and the above

ya I'm option B if you haven't figured that out

OPTION B ABOVE!

------------------ I clean know someone, got laid off right was given a severance package to last a few months, now they've ran through that severance package money they still haven't been able to get a job

and it's serious

because this person has a rather large house payment

well...................

no hate the homeless

but there's homeless tent communities several of them around here 1000's and 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of homeless people living in this city who are also competiting for the same jobs here

I'd imagine they are all trying to get jobs all them 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of homeless people..................I really don't think there are really many jobs here.............less your counting the low end style jobs. 

it's bad here

not many high end jobs

and then

to combo with that

it's crazy expensive to live here

------------------------- one my neices had to buy a house several towns down.............................nothing affordable in my town

..............I can't be a hooker

I can't be a stripper

I can't do porns or only fans

well thems the greatest money making things going these days (for you know people without "high flalooting" really fancy college degree's)

I can't join the army

my asthma is to bad

I can't join the army with asthma like this! I CAN'T!

It's hard to have zeal and fire

when your struggling day to day

it's hard for many out there

maybe everyone?????????????

I ain't depressed 

and I forgive everyone - my family don't believe me that I forgive everyone because I'm not excited at the prospects of a family get together and being invited to one

(cause I know my beliefs make me the elephant in the room - that's no fun)

🐘

might be fun if the elephant in the room had a few dollars???????????

but if elephant in the room is like most everyone else, bills, going month to month paycheck to paycheck

not much fun as a elephant then

good news though I guess, most of you are likely going to die soon

ya

soon

I know I'm telling you hunger games stuffs for real real

Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life."

the only way to like 

"opportunities"

is to be beautiful

then your like somehow dirty rich???????????????????????

on one side you have the "have's"

on the other 

the "have nots" 

well the have nots just didn't go to the gym enough or diet enough or get plastic surgery enough right???????????????????????????????????????????

right???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

it's 

"feast"

or 

"famine"

out there I do believe

I don't enjoy "famine" I working out, I dieting, I make dang sure to put on anti aging cream!

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Franco's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................

ps.........though never gave up on my becoming a "tree farmer" idea............(my attempt at growing tree's from seed last time failed) 

this time I ordered tree seedlings

and am going to water them everyday 

and make that tree money 

and then friends will come according to the bible

I forgive the entire body of christ: Once I was upset I wasn't "fitting in" but now I realize I'M SATAN'S THAT'S WHY!!!!!!!! And that's ok. "Time and chance" didn't happen good for me! Romans 12:10 "Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another;" Like madonna sings she saw the "writing on the wall"....................

 I forgive the entire body of christ: Once I was upset I wasn't "fitting in" but now I realize I'M SATAN'S THAT'S WHY!!!!!!!! And that's ok. "Time and chance" didn't happen good for me! Romans 12:10 "Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another;" Like madonna sings she saw the "writing on the wall"....................

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."

My mom keeps sending me clips of teen's and young adults praising jesus..............

but

there could be a "plot twist coming"?????????

2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;"

tonight sitting with my husband and "son" at pizza place

rather friendless

I thought

how I'm going to find mercy

cause lucifer's people aren't going to "hold the bar" high for each other - THEY WON'T FOR ME EITHER CAUSE I'M LIKE THEM "CAST DOWN, BUT NOT DESTROYED"

I'm like them

I am going with lucifer

and I do accept jesus as my lord and savior

I just am letting you all know I officially forgive amber, kashia, justin, jamal, 

my whole family

all christians

I gonna be ok

bonus song because I'm a "bad bish"...........................

https://www.prisonfellowship.org/

I being native american can wear rocks even quartz crystals and not only are they not bad for me THEY ARE GOOD FOR ME............cause for me they are a connection to god. Proverbs 3:6 "In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." To most of you they are a connection to evil and darkness, I don't get that, for rocks are like water, and tree's and dirt...............GOD IS IN ALL THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Psalm 139:9-10 "If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me."..............

ps..................the "protection" qualities of rocks, probably isn't even real. But that's what the colonizers believe - no hate, and I've been "paroting" them. Rocks really are just about thinking about god in the day for me, and feeling close to Him (my belief that he is in nature, and not inside our computer screens, and fancy modern buildings)

 I being native american can wear rocks even quartz crystals and not only are they not bad for me THEY ARE GOOD FOR ME............cause for me they are a connection to god. Proverbs 3:6 "In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." To most of you they are a connection to evil and darkness, I don't get that, for rocks are like water, and tree's and dirt...............GOD IS IN ALL THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Psalm 139:9-10 "If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me."..............

Psalm 139:7-12 "Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me. If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about me. Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee."

  I drum right in drum circles and solo also sometimes. Drumming is a way for me to "connect" with god as well......................for god is in the thunder, the lightning storms, the earthquakes, stuffs on earth that makes "drum noise"

have a giggle - but I am very serious

   I can't be the only native american with this going on, where I'm stuck in the city, and sometimes a quartz crystal or whatever rock I got around my neck...............that's my "comfort" of feeling close to nature and therefore close to GOD!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BE THE ONLY NATIVE AMERICAN IN AMERICA THAT FEELS THAT WAY. 

  The "essence" of the city TAKES PEOPLE AWAY FROM GOD. You much more likely to find Him walking around a park with tree's and grass then on a computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  that colonizers - no hate

have witches - no hate for them either

I AIN'T A WITCH NO MORE

I A FREAKIN OCCASIONALLY TREE HUGGING NATIVE AMERICAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'M NOT WHITE LIKE YOU QUIT TRYING TO "WITCH HUNT ME" OBESSING OVER YOUR IDEAS YOUR WITCH HATING COLONIZER JESUS WITCH HATING IDEAS THAT QUARTZ CRYSTALS AND CRYSTALS ARE EVIL

ROCKS ARE NATURE GOD IS IN NATURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

jesus christ is lord but his people drive me bats often in the bad way

🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇

aho me native american 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

you could acknowledge the great spirit aka god braiding your hair to in native american braids - I forget how that goes but not only lived by a multi tribe reservation for 4 years attended the schools weekly multi tribal meetings - it was on the playground but very official!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if any native american's reading this drumming I big time recommend drumming to get closer to god - really works for me, and somedays in the "city life" I have battled feeling distant from god and drumming has helped me stay close to Him!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am different then most christians

but relevant

and most definately not a witch despite popular colonizer opinions

God is able to do more abundantly then we ask for - just cause things look grim for me and maybe you maybe you have debt, many are in debt badly in debt. DON'T MEAN THINGS ARE STAYING GRIM! Ephesians 3:20-21 "Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen."

 I hope with every pic I look a little thinner, nowdays I am a "mostly vegan" goth...........................my abs are still in immense pain from going little to gonzo at ab machine at gym...............no pain no gain...........................that's a lotta pain though um.................

 God is able to do more abundantly then we ask for - just cause things look grim for me and maybe you maybe you have debt, many are in debt badly in debt. DON'T MEAN THINGS ARE STAYING GRIM! Ephesians 3:20-21 "Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen."

RIGHT NOW 

I'm battling much happens to be

I'm battling the entirety of christianity that thinks quartz rocks are evil witch stuffs to flee from

but they claim they are ok to sit on a windowsill and look at but even then you pry aren't allowed to have to many crystals (else your a witch all the sudden) so probably 1 rock

only look at it maybe once a week

you look at it to many times

think it's pretty -- your pry a witch then

THEY WILL DICERN YOU AS EVIL WITH THEIR DISCERMENT OF SPIRITS

AND NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN

don't look at your 1 crystal sitting on a shelf that's to dangerous man!

battling ashtma still

but am going vegan mostly (and I really believe that will help me finally loose the weight cause this time I'm not eating the "junk vegan food" or if I do barely)

still using salad dressings regular ones sometimes

maybe sometimes even a slice of cheese in a sandwich

IF I HUNGRY AND ALL THAT'S AROUND IS NON-VEGAN FOOD I GONNA EAT!

My point

I have one

where I am now in life 

ISN'T WHERE GOD IS TAKING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lucifer, satan, the devils e-mail to me today (I do not say where these e-mails are coming from, cause I much believe they are coming to me via a "portal" on the internet """"""from the otherside""""""" - and I like getting e-mails from 1st hubby)..............................................

last e-mail I spoke of "team blessed" 

and "team stressed"

For at least some of "team stressed" maybe all of "team stressed" since how god rain upon the good and the evil according to the bible ----- BLESSINGS ARE COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matt.5

[45] That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.

work 

work

work

and wait for god..................

some things take time

some blessings take time

some people need that shiz to speed up - me to

ep

keep working

praying

waiting

not a weak person

so strong

you can't take me down

you want to though

many of you do

so

so 

badly

but here I am 

near 50

not aging

buff

buff 

so buff that should be illegial

not on "gear"

when people have heart attacks they use diffibulators on them

electricity

you know quartz crystal is piseo- electric

ya

these sort of crystals have electricity in them

math it out

while your 

aging badly

and not having to do with me and likely hating me bad because you have "discerment of spirits" which I think that all to often means a person is a hater bad

the most important thing is life is love

you gain the whole world and don't love you have nothing according to the bible...........

1 Corinthians 13:1

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.