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Tuesday, December 31, 2024

As a christian having less is a sign of "realness". I'm going with lucifer when he gets here so pry am going to be insane rich ok - but I'm middle class right now - and I went to done college am I the only person on earth that just is like so tired of "the struggle"?? The whole paycheck to paycheck way american's most of them live and having to look for sales and deals all the time HOW MOST OF US LIVE IT'S A STRUGGLE! IT'S A STRUGGLE AND IT'S CALLED THE "AMERICAN DREAM" Psalm 17:14-15 "From men which are thy hand, O Lord, from men of the world, which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes. As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness.".....................

As a christian having less is a sign of "realness".  I'm going with lucifer when he gets here so pry am going to be insane rich ok - but I'm middle class right now - and I went to done college am I the only person on earth that just is like so tired of "the struggle"?? The whole paycheck to paycheck way american's most of them live and having to look for sales and deals all the time HOW MOST OF US LIVE IT'S A STRUGGLE! IT'S A STRUGGLE AND IT'S CALLED THE "AMERICAN DREAM" Psalm 17:14-15 "From men which are thy hand, O Lord, from men of the world, which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes. As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness.".....................

  take a second really read psalm 17:14-15 it's talking about 2 type of people...............
"men which are thy hand, O Lord" 
and 
"from men of the world"
 Then it describes men of the world "which have their portion in this life, and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure: they are full of children, and leave the rest of their substance to their babes."
- they are well off their bellies are filled "with thy hid treasure" --------- they are having tons of kids ---------------- THEY HAVE THE MONEY TO HAVE TONS AND TONS OF KIDS. And then they have tons of money to leave to their kids. 
  Yes a "good man" also leaves a inheritance to his children's children according to the bible Proverbs 13:22 "A good man leaveth an inheritance to his children's children: and the wealth of the sinner is laid up for the just." But pry not much money!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nope. 
  Probably the rich people are the "men of the world" 
  Then the righteous man replies Psalm 17:15 "As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness." That is what the righteous person is selecting...........to instead of delighting in the things of the earth to "be satisfied, when I awake, with thy likeness"
  1 John 2:14-16 "I have written unto you, fathers, because ye have known him that is from the beginning. I have written unto you, young men, because ye are strong, and the word of God abideth in you, and ye have overcome the wicked one. Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."
but I can't be the only one tired of having to always go to the clearance aisle????????
after near 50 years it get's depressing
not having any friends on earth - also depressing in my estimation
I'll nap somedays for hours - tired due to depression
it ain't my diet anymore
I been eating plant based besides yesterday I did eat some dairy but that was only because mc donalds was out of apple pies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I watch these fashion shows
I want to be fancy
currently not fancy
most all my clothing is 2nd hand....................
the land of friendless depression it's ruff.....................
after awhile I've gotten to thinking well dang if dressing like that could get me a few friends
cept I can't afford that shiz
I totally can't
depression it is........................
For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.
----------------- sidenote I'm more concerned about joni and doug and their grandchild who maybe was sa'd then anything.................I'm not hating or trying to hate and I surely don't look down upon the rich...............for some of them are christians and/or just decent people doing shiz right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  And I'm not saying joni and doug aren't "decent people" they might be, they might be really lead astray by badddddddddddddddddddddddddddd councel. 
  They say "heaven is paved with good intentions"
problem with joni and Doug ain't that they loveeeeeee each other (once one them "caught feelings" for the other that was the time to walk away from each other if your arm offends you chop it off DON'T FORNICATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) - it's that they shouldn't be married and fornicating and god's going to send billions or more to hell for fornication GOD DON'T LIKE FORNICATION!!!!!!!!!! 

31 It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:

32 But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.

Matthew 5:31-32 aint' sayin "oh but if doug weiss has been abused a lot by his wife he can go ahead divorce his wife and marry joni lamb the bible don't say that ---------- fornicators are headed to hell unless they repent

Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,
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Sunday, December 29, 2024

Ignore Ignore Ignore I love satan that means I am not allowed to have feelings................................It would've been so much better if I was kicked fully out of my family ---------- just went to instagram, saw picks of neice at my sisters house....................she never goes to my house.....................or wants to that I know of???????????? I'm cool to, I own goats, and make rainbow loom jewelry!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so bad for me to see christmas pics of my neice at my little sisters house, knowing my neice don't even talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................

Don't I look like Rosanna arquette in this picture 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..............

Ignore Ignore Ignore I love satan that means I am not allowed to have feelings.........................It would've been so much better if I was kicked fully out of my family ---------- just went to instagram, saw picks of neice at my sisters house....................she never goes to my house.....................or wants to that I know of???????????? I'm cool to, I own goats, and make rainbow loom jewelry!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so bad for me to see christmas pics of my neice at my little sisters house, knowing my neice don't even talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................

I get it 

everyone on earth hates me

but my family can't kick me out of the family all the way because they are "christians" and they "love me" 

this is so much torture in a bad way and bad for me

it's not good

nobody cares either I know that

don't worry I won't suicide myself
I am waiting for satan
he will come soon I know it
but it's not mercy my family is showing me
rather merciless me knowing my family is having family gatherings whether they are full blown family get togethers or not I'M NOT INVITED AND WE KNOW WHY CAUSE I LOVE SATAN!!!!!!!!!! I'M A SATAN WORSHIPPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HOPE THIS TORTURE WILL END SOON AND THAT LUCIFER WILL BE HERE SOON CAUSE I KNOW HE'LL DO SOMETHING ABOUT ALL OF THIS! 
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God don't bless everything. I unknowingly married for the second time, I HAD AMNESIA, (I will be honest sometimes I think I'm just a normal person with bad luck ---------------- but thing is I should be blessed by satan, I'm a stinky christian.................I like wearing makeup and blonde hair and doing things that ONLY HELP SATAN'S KINGDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!) SO I DO BELIEVE MY MEMORIES OF MARRYING LUCIFER IN HEAVEN ARE REAL...............well he didn't cheat on me...........I had amnesia when I married brian.....................THAT'S WHY I'M NOT BLESSED MUCH........................YOU WANT TO BE BLESSED YOU NEED TO DO THINGS THAT PLEASE GOD. THINGS ARE GOING TO BE BAD FOR JONI LAMB AND DOUG WEISS I BELIEVE........................GOD AIN'T GONNA BLESS THAT MARRIAGE....................

Currently Going bald update video 1/3/2025......................................

 love both my husbands have to put this right at the top of the blog post

God don't bless everything. I unknowingly married for the second time, I HAD AMNESIA, (I will be honest sometimes I think I'm just a normal person with bad luck ---------------- but thing is I should be blessed by satan, I'm a stinky christian.................I like wearing makeup and blonde hair and doing things that ONLY HELP SATAN'S KINGDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!) SO I DO BELIEVE MY MEMORIES OF MARRYING LUCIFER IN HEAVEN ARE REAL...............well he didn't cheat on me...........I had amnesia when I married brian.....................THAT'S WHY I'M NOT BLESSED MUCH........................YOU WANT TO BE BLESSED YOU NEED TO DO THINGS THAT PLEASE GOD. THINGS ARE GOING TO BE BAD FOR JONI LAMB AND DOUG WEISS I BELIEVE........................GOD AIN'T GONNA BLESS THAT MARRIAGE....................

CASE IN POINT.................

quartz crystal - according to every christian except myself all rocks are satanic demon possesion and 100% satan worshipping
nail polish
makeup
blonde hair
jewelry
I'm worse then kim khardasian by a landslide
yet lucifer isn't blessing me right now????????????? THAT DON'T LITERALLY ADD UP LESS I AM TELLING THE TRUTH ON MY BLOG AND I AM LUCIFER, SATAN THE DEVILS WIFE!
 Now my circumstances are unique................cause I came to the earth fresh. So that stands to reason, I would be able to have a human husband til lucifer returns to earth................because people come to the earth be born little babies and they go find themselves a husband or a wife eventually that's what often happens on earth...........
and that is a normal thing
and if you find yourself born on earth 
I would think it would be reasonable to eventually find yourself a husband or a wife
especially with a bible that says don't fornicate don't do that...................

1 Corinthians 6:9 "Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,"
 Doug Weiss left his wife of 30 years for reasons other then fornication which absolutely means he is committing adultery with Joni Lamb and Joni Lamb is committing Adultery I very much believe with Doug Weiss no adulterors 1 Corinthians 6:9 "shall not inherit the kingdom of god" THEY WON'T MAKE IT TO HEAVEN DOUG WEISS AND JONI LAMB WON'T IF THEY KEEP ON FORNICATING WITH EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!! IT'S THE FREAKING WORD OF GOD!!!!!!!!! Matthew 19:9 "And I say unto you, Whosoever shall put away his wife, except it be for fornication, and shall marry another, committeth adultery: and whoso marrieth her which is put away doth commit adultery."
 I also believe many LGBTQ can be saved, long as they don't fornicate......................I believe sodom and gomorrha was torched by god not because they were lgbtq most of them but because most of them were FORNICATING........................
Jude 1:7 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire." - AND "STRANGE FLESH" THEY WERE PROBABLY HAVING SEX WITH ANIMALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now I have a choice when lucifer get's here
stay with brian
or go with lucifer
I'm going with lucifer
cause I want to see what it's like to experience the "goodness of god" 

I want to experience that

and I believe lucifer is my husband a little more then brian is.............lucifer gets me - well he's a dragon to!!!!!!!!!!!!
(they are both my husbands, I am a odd circumstance on earth)
let me tell you about dragons.............................
we don't follow your rules!!!!!!!!!!!!
we do not follow your rules
we middle finger them sometimes even
Mark 7:6-8 "He answered and said unto them, Well hath Esaias prophesied of you hypocrites, as it is written, This people honoureth me with their lips, but their heart is far from me. Howbeit in vain do they worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men. For laying aside the commandment of God, ye hold the tradition of men, as the washing of pots and cups: and many other such like things ye do."
Traditions of men.....................
christians don't wear crystals it's satan worshipping and/or demon possession - screw that tradition I'M A DRAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGON
ONLY BLACK PEOPLE CAN WEAR DREADS CAUSE IT'S THEIR CULTURE is a "tradition of men" IT'S A TRADITION OF MEN THAT MEN HAVE MADE AND SAID "OH US OF THE BLACK PEOPLE COMMITEE WE'VE DECIDED WE ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT CAN WEAR DREADS CAUSE IT'S OUR CULTURE" 
I'LL BREATH FIRE ON THAT MAN...............

via GIPHY

THE BIBLE CLEAN SAYS.................

Mark 7:6-8 "He answered and said unto them, Well hath Esaias prophesied of you hypocrites, as it is written, This people honoureth me with their lips, but their heart is far from me. Howbeit in vain do they worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men. For laying aside the commandment of God, ye hold the tradition of men, as the washing of pots and cups: and many other such like things ye do."

ARE YOU NOT WEARING DREADS TO MAKE BLACK PEOPLE HAPPY YOUR FOLLOWING A "TRADITION OF MEN" THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU NOT WEARING WITCH ROCKS TO MAKE OTHER CHRISTIANS HAPPY -------------------------- YOUR FOLLOWING A TRADITION SET UP BY MEN

SET UP BY MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-------- this me on a sidenote
brian's dad was one the head honcho's of a giant company for man maybe 30-40 years he worked there?
brian like his dad has some great work ethic - problem he seems unable to really rest and relax ever
and my parents they are late 80's- 90's they've lived away from their kids this whole time they haven't aged much - their health is failing finally but not much really, they are basically like vampires at this point (besides my brother did move with them to various states in the united states of a america a few times - he moved with them to montana several years back, and also he moved with them to georgia, and my parents had custody of my brothers daughter for awhile I can't recall how long seems it was a year or two amount of time)
(the "flip houses" but often they are painting walls and this current house they living in it didn't have electricity or plumbing BUT THEY HIRED PEOPLE TO DO THE ELECTRICITY AND PLUMBING..............she basically they painted walls) 
so paint walls
live there few months then sell it to make money to move somewhere else probably paint walls again...............repeat......................
brian's dad it ain't that he worked so hard that he has leukemia and parkinson's BOTH and isn't much mobile anymore and he's a good 20 years younger or so then my parents
I'm getting somewhere with this..............
in usa america being a "work a holic" is thought of as a great thing most the time
people need rest
even if they are some "work machine" 
even if they don't believe they need rest
THEY NEED REST
.................and guess who gets chewed out though..............ya me
and I can say "hey we need a vacation" -------------- but often we don't have the money for that or the time for that etc. 
so I get chewed out often a lot 
there is always a victim I am saying when people don't get enough rest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
but brian also is killing his health I do believe
he literally few years ago when he had covid had a hemorroid eat it's way through his butt....................WHEN DO HEMMORROIDS DO THAT??????????????
YOU'D THINK
A HEMMORROID ATE THROUGH HIS BUTT ISLAND VACATION ALL THE SUDDEN 1-2 MONTHS AT LEAST
nope
no island vacations for me ever 
besides family beach vacation trips that aren't very restful and relaxing
cause this is usa work aholic everyone working themselves quick into early graves (besides my parents) AMERICA
Brian this morning he is sick...............limping around because for years he just weared the wrong type of shoes - he finally bought the right type of shoes - which also should be a sign "hey your to buisy, you should rest relax, chill some" - never those thoughts never go in his mind, only work work work work work work work work
I'm always told well fix it sheri invite people in your family that don't really like you cause if they did they'd invite you over - invite them over
fix it sheri go work 40+ hours a week like your supposed to as a lady in usa in the year 2024
man
I am tired
and I accept the blame
for being tired
I helped raise kevin and aimee cause mom was sick with cancer most of my childhood
I'm tired
all I have done is worked and worked and worked since I was a little child (helping take care of kids IS WORK THAT WAS WORK TINY CHILD ME WAS DOING MOST DAYS)
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Friday, December 27, 2024

Suzie Lamb said she wishes Joni would "trust god for her survival and not herself" That's the trap of money, you could trust it, or looks you could trust that Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." God is the one to trust...............but this world it's evil and people that are doing evil WIN THEY SUCEED THEY SUCEED BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD................OFTEN..............I hope Jonathan and Suzie lamb get their jobs back at daystar tv and "pete" goes to jail (if he really did molest a child)..........................BUT OFTEN EVIL OR BADNESS WINS ON THIS EARTH..............MOST THE TIME IT DOES.................it's what made Kim Khardasians christmas video happen she didn't make that christmas video because "only good christian people that are honest and not partying and doing drugs win" NO CHRISTIANS DON'T WIN THIS IS SATAN'S WORLD RIGHT NOW.........................

Suzie Lamb said she wishes Joni would "trust god for her survival and not herself" That's the trap of money, you could trust it, or looks you could trust that Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." God is the one to trust...............but this world it's evil and people that are doing evil WIN THEY SUCEED THEY SUCEED BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD................OFTEN..............I hope Jonathan and Suzie lamb get their jobs back at daystar tv and "pete" goes to jail (if he really did molest a child)..........................BUT OFTEN EVIL OR BADNESS WINS ON THIS EARTH..............MOST THE TIME IT DOES.................it's what made Kim Khardasians christmas video happen she didn't make that christmas video because "only good christian people that are honest and not partying and doing drugs win" NO CHRISTIANS DON'T WIN THIS IS SATAN'S WORLD RIGHT NOW.........................

2 Corinthians 4:4
In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.
23:16 TIME STAMP ON THIS VIDEO....................
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"well sheri you tried impersonating marilyn monroe to" 
ya 
I'm merely saying I understand trying to rely on ones flesh when you could go on your whole life and never win relying on god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.
And having food and raiment let us be therewith content.
1 timothy 6:8 don't even mention a house, it mentions food and raiment, it don't mention friends either. 
I know I'm deemed that chick that has it all
but I tell you 
I've suffered
and it's been for jesus and not the devil all the suffering I have suffered 
and who knows if my roof on my house will make it through this winter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YIKES
Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.
 I mean I still try to look nice despite my failing at that in every way possible I AM IN A SEXLESS MARRIAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  KEEP GOING
but evil it's winning
this ain't god's world right now
people say on tiktok often that this is hell
and I've many times thought --------- wait this is actually hell
it ain't
this is not hell 
this just ain't god's world right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 6:10
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.


Thursday, December 26, 2024

Bible says to confess you faults one to another. I lied yesterday - when asked "How are you doing?" I said fine how are you doing......................THAT'S A TOTAL LIE...........................James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." Go ahead and pray that I stop lieing everytime someone asks me how I'm doing, doubt your prayers will be answered but we can try..............cause I've gotten tired of people deeming me the b - word THAT'S NO FUN....................

"hello metformin - I think  your working here I am in this picture sticking my stomach out except oop no more stomach to stick out anymore" ----------------- "keep up the good work metformin ok, cause we almost got rid of my double chin by now"...................................... 

 Bible says to confess you faults one to another. I lied yesterday - when asked "How are you doing?" I said fine how are you doing......................THAT'S A TOTAL LIE...........................James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." Go ahead and pray that I stop lieing everytime someone asks me how I'm doing, doubt your prayers will be answered but we can try..............cause I've gotten tired of people deeming me the b - word THAT'S NO FUN....................

But I don't know how to tell the truth and it's been beaten into me to not tell the truth

I'm not allowed to say anything bad about anyone especially not in my family or someone I know, and especially not on my blog. 

I've been told I'm not supposed to speak about people in my life on my blog, that that is bad. THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD BASICALLY. I've been told I shouldn't do that, only speak generic about generic things that have nothing to do with anyone in my life. 

I'm not doing fine or ok at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." But like I said I don't know how to not lie when people ask me how I'm doing, because if I'm honest I'm a debbie downer and a b word..............or worse I'm a gossiper if say things going on around me is bumming me out bad for example.
So most my life when people have asked me "how you doing" I've lied..........I don't know how to be honest without being a b word, or a gossip, or a full out debbie downer supreme!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

via GIPHY

right now can't seem to have low blood sugar to save my life even on a plant based diet

sexless marriage

those are things I've spoken out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!

Those are just the things I've actually spoken out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IMAGINE WHAT I'M NOT SAYING..........................................................................................................................................................................................................

AND YA YOU'D HEAR THE LIST IF YOU HEARD AND SAY "SHERI QUIT BEING A DEBBIE BISH" AND I REALIZE THAT 

SO I SUFFER IN SILENCE

ALWAYS.........................................................

I can't complain I'm on a plane
I'm the hot chick

I'm the hot chick....................

I past swear to god lucifer sends me e-mails via a "portal" on the internet, I past swear to god this is a another e-mail from my 1st husband Lucifer, satan, the devil................................
I'm supposed to imagine my dream house that's what I'm supposed to imagine................while living in a house from the 1970's that I literally thought this wasn't going to be our forever house I LITERALLY THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO AFTER A FEW YEARS BUY A BETTER HOUSE THAT NEVER HAPPENED
swear the roof isn't like flat you know what I'm saying it's like caving in, but brian and ian think that I'm just imagining things
except we've also had massive roof leaks more like floods in the past
(brian had to go in the attic and fix that - it's not a attic really a crawl space) 
alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the imagining right now
don't make right now easier
it don't 
right now is hard
this picture I think really is seeable by more then just me that our roof of our house is literally caving in I DON'T THINK I LOST MY EYESIGHT OR MY MIND - I REALLY THINK THE ROOF OF MY HOUSE IS ACTUALLY CAVING IN 
AND HALF OUR HOUSE IS GOING BYE BYE SOON PROBABLY!
You can't see it so well this pic, but up towards the right - IT'S EVEN WORSE I'M TALKING HALF OUR ROOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And this is the "zone" where the roof sometimes leaks and the garage has gotten flooded a few times and brians had to go up in the crawlspace and patch areas of the roof.
right now is hard for most americans debts like never before, inflation out of our eyeballs it's so high
hot chicks
hot chicks are definately never allowed to complain about anything ever we are expected to literally be mega chippery all the time else we are bishes THAT'S WHAT I'VE LEARNED AND I'M NEAR 50
ps.............lucifer is being humble above when he says "you make me look so good" 
look none of us are perfect
none of us
if a man loves his wife
HE SHOULD HAVE HONOUR
REAL HONOUR
------------------ I told lucifer, satan the devil he don't have to be a goth like me either
I've tolllllllllllllld him
I want a house someday with a theater in it
so I can late at night
play "death becomes her" 
while LAYING IN A CASKET
with a funeral picture type board like in the movie at the funeral of "death becomes her" 
and I want to do that often
He don't have to be "as goth" as me it's ok
some of you will become unable to die.......................
Revelation 9:6 "And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them."
  But I believe when that day comes, you will have the immortality type that requires maintanence, and the maintanence things you must do
will cause many of you to become so very suicidal
there's no way around having to do maintanence in the future for those of you in the future that become immortals
only god can make one realllllllllllllllllly immortal while on this earth the kind that doesn't require maintenance
how do we become immortal now sheri
I have a clue
but I don't want to tell you
I am older a few years then bryan johnson
..............he does the pills he takes that elongate ones telemere's - I don't like them pills never took them
i do something else
something
very demented often.............................................................
you don't want to know
you really really don't want to know
I think those pills to elongate one telemere's are inferior greately to what I do
⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️
all that maintenance bryan johnson has to already do on the daily you know that's sooooooooooooooooooooo tiring for him
--------- I literally believe there will come a day where people are spray painting each other "skin tone"...............................

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Wednesday, December 25, 2024

Mercy - leaves room to forgive - mercy doesn't "cancel" """"sinners"""" they have stories bad things pry did happen to them or they made friends with the wrong people 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners." And some even feel the need to "revolt" a bit, trapped with strict religious people that don't know how to have fun, and haven't lived for years................

 Mercy - leaves room to forgive - mercy doesn't "cancel" """"sinners"""" they have stories bad things pry did happen to them or they made friends with the wrong people 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners." And some even feel the need to "revolt" a bit, trapped with strict religious people that don't know how to have fun, and haven't lived for years................

that saying "so heavenly minded your no earthly good" it's true

if you ban "fun" from me

I'm probably going to want to have fun soon as I get the opportunity..............

mercy though
is the thing to have always
because all people have "stories" 
they have circumstances that lead them to do the things they did bad.......................some them so they say the circumstances was music???????????
don't matter the circumstances
just the idea THEY EXIST
The body of christ THEMSELVES like to portray themselves as so humble and holy sometimes and so awesome
which holiness is real and some are very holy safe to say
BUT THEY ARE LUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIME AND CHANCE HAPPENETH TO THEM ALL AND NOT ALL ARE LUCKY LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all."
 Now I know eventually some the lucky ones will be hated and killed, that's tragic. I can't do anything about that. Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."
All I can say is showing mercy or leaving room to show mercy is so very important................
Matthew 5:6-8 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled. Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God."
  Such distressful things are happening to some the people out there, they are hearing voices in their heads, some of them have split personalities, some of them both hear voices in their heads and have split personalities........................
might take a minute
or a few years I mean
for them to even realize they need to repent..........if they did
what you deem as them "sinning" maybe god deems them as "sinning" as well is them trying to cope with baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad circumstances and/or luck
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ps ------------- just because someone don't go to church often or at all don't mean they ain't "super religious" and VERY STRICT AT THAT.............................YIKES
EXTRA YIKES




Tuesday, December 24, 2024

James 4:3 "Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts." - Well kill my lusts then god.................................GO AHEAD...................

 Some of the christmas lights we drove post last night, for this blog post I chose the tyrannosaurus rex cause I don't think that dinosaur would want me to "give into the lusts of the flesh" either...........

And don't worry earth, the apostolic christian church of america they usually get each other 3-4 gifts and that's how many gifts they are allowed it does look to be each person 3-4 per person and then they aren't allowed to be excited about any gift
only thankful
no joy though no that's forbidden - joy is a sin
rest assured they are only thankful right now and sinless
(and they all drive porche's and live in mansions duh, they are sinless of course they are praying only for sick people at their churches all the time and they have 0% lusts of their fleshes anymore they are without sin THE PREMIERE OF THE EARTH
AND ACCORDING TO JOHN WIEGAND I'M THE BULLY OF THEM AND NOT THEM BULLYING ME
JOHN CHEWING ME OUT WHILE I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR EVERYONE HEARD THAT AT OREGON CITIES APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA NON OF THEM CARING AT ALL
THAT IS JUST INNOCENT SWEETIE PIE SHIZ DID BY SINLESS PEOPLE THAT ARE NOT BULLIES
I'M THE BULLY 
AND THE WORST HUMAN EVER BECAUSE I AM OCCASIONALLY LIKING THINGS OF THE EARTH I LITERALLY AIN'T A ROBOT
I WISH TO NOT BULLY THEM ANYMORE
COMMANDMENTS OF MEN THAT'S GREAT THEY HAVE THEM EVEN THOUGH I THINK THATS TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEY ARE SINLESS
AND YOU ALL NEED TO WORSHIP THEM AND GOD BUT MOSTLY THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA
GOD ISN'T A MEMBER OF THEIR CHURCH AND HE WAS NEVER BAPTISED BY ONE OF THEIR PASTORS
PS ALL THIS COMMENTARY ABOUT THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS POST IS NECESSARY SINCE HOW I KNOW YOU ALL ARE SINLESS KIRK CAMERONS THAT FOAM AT THE MOUTH WITH BURNNING HATRED FOR THE THINGS OF THE EARTH just like the apostolic christian church of america people do so bad that your actually upset to receive christmas gifts but 
to be "sinless" you go off about how thankful you is for the 3-4 gifts you got but don't show joy THAT IS A SINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
MY BLOG IS TOTALLY UNRELATABLE...................

James 4:3 "Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts." - Well kill my lusts then god.................................GO AHEAD...................

God's been forcing us to pray shiz that isn't what we need. We don't need brother or sister blah blah blah healed, if they were healed great but that ain't our "needs" but we ain't allowed by god to pray for what we really need because we'd "consume it upon our lusts"

I'm a horrible prayer

I pray on the regular for wealth, fame, mansions etc. a whole nother life, cause I need a whole nother life, one that's not so stressful life is so stressful right now. To me the idea of not praying for what you want defeats the whole purpose of praying and besides praying for the sick etc. but that's depressing if I just roll through that list. What god want me depressed all the time for????????????? (I have a long grim list ok to pray out it's really grim). 

we know who the gift bringer is for christmas

it isn't Jesus Christ the Lord

it's 

KRAMPUS

But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.
Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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god is stabbing me to death right now "for Jesus christ the Lord"
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this is my merry christmas happy holidays blog post
god wants to kill me 😁💀💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
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we're all dirt anyways
this babylon shiz is silliness
the idea
that dirt can't be fancy sometimes
only suffer dirt
only suffer always
and never pray for none of your lusts -
nuh uh you must suffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffer
Romans 8:18 "For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."
2 Corinthians 1:5 "For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ."
2 Corinthians 1:6 "And whether we be afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer: or whether we be comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation."
2 Corinthians 1:7 "And our hope of you is stedfast, knowing, that as ye are partakers of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation."
no fancy dirt time sheri nooooooooooooooo wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
only suffering
and wanting to be dead for you because god loves you so much
(it don't make sense to me somewhere
why can't dirt be fancy??????????????????????????
why is fancy dirt always a sin?????????????????????????)
Oregon Food Bank
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