determined to be done with all "disobedience"................

update 1/11/2022 video............

I watched this video tonight on you tube it got me thinking......................towards the end where it talks about your bad side your evil side and your good side being at war with each other............got me thinking about people that live in "disobedience" so I looked up that word on bible gateway............(I don't see eye to eye with the person that made this video...........the "abomination that causes desolation" that is well probably the anti christ Mark 13:14 But when ye shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, standing where it ought not, (let him that readeth understand,) then let them that be in Judaea flee to the mountains: ------------------ I know the bible real well hard for anything to get past me) though satan will if you let him he will steal and kill and destroy from you ok so some this video is pertinent John 10:10
"The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

 Ephesians 5:5-7 "For this ye know, that no whoremonger, nor unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, hath any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God. Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience. Be not ye therefore partakers with them." There is a lot of "disobedience" going on in this world soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo speaks to me tonight...........................

"Be not ye therefore partakers with them"

Don't go party, don't go to that party

 I so don't want to be disobedient at all anymore IT'S NOT WORTH IT..........THE CLOTHING AIN'T WORTH IT.........................THE MAKEUP ISN'T WORTH IT, THE JEWELRY ISN'T WORTH IT ----------------- IT ISN'T WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Luke 9:25 "For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?" I'd rather clean be hated by all men AND BE SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  My don't watch tv athon is going good : ) I really don't want to watch tv no more...............I like reading books better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't want to be a friend with this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Hope everyone's week has gone well..............................if you haven't given you life to jesus I recommend it................................sin isn't worth it Romans 6:23 "For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."

ps..........My husband tells me the Salvation Army is horrible, this is news to me I thought they were plenty legit and christian.......he tells me they hate the LGBTQ and give money to people that hate the LGBTQ I did not know that before I hitted the donate button today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (the idea of loving your enemies has limits, like don't give other countries bombs to kill people for example)

https://www.vox.com/the-goods/2019/12/16/21003560/salvation-army-anti-lgbtq-controversies-donations

I thought they were really christian aka your know loving people this is news to me for sure. The name "salvation army" sorta implies we gonna love people..........why are they named the salvation army then for if they don't want to save people?????

  LOVE

Somedays I just survive, and surviving it ain't a bad thing, your still alive : )................

Update video 1/3/2022...........

John 20:30-31 "And many other signs truly did Jesus in the presence of his disciples, which are not written in this book: But these are written, that ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his name."

Somedays I just survive, and surviving it ain't a bad thing................2 Corinthians 11:23 "Are they ministers of Christ? (I speak as a fool) I am more; in labours more abundant, in stripes above measure, in prisons more frequent, in deaths oft." Paul he survived. He had many legit reasons to say that's it I ain't going to follow jesus no more............things got badddddddddd for him. They get bad for all us to..........Acts 14:22
"Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."
A member of the apostolic christian church of america asked me this weekend if I could please not play cards at lunch time...........................that's just me surviving!
At macleay christian retreat church "salem fellowship" I some conferences dig jig saw puzzles - surviving! 

   (I was told by said apostolic christian church of americian this weekend that they are a "old fashioned" church and do not play cards after lunch like that....................that I was "bumming" them out) But some sundays I'll try and chat with people and they don't look like they much want to hear what I have to say at all..............................my mind instantly goes ok............................time to go play solitare, or read a book, or play on my husbands e reader thing............SURVIVE! Coincidentally this very sunday they sang a song that said the humbliest brother or sister would be the most loved -------------- ok well let's play this scenario out let's say I wasn't humble.....................let's say I was currently completely obnoxious to the apostolic christian church of america................even in that event DON'T GIVE UP DON'T DRAW BACK DON'T STOP FOLLOWING JESUS! Admitedly I battle pride from time to time - I ADMITEDLY DO ----------- NOT ABOUT TO GIVE UP THOUGH!

   I think surviving is a good idea!!!!!!!!!! And not giving up!!!!!!!! Even when things are bad!!!!!!!  Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."

  Right now my entire thing is not watching tv, I'm determined to not be a friend with this world (my husband likes watching tv, so the tv's are always around tempting me.........somedays I have cracked, but I really really reallllllllllllllllllllly don't want to crack no more I really don't want to be a friend with the world) It's very important that I not be a friend with the world ------------------- that my prayers be heard as much in technicolor as prayers could ever be heard in god's ears. James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God."

  I don't want to give up or turn back AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate satan I hate the demons I hate them with a fiery passion these days...........................the devil has nothing but stealed and killed and destroyed in my life.
  I've learned to be merciful............................I think all us ain't perfect.................there's some us on this earth with clearly bad fruit but the great deal of us on this earth.........I believe we just need to keep trying to forgive one another, love one another and in general don't give up. 

  LOVE

Genesis 12:2-3 "And I will make of thee a great nation, and I will bless thee, and make thy name great; and thou shalt be a blessing: And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."...

I've grown tired of older people at church lording over me their "age" some them clean DESPISING MY YOUTH "1 Timothy 4:12 "let no man despise thy youth......................"

Update video 12/29/2021................

I've grown tired of older people at church lording over me their "age" some them clean DESPISING MY YOUTH 1 Timothy 4:12 "Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the believers, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity."  I told 3 pastors today whilst talking about this "like there are any given sunday like 2-3 other young sisters ok............I'm such a minority and feel really ganged up on easy, " Most churches I think out there do have more older people then younger people.............lot the time I'm made to feel less then cause I'm young. (there was one sister in particular, and everyone told me to let it slide and I do think turning the other cheek is the idea...............BUT AT THE SAME TIME I THINK I CAN'T JUST SIT AND LET A BUNCH OF OLDER SISTERS DESPISE MY YOUTH)    I think I'm pretty wise for a "youth" I don't think I am some odd minority either I think most the young kids at church are fairly wise, able to understand the bible, able to apply it to their lives..................

a) I know I need to deny myself and take up my cross daily and follow jesus

b) I have figured out that the devil has indeed deceived this whole world and walking in the flesh in the day really isn't a good idea it better I be in god's word................Revelation 12:9 "And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him."

the bible says......................1 Peter 1:15 "But as he which hath called you is holy, so be ye holy in all manner of conversation;"

also..................2 Peter 3:11 "Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness,"

AND I DO TALK ABOUT THE WORD OF GOD MOST ALWAYS. Because I know I know this world has been deceived by the devil..............we clean weren't made to live the empty life that satan wishes for us to live (aka one where we walk in the flesh all the time and go to the mall etc. etc.) We are made/meant to have a relationship with jesus EVERYDAY like every last one of us............hell wasn't made for man IT WAS MADE FOR SATAN AND THE DEMONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Matthew 18:13-14 "And if so be that he find it, verily I say unto you, he rejoiceth more of that sheep, than of the ninety and nine which went not astray. Even so it is not the will of your Father which is in heaven, that one of these little ones should perish."

Matthew 25:41 "Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:" we all need to like feed the poor I pretty sure about this! 

  BUT MY POINT IS NOBODY SHOULD DESPISE MY YOUTH ------ US YOUNG KIDS AREN'T THE STUPID STUPID'S SOME YOU ALL THINK US TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

PPS IF YOUR OLD AND LOOKING AT THIS PICK OF ME AND DESPISING MY YOUTH ALL THE SUDDEN GO REPENT GO PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I can't blame you old people's for despising my youth a touch, look at my biceps how awesome they is, look at how perfect my shoulders are THAT OF A ZEUS) hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhaha

We should love each other like all us on like earth I really believe that.........for sure care for the poor in our communities be about that be about......................................

LOVE

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."..................

F satan's "fantasy factory"...................

  Update video 12/26/2021...............

F satan's "fantasy factory"...................I watch this tv show every now and then by rob dyrdek called "fantasy factory" and this is the shows theme song THAT'S WHAT SATAN WANTS FOR YOU ALL HE WANTS YOU FAR FROM THE WORD OF GOD IN A FANTASY FACTORY IN A FANTASY LAND..................

Revelation 12:9 "And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the wholeworld: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him." Satan has a great deal of this world shopping shopping shopping FAR FROM THE WORD OF GOD, in a "fantasy life" ya EXPERIENCING THE "PRIDE OF LIFE" 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world" SATAN DOES NOT HAVE YOUR BEST INTERESTS IN MIND EARTH!!!!!!!!!!

  Bestest we all go to the malls less, and get to loving each other more and reaching out to the poor - just throwing ideas out there. (so convinced I am that the devil is not our friend nor the demons, they do not have our bestest in mind ------------ satan has steered this world WRONG) 

  I don't want to live satan's "fantasy life" I want to be humble I want to be in the word of god everyday, pray everyday, love everyday ya! 

  AND NOT WALK IN THE FLESH NOT GIVE THE DEVIL ANY VICTORY AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 8:1 "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." SATAN IS NOT OUR FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."

if you live after the flesh YE SHALL DIE

the "fantasy life" kills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

satan has lied to you earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

You ask me we need to love each other...................and love jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

LOVE

Proverbs 28:27 "He that giveth unto the poor shall not lack: but he that hideth his eyes shall have many a curse."

It was so ingrained in me as a little kid to always "stand up for myself" but as a adult I've figured out it's best to turn the other cheek to do what jesus said to do.........BUT THAT IS A CHALLENGE FOR ME NOT A EASY FEAT FOR ME TO ACCOMPLISH................

Update video 12/18/2021..............

I'm a epic karate kid fan (sweeping the leg is a horrible thing I am sure of it)

It was so ingrained in me as a little kid to always "stand up for myself" (for me as a kid my parents pry told me right to stand up for myself not to let bullies bully me)  but as a adult I've figured out it's best to turn the other cheek to do what jesus said to do.........BUT THAT IS A CHALLENGE FOR ME NOT A EASY FEAT FOR ME TO ACCOMPLISH................Matthew 5:39 "But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also." 

    There is a way that seemeth right to man.................Proverbs 14:12 "There is a way which seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death." It seemethededed right to stand up for yourself IT SURE DOES! But what would jesus do though yep jesus turned the other cheek! 

   Hebrews 12:14 "Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:" that verse right there to me says turn the other cheek.

 --------------- lately I've been pondering this stuffs on a much grander scale.........................Jude 1:13 "Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; wandering stars, to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever." I recogn that it is better to turn the other cheek to forgive..............I don't ever ever ever want to be or even close to being fact I want to be with jesus I want to be as far as I can get from a "raging waves of the sea"

ppps.........when karate kid says before the song "he trains so he doesn't have to fight" that's how I view the bible that I'm training in the word of god so that I never have to fight..........I think it's a solid plan : ) have a great day earth. 

Proverbs 28:27 "He that giveth unto the poor shall not lack: but he that hideth his eyes shall have many a curse."

LOVE

  

I wish for the holy kiss to continue to um happen in the apostolic christian church of america.................

Video update 12/11/2021.............

Bible verses mentioned in the video above: 

Proverbs 16:31 "The hoary head is a crown of glory, if it be found in the way of righteousness."

Psalm 103:5 "Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's."

"If love is a ocean we're all sinking"

(actually in the song he says "if grace is a ocean we're all sinking" that's nearly the same thing in my book, god loves us that much Ephesians 2:8 "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:")

I wish for the holy kiss to continue to um happen in the apostolic christian church of america.................I posted in like I think 2011 or something that no way was I going to holy kiss anyone you could get herpies etc. etc. --------------- I've started to feel bad about that post, last 2 services nobodies holy kissed nobody that I saw and I think it's a tradition that much needs to continue.......there's 0 way that I can look at these bible verses and say oh that holy kiss stuffs is a bad thing........................IT'S THE THING OK TO DO.....................(the old blog post in question http://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/07/holy-kiss-may-be-all-biblical-nstuff.html)
the verses I have on it.........................
1 Corinthians 16:20
All the brethren greet you. Greet ye one another with an holy kiss.
Romans 16:16
Salute one another with an holy kiss. The churches of Christ salute you.
2 Corinthians 13:12
Greet one another with an holy kiss.
1 Thessalonians 5:26
Greet all the brethren with an holy kiss.
1 Peter 5:14
Greet ye one another with a kiss of charity. Peace be with you all that are in Christ Jesus. Amen.
I'm about to potentially try and bring into vogue the "holy cheek kiss" I have decided!!!!!!!!!! None those verses as I told mike, ron and john tonight, say that you have to "holy kiss" one another on the lips.......................I think a "holy cheek" kiss could be just as holy and just as heeding of all those above verses which clearly I must say do say to "greet all the brethren with a holy kiss" IT'S THE BIBLE IT SAYS THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I don't know of any other church in christianity anymore that greets one another with a holy kiss besides the apostolic christian church of america, but if there are any other churches reading this blog post I RECOMMEND THE HOLY CHEEK KISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAUSE THESE ARE REAL BIBLE VERSES THAT EXIST THAT SAY GREET ALL THE BRETHREN WITH A HOLY KISS..............now there are a lot of mega churches and that would be a bit mission impossible to holy cheek kiss everyone..........I think it'd be a good thing if "holy cheek kisses" could really start happening out there in the bulk of christianity. 

   At any rate I hope this holy kiss tradition will continue in the apostolic christian church of america it is a good thing! (many bible verses say "let love increase" 1 Thessalonians 3:12 "And the Lord make you to increase and abound in loveone toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you:") 

LONG LIVE THE HOLY KISS

LOVE

Matthew 25:34-36 "Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me."