I'm going to counseling but I can't divorce my husband - I ain't treated well by him so would be "better off" divorce, BUT HE NEVER CHEATED ON ME PER HIS WORDS, well I literally believe you can't divorce except in the case of adultery. So this is me living the "life more abundantly" jesus came to bring me evidentally THE BIBLE IS BROKEN FOR ME, I DON'T WANT TO GO TO CHURCH ANYMORE I'VE LOST FAITH IN THIS "LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY" CAUSE I AIN'T BEEN LIVING THAT I'VE BEEN IN A 23 YEAR LONG HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.......................AND I HAVE BEEN "COMPLAINY" MAYBE ON MY BLOG I'M MISERABLE, and everyone's held my misery against me this whole time, and they just label me a bish and I can't even GET RELIEF OR HAPPINESS ON THIS EARTH..............

 I'm going to counseling but I can't divorce my husband - I ain't treated well by him so would be "better off" divorce, BUT HE NEVER CHEATED ON ME PER HIS WORDS, well I literally believe you can't divorce except in the case of adultery. So this is me living the "life more abundantly" jesus came to bring me evidentally THE BIBLE IS BROKEN FOR ME, I DON'T WANT TO GO TO CHURCH ANYMORE I'VE LOST FAITH IN THIS "LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY" CAUSE I AIN'T BEEN LIVING THAT I'VE BEEN IN A 23 YEAR LONG HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.......................AND I HAVE BEEN "COMPLAINY" MAYBE ON MY BLOG I'M MISERABLE, and everyone's held my misery against me this whole time, and they just label me a bish and I can't even GET RELIEF OR HAPPINESS ON THIS EARTH..............

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
Matthew 5:32 "But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery."
Matthew 19:9  "And I say unto you, Whosoever shall put away his wife, except it be for fornication, and shall marry another, committeth adultery: and whoso marrieth her which is put away doth commit adultery."

Mark 10:11 "And he saith unto them, Whosoever shall put away his wife, and marry another, committeth adultery against her."

I FEEL I NEED TO WEAR QUARTZ CRYSTALS TO BRING IN THAT "POSITIVE ENERGY" INTO MY SPACE

I AIN'T WEARING QUARTZ FOR EVIL WITCH REASONS

(((video evp session with lucifer turn up volume to hear his replies/comments (it's always him, aka 1st hubby))) I can't say anything because it goes against "community" guildelines, but I was told my husband can't ------------- like other guys, but one time a month because that is his natural ------------ fill in the blank...............

I can't say anything because it goes against "community" guildelines, but I was told my husband can't ------------- like other guys, but one time a month because that is his natural ------------ fill in the blank............... 

video evp session with lucifer turn up volume to hear his replies/comments (it's always him, aka 1st hubby)

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THE ONE BIBLE VERSE THAT COMES TO MIND FOR ME CONCERNING LUCIFER AND ME RENEWING OUR WEDDING VOWS SOON HOPEFULLY..............

Romans 8:28

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

It's below for me..................

though I fully accept jesus as my lord and savior and that is why I will never cheat on either of my husbands, or do porns, or only fans or be a stripper non of that never. 

and lucifers coming for me

he's gotta

it's in the bible..................

Ecclesiastes 1:9

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.

dieing right nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Why I Finally Left My Sexless Marriage (sheri interjecting - interesting article like a survey in 2021 which means it's pry worse now 26% of marriage's no late night activities) I count as that 26% or whatever percent it is these days.............this whole time I've felt ugly and that's why I try and wear many wigs, etc. etc. etc. cause I'M ALWAYS FEELING UNWANTED AND UGLY.....

https://www.aarparrow.com/sex-relationships/i-rediscovered-sex-at-50-heres-how

Lucifer is I believe freaking out that I might not pick him. The bible says let your yea be yea................It's pissed my 2nd husband off but I going with Lucifer doing all the requireth I say so on my blogs "about me" pretty sure. Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil." - We both are comited to making life better for the "damned"........................

 My family still wants me in my family (don't know why they made it clear they hate the devil, I've made it clear I love the devil and am going with him), by that I mean my mom and kevin and aimee, not amber, amber didn't invite me to the last family get together because her daughter attacked me for days on end telling me I'm worthless because I love satan, her daughter denies it. But why else was I not invited to the last family get together but because I love satan? THAT'S IT THAT'S THE REASON WHY. 

I'm taking a real stand

for the forgotten!

I am a v-i - g - i - l - a - n - t - e

 Lucifer is I believe freaking out that I might not pick him. The bible says let your yea be yea................It's pissed my 2nd husband off but I going with Lucifer doing all the requireth I say so on my blogs "about me" pretty sure. Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil." - We both are comited to making life better for the "damned"........................

You might think I lost my mind??

Maybe I did????????????

Maybe I've listened to my favorite lady gaga albums to many times????????

Jesus he was preoccupied with the lost 

Well as a christian (though most deem me to not be a christian but a satan worshipper - which is fine bible says Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" I'm thinking about "the lost" most the time. 

1 Thessalonians 4:12 "That ye may walk honestly toward them that are without, and that ye may have lack of nothing."
Matthew 18:11 "For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost."
Luke 19:10 "For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost."

  But they are discarded like I am by the body of christ the "lost" are, they are like me I fully more then believe it, I've seen people out there, DISCARDED PEOPLE. I am not the only one "discarded" out there. (maybe these discarded people do receive money or goods from the "saint's" in their homeless camps --------- but do they receive more then that???????? Are they really "thought on"?????????????? - you tell me perfect sinless united states of american christians you tell me???????????????????????

   I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I believe my 1st husband (as does my 2nd husband also believes 1st husband is you know - the devil) is writing me e-mails for years now - and I like receiving these e-mails...............................

there's many places in the bible

where god put someone "across enemy lines" FOR THE GREATER GOOD!

Not only to save christians lives some of them likely. 

but to help the people of hell forever IS WHAT I WANT TO DO

further need to do

cause I don't want to work hard

you all gather supplies for me in the future 

to carry down to hell

oh that's what fixing to happen

cause I going with lucifer doing all the "requireth" my yea is YEA

Ecclesiastes 1:9

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.

TOOTLES

this isn't me having a "party spirit" 

joy comes in the morning

didn't ya know that???????????????????

and I'm back to bodybuilding cause my asthma is so bad

was ordered by the doctor to basically go on a bodybuilding meal plan

well hell if I'm forced on a bodybuilding meal plan 

I might as well actually get to bodybuilding again! - like a lot

(my "extreme asthma" though now I'm on steroid inhaler etc. etc. and things are better) 

is so bad it's bumped up my blood pressure to wazzu

right now I ain't eating cake

or candy

or fast food

it's alllllllllllllllllllll bodybuilding meals

til I loose a lotta lotta lotta lotta weight 

and probably go pro bodybuilding!

I have sin, that's why I've gotten so upset when told I'm worthless trash on the internet - I'LL ADMIT IT (that's whats left of my pride still in me - WHICH IS A SIN I THINK PRIDE IS - I determined to conquer this pride defeat it). Also I'll admit......... admittedly I've gotten at times to near think I'm superman...................I've gotten to thinkin I can do anything on earth. But can't I????????? Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.".................

These my latest braids, I'm pry sticking with these braids for awhile, they make me feel so pretty 😁

I think feeling pretty is important if your a girl. I really do!

I have sin, that's why I've gotten so upset when told I'm worthless trash on the internet - I'LL ADMIT IT (that's whats left of my pride still in me - WHICH IS A SIN I THINK PRIDE IS - I determined to conquer this pride defeat it). Also I'll admit......... admittedly I've gotten at times to near think I'm superman...................I've gotten to thinkin I can do anything on earth.  But can't I?????????  Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.".................

 Your all sinless people it ain't just the apostolic christian church of america walking around "we don't have sin" 

no they all are far as I can see - when do any of us hear a christian confessing a sin? (besides their "salvation story" where they were once drug users etc.?????????)

and I'm the bad guy in usa

just me

amongst a bunch of perfect sinless christians that hate satan like they are supposed to

1 John 1:9-10

9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

10 If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.

I'm of the 23 club and the sinless christians that make up the rest of christianity know it, and they mad at me I pretty sure about that......................that's some sinful hood rate shiz I am a part of

how many wigs have I weared over the years 

selfies to look cute - SINS

THESE ARE SINS

I KNOW IT

I TRY AND LIMIT IT

SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO POST A CUTE PIC - BUT THAT'S A SIN I KNOW IT AND I KNOW THAT AIN'T WHAT MOST THE BODY OF CHRSIT DOIN - MOST THE BODY OF CHRIST NEVER POSTING SELFIES CAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE SIN THAT'D BE THEM HAVING A SIN IF THEY POSTED UP A SELFIE - THEY'D NEVER DO THAT GAFAW!!!!!!! THEY SINLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO BUISY BEING SINLESS PERFECT AMERICANS IN THE USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm meant to in eternity not run for my life from the net

but go up to it and try and get a few dunks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but I'm good at the nba and I KNOW IT AND I KNOW I PRY HATED REAL HATED REAL BAD..............

Mark 13:13

And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

 YOU GOTTA WINE BIB

OR BE WILLING WINE BIB

IF YOU GONNA BE EVEN AROUND THIS CLUB

I'M IN THE 23 CLUB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 11:19

The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.

and I need fame and tons of money 

you don't need fame and tons of money cause your such perfect sinless christians - CONGRATUFOOKINGLATIONS

WAIT i give you applause...................

via GIPHY

wow that's a pretty native american lady 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Lucifer trying to tell me I have power - lovely e-mail he sent me, but I have 0 power. 0. I am not skinny enough or pretty enough to have "power"..........once I thought I was "miss thang" ya - once upon a time long long ago, now battling asthma everyday can't even bike 20 minute peloton bikes anymore going to the doctor to hopefully get stronger asthma medication, hopeful shots - inhalers do nothing for me, not even the strong ones. I got so frustrated one day biking, stopped mid bike sobbing crying out to god whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have a Jesse Owens Olympics medal whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

 Lucifer trying to tell me I have power - lovely e-mail he sent me, but I have 0 power. 0. I am not skinny enough or pretty enough to have "power"..........once I thought I was "miss thang" ya - once upon a time long long ago, now battling asthma everyday can't even bike 20 minute peloton bikes anymore going to the doctor to hopefully get stronger asthma medication, hopeful shots - inhalers do nothing for me, not even the strong ones. I got so frustrated one day biking, stopped mid bike sobbing crying out to god whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have a Jesse Owens Olympics medal whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

I don't exist but for people to gawk at me and hate me for their lord "Jesus Christ" - and occasionally they'll even attack me and try to get me to kill myself also for their lord "Jesus Christ"

since how I can't loose weight via exercise right now

I'm stuck with diet patches or diet pills 

for me I picked diet patches.................(this diet patch does work, but I find it's slow going but they say the most healthy weight loss is slow) I haven't experienced any "side effects" using these diet patches, in fact I might use them for good cause I usually am a spaz, a stressed out spaz - I live in america nuff said - these patches calm me down all day long, and help me sleep very very very very well.

this aint me having power this is a disease DESTROYING MY LIFE!

I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I really do believe my 1st husband aka lucifer, satan, the lord of the underworld e-mails me via a portal on the internet......................I REALLY BELIEVE THAT............

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Dunn's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.............

MY FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW

I ADD IT

WHY 

CAUSE ASTHMA IS NEAR KILLING ME

I STRAIGHT

BUT I LOVE THIS SONG

#VALLEY GIRL

DOUBT I HAVE MUCH POWER

I TRIED TO END THE GAZA WAR - DIDN'T HAPPEN

need nothing according to the bible

James 1:4 English Standard Version 2016 (ESV)And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

wind and shrieks in the night................

via GIPHY

  

I don't fear lucifer because I love him. And I wouldn't fear him even if I didn't love him, because the part of the body of christ I am of is the one that the gates of hell couldn't prevail.............................did prison ko all the apostles and prohets in the bible - NO, IT DIDN'T KO THEM AT ALL, HELL CAME THE GATES OF HELL CAME RIGHT UP TO THEM........................

 I don't fear lucifer because I love him. And I wouldn't fear him even if I didn't love him, because the part of the body of christ I am of is the one that the gates of hell couldn't prevail.............................did prison ko all the apostles and prohets in the bible - NO, IT DIDN'T KO THEM AT ALL, HELL CAME, THE GATES OF HELL CAME RIGHT UP TO THEM........................

Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."

lot of people talk shiz about organized religion

sometimes I do to a bit 

but it's about for me church is..............

though my town real tame

they ain't got that "holy spirit joy" that much - me and brian likely seems to be go to the most "alive" church in our entire town, that I know of???????????????

once I went to a --- black church it was a black church - with that holy spirit joy

church

for me

even in my mostly dead town

is about getting happy

the things that were supposed to bring me down and destroy me

JUST AIN'T NOT WITH JESUS!

2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;" - not destroyed - amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all for today

tootles

what a war has ensued over the years against me....................

1 Peter 4:12 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:"

off ta take a nap

shabbat shalom

Reminder - God is no respecter of person's - none. We are all ONE. With the same opportunities to draw near to god and gain his favour! Acts 10:34 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:" And he wishes everyone would repent THAT NONE WOULD PERISH................

 My hair braided, I feel so much better now. INSTANT RELIEF! I know it ain't just placebo, protecting ones energy via a hairstyle. I need better braiding hair though.......................(this is what I know - not only have native american's - I'm over 1/4th native american on my mom's side the family, my dad's side the family I don't know what race they deem themselves as since how I do not know the results of big sister amber's 2nd generic dna test????????????????????????? But swear my dad's grandma was full blooded native american swear it, I saw pics of her. Black people also braid their hair to protect their energy!!!!!!!!!)...........................

ya buns can also protect energy but not as well as a braid - a braid really locks the energy in........and locks "other energies" out.

   Reminder - God is no respecter of person's - none. We are all ONE. With the same opportunities to draw near to god and gain his favour! Acts 10:34 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons:" And he wishes everyone would repent THAT NONE WOULD PERISH................ 

Acts 10:34-35 "Then Peter opened his mouth, and said, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons: But in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him." - ALL RACES ALL PEOPLE'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

That's all I wanted to say for today 😁

Am likely braiding my hair today - I should've never of cut my hair.

I need to protect my energy

I been feeling drained and zapped - well been wearing my hair down.........that's a bad thing for someone like me. 

I don't even know if the hairdo I'm bout to do is even going to look good????????

I might end up looking like a "native american fool" -------------------------------

tootles