I think god wants me to talk about my recent near death experience (real real near death)..............

Update 5/25/2025 this is one of the most popular posts at the moment who knows why?) Could be because I say I am a christian goth in this blog post that is way from the year 2012 I'm guessing so. But honest I've been a goth my entire life, it's just that only in the recent few years have I ALSO started listening to goth music and walking through cemetaries more etc. I always as a kid watched adams family and the monsters and related to them much more then - when me and my brother and sister watched happy days. Nothing wrong with happy days, or three company........etc.............fine shows. I just related to the monsters and the adams family more. 

I'm looking more "goth" these days.................from this weekend...................

Oregon Food Bank

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1427607

Me looking "normie" in 2012 when my kids were small still.....................

(my whole family helped out at the foodbank recently - they had a good time 😊)

I think god wants me to talk about my recent near death experience (real real near death)..............it was a normal day for me, sendin out a e-mail, all the sudden I felt like I was going to throw up start heading for the bathroom the room starting spinning so much I was being thrown to the side.........didn't make it to the bathroom was thrown onto the floor by the couch, threw up a slew, starting worrying sweating so much room spinning, I thought well go to the bathroom and shower cool down before I die.....................stumble to the shower turn it on.............MADE IT WORSE.................the room spun so fast I lept out of the shower, at that point I couldn't move, had my kids bring me water drank it threw it up, drank some more water threw it up................and then I told my oldest child to call 911 cause I wasn't able to keep down water or move. And I prayed to, the praying gave me some peace at the time, having god with me.
  They wrap a blanket around me carrying me into the ambulance some the ambulance ride I had my eye's closed the room was spinning so much............but like what the last half I had my eye's open...........AND I WASN'T FULLY IN MY BODY............my view of the ambulance was from the side wall of it............but I knew in my head that no the ambulance is still on the street the ground is still facing down below me not what I'm seeing through my eye's............the ambulance turned light had that angel glow about it felt like a church that peace settled on me, I knew if I died it'd be ok.
   Well this just convinced me even moreso to live for jesus!

I donated $6.00 instead of my usual $5 cause god likes us to be zealous. 

Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth." And I feel that 6 is a more lucky number for me these days anyways................technically 6.66 I feel is probably super mega lucky for me these days, but I was all trying to behave. But next time I think I will donate $6.66 cause God wants us to be zealous. 

   And god likes a cheerful giver, and I feel at the $6.66 dollar amount I definately will be the cheerfulest 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 - true story though I'm a christian goth

2012 me originally titled this: "iniquity is abounding but instead of my love growing cold I'm starting to enjoy being around other christians more then ever...................." 2021 me would like to speak about the idea that the iniquity of a city could consume us Genesis 19:15 "And when the morning arose, then the angels hastened Lot, saying, Arise, take thy wife, and thy two daughters, which are here; lest thou be consumed in the iniquity of the city."..............

   2021 me would like to speak about the idea that the iniquity of a city could consume us Genesis 19:15 "And when the morning arose, then the angels hastened Lot, saying, Arise, take thy wife, and thy two daughters, which are here; lest thou be consumed in the iniquity of the city."..............   

 Original post from 2012.....................little baby me, taught to be so optimistic all the time......

 Iniquity is abounding but instead of my love growing cold I'm starting to enjoy being around other christians more then ever. These verses are epic to me................Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." One the pastors at apostolic christian church of america in portland that I go to, mentioned that he goes to god's word and doesn't like listen to like every last "prophet, preacher, whatever out there" (I think he's worried, cause he knows that some his congregation is sometimes mega gullible - aka me) And I know I'm mega gullible I take that into account these days.
   But anyways that is says the "many false prophets" that shall rise "SHALL DECEIVE MANY" like they absolutely will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Matthew 24:24 "For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect."
  But anyways instead of my love growing cold, all the inquity abounding in the body of christ, is like not having that effect on me lately..............I still find like in the body of christ to be like pretty good for myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Inquities abounding outside the body of christ to, not everywhere, but definately iniquity is like starting to abound I believe. Which just hypes me for jesus return all the more I do believe..............it's the final countdown!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://loveachild.com/

"Sheri 2021 is up to stuffs with her song choices people 

oh nelllllllllllllllllllllllly"

This old post was when I didn't have many "good works" and so I had to rely on my looks. 1 Timothy 2:9-10 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array; But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works".............................

This old post was when I didn't have many "good works" and so I had to rely on my looks. 1 Timothy 2:9-10 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array; But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works".............................

neutragena's exfoliator get's my thumbs up for sure, I ain't having to wear makeup no more : )..................I'm nearing 40 (put up my age then I'm like nah bestest be safe online), this is a pic I took today of myself (granted I look better these days in general due to my fruit and veggies diet : ) This is me with no makeup on, but some lip gloss, and some mascara. I pegged the foundation as the culprit for my acne!!!!!!!!!! And even that bare minerals stuffs was causing my acne to flair up!!!!!!!!

  there's still some acne on my chin as you can see, but I don't think it's so bad looking anymore, I mean I think I look pretty good without makeup these days : )
   I'm enjoying not having to wear makeup, it's so much easier on me waking up and brushing my hair getting dressed, and adding some mascara, and lipgloss and boom good to go (and I wear contacts).
  yep thanks to neutragena's exfoliator do dad I'm loving life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and I use a stridex maximum strength acne pad everyday, to make sure no zits happen - I mean a zit has to go through fort knox on my face anymore : ) hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
   Have a great day earth! I don't even miss makeup look at this pick it's so much better to let my inner beauty shine out!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye bye makeup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SINARA NOT MISSING YOU!
http://www.neutrogena.com/category/anti-aging/microdermabrasion+system.do?nType=1

 There are people in the body of christ right now (this is sheri 2021) that have no good works, or hardly none they are having to solely rely on "haul" video's on you tube etc. - the horror

They are pry christians some them anyways. 

Many times out there - the outward appearance just isn't the "whole story"

if  you are like I was and still am to be honest disliked by a ton of the body of christ

Don't give up following Jesus

whatever that looks like for you

God see's your heart. 

He see's what everyone else out there is missing.

2 Corinthians 10:6-8 "And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled. Do ye look on things after the outward appearance? if any man trust to himself that he is Christ's, let him of himself think this again, that, as he is Christ's, even so are we Christ's. For though I should boast somewhat more of our authority, which the Lord hath given us for edification, and not for your destruction, I should not be ashamed:"

Have a great day!

(Sheri 2021 confessing my main secret to staying young is God um "empowering" me) I've decided I want to be forever young if only in my heart and soul....................

I've decided I want to be forever young if only in my heart and soul....................

   When I was like 18 I was just like all the other 18 year olds I thought man I'm going to be so grown up someday and it's going to be AWESOME hahahahahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ya it totally didn't happen, oh and then when I graduated from college I thought graduation day I thought man I'm going to be so grown up now (hahahahahahahahahah) I'm going to get a big fancy job and wear all the designer duds and be so big and grown up it's going to be great (hahahahahahahahahahahahah) then when I was like 24 or so and the big grown up still hadn't hit me hahahahahahahahahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH well you all can see where this trend is heading hahahahahahahahah but I've decided it's for the best, and I want to be forever young if only in my heart and soul...............Matthew 18:3 "And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven." (the one verse in the bible I don't have to make a effort to heed - comes naturally for me : )
I'm pry going to get new teeth well fake teeth but uh ya saw this commercial today on tv.............http://www.snaponsmile.com/sos_CTD_website_front in the 5th grade some kids on the playground decided to pull a prank on me, well I was on top this rocking like monkey bar thing sitting up on top of it, they all jumped instantly other side I went flying through the bars and broke a tooth ---------- ever since then I've been not really um confident with my smile at all.
note in latest pic no smile no no no no see the teeth..........................emo hair it's the best : )....................

sheri adding to this post in 2021........

Psalm 103:4-6 "Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies; Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's. The Lord executeth righteousness and judgment for all that are oppressed."

photo from today to compare to pic from 2012 above....................

(unlike my 2012 cell phone, my 2021 cell phone doesn't have a time stamp feature on it)

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

Matthew 23:26 "Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also." The Apostolic Christian Church of America, deserves all our mercy since how they are so blind. So blind, that they choose "commandments of men" their PERFECT OUTWARD IMAGE......no jewelry, no wedding rings back when I tried to become a member of this church, only buns in womens hair that's all that's allowed, etc. etc. etc...........over me. And that is sad. Because their perfect outward image ISN'T EVEN THE TRUTH.........Revelation 3:16-18 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked: I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see." ------------------- me I'm a mess saved by grace 👍 not the acca church they are perfect flawless saints in need of nothing. Their buns are perfect, their attire is always perfect, they're always polite and perfect. They never sin, why would they do that, they are perfect, they don't even have faults inside their souls...........don't be ridiculous THEY ARE FLAWLESS..........that is why they can't show mercy to me. According to their main elder I'm a piece of garbage that could NEVER become a member of their church. 

Because I'm so young these days few more selfies 😂............

  Some say "your a as young as you feel" - I agree with that idea. We can't feel young everyday. But if you can manage to feel young most of the time 👍 

  I want to add more verses from psalms..........

Psalm 103:1-4 "Bless the Lord, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name. Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:  Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;" ----- some people make God out to be a horrible guy, this is who God really is. 

  Now people they ain't all merciful - I wish they were. But God is. 

  I'm not saying keep sinning, I'm saying God is good, and worthy to be praised! 

1 John 2:16 "for all that is in the world, the lusts of the flesh,..................IS OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"........................

 At the end of this commerical he says "stay thirsty my friends" the latest of this beer commerical really really hit me that he was saying stay thirsty to like you know sins, the lusts of the flesh, to me it's like he's saying "stay thirsty my friends" to all that (not to mention the xx on that beer bottle is 66, x's often do = 6, especially considering the rest of the art around that beer bottle very satanic) Told mike, john, and ron, some my pastor friends (sheri 2021 interjecting, ya they hate me bad, yep elder of that church said I was basically abominable filth and chewed me out to the point I was suicidal on the floor of the churches bathroom) I like pry drive up the wall bats out of the minds weekly..................this commercial makes me un-thirsty for um the things this world is like into.......................1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and thepride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." This verse super ultra stood out to me today............anybody with eyeballs in their heads can I do believe clearly see this verse is saying "the lust of the flesh" ----------- is NOT of the father, BUT IS OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T STAY THIRSTY FOR THE LUSTS OF THE FLESH NO NO NO STAY THIRSTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO THIRST FOR THAT STUFFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Besides you don't have to sin a lot and walk in the flesh a lot to be "the most interesting man in the world" or woman...........................I think I'm pretty fascinating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean I am a character : )
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

being popular it ain't worth it

Luke 9:25 "For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?" Sheri 2021 that is a senior citizen, off to take a epsom salt bath. Have a great day. 

(2021 senior citizen me selfie........................off to take a senior citizen bath :) 

really I'm crusty old

ollllllllllllllllllllllld

the joints is creaky

epsom salt 👍

The idea that one race is better or less then all the other races needs to end......................

   Someone in my family when I was in high school (ain't sayin who) told me that the bible said that african american's were literally made "less then" other races, and clean showed me a bible verse "prooving" that.
  But I don't much believe it.
  Cause my bible says..........................(though god does want jews saved a slew, clearly, but that don't mean "better then" -------- that just means He wants us saved a lot)
Ephesians 4:25 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another." We are members of "one another" not this race and that race and that race and that - no!

Getting zealous adding this verse to : ) Galatians 3:28 "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus."

(the above snippet is a addition 2021 to this blog post to add a bit more substance to this post - for those reading this post thinking to themselves "wait this topic applies to the year 2021" ya : ) 

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

 (I edited out mention of the apostolic chrisitan church of america - a source of pain for me, but this is mostly the original post from 2012) I've started crocheting small gloves like this well watch this......................................they make great drink cosies!!!!!!!! OH YA................

See this pic, I mean even cold drinks I think need a cozy look at how uncomfortable my hand is in this pic hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahh........................................

See now my hand is all happy and comfy hahahahahahahhahaahahahah..............................................

And I've also considered well what about the long fingerless gloves oh yes SOLVED IT, merely cut your glove sew it --------------- then it's a drink cosy. OH YES LET YOUR HANDS BE COMFY WHILST DRINKING EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

  And uh have a great day earth : ) 

  And as a side note, if anyone on earth is going to crochet a drink cosy for reals, I recommend crocheting a fingerless glove style drink cosy because in the even of a zombie appocalypse (common people think ahead hahahahahahahahahah) simply take your drink cosy glove put it on, go outside in front of the zombies do the moonwalk and then point up like depicted in pic below...........trust me.............the zombies will run for their lives............................hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.................

 Sheri 2021..........turns out there is a proper bit of the bible about zombies..........so it's going to happen..................
Zechariah 14:12-13 "And this shall be the plague wherewith the Lord will smite all the people that have fought against Jerusalem; Their flesh shall consume away while they stand upon their feet, and their eyes shall consume away in their holes, and their tongue shall consume away in their mouth. And it shall come to pass in that day, that a great tumult from the Lord shall be among them; and they shall lay hold every one on the hand of his neighbour, and his hand shall rise up against the hand of his neighbour."

man I love having emo hair, I love the music, I love the hair oh did I mention I love the hair : )..............

Sheri 2021 added a photo of myself same pose but nowdays : ).............

man I love having emo hair, I love the music, I love the hair oh did I mention I love the hair : )..............

Little baby me was so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓

2021 me doesn't have the "time stamp" feature on my phone

I like how I look bestest these days

but little baby emo me was adorable 💓💓💓💓💓💓

   That's me like uh pointing to the right as opposed to the devil left n'stuff so.
   I'm workin hard to not walk in the flesh it's a massive battle for me I won't lie. Note to the apostolic christian church of america.............I've toned down my eyeshadow, oh that ain't how I usually like to have it NAW!
   My hair was jet black for awhile, real emo...........eeeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmooooooooooo..........but uh I got tired of people looking at me like I was the gatekeeper of hell -------- though it was delightful for awhile I won't lie : )
   So like at church this verse stood out to me this sunday................
John 20:18-19: "Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdest thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not. This spake he, signifying by what death he should glorify God. And when he had spoken this, he saith unto him, Follow me."
Just how it was for me once I COMPLETELY did my own thing................and now I'm being lead by jesus where "whither thou wouldest not"
   Cause really really I love walking the the flesh...........................walking in the spirit making a effort in the day like I'm doing that is soooooooooooooooooooooooo "whither thou wouldest not" for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I still get to listen to emo music though so : ) uh have a great week earth : )

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................