So I've been just helping do signs for years (It was a job I got hired for - now brian is the one on the "tax form" he switched me out of my job and filled out the official tax form for my job mind you, and he's getting whatever tax whatever social security benefits collected me non anymore - if he kicks me out the house I'm destitute). Anyways he says $120 a month is a "tithe" for me.................so I already donated like $5 at least to the church we are currently going to this week, now I donate the rest for the week..........................

So I heard a few minutes ago, lucifer say "Their getting ready to turn on the green light on ruby"

------------------------ I might like tithing

I've like gave big before but never like regularly tithed - I'M DESPERATE BY NOW GOD NEEDS TO HELP ME OUT!

So I've been just helping do signs for years (It was a job I got hired for - now brian is the one on the "tax form" he switched me out of my job and filled out the official tax form for my job mind you, and he's getting whatever tax whatever social security benefits collected me non anymore - if he kicks me out the house I'm destitute). Anyways he says $120 a month is a "tithe" for me.................so I already donated like $5 at least to the church we are currently going to this week, now I donate the rest for the week..........................
I'm going to say which church so everyone knows this is a christian church
this is me trying god

Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it." God's going to have to get "creative" because if god gives me more earhtly things household clutter that will be Him cursing me. The only way god can truelly bless me is with a larger house. 

  God giving me earthly things wouldn't be a blessing, but a curse my house has to much stuff in it! 

  There was a organ in picture below to the left, I just sat for hours watching it burn in the firepit................so that now we have a space for a christmas tree and after that cat shelving.........

as you can see the stone floor (it's fake) now goes up to the living room, brian is about to install more stone flooring today in the living room ----------- so a lot of that destroyed wood flooring is finally going bye bye. 

I DON'T HATE GOD

I AM FRUSTRATED WITH GOD/SOCIETY AND THE BIBLE

BECAUSE I HAVE DONATED DAILY TO CHARITIES FOR YEARS

AND ALL I AM IS ATTACKED ONLINE

nothing good "good" has happened to me

1 land I can't built on so if your going to count that I can't build on it

the other one

we ain't even got the foundation for the cabin done yet

battling the mess in our house in the city and all the city things that need to get did

I'M IN HELL

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."
I don't find Luke 6:38 to be the case AT ALL. LIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS If it ain't looking to be true for me, and I have donated to charities daily for years.

but that's ok 

luke 6:38 pry is bs looks to be fully bs and crap garbage trash bible verse

NOW I TRY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!